#it. wouldnt take much(like being the only people to message one nd theyre like. fuck it im curious. nd then they see trans and my birth nam
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I just want to go to another concert, but I cant even get over anxiety enough to message the bands for tickets
#sardonic speeches#like. what if they recognize me.#i dont like being noticed or remembered so this is not a position i want to willingly put myself in.#nd my facebook is... bad. like the profile pic is from when i had dyed hair.#it. wouldnt take much(like being the only people to message one nd theyre like. fuck it im curious. nd then they see trans and my birth nam#(on there so ppl who knew me by it could hypothetically find me) or i take those off and keep male and then they see/hear me and its obviou#and then if theyre assholes it could ruin the. one fucking fun/stress relieving thing i have left.) but im like 80% sure im just overthinki#nd anxious or maybe by thinking that im being naive#lmao flashback to when i was so scared people would think i was a poser bc i was a like 8-14 yo during that age groups beiber/scene phase#nd now that im an adult in the scene i know it would just be... fucking really cool??#love the new blood just starting to learn about the genre idk#i gotta try to donate plasma again again too#and its probably not helping head stuff when every job i apply to just. doesnt answer like. idk ive been sleeping alot at bad hours again.#technically i should be out by friday but... idk whats going to happen when i have 0 savings and credit atm.....#actually i have student loans so. bad credit.
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