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had to come off anon to scream abt the possible sequel!!! holy shit if you ever get around to it i'm gonna probably be the first person to tell everyone abt it gosh. and yeah haha smut can be so so healing (makes sense since i'm demisexual and i think that's how things tend to work for me) and just. so glad the messages found you well. thank you so much once again and much love right back!! will def read more fanfic written by you and keep an eye out for anth new <3
still crying from your first message and you send ANOTHER one, i see how it is!
"if you ever get around to" = currently working on chapter 8
love you darling <3 <3
#it's fine i'll cry forever#no big#fandom#to quote d:#i love everyone in this bar and pete wentz#asks#writing#fic
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hello... please consider... yakumo in:
the classic traditional style qipaos
the modernised and modified ones
bonus: modified hanfu
he would look wonderful wouldn't he? all the more delectable and sashimiable?
ahaha...ahah...AHAHHAH.AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
#feesh answer#the more i scrolled the more manic laughter leaked out of my face. exolkoiddeploded really#i had no images to accurately convey my emotion. so i had to make one#BEHOLD! MY PHOTO COLLAGE SKILLS!!!!!!🤣#did you really just have yakumo-coloured outfits ready and waiting somewhere in your storage??!#your curation feels like a personal attack even tho i know you just out here doin things for You#me normally: i want the most obnoxious ridiculous over the top colour combo and clashing finalfantasia10000belts mess----#me now: ok but there's something about that 3rd modern one. it's. so simple. but. i. but i......#i need him to be cute and helpful in the traditional ones. i want him walking around in the garden just sniffing pretty flowers#wait no i want him in one of th emodified ones just absolutely DESTROYING eiden's ---#waiT no I want him IN THE FLOWING ETERNALGARMENTS WITH HIS GLOWY EYES AND SOBBING POSSESSED DEMEANOUR BUT NOT ACTUALLY POSSESSED#so just glowing and crying. got it#WAIT NO-#god it's like all the things i used to be meh about or go 'what kinda character design is this'#now i'll see it on yaku and it's.....well......#those maiden buns? the lil twin baobao or whatever? hated thsoe things forever and always#then someone will put em on yakumo and suddenly everything is fine#WHAT IS HE DOING WITH THE LIL. ORBS ON HIS HEAD. I DON'T EVEN KNOW ANYONE WHO WEARS THEM.#ONLY LITTLE GIRLIES. IS IT INAPPROPRIATE TO GIVE YAKU THE BUNS#BUT I. IF HE DOESN'T WEAR HIS HAIR LIKE THAT.#i will straihjtt up put steamed buns on his head#and force him to stay still and balance them#until i finish eating them all#it's a game of pile bread on the snake#i will require a stepladder#nu carnival yakumo
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athena is amazing thank you for coming to my ted talk
#I LOVE HER#SHE'S SO AWESOME#i'll admit i had my doubts about her after my goodbye but OH MY GOD#CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT??#HER IN WE'LL BE FINE—#AND THE END OF GOD GAMES HAD ME LITERALLY CRYING OVER HER#LIKE YESSS GIRL BE A GIRLBOSS BUT ALSO NOOOOOO WHAT HAPPENED TO HERRR#athena i'm sorry and i will forever respect you#just please be okay#please#epic the musical#epic: the musical#athena#epic the wisdom saga#epic: the wisdom saga#the wisdom saga
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but dad i don't WANT to run six levels of warrior in hw dungeons
#it's fine as a reward i get to run twenty more levels of warrior.#... that was sarcasm#I WANNA LIKE IT IT'S SO EFFECTIVE#but i don't lmao#one dungeon til 60 pal#many dungeons til 60 war#gnb's at 67 rn so i'm ALMOST caught up in a pile#i think i'll hit 60 today and do some msq. or cry. or do msq AND cry.#endwalker experience.#xiv blogging#i like hw dungeons just fine btw the stack of them for leveling is MOSTLY enjoyable#it's just. forever.#and ever.#i lied btw it's forty more levels lmao#80 is just what matters
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DFF 11 spoilers
I still refuse with all my heart to believe that Non is dead, but in the version of events where this is true - so the version of events Tee believes is true - Tee "rescued" Non by delivering him into labor that killed him, like he watched Non work himself to death before his eyes, but first, his response to Non's life-threatening wounds, the idk, potential internal bleeding, whatever is going on in Non's body that has him so run down he can't yell at his bully without nearly collapsing from coughing, was to. Hand Non a first aid kit and be like "you know what to do, right?"
lmaoooooo TEE. A whole mess of a young man.
#there's a first aid kit in there. put a bandaid on your broken rib or something idk#oh and don't cry too hard!!! it's obviously not healthy for your fucked up lungs to cry too hard rn#ok... see ya#oh you tripped and fell from your fatal wounds and knocked over a customer's tray?#i'll pay for it i'll pay for it! you just get back up there and keep hobbling#if you hobble for long enough i'm sure everything will work itself out#things are good :D things are fine :D#i also have things to say about how tee starts calling non by his actual name this episode#he feels so much REMORSE he feels the unbearable weight of what he's done#but he still won't actually LOOK at the damage his uncle's men did to you#he still won't pull your shirt up and face what's under there that a band-aid ain't gonna fix#dff spoilers#dff#dead friend forever#teenon clown car#dear diary
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i very much keep myself in my own little bubble on the internet because i am aromantic and also a hater and so fandom spaces are generally pretty hellish for me. however in the witcher fandom specifically i am forever surprised to see the complete lack of engagement with the actual themes of the text. like,,, i am certain that there are people out there having great conversations about it but the fact that the only widely accessible discourse (in the epistemological sense of the word not internet arguments) around the story is surface level character discussions when there is SO much to talk about there in OBVIOUS ways. obvi there are deeper character conversations to be had (so little about geralt's like. deep grief at his perceived inability to be human. i'll forgive it cause it is much more prevalent in the books but it's still a shame...) but there are SO many larger-scale things to talk about. the witcher as a story about colonialism i feel like i never see mentioned and considering the sheer integral nature of that discourse in the text it seems really improbable that nobody wants to talk about it? from the very beginning the story is telling you very openly about the way that humanity assumes itself to be the rightful occupant of the land when it is in fact an occupying force, and it's discussing what makes for a rightful use of violence in pushing back against that colonizing force, and what is necessary for survival under colonialism, like... i've still only read a few of the books but even JUST in the edge of the world story, without considering the scoia'tael and the larger dynamics of the fantasy racism and systemic discrimination in the world of the witcher, it is a VERY clear story about the aftereffects of genocide and the question of integration into the occupying force. like you CAN'T ignore that or write it out of the story for the netflix show cause that's what the larger story is About. and beyond engaging with the direct themes of the text i feel like i'm missing so many critical discussions. so much to talk about with the men-writing-women of it all, the way that yennefer is treated by the original author and then the way that in trying to work around that characterization she sort of just gets girlbossified in the other direction by the netflix writers, the way that yennefer is either beloved without criticism or hated without critical thought by the fandom. idk. again i say nothing with absolute certainty because i do take pains to talk about this in my own little corner and not seek much out about it but man. all this fanfic and we're not gonna talk about Any of that? not even geralt of rivia's central motivation of being a guy who wants to do the right thing?
#not like i'm the authority on everything witcher again i haven't read far past blood of elves. i think i got to time of contempt last time.#but. i mean. reading comprehension for dummies. we're just not gonna engage with the colonialism aspect at All?#whateverrrrrrr whatever whatever. it's fine. i'll just talk about everything forever on my little tumblr blog and it will exist there.#and i will incorporate the actual themes into my little fanfictions and we'll do our best with what we have.#witcher fans who like to think about things PLEASE interact i do want more people to talk about this franchise with actually dskfjgsh#god knows i sit around crying starving for critical thought with the tgcf fandom but at least i have my bestie to talk at length with there#NOBODY in my life who has both seen witcher and rlly cares about it in the same capacity as me in my daily life.#i can talk About it and the people i love will listen to me but it's just not the same y'know#witcher mutuals who are already here you know who you are and you know that i love you dearly. kissies for you forever#valentine notes#the witcher
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Feeling Normal about Dan Feng and Yingxing again.
#every once in a while I'll remember how tragic their relationship was#I honestly don't really like RenHeng. I see the appeal but it's not my cup of tea#but XINGYUE?#jesus christ they live in my head rent free#every week or two I'll be doing something and my brain will go “hey remember how DF committed a sin for YX”#and I'll be like “YES BRAIN I do remember how he risked everything he had for a chance for his lover to stay with him for eternity”#and then I'll start crying because I love Old Man Yingxing still being loved by Immortal Forever Young Dan Feng#AUUUUUGGGGHHHHHH#ok im fine (not at all
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yaaay wheee april fools' is mondstadt themed this year :]
#personal stuff#this feels like a particularly cruel joke aimed at me personally. you're getting mondstadt focus but it's on april fools'.#head in hands#i don't care i don't care. look at them they look so cute#the kitty thing was my favorite but this is fun too. if they follow it up with actual mondstadt expansion. if not i'll cry forever#it's fine i'm fine#kaeya. :]#he looks nice.#shaking the hand of everyone getting excited over new kaeya art. it's been a while huh
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i feel like i would enjoy this premise better if it wasn't Hades & Persephone based. it's so vaguely H&P at this point that it wouldn't have been hard to not, just take five more steps and make it fully original. but it is H&P so I keep mentally comparing it to other adaptations and just... it's not as good.
#also the like ✨spicy parts✨ (which seem to be the whole point) aren't really my cup of tea#they're fine.#it's mostly the Hades.#he's not... Hades#Lore Olympus has forever shaped my perception of that character#this Hades is not near sad and touch starved enough.#Break That Man. Make Him Cry. then i'll like him more.#Neon Gods by Katee Roberts#mice reads
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turns out alexis mixed up the date of his trip so it's not this weekend it's next weekend lmao so we're seeing one of our fave bands on saturday
#sddkddk#he found out today they were playing in our city#I'd known for a few days but I couldn't invite him because i knew he was busy#turns out he's not soooo 💓💓💓💓💖#and it's bandalos chinos too so like top beloveds#im soooo excited#i was like nooo what if i cry to demasiado in front of u and he was like oh it's fine I'll just laugh at u forever#i'm rly looking forward to it#also i may or may not have expected a good night kiss today but that's on me fkdkd like we dropped me off and i sort of...#didn't leave the car? lmao#and he gave me a look and i just nervously laughed and got off nssksksk#and said bye#rose.txt#oh and by the way a few days ago he gave me a sticker that fell of his sticker thing that said good job#and now he saw i put it on my phone case and he just pointed at it and said 'oh'#i do not know what that oh meant but i did grab my phone and pretended to use it for a second so he'd stop looking at it djdjdjfjd
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Oh therapy got me, CRYING crying today.
#“so tell me do you ever think about the future and what that will be like?”#*biting my cheek so hard I bleed as I convulse violently actively stifling my dreams of an idyllic future I'm afraid of never having#“NOPE I TRY NOT TO IT USUALLY JUST MAKES ME CRY”#“oh well that's a shame but I understand what about thinking about the past and nice things people have said recently?”#*remembers being told I'm trusted and that I'm loved by people and the hands of my friend rubbing my back who is now gone forever*#*the smell of my other friends perfume who too is now gone forever and how I constantly worry about people I love dying*#*bawls*#“YEAH I THINL ABOUT IT A LOT ACTUALLY”#'just this its good if its you' FUCK#'hey I'll see you next week don't worry I'll be fine' FUCK#'I love you don't worry I'll drive safe' FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK GODDAMNIT SON OF A FUCKING BITCH I'M GONNA LOSE IT#vent
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i love chemistry, i do, but then i do a practice exam and they give me a question from a unit we're not meant to be graded on and i just 😀
like i shouldnt panic cuz ik i wont get asked those sorts of questions on the exam, but i am PANICKING REGARDLESS
#no im fine im chill (lies)#i want this so bad 😭#if i dont ace this exam i'll cry myself to sleep for forever#amber rambles
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we had this class today by this like. idk. ok to describe this guy he stares at you as though he asked you a question and is waiting for an answer and always lets the silence go on for JUST a milisecond too long to be comfortable and he wears flip flops in 10°c weather, anyway, he only teaches in the third year (actually he teaches first year now too but only starting this yr) and oh my god im soooooo SAUR fed up with people who teach us about performance arts as if we havent ever heard about it (IN THIS, OUR 3RD YEAR OF CONCEPTUAL COSTUME DESIGN)
which like. honestly i dont nec believe performance arts should have the place in our curriculum the way this guy thinks it should but the point is that we like know who yves klein / hugo ball / francis alys et al are but like oh my god it drove me so crazy he had a page and a half of artists + links and i think he had 2.5 women on there (.5=artist duo, so yk, still a full woman obviously goes without saying but in terms of me making my point,) and . i dont even want to say he had one african (and that was also the only Black or bipoc) art piece on there but like it really was from this very white perspective in that it was filmed by a white person (does african art exist without a white body present to witness it, etc) but it was also shot as an ad for a travel agency ?? insanity, insanity, anyway. OH AND THEN HE WAS LIKE 'oh this is an intense piece so fair warning' and my friend asked 'intense in what way' and he said 'oh youll see' OK WHY WOULD YOU GIVE A CW/TW AND THEN NOT. SAY WHAT THE CW/TW IS i will never understand it i will not.
anyway we spent 2.5 hours watching videos in dead silence each of us* growing more and more agitated as he failed to use technology in an efficient manner.
*im projecting it coulda just been me
#am tired. aurgh. and on TOP of that !!!! i drew out a whole sleeve pattern thats useless bc i measured wrong 😭#i measured my pattern from before i made adjustments so the sleeve cap height is wrong and from there so's everything#crying shaking. its fine i'll redo it its good to have already done it once so the instructions make sense#had coffee this morning w my friend who was in our first yr and dropped out to pursue acting and we were talking abt like#this being my final bachelor year and my other friend doing a master rn and like what i wanted to do#and like. i really enjoy costume design but i dont know if this is it for me.#tell me this: what's the job in which your responsibilities are just making friends with people ?#i love talking to people i love small talk when it flows well i want that to be my thing forever
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#BEEN HERE SINCE THE BEGINNING AND I'LL BE HERE TILL THE WORLD ENDS#top album of all time forever and always#autoheart#punch#they sold out atlanta before i could afford to go and i did cry in the car about it but its fine im FINE its my fault but still#rn#Spotify
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Trying my hardest not to be anxious and sad about things that have already happened and that I can't do anything about now. But How
#woes of emily#work shit. which wasn't entirely my fault but was my fault enough and :(#like. if a customer is mad at me i dont care but when a colleague is it makes me sad and anxious and i hate it#and just. the way she dealt with me was bad idk#like she was like. i wouldn't have done that. you shouldn't do that. you should have noticed that#if you'd said i would have helped#like I'm still so new if im doing something wrong just tell me!! just step in!! just help#like now i can't even defend myself#and now I'm worried even though its probably fine#like either in a month i will have forgotten all about it#or. it'll be a big thing and I'll be fired from my job so <3#maybe not actually fired but. it could be bad#but also. more likely. literally it will be fine forever idk :/#it's just been a long week and I've felt like crying all afternoon#and i met up with my friend which was nice but now I'm two stupidly expensive cocktails deep#also also. i got a text saying that basically I'm no longer going to be registered with a gp practice#but thinking about doctor/medical stuff literally makes me want to kms sooooooooooooooo. not helping#sorry. feeling emotions and they're going here#need sleep. more than anything
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just saw a mike and nancy edit to if we have each other by alec benjamin . i'm not feeling the love in this chiles tonight
#it's that one verse you know what i'm talking ab#and i'm 23 and my folks are getting old i know they don't have forever and im scared to be alone and im thankful for my sister even tho#sometimes we fight when high school wasn't easy she's the reason i survived and i know she'd never leave me and i hate to see her cry so i#wrote this verse to tell her that i'm always by her side i wrote this verse to tell her that#the worlds not perfect but it's not that bad if we have each other and that's all we have#i'll be your brother and i'll hold your hand#you should know i'll be there for you#when the worlds not perfect when the worlds not kind of we have each other then we'll both be fine#i'll be your brother and i'll hold your hand you should know i'll be there for you#sorry why do i know all that🧍🏽🧍🏽#i used to love his songs when i was in middle school 😭😭 and elementary actually
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