#it’s me I’m the friend please I need ittttt
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For the love of god is there a gif of Logan running on all fours yet!?? Asking for a friend 👀
#deadpool 3#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#x-men#it’s me I’m the friend please I need ittttt#i love that he was more animalistic#he smells sabertooth coming in the void and smells the Deadpool core#him runnng on all 4s and just the general growling loved that
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I’m gonna be gone for about a week or so, and I’m not sure how much I’ll be around. Nothing’s wrong! I just don’t think I’ll have a queue set up and I don’t think I’ll be around enough to see every post like I usually do. Love y’all! 💖
#I have been on this webbed site 24/7 for the last two years straight#I think I need a break#also I’m going on vacation with my bf#also artist friends I mean this sincerely: if I miss one of your posts please let me know so I can see ittttt#viper pls
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I didn’t go to sculpture again……
#please please please I have anxiety I have a mental illness#I can’t make myself go there it’s hell idk why I’m just so nervous every time I make myself feel sick#and then I get another excuse not to go becuase I literally feel like I’m gonna throw up#I’m not going to pass if I don’t start going there…….#and I cannot handle repeating a semester#I live in fear#and it doesn’t help that I have intermedia class later today which is my second greatest enemy and just as dreadful#banging head on the table#I need to be wrapped in a blanket and go to sleep forever#god even if I go there I’m never going to be able to come up to my prof and talk to him about my project I get physically I’ll at the#slightest suggestion from my friends that I should finally do it#everyone’s done it already#I will literally cry if anyone talks to me#the profs just intimidate me so badly I feel like they hate me#and everyone says they’re super nice but I can’t make myself believe ittttt they will eat me alive#but if I never go I won’t pass the class and repeating the semester will cost money#pleas I have the stupid project idea ready but I just can’t do it I’ve thought about just emailing them and doing it all through email but#I couldn’t do that either I’m just in panic mode instantly#so yeah I’m just venting not asking ppl for solutions 😶✌️ I just don’t want to text my friend again bc I’ve been putting way too much on#them#they do practically everything for me anyway bc I can’t do shit by myself#uh ok I just need to put this SOMEWHERE#I’m gonna curl up and draw metal or whatever#ugh I know I’m making things worse by not coming#but I can’t make myself I just cant I’m gonna have an anxiety attack ✌️#no one look at me#I being sensitive and vulnerable here
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shamelessly vagueing here and this sounds harsh but jesus some people really need to start realising not everything is about them.
not in a stuck up, the world revolves around me, arrogant way. but in a they’re not laughing about you, they’re not gossiping about you, you’re just insecure, reading into every little thing, hurt and need help type of way.
#it annoys me so much and i feel so bad saying it because i used to be one of those people but people really just need to take my word here#and no amount of reassurance will help these people it will only make it worse because they feed off of it and if you don’t reassure them#they’ll think you’ve betrayed them and have been talking about them next#i’ve been one of these people and I KNOW it feels really shitty and it’s really hard to get through but there comes a point where it’s just#straight up self sabotage#its not about other people anymore you’re just doing it to yourself#and it honestly pisses me off because from an outside perspective you’re just bringing everyone else down instead of doing anything about i#i KNOW mental health is more nuanced than that and that sounds so mean but ugjansiwnsjwo it’s just been annoying me#i’ll support you 100% but you cannot be coming to me every single day saying you know blah blah blah hates you when actually they think the#are your friend#so now YOURE the one talking behind peoples backs and hurting people and i CANNOT STAND ITTTTT!!!!!#just ugh#vague posting for the fun of it and it’s 6:00am and need something to distract me from crocheting#and i’m really trying not to be mean by saying all of this#just a post made out of frustration#i want nothing but healing for these people all they’re doing is pushing more people away and i don’t think they realise it and they put th#blame on others instead#because that’s exactly what i did#and looking back i was a really shitty person to these people and am so sorry 😭#long notes rant but please someone tell me they know what i mean by this 😭#irls got me worked up 😭#alèssi says things#pleeeeease someone understand and know i’m not just jumping on depressed people 😭🥲🥲#(editing to add by being really shitty to these people i don’t mean the insecure ones i mean my friends when i was like this)
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I’m begging you, please write something for us Lance girlies.
𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭-𝐜𝐮𝐭𝐞? 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐞𝐝! - 𝐥𝐬. 𝟏𝟖 | 𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐫 𝟒𝟎𝟒: 𝐏𝐍𝐅 |
𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐫 𝟒𝟎𝟒: 𝐩𝐥𝐨𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 - 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐞
summary: it’s the most wonderful time of the year! you swear there’s love in the air. however, your friends, family, and fans think you need intensive therapy. content warning: vacation romance. girls trip. love at first sight. fluff. profanity. mentions of reader’s previously failed relationships. reader has a mom and sister. sibling dynamics (bullying). friendship. delusion. reader has a puppy. all photos are from pinterest. pairing: lance stroll x fem!black!reader
from serene: i wish peace, love, and happiness on everyone’s soul…and i hope my unexpected lance stroll smau series distracts you from the torment of the race weekend. LOL xxx < 3
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twitter • ynplays • december 11th
imessage • yn and friends
instagram • ynplays • dec12th • winter wonderland ⚑
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ynplays: brr 🥶 if only their was a 6-foot, brown-eyed, strong man to keep me warm 😏🥺
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user1 so it starts 😣
➥ user2 please let this be a normal vacation!!!
➥ user3 with yn??? no way
yourmom i didn't raise you to act like this…
➥ yoursister mom idk where you went wrong with her
➥ ynplays she let me have unmonitored access to the internet
➥ user4 ah that makes sense 🙂↕️
➥ user5 that'll do it mhm
yourbestie please can we go inside the fucking resort my ass is freezing as im typing this
➥ yourfriend1 u just mad bc u slipped and busted your ass
➥ yourbestie would you be mad if i punched you so hard yo nose broke?
➥ user6 heyyYYY come getcho friends yn!!!
➥ user7 they about to crash out 😳😳😳
user8 lots of athletes like to go skiing and snowboarding during their winter breaks 👀
➥ yourfriend2 DO NOT give her any ideas, pls im begging you 🧎🏽♀️🧎🏽♀️🙏🏽🙏🏽
➥ user8 american football players, basketball players, racecar drivers, hockey players, tennis players...😏
➥ ynplays omg ao3 fic, meet-cute, 654k words, love at first sight, strangers to lovers, no angst, happy ending, hockey player x yourname romance irl???
➥ yourfriend2 i begged,,,
twitter • ynplays • december 12th
instagram • ynplays • dec13th • the slopes ⚑
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ynplays: sega’s first snow and my first day on the slopes 🥹🐶
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user9 is your puppy named after the video game franchise, SEGA?
➥ ynplays yes! sega made mortal kombat which is my fav fighting game, so i named her after the company :)
➥ ynplays also, you can't forget about sonic and persona (super monkey ball too!!!)
➥ user10 me n the boys go crazy on super monkey ball
yourbestie pretty girl < 3
➥ yoursister if i was a man...mhm 😈
➥ yourfriend1 why do u always say some weird shit
➥ user11 turning your family tree into a circle energy
user12 are you just skiing or are you going to snowboard too??
➥ ynplays i want to do both! starting with skiing bc it's a "ski" resort ig? but i can't wait to try a board :)
➥user13 sounds like a fun! hope you have a nice vacay < 3333
user14 YNNNN ⚠️⚠️ you should get some of those plush turtles that you put on your butt so it doesn't hurt as much when you fall ⚠️⚠️
➥ user15 yes omg like this comment so she can see ittttt
➥ user16 those cushions literally saved my ass when i went boarding last year fr
➥ ynplays should i get one? do they sell them anywhere near the resorts?
➥ user16 yes, they should!
igstory • ynplays uploaded!
[caption; well,,,i think i need skiing lessons. hope the man i ran into has less snow down his shirt than i do.]
user17: eating shit is a staple of learning to ski
user18: the man 😀🫨 ynplays: i think it was the same dude who opened the door for me !!! user18: babe that's fate atp i don't make the rules
yourfriend2: i think you're about to have your meet-disaster. look up, he's skiing our way ynplays: oGM WH$T TH3!?!!
twitter • ynplays • december 13th
igstory • ynplays uploaded!
[caption1; he said i was a total loss at skiing and taught me how to snowboard instead ;p] [caption2; is it love if he buys you $25 ski resort hot cocoa?]
user19: oh no you're down BAD
yourfriend1: idk if it’s love but it's a stupid purchase 👏🏽 i can tell you that much
yoursister: no the fuck it's not love 🤬
user20: $25 HOT COCOA?!! outrageous user20: you better marry that man ynplays: you understand me on an subatomic level
instagram • yourbestie • dec13th • the shredder ⚑
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yourbestie: we’re all way better at this snowboarding thing, even yn. thanks to her “brown eyed beau” 🤨 (her name not mine)
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user21: oh them drinks look thirst quenching 🤤🤤🤤
➥ user22: i wish free refills were implemented worldwide
user23: they would have to chain me up in my room if i were at this resort...i'd be foaming out the mouffff 😮💨🥴
➥ user24: bro what 🤣🤣🤣
➥ user25: think it's time you get castrated lil bro
➥ user26: watchlist type beat 🫵🏽🫵🏽🫵🏽
yourfriend1: i thought this was supposed to be a girls trip :(
➥ yourfriend2: it never is with yn unfortunately
➥ yourbestie: FRFR this turned into the girls....and l****
➥ ynplays: don't be fucking rude 😒
➥ ynplays: he payed for our drinks and taught me how to shred ☹️
user27: "l****" ???? alright agents let's find out who this mfer is
➥ user28: *brushes off my criminal justice degree*
➥ user29: i've compiled a list of five letter boy names that start with L on a google doc and male celebs who have posted any ski resort pics or those who implied they were going
➥ user30: i have a google doc of all the male athletes who have posted any skiing/snowboading/resort pics AND athletes who implied they were going somewhere cold for holiday
➥ user29: ,,,i like your style. let's merge our docs 🤝
➥ user31: post the link on twitter and let's fucking get to it
© httpsserene 2024
#f1 x reader#f1 smau#f1 x black!reader#lance stroll x reader#lance stroll x black!reader#lance stroll smau#lance stroll x y/n#f1 x y/n#lance stroll fluff#f1 fluff#f1 x female reader#serene’s chapters.#⋆⭒˚。⋆. series special: formula 1#♡ ༘*.゚ love interest: ls.
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Hiiii Oma! Hope you’re doing well!
Do you mind if I take you up on your offer to scream about fmab with you? I’ve got so many feels about that show today I’m gonna explode XD
I don’t even know exactly what I’m gonna scream about tbh but I just need to lol
YES FRIEND, PLEASE SCREAM WITH ME
It's such a good show and touches on so many social subjects while still maintaining a good plot that revolves around such silly lovely traumatized boys and I FREAKING LOVE ITTTTT.
ALSO Pride is my favorite Homunculous because it was SUCH a twist when you found out and he's sooo creeepyyyy Ahahajsksmdhdu
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Sorry hold on I need to bitch abt one more thing—sorry—BRO TALKS TO MORE PEOPLE THAN I DO AND HAS THE AUDACITY TO SAY HES LONELY LIKE BITCH COME ON BSFR
I talk to one person consistently and even then that’s not rly what a social human being like me needs to function properly. And bro is a walking red flag. Like. No. But hey, someone made an effort and I value that.
Im not nessecarily lonely per se, i just want to talk to someone about stuff i like yk? Like there’s so much im into right now and i want to tell someone about it and i feel like i dont rly have anyone to tell???
I’ve never not felt that way. Idk I’ve just never had close friends I guess. I’ve never rly been comfortable around other people. I mean it’s fine— I’m used to it—it’s just hard when you have something you want to say or talk about and you have no one to tell it to.
I have no online friends either :)
I JUST WANT TO GUSH TO SOMEONE ABOUT CECIL PLEASE IM A SIMPLE WOMAN LMAO
Like I genuinely only want friends because on the off chance I actually want to tell you something, you will listen and engage and ask me questions about ittttt
Sometimes I just need to talk. But I’m so,,,quiet (?) right now, it’s hard. Im interested to see my level of “talkativeness” when school starts. Whether I’ll clam up or let it all out.
CECILLL AJDJLAKDKSLAM
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Riven’s Unhinged Screaming of Dante’s Inferno Rings 5-8 (aka Panda 2.0 (part 1)
Me this entire raid tier
NATURALLY UNDER A CUT FOR SPOILERS.
HE’S PRACTICING! YOU CAN DO EEET!
(Eric is a good bean he’s just got a little bit of a temper problem fite me if you dare and honestly as one who had a shitty father i can’t blame him really)
THIS. WAS NOT GOOD. ON MY NERVES. I SHRIEKED. CAN WE NOT START THE CREEPY BULLSHIT THIS EARLY
...uh...wut?
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the man, the myth, the motherfucking evil bastard bird of hell maker
Anyway. Wanted to clown on his ass, but honestly, need more information.
WHY YES THANK YOU. I NEEDED THIS ICLY, THANK YOU. (Because guess who got yoinked Exarch-style to come help out?)
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Oh HELL.
Anyone else feel their tetanus shot act up seeing this or was it just me?
...
CAN WE HAVE A FUCKING DISCUSSION
ON HOW THAT
TURNED INTO THIS
(day one of a new raid. wiping was had)
Bruh.
At this point I’m used to people trying to kill me. IT’S JUST A LITTLE BIT MORE COMPLICATED CUZ UM, WE GOT A WHOLE TIME TRAVEL THING AND AZEMS AND FINAL DAYS BULLSHIT-
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I’M GOING TO FUCKING PUNCH YOU, OLD MAN. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I HAD TO DEAL WITH YOUR BULLSHIT BEFORE?!
*SWEATS IN DYNAMIS*
SIR. I MAIN SUMMONER. THIN AETHER MY ASS LET ME SWITCH CLASSES SO YOU CAN GET TITAN’S ASS FACEFIRST
*gets Destiny’s Child stuck in her head* GODSDAMNIT
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I
FUCKING
KNEW
IT
!!
I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT!! BULLSHIT YOU BEING ‘THEMIS’ AND ‘INVESTIGATING ON BEHALF OF A FRIEND’
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*Ancient Soap Opera Intensifies*
Yes. Please. I need a breather. And more drinking. Cuz WHAT THE FUCK
Dude, I figured this out at the start of the first raid tier. WE ALL DID.
SIR I AM JUST A SMALL AND INNOCENT FAMILIAR
THERE IS NOTHING TO SEE HERE
MOVE ALONG
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‘Teehee it’s okay she’s a doppleganger! You know what they say, everyone has one! She’s got to be a good person at heart so it’s okay to trust her!’
SERIOUSLY?!
THAT’S WHAT WE’RE GOING WITH?!
I’M A DOPPLEGANGER FAMILIAR?
BULL
FUCKING
SHIT
(side note: Still feel this explanation even stronger for the ‘Azem knew about us’ theory)
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i know where this is going o/’ and i don’t like ittttt o/’
AND OF COURSE WE GO STRAIGHT TO THE NUCLEAR OPTION
SIR.
I AM A SIMPLE LITTLE INNOCENT FAMILIAR
PRAY MOVE ALONG NOW
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*sigh*
Greeeaaaaat. We’re working out father/son issues it seems.
WHEN YOU ARE SO FUCKING TIRED OF LOOKING UP AT PEOPLE FOR FUCK’S SAKE WHY IS EVERYONE TALL
SIR.
I AM A FAMILIAR.
MOVE ALONG.
PLEASE.
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-files this nugget away for later-
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please stop starting shit with your son my guy. please. PLEASE. WE HAVE ENOUGH ON THE PLATE AS IT IS.
we’re just going to stop here, because...OH MY FUCKING GOD THE BOSS MUSIC SOKEN FOR FUCK’S SAKE PLEASE AT LEAST TAKE US OUT TO DINNER OR BUY US A DRINK OR SOMETHING BEFORE YOU JUST SLAM OUT A MOTHERFUCKING ABSOLUTE BANGER OF A BOSS TRACK I’VE BEEN LOSING MY FUCKING MIND EVER SINCE I FIRST HEARD IT JFC JUST INJECT THAT SHIT DIRECTLY INTO MY VEINS JUST PLEASE ADMIT IT YOU’RE A FUCKING PRIMAL OR SOME NASCENT ELDER GOD BECAUSE HOLY SHIT THERE WAS NO REASON TO GO THAT FUCKING HARD I’M JUST A MERE MORTAL AND SERIOUSLY SQUARE ENIX PLEASE RELEASE THAT TRACK LIKE NOW
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Euphoria Finale Time, I already saw shit on this app, I’m not ready to cry
Not Faye doing that shooshing thing like that
Custer I’m ready to murder you, but Ash beat me to it 😭
“Thank goodness we didn’t have a gun to shoot back” bruh 😭
“I don’t wanna Google the scraps. I wanna peel back the layers”
fez if you don’t stop being so cute I’m gonna kiss you on the forehead
Back to the heavy breathing 😭
Rue’s just like me “wtf is that”
Suze immediately “oh god” ma’am 😭
The gasp of the audience, they like “is this part of the play” 😭
Stoppp. Not him saying exactly what I said.
Cassie stop ittttt
Not Bobbi thinking it’s part of the play
Suze trying to diffuse the tension by bringing back Ethan lmao
Cassieee girllll it’s giving pick meee choose meee
“Language missy” 😭
“I feel like I’m gonna throw up” girl same
Cassieee why are you doing this to your sister
Stopppp not Lexi including the carousel 😭
BEAT HER ASS MADDYYY
Ooh that slap sounded painful
BB is me 😭😭
This convo with Rue and Elliot, “you might’ve accidentally saved my life” yea but he slept with your girlfriend 😭
Rueee you’re doing so good baby 🥺
“Don’t worry I’m not gonna tell anyone” girl bye 💀 snitch on him too
“You talk to jules?” Like nah we don’t talk to the opps idk why we talking to you
The song 😭 release this asap
If we’re gonna go into season 3 and Sam tells me Elliot isn’t in love with her, then he’s dumb
“Just a couple sinners makin fun of hell” 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Okay we get it you love her stop singing now, go back to Fez or Maddy beating Cassie
The eye contact bro bye 😭 why am I blushing?
Even Rue’s like “bruh this song is so long” 💀
“I’m still workin on it” boy that was long af wym
“Can we be friends even though I slept with your girlfriend”
The look stop I’m already dead
Bobbi is so cute 🥺🥺
Rue starting the chant I fuckin love her 🥺😭
“Giddy up” BOBBI 😭
“Sometimes people need to get their feelings hurt” I know that’s right
Oh fuck why I forget Ash did that 😭
Y’all I know what happens but I can’t breath
Not the weapons in the dryer
The cameras moving
Ash wtf are you doing
Aye yo I need an inhaler
I’m SHAKING IN MY BOOTS
ASH STOP IT WTF 💀
I could honestly give a fuck about this Nate shit rn why’d you interrupt when I’m on the verge of not breathing
The warehouse 😭
“You don’t get to ruin our lives and just get to be happier” I mean he’s not wrong?
Everybody makes mistakes, everybody has those days
The nightmare and everyone getting uncomfortable like same 😭
If he’s not talking about the 3rd kid I don’t care 😭😂
“I don’t want your apology” yea well I don’t want this scene 🤷🏾♀️
Oooh he got a flash drive? Nvm yes I do
Everyone goin to jail……except for ash
EXPOSE CAL ALL 2022
Oh shit back to not breathing 😭😭
Not them pointing a gun at an already dead body like isn’t that why you’re in here 😭
Ashhhh noo
Bruh I’m shaking 💀
The fuckin bullet holes in everything I literally cannot breathe
Ash playing dead why the fuck
I’m fuckin crying leave me alone don’t fuckin talk to me, never watching this show again
Going back to the play right after please don’t 😭
Bruh this episode is hard I don’t think I’m okay
Lexi and her dad to Lexi and Rue 😭😭 if they’re not besties for the resties Sam is getting another very heated letter (he already has at least one per episode on the way)
I’m sorry but I think Ethan playing Suze is my favorite thing on this earth
I’m still crying
Rue’s letter at the funeral someone please hug her already 😭
Fake Rue making Jules realize stuff about Real Rue
I don’t think I’m okay…like at all
Realizing how close the girls actually are 😭😭
Rexi for the win
I’m fucking crying my face just permanently leaking
Rue reassuring Lexi about how an addict feels 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Need a whole other box of tissues 😭😭😭
Have they been in the bathroom this whole time?
Why isn’t Cassie in the fuckin hospital 😭😭
“This is just the beginning” 😭😭😭😭 good she fuckin deserves it bitch ass hoe
Jules if you don’t get away from my girl
Take your "I love you" and shove it up your ass
Rue staying clean for the rest of the school year? Wtf does that mean?!
So you’re telling me Lab took I’m Tired offline so that they could release this Zendaya version? 😭😭
I'm not mad about it, but I'm a tad bit upset
IM NOT OKAY LIKE AT ALL THIS FINALE WAS HARD
#euphoria#kitten’s ramblings#jules vaughn#cassie howard#elliot#rue bennett#euphoria season 2#maddy perez#nate jacobs#lexi howard#fezco#ashtray
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summary: you are a mermaid and you save a handsome man from drowning but little do you know it’s not his first rodeo when dealing with mermaids. seonghwa, a former prince, is currently hongjoong’s first mate and boyfriend. hongjoong is the captain, the pirate king of the most savage crew across the seas. and you want nothing to do with them. not because they’re pirates, but because they’re humans…
ship: mermaid!reader x prince/pirate!seonghwa x pirate!hongjoong
genre: little mermaid!au, pirate!au, angst, fantasy, romance
author’s note: demon!jongho x wizard!yunho let’s get ittttt
warnings: some swearing, mentions of demonic activity & torture, hell references (idk, just in case someone’s uncomfy with that), mentions of drowning, kissing
word count: 3.3k
chapter one ☠️ chapter two ☠️ chapter three ☠️ chapter four ☠️ chapter five ☠️chapter six ☠️ chapter seven ☠️ chapter eight ☠️ chapter nine ☠️ chapter ten ☠️ chapter eleven ☠️ chapter thirteen ☠️ spotify playlist
Jongho’s POV
"It appears your time is up," I smirked triumphantly the minute I snatched Hongjoong away from his ship. Humans were so foolish it would almost be amusing if a tiny part of me didn't feel bad for them. Key word: tiny.
Collecting human souls and becoming more powerful was a far more pleasant activity than whatever sense of guilt had briefly visited me. As I was saying, humans: 0. Me: 8524. Or was it 8525 already? I began losing count of how many souls I'd acquired throughout my immortal life.
And it's not like I wasn't a benevolent demon. I had warned Hongjoong what would happen if he achieved true happiness. It wasn’t my fault he found joy so quickly. It wasn't my fault he couldn't find a way to be miserable in order to prolong his life on earth. Or should I have said life at sea? Damn pirates and their weird habits.
"Please, I need more time," Hongjoong begged wretchedly.
"If I had a soul for every time I heard that line. Actually, nevermind. I do have a soul for every time I heard that," I shrugged smugly.
"So what's one more week to you? You can't die, right?" he bargained relentlessly.
"Fair point, but a deal is a deal. Any last words?"
"I just want to say goodbye to my friends. My soul will be yours for eternity, so what's the rush?" Hongjoong kept talking.
Ah, humans and their never-dying hope. If it wasn't so pathetic, it would have been admirable.
"Hm, let me think...No," I rejected his plea without even bothering to consider it.
And just as I was about to put an end to his mortal existence and absorb his soul, I felt a surge of faintly familiar power calling me. No, summoning me. Oh, what the hell?
🔮🔮🔮
Yunho's POV
"Hello, demon," I greeted Jongho reluctantly.
"What do you want, wizard?" he scoffed. "And why have you trapped me in this ridiculous circle?"
"I have my reasons," I responded vaguely. "Care to explain what you've been intending to do with that pirate's soul?"
"It's none of your business," Jongho rolled his eyes.
"I suggest you tell me unless you want to stay here forever."
Jongho laughed maniacally. Ever the narcissistic prick.
"You think this can hold me down?" he moved towards me swiftly, as if intending to break away from my spell.
Once he realized there was an invisible wall preventing him from escaping, he eyed me with a mixture of confusion and curiosity.
"Now, I'm intrigued. How did you become so capable?"
"Answer my question first and then I'll decide whether to tell you," I suggested, fully aware of the fact I had the high ground in this situation.
Maybe not forever like I'd threatened, but it would certainly be long enough to make Jongho speak.
"Very well. I was intending to devour his soul. I don't seem to have enough pirates in my collection. Too many corrupt politicians, which is kinda gross, don't you think?"
"When will you put this obsession of yours to an end? Aren't you already powerful enough down there?"
"Obviously not powerful enough since you've managed to entrap me."
I shook my head in disbelief.
"I can't let you take Hongjoong's soul."
"Why?"
"Like you said before, it's none of your business," I wanted to give him a taste of his own medicine.
"Humour me, wizard. What's so special about this pirate?"
"Alright. To put it simply, I've invested too much of my energy and magic to his loved ones' well-being. If he is taken away from them, all my efforts will have been in vain. It would be a waste."
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Jongho's POV
"Who are they? His loved ones?" I asked despite myself.
Even though I was furious at Yunho for summoning and tricking me into this circle, my inquisitiveness was growing by the minute. Wizards usually didn't meddle in demons' affairs. But for some reason, I kept running into Yunho every now and then. And though he was a bit annoying, he certainly wasn't boring. So, I kept playing along.
"A mermaid and a former prince. Satisfy your curiosity?" Yunho replied without giving too many details. Okay, I'll bite.
"Juicy," I murmured. "And what exactly did you invest in them?"
"Let's just say I have helped them transform in ways previously thought impossible."
"Aw, come on, you've got to give me more than that," I insisted.
"Maybe I will. But first, you're gonna have to promise me you won't take the pirate's soul."
"And what's in it for me?" I pouted. "You know I don't do things for free."
"Bloody demons," Yunho muttered under his breath. "I'll give you something that will make you as powerful as you want."
"As powerful as the devil himself?" I blinked incredulously.
"Yes," he confirmed.
"And what, pray tell, is that?"
"A wizard's soul," No. He couldn't... "Mine, to be specific."
Idiot. Beautiful, impossible idiot.
"You dare compare yourself to the devil?" I cackled.
I didn't understand it myself but a part of me was actively trying to talk him out of it.
"Not right now. But in a few years, I'll be even stronger. With my powers in your collection, you'll be invincible."
"You're willing to give up your soul and yet you don't even know that pirate?"
"I don't need to," Yunho waved me off.
"And if you trick me? If you don't become powerful as you suggest you will?"
I kept trying to change his mind. It was insane. He was presenting me with an unbelievably good possibility and I was attempting to dissuade him. What was wrong with me?
"Well, then, you'll have eternity to torture my soul."
"Hm. Tempting, I admit."
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Yunho's POV
"Then, just agree to it, Jongho," I pleaded.
"You must be really desperate to call me by my name," the demon observed correctly. Damn, how I hated that he was right.
"Don't pretend you haven't made up your mind already. No other wizard would ever offer you something like that," I couldn't take no for an answer.
"So what makes you so different from other wizards?"
"I don't know. But the fact remains. You can't reject me. You're far too greedy to let go of your ambitions now."
"This is your last warning, Yunho. If I give up the pirate's soul and take yours instead, you will regret it. Human souls wither in time and their miseries become less painful. A soul like yours? It could last till eternity and beyond. And every second in hell will be agony. It will destroy you little by little. And even when you might think there is nothing left, it will still persevere against all odds. I wouldn't wish such a fate on anyone."
"Aw, are you worried for me, demon?" I teased him. "You don't think I can handle it?"
"Shut up and get me out of this obnoxious circle."
"I take it we have a deal, then?" I said confidently.
"Regrettably so."
"You'll let Hongjoong go?" I needed a confirmation.
"Haven't I made it obvious? What could I possibly do with him when I'll have you in a couple of years?"
"You didn't strike me as the patient type," I laughed, while undoing the spell trapping him.
"I can be patient for the right reason, wizard."
"The right reason being my immortal soul?" I joked, even though every cell of my being was telling me to run, even though I was already beginning to regret my impulsive decision. My love for humans would be my downfall...
"Can there be any other reason?" Jongho, now free, traced his finger across my jaw. "Hell, I can't wait to devour you."
"I'll take that as a compliment."
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Hongjoong's POV
That damn demon just disappeared?! I had no idea what was happening but before I could waste any more time wondering, I decided to take advantage of the situation and try to escape from wherever his lair was. However, it was too dark to see anything and no matter how much I ran, I couldn't find a way out. I was beginning to panic, thinking about the demon's potential return when I felt a pair of strong arms pulling me. Not given the chance to protest, I could only determine that I was suddenly being taken away. Soon enough, I was greeted by a familiar sight that reminded me of the happiest memories of my life. I was back on the ship! I couldn't believe my luck and whoever my mysterious saviour was, I knew that I owed them everything. Letting go of me, I attempted to discern their features but in vain. The pitch-black night surrounded us from all sides.
"Who are you?"
"A friend. That's all you need to know for now."
"How can I repay you for what you did for me?"
"You can't," the stranger replied sadly, obviously leaving something out. I was too terrified to ask what they meant by that. So, I asked something else, instead.
"Will I see you again?"
"At sunrise. I need to talk to all three of you at once."
"All three of us?"
But before I could inquire what exactly my saviour was suggesting, they disappeared. Were they referring to Seonghwa, Y/N and myself? I groaned quietly and figured I'd just have to be patient and wait until the morning. Until then, I couldn't do much but see Seonghwa again (since I assumed Y/N was back in the sea during the night). I wasn't sure whether (and if so, when) the demon would return for my soul, so I hurried to our room. Imagine my distress when I didn't find Seonghwa there. Running a hand through my hair, I hurried to check my other crewmates' rooms. There was no trace of any of them. If something had happened to them while I was at the demon's lair...I would never be able to forgive myself. Even if I didn't have much time left, I was determined to spend every second of it looking for my friends. Eventually, I decided that checking Mingi's cell was the only solution. If he was still there, he might know something about my crew's disappearance. If he wasn't...then, I would have no idea where to go next.
"Mingi?" I yelled but in vain. His cell was empty. Fuck. Was this some wicked game? Had the demon taken all of them just to mess with me? Where was everyone? I couldn't think of anything but...No, this was too dangerous. But it's not like I had something to lose, right? I had already sold my soul. So, I abandoned my ship and jumped into the sea.
"Y/N! Y/N!" I started screaming while swimming further away from the ship. She probably wouldn't be able to hear me. But I was desperate, okay? And besides, what other choice did I have? To my utter disbelief, she appeared on the surface soon after I began looking for her. An involuntary sigh of relief left my mouth. But then, it hit me. It was a full moon. Which made Y/N more like a siren. Oh, fuck it. If I was about to go to hell, I might as well be drowned by her instead of have my soul absorbed by that demon.
"Hongjoong!" she exclaimed. "Are you okay?"
"I'm fine," I lied and swam towards her, completely disregarding the potential danger. "Where did everyone go?"
"They went looking for you, of course!" Y/N explained. "And I had to return here, because of...well, you know why."
I smiled nervously.
"And Mingi?"
"Yeosang let him go," she said.
"Yeosang?" I was shocked.
"I don't know, he said they would need more hands or something," Y/N chuckled at the cruel irony of it. "Yeo's been visiting him. He said Mingi's...different. Kinder."
"Why do I have difficulties believing that?"
"Everyone can change, I guess," she shrugged. Wait, when had she gotten so close? Almost too close...
"Y/N..." I whispered her name in warning, but she didn't seem to hear me. Wrapping her arms around my neck, I felt unable to move. Completely transfixed by her, a small fraction of my brain was terrified of the fact I didn't feel terrified, at all.
"I missed you," she responded with a song-like voice. "Come with me."
"Okay," my mouth agreed even though my mind was still struggling to accept this. Then, she pulled me under. This was it, then? Surrounded by the endless water, her lips touched mine, giving me a breath of air. A couple of moments later, I realized something unexpecting. She wasn't trying to drown me. She was trying to save me. Her siren nature had made her take me beneath the surface. But her human nature was the one providing me with oxygen. After what felt like centuries of kissing, I felt Y/N letting go of me and pushing me upwards. What had just happened?
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Reader's POV
Finally! Oh, how much you'd missed the sweet sunrise! You swam towards the ship. Memories of what had taken place mere hours ago flooded you. You wondered if Hongjoong would be angry with you. You had to explain everything to him and it couldn't wait any longer. You hoped he'd understand...And that he had made his way back home safely.
"Hongjoong!" you cried out, overwhelmed by guilt. He appeared soon enough, looking absolutely wrecked, like he hadn't slept at all. Knowing him, that was probably the case. You climbed up the ladder and the first thing you did was hug him. You were surprised he didn't flinch away. "I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you."
"I know you didn't," he replied calmly.
"I thought I could control her. I didn't think she'd try to drown you. I tried my best to stop her but..." you were rambling before you could realize what he was saying.
"I know, sweetheart, I know."
"Wait...what?" you looked up at him in confusion.
"If you hadn't kissed me, I would have drowned. I could feel you struggling against your siren nature."
"So, you forgive me?" you mumbled nervously.
"There's nothing to forgive," Hongjoong unconsciously repeated your words.
You smiled at him gratefully and then, it hit you.
"Hold on, if you're not mad at me, why do you look so miserable?"
"Seonghwa and the crew still haven't returned. After our nocturnal encounter, I thought it sensible to come back to the ship and wait until dawn. I have no idea where to start looking for them."
"Oh, shit, I was so focused on fighting against my siren self that I forgot to tell you," you mentally slapped yourself. "They took the boats and said if they don't find you, they'll come back to the ship in the morning."
"So, why aren't they here yet?" Hongjoong asked anxiously.
"Aren't they?" you grinned and pointed towards the horizon, where a couple of boats were approaching the ship.
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Seonghwa's POV
"Oh my God," I whispered as soon as I saw Hongjoong on the ship. Safe and sound. I ran towards him and enveloped him in a suffocating hug. "Do you have any idea how worried we were?"
"Relax, Hwa, I'll tell you everything I know," he promised.
"You better! We resorted to letting Mingi go in order to search for you!" I hissed.
"You know I can hear you, right?" Mingi complained.
"Yeosang kept saying some nonsense about how he was a changed man or whatever," I kept going.
"Still right here," Mingi announced awkwardly.
"As you might have guessed," Hongjoong interrupted us, completely unbothered by Mingi's freedom. I assumed Y/N had told him already. "I was taken by a demon."
"We figured," Yeosang confirmed.
"I told them about your stupid deal," I groaned.
"Hey, it's not stupid, Yeosang's still alive, isn't he?" Hongjoong argued.
"It is stupid. It's not like I would have killed my favourite pirate in the universe," Mingi intervened.
Yeosang had the audacity to wink at Mingi!
"Shut up, Mingi," Hongjoong said and continued telling us of his adventures. "Now, where was I? So, the demon told me he'd take my soul and like, I tried to talk my way out of it but before I could achieve anything, he disappeared. Naturally, I tried to escape from wherever I was but it was so dark I couldn't see a thing. Eventually, I was saved by some stranger who teleported me back to the ship. My saviour said we'll meet again at sunrise. That's when they vanished, as well, and I noticed you all weren't on the ship. I checked Mingi's cell and of course, it was empty. So, I decided to wait until the morning."
Hongjoong and Y/N exchanged a strange look that led me to believe that wasn't the whole story. I made a mental note to ask them in private what that was all about. But until then, we had more pressing matters to discuss.
"So, the demon just let you go? This doesn't make any sense," I pointed out suspiciously.
"I don't know why or how but I'm grateful I get to spend more time with you. All of you," Hongjoong clarified. "Even Mingi, for fuck's sake."
Mingi chuckled cutely at being acknowledged like that.
"You think the demon will come back for you?" I inquired.
"No idea, but let's hope not," Hongjoong said.
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Yunho's POV
As I was a man of my word, I teleported myself back to Hongjoong's ship at sunrise. And apparently, my timing was particularly appropriate, because the crew had gathered around Hongjoong and he was obviously telling them of his recent experiences. Making myself invisible on purpose, I appeared in the most dramatic fashion, taking them by surprise.
"Holy shit!" Seonghwa yelped in shock but soon enough, remembering how I'd helped him, visibly relaxed. "Yunho!"
"It's the wizard of the lighthouse!" Y/N exclaimed gleefully.
"Hello again," I greeted them.
"Wait, I know that voice!" Hongjoong announced. "You're the guy who saved me last night!"
"In the flesh," I confirmed, a little too smugly.
"You said you need to talk to the three of us," Hongjoong repeated my words. "Did you mean Seonghwa, Y/N and me?"
"Aren't you a clever pirate?" I patted his shoulder proudly. "No offense but I'd like to keep our conversation private. For now."
"None taken," another one of the pirates shrugged.
Hongjoong led me, Seonghwa and Y/N to a room where I assumed we'd be able to have some privacy. As I informed them of the deal I'd made with Jongho, their faces lit up with a mixture of relief and terror. Relief, I imagined, because they were happy Hongjoong would stay with them. Terror, I figured, because humans and mermaids alike, were quite compassionate by nature, and they probably felt bad for me.
"I don't understand..." Hongjoong spoke quietly. "You don't even know me and you would give up your soul for me?"
"Funny, that's exactly what the demon said," I shook my head. "The truth is, I'm too invested in the three of you already to watch him break you apart. First, with transforming Seonghwa's face so that he can have a new life away from his parents. Then, with fulfilling Y/N's wish to have legs during the day so that she can be with you two. Now, this...I can't explain it myself, but seeing the three of you happy, I feel like it's worth the risk. If Hongjoong was taken away from Seonghwa and Y/N, all of the good magic I've done would go to waste."
They looked at me with so much gratitude and worry I couldn't bear it and told them something I probably shouldn't have.
"Don't worry about my soul. I have a plan that demon will never see coming."
"Do you need our help?" Y/N asked.
"I'm not sure yet, but if I do, I'll come to you."
"Please, do. We owe you big time," Seonghwa responded.
"Don't mention it," I waved him off. "But until then, enjoy your lives."
To be continued…
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One Last Time - One Shot
a/n: heavily inspired by Let Me Love You Goodbye lmao. I didn’t proofread, sorry!
Warnings: smut and angst
Words: 8K
After months of bottling things up, they finally had the discussion they needed to have. They argued a little, but never really raised their voices. Tears had taken over them at some point, and when they had both calmed down, they were able to think and speak more rationally. It was over. A year and a half over and done, just like that. It wasn’t from a lack of trying or a lack of love. They loved each other very much, it just wasn’t enough anymore. Sometimes when two part start to grow up, they grow apart instead of growing together. This is what happened with Harry and Y/N.
“I’ll stay in the guest room tonight. Meg said I could move in with her. She’s been looking for a roommate anyways.”
“So…you’ve discussed us breaking up with her before you even discussed it with me?” He was hurt, of course he was.
“She’s my best friend, Har. I told her how I was feeling and how I wouldn’t really know what to do if things ended with us, and well…she offered.” His eyes were still puffy. His lips part to say something, but there wasn’t much else left to say. “I’ll need some time to get all of my things, divide up the shared items…but I should able to do it while you’re at work.”
“I’ll stay in the guest room, you can stay in the bed.”
“No, I…I don’t want to.”
“Why not? Now the bed’s not good enough for you?” It was a jab, one that he needed it get in.
“The guest bed doesn’t smell like you, like us.” She says quietly, and his face softens more. She blinks away a few more tears and takes a deep breath. “I’m sorry.”
“I’m sorry too. I wish things could be different.”
“Me too.” She laughs to herself and he raises an eyebrow. “At least I can say the first boy I ever truly loved, loved me back, and it was good.” She stands up and wipes her face. “I’m gonna get settled for bed…not that I think I’ll be able to sleep much.” She sighs.
“Me neither. Go on, do what you need to do, I’ll give you your privacy.”
“Thanks.”
//
Every night when Harry got home from work there were more and more things missing from his home. First, she cleared out all her toiletries from their shared bathroom. Her special hair color shampoo and conditioner, her Dove soap for sensitive skin, all of her raisers, not even a box of pads or tampons. One would never know a woman had lived there. Then it was her clothes. She had about six different mental breakdowns packing her clothes, not that he would know. She had to stand there looking at the closet and decide if she wanted to keep any of the sweatshirts she had taken form him over the years. T-shirts, sweatpants, bandanas, scrunchies, so many things they just shared. She decided just to keep one of each, her very favorites, and leave the rest for him. This caused him to breakdown. He wanted her to keep these things, he wanted her to keep part of him. Her next task, he realized, was the kitchen. Her favorite mugs were gone. She had a knack for collecting them. They had a shared home office that she had to finish packing up. That was about it, though. He had all the furniture they needed when she moved in. He wondered what she was doing for a bed at Meg’s. He thought to ask her if she wanted to take the guest bed, but he knew she was would just say no.
Y/N knew the last time she would go to pick up her last bit of things, she would be leaving the keys to the once shared home behind. Meg said they could go out for brunch once it was done, so she made sure to doll herself up. She did her hair and makeup, and put on a cute red crop top with some mom jeans. She looked cute, yet casual. She took a deep breath as she pulled into the driveway. She took an even deeper one when she keyed into the house. She walks all the way to the back where the office is and gasps when she sees Harry at his desk, headphones on, typing away at his computer. He jumps when he turns and sees her.
“Christ.” He says, taking his headphones off. He looks her up and down. Why did she look so good? Did she always dress up like this when she’d come by to pick up her things.
“Why are you home…here?” She corrects herself. This wasn’t home anymore.
“I didn’t have any meetings today, so I thought I’d work from home. You didn’t tell me you were coming by today.” He stands up and rubs the back his neck.
“I didn’t think I had to.” She looks at her boxes and moves to go pick one up.
“Let me do that.”
“No, I’ve got it.”
“Please, it’s the least-“
“Harry, it’s too weird! I don’t want you helping me move out, okay? It’s too much.” She picks up a box and moves down the hall. He watches as she comes in and out four separate times. The last time she comes in she takes the keys off the key ring and sets them down on his desk. “That was everything, bye, Harry.”
He grabs her wrist just as he’s turning.
“You’re sure? You double checked everything?”
“Yes.”
“I think you left some clothes upstairs.”
“No way.” She shakes her head. “That’s impossible.”
“Will you at least come up and look?”
“Alright.” She sighs. “But then I need to go.”
He nods and gestures for her to go first. He watches her as she walks up the stairs. Why did she have to wear this outfit? She knew he loved when she dressed like this. It was so simple, but she made it look so good. And she was wearing a very particular shade of lipstick that he liked on her. She was also wearing the perfume she knew he liked most. What was she trying to do?
“Show me what you think I left.” She says, crossing her arms.
He looked good today too. He was just in a simple t-shirt and grey joggers. Those damn grey joggers.
“These sweatshirts, they’re not mine.” He tosses them on the bed.
“They are.”
“But you wore them more.”
“So that makes them mine? I don’t want them.”
“Neither do I.”
“So, get rid of them.”
“Nice of you to let me do that.” He huffs and shakes his head. “And why did you come around here looking like this, hm?”
“Looking like what?”
“Don’t act so innocent.”
“I had no idea you’d be home. I’m going to brunch after this, and-“
“Must be nice to have an appetite.” He scoffs.
“Hey!” She snaps. “This is a mutual breakup, Harry. Neither of us were happy, and noting we did helped.”
“Doesn’t mean this part doesn’t suck. You’re leaving, you’re really leaving, and…I’m never going to see you again.”
“We have mutual friends, we’ll see each other.”
“But we’ll do what all people do when they breakup. We’ll share an awkward smile, and then we’ll avoid each other the rest of the time.”
“What do you propose we do then? We agreed we shouldn’t really contact each other unless it was an emergency.” She looks down. “You’re dressed how I like too, you know? It’s not just me.”
“I literally had no idea you’d be coming here today. Also, I’m just in sweats, what’s so special about that?”
“What’s so special about a fucking crop top and jeans?!”
“It’s because you’re wearing it.” He steps closer to her. “We always makeup after a fight, and this time we didn’t.”
“Because we broke up, Harry. We don’t need to makeup.”
“I just don’t think we’re getting a proper goodbye.” He whispers as he cups her cheeks, making her look at him. “You’re about to walk out of my life…can’t we just…”
“Are you asking to have sex with me?” She was shocked. They hadn’t had sex in a really long time.
“Just one last time.”
She’s be lying if she said she didn’t want to. Why not go out with one last bang? All she does is nod her head yes. He leans in, but she backs away.
“Don’t kiss me.”
“Y/N.” He frowns.
“I can handle the rest, but don’t kiss me on the mouth, please.”
He moves some of her hair away.
“Where can I kiss you then?”
Her face flushes. They hadn’t had sex in a while, and they certainly hadn’t done that. Would it be so wrong to ask him to do it…just one las time?
“Anywhere but my mouth.”
His hands move to her hips to pull her close as he mouths at her neck, and just under her ear. Her hands move up to his hair to tug at it how he likes. His hands slides up her back to pull off her top. He takes his own and then unhooks her bra. He brings them both back to the bed for her to straddle him. He presses their chests close as he kisses on her neck. It was difficult not to kiss her, and that’s when he realizes he had taken it for granted. She rolls her hips down on him, causing him to groan. He needed this, he really did. He needed her so badly.
He grips her hips and places her on her back. He gets between her legs to undo her jeans. He pulls them down on her legs, she lifts her hips up to get her under wear off. She was breathing heavily. He knew what she wanted. He dips his head down to suck on one of her nipples while his fingers slide around her folds. When he pushes them inside her, she gasps and tightens around him. His thumb rubs on her clit as he works his fingers. She grips at his hair and pushes his head down further.
“Harry, please…I’ll return the favor, just please…”
He nods and moves down her body, finally wrapping his lips around her clit while he continued to finger her. Her hips move in sync with his fingers. Harry was always really good at this, there was no denying that.
“Oh my god, that’s ittttt.” She moans.
Harry felt like a fool. Why hadn’t they done this in a while? If they had would it have made a difference? Listening to her moan was almost torture because he knew after today he’d never get to hear the beautiful sound again.
“Shit, oh fuck, Harry!” She nearly screams as she comes on his fingers. He retracts them so he can suck on her center, bringing her way over the edge. “Fuck.” She breathes.
She watches as he sucks his fingers into his mouth to clean them off. He stands up to take his joggers off. He was commando under them. He lays on the bed next to her, and she gets between his legs. She spits into her hand before gripping him. She pumps him a few times before wrapping her lips around his tip. She listens to him grunt appreciatively. She sinks a little further down, but she doesn’t take much. She never could. No matter how hard she tried, she just couldn’t get her gag reflex under control. Harry never minded, felt best around his tip anyways.
“Feels so good.” He groans. “But I need to be able to fuck you.”
She pops off him, and crawls up his body, lining him up with her. She sinks down on him, and she nearly came from the feeling of him stretching her out alone. How the fuck was she supposed to move on and find someone else when Harry literally had the perfect dick. And she was just supposed to live with knowing that some other girl was going to be able to know him like this? It was bullshit. She was angry with him, and with herself. The entire situation was complete shit.
She bounces up and down on him at first, taking control of the pace, but he doesn’t let her for long. He pulls her close to him, and thrusts up into her. He essentially moves her up and down on him. She clutches at his shoulders, nails scratching at his tan skin. One of his hands snakes between them so he can rub her clit.
“Harry.” She whimpers.
“Like that?”
“Yes.” She says into his ear. “Faster.”
He rubs her faster as she moves up and down on him. She comes again, easily. Just as she’s coming down form her high, she’s being put on her back. Harry fucks in and out of her nice and hard.
“God.’ She groans. “So good, Harry.”
“Like it like this? Nice and hard?”
“Yes, fuck, yes.”
She can feel herself starting to tear up, so she grabs him by the back of the neck to pull him down. His face goes to the crook of her neck, and he rocks in and out of her.
“Can I?” He asks.
“Yes.”
His pace quickens and before she knows it, he’s coming inside her. Maybe it was a little irresponsible, but she was on the pill, and just wanted to feel all he could give her one last time. They were both glossy eyed when they looked at each other. After getting cleaned up and dressed, he walks her down to the front door. He hugs and holds her close, kissing the top of her head.
“Goodbye.” She whispers.
“Bye.”
He closes the door and rests his forehead against it, bursting into tears. She cried too, the entire way to meet Meg for brunch. She had tissues in the car, luckily, so she looked perfectly normal. She didn’t tell Meg about her abrupt and passionate romp with Harry. She didn’t want to be scolded or be told she was stupid for once again giving him exactly what he wanted.
//
“That’s impossible, I’m on the pill.”
“Sometimes birth control fails, Y/N.” Her doctor told her. “When was the last time you had sex?”
“Two months ago.” She groans. “With my ex-boyfriend. I don’t understand, I hadn’t missed a pill or anything.”
“It just happens sometimes.” She says, trying to be as sympathetic as possible.
“How far along am I then?”
“About ten weeks.”
“How could I be so stupid?! All the signs were there! I just thought I had mono or something, and maybe that’s why I haven’t been feeling well.” Her voice cracks.
“You know…you don’t have to…I mean, if now’s not the right time for you to have a baby, there are options.”
“I know.” She sniffles. “I just don’t think I could go through with it.” She takes a deep breath. “I’ll figure it out.”
Y/N explained to Meg that she was pregnant, forcing her to come clean about the last time her and Harry had sex. Meg was a really good friend, so she told Y/N they’d figure it out and make it work.
“Are you going to tell Harry?”
“No.” She sighs. “I can’t. He has so many plans, and-“
“So your life is allowed to change, but his isn’t?”
“He’d want to get back together, Meg…”
“I think he’d just want to help you.”
“You don’t understand, he has this thing…sometimes when we’d have sex we’d talk about having kids someday, it’s like a kink or something. If he sees me like this he’s not gonna let me go. I don’t want to be with him. I feel like I’m finally moving on, you know? My career is launching, I don’t want him in my life again.”
“Alright.” She sighs. “I just think he could help you…financially, that’s all.”
“I never wanted him for his money, and I certainly don’t intend to want him for that now.”
“And you want to have this baby? It’s okay if you don’t, Y/N…”
“Thanks.” She smiles a little. “I want to keep it. I’m already ten weeks along, I heard the heartbeat…I know it’s not even a thing a yet, but I-“
“Hey.” She squeezes her hand. “It’s your choice.”
//
Y/N gave birth to a beautiful baby girl. Her parents were shocked when she had initially told them, but they supported her, they were going to be grandparents after all. They were right there in the hospital with her. Y/N named her Emily, having always loved the name. Meg was a saint, being perfectly okay with using their office as a nursery.
Y/N loved her baby girl so much. As she watched her grow she realized that she had Harry’s eyes and curly hair, but Emily also had Y/N’s nose and face shape. A perfect mixture of the two. Among all this, Y/N had become quite friendly with a guy she had only ever been friends with. He wasn’t scared away by Emily, he knew Y/N wasn’t in contact with Harry. His name was Kevin, and she was wonderful.
Things were going better than expected, and Y/N took to motherhood way better than she thought. She was greatly enjoying her maternity leave as well. She only had about two weeks left to milk it before she’d have to leave Emily with her mother while she was at work. She thought it would be nice to have some mother-daughter time, and go a nice walk in town. Y/N heads inside her favorite coffee shop. Still not able to really drink caffeine, but that didn’t mean she couldn’t get a fun smoothie or something.
“One blueberry and banana please, with avocado, a little cocoa powder, and coconut milk.” She smiles. She has Emily strapped to her chest as she snoozes. It was pretty cute.
“Y/N?”
Her eyes grow wide as she steps aside to wait for her drink. She turns around and sees Harry there, in his suit, small coffee cup in hand, no doubt housing black coffee.
“Harry, oh my goodness, hi.” She says, almost in shock. This wasn’t exactly how she thought he’d ever meet his daughter, if she ever allowed it at all.
“It’s so good to see you.” He smiles. “It’s been…”
“A little over a year.”
“Miss?” She turns and sees her smoothie is done, and thanks the barista.
“Yeah, uh…” He looks down at the baby. “Did your sister have a kid or something?”
“No.” She giggles. “I did, about three months ago.” She could tell he was trying to do the math in his head. “Maybe we should sit.”
“I just came here quickly on my lunch hour…” His heart was racing.
“I really think we should sit.” She gestures to a table in the back. He sits down with her and watches as she takes the baby out of the little restraints she was in against Y/N’s chest. “Shh, shh, sweet girl.” She coos as Emily stretches out and yawns. “Harry, this is Emily.”
“Hi, Emily.”
The baby blinks and looks over at Harry. Harry puts his hand out and she grabs at his finger. Harry chuckles as he tries to get his finger out.
“Quite the grip.”
“Yeah, she’s pretty strong.”
“So…uh…” Harry furrows his brows as he looks at the baby. She almost looked familiar.
“She’s yours…” She says quietly.
“Pardon me?”
“She’s yours, Harry.”
“How is that even possible?” He searches for his inhaler on his person as now he felt like he couldn’t breathe. He takes it out and takes a couple of puffs.
“My birth control failed…after we…said goodbye.”
“Why didn’t you tell me?” His voice cracks as tears start to well up. “I could have…I mean…I would have wanted to be around for all of it.”
“I was selfish.” She admits. “I didn’t want to see you. I thought you might try to get back together with me, and I didn’t want that. I was doing really well, still am…and it’s not like she doesn’t have a male figure in her life, I’m sort of seeing someone. You remember my friend Kevin?”
“Kevin?! I knew I never liked him.”
“Harry.”
“Can I hold her?” He could scream. He could pout. Hell, he could punch her in the face for keeping something like this from him, or he could be the bigger person and do what he could now to get his supposed daughter in his life.
“Of course.” She passes Emily over to him. He holds her like he was always meant to. “I have pictures from every moment, even when I was pregnant if you want to see…”
“Could we find a weekend to catch up? I’d love to see everything.”
“Harry.” A woman walks over to them, clearly annoyed. “I’ve been waiting outside for fifteen minutes, what the…what’s going on?”
“Heather! Uh, this is, um, this is Y/N…and uh, Y/N, this is Heather, she’s my colleague, and-“
“I remember her.” Y/N says. “Hi.”
“Haven’t see you in quite some time.” She crosses her arms. “What’s going on Harry?”
“You may want to go back to the office without me…I’ve just got some news, and I don’t think I can make it back.” He gestures to the baby.
“Are you say that’s yours?”
“Yes.” Harry and Y/N say at the same time.
“She could be lying, you know? Probably just wants your money.”
“She doesn’t. If she did, she would have told me she was pregnant. This meeting happened by chance, I’m glad it did, now go back to the office and tell them I’m not feeling well or tell them I just found out I’m a father, I don’t care, just go.”
Heather huffs, but leaves.
“So, shitting where you eat?” Y/N smirks.
“It’s not like that.”
“So you haven’t hooked up wither?”
“No, I have, she’s just not my girlfriend or anything. We’re colleagues.”
“Wonderful.”
“You don’t really have a leg to stand on, you’re dating a guy I never trusted, and you never told me you were pregnant when you should have.”
“Fair.”
Harry looks down at the baby in his arms and then back up to her beautiful mother.
“Can we go somewhere?”
“What happened to meeting up on a weekend?”
“As you just heard, I’m not going back to work this afternoon. Come on, I can call a car.”
“No, I walked here from my apartment, and I’d like to walk back. You can keep holding her if you want, or I can strap her back in.”
“I wanna keep holding her.”
The walk back was quiet. Y/N sipped on her smoothie while Harry carefully held Emily.
“So…” He finally says. “Are you and Kevin, like, serious?”
“We’re taking things slow. We’ve been on a few dates, but I’m really not in a position to have a boyfriend. All my free time goes to her. I go back to work soon, and then she’ll be with my mom.”
“Oh boy, they must love me.”
Y/N chuckles and keys into her apartment. She takes Emily form Harry and grabs a bottle out of the fridge.
“I pump.” She tells Harry as they sit on the couch.
“Wasn’t judging. You’re her mum, you know what’s best.”
“Thanks. I’ll let you burp her.”
“You were never going to tell me?”
“I don’t know.” She sighs. “There were a lot of times I wanted to call you…but…I wanted to do this without you. I wanted her to be a little older before I reached out to tell you.”
“How much older?” He scoffs. “Eighteen?”
“Harry.” She hands Emily to him, and puts a rag on his shoulder. “I know, it wasn’t a nice thing for me to do. I was sort of resentful.”
“Shouldn’t keep a baby from their father. I’m not a bad person.”
“I know.”
She takes Emily back and puts her down for her nap in the nursery. She comes back out and sits with Harry again.
“You look great, by the way.”
“Thank you.” She smiles. “I walk a lot, helped get rid of some of the extra fluff I put on.”
“Can I see the pictures?”
Y/N nods, and takes her phone out. Harry smiles at the pregnant photos.
“You were glowing.” He gasps when he sees the pictures of when Emily was first born. “Well, you’ve sold me. I’ll be setting up a nursery at my house. We’ll have to set up some type of schedule. Maybe I could have her on the weekends?”
“Whoa, slow down.”
“What? I have rights, don’t I? Is my name on her birth certificate?”
“Yes.”
“Alright then.” He shrugs. “I want to be involved in her life, Y/N. I want to be her dad, not just her father.” He frowns. Y/N knew Harry’s father wasn’t around much, and it really affected him. “Couldn’t we try to co-parent?”
“I suppose we could…you’re not too busy? I know you’ve moved up a lot at work.”
“I can make it work. I want my home to be her home.” He looks around at Y/N’s apartment. It was small, not tiny, but not big enough to have a child grow in. “Let me give you some money, you could get a bigger place, and-“
“You’re nuts!” She laughs. “She has her own room here.”
“What happens when Meg moves out, or doesn’t want a baby around, or whoever she ends up dating doesn’t want a baby around? Oh! I know, I have a guest house, you could-“
“Harry!” She puts her hands on his shoulders. It was the first time he had felt her hands on him in so long. “I’m not moving in with you. We’ve done that before, remember? Didn’t quite work out. We’re two very different people.”
“You wouldn’t be moving in with me, you’d be moving into my guest house. It’s sort of like a pool house, but larger. I have friends use it when they come visit, but it could be yours if you wanted it. It even has its own driveway and garage. It would feel like your own place.”
“One step at a time.”
“It would just make things easier.”
“Harry, what do you think other people do? Normal people don’t live within the same vicinity just to raise a kid.” She shakes her head. “I know what you’re doing, and it’s not going to work.”
“What’s that?”
“If I move in there, you and I will start getting close again. Then some night you’ll suggest I just move into the main house, and before we know it, I’m sleeping in your bed, we’re married, and we have three more kids.”
It sounded like a dream to Harry, why not to her?
“Well, we did talk about having four kids.” He smirks, but his smile fades when he realizes his joke didn’t exactly land. “I don’t have any schemes. I just want you well taken care of, along with her.”
“You just found out about her. We’re plenty well taken care of. I take care of her, and soon my mom will be with her when I go back to work.”
“You’re gonna outgrow this place.” He sighs. “But I won’t force you to move, just think about it. In the meantime, let me…” He takes his checkbook out of the inside of his suit jacket. “I’m not sure how much all your hospital bills were, but I want to-“
“Put that away.”
“At least let me send you money weekly, or monthly? She must be costing you a fortune.”
“I don’t want your money.”
“It’s not about you, it’s about that little baby girl.”
“You really wanna help financially?”
“I do.”
“Start a college fund for her then. I make plenty to cover things, but I haven’t been able to start a savings account for her yet. Any time you want to send me money, put it into a college fund for her.”
“That’s a brilliant idea. I’ll do that.” He smiles. “When can I have her?”
“We can pick a day to go shopping, I can help set a room up for her, and then we can discuss a custody agreement, okay? I know how busy you get with traveling.”
“Maybe every other weekend for now? If I can get it on my calendar they won’t schedule me for anything.”
“Okay.” She smiles. “It would be kind of nice to have some weekends to myself.”
“Yeah, you can keep going out on dates with Kevin, and then eventually, she’ll call him dad. Won’t that be great?”
“You’re impossible.” She nudges his arm. “Harry…I’m sorry I didn’t tell you. I know how much you love kids, and-“
“I get it. You thought you were doing what was best. And you’re right, I would have tried getting back together with you.” He shrugs and stands up. “Still might, you look really fucking good, love.” He winks at her and heads out.
He leaves her flustered as all hell. He always had the effect on her. She tells Meg all about the encounter when she gets home from work.
“You know you’re going to end up moving in with him.”
“Am not.”
“Sure you are. An entire guest house to move into for free? Fuck, I’d move in if he asked me.” She laughs.
“He’s different, but still the same. It was crazy just running into him like that.”
“I’m surprised he didn’t pass out when you told him.”
“He took it really well. He jumped at the chance to be involved. It was sweet. I feel guilty.”
“Don’t.”
“I told him I did it because I was being selfish. He made a good point that it was more about her than it was about me.”
“He’s smart, I’ll give him that.”
//
Y/N brought her mother with her when she met up with Harry at the baby store. It wasn’t as awkward as she thought. Her mom always loved Harry. He held Emily throughout their time in the store. They all drive back to his place so he can show them the room what would be hers. He already had it painted.
“Tell me again why you don’t want to live in that nice place out back?” Her mom whispered to Y/N while they let Harry change Emily.
“It would be weird. What about Kevin?”
“What about Kevin?” She scoffs. “You’ve got a perfectly great guy in front of you, and-“
“Mom, please.” She says.
“All done! Not too shabby.” Harry says, holding his daughter up with pride. “So, think this could be a place she’ll partially grow up in?”
“She’ll love it.” Y/N says, taking Emily from him. “Once you get all the furniture, we can figure out when your first weekend with her is.”
“Sounds great.” He smiles. “I can’t wait to have her to myself. Already got her picture on my desk and everything. I promise, I’m gonna be a great dad.”
//
The first weekend Y/N didn’t have Emily she felt conflicted. She missed her like crazy, but also slept better than she had in a long time, not being woken up by the crying and all. Harry did well with his baby. He enjoyed having her there very much, and nearly cried when Y/N came to pick her up.
“So…I’ll see her in two weeks.” He frowns.
“Harry, I can’t give her to you every weekend, then I wouldn’t have any of the fun time with her. She just gets me after a long day of work.”
“Maybe I could have her on Wednesday nights? A lot of people do that.”
“So, every Wednesday, and every other weekend?”
“Yeah.”
“Okay, I think I could make that work. I could drop her off here after work.”
“You’re serious?!”
“Yeah.” She smiles. “I won’t keep her from you, Harry. Not when I see how serious you are about all this.”
“You’re amazing, thank you.” He nearly almost kisses her, but stops himself, and gives Emily the kiss instead.
“Nice save, Styles.”
“Wait…uh…I had a thought the other day. If I needed to bring her to the doctor or something…is her last name mine?”
“Of course it is.”
“So, you were just going to let her grow up with my last name and not even tell her who I was?”
“No.” She chuckles. “My plan was to tell you about her when she was around six months. I just needed more time and courage. I’ll regret it forever, I can assure you.” She sighs.
“Well, what matters now is the present and the future. We don’t need to dwell on the past.” He smiles.
“Thank you.”
Y/N was exhausted from work when she had to bring Emily over to Harry’s. She mumbled under breath that he should have to come pick her up if he wants her so badly. She gets Emily out of the car, and Harry opens the door.
“Come on in, I’ve got dinner on the table.” He smiles.
“You’ve got a bottle of formula for her on the table?” Y/N smirks as she enters the home.
“No, silly.” He chuckles and takes Emily out of the car seat and gives her a big kiss on the cheek. “That’s on the counter in the kitchen. I’ve got dinner for you and I. A little thank you for being so wonderful to me.”
“I really don’t deserve dinner, Harry. I’m not wonderful.”
“You are. You could have told me to fuck off, or you could have told me Emily wasn’t mine when we ran into each other that day. I’ve never been so happy. I can’t shut up about her at work. Please, have dinner with me after I put her down. You must be hungry.”
“You’re lucky I am. I’ll help you put her down.”
Harry nods and goes upstairs with Y/N. They get Emily fed, burped, changed, and down for bed. They both go downstairs. Y/N’s mouth waters when she sees chicken, potatoes, and asparagus on the table.
“You made all this?” She asks, sitting down.
“Course I did, I’m a great cook, remember?” He sits down adjacent to her. A little too close perhaps, but oh well. “Want some wine? Water?”
“Wine, please.”
Harry pours her a glass, and one for himself. Y/N dives into the food and moans.
“Delicious, thank you.”
“Anytime. Maybe this could be our Wednesday night tradition? It could add some normalcy for Emily, and you wouldn’t be starved dropping her off.”
“Oh, so I always need to drop her off.”
“Makes it easier, I’m on the way. Plus, it gives me time to get home, and get everything ready.”
“I suppose as she grows it would be good to have some type of family dinner.”
“Exactly!” He smiles and takes a bite of the food. “So tell me, how was your day? What did you do?”
“Harry…the last thing I want to do is talk about work.” She chuckles.
“Alright, then how are you?”
“I’m good, how are you?” She laughs.
“I’m great.” He smiles and sips on his wine. “Like I said, never been happier.”
“And how’s Heather been with all this?”
“Every day she asks me to get a paternity test. As if you could look at that child and not know she’s mine.”
“Are you two stil…?”
“Nah, probably another reason why she’s been so pissy with me, but, oh well. I got a kid to worry about now. No time for random late night hookups.” He looks at her. “How’s Kevin?”
“Oh, we stopped seeing each other.”
“Why?”
“He wasn’t thrilled that you’ve come back into the picture, and he said he wouldn’t compete with you, and I told him there was nothing to compete with, and then he told me I wasn’t even worth it because Emily would never be his.”
“I’m so sorry.”
“It’s okay.” She shrugs. “He showed his true colors. I didn’t love him or anything, he was just someone to go out with.”
“Sad neither of us have met someone else we’ve wanted to take things to the next level with.”
“Well, I was busy being pregnant, what’s your excuse?”
“I was busy being busy. Threw myself into my work, moved up, bought this house as soon as I could. I couldn’t stand living at the old place. Too many memories. I love it here though, it’s amazing. It’s gated so I have peace of mind, and the guest house has been amazing.”
“You’re not lonely?”
“That’s what Heather was for.” He shamelessly admits. “I went on other dates, tried to meet new people, but none of them…well, none of them were you.”
“You say that like the breakup was all my idea.” She frowns and pushes her plate away.
“I had a lot of time to reflect after that day. As we were…saying goodbye…I realized we hadn’t had sex in a long time, and I wanted to punch myself for being so stupid, for neglecting you. It was like we had become friends.”
“The intimacy depleted, that’s for sure. We were un a never ending rut.” She stands up and brings her plate to the kitchen. “We grew apart, Harry.” She says to him as he follows her in, taking her plate to soak it. “I was really starting my career, you were doing you’re thing…”
“I just ignored things when they were going wrong instead of getting on it.”
“So did I. It was easier to pretend.”
“And look where that got us.”
“I was scared at first, but I love that little girl with my whole heart. I don’t regret having her. I’m not mad about it. I was…because I just couldn’t understand how my birth control failed, but I accepted it.”
“I love her too. I know I haven’t known her as long, but I love her too.”
“That makes me really happy.” Y/N starts tearing up. “I know you said we didn’t need to dwell on it, but I hold so much guilt and regret for not telling you. I should have told you right away so you could have been around for the doctor’s appoints, fuck, so you could have been there when she was born! I’m so sorry, Harry. How you don’t fucking hate me is a wonder.”
He pulls her in close to his chest, and lets her cry on him. He strokes the back of her head and her back to try to soothe her.
“I forgive you.” He whispers. “You don’t need to feel guilty.”
“Why are you being so nice about all this?”
“Because I have a beautiful baby girl…and you’re back in my life.” He blushes as he looks down at her. “Never thought we’d talk about again, let alone see each other. I know we’re not together, but we’re parents…always wanted you to be the mother of my kids, I meant it every time I said it.”
“Harry.” She presses her head back into his chest so he can hold her close again. “Thank you for saying all that.” She smiles up at him and then lets go of him. She looks at the time on the clock. “I better get going, it’s getting late.”
“Alright.” He sighs. “I’ll drop her off at your mum’s?”
“Mhm.”
“By the way…my mum and sister might plan a trip here soon.”
“Oh?”
“I told them about Emily, obviously. They were thinking of planning something around when her first birthday is. Like, we could have a big party here if you wanted.”
“That’s seven months from now, they wanna wait that long?”
“Well, they’d come stay for a month.”
“Well, I think a nice big party would be nice. You’ve obviously got the room for it.”
“Great…when’s her exact birthday?”
“July 10th.”
“Poor thing.” He cups one of her cheeks, causing her heart to skip a beat. “So pregnant during those hot months.” He pouts.
“I survived.”
“Wish I could have been there for you, could have given you lots of foot and back rubs.”
“Thought you weren’t going to make me feel guilty.” She leans into his touch for a second before backing away. “I really need to go.”
“Alright…have a good night.”
“You too, thanks again for dinner.”
Harry sighs heavily after she leaves. They were doing the right thing by putting Emily first, but he couldn’t help but feel traditional. He wanted to make things work with Y/N. He wanted to give Emily a stable house hold. Not to mention he fucking loved Y/N with his whole heart, but he’d work up to dealing with that later.
//
Things went on like that. Wednesday nights Y/N and Harry had dinner together at his place, and every other weekend they would take turns having Emily. It was a good system. Harry was able to take Emily to appointments when she needed to see the doctor. Y/N didn’t realize how much help she actually needed, and was grateful Harry was around for so many things. Sometimes when he’d drop Emily off on Sunday evenings, Y/N would make him dinner as a thank you. Sometimes when she dropped Emily off on Friday evenings she’d stay to watch a movie. Things went on for months like this. Y/N would find herself almost missing Harry, especially when she’d drive all the way back to her apartment. Meg would often stay at her boyfriend’s place, so she was alone. Maybe living in Harry’s guest house wouldn’t be such a bad idea.
“Harry, could we talk?” She says to him when she takes Emily from him Sunday evening. “I’ve made dinner.”
“Yeah, of course.” He smiles. Once she gets Emily settled, she sits down with Harry. “What’s up?”
“Is your offer still good?”
“Which one?” He smirks. Harry may or may not have cheekily offered sex up to Y/N a couple of the times they had too much wine.
“The offer to live in your guest house, smart ass.”
“Oh my god, are you serious?” He perks up immediately.
“Yeah…Meg’s getting serious with her boyfriend, and I feel lonely sometimes. I thought maybe if you’re a little closer by I’d feel less lonely when you take Emily.”
“Yes, a million times yes! I could get it fixed up in a couple of weeks. We could move her furniture from here right away. You could just stay in the house until everything’s to your liking, and-“
“Harry! You always jump so far ahead.” She chuckles. “I should give Meg a month’s notice.”
“Right, of course. Sorry, I’m just really excited. Like, we could have dinner every night if we wanted.”
“We could.” She agrees.
“I’m so fucking excited.”
Y/N moved into Harry’s guest house a month or so later. It was so nice being able to just hand Emily over a few steps away instead of having to drive home afterwards. Harry and Y/N not only had dinner together, but they would try to do the morning feedings together at the same time.
Y/N was sleeping peacefully one night when her phone went off. She sees it’s Harry.
“Hello?”
“Y/N, I’m so sorry to bother you, but something’s up with Emily, and I-“
“I’ll be right there!”
Y/N races out of bed, only in a large t-shirt, not even bothering to grab a robe or put other clothes on. She rushes across the pool area and in through the back door. Emily was crying loudly while Harry was rocking her.
“She just started crying like crazy, I tried feeding her, changing her, she won’t stop, I have no idea what’s wrong.”
“Let me see her.”
Harry hands Emily over to Y/N. She caresses her and rocks her. She furrows her brows and gasps.
“She’s teething!” Y/N walks over to kitchen and looks for something to stick in her mouth. She opts to just run a pacifier under some really cold water and stick it in her mouth. She calms down after a few months. “Poor thing.” She rocks her. “Must be in pain from the teeth coming through.”
“Christ, I could have figured that out. I’m sorry to get you out of bed.”
“It’s okay, I’m glad you called, here, I’ll make us some tea.” She hands Emily over to Harry.
Harry sits down at the kitchen table and watches Y/N. He just now notices the shirt she’s wearing.
“You still have that?”
“Hm, oh…yeah, it’s my favorite bed shirt.” She blushes and reaches for two mugs, revealing the underside of her ass. “Is that weird?” She asks as he turns around. Harry’s face was beat red.
“Not at all.”
She plugs in the kettle and gets some tea bags out from where she knew he kept them.
“How’s the house been?” He asks her.
“Great, actually. I’m grateful, really. Most people wouldn’t be so lucky.” She pours the now boiled water into the mugs with the tea bags and puts them both on the table.
“Thank you. I think she’s out.”
“I can bring her back upstairs.” She carefully takes Emily from Harry. He follows her up with his tea. He can’t help but take peeks of her underside.
“Y/N.” He says, just as she’s getting Emily into the crib.
“Hold on.” She whispers and shuffles him out of the room. “Sorry, I didn’t want to risk her waking up again.”
He grabs her wrist and yanks him into his bedroom, setting his tea down on his dresser.
“What are you doing?!”
“What am I doing?! What are you doing?!”
“What do you mean?”
“You’re not wearing any knickers!”
Y/N’s eyes grow wide. She was so concerned about Emily she had completely forgotten.
“I’m so sorry! I…I rushed out, and, and, I, oh my god, so you saw my ass?”
“And a bit of your other…bits.”
“Oh my god.” Her hands slide down her face. “So embarrassing, I’m sorry.”
“Embarrassing?!” He laughs. “Please, I appreciate it. Anytime you wanna walk around her half naked, feel free.” He smirks.
“Harry…I didn’t do it on purpose.”
“You’re comfortable around me to rush out the door like that?”
“It’s nothing you haven’t seen before.”
“Haven’t seen it in a really long time.”
“No.”
“What are you-“
“You’re not getting what you want, I won’t fall for you again.” She brushes by him and leaves his room. He follows her quickly down the stairs. She takes a sip of her tea before dumping the rest down the drain.
“So…you’re suppressing feelings for me because you’re scared, is that it?” He crosses his arms.
“I’m not suppressing anything. I just don’t believe in the breaking up and getting back together thing. We know this doesn’t work, and we shouldn’t try to force it just because a baby is involved.”
“I’m very different now, and so are you.”
“Exactly.”
“I like who you’ve become…a lot. I think I’ve gotten to know you fairly well again. Couldn’t you say the same for me?”
“I guess.”
“And you like what you’ve gotten to know?”
“Yes.”
“Alright then, so what the fuck is your problem? Oh wait, you know what hasn’t changed? You’re still the most stubborn fucking person I’ve ever met. You did the same thing the last time. I asked you to move in, and you said you weren’t ready. Then a month later, when it was on your terms, you asked if you could move in. Everything has to be on your terms! Great, so I’ll just continue waiting for the night that you decide to come over and crawl into my bed. Does that work for you?”
“I’m confused! I was done with you, I thought I was better off without you, and then you came back into my life, and it was like…you were never even gone from it. I feel safe when I’m with you, but I’m fucking terrified of falling for you again. There were so many things that went wrong, and-“
“But some many things could go right!”
“We have a baby involved! What if it doesn’t work again, and she gets a little older? She’ll see and hear us fighting. I don’t want that.”
“I don’t want that either. You of all people should know that. If I wasn’t certain about us…”
“So, what…we’re supposed to just jump back in?”
“No, I’d like to take you out on a proper date. Something nice and formal, maybe a night away from the baby, or fuck it, let’s bring her along, I don’t care. I want you, I want you back. You were the best thing that ever happened to me and I let you slip away. I’ll never forgive myself. That day…I shouldn’t have let you leave after. I should have made you stay in my bed and cuddle and just talk everything through one more time.”
Y/N was crying now and so was Harry. She hated him, and she loved him all at the same time. She was stubborn.
“God damn it!”
She wraps her arms around his neck and crashes her mouth to his. He doesn’t waste a second to deepen the kiss. He hoists her up on the counter to stand between her legs, licking into her mouth. They both groan into each other.
“Is, is this smart?” She pants. “We have so much to talk about, and I don’t know if-“ She gasps when he lifts her shirt overhead. His eyes gaze at her body.
“You’re so fucking beautiful. I want you.”
“My boobs are saggy and I have stretch marks all over the place, how could you-“
“Shut the fuck up! For once in your life, just shut up, and take a compliment. You’re gorgeous, breathtaking, and it pisses me off to no end I never got fuck you while you were pregnant, alright?” He spreads her legs apart as she tugs at his shirt. He takes it off and she runs her hands over his chest.
“Even when I was sweating and as big as a house?” She pouts, knowing it’s only going to rile him up more.
“Especially then.” He pecks at her lips again.
“I want you too.” She breathes. “But you have to pull out this time. We’re noting bringing another baby into this world until we figure things out fully.”
“Excellent compromise.”
He drops his pants and runs his fingers over her center. She gasps at the feeling, especially when he pushes his fingers inside her.
“Oh fuck.” Her head rolls back.
“You’re so wet, why?”
“You just…you make me so…fucking crazy!”
Her lips slot over his again as he pumps in and out of her.
“Is this comfortable? You want me to fuck you here, or-“
“Put it in.”
He takes his dick out and pushes inside her. She wraps her legs around his waist to pull him closer.
“We’re so fucking stupid.” She grunts as he thrusts in and out of her.
“Idiots.” He sucks on her neck. “But I can’t help it, you drive me just as crazy. Always have.”
She tugs at his hair while he rubs on her clit.
“Harry, will you eat me out? You feel amazing, but I just…your tongue…it’s so fucking-“
He pulls out of her and she leans back on her elbows while his mouth attaches to her other lips. He sucks and licks, and does everything he remembers she likes. He rubs on her clit still while he fucks her with his tongue.
“Oh, that’s it! Fuck, Harry!” She pushes his head further against herself. He was nose deep and loving it. He groans against her, and she moans out loudly. “Don’t stop, please!”
One of his hands squeezes her thigh, pressing bruises into her. She comes on his tongue and he laps it all up. He plunges his dick back into her without warning. She was sensitive now, but she knew he needed to come too.
“You take it so well.” He grunts as he grips her hips. She tightens around him, loving the way his voice sounds in her ear. “How’d it feel, baby?”
“So good, thank you.”
“Anytime you want it, you have it, always.”
“Fuck.”
She was going to come again, and he gets her there. Just as he’s about to get there he pulls out and comes on her stomach. He rests his head against her shoulder as he catches his breath. He looks at her and kisses her before grabbing a rag to clean her up with. Neither of them say anything. He simply scoops her up, and carries her upstairs to his room. He lays her down, and spoons her.
“This just feels right, doesn’t it?” He says to her.
“It does.” She sighs and adjusts against him.
“I wanna be a real family with you.”
“I think I want that too. We just need to take baby steps.”
“I’d wait forever, Y/N. Just don’t walk out on me again.”
“I won’t.” She turns over to face him. “I may have walked out, but you left emotionally before I did. We hadn’t even had sex and-“
“I know, I’m not saying it was just you. It was me too, but never again, okay?”
“Okay.”
“I just wanna makeup for all the lost time.”
“We can.”
Harry hold her close as they both slowly drift off. Even though they had jumped in physically, it would take some time to mend things altogether. Neither of them minded because this time around they each were more willing to put the work in.
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Episode 2-Play by Play Reactions (Spoilers)
Ooooooh mysterious...
Oh so this variant can (at least briefly) cont people with a simple touch? No need for a scepter?
I NEED A HEROOO!
Oh this variant is taking that lady away? I wonder why
Miss Minutes is gonna move me to violence
Loki is me studying
Hahahahaha get her Loki!
Loki, leave Mobius’ magazines alone
Wow he got into the work force rather fast huh? Bit of a whiplash type scenario considering the end of episode one
No, YOU’RE a cosmic mistake! 😤 my boy looks hot regardless
Sooooo Loki is the most common variant? Why does this not surprise me?
Is... is he a football cup champion??? Omg 😂
Smart boy. Illusion projecting is different than duplication casting. Neato. LISTEN TO MY SMART BOY. RESPECT HIM.
Dude loves wheeling
Yea Loki. Work on getting to the time keepers. Overthrow the government.
Dude is smart with these questions.
Propaganda is INDEED exhausting so that’s fair
Fist hostage... maybe he’s (or she?) gonna use her as a body transfer like Loki in the comics with Sif?
Oh please let this be a genuine smart Loki moment and not just setting him up as a joke and embarrassment...
“Where there are wolf’s ears, wolf’s teeth are near.” Good to know basic mammalian anatomy is still applicable to Asgardian wolves...
Cmon Loki do something cool. Please. Please Loki. Please.
Preach my man, but please, do something cool. My anxiety that you’ll be turned into a joke is spiking.
Is he actually waiting outside or is Loki really just trying to mess with them and throw them off? Or is he just being too cocky for his own good and it’s gonna mess him up? Please please please don’t disappoint me. I have merch for this show already that I can’t return
Bargain baby, bar again. Do it.
Is he actually concerned for the time keepers orrrrrr
Dangit Mobius
Does... being reset... hurt?
Bye C-20 I guess... for now? We’ll see
Of course it’s a friggin theremin that’s playing
Mobius x Judge Renslayer? Oooooooh. Tsundere Renslayer.
Use a coaster my man
Oh her first name is Ravonna
Controversy is the best thing though
You can never understand this Loki. As soon as you begin to understand, he changes. He’s unpredictable.
“I know you have a soft spot for broken things.” Ah, so this entire fandom then?
“But Loki is an evil, lying scourge.” YOU TAKE THAT BACK YOU WENCH!
“That is the part he plays in the sacred timeline.” Well you clearly haven’t been paying enough attention to the files then, hm? Here, let me redirect you to one of the many character analyses I’ve written. Now if you read here........
He doesn’t need to change. He’s already not evil
I don’t trust Renslayer or the time keepers... or Renslayer WITH the time keepers... I think she plays a bigger, antagonistic role than I thought.
You just TRY and delete him Mobius... just... TRY... I will find a way to break the fourth wall and no time keepers can keep you safe from the rage of a million fan girls. Nothing... we don’t need magic...
Omg Loki just sitting there in a chair outside the office like a kid while their parent is talking with the teacher about their “recent behavior”.
Cmon Loki, you don’t need to make excuses or impress him.
My poor boy is SOOO out of his zone.
Tbf mobius, you ASKED. You asked what makes him tick.
Hey hey hey, let’s not gaslight my boy...
The Loki is... uhhh something... gotta keep my hopes up. Trust in Tom Hiddleston...
Mobius showing his true colors...
Please Loki... be badass... not just a joke... please please please... PLEASE!
Mobius, play nice.
I hope this “superior” Loki thing, if it is a female, isn’t a desperate attempt at feminism pandering, chocking up her “superiority” to being female. Please give the characters real stories. Flesh them out.
Juice box time?
No?
More homework?
Bugger...
The sass is off the charts
Librarian lady gonna get killed
Oh boy
Pffffft—
I miss Casey.
Hey don’t ignore Loki. That’s rude.
Bell is the answer?
Poor Loki. Stop trying to fit in. You are best when you are genuinely yourself.
What’s to stop Loki from grabbing the other files?
Homework... I thought I escaped this when I graduated...
Whatcha seeing there?
Oh...
Bye bye Asgard...
Cmon... not more feels.
AGGHHHHHHHH
Please allow him confirmation of Thor’s survival and beating of Thanos!!! He needs that confirmation! He needs that reassurance.
Hear him out Mobius.
“He’s hiding in apocalypses.” Sooooo is that why they go to presumably Mount Vesuvius? I assume?
Mobius, let Loki have your salad.
Rip salad
CASEY
Casey’s juice box
Poor Casey and mobius salad...
Loki, your logic astounds me.
Well, pushing Hulk off of the bridge WOULD have an effect...
VESUVIUS HERE WE COME
He hasn’t really stabbed anyone in the back... except Thor... but not 50 times
Pompeii, here we come!
Ooooooh we gonna see Loki dance with a lady? 😏 get ittttt
Well, if you do cause a branch, can’t you just reset the timeline?
CAUSE SOME CHAOS MY LOVELY MAN
OMG IM HEARING THE LOVE OF MY LIFE SPEAK ITALIAN
I can die happy now
Loki... you look insane.
Uhhh run
Okay you’re good
Sleepy Loki
Let him sleep!
Soooo, I mean, technically, Loki’s actions would still cause the timeline to change, but said change wouldn’t have an impact on the future, just the current moment... so shouldn’t it still be detected by the TVA? At least as a little fleck?
Jet skis?
Omg I just snorted at Loki begrudgingly agreeing with Mobius that jet skis are awesome
Mobius offending my History Teachers for 50 minutes straight... that’s it. That’s the episode.
Mobius really in love with jet skis for some reason
We better get to see Mobius on a jet ski
Fighting for jet skis?
Lol mobius has a point about the magical Asgardians and Jötunns
Glorious purpose
Cmon Loki, destroy this man’s beliefs.
OVERTHROW THE GOVERNMENT
DO IT
TEAM UP AND THROW THE TIMELINE INTO CHAOS
How would you know what the time keepers are doing when you’ve never met them?
How can you meet in peace at the end of time with no chaos?
“You see, I know something children don’t. That no one bad is ever truly bad. And no one good is ever truly good.”
Mobius, don’t patronize my boy. Go jet skiing.
“I know.” Oh good, that point in the trailer was edited.
No candy on Asgard? Poor Loki.
May the best man win? Well that automatically means Loki.
Getting National Treasure vibes
Love you
Alabama will still exist in 2050? That’s disappointing.
Roxxcart.
Loki is very smart. Thank you show.
Renslayer, if you claim Mobius is your friend, trust him.
Kachow!
“For all time.” “Always.” TVA is definitely a cult.
Weapon?
WEAPON!
...weapon???
no weapon...
Meanie...
Are we gonna see what this Loki variant looks like?
I have a feeling this variant is gonna be the female, blonde (I’m so sorry, at the moment I forget her name) in those pictures we saw. Guessing because 1) she was wearing a Loki outfit. 2) her and tom Hiddleston were wet in that picture as if rained on 3) the scene when they enter Roxxcart occurs when it starts to rain due to the upcoming massive storm. So I’m placing all of my money on the table the Loki variant is Lady Loki. Blonde, for some reason. (Or maybe she just didn’t have a wig on in the picture of her we saw?)
Yea please don’t prune this Loki.
Storms a brewing
Good to know Alabama, at some point, does get destroyed. That’s comforting. (Btw this is a joke. I have nothing against Alabama lol. Idk why my brain thought this was funny lol.)
All wet and rainy.
HAHAHAHA USE THAT MAGIC BABY
LET MOBIUS STICK WITH LOKI
Ooh ooh! Is Loki gonna use powers to yoink the roomba here?
Uh oh. Forgot to take into consideration that most big businesses, especially stores, have security cameras, huh?
Times ticking...
Wait was that a reset charge?
Awkward silence
Spookyyyy
Poor dude lol
Or not
Hmmm
Oh???
I RECOGNIZE THAT MAGIC!!! ITS HER!!!
HUNTER (forget her number) IS THE LOKI VARIANT!!! When was she replaced? Or was she always the variant?
That or the other Loki is projecting herself into the hunter? Maybe used the shopping dude as a conduit?
Moment of realization
Smiling contest
No no, Tom Hiddleston’s Loki is superior. I don’t care who else tries to play Loki, Tom IS Loki.
Oh no
Baby crying?
These poor people...
No need to be rough
Is Mobius genuinely caring
Oh... poor C-20
Team up please? Please?
Ah so they really can just send themself into any body they wish, huh? Just by touch?
Loki, learn that trick please.
Sooo, is the other variant Loki’s body tangible? Do they project their conscience into other bodies via touch, or do they not have a corporeal body and rely on others to exist?
Doctor Who vibes
TEAM UP PLEASE
YES
Please
Please?
Offended by Loki name?
Haha sympathy for Thor
Go randy.
Soooo what are you interested in if not ruling the TVA?
Who’s that planting charges? The real body of the other variant Loki?
You okay C-20? (Off topic her actress reminds me of the actress who played Ava Star aka Ghost in Ant-Man and the Wasp) what is real and what about it is so mind capturing for you?
Oh no
Poor girl
Cmon B-15
Hello?
Reset charge
Oh? Bye bye?
HEY!
That’s rude
I miss Randy too
Cmon Loki fight like the badass I know you are
Please
HAHA! TELEKINESIS
Cartwheel WEEEEE
Oooh he swore
Lokis have a pattern of swearing only while taking other peoples forms
Cmon Loki. Go back to mobius. Help them. Prove your goodness. Please.
Poor trucker man
Hello?
Hello!
Fave reveal?
I KNEW IT
Oh????
Flashlights?
RUN!
Is this actually a Loki variant or just sylvie? Or Amora?
Uh oh...
What’s happening
Is she absolutely destroying the timeline?
Poor Doctor Strange. I wonder if he knows about the TVA?
Loki is all alone? Why is he standing still?
Where is she going?
Cmon Loki... help them please...
Loki...
CLIFF HANGER
NOOOOO I CANT WAIT ANOTHER WEEK AGHHHHHHHH
Are they gonna be okay?
How is the variant traveling?
What is her goal?
Why is Loki going after her?
Why is Loki leaning towards the apparent evil side?
Is this actually lady Loki or sylvie or amora since her hair is blonde?
WHAT IS HAPPENING???
So much just happened in so little time. It’s like Marvel wants to slowly spoon feed us with the first 3/4 of the episode and then in the last 1/4, they waterboard us.
Why is this female Loki variant so much more powerful?
So Loki DID know what was going on at the Renaissance fair and was intentionally stalling for her... why?
Her horned helmet is similar to the one kid(?) Loki wears in the comics. One horn broken. How did that happen? Why does she still wear it, especially if she doesn’t want to be called Loki?
No end credit scene yet.
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surprise, i lived. LMAO im back to reply to this !
i’m super glad it made you feel happy to hear how much your fic gave me that final push i needed <3 honestly ¿? wattpad is cool and all but it’s definitely more casual. of course, i still get a lot of interaction with my writings but it’s definitely not the same as tumblr. i’d say tumblr is a lot of friendly and people really like to voice themselves more freely and open, which i really enjoy !! hearing what others think about my fics are really important to me as a writer, so i’ve def been enjoying it here ♥︎
ALSO WE RLY ARE OPPOSITES but i vibe with it 🤕 i loveee writing horror and angst since it tends to invoke large reactions, but i’m actually planning on posting up a romcom smau soon centering around jake & heesung !! so i’m hoping that goes well because if it flops that’ll be embarrassing 🧎
aside from that, please feel free to shoot me a message whenever because i would literally love to have you as a friend !! u seem so sweet and ur energy is super positive :) i have a discord as well if it makes it easier chatting there <3 btw my name is fraser but you can 100% use any nickname too ! xo
FRASER!!! I LOVE UR NAME AAAA
omg i can totally see that happening??? i've always wanted to check out wattpad but it seems so... OVERWHELMING? but omg welcome to tumblr <33 i really like it here too! i love how the engene community is particularly super nice and friendly? everyone i've met thus far has been so so so nice ;-; interaction is super duper important but i totally agree that tumblr feels a lot more casual and open — plus i love how the reblogging and tags functions work 😩 SO. FUCKING. GOOD.
YESSSSSSSS when you mentioned "we write opposite genres" i was like oh yeah sure maybe they just write angst AND THEN I GO INTO UR BLOG AND IT'S LITERALLY HORROR AND ANGST AND MAYBE EVEN SOME GORE??? STOP. THAT IS SO FREAKING COOL. and omg bff wtf are we the same people bc while i've always been more of a ’written’ series writer, i rlly rlly want to try write an smau! but tbh.... im not funny enough for that wtf 💀 but if u happen to find out what apps people with ios use, pls let me know 💔 AND HELL NO IT WILL NOT FLOP I WILL NOT ALLOW THAT TO HAPPENNNNN i literally love reading smaus so much these days so im so freaking excited for urs!! PLEASE TAG ME IN IT WHEN U RELEASE ITTTTT i have a reading blog that i'll be sure to leave lots of feedback/comments on :>> i'm a talkative reader so i tend to assault authors’ notifs by writing really lengthy thoughts hahaha ;-;
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hi 😄 i saw your reblog and i want to ask the same thing: what was your first impression of your moots?
First i want to say that I may of gotten a littleeeee carried away. I wanted to include as many people as possible, but some I don’t have enough to say. Despite this I might add more. I’ve met so many various people on this app and I’ve loved interacting with them all or just seeing them around. So much so that I can’t list everybody. I really love all my moots and there are so many of them that I’ll forever be grateful for. (yes i added a keep reading because this was so long and please excuse my gramtical errors)
@hoes4hoseok - our first impression was playing among us WHICH WAS SO FUN. I don’t remember much about talking to her in the game BUT I do remember that she was the first one to ever make the group chat filled with those who played with us. honestly I’m so grateful that she did that because I wouldn’t have been able to become friends with her and many others. I remember thinking that she was beyond kind and that she was good with trying to include everyone. After that I just remember hearing her voice and then DYING because she has a wonderful voice. I felt as though I related to you just a bit. Now I’ve gotten to see different aspects of her and really value her as a person and friend. She keeps things real and is so helpful. Sometimes I wish I could see what goes on inside her head because sometimes I think she reserves herself or overthinks and I’d like to give her a big hug.
@binniebutter - amie... oh amie 🙄 just kidding 😂 amie well... I also met her while playing among us in that same group. we played a lot with each other and I find that nice BECAUSE I CANT REMEMBER WHAT WE TALKED ABOUT DURING THE FIRST TIME WE PLAYED. I think I do remember laughing about her and gen tho. In our first gc I remember thinking that she had a bright personality and could keep the conversation going. I also find out we live about an hour away so I was able to connect with her about that (I also was so excited just because IVE NEVER MET AN ONLINE FRIEND IN THE SAME STATE) After that we played among us a lot together and I just remember thinking amie was EVIL. She was funny though and I felt comfortable around her. Now... I honestly think I’m pretty close to amie emotionally. It’s very rare that I put down my guard and talk to someone about certain things (I don’t really think I’ve talked to her about certain things tho) I still feel as though I can talk to her or that I can cry or rant to her without feeling judged. I don’t know how much she’s come to me about, but anytime I try to comfort her i feel like I get to know her better. I usually don’t start joking with my friends and being “rude” to them unless I know that they know I love them, which is why I’m starting to show amie sarcasm at times ☺️ I may of written too much 😅
@hyukaite I ACTUALLY REMEMBER MY FIRST IMPRESSIONS OF KAT. oml we’d send asks every now and then and I remember thinking she was a crack head. From the videos I’d see her post to that one drawing. Man if only I could go all the way back to it, but it was monthssss ago. I also remember relating to her about having to help our sisters with math 💀. I wanted to be her friend after seeing her interact with some of my other moots, but I was too shy to actually message her so I stuck with sending in asks every now and then 😂 then we started playing among us together. I remember thinking “NOOOO SHE STOLE YELLOW” which led to me falling in love with the dark green among us color JFKAJFLW. After that I remember getting betrayed by her in the game SO MANY TIMES. she killed me during the Simon says task... to tell you what grudge I hold... I still remember it. ITS SUCH A HARD TASK AND SHE DIDNT LET ME FINISH IT. She also killed me in electrical when I thought she was INNOCENT. Now... kat I don’t even know how to describe her. She has many aspects to her that I love. She also is able to help me think straight whenever I let my anger get to me.
@yawnjunie - I thought she was shy at first because when I first met her she didn’t talk much, so I felt bad because I thought she didn’t feel all that welcomed by us (no specific reason we were just introduced to blu so abruptly 😂) After that I think I was intimidated by her at first JFJAKFJERI. We also compared our schools and our grade mindset which I think really opened my eyes a little bit more. I still believe she’s really smart Zknfaltn. She makes me laugh though and she also started the network moacabinet. She’s really sweet with so many ideas, but I feel bad because sometimes I think she gets stressed easily. She’s not on much, but everytime she’s online I’m blessed with her presence.
@kkuming - gigiiiii! my first impression of gigi was fairly simple. We met on the au group chat and she seemed really sweet. I wanted to try and give gigi a warm welcome and make sure she felt comfortable. I wish I remembered more about our first meeting. I DO HOWEVER remember thinking she was v v innocent. I sat back and watched gigi get thrown into the group and laughed my ass off at how she interacted with kat. I was worried that because the others were already so comfortable with her and joking around about things that she may actually think that the “divorce” or whatever it was that kat and her had would make her upset, so I wanted to remind her that I appreciated her Zofnakfjeof. She also was taking a lot of stressful classes so I could only hope this girl didn’t die underneath all that stress. Now I- she’s crazy guys. Just kidding 😂 she’s still really sweet and jokes around with all of us. I’m glad she’s online a lot more now. she’s also really funny.
@lipbeom - I’m like 99.9% sure rynn was the first person I ever really talked to on tumblr. I thought she was a really good writer and saw that she was a senior as well, so I was glad that I wasn’t the only one on tumblr that was going to suffer through the last year of school. I was so glad when she messaged me first like Y’ALL HAVE NO IDEA. When I first met her I remember thinking she was really sweet AND BEYOND SMART. I’m really grateful for rynn and I actually miss her a lot because I feel like I don’t interact with her as much as I should. She was very supportive and still is. It’s only been a few months since I first talked with her but I’m reminiscing 😂 She also got me hooked on selling sunset WHICH WAS AMAZING but I was talking like the girls on the show for WEEKSSSSSSS.
@bbhyeoliskooks - I don’t really remember how I came across her, but I realized she was a new moa writer and wanted to check her out. My first impression... hmmm I guess you could say that I believed she was very grateful even when she didn’t have to be. Sometimes she makes me feel old 💀 but she’s reminds me a little bit of my sister... just way sweeter. She’s very loyal and anytime you tell her you’ve posted something oml she’s wonderful. She’s the type of person who is really supportive and I appreciate that, but sometimes I feel like I don’t give her enough of ittttt. I really need to go stalk her blog now as for some reason I don’t see her notifs half the time. I’m really proud of her and think she’s one of the sweetest people on tumblr NOT TO MENTION SHE SINGS BEAUTIFULLY.
@txthearteu - oml cj 😂 she is also one of the first people I talked to on tumblr. I don’t really remember our first impression tho :/. I DO REMEMBER I READ ONE OF HER STORIES THO and i sent an ask about it because she deserved the recognition for it. Hmmm at first I believe I was intimidated because she is older than me 😂 however she was so extremely sweet and I loved talking to her. I tried talking about various different things with her because I wanted our conversation to continue hehe. She stays feeding me 😌 and even if I can’t physically eat del taco I get full off of the love and support cj gives me. My eyes light up when I see her in my notifs. I think she deserves the world and I always want to be there for her. I don’t think I can ever repay her for the love she’s given me.
@sung4oon - SAM I SWEAR IF YOU CHANGE UR URL BEFORE I HAVE A CHANCE TO POST THIS! I met her when her url was... 👁👄👁 lixxie sumtin. I think it was lixieebear. I truly don’t remember her first impression 💀 the only thing I remember was thinking that she was also a crack head. She was really funny and sweet and DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE WHOLE BRAINCELL THING. I should’ve given her my brain cells for christmas. I still think she’s really fun to talk to and I literally try to remind myself as much as possible that I need to go stop by and send an ask every now and then. Even so she still says hi to me ☺️
@beomiebear5 - R A I N A. hehehehehehe I actually love this first impression for me. At the time I saw her anon asks to rynn. I saw that she was going to start posting stuff on her blog soon and she gave a hint about how to find her. Ofc I let rynn do that herself BUT I went searching KFJSIFIWFKW I couldn’t help it I saw it as a challenge. My first impression was rlly just that she was sweet. Then after a while KFJAOFJWOF I really love interacting with her and seeing her rants. Gosh she’s so funny and ✨inspires✨ me. I’m always down to talk to her because she’s amazing and sweet.
@magicisland9-34 - lillie ☺️ I honestly don’t remember our first impression? I do however remember when she first sent an ask! I would always get so excited when I got an ask from her 😂 I loved talking to her and she let me ramble on and on. Whether that be about gymnastics or ballet. Once again even lillie is sweet, but she’s betrayed me for siding with amie about Christmas 😤. She’s also one of the people that I try to remind myself to go and visit their blog and see what they’ve posted.
@spookybias - if I remember correctly gen was the first one who reblogged my about me post, which ended up allowing others on this app to see that I was a new writing blog. She was also one of the first people I followed and one of the first who followed me, so I was really grateful and thought she was beyond helpful and nice. I also really believe she’s a great writer and i admired how she would tell things how they are. She’s always been sweet to me even if she’s threatened to shoot me a while back 😤. OH YEAH we also played among us together in that group as well and I always suspected her at one point. IT WAS BECAUSE THE ONE TIME I TRUSTED HER SHE KILLED ME.
@bffsoobin - My first impression of Sara was pretty simple like I found her blog and fell in love. she writes so well and I’ve loved everything I’ve read from her. I thought she was really pretty and pretty funny too. When she’d talk about some of her stories revolving school it honestly made my day as well. I admire her especially because she’s such a good writer and LET ME TELL YOU when she followed me back I think I did a little cheer. I was reading her fics before I even started writing on tumblr.
@soobcxre - I saw Sara around because we had a lot of moots in common and when I saw them interact I would just think about how I wanted to befriend her 😂. When she texted me I got so excited, but I WAS SO CAUGHT UP IN SCHOOL TOO. She’s also really sweet ajfjwkfjw and I’m glad to have met her.
@lovesickchoi - MADDIE 🤩 I.... I don’t remember my first impression of her 🥲. It may of revolved around asks? I think I ended up trying to get to know her more at the time I was trying to get to know yoonie. I say this because I remember always seeming to get their urls mixed up... I think it’s because the h at the beginning. I LITERALLY DONT REMEMBER HOW WE STARTED INTERACTING. She’s also an amazing writer tho! Now I still think she’s sweet and we’ve talked about yeonbin together 😂.
@sunoo-luvs - 🥺 zaara JFJAJRKSKF literally my first impression was “cute.” That still stands btw. She’s absolutely the sweetest and is really considerate of others IM SCARED BECAUSE SHE MAY APOLOGIZE FOR THINGS THERES NO NEED TO APOLOGIZE FOR. Even so she can easily add happiness to people’s day with just a hi and a hug.
@i2gyu - I- first impression: scary. IM KIDDING wait... actually even though that was a joke because she used to stop by and say “boo” I MAY OF ACTUALLY FELT INTIMIDATED BY HER AT FIRST. I think one of the first times we interacted was about a network and at the time I was ready to join a network SO I FELT SO BAD FOR SAYING NO. Afterwards tho I realized how nice she was and I always end up getting a little energetic once I see she’s sent in an ask. One day I’m scared I won’t see her change her url or blog, but that’s if she does again.
@fairycore-gyu - I haven’t interacted with anyone new recently and when I saw kira that obviously changed 😂. I related to her with music taste and stuff. LET ME TELL YOU when someone seems to have the same music taste I JUST my eyes light up. She was really welcoming and I instantly felt like I could message her anytime. I also just realized she’s a pisces 🥺.
@yoonjunie - I just remember thinking ooooo new moa writer! I think anyone who comes across her can say she’s very welcoming and sweet + she deserves everything she has. I really just wanted to support her 😂 I need to interact with her more and read more from her blog.
@hyeyoonwrites - yoonie 🥺 AHHHH okay 😂 first impression: LITERALLY THE SWEETEST. I know I’ve said that so many people here are sweet but yoonie is a different kind of sweet. I don’t know every single time I’ve interacted with her has felt like a soft hug. She’s supported me a lot and I really need to check up on her more frequently I feel guilty about it aifoshf.
@txtextme - gon I- even though we haven’t talked much she’s extremely funny and relatable. she just has this vibe that I love about her. I know I don’t have much to say, but I had to add her because she’s left an impact.
@yeonbins - VIVI HAS WONDERFUL GIFS. Every now and then I’ll see her post some stuff just talking and akfjskf. I mainly remember (I think) Starbucks getting her name wrong. Her names so pretty tho. I DIDNT EVEN REALIZE HOW MUCH OLDER SHE WAS THAN ME. I also played among us with her for a lil... I was scared she was gonna murder me 😂.
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Cam Boy 1~ (One Shot) Valentino X Mark OC (Hazbin Hotel)
[Hello My Sexy Readers, Another Hazbin Hotel one this one being with Mark OC Aka my co author if she was a man and Valentino we hope that you all enjoy this chapter!]
(marks pov)
I smile at the camera doing my usual tease show. It was always nice I never had to do anything else, especially since..funnily enough, I was a virgin, so I didn't have to lose it to a piece of plastic, plus, I got payed some good money..though I never know when Val will ask for his pay, he hasn't yet. I smiled at the camera as I removed the fur coat Val had given me as a present (pause I'm sorry as a present? A fur coat, a casual gift? Bitch you have any idea how expensive they get, and even faux fur (which is what j get ) can be expensive) as I show off my outfit as I looked at the comments.
'new choker?'
"oh, it is, my boss got it for me, so sweet of him." I said my fingers glazing the heart ring choker as I smiled. "Well we should get started yeah? I'm sure you're all excited, I know I'm getting excited~ maybe you'll see past my underwear this time~"
'do you actually like your boss?' I look at the comment.
"I really do, he's really nice. I care about him." I said as my eyes went to the gift Box on my desk as I smiled before the door was opened. "Oh one second guys." I hear the comments go off. "I know I know babes I'll be right back though~" I said blowing a kiss as I see it was Val as I smile up at him still on the bed and cover my mic.
"Hey boss, everything okay? You need me to get you anything?" I asked.
(I mean look mark got it fucking good here. He isn't paying Val, Val is getting him things, he doesn't have to fuck himself on camera and just strips, gets his own room, gets fucking fur coats.. so no wonder he's like that)
(He got it good)
“I am going to be a guest star in your show~” he says and stroked my cheek
I was confused as I went to speak as he took his cigar out of his mouth. "I've got to set up some extra cameras, here. Why don't you just take a few puffs doll while I do that?"
"O-Oh I don't really smoke val--"
"I know. Bit I want you too." He said as I looked at it. "Well if you want me too.." I said as I lifted it to my mouth
(Mark no!)
(Dont do it small bean!)
I take a few drags while they set up the cameras. I started to feel even more hot and bothered than normal. It was weird, I could only describe it as a tingling feeling as I let out a small cough when I inhaled to much.
(...yeah both me.and mark, we are asthmatic..not a good idea Val to leave him unsupervised)
He took it away and took a long drag himself. I then sat on the bed~ Oh was it always this soft~
(oh god mark our poor baby mark)
(his adhd and sensory did not need this kind of a boost xD)
I can't believe I've never noticed it. I take one of the stuffed animals on the bed he had gotten me my first week in hell as I gave a small giggle as I stroked the soft, fuzzy material.
(Jesus what kind of drugs were in that thing?)
(XD)
(I would say Val is better than this..................but he's not.
(No he is not XD)
He smirked and got on the bed with me and push my hair out of my face gently.
I shudder at that. Were his hands always so cold? I feel my face heat up more as I looked at him, my y whole body, it felt odd..
"B-Bossss...I-I feel..S-So warmm it's unbearable..~" I whined.
“I will put on the air and you can take some clothes off~” I say.
I nod and slowly took off all my clothes I feel so sticky and warm~
I slowly peel off the skirt, my shirt, I kick off my heels before he told me to stop, leaving me in my bra and panties (let me guess..) that he bought me (yup) and the choker he gave me. He looked at me and smirked as he got back to the bed with some ice chips. He had me lay down and slowly trails and ice chip over my belly.
(Oh sensory play :3)
(XD those drugs were not just for making you relaxed XD)
(XD I can see that xD)
(XD)
I jerked at that as instinctively, I tried to suck my stomach in to not feeling the freezing cold sensation, but after a moment it felt..good, a welcomed change to the burning of my skin as I squirm, feeling the water slowly trickle down my navel, and the sides of my stomach. I jerked at that as instinctively, I tried to suck my stomach in to not feeling the freezing cold sensation, but after a moment it felt.. good, a welcomed change to the burning of my skin as I squirm, feeling the water slowly trickle down my navel, and the sides of my stomach. He smirked and after the cube melted moved to my thighs dipping them into the inner upper thighs. I was moaning at this point and rock hard~
I never felt this kind of feeling before, I..I want to keep feeling it~ "o-oh~ y-y-you're hands are so cold~" I moan as it helped stave off the burning on my skin though I felt like I could feel every microscopic movement of his hands.
"Do you want to feel them more baby~" He says and stokes my arm and side with just his finger tips teasing me.
"Yes bosss~" I moan.
"Call me daddy~" He tells me and I nod.
"Yes daddy~" I moan louder and arch into his hands. I needed it. "More daddy~ please~"
“Anything for you baby~” he says and starts to stroke my body then leaned down and kissed me
My eyes widen briefly before closing as I moan and wrap my arms around him as my hands feel around before feeling something soft and feathery.
(...girl that's his antenne xD I mean they do look soft fun fact you know why moths have antennae it's to find and smell a mate, and some male.moths can smell a mate from over 6 miles away)
(Oh no XD mark can't run)
(XD he really can't. Not that he could even if he wanted to especially in this state seriously Val how are, do you just smoke them so much you aren't as effected by them? Or is mark just a lightweight?)
(I think both XD)
(XD)
(XD)
(XD)
I took off his hat to get closer to it playing with it as I giggled and moaned into the kiss he moaned as well kissing me deeper. His hands were rubbing all over my body...well except my cock.
(Man and he still teases mark xD)
I pulled away panting. "Pl-Please.. Please daddy, i-It's not fair.. y-you haven't touched my cock once~" I whine.
(XD such foul language for a young LADY mark xD)
"Beg me baby~" He says and ghost his fingers over my cock.
I let out a moan. I hate begging, but I'll do whatever it takes.
"Please, please I need it daddy, I want to feel your hands pumping my cock please I'll do anything just please, touch ittttt~" I cried out, it was straining beneath the fabric so much I felt it may rip it, and the friction was driving me crazy.
(So true XD)
(Valentino's POV)
I smirked and looked at him tearing the panties off of his body into shreds and then taking his cock in my hands and he moans so needfully.
I'll admit when I gave him my cigar..I wasn't expecting this much of a reaction. maybe a little fuzzy feeling, a little more relaxed..but this..this worked for me~ perhaps he really was just a nympho~
"S-So..g-good~" he moaned as he thrust his hips slightly as I feel a hand on my crotch.
His hand found his way into my pants and he began to jerk me off. God he was good with his hand or I was just a simp.
(You are a simp >:3)
He then sat up and yanked down my pants and took my cock in his mouth sucking on it. I love this side of mark~ I start to thrust in and out of his mouth and he cries swallows around me pushing me over the edge. I pant and he takes his mouth off my cock.
"More daddy~"
(Oh boy XD)
[This is just part one and we hope that you will all continue to read this, stay sexy all my friends!]
#yandere#yandere valentino#yandere hazbin hotel#yandere one shot#one shot#hazbin hotel#valentino x oc#valentino#Male oc#mark oc
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Hogwarts is my home... (pt 2)
(Pt1)
Description: Y/N snape and the twins prank the Slytherins.
Writers note: I’m sorry I had to make the reader a Slytherin for the story to flow :/ I hope you all enjoy this I had a lot of fun writing this and I’m so excited to write the rest!
‘Y/N, please be careful in hogsmead’ your father said as he stocked the supply cupboard, ‘and don’t be hanging with those Weasleys, they get you into trouble’ he furrowed his eyebrows. ‘You know that isn’t going to happen’ you said laughing but your father didn’t look amused. ‘Come on they aren’t that bad, if you just got to know them....’ you said trying to persuade him into liking your best friends, Fred and George Weasley but decided to stop. He seemed to be in a foul mood, worse than usual. He ignored you. You sighed and said your farewells and went off to find your friends.
You was now in your third year which meant you was able to go to hogsmead with all the students from 3rd year and up. You had of course been there before but never alone, you had always been with your father, Severus snape. He had seemed off since the papers came out saying Sirius Black had escaped, you understood he was probably on edge and thinking about your safety but it still annoyed the hell out of you. You ran outside and saw a group of students leaving the gates of the grounds. With your permission slip in hand you ran to Professor McGonagall and handed it to her. ‘Good morning professor’ you said. ‘Good morning, Y/N’ she looked down to you, you where very small for your age, ‘now, you be careful out there dear.’ ‘I will’ you smiled and turned to see your friends, Fred, George and lee. ‘Y/N! looking good!’ said Fred with his hands in his pockets. ‘Shut it’ you said giving him a light punch on the shoulder, ‘what’s the plan?’ ‘Well we was thinking, go to the three broomsticks for butter beer’ said Fred. ‘And then in there we’ll explain the plan’ George finished smirking. ‘It better be good even I don’t know’ Lee said walking backwards. As you walked down the path you saw a large pile of leaves, you had a suspicion that one of the boys would try and throw you into it, so you decided to make the first move. Although you was small you gave Fred a hard push and he fell onto his stomach into the pile of leaves. The leaves blew everywhere and one flew into Lee’s mouth as he began to laugh. He began to spit and cough to remove the leaf. All four of you began laughing so hard that tears began to form in your eyes. George and you couldn’t contain your laughter and collapsed to the floor. ‘It’s not even that funny’ you said through laughs. Fred has managed to get out of the pile of leaves and made his way over to the 3 of you. After you had all calmed down you walked down to the three broomsticks, George’s arm over your shoulder.
‘I’ll get the drinks’ lee said and you each passed him the money for your drinks. You found a table and was about to sit down when a platinum blonde haired boy caught your eye. ‘Give me a minute’ you said to the twins and made your way over to Draco. The twins shared a look of betrayal. ‘Hey’ he said putting his coat over the back of his chair, ‘hello, how’s your day?’ You asked him. ‘Better now’ he smirked and winked at you. You couldn’t help but blush at this. ‘Why don’t you sit with us’ he gestured his hand to Crabbe, Goyle, Zabini and Parkinson who looked very red in the face. ‘Thanks for offering but I’m here with the twins and Lee’ you said looking from pansy to draco. ‘Come on Y/N/N, come sit with some civilised people’ said Zabini looking as smug as ever. ‘Don’t be a prat’ you said giving him a sour look, ‘they’re my friends you arse’. ‘I guess I’ll see you in the common room’ Draco said placing a hand on your shoulder. You nodded and turned around, your stomach seemed to leap when Draco touched you but you ignored the feeling and shoved the feelings deep down. ‘Just ask her out mate’ you heard Lee say to George. ‘Ask who out?’ You said curious wiggling your eyebrows. Fred laughed. ‘We don’t talk about crushes in front of girls, they go blabbing’ George joked but his face was flushed redder than his hair. You stuck your tongue out at him. ‘Are you gonna tell us the plan or what then!’ Lee exclaimed after a while of silent drinking. ‘Okay, calm of Lee’ George said holding his hands up as If to surrender. ‘Y/N, you my dearest are the main character in this’ Fred said smirking. ‘So what is it!’ Lee said impatiently. ‘Lee will you be patient!’ George snapped. ‘So, Y/N here will give out these to the Slytherins as they leave the common room to go to dinner this evening’ he said holding up an orange sweet. ‘What is it exactly?’ You pondered. ‘This is a nosebleed nougat’ Fred said proudly. ‘Didn’t you say they wasn’t ready?’ The twins must of heard the uncertainty in their voice and told you that it wouldn’t matter because they’re ‘only slytherins.’ ‘Excuse me’ you said angrily, ‘I’m a Slytherin.’ ‘Ye well your different aren’t you’ George said but you remained sat there arms folded angrily.
The boys didn’t mention the plan for the rest of the day they knew pushing you would only make you not want to do it more. However on the walk back you agreed and the boys lifted you up into the air just as they would have done to Harry Potter if he had won the quidditch match.
That evening you did as the boys had instructed and stood by the archway of the common room door and handed out the orange sweets. You couldn’t help but feel guilty as each student took this unknown sweet. Blaise Zabini began coming up the marble steps and gave you a wink. ‘Would you like a sweet Blaise?’ You asked putting on your sweetest voice. He laughed, ‘I’ve learned not to trust you in the unknown things you give out. I still remember the box from first year’ you laughed but you had to admit he was being smart. The box Blaise was talking about was made by you in a way to impress the twins. It contained bats and spiders that would pounce out when opened. The twins thought it was ‘brilliant’ ‘I might have to steal this idea’ Fred had said after poor Zabini had been pranked. Blaise strutted off for dinner and after the common room was empty you followed in his suit. As you entered the great hall you searched for the red headed boys but the only red headed boy there was Ron. He smiled as he saw your standing in the entrance. ‘Boo!’ A voice called behind you, you jumped at the sound and span quickly. The two red headed boys stood laughing at you and you couldn’t help but smile at their handsome faces. ‘Did you do ittttt’ George said joyfully. ‘Of course’ you said ‘however no ones eaten them yet I thought I’d tell them to eat them just before dessert so that we’d have more victims, you know since they can’t warm each other’ you added. ‘You’re brilliant you are’ they said in unison. ‘Come on boys you’re blocking the way!’ Said professor sprout, ‘and girls’ she smiled as she noticed you when the boys had parted letting her through. You and the twins separated to each side of the room to your house tables. Draco was sat in deep conversation with Crabbe. Pansy staring contently at his face, you always though her crush for him was a little weird. Obsessive maybe. You sat down across from her and she turned her head to smile at you. ‘I can’t wait to try these sweets Y/N’ she said enthusiastically, ‘did you make them yourself?’ ‘I erm... yeah, yeah I did’ you managed to say. You knew that if you had told her the Weasleys had made it no one would eat it, rather in fear of being pranked or disgust that the sweet was made by a ‘blood traitor.’ The feast commenced, foods of all kinds appeared on the table. You took a helping of Y/F/F and began to eat. ‘So Y/N, I’m looking for a tutor, I was wondering since you know... you excel in everything’ he paused and searched your face for a sign of protest, ‘I thought you could be it?’ Pansy choked on her drink, the though of draco and you alone mustn’t have settled with her. ‘Sure, yeah no problem,’ you answered. ‘Great, I knew I could count on you’ he said with a wide smile, that rarely made an appearance on the handsome boys face.
After the main course, it was time for dessert a moment the twins and lee (he was told by the twins) were excitedly waiting for. You however where very anxious. As soon as the plates cleared from the main food to desserts of all kinds your heart began to beat fast and hard. ‘WAIT!’ Pantry cried you thought she had suspected something and your heart sank. ‘We need to eat the sweets remember’ she said, ‘lovely Y/N made these herself.’ The hall was quiet from Pansy’s screech and you could hear some sniggering from the other side of the room which you knew so well. You couldn’t help but smile at this. One by one the Slytherins ate the sweet and as quick as you could say quidditch blood flooded out of the unlucky slytherins noses. ‘I KNEW IT!’ Blaise shouted and laughed uncontrollably. Slytherins got up out of their seats clutching at their bloody noses. You stood up too unconsciously staring at the slytherins as they ran out of the hall with a mixture of amazement and fear on your face. You glanced over to the three boys who where laughing and smacking the table in amusement. ‘Y/N SNAPE!’ Your father said in a stern, authoritative voice. ‘Well shit’ you muttered to yourself.
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