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Rocky

Pairing- San x Named Reader

Word count- 6.2k

Includes- Angst, physical fighting, underground fighting, mentions of blood, blow job, deep throating, cock riding, missionary, love making, multiple orgasms, lots of fluff at the end

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San POV

"Is she here?", I ask Wooyoung

"She's coming. Don't worry about her. Focus on winning the match"

I glare at him

He knows I can't not worry about her

She's my life, everything I do is for her, of course I'm worried when she's not here yet

All my fights are in warehouses in bad seedy neighborhoods and I get really worried when she doesn't get to the fight with me

She had to work late today and she's coming from there

She's taking the bus here and I won't relax until she's next to me

"She's coming San. She always comes right?"

I nod

"She'll be here"

I know she will even though she hates when I fight

She hates watching me get hurt, get hit, bleed

She always has tears in her eyes during the match and she cries when she's fixing my injuries after the fight

I hate making her cry but we need the money I win from these fights

My minimum wage job as a cook for a noodle shop isn't cutting it

I can't get a better job because no one wants to hire an ex-convict

I was arrested for assault and battery when I beat the shit out of a guy who dared to touch her

Just walked up to her outside of a club while she was waiting for me and grabbed her ass like it was nothing

I was on my way back to her and saw him do that, saw her yell and slap him

Then he shoved her, she fell and I saw fucking red

I got to him and all I beat him to an inch of his life

If the cops didn't pull me off him, I would of killed him

I was arrested, charged with assault and battery and was sentenced to three years in prison

He was also arrested after he got out of the hospital, charged with sexual harassment and sexual assault

She told me he was sentenced to five years in prison

She waited for me, visited me in prison and when I got out no one wanted to hire me

Especially because I have a violent charge

I can't afford a trade school and I don't have the time because I have to make money for us to survive

The cook position is cash only and the only place that would hire me

She's a nail tech in a salon and doesn't make that much either

We don't have a place to live and instead live in Wooyoung's van

When I first got out of prison she moved me into her studio apartment but her neighbors found out I was an ex-con and complained to the landlord

The landlord told her I had to leave

Instead she left to be with me

I insisted she stay in the apartment but she refused

Her sister was nice enough to let her use her address so she could keep working but wouldn't let us move in

Her sister hates me

Tells my naekkeo that I'm ruining her life and I can't disagree

I am ruining her life

I tried talking her into staying at her sister's apartment, which her sister agreed to but she flat out refused, saying that she's staying with me no matter what

She told me she loves me more than anything and she's never going to leave me

Honestly I cried at that

No one, besides Wooyoung, ever cared about me, ever loved me, ever thought I was worth it

And hearing that from the one person I love most in the world made me so fucking happy

I know I'm bringing her down with me but I can't let her go

I can't survive without her

She is my absolute everything

I was looking for more ways to make money and Wooyoung told me about the fights he goes to and offered to get me into them

I agreed and have been doing this for six months aside from the cook job

Wooyoung became my manager, he gets a cut from the winnings but I take a bigger portion of it

He rents a room in an apartment so that me and my naekkeo can stay in his van for now

We got a cheap mattress that takes up the back of the van, our clothes and blankets, shoes, necessities strewn in every place they can be

We have a very small walk way right in front of the bench seat

The van is long so we have some room and it's the best we can do for now

Our problem isn't getting a place, it's continuously paying the rent that's the problem

I really don't know what to do about our situation

She works all day, everyday, at the salon and she's started taking private clients too, going to their places to do their nails

I work all day and do these fights at night, as often as I can

We're stuck and it sucks

"Can you go check outside and see if she's here?", I ask

He sighs, "Yeah ok. I'll be right back"

He leaves and I look around for my opponent

I'm not sure who it is as there are multiple fights tonight

She will only let me do one fight at a time and I give into her because I know she doesn't want me to do this at all

Scanning the room, I see big guys on one end of the room and normal looking guys like me around too

I've fought a few of the guys here before

I mostly win all my fights except in the beginning, when I first started

Aside from then, I make sure I win because we need the money badly

"Sannie", I hear behind me

Turning around, I smile at my naekkeo

"She was already coming inside when I got to her", Wooyoung says

"Hi naekkeo", I say, leaning down and kissing her soft sweet lips

"Hi Sannie", she says, anxiety in her voice as she looks around

"You ok baby?", I ask, knowing she's worried

"Yeah Sannie"

She's not a very good liar

"How was your day naekkeo?", I ask to take her mind off of the fight

"Oh, it was ok. Same stuff. Painted nails. You know", she says softly

I nod, "And the private clients you had this morning were good?"

Her salon opens at 10am and closes at 8pm

She mostly takes private clients from 7am -9:30 am and from 8:30pm to sometimes midnight

Except for days when I have fights, then she doesn't schedule any late night appointments so she can be here with me

Today she had just one at 8:30 and it's fine because the fights start at 10

"Yeah it went fine. One of the girls liked the nails I did on her and she posted it on her social media. She mentioned my name and what salon I work at"

"That's good baby!", I exclaim, smiling, "Did you put our phone number on the post too?"

We share a prepaid phone because we can't afford anything else

It's a cheap dial phone that can only make calls and texts

No Internet connection

She has a tablet her sister gave her, so to use the internet and check emails we go to a cafe that has wifi and use it there

Or she uses it on her lunch hour at work

"Yeah Sannie but you know how I feel about that"

She doesn't like to have our number out there for everyone to see but it's something we have to do for now

It increases her chances of getting extra clients

"I know baby", I tell her, "It's just for now"

"Yeah", she answers

"Did you post the picture on your Instagram?"

That's the only social media she has and it's full of pictures of her work

Sometimes she gets hired by people from there too

"Yeah Sannie", she says

"Good baby. Maybe an idol company will see it and want to hire you", I smile

She is really good at nails, she knows how to use all kinds of nail polish and the designs she does are so pretty

She definitely should be working for idols

"I wish", she giggles, coming closer and laying her head on my chest

I hug her tightly, kissing the top of her head

"I love you Sannie", she says, making me smile

"I love you Jo", I answer, "More than anything"

Words can't describe the love I have for her

She is everything to me

"So much", she whispers, looking up at me

Leaning down, I press my lips to her in a soft kiss

After the kiss, we go sit against one of the walls waiting for my fight to start

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Lifting my arm, I block my opponent's hit then shove his arm away

Pulling my own fist back, I slam it into the side of his head, his body following the direction his head snaps

The fight started three minutes ago and already I'm getting my ass kicked

If course I'm up against one of the biggest guys here

I already got punched in the face twice and once in the stomach, not to mention my arms while I block my face and head

This is the first hit I got in

My opponent rights himself and lunges at me, his fist grazing the side of my lip

Pain hits me hard

I already got a cut there from a previous hit and it fucking hurts

I move back from him, ducking under another swing and punching his stomach

As he doubles over, I kick him hard in the ribs

He roars in pain and the bell rings before I can get another hit it

Fuck

Going to my corner of the ring, I sit in the stool, breathing hard

"Sannie", she whispers, tears on her face

"I'm ok baby", I tell her, turning to my side where she's standing

"You're bleeding San"

"Just little cuts naekkeo", I assure her

I don't want to tell her how much pain I'm in

She worries enough

"You need to knock him the fuck out", Wooyoung growls from my other side, as he pours water from a water bottle in my mouth

I swallow quickly so I don't fucking drown from this dumbass

"No shit", I growl

"Well stop fucking around. You're fighting like shit today"

"Do you want to fucking fight him?", I snap, "You think you can do better?"

He snorts, "I'm not an idiot, I'm not getting in there with that huge oaf"

"Gee thanks", I say sarcastically

"Just go knock him out and win", Wooyoung says dismissively, waving his hand at me

Sometimes I want to punch him

The bell is gonna ring any second and I turn to her

"Kiss me baby"

She immediately pressed her lips against mine in a soft kiss

I feel better, like her kiss is renewing my energy

The bell rings and I pull away from her, getting up and going towards my opponent, my hands up in a fighting stance to protect my head

My opponent comes at me swinging and I parry his punches as best I can but he still gets hits into my body

I try to hit him back but my hits just graze off him because he blocks me

I'm getting frustrated and sloppy

We just really need that money

He hits my ribs and I yell in pain, then swing and smash my fist in his eye, his head snapping back

I advance towards him, moving my arm to land a right hook to his body

He blocks my hit, leaving me wide open and his fist connects with my chin, upper cutting me

Agony explodes in my face as I fall on my back

"Sannie!", I hear her scream through the pain, "Oh my god, Sannie!"

I moan, lifting my head but the pain increases and I lay back down

"Get up Sannie! Please baby, get up"

She sounds so scared

Forcing my eyes open, I turn my head to find her in the crowd, making my swimming vision focus on her

She's grabbing onto the metal chains that make up the ring perimeter, Wooyoung's arm around her waist, holding her back as she struggles against him

It takes me a second to register that she's trying to get into the ring to get to me

Thank god Wooyoung is there to hold her back

If she ever got hurt I'd never forgive myself

"No, don't hit him!", she shouts, tears pouring down her face, "San, move!"

I move to gaze at my surroundings, seeing my opponent walking towards me

"No. Wooyoung let go!", she sobs, "I have to get him, he's not moving. Let me fucking go!"

I have to get up now

She cannot come in this ring

She cannot get hurt

My opponent gets to me, pulling his fist back

My body screams in pain as I roll away just as he brings his fist down, punching the floor, a loud crack sounding in my ear, followed by his screaming

I get up, my vision swimming for a second, the crowd cheering loudly

But all I can hear is her crying my name

I need to finish this fight and get to her

"End it now San!", Wooyoung yells

Forcing myself to stay up, I head to my opponent who's holding his arm to his body

I'm pretty sure he broke his hand

As I get to him, he tries to block me but I get a hit to his face in

He swings his uninjured arm hard while still keeping his injured one close to his body, trying to hit me but misses, his body going with the momentum and he stumbles

I move quickly, punching his ribs, then backing away, circle him then hit him in the same spot

He growls, straightening up and coming at me but he's leaving himself open because he still has his injured arm at his side

I take the opportunity to move quickly to him and jumping, I do a turning kick, smashing my foot into his face

I land on my feet as I hear him fall and I turn around immediately

He's laid out, his eyes closed, not moving

Everyone screams and cheers but I keep my eyes on him in case he decides to get up

He doesn't and the organizer of the fights declares me the winner

I breathe in relief, glad we at least have some money that can last a bit

Turning to the crowd, I find her in the same spot, clinging onto the chains, crying

While I got us money, I hate that I have to make her feel this way to get it

Moving, I stumble over to her, her arms immediately around my neck, hugging me tightly to her as she sobs in my neck, the chains between us

I move my arms around her, holding her tightly, "It's ok naekkeo. I'm ok"

"Come out of there now", she sobs, "Please Sannie. We're leaving right now"

"Yeah naekkeo. Ok baby", I agree, "Just let Wooyoung get the money ok?"

She nods then lets me go, holding up the chain so I can squeeze through

Once I'm out of the ring, she's immediately back in my arms, hugging me tightly

Hugging her, I run my fingers in her hair, whispering to her, assuring her I'm ok

I am ok, just a little beat up

I'll be sore tomorrow but it's nothing some Tylenol can't fix

Wooyoung comes over, handing me an envelope

I quickly stuff it in my pocket then tell her, "C'mon baby, let's go"

Taking her hand, the three of us leave the warehouse, heading for the van

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She sits across from me in the van, on our cheap mattress, looking down

"Here naekkeo", I say softly, giving her the envelope with the winning money

She takes it, opening it

"It's 600 for this fight"

She nods, taking out 200 and putting it in the little safe we have in the van

The rest of it she puts in her bag so she can deposit it into her account for us

She raises her eyes to me, tears pooling in time

"Naekkeo-", I whisper but she shakes her head

She reaches next to our bed, taking out the first aid kit, then moves next to me on the seat

She opens the kit, taking out some paper towels and wetting them with bottled water

Her eyes raise to mine again, gently turning my face towards hers

She gently presses the wet paper towel to the corner of my lip, dabbing the blood away, tears falling down her face as she does

My heart falls, hurting because she's hurting

I wish I could do something, anything to make everything better

Better for her

But I don't know what to do

She cleans my mouth, then uses more wet paper towel to clean the cut on my cheek

She slides my tank top off, more tears falling as she looks at my bruised body

She checks everywhere, wiping blood away from scratches and cuts on my arms, neck and chest

Then she puts all the bloody towels in a plastic bag

"No more Sannie", she whispers

"Naekkeo-"

"No more", she repeats, her eyes full of unshed tears, gazing into mine, "Please Sannie. I can't....I can't keep watching you get hurt baby. You've been so lucky nothing serious has happened to you so far. But you don't know what these hits to your face, to your head are doing to your brain baby. I can't lose you"

"You won't naekkeo", I tell her, "I'm ok"

"For now", she whispers, "But what if you get knocked out and don't wake up? What if you break something? We don't have money for a hospital Sannie and I don't know how to fix broken bones"

I shake my head, "Nothing like that is going to happen-"

"You don't know that!", she cries, "You don't know what effect this is having on you because we can't afford to get you checked out!"

I breathe in, trying not to get frustrated, "I'm doing this for us baby. So we can get out of this van"

"I don't care about getting out of this van!", she sobs, "Don't you get it San? I don't care about money, I don't care about living in an apartment. I care about you! All I want is you!"

"It's because of me you have such a shitty life!", I yell, losing it, "It's because of me you're living in a fucking van instead of a house! It's because of me you got kicked out of your apartment! It's because of me you're poor! It's because of me you don't have a fucking shower or a toilet to use, because of me we have to use gas stations and public restrooms. You don't even have basic things like a real fucking bed to sleep in! It's because of me you aren't living with your sister when you should! You're in this shitty situation because you chose me and I'm such a lowlife screw up that I can't even provide a fucking basic life for you. And it won't get any better. We'll always be fucking poor. Any apartment we get will be shitty in a crap neighborhood. Your sister is right, I ruined your life"

I close my eyes, leaning my head back, trying and failing to stop the tears that run down my face

I love her so much but she should not be with me

I'm just dragging her down

Her small hand touches my cheek, turning my face to her

I open my eyes, her beautiful face blurred through the tears

"I love you Sannie", she says, "I will always choose you no matter what"

"You shouldn't naekkeo", I whisper, "You should run far from me. I'm not good for you"

"Yes you are", she argues, "You are baby. You went to prison for me, because you were protecting me baby"

Of course I did

She's my everything and I'll be damned if anything or anyone hurts her

I'll always be there to protect her

"You are the best man for me San", she continues, "You love me more than anyone ever has. You take care of me the best you can. You're willing to get hurt to try to make a better life for us"

"I'm failing naekkeo"

I'm failing at taking care of her so fucking badly

I'm failing at everything a boyfriend should do for his girl

She shakes her head, "No baby. Please listen to me San"

I just nod, not knowing what she can say to make me change my mind that I'm no good for her

"I don't care if we're poor. I don't care if we have to live in this van or a shitty area. I don't care about using public bathrooms or sleeping on a crappy mattress. My life is not shitty because I have you San. I can live without a bathroom or an apartment or a bed. I can't live without you"

I feel more tears leak out at her words that I know are true

She doesn't consider her life crappy because she has me

I don't know how I still have her love or why she loves me as much as she does but I'm so grateful for it

"I love you Sannie, more than words can express baby. You are my everything. I swear I will always choose you, I will always be right here with you, by your side, wherever you are. I will never abandon you baby. Never"

I take her hand, holding it as I break down, sobbing, her free arm hugging me to her

I can't explain how I'm feeling, just a mixture of happiness, relief, gratefulness, sadness, despair all swirling inside me

Just knowing she's here, she's never leaving me no matter what is more than I deserve

"You're worth anything and everything Sannie. As long as we're together, we'll be ok baby. I promise"

I nod, wrapping my arms around her, holding her tightly, my face buried in her neck

Her arms move around me, her fingers gently running in my hair

"Please Sannie. No more fights baby. We'll find another way ok? Please baby", she begs

I nod, whispering in her neck, "Ok naekkeo. No more"

She's never asked me to stop before, just silently taking care of me after the matches but I know she didn't want me to continue the fights

And even though we need the money, I'm going to stop because she's asking me

I can't deny her anything, especially when she's going through all this to be with me

I will never break her trust, never go back on my word

Not when it comes to her

So if she wants me to stop, I will

Lifting my head, I look in her beautiful eyes, softly cupping her cheek, "I promise, no more fights naekkeo"

She nods, relief in her face

"I love you Jo. More than anything"

She smiles softly, "I love you Sannie"

She kisses me softly, her arms moving around my neck, warmth crawling up my body as my head spins

I pull her into my lap, deepening the kiss, her tongue against mine, her fingers in my hair

Moving, I get us on our bed, laying next to her, our bodies turned to each other as we kiss

Her hands gently touch me, her fingers leaving heat in every cell on my skin

She gently pushes me to my back, hovering over me, her lips pressing to my neck

I close my eyes in pleasure as my naekkeo's soft lips kiss me

I move my hands under her shirt, feeling her soft warm skin as I travel up her back, pulling her shirt up at the same time

Taking it off her, I move my hands around her again, undoing her bra, her big boobs immediately in my hands

I squeeze softly, feeling her nipples harden against my palms

She sits on my lap, looking down at me, her fingers gently touching a new bruise from tonight's match

I have lots of bruises on my body, old ones and new

I know she hates it but at least there won't be new ones anymore

She leans down, her lips pressing the softest kiss she's ever given me on the bruise

My breath hitches as she moves her lips to another bruise, this time an old one, kissing there too

She continues to kiss each and every bruise on my body, a wave of utter acceptance and love crashing into me

Tears spring to my eyes and fall as she presses her lips all over my chest, my stomach, my arms, her hands softly trailing in her kisses wake

"My strong Sannie", she whispers, kissing my palm, making me cry more, "My baby"

She presses a kiss to each of my finger tips, then moves to my other hand doing the same thing

"My love of my life", she says, her eyes on mine, "My everything"

I can't stop the tears that are flowing

I'm just in awe that this amazing woman loves me this much

That she considers me her everything when I can't give her much of anything

That she just wants me when she could have a better life without me

That she's willing to give up that better life to be with me

She's completely extraordinary and I thank my lucky stars she's mine

"I love you Sannie", she says, her hands gently wiping the tears from my eyes

"I love you Jo", I cry, "I love you so much naekkeo"

She smiles, her lips against mine again and I fall into her kiss

I slide my hands down her back, pushing her pants and panties down as far as I can

She smiles into the kiss before moving off me and taking the rest of her clothes off

She reaches for my pants, dragging them and my boxers down and off

I watch her lean down, her tongue slowly running up my hard cock, pleasure humming in my body

She licks up my dick again and again, her tongue feeling so fucking good, so wet, so firm against me

Her tongue licks along my slit, making my body shiver

"Mmm yummy Sannie", she murmurs, swirling her tongue around my head, "My baby always tastes so good for me"

I whine as her mouth wraps around my head, soft sucking sensations taking over my body

She slowly moves down my cock, giving me long sucks that has my body trembling against the bed, my fingers gripping onto the sheets

"Baby, fuck", I moan, her mouth feeling utterly amazing, her tongue against my cock as she sucks

She finally moves all the way down, deep throating me, my cock nestled and throbbing in her throat

When she starts bobbing her head, I moan loudly, the feel of sliding out of her throat then going back into that tightness so fucking pleasurable

Her head moves faster, taking me in and out over and over, my head and body filled with bliss

She is so fucking good at blow jobs it's amazing

She watches me, her big brown eyes teary, bringing me closer with each move

I run my fingers in her hair, stopping her

"Need you", I whisper

She nods, pulling me out of her mouth

Getting in my lap, she holds my dick up under her, sitting on my head

Her tight hole spreads open for me as she sinks down on my length, slowly taking an inch at a time

"Naekkeo, fuck", I whimper, watching her cunt take me, completely drenching me, "All the way baby"

She smiles, her hips moving as she wiggles down my cock, "Always Sannie. Always want all of you inside"

I know she does

We can't get enough of each other and living in a van hasn't dimmed down our sex life at all

She bottoms me out, her hips immediately grinding so slowly on me, driving me crazy

"Baby", I whine

"Shh baby", she smirks, "I'm gonna ride you the way I want to but don't worry Sannie. You know I'll always make you feel so good"

I nod, knowing she will

Both of us are all about the other when it comes to sex

She wants to make me feel good and I want to do that for her

It's why sex with her is the best I've ever had

Her small hands move onto my stomach, leaning on me as she slides up my length, leaving my cock a wet creamy mess

"Baby fuck, so wet already", I moan

"Mm can't help it", she whimpers as her cunt tightens around my head, feeling so good, "You're cock is the best baby. So hard. Feels so good"

With that, she slides back down slowly, clenching my cock over and over as she goes down, pleasure blasting into every cell as my length pushes through her tightness

"Oh my god naekkeo", I pant, feeling every inch of her pussy smother my cock as she bottoms me out

She grinds on me, my head rubbing against her spot, her beautiful body shaking on top of me

"Mmm Sannie", she moans softly, starting to bounce so slowly on my length, making sure she squeezes hard as she moves up and down, feeling incredibly good

I watch her, hypnotized by the way her gorgeous body moves on me, by the pleasure on her face

I slide my hands up her body, starting from her thighs, feeling her soft skin tremble against my fingertips, soft sighs of bliss coming from her slightly parted lips

I'm so fucking lucky this amazing woman is mine

My hands move around her bouncing boobs, squeezing gently, rubbing my thumbs across her nipples

Her hands wrap around my wrists, her bounces going just a touch faster but still agonizingly slow

"Sannie", she whimpers, her body arching in pleasure, her cunt throbbing hard and completely creaming my cock, beads of sweat slowly rolling down her perfect body

"Cum for me naekkeo", I whisper, wanting to feel that pleasure her orgasms give me, "Fall apart for me baby"

"Sannie", she moans, taking my entire cock inside her, her orgasm starting

Intense pleasure washes over me from her pretty pussy squeezes my cock in a vice grip, flooding my dick and lap in her cream

I watch the stunning sight of my naekkeo coming and I swear I've never seen anything so fucking beautiful

"Good girl", I praise her, "My good girl. Fuck naekkeo, feels so good"

"So good Sannie", she whimpers

As soon as she finishes, I'm sitting up, crashing my lips to hers, kissing her passionately

Pulling her sweaty body right against mine, I lay down with her and roll us over, getting on top of her

Her legs wrap around my waist and I can't describe how much I love that feeling

Thrusting into her, I bottom out quickly but stay buried inside her, just wanting to feel her pulsing pussy wrapped around me for a minute

Her small hands lay flat on my back, slowly sliding up and down, sending chills down my spine and heat through all my nerves

As I kiss her, I slowly pull out, loving the feeling of her pussy tugging on my dick, wanting to keep me inside

When I move back in, her hips lift, meeting my stroke, letting my cock plunge deeper inside her

She moans in my mouth as my head hits her spot, her legs tightening around me

We move together, meeting each other as I go back in, my pelvis rubbing against her little clit with each move

She breaks the kiss, moaning my name, as I move my arm around her waist, keeping her right against me while we make love to each other

I lean my forehead against hers, her hand sliding in my hair, holding on, our breaths mixing with each other's, pure bliss running through my body

"Sannie", she whispers, opening her eyes and locking them on mine, "I love you Sannie"

I smile, love for her filling my body, "I love you Joanne. More than anything naekkeo"

"So much baby. Forever", she whispers

I nod, "Forever naekkeo"

I know I will never stop loving her

It's just not possible

She's my absolute everything

"San", she whines, both of us right there, her pussy spasming so hard, soaking every inch of me

I slip in, rubbing her spot and she cries my name as she cums

Her cunt chokes my cock, ecstacy tidal waving into every cell in my body and I hold her so tightly, moaning her name as I cum

"Joanne, naekkeo. Fuck baby", I whimper, closing my eyes while the fucking pleasure increasing as her cunt milks my cock for all my cum, her repeated whispers of my name washing over me

"San. My Sannie. Sannie"

We cling onto each other as the pleasure fades, my eyes opening and meeting hers again

I press my lips against hers in a kiss as I pull out of her

I shift to lay next to her, her body turning and entangling with mine as our lips stay locked together, her fingers slowly running up and down my back

When the kiss ends, I lay on my back and she cuddles against me, her head on my chest, her leg moving over my body

I grab the blanket that was pushed to my side of the bed and get it over us, then play with her hair as we lay together

"I love you", she whispers, kissing my chest right where my heart is, making it skip a beat

"I love you", I tell her

A silence falls but my mind is running a mile a minute

"Naekkeo", I whisper, deciding the time is right

"Yeah Sannie?"

"Would you....would you want...to marry me?"

There, I asked

Her breathing still as her head tilts up, her eyes immediately looking into mine

"Are you serious?"

I nod, one hundred percent serious

I've wanted to ask her for awhile but I can't afford a ring and I didn't want to do it without one but the reality is I doubt I'll ever be able to afford one for her

But just because there's no ring doesn't mean we can't get married

"Yeah naekkeo. I love you so much Joanne. I never want to be without you", I tell her, "I don't have a ring and I don't think I'll ever be able to get you one-"

"Shush Sannie", she says, softly touching the side of my face, "I don't need a ring San. I just need you"

"You have me baby. Always", I assure her

"And you have me Sannie. Always too", she says

After tonight and everything she said, I know for sure I have her forever

There's no doubt in my mind that I'm always going to be with her

"And yes Sannie. I want to marry you"

"Yeah?", I ask, smiling

"Of course Sannie. When are you going to realize you're my everything baby and I only want you?"

"I'm starting to get it naekkeo", I tell her, "I'm getting it"

"Good", she smiles happily, "When can we get married?"

I laugh, "Well naekkeo, we do have some money now and I don't think it costs too much to get married in city hall"

"Hmm yeah. I think I'll research everything online tomorrow during my break and I'll let you know what we have to do"

"Sure baby. Then we can figure out when-"

"Hopefully this month", she says, "If that's ok with you"

"Are you kidding? The love of my life wants to marry me asap, of course I'm more than ok with that"

"Yay", she cheers adorably, "I can't wait to be a Choi"

Did she say..

"You....you want to take my last name?", I ask softly

She smiles at me, stroking my cheek softly, "Of course Sannie. I want my last name to be the same as yours. Unless you don't-"

"No I do", I say quickly, "I do want that baby, I just want to make sure it's what you want"

"It is. I want to be Choi, Joanne, the wife of Choi San. I want that more than anything baby"

My heart swells with love, happiness and gratitude that I have the best girl on this planet

She is extraordinary and precious and I will do everything in my power to take care of her, protect her and make a better life for her

I swear

"I want that more than anything too naekkeo", I tell her

"Well it's good that we're going to get what we want baby", she answers

"Yeah, it's good"

She leans closer, kissing me softly, her kiss feeling like heaven

"I love you Sannie"

"I love you Jo"

Cuddling into each other, I hold my naekkeo, happy and hopeful for our future

#choi san fanfic #ateez san fanfic #san fanfic #choi san smut #ateez san smut #san smut #ateez fanfic #ateez smut

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professorsparklepants · 1 year ago

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Spotify | Youtube (lyricless) | Youtube (with translated lyrics)*

a voice came to me in a dream saying that i could make a life and death companions playlists using only kpop songs. and that voice? was kim dokja.

*flashing warning for Killing Me

TRACKLIST BELOW THE CUT

Illusion | aespa

Follow me, come and get illusion Swallow it all at once, delicious Irresistible bait, hook up Feeding on attention and growing up

Did I pick this song just because it had the word dokkaebi in it? Maybe. But you can't deny it's a starstream bop.

Deep | Hyo

Hiding sharp teeth, tension with you I predict eyes to eyes, explore it with you Oh you can take it? Won't be easy, you'll see Like the waves I'll hit you, whip up the water, deeper into me

This was the last song I added, but "two sharks circling each other in the water as a metaphor for a relationship" is SO early joongdok.

Camo | BoA

Hey baby, in the darkness with all the lights off I've hidden my shadow, I can't be tied down To some place tonight, my face has changed My heart is moving, but my camouflage will hide it I still don't know, yeah, my own heart The thick colors of the camouflage cover up the new world that'll surprise me

The dowager queen of kpop delivers a Kim Dokja song through and through.

Drunk-Dazed | ENHYPEN

I feel it, my head's in a daze daze daze I'm addicted, I replay-play-play The way you want it, go as far as you can to reach it Trapped in the carnival wow wow

[slaps Yoo Joonghyuk] this boy can fit so much timeloop trauma inside him

Want | Taemin

(Hot, Hot) Teasing you slowly (Hot, hot) Making you fall for me without limit (Hot, hot) Waking you up from the silence underneath your deep sea (Hot, hot) Will leave you wanting more, thirsting for more

I can't do a kpop themed shipping playlist and NOT include the King of Hoe Anthems himself.

Devil By the Window | TXT

Waste, waste away in the gutter with me No, I can't tell what is fake in my reality I see the waves, see the waves wash over me Oh, stay, you can stay when you're tempted to leave

Deja Vu | Dreamcatcher

Me deleting Lucifer by SHINee from the playlist because the lyrics don't fit: OTL

Me when I find another kpop song about Devils that's also way gayer: 😈

So now, I'm holding this pain Like you, who has thrown everything away Each day gets clearer Endlessly before me, oh deja vu Oh deja vu, oh deja vu, Oh deja vu, so I've fallen now Till the day I run out of breath, I can't let you go again Because we'll spend every moment together Don't get any further away from me

This is the only surviving entry from when this was 100% a joke playlist and not partially serious.

Psycho | Red Velvet

You got me feeling like a psycho, psycho People keep telling us As we fight like it's our last but then we get along They don't get it, it's so funny

Dysfunctional relationship anthem.

Killing Me | Chungha

Forgotten again these days The time has stopped When does it end? Try to pretend I'm used to it by now Something just fell apart What fell is the broken heart Future is trapped and has collapsed Everything is because of you

Is is really a joongdok playlist without at least one depressed breakup song?

Fiction | Highlight (formerly Beast)

Like this again (fiction in fiction) I can't end it (fiction in fiction) I am writing the story that will never end in my heart I will hold onto you (fiction in fiction) I won't let you go (fiction in fiction) I'm in the story of you and i that hasn't ended still, even today in fiction

I know Kim Dokja is the reader and not the writer but I couldn't NOT.

Heroine | Sunmi

In this drama of just us two The true hero was you, baby Yeah today you're being you Like a brilliant hero Just do as you have always done Even if that's playing the villain Even if that makes me sad You've got to be yourself Even if that hurts me, even if it's a sad ending The show must go on

This is the first song I added, honestly. Perfect for them.

What Can I Do | Day6

What am I to you? Do you even have feelings for me? Every time I meet you, you change Feels like I know you, but then I don't You meet all the people in the world but you have no time to give me? You're too much, why do you drive me so crazy?

I found this on a list of the gayest kpop songs.

Star | Loona

You're in my mind when I'm asleep I'm seeing stars sink in these dreams I don't wanna spend these hours with nobody else I'm in your mind, you're my dreams I'm freaking out I don't wanna leave But so selfishly I want you and nobody else

I debated between Voice (Korean version) and Star (English version) but then I realized Star has lines that can be read as the possession thing so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Untouchable | Everglow

Tell me now, tell me now you want me Your feeling can be seen clearly like mine You and I are like one, we're so alike Talk about, talk about us, I want you My feeling can be seen clearly like yours Whatever people say, we're untouchable

Battle couple anthem.

Feel Special | Twice

You make me feel special No matter how the world brings me down Even when hurtful words stab me I smile again cause you're there That's what you do One moment I feel like I'm nothing at all Like no one would notice if I were gone But then when I hear you calling me, I feel loved I feel so special

When I realized I could put this song on this playlist I cackled.

Fairy of Shampoo | TXT

I don't feel lonely when I see you Even if I'm with my sad heart It just disappears far away Dear, you are my fairy of shampoo From this moment on, I will love you

This song is so fucking funny. Me and the woman from a shampoo commercial I have a parasocial relationship with.

Survive the Night | The Boyz

A crying child pouring starlight I got lost in the night I'm still lost there Though I realize it all I have to get out of here, warning warning warning Towards you running running running Small fragments and intersecting sensations only faint traces remember you I endure the dawn without you again, oh yeah

[pours one out for Kim Dokja's entire personal timeline]

Into the New World | Girls Generation

I love you, just like this The longed end of wandering I leave behind this world's unending sadness In the many unknowable paths I follow a dim light It's something we'll do together to the end Into my new world

Joongdok can have a protest song about reaching the end of the scenarios together. As a treat.

#fanmix #omniscent reader #omniscient reader's viewpoint #orv #kim dokja #yoo joonghyuk #yu junghyeok #joongdok #jungdok #webtoons #my mix

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cultofdionysusnet · 5 months ago

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𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓛𝓪𝓷𝓰𝓾𝓪𝓰𝓮 𝓸𝓯 𝓕𝓵𝓸𝔀𝓮𝓻𝓼 ~ 𝓜𝓛

It's spring and the flowers are blooming! Take a walk through a cultivated garden or a wild meadow to inhale the wonderful medley of aromas provided by mother nature. But with each blossom and bundle of pollen is always an underlying meaning. Whether you're broken hearted, attempting to explain your feelings, or simply looking for subtly-worded revenge, flowers can be your language.

°˖✧✿✧˖° Masterlist°˖✧✿✧˖°

°˖✧✿✧˖°First Flower by Jackie @mint-yooxgi: One Love (Mingi, Ateez) Yellow Tulip {One Sided Love}

Summary: The ones we love never truly leave us, do they?

°˖✧✿✧˖°Second Flower by Dee @desirehorizon: Hibiscus (Mingi, Ateez) Hibiscus {Gentle}

Summary: be gentle with your pretty boy :((

°˖✧✿✧˖°Third Flower by Rain @itsnotmydejavu: Make Sure To Forget Me Not! (Chan, Stray Kids) Forget-me-not {true love}

Summary: being a teacher was tough work, but you loved watching kids grow into smart and amazing kids. If there was one thing, however, you were confused over was how Mr. Bang, the father of little Felix, was handing you so many forget-me-nots. And why it makes Felix giggle every time his dad did. No matter, they were beautiful and perfect for your house and…wait did Chan ask you on a date?!

°˖✧✿✧˖°Forth Flower by Jackie: Permanent (Wooyoung, Ateez) Bluebell {Grateful}, Lavender {Faithful}, Lily of the Valley {Sweet}

Summary: Expect the unexpected, especially when it comes to your boyfriend.

°˖✧✿✧˖°Fifth Flower by Kat @hee0soo: The Meaning of a Flower (Jongho, Ateez) Carnation {fascination, distinction, love}, Daffodil {respect}, Daisy {faith}, Camellia (white) {waiting}

Summary — The language of flowers was something Jongho had never bothered with. Maybe he should heve tho...

°˖✧✿✧˖°Sixth Flower by Bro @bro-atz: Freesia (Wooyoung, Ateez) Freesia {childish, immature}

Summary: all wooyoung wants is someone to love him.

°˖✧✿✧˖°Seventh Flower by Anya @anyamaris: Morning Glory (Yeosang, Ateez) Morning Glory {willful promises}

Summary: Your best friend comes over after an unexpected visit from your cheating ex, and a night of comfort produces something unexpected.

°˖✧✿✧˖°Eighth Flower by Rain: Paradise (Taehyun, Txt) Spanish Jasmine {friendly, graceful}

Summary: you - the queen of this land- had just lost your king, whatever shall you do? In your husband’s will, he had told you to move on, to find someone suitable for your heart…and you figured, who better than the man who you loved first, Kang Taehyun.:

°˖✧✿✧˖°Ninth Flower by Jackie: What about Me? (San, Ateez) Yellow Rose {jealousy}

Summary: An innocent gesture, or something much deeper?

°˖✧✿✧˖°Tenth Flower by Topaz @sanjoongie: I belong to you (Yeonjun, Txt) Zinnia {loyalty}

Summary: when you, a vampire master, learned of your lover Yeonjun's death, you fell into a deep sleep rather than mourn the loss. Yeonjun, as it turned out, wasn't dead but was devoted to waiting until you woke up. This is your story~

°˖✧✿✧˖°Eleventh Flower by Anya: Devoted to you (Soobin, Txt) White Rose {innocence, silence, devotion}

Summary: As you tend your garden, you're unaware of the presence watching over you.

°˖✧✿✧˖°Twelfth Flower by Topaz: I will consume you (Hyunjin, Stray Kids) Endelweiss {courage. power}

Summary: When a horrid government decides the only way to deal with you is to make you a priestess of a dark god, 'a great honor', when actuality is a death sentence, you put on your bravest face and go head to head with the horror of your fate. But when it turns out not everything is as it seems to be, just perhaps you could be in charge of your fate... if you survive, of course

°˖✧✿✧˖°Thirteenth Flower by Jasper @starlitmark: The Magnolia (Yunho, Ateez) Magnolia {natural}

Summary: You were enjoying a peaceful moment in the café when a man came to sit across from you at the table. Something in you changed.

°˖✧✿✧˖°Fourteenth Flower by Sar @kpop-stories-21: If You Walk Away, I know I'll Fade (Yeonjun, Txt) Lily (orange) {hatred, revenge}

Summary: You're used to Yeonjun being mean, teasing people and calling them awful names. You just brush it off as harmless fun, calling the ones that get upset wimps who can't take a joke. But when Yeonjun's acidic words get turned on you, you suddenly realize just how toxic your boyfriend really is.

°˖✧✿✧˖°Fifteenth Flower by Queenie @wooyoungqueen: Revenge (Ateez) Lily (orange) {hatred, revenge}

Summary: a young king doesn't care for anyone but himself, destroying everything . but two villagers will stop him and get their revenge

°˖✧✿✧˖°Sixteenth Flower by Bro: Daffodil (Hongjoong, Ateez) Daffodil {respect}

Summary: you can't help but have a crush on your child's teacher, mr. kim hongjoong.

°˖✧✿✧˖°Seventeenth Flower by Ki @kwanisms: Sweet Temptations (Seonghwa, Ateez) Lily (white) {purity, chastity}

Summary: Y/N favorite part of working at the Sweet Temptations Cafe is the view of the gorgeous flower shop across the street and the handsome and kind florist who comes in every morning at 7 am on the dot.

°˖✧✿✧˖°Eighteenth Flower by Topaz: I can fix you (Yunho, Ateez) Black Lily {love, curse}

Summary: when a devastating accident in the engine room destroys your body, a scientist offers his abilities to repair you... he sees a beauty, you see a beast. His love is truly a cursed one

°˖✧✿✧˖°Nineteenth Flower by Rie @pyeonghongrie: Guilty as Sin? (Hongjoong, Ateez) Camellia (yellow) {longing}

Summary: Faded fantasies making way to labored breaths, the idea of a person making a home in your mind, even when the nights are long and lonely. You can't find it in yourself to feel guilty.

°˖✧✿✧˖°Twentieth Flower by Bro: Chrysanthemum (Jongho, Ateez) Chrysanthemum (white) {truth}

Summary: you and jongho lay everything out there over chrysanthemum tea.

°˖✧✿✧˖°Twenty First Flower by Bro: Iris (Mingi, Ateez) Iris {good news, glad tidings, loyalty}

Summary: mingi just wants to be a dad, but you don't really want to have a child.

°˖✧✿✧˖°Twenty Second Flower by Daeeun @daddyfordaeddy: I Can't Make You Love Me (Jongho, Ateez) Tulip (yellow) {one sided love}

Summary: You're in love with Jongho, but all he wants is your body. Against your better judgement, you keep letting him use you.

°˖✧✿✧˖°Twenty Third Flower by Bro: Cherry Blossom (Seonghwa, Ateez) Cherry Blossom {kind, gentle, transience of life}

Summary: seonghwa wants to take you on an animal crossing date under the cherry blossom trees.

°˖✧✿✧˖°Twenty Forth Flower by Jay: @twisted-tales-of-all: Until We Meet Again (San, Ateez) Camellia (red) {in love, perishing with grace} and (white) {waiting}

Summary: Although San is left alone to watch the shrine after his friends move onto the next plane, he faces someone who reminds him of his past love.

°˖✧✿✧˖°Twenty Fifth Flower by Bro: Daisy (Yeosang, Ateez) Daisy {faith}

Summary: you keep plucking daisy petals trying to figure out if yeosang liked you back.

°˖✧✿✧˖°Twenty Sixth Flower by Sky @yoonguurt: The Secret Garden (Hongjoong, Ateez) Gardenia {secret love}

Summary: Spring brings with it the need for a change. You're in a writing rut and that just can't happen right now. You decided to spend a few months with your aunt at her massive garden estate. for the first time in 10 years. Dreams of a boy you don't remember become a nightly thing. Who is this boy?

°˖✧✿✧˖°Twenty Seventh Flower by Bro: Dahlia (San, Ateez) Dahlia {good taste}

Summary: san is your perfect man, but he's also the perfect man for others.

°˖✧✿✧˖°Twenty Eighth Flower by Bro: Carnation (Yunho, Ateez) Carnation {fascination, distinction, love}

Summary: you find a photo album that you've never seen before, and you have many questions

#ೄྀ࿐ ˊˎ- Events #codn: spring24

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sungpeach · 1 year ago

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n a v i g a t i o n

hi yall i'm demi (26, they/she, pacific) and this is sung! feel free to give this a like or dm me on discord at demi6468 if you'd like to plot

if you're wondering if i'm the demi you know... probably. it's been a while since i've done tumblr rp so pls bear w me. this barbie is also a shawol so expect constant references in and out of character. that said, more sung info (sungfo, if u will) below:

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background:

grew up poor but then listened to paris hilton and just stopped being poor (or, as history will say, his parents' restaurant business blew up)

moved around quite a bit in older child/tween years as the business grew

was an idol fan from a young age, but the 'rents wanted sung as their business successor

sucks 4 them sung became a trainee anyway. was set for debut after a couple years but that fell through, then the company started treating him as a model instead of an idol and it wore him down and he left

took on military service

didn't give up on his dream tho, joined another company after coming back and worked as a back up dancer for a fallback

tldr for the ending survival show > temporary group > disbandment > solo

personality:

vitamin, sunshine, kind, sweet, polite, hopeless romantic, hard working, determined, introspective, dreamer, overthinker, judgmental, gives himself very good advice but very seldom follows it, can be a bit manipulative (though he doesn't think he is)

he's a pisces, for context on all the above. also a crybaby. cries for happiness, sadness, anything in between

sung's idol self and true self aren't particularly different, idol sung is just more careful/shows negative traits less. he has a pretty good reputation, and a lot of his Brand relies on being likable

the biggest actual difference is sung's a raging homo, which ofc isn't public knowledge

introverted extrovert. most would class him as an extrovert, but he really needs the time to have a cool down period

plots:

sung loves to read, so fellow readers are an easy connection

cares Very Much about music and dance. while he's a known kpop gg stan, he has a decent range of taste in music. over his idol career, he's developed a strong love for songwriting and choreographing to where at this point he's not particularly interested in releasing anything his hands Haven't touched. this is a great place for other diehards/creatives to connect, but also where sung's negative traits could come out. he could be quick to judge someone's commitment level and react poorly due to it

it'd be Lovely to fill the role of a choreographer that sung really respects and has a close relationship with. preferably not an idol for this one, but they would be the person who co-choreographed and starred in sung's move! i see this relationship as one where their passions about dance line up very well and it was an instant connection. they could have worked together at other points as well, like choreographing for bsides for his first solo concert

that said, would also love other dancers that he keeps on retainer for releases and performances! as he cares so much about his ~art~ he really wants to keep those he feels align with his work. so the same faces pop up a lot. he's very loyal and gives flowers (mostly metaphorical but literal too) to all staff and crew, whether they're on stage with him or not

also loves romantic dramas. he's less knowledgable in other fields (least knowledgable in horror) but still partakes. he's just more likely to sims 4 get famous scream and faint over a romance actor

any athletes i am so sorry to tell u this gayby has no clue who you are

other survival group members! idt i'll make it an official wanted ad since i left everything so vague, but there are so many directions for that. i also Headcanon jsj (the temp group) to being a pseudo sibling group with rhiannon and yebin's viv:id 🤓

i'd love for another vivid member to come and be the feat on sung's song be your enemy! yebin was karina in want and rhi was seulgi on heart stop so it'd be fun to continue the trend

another negative place to come from could be just catching sung on a bad day back when he was pushed as a model in his og company. he was very worn out, discouraged, and idk teen hormones im sure didn't make it easier. on the flip side, someone supporting him then would be lovely

the easiest way to tick sung off without much effort has to do with politeness. he gives a lot more grace to foreigners, but really doesn't stand for it from born koreans

i mention negative ideas most since those are hardest for nice muses BUT in gen, sung is kind of a 'friend of the industry' guy. though, especially when he was younger, he had a hard time picking up on cues from people that they didn't want to be friends. he's pretty full on and touchy straight away. loves him a little cuddle

with romance, he's a chronic falling in love with friends-er. but he's also a True hopeless romantic so a guy says smth nice to him once and he walks away with a little bit of a crush 9/10 times. doesn't tend to go for his best interests, so negative romantic r/s are welcome too (past or present)

also he had a gf sometime when he was around 16-18, so that could be fun to play with!

#thefourintro

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Hii, I was wondering what your thoughts are on zb1? I’ve watched quite a few survival shows (unit, i-land, &audition, boys planet, fantasy boys) but the only one I watched as it was actually happening was boys planet and I feel like that’s what led me to pay closer attention to zb1. I wasn’t expecting this but they are now one of my favourite groups. I think Taerae is my favourite, he’s like a cute, awkward grandpa and he has a beautiful smile and dimples. His dimples >>. He really caught my eye in a cover of man in love by infinite on bp and he was also on masked singer recently. As someone who is pan, I feel quite comfortable with this group too. Multiple of them seem like they’d be quite supportive and open minded. They are quite 💅Have you seen any of the jokes/iconic moments like Ricky being young and rich or Hanbin mothering? Sometimes Yujin makes me sad tho. One of the mentors on bp kept expressing how much she liked him (in a crush way) and repeatedly asked him to say “I love you, noona”. It was a bit funny at first but it happened so many times that it became creepy. Yk how sometimes an idol says or does something and it keeps getting brought up again and again and it sort of gets integrated into their persona or it becomes their Thing. I don’t want Yujin’s thing to be that. I’m only a few months older than him, we’d be in the same school year, and I think I wouldn’t like to be in that situation. At the moment, it doesn’t seem to be bad though. Aside from that, I’m really excited to see how things work out for them. Also, what groups do you stan(apart from nct and skz) or used to stan?

Oh well I've never seen any of the survival shows, honestly not even stray kids. I actually only really watch like content inside of NCT and Stray Kids YouTube channels even then I'm super behind. I'm sorry I can't provide any insight for you, my taste in media is really weird and a lot of survival shows, dramas, movies even variety shows just don't fall into that. Even then I only really watch personal kpop group vlogs like JCC, and stray kids personal day vlogs and I loved wayv's Disney vlog Winwin was so cute. And their camping vlogs. So like chill non stressful content is my thing. Sorry, but I've seen Ricky from boys planet just around. He seems like a sweet boy.

Other than NCT and skz I Stan Exo, TXT, Blackpink,P1harmony and Ateez.

I used to Stan Teen Top, Ukiss, B1A4, Snsd, 4 minute, 2ne1, Sistar, B.A.P and Secret pretty much all of them have disbanded or are just inactive but Ukiss did an anniversary comeback. Also SHINee is a limbo group where i will always love them but it's just hard to listen to them still. I'm very much a 2nd\3rd gen kpop fan

And I accidentally fell into Twice, I saw a video of Jeongyeon push a member out of the way to wave to the camera a few months ago and fell in love with her and I have just been falling into them more and more slowly but surely.

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milkwaydreams · 2 years ago

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I posted 334 times in 2022

That's 334 more posts than 2021!

13 posts created (4%)

321 posts reblogged (96%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@nanons

@team-win

@wuxyings

@gunsatthaphan

@scoupsy

I tagged 12 of my posts in 2022

#kpop - 6 posts

#haechan - 3 posts

#nct - 3 posts

#renjun - 3 posts

#jaemin - 3 posts

#chenle - 3 posts

#kinnporsche - 3 posts

#mark lee - 3 posts

#taeyong - 2 posts

#doyoung - 2 posts

Longest Tag: 91 characters

#i just know the one of them is kidnapped out of nowhere and they fall in love for no reason

My Top Posts in 2022:

Okay, I didn't know it was possible but, I just fell in love with Seventeen... AGAIN!!

FOR GOD'S SAKE, THEY ARE ALREADY MY ULT. WHAT MORE THEY WANT FROM ME???!!

I WILL GIVE EVERYTHING FOR THEM ANYWAY

Everyone looks SOOO GOOD this era. MINGHAO????!!!!!!! DK???!!! SCOUPS LONG HAIR??!!! LIKE.... OMG. HELP.

I was down the hole day and now, I'm so happy. This is the effect Seventeen has on me. Thank you boys, for everything 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️

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Is it possible to be bias wrecked by your own bias??!!

LEE TAEYONG, GO EASY ON ME BOY!

I'M YOUR WEAKEST SOLDIER 🥵🥵🥵

and the plaque behind does say "caution"...

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I must say: wow. WHAT A MENTAL BREAKDOWN I HAD KINNPORSCHE. THANK YOU 😭😭😭😭

VegasPete BREAKING ME DOWN WITH THEN... I can't... How am I going to survive now??

I was getting really mad thinking that Vegas died, I was like "What? Really? Don't do this to me production crew. Please don't...", but, after that post credits scene... I forgive you for everything 🤣🤣🤣

IT WAS SO FREAKING CUTE. OMG... I can't even talk about how much I loved that scene. Macau being cute with his brother, oh my God. And I can't stop thinking about the conversations that Macau and Pete had while Vegas was sleeping. That "That was fast" from Macau, got me thinking they plotted making Vegas act cute AND I LOVED IT 😭😭😭😭

Also, so sad we didn't get a proper ending to KimChay🥺🥺🥺

But... THAT SCENE OF KIM PROTECTING CHAY🥵🥵🥵🥵 AS IF I WASN'T ALREADY IN LOVE WITH JEFF ENOUGH🤣🤣🤣

I couldn't stop smiling and giggling the whole scene🤣🤣🙈🙈🙈

There's still so many things to unveil. I really hope to get a second season 🥺🥺

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~BL/GL TAG GAME~

I was tagged by @wanderlust-in-my-soul 😍

Your all time favorite bl character and why?

Wow, there are some.

I have to say Intouch (UWMA) because I love his determination. He says "That boy is gonna be mine" and he gets the boy. I love him for it.

Also Ram (My Engineer) because I loove his personality. I see myself in him a little bit. He only talks to who he wants to and when he wants and I think that's so funny🤣. He also love animals and is afraid of kids just like me so.. 🤣🤣

What’s your one character from a bl you wanted to punt into the stratosphere (you only get one so choose wisely).

Humm... I know that I should choose only one but, Korn and Intouch's (UWMA) fathers for OBVIOUS reasons🤬

Or Llong (TharnType) because, Tharn and Type are toxic to each other A LOT, but, Llong was going to KILL Type if their friends didn't stopped him and, he literally hire some guys to RAPE a completely innocent person just because he was dating Tharn.

The best music moment from a bl.

I guess, Sarawat (2gether) singing "Tine" in the last episode. Or Korn and Win (Cupid's Last Wish) COMPLETELY high singing and dancing like they were recording a MV in the middle of nowhere 🤣🤣

What’s a popular heterosexual text that you would like to see adapted into a bl/gl?

I would love to see a BL version of Boys Over Flowers (or F4 Thailand, or Meteor Garden. You get it). Not exactly a "text" but, I thought about it while seeing F4 Thailand on air "It's always the same. It would be amazing if it ended up being a BL in the end" 🤣🤣🤣

A scene from a bl that always makes you laugh.

The last RamKing (My Engineer) scene where King thinks Ram was drunk and didn't remember their kiss, but Ram didn't drink at all🤣🤣

Also, that one when Saifah and Zon (Why R U?) wakes up cuddling to it other and Zon starts saying nonsense like "Did you used condom? Am I gonna get pregnant?" 🤣🤣🤣 I Love this scene🤣🤣

Biggest disappointment.

Enchanté. The first episode was really cute, but then, I don't know what happened. I loved the whole "Find the Enchanté" thing just to be the own Theo who wrote it because he wanted Akk's attention... And that last episode, what was that? Out of nowhere, after doing all that book scene to get Akk, he's leaving just like that?! And Akk's sister saying those things to him??? That's her way of helping?? Really disappointed.

And I have to mention Cutie Pie. It's not bad, but I guess I waited too much for too long. Since the first announcement that Zee was going to be in a new BL, I was sooo hyped, but when I finally watched it, it didn't get me. Still going to watch it anyway because I love the actors and I loved the other couples, but I got really lazy, unfortunately🥺🥺

What two random bl/gl characters would make hilarious exes?

I have no idea 🤣🤣🤣🙈🙈

But I thought about a conversation of Fiat (Don't Say No), Jang Jaeyoung (Semantic Error) and Nuea, Kaeng and Team (Y Destiny), they would count bodies all day 🤣🤣🤣

Who would be the funniest person to person to watch a bl in its entirety and which one would you make them watch.

A lot of people finds it weird but, I always watch BL with my mom🤣🤣 She's is best person to watch it with. She loves anything I choose to so🤣🤣

I also would love to watch Cherry Blossom After Winter with @wanderlust-in-my-soul it would be perfect 😍😍

Best wardrobe moment/or character wardrobe from a bl.

I love the red suit Fiat (Don't Say No) wears for the party in the end. That entrance with the twins (who are really cute too) behind him, wow😍😍

And I guess Kinn's (KinnPorsche) whole wardrobe too. That man knows how to wear a suit, as he should cause, wow, he's GORGEOUS in those suits🤤

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My #1 post of 2022

Okay, I just want to put it out what I'm feeling right now after EP13, but I'm going to focus only on PeteVegas because, too much happened in this episode.

First of all, I just need to leave something very clear here: I didn't knew anything about the novel before watching the series so, I was really blind and didn't know what to expect. That being said, let's move on.

I still don't know what I feel when I think about them. I started watching KinnPorsche BECAUSE of VegasPete, I wanted to see them together. Them Pete got captured and I realized the road that they would go.

I'm completely biased by Bible, so I didn't imagine that I would HATE his character. And I did. For a moment. Now I'm... Confused cause at the same time I want to kill him, I want to protect him ("At the same time I wanna hug you, I wanna wrap my hands around your neck - P!nk")

Something I'm really enjoying is to see how everyone interpret their relationship differently, that's amazing. So I want to leave here what I think they have.

I don't think it Love. I don't think it's anything really rational. I think they developed a toxic emotional support that they crave above anything else. I genuinely think they can't live without each other anymore because of this bounding. Vegas gets better because of Pete, but also he can reach his peak of destruction for Pete too. The same for Pete. He has a pure heart even after everything he did and have been through, but he fakes smiles and happiness too much. With Vegas, he can show the evil part of himself without being judged of anything. They are literally like Yin and Yang. They need each other for balance. Pete needs Vegas to be mean, and Vegas needs Pete to be good.

It's not love, it's balance. They both know what they are doing it's wrong, but still want it ("Mama, I'm in love with a criminal and this type of love, it's not rational, it's phisical - Britney")

Also, the scene where Pete was "eating" the ramyeon and breaks down crying, wow. I also saw a lot of people saying different things about it and, one of the things people said was that his friends and people o cares about him are around him but he is still left alone. I don't think the others left him alone just like that. He's visible hurt, both, inside and out, holding tears all the time... I would give him some time too. And, he may have asked to be alone for a while cause, Khul would talk to much, ask too much, and he's not in a good shape for all Khul's presence at that moment, you know?

And when he touches where the handcuffs were, his chest and neck where Vegas touched, I really think he was missing him, but his crying because he don't want to miss Vegas. Crying because because he knows it's wrong and unhealthy, but he's still worried, maybe even not for himself but for what Vegas may do without him. He can't control him if he's not near him. I guess it's obvious now that Vegas don't control Pete, Pete controls him.

And one last thing, yes, they can't kill each other because, like I said, they balance one another. If one of them dies, the other will crumble. If they hurt each other, they hurt themselves. That's why I think Pete couldn't pull the trigger and Vegas couldn't stab Pete.

All of this is just how I feel about them, how I read them myself.

I love seeing the other ways they are being read so, if you want to talk more about them or other couple, even other series, I will gladly talk to you. 🥰🥰

And I need to say, shout out to the whole KinnPorsche's crew cause I'm really impressed by this series 😍😍

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okwonyo · 7 months ago

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i actually got into ive in 2022 in april, so it’s been two years of me being a dive! i survived the ive hate era omg

back then i was an army and an engene, when my cousin on a call with her told me to watch the love dive dance practice video, i really really really liked it and decided to listen to the song properly, and omg i really fell in love with it… i was so obsessed that whenever i’d listen to music, it was mandatory that i started off and ended with love dive, and i’d listen to it like 3 times extra too TT now i’m kinda sick of it — wouldn’t go out of my way to listen but if it was ever played i’m jamming! i became a yujin bias bc at the time i could only remember wonyoung, yujin and gaeul’s names, but then i got into more of their music and that solidified my decision, her vocals are so comforting to me ahh

i only ulted ive in january/february 2023 though, so it’s been a year since they became my ult >< they were my first gg and to this day I firmly believe that they have some of the best music in kpop

ohmygosh TT i survived it too keke that’s such a great dive journey ! i love how almost every dive is also an engene hehe >< and they so have the one of the best music in kpop .. my 4th gen leaders ～

#⠀୨ৎ⠀lowjiz⠀ㅇㅅㅇ⠀

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randomyuu · 2 years ago

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Okay, so, hear me out as someone who has a deep impression that Gojou is lanky (I know he’s ripped, but that first impression is still hard to ignore):

My case of Gojou exposure: Anime snippets on Youtube and just internet in general, before delving straight into manga because I’m too lazy to binge watch.

So here are the reasons that backed up that impression.

1. Anime Gojou’s design

Most people would assume he is lanky, I think. Sure, the upper part looks kind of baggy (and it IS baggy looking in the manga, heck, JJK 0′s jacket looks like it can engulf him at any time lol), but the legs? Almost straight, hugged his form, creates that lithe look. And we have been conditioned to see most ikemens as lithe guys, so to have people thinking he’s lanky is understandable.

Especially when he’s looking like this; baggy clothes fell down, not showing any chest or bulging shoulder muscle (please excuse my non-existent knowledge of muscle names). The collar bones are heavily pronounced, which in my opinion is heavily implied his thinness. If you’ve seen your fair share amount of Kpop idols, you might’ve noticed their prominent collarbones as well.

Sure, his design for the Goodwill Event aftermath suggests he’s ripped with this kind of baggy clothes, but most of the time, his anime design suggests his lankiness.

Furthermore, it’s not uncommon in anime for lanky guys to have immeasurable strength. It’s easy to suspend disbelief that lanky Gojou is The Strongest TM.

Also i found this tweet that shows the difference in Anime and Manga Gojou: https://twitter.com/JujutsuKaisen/status/1297911905374343168

2. Baggy clothes leaves more to imagination

It is what it is. Putting baggy clothes on your character and not leaving certain curves behind suggesting they’re small/thin enough for the clothes not to touch specific muscles that would suggest otherwise.

Of course, this is not a 100% justified excuse, and is usually backed up by what is the first impression of the character was. In this case, even when Toji wears that baggy sweater in Shibuya, most people would assume he is ripped due to his appearance in Hidden Inventory Arc.

In my case, my first impression of Gojou is the anime Gojou, so yeah. Lanky Gojou it is.

3. Chapter 221

I got spoiled for chapter 220 and 221 if I recall correctly. I didn’t know at that time that they’re planning to unboxed Gojou since they got Angel survive. And then I came across this image:

Also along with other Unboxed!Gojou’s manga panels.

At first, I kid you not, I thought this is a fan edit where someone slapped Gojou’s face on Toji’s body. Seriously.

Toji is so iconic in his black shirt, can you really blame me for immediately think of it that way?

And Gojou has never really shown using this short-sleeved black shirt before either (could be wrong, feel free to correct me), so I jumped to conclusion that THAT was a fan edit lol

The denial is strong with this one haha

Extra note on getting sealed:

I didn’t fact-check this one, purely out of memory so def could be wrong, but isn’t exactly because time stops in Prison Realm, it’s really dangerous for Gojou to do anything? A moment is worth a minute in the man’s brain. And when the brain works all the time in The Prison Realm, I can see him getting madder than he already is. I read somewhere that Gege said Gojou is like “head empty, no thoughts” inside the box precisely because time doesn’t flow in Prison Realm. Over thinking could drive him mad, with every perceptions Six Eyes provide him.

But yeah, that’s it. I’m whipping this up quickly because I gotta go somewhere so I’ve got no time to do deeper analysis and fact-checking. This post intrigue me enough to give my thoughts on lanky Gojou. I could be incorrect in some of my points so feel free to correct me.

Or add anything to this reasoning of mine, because lanky Gojou occupied my mind until Chapter 221 dropped and I was losing my mind over why Gojou is so ripped before I stepped back and realise Gege always put him in baggy clothing lol

Ayo, why do so many people think Gojo was lanky before his unboxing? He was stuck in a pocket dimension for nineteen days. Nineteen days is a lot of time but simultaneously isn’t when it comes to building muscle specifically. Also, the point of the cube was to trap him so he couldn’t move. He wasn’t deadlifting in the cube; he literally couldn’t do anything. At one point in time, Gege said time doesn’t even flow the same in the cube, and it’s more like there is no flow of time. Nineteen days for Yuji could have felt like a few seconds for Gojo. Gege could have changed their stance on that, idk, I haven’t read the chapter

My point is, Gojo hasn’t been lanky since high school, most likely. After Toji rocked his shit and nearly killed him, I imagine that would traumatize him at least a little lmao He improved his Infinity and gained, like, mast control over it and probably bulked up. This man is 28 and fights the strongest curses regularly. Aint no way he never gained muscle in the 11 years since his fight with Toji as a second year. I mean…even Yuji is shredded. The jacket Gojo wears is baggy. The black long sleeve shirt he wore? Kinda baggy. The blue button up? Pretty loose. Every time we see him in casual clothes, he’s wearing something loose or a jacket so we can’t see his frame very well. Plus, Gege drew this sketch two years ago so

Yeah, not lanky by any means

#reblog #Jujutsu Kaisen #gojou satoru #gojou #lanky gojou???#ripped gojou???#hmmm many thoughts #i have a feeling i will come back to this post and regret something #oh well

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Oh god he is a Superman look alike in that movie, you're right 😭

Yes, a girl was bleeding, I had a cut and a bump <3 I still have a small scar and bump

Meghan's treatment is disgusting, obviously we don't know if everything is 100% true, but I wouldn't be surprised. Harry is talking about WHAT??? I do think it's a bit hard to separate himself completely from that bastards and some things should be said out loud, but maybe NOTHING ABOUT HIS GENITALIA pls Henryyyyyy. But he has a lot of tea on his bro, like 😵

Heeeey, maybe Pepe is normal irl, I doubt he fights people in a grocery store 😭

I'm a mummy at this point! I have another story with the same friend, we were on a swing together, swinging while standing which was dumb obviously and I was standing on the edge wearing flip flops... needless to say I fell cause he was swinging us too high 🔪 landed on my face and cut my lip I WAS BLEEDING LIKE HELL, thought I lost some teeth. I still had baby teeth so it wouldn't be a huuuugr issue but stil not nice. Thankfully my lip was just cut, but lips bleed heavily. Tune in for the next episode, I'm gonna reveal another story.

Lookass? When WayV had a whole ass comeback and he was totally ignored, naaaaah it can't be. If it's true then 🤡🤡🤡🤡

Omfg poor Ive tbh, people act like they have 0 talent, but if you're normal you know companies do this lipsync shit for no reason. But the attempt was not made there 😭

Actually My Way was the first time I acknowledged Seonghwa's voice without even knowing it was him! I really like when he sings "shwipjin anketjiman meomchul sun eopseo nan ouye" after Yunho's "grow up". Speaking of, the amount of lines Seonghwa has now vs during their debut GROWTH 👌🏻

??? That company said "one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, you make me feel like eleven" where are the parents though, collect your child!!! Oh no I know BM's lyrics will be bad 🔫

Exactly the excuses for hair cutting are sickening 😡 I'm emvisioning a long hair comeback. Also @ Joong do something bestieeeee, black hair for that long? *Mingi's voice*: WHO ARE YOU. Honestly I'm not into under cuts, Hwa makes it work, but I prefer my man not bald </3 I know he likes it so I'm tolerating it

The Ugly Shoes unit, they need to make a song called "These Shoes Aren't Made For Walking"

The webtoon is called Operation True Love, idc I'm imagining Hwa, but sometimes the eyes scream Taehyung... but the other guy is called BAEK DO HWA 😭 Yes, long hair, blonde hair, I see, I click. Okay, but my mega brain just connected the dots I said the forehead guy from A Whirlwind Campus Affair reminds me a bit of Seojun. And his name is Seongjun... anyways why are men whose names start with Seo my weaknesses lmao 💀

Honestly so many 2nd gen song embody kpop perfectly, I miss that sound sometimes

The bandages are back and live on TV . I heard that the Inkigayo fits are gothic-like and Hwa has another amazing fit, can't wait to wake up and get killed by him!

Boxer just keeps coming back to wreck us 🥊

We need to survive the fan signs and concerts era again........🤡

I think it's because I answered the quiz thinking of my friends, so the result is??? Yours though... maybe we should switch 😭

Unfortunately there are a few white men I find (or found) attractive, but omg you're right Heath and Cillian. Maybe not as The Joker and Scarecrow, but...

Huh? Sounds too good to be true - DV 💖

hi hello!!

Oh god he is a Superman look alike in that movie, you're right 😭 //// Yes, a girl was bleeding, I had a cut and a bump <3 I still have a small scar and bump

RIGHT FBDBDB 😭😭😭 superman but now avatar too ???? im am so utterly fascinated by the way ur life unfolds, im so into this pls tell us more ur my inspiration for a yn right now

i think both sides aren’t 100% innocent either so seeing everything is so 🔫🔫 selling ur family for 20mil damn, id be mad too,, yEAH HE IS 😭😭😭 DID NOT WANT TO KNOW WHY HE WAS FROSTBITTEN AT WILLIAMS WEDDING 😭😭 somethings should jUST STAY IN THE FAMILY <33 the tea on his brother made me laugh bc bro rly took down a ginger and half of it is harry being mad bc he’s the younger sibling LIKE UR YOUNGER UR SUPPOSED TO GET THE SMALLER SHARE FVREBD THATS SIBLINGS 😭😭 and this,,, sigh

me @ harry

LMFAOOOO i am convinced ramos and pepe’s future son-in-laws would be scared shitless <3

DHDHDHD I NEED U IN A MUSEM !!!!!

u what.

ANON???? DBWKDWK U AND THAT FRIEND ARE ALWAYS AT SIGHT FOR TROUBLE,,, WHAT GOES ON???? standing on the edge wearing flip flops,,,, what a smart person 🔫 tell me more pls <33

Lookass? When WayV had a whole ass comeback and he was totally ignored, naaaaah it can't be. If it's true then 🤡🤡🤡🤡 //// Omfg poor Ive tbh, people act like they have 0 talent, but if you're normal you know companies do this lipsync shit for no reason. But the attempt was not made there 😭

yEAAAAAH 😭😭😭 expected to come back now fbwndbsj how will that go 🧍🏻‍♀️ & i think they still have his pictures up on their accs so that’ll be fun to see,,, yEAH! ive and lesserafim too now,, no seriously like there’s multiple stages where they have sang live but i guess maybe the attempt was disoriented and the way this has 20mil reaches

my way truly an underrated gem! NO UR RIGHT I DO TOO HIS VOICE SOUNDS SO GOOD WHEN HE SINGS THAT and then followed by san’s “row up row up row up, go faster!” 🤌🏻🤌🏻 masterpiece <3 THE GROWTH IN AMT OF LINES AND HIS VOCALS ARE SHINNING!!!

??? That company said "one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, you make me feel like eleven" where are the parents though, collect your child!!! Oh no I know BM's lyrics will be bad 🔫 //// Exactly the excuses for hair cutting are sickening 😡 I'm emvisioning a long hair comeback. Also @ Joong do something bestieeeee, black hair for that long? *Mingi's voice*: WHO ARE YOU. Honestly I'm not into under cuts, Hwa makes it work, but I prefer my man not bald </3 I know he likes it so I'm tolerating it

LMFAOOOO GET OUT FBWKDHWKJCJCJC you make me feel eleven 😭😭😭 no seriously! sometimes i feel like parents just be sending their kids out to academies solely so they can become famous bc i know damn well 11yo’s be on the streets chasing each other or vaping instead of going on variety shows 🔫🔫

the excuse for hair is sickening but what is the excuse for this 😭😭😭 NO UR RIGHT HE’S HAD BLACK HAIR FOR SUSPICIOUSLY LONG and if he goes to blue for euro tour 🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️ JCBSNCK undercuts are hwa’s fboy look <3

The Ugly Shoes unit, they need to make a song called "These Shoes Aren't Made For Walking"

LMFAOOOO one of the lyrics be “i pay my dues, throw a couple million, come walk a day in my shoes” need this unit asap

oh my god…..that is kim taehyung omg

FBKWDHWK BAEK DO HWA?? THE BLONDIE IS BAEK DO HWA??? i see a black haired one in there too?? he’s awfully a lot like hwa but its a thv too at the same time 😭😭 i looked up the whirlwind guy again and wHYS HE WET IN A WHITE SHIRT GBWNBDWKHDWKB seo’s are ur weaknesses LMFAOOOO 😭😭😭

Honestly so many 2nd gen song embody kpop perfectly, I miss that sound sometimes /// The bandages are back and live on TV . I heard that the Inkigayo fits are gothic-like and Hwa has another amazing fit, can't wait to wake up and get killed by him!

the boys 🤚🏻 ultimate kpop song, but i am the best too! bring back those days of experimental music pls 😭 the whore is back whoring on live tv. and he?? BUT HIM????? I AM DECEASED. [rest.]

Boxer just keeps coming back to wreck us 🥊

We need to survive the fan signs and concerts era again........🤡 /// I think it's because I answered the quiz thinking of my friends, so the result is??? Yours though... maybe we should switch 😭

he really does and i might revive him <3 inkigayo didn’t even end and they already on them damn calls 😭😭 OH??? UHUH ANON, OFFERING EXPLANATIONS I SEE I SEE FBWKDHWKJCJC I WOULD NEVER IM ON THE SAME BOAT AS U <3

Unfortunately there are a few white men I find (or found) attractive, but omg you're right Heath and Cillian. Maybe not as The Joker and Scarecrow, but... //// Huh? Sounds too good to be true - DV 💖

i need u to lost them down bc im about to judge u on them, here’s my list, feel free to judge me <3 heath, cillian, matthew mcconaughey, alain delon, robert pattinson, damiano david! sometimes keanu reeves!

HOLDON SUGA X TAEYEON???? FUCK???? KAI AND YOUNHA?????? skz and paul kim? how’s that gonna work 😭😭😭

anon we won

a prince, a literal prince fuels my delulu again

#✉️ : ask #dv 💖 anon

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okaymybeloved · 2 years ago

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Hi There ! First of all I'd like to say i seriously love your works! they are so sweet! this is my first time asking requests so if your requests are open & if you don't mind could you probably do Enha member's reaction to being their s/o's bias even before they were together... :) I love you UwU ( if you can't, that's alright! hope i didn't bother you )

enha reactions to being their s/o’s bias before dating (∩˃o˂∩)♡

bf!enha x reader

so so cute to make!! this is a bit long lol i went on a tangent 😅 thank you anon <3 i hope you enjoy reading!!

also sorry for being ia recently, i recently graduated high school and am sorting out college things :)

heeseung

before dating you, he didn’t know you were the biggest kpop stan

specifically, the biggest heeseung lover

you hid it pretty well when you both started going out and things were getting serious (not wanting to scare him with the ‘oh btw i’m your biggest stan’ thing)

one day, you were at their dorms and absentmindedly went on twitter

you were just scrolling and liking tweets from heeseung fansites and whatnot

+ more under the cut!

what you didn’t realize was heeseung standing behind you, watching you draft a tweet

‘oh my god i love this man so much i would d word for him 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼’

he thought this was hilarious but cute at the same time and couldn’t hold in a giggle

wide eyed, you turned around and immediately tried defending yourself with whatever came out of your mouth

he lets out the loudest cackle and you realized he would never let you live this down

“so y/n, what’s your twitter username?”

“you’re not going to find me”

(he ends up finding your account that night and continues to pull up your old tweets to tease you)

jay

you’ve followed enhypen since their iland days, so you were an og stan

every episode, you voted for jay since you loved his drive and personality

fast forward a year, you met jay at a cafe and hit it off immediately

you still had all your enha merch so you had to hide them when he came over to your house

he walked into your room, everything was going well

until you realized the jay photocard that was in a clear frame, still sitting atop your desk

your eyes widened for a split second but kept calm just in case jay saw you

his eyes trailed around your room, but ultimately landing on the photocard

he walks over and picks it up, a smirk already forming on his face

“am i your bias?”

you could only sheepishly nod

“if you would’ve told me earlier, i could’ve given you all my photocards”

“oh my god. why didn’t i??? i spent so much money buying and trading”

jake

you’ve known jake since he went to school with you in australia

back then, he knew you liked kpop, more specifically, your love for bts

suddenly, he disappeared and you didn’t see him for the longest time

you continued on with your life, finding yourself in korea for university

this was the best thing that could’ve happened to you, now surrounding yourself with easier ways to buy albums (maybe not for your bank account but who cares)

all over twitter, you saw that bighit was going to have a survival show to debut a new group, you were so excited and immediately followed the account

looking at all the contestants’ profiles, you took a long pause at jake’s, he seemed so familiar

upon watching the episodes, you realized it was the same jake back in australia

honestly speaking, you fell for jake and his charm

after he debuted in enhypen, you made it your goal to support him in every way possible

one day, you got a text message from an unknown number

‘hey, this is jake. is this still y/n’s number?’

‘yeah! hey jake! long time no see, how are you?’

that one text turned into something more

now that you guys were dating, he would always ask if you had a bias in enhypen

‘come on, you had to have a bias’

‘fine. it was you.’

he finally got it out of you and he ran around the whole dorm screaming ‘I’M THEIR BIAS! TAKE THAT BOYS’

(they didn’t care, they already knew you biased him as soon as he introduced you to them)

sunghoon

if you were being honest, you didn’t really stan enhypen until you heard given-taken

once you saw a boy with the cutest fangs, you knew it was game over

following them on twitter, instagram, youtube, weverse, everywhere

you tuned into every vlive, online concert, even attending a fansign once

getting to know sunghoon was a coincidence, you were just walking down the street and he came up to you bc he thought you were cute

you still had some enhypen merch in your room, but he knew you were a fan of them

one day, when you were at work, he came over to wait for you

he was just looking around your room until he stumbled across a journal with a bunch of stickers around ‘my bias’

curious, he opened the journal and there were journal spreads on only sunghoon and professing your love for him

the most surprising thing to him was the dates written on each spread, dating back to before you guys met and you attending a fansign

as you walked in the door, you saw sunghoon nose deep into your journal

‘uh. what are you doing’

‘you love me soooo much, y/n’

‘shut up. you’re so mean to me’

sunoo

he always had a feeling that you were sunoo biased

he always caught you hiding things in your room and thought it was weird

“y/n, why do you keep hiding things whenever i come over? omg. do you hate me????”

you didn’t realize how much he analyzed you

“NONONO I DONT, i’m just. slightly embarrassed”

he got really confused when you started getting up and taking things out

you handed him a stack of posters, photocards, merch, even his own birthday merch

“heh, that’s what i was hiding”

sunoo’s eyes just widened, he couldn’t really say anything besides stare at the stack in his arms

“i’m sorry for hiding it, pls don’t hate me. i promise i’m not crazy”

he looked up and just smiled at you

“you could’ve just told me, i think it’s adorable!! come here i need to squish your cheeks”

jungwon

you loved supporting jungwon in everything since the beginning

he was out on a schedule so you had a day to yourself

his birthday was near, so you took a risky move and went to one of his cupsleeve events

just in case people asked, you had an enhypen pin on your shirt

good thing all these fans didn’t know that y’all were dating

you ordered every drink and dessert, just to get all the freebies

you took pictures of the whole cafe and a fan came up to you to give you even more photocards

there wasn’t really a place to put everything away, so you ended up placing the extra photocards in your phone case

after finishing, you started walking home

suddenly, you felt someone nudge your shoulder and you looked up in surprise

“hi y/n! i found you walking by yourself so now i’m here!”

you smiled at him but realized you had a handful of the cupsleeve event merch

you tried to keep his eyes away but he ultimately saw

“what’s in your hand? do you want me to carry it for you?”

“oh nono it’s okay i can carry it!!!”

being the gentleman he is, he still ended up carrying it for you

he took one look at the pile and immediately raised his eyebrows

as you tried to cover it, your phone was in your hand

you flashed the photocards in your phone case and he started laughing

“why didn’t you bring me with youuu i wanted to go to my own cupsleeve event”

you looked surprised and just answered

“fine. just bc you didn’t make fun of me, i’ll take you to one tomorrow”

niki

you’ve been a fan of niki since he was young

when i say young, i mean shinee kid performer young

you were around the same age as him, so seeing a kid your age performing at the biggest stadium in japan was absolutely mind blowing

you followed all his social media accounts and even attended one of dance shows when your family traveled to japan for vacation

he disappeared suddenly and you were confused where he went

the next time you saw him was on tv, a new survival show called iland

you cheered him on and voted for him, even though people hated on him for being a kid (curse evil editing)

before the second part started, you decided to get some fresh air at the park in the evening

there you found a boy, sitting by himself, almost hidden away under the slide

your parents have always told you ‘stranger danger’ but this time it felt different

as you got closer, you realized he was crying

“hey, are you okay?”

he looked up and his eyes were completely swollen

you honestly didn’t even care that you were meeting your idol at this point, you just wanted to make sure he’s okay

he was immediately drawn to you, for some reason he trusted you

exchanging numbers and talking some more, your relationship blossomed

you wanted to tell him that he was your biggest idol when you were younger, but you didn’t have a way of saying it without being weird

one day, you just said yolo and did it

“so, ever since you were riki jackson, i’ve been your biggest fan”

as soon as he heard ‘riki jackson’ he sprinted out

“DONT SAY THAT NAME AGAIN IM EMBARRASSED NOW”

you just started laughing and he came out of hiding doing a full on michael jackson show in front of you

“you’re still the same little boy i love”

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p-antomime · 3 years ago

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Born to be an idol.

𖦹 minors don’t interact. ┊ wc: 2,8K.

𖦹 content: soft dom!haruchiyo, unprotected sex, hints of power imbalance, creampie, semi-public sex, breeding kink, cum play, jealousy, wall sex, clit play, a bit of fluff.

𖦹 pairings: kpop idol!sanzu haruchiyo x kpop idol!f!reader.

ᥫ᭡. request. ┊ tokyo rev. masterlist! | taglist!

¹ = "center" is a term that refers to a member of the group that receives the most support/publicity from your company. This member usually takes center stage in key parts of dance performances and also has more screen time and lines in songs.

² = Produce 48 was a survival reality show from broadcaster Mnet that had (proven) accusations of ratings manipulation.

³ = Dispatch is basically a media news outlet that reports Kpop drama and news, like TMZ in America.

⁴ = "sasaeng" is an obsessive fan who stalks and invades the privacy of celebrities, specifically Korean idols and/or actors.

⁵ = fanchant are 'sayings' that fans shout during the course of specific parts of the idols' live performance, in case you need a visual representation:

[xxx] - bts' fanchant;

[xxx] - twice's fanchant.

— Fuck! I can't take it anymore! — You sighed, letting your body lie on the cold floor of the dance rehearsal room, practically every fiber in you aching after nearly eight straight hours of practicing the new choreography for your girl group's upcoming comeback.

And practically none of your other four group mates were doing a bit better than you, everybody was almost crying for the staff to let you all go so that everyone could go to the shower and then fall into bed at the peak of exhaustion.

— I think we still have two more rounds to complete eight hours of rehearsal. — The group leader said and you grunted in displeasure.

— Anyway... — One of the female staffs responsible for your group clapped her hands twice, that was the signal for the five of you to gather in the center of the room and get in formation for the song to start again.

You could hardly stand to listen to the beginning of the music anymore, much less move the body completely in the chorus, especially since you were the center¹ of the group and therefore automatically needed to be linked to the position of best performer.

Through the reflection of the huge mirror, your eyes could see the vocal and dance coaches analyzing your movements and probably disapproving of how unstable and unregulated your breathing and body fluidity were.

— Okay, enough. — The same staff as before snapped fingers twice and the five of you gathered in the center of the room, no one strong enough to even lift their faces to look at the older woman. — Y’all know that the comeback is less than a week away, right? — Everyone said in unison a "Yes, ma'am" as enthusiastically as possible. — And that y’all ‘re as bad at dancing as the Produce 48² trainees? — You bit the lower lip and, along with the others, nodded shyly. — Please, you don't even look like you spent almost three years training ‘til you fell apart from exhaustion, where are the idols you think y’all are?

Honestly, if this was the beginning of your career as an idol with your debut almost two years ago, you would have cried right there, would have collapsed until you went to sleep crying. But today, now? You had heard worse from both producers and other trainees who unfortunately turned out not to be good enough to star as an idol in your group.

— Sorry, we’ll get better! — It was a ready-made, model answer that everyone in the group had already memorized from the trainee days.

— You better do, yeah. — The staff gave two more bursts, the five of them bowed obediently; you felt as if your ribs were going to puncture your lungs. — Dismissed, see y’all next week at the comeback, pseudo-idols.

And then your blood boiled.

She called the five of you pseudo-idols as an insult, as if you weren't good enough for it, but you barely had enough strength left to even clench the fist in displeasure.

In the end, you took a shower in the company locker room and some of the fatigue went away along with the water down the drain. No one was in a mood to talk, but, even so, before you left the changing room together, the five of you exchanged words of encouragement, saying that everything was going to be fine, that this comeback was already more successful than the debut – which was not a lie; after all, now the only people who were really fighting for you five besides the fans: were yourselves.

The cell phone vibrated in your handbag and you immediately went to pick it up eagerly; deep down, you already knew who it was.

"I'm around the corner to the right, in the gray car <3"

It was a message from him. Your heart palpitated.

— Him? — Your group leader asked and you opened a silly smile.

— Mhm! You don't mind... if... I, y’know... — You dropped your head to the side suggestively, it was a silent request as to whether they would let you go meet him.

— Just be careful, ‘kay? — The youngest girl in the group spoke up and you didn't know if she was talking about Dispatch³, sasaeng⁴, or both of them together, but nodded anyway.

— Always!

After exchanging friendly smiles, you walked out of the company with a gray mask covering the nose and mouth, dark glasses a little larger than your face and a heavy jacket over the shoulders with a cap covering your head and hair.

Yes, there was a whole strategy for an idol not to be caught dating.

You walked as quickly as possible to the corner to the right of his huge company building, and when you saw Rindou's gray car, you almost ran towards it and were greeted by the door opening so that you almost threw yourself into the back seat, almost into Haruchiyo's arms.

— Oh, hello there, pretty girl! — He exclaimed enthusiastically, hugging you and helping you sit up straight in the car before leaning over to close the door. — Looking forward to the comeback? How was the rehearsal today? — You sighed heavily, sinking into his embrace.

— Argh... awful, I hate my staff. — You complained, and then smiled as you felt your secret boyfriend place a tender kiss on your lips. — But, I love this comeback time, even with a full schedule and hardly sleeping... it's so good to perform with all the fans, I can even hear the fanchant ⁵ they're going to do! — Your eyes were sparkling and Haruchiyo let out a slight chuckle.

— We'll meet backstage, I think my group's schedule is a bit like yours. — He stroked your face and you rested the head on his shoulder.

— At Music Bank? M Count Down? — He answered the second option. — But you'll have to be discreet! — His eyes narrowed.

— Hm? I'm always discreet! — Haruchiyo wrapped his arms around your body and let a kiss sequence over your lips. — At least we'll get to see a little more of each other.

You nodded, and after a few long minutes of talking to him, the pain and fatigue in your body had faded a little. Haruchiyo Sanzu's humor was so brilliant that you found idol life a little less bad; and you were very lucky that he was, in fact, the kind and loving guy shown on camera behind them too, as ethereal as Kim TaeHyung and charismatic as Lee TaeYong.

As usual, he drove you home using Rindou's car while his was parked in front of the boy group's dormitory, so other people would think it was the younger Haitani and not him there. And every time the two of you kissed shyly and quickly before you entered the house shared with four other girls, you said that you loved him and that you would make more time for the two of you.

But on the other hand, there was another nasty agency with time to spare: Dispatch.

The next morning, you woke up to news of a new couple leaked by Dispatch on Twitter. Haruchiyo's name in the worldwide trends and before you could click on the hash tag with his name, your heart was beating hard, head aching thinking:

Please don't be him.

Please don't be us.

Please don't be him.

Please don't be us.

Because if you were involved, your staff would probably eat you alive, especially since they didn't know about your occasional outings with him in Rindou's car.

Oh, but it was him. With another female idol.

Damn, your heart broke, sank inside you, even though you knew they had nothing because Haruchiyo barely had time for you, let alone another girl in a veteran group. But still, seeing your boyfriend being accused of dating someone else made you jealous and hurt, so much so that for the rest of the week you barely responded to his messages and also avoided telling your group mates why you practically woke up in a bad mood every day.

The day before your first comeback performance, right after the group's music video was released and the showcase was recorded and released, he texted you congratulating you on the comeback's success and also asking if you wanted to try to hang out on Saturday after his boy group went to a radio station.

And your answer was a curt "Maybe your new girl will get jealous" and a smiling face on the side. Extremely passive-aggressive, but you were still hurt that he didn't even try to deny the dating allegations on his own and let the company release a poorly written memo about the situation.

Haruchiyo knew that you were upset about something and Rindou had advised him to send you an apology gift if he had done something wrong to you, but his staff denied it.

So he had to wait until the week your group went to the music shows to see you again, and not even when your group crossed paths with his in the backstage aisles did you want to look at him properly, even when Sanzu tried to brush his fingers against your palm in a discreet caress.

First your group performed, then his. And not even the screams of the fans could drown out Haruchiyo's thoughts on the stage, even though he was trying to concentrate on dancing.

— I'll be right back, okay? — He told Rindou, who was too busy messing with his cell phone and checking what the fans thought of him today; he only nodded in response.

Sanzu then left the room reserved for his mates, crossed the hall and walked towards his group's room greeting other idols on the way.

It was less than thirty minutes before the MCs asked everyone to gather on the main stage to announce the winners of this week's music show. That was more than enough for him.

You on the other hand were just finishing having your skirt pulled up around your body and the safety shorts worn underneath it taken off, since your girl group's performance was already over.

A few seconds before Haruchiyo knocked on the door, the staff opened it to leave together with your group mates for various purposes. Some were going to get something to eat while they didn't have to go back to work, others were going to interact with the other acquaintances from the K-Pop world who were present there as well.

— Y/N? — You raised eyes and grunted as you saw your boyfriend walking in and closing the door. — Can we talk?

— About? — Your body turned to face him before you leaned back against the wall next to the counter with the makeup used on you and your group.

— About why you haven't spoken to me properly in almost two weeks, maybe? — Sanzu answered as if it were obvious and moved closer to you until he was face to face with you. — It makes no sense for you to be angry with me when my company has already denied the date thing. — You swallowed hard before dropping your cell phone on the makeup counter.

— Your company denied it, you said right. — And then Haruchiyo sighed before placing his hands on the wall, one on either side of your head.

— Sorry, ‘kay? — He pouted, leaning his face toward you to kiss you and you turned the face away in denial. — Oh, c'mon! I haven't kissed you in days, I miss you, your lips, everything!

— You don't seem to be trying too hard to apologize, 'Chiyo. — You replied, staring at him and seeing a wry smile appear on his lips.

And in the blink of an eye, his pants were already open, his hands were firmly on your waist, pushing your body against the wall, and one of his knees was tucked between your legs to spread them.

— W-Wait, I don't... — Haruchiyo glued his lips to your neck and kissed it, not caring much about the necklace around it that was part of the retro look of your idol costume. — I didn't mean it this way, Haruchiyo, they'll just walk in here and...

Two of his long fingers slid between your thighs and as soon as they brushed against your clit above your panties, you winced and gasped, trying to close your legs.

— I decide which way you mean it, sweetie, and besides: didn't you want me to apologize? — He asked in a voice low enough for only you to hear and your breathing began to quicken as more pressure was applied to your clit and your panties became wetter.

— Yes, but if... — Sanzu pushed up your skirt and ran his eyes down your body before looking at the clock hanging on the wall.

— I'm not going to make such a big mess of you, after all, you need to look all pretty for your fans who dream of touching you like I do, right? — His lips left more kisses on your neck and you felt pathetic for getting turned on so easily by him. — I'll make it quick, don't worry.

His hand continued to massage your clit over your panties before you felt yourself trying to push hips against his hand for more friction and pleasure. By now, you were wet enough that he was able to slide into your dripping pussy without any problems.

— And you'd better be quiet, it would be terrible for you if anyone heard you moaning my name in a place like this, right? — A giggle escaped his lips and you whimpered softly before you sank your face against the curve of his neck and let one of Haruchiyo's arms lift your body while his other hand was pulling your panties aside and leaving your pussy exposed for use.

As his hard dick slid inside you, your eyes rolled up and you felt as if your heart was going to pierce your chest both from the adrenaline rush and from the pleasure of having him fill you completely.

You could barely remember when was the last time you had fucked Sanzu for fear of being discovered leaving his dorm in the middle of the night, but, now, your brain was reminding you to keep the mouth shut listening to the MCs at the music show announce that the winner of the week would be revealed in ten minutes.

Harder, harder, harder; that's what you whispered in Haruchiyo's ear amid gasps and whimpers as forced your hips against his trying to take him as deep as possible.

The shiny necklace tinkling against your neck, the sounds of footsteps in the hallway forcing your boyfriend to bite his lip hard to keep from moaning, the wet noise coming from between your thighs every time he buried himself hard into you and forced your walls to stretch almost to the limit in a chase for pleasure.

Your hand moved towards your clit and rubbed it, trying to reproduce the same pressure as before from Sanzu's fingers stroking you.

And almost at the same second that the MCs on stage announced that it was for all the groups to gather for the announcement of the weekly winner, Haruchiyo's cock twitched against your gummy walls and his hot cum was filling you to the brim. And he gave a few more thrusts into your pussy to make sure he had fully breed you, your fingers rubbing your swollen clit helped you reach an intense orgasm that made your vision go cloudy.

— Fuck! — Haruchiyo gasped with his head falling back before he pulled out of you, saw a white thread connecting your entrance to his tip and replaced your panties in place. — Keep it all inside, sweetie, unless you want your fans to know the truth about you. — He left a wet kiss on your lips before pulling away a little and lowering your skirt as well, making a point of squeezing your ass in the process.

— 'C-Chiyo, I... cannot, my panties... — You tried to complain as you tried to balance yourself on your shaky legs and felt his cream begin to wet the bottom of your panties even though you were trying to clench your pussy to keep it all in.

— Oh, of course you can, Korea's next favorite idol always does. — Haruchiyo stroked your face with a mischievous smile decorating his slightly flushed face.

He was the first person to leave the room and join his group in the hallway that was already halfway to the main stage. You, on the other hand, tried to pull your skirt down a little further and walk as fast as possible in the same direction with legs still trembling.

No one from your group asked anything firstly because the MCs of the music show promptly started to count the score of each song and thank every idol for the performances and presence of each artist there.

And seconds later, a tie was announced that was usually hard to happen. Your group tied with his and you trying to control your own heartbeat and lower your own skirt a little more as the award was passed into your hands by your girl group’s leader as she gave an enthusiastic thank you speech, eyes locked on Haruchiyo's and it looked like more cum had oozed out of your pussy just from seeing the amused smile he opened soon after.

ㅤ🏷 tagging: @festive @wakaslut @strawberrysanzu @bontensucker @wakasa-wifey @dukina @manjiroscum @inu1gf @keisaint @ravenina14 @saaraunicorn @ranilingus @dokidokimanji @mizurimirai @sleepy3 @kuroaka @slut4manjiro @zuuki @qudvxnkanx @manjirosdoll @hirwishin @izanaswifey .

#tokyo revengers smut #sanzu haruchiyo smut #sanzu smut #sanzu x reader #tokyo rev smut #tokyo rev x reader #sanzu haruchiyo #tr smut #tw.breeding kink

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luthienmpl · 1 month ago

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I'm so sorry pls ignore me if I get annoying I'll just leave some annotations (I was completely normal when I watched LiT but then Century of Love got me with the brainrot and then youtube started suggesting me things and I was like "wait, they're.... they're Thai Haobin? oh.... ok...." and now I'm just hopeless. ;___;)

wait, enlistment?? huh i did not know thailand also did that… is it the same as skorea?

not everyone has to go, they do a public muster in the villages/districts and the eligible guys have to draw from a lottery. If the card is black, you get to stay home, if it's red you're shit out of luck. Daou was unlucky that day. He had to take part in about 3 months of basic training but afterwards only had to come in occasionally for events and camps and stuff. His official enlistment is actually only about to end this month, he's been growing out the buzzcut lately. (he was wearing a wig in Love in Translation. They made him do promo with it on 😫)

"pentor looks SO FAMILIAR and i can't figure out why??? ;A; is he in something else??"

You like FortPeat? Well 😌

He also will be competing in a new Kpop survival show called Starlight Boys on IQIYI soon if that's your thing. Speaking of if that's your thing, the entirety of LazIcon is subbed on Bilibili.

Diamond their maknae very recently dropped a solo single:

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On Daou's background: his parents ran a Chinese opera house so he's been singing since he was a kid (and it certainly seems to run in the family). He was in a music club during uni and used to make most of his income by singing in bars. He tried twice to get a spot on Chinese survival shows and spent about 4 months (I think? someone cmiiw) getting some training while he was there, but both shows fell through due to Covid.

My personal favorite of his:

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On their honorifics: Offroad mostly calls him P'Ou (that's his original name, he became Da-Ou because there were two more Ous competing in LazIcon) with the occasional Ter thrown in. Daou fluctuates mostly between nong, nuu, and Offroad/Road.

Maybe don't call them phi-nong though. At least not on twitter where Daou can see (he sees everything, man has never touched grass in his life)

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When referring to each other they mostly resort to the English "partner". Which, ngl, every time they do I think of this:

and I'd really love to hear the opinion of a native Thai speaker about it at some point.

cries* what is this... poolside actual love confession proposal with rings and pLANNING to commemorate their.. working.. relationship!?!? i'm??

Daou lost his ring back in late June, it yeeted itself off his finger during a stage performance and they couldn't find it afterwards (there's video clips of it going flying). No worries though, Offroad got him a new one the day before the Century of Love final.

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Daou was happy about it I guess? 🤷‍♀️

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wait both their shows are comphet the series? xDDDD they just swapped who was suffering from it.

they both get over it by ep 5 if that helps any. and while Century of Love definitely has more than enough angst, being a lakorn and all, there's also plenty of fun to be had.

also it's. uh. it's The One With The Fox.

If that helps any. 👀

oh oh my gosh they have auntie fans too??? how adorableeeee!!!?!

@btwinlines has some great (spoiler warning in-depth discussion of Century of Love with screenshots and gifs)posts about that (this one is save) particular topic

now.... how much do i care about looking delulu in public. hm. eh, fuck it.

this is either zero attempt at being subtle or the best cp marketing i've seen in my life wow

I couldn't find the relevant clip as its own video on youtube and i'm too dumb to embed tiktok correctly so just watch the interview bit that starts at 0:50 pls

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Daou with his whole chest: "Koojin is a slur actually"

I'm just. I'm just gonna go now. Sorry again.

an introduction to daouoffroad: a record (mostly for me)

so, the lovely @luthienmpl was very kind and gave me a daouoffroad starter pack so i'm gonna learn about them!

i adore finding out about something this way because it's like someone shared their love of The Thing with me! how lovely! how lucky to catch a glimpse of how much joy The Thing gives someone else!!

this is literally just random stream of consciousness thoughts as i watch the videos so i'll spare anyone who isn't interested and put it under a cut.

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oh my god they met as contestants on a survival boyband show wtf!? what kind of fanfic kdrama au start is this already!?

ok damn but daou's runs tho :O <3

nooooooo offroad is crying and thanking daou for his support how dARE YOU TOY WITH MY HEART LIKE THIS!? ;A;

ohmygosh is that the actress who plays P'Joy in LITA??? <3

fuck, the pressing the face into the tummy of the one standing thing. why is that so cute. ugh D:<

waitwaitWAIT is that a thing? do directors just... write stories/shows for couples who have good chemistry whatttt?? is this like a thai ent industry staple? (oh i guess mame kind of did that with fortpeat/mutrak) that's so funny omg. xDDD

laz1 is so kpop styled :O and i must add Last Kiss to my playlist imMEDIATELY its such a pretty song?? <3333

thiS BRIDGE i AM FEELING IT!?!?! DAOU WHAT IS THAT RIFF!?!??! HOLY SHIT THAT WAS SUCH A SMOOTH TRANSITION UP TO THE HIGH NOTE!? *O* <3

(was daou already an established singer before or something?? boy has pIPES!)

*faintly* d-did he try to... bite... the cat's... paw??

/SCREAMS nO THE HARMONIES yeah ok i'm a fan weLP THA TWAS QUICK

(i'm such a sucker for vocal line groups ugh dammit TwT)

wait, enlistment?? huh i did not know thailand also did that... is it the same as skorea?

oh-- oh my god he sent flowers? through his sister?? *whispers* that's so sweet ;u;

goodness, offroad literally running and jumping into daou's arms while daou is still in military fatigues-- guys this is either zero attempt at being subtle or the best cp marketing i've seen in my life wow

awww did offroad bring his graduation gown to the event just so he could get pics with daou?? that's so cute! ;A;

okAY SIR?? SIR NO the sleeping right pressed up to offroad as he pretends to snore but like daou is just paSSED OUT HALF ON TOP OF HIm NO SIR NO I CANNOT HANDLE THIS NOPE BYE

(the cut right as daou reaches up to shut offroad up had me cracking up tho, they've got a wicked sense of humour i really like them)

ahahahah the members playing along is really cute!! poor daou has to be relegated to the "jealous bf" -- this is SO interesting to watch coming out of old kpop fandom and kpop skinship to this xD like... i am enLIGHTEND *O*

*cries* what is this... poolside actual love confession proposal with rings and pLANNING to commemorate their.. working.. relationship!?!? i'm??? they are so LOUD wtf-- i'm not... used to this... !?! *incoherent noises*

sidebar: i'm struggling to get a handle on their honorifics... are they phi/nong? but sometimes dauo sounds like he's using mueng/guu when he addresses offroad directly?

ljsdfjsLfj THE FACE. IN THE TUMMY. ITS BACK <3

OH FUCK OFFROAD WITH THE ASH HAIR. *O* YEAH YEAH OKOKOK i'M NORMAL ABOUT THIS!!!!

oh oh NO did daou just push offroad to the inside of the road so he's on the outside like that's--t hat's so boyfriend coded wtf

bahahaHAHAH is offroad going on about the bracelet because now daou *has* to buy one for him? xD what a smart cookie. xDDD

wAIT DID IT WORK!? PAHAHA--

other thoughts:

pentor looks SO FAMILIAR and i can't figure out why??? ;A; is he in something else?? i'm so confused but i think i love him already WHAT AN ADORABLE DIMPLED BOI *O*

i know you included the Whats The Matter? MV but I'm sorry I'm going to live in Last Kiss for like the next 5 days especially thAT BRIDGE WTF <3

the acoustic/live version is so PRETTY omg ;A; that 3 part harmony in the first chorus *chefs kiss*

sOMEONE is doing like a really high harmony in the pre-chorus and its so thin and wispy and pRETTY ahhh <3

although also ngl i think daou needs maybe some more vocal training he sounds quite strained sometimes... and he's got a lot of tension in his throat but good GOD his range!! he's SO talented wtf; ALSO their youngest member has SUCH a nice tone UGH <33333

their 2 shows:

ok love in translation actually sounds like exactly my cup of tea hahahah it looks so cute <3 and potentially heartbreaking but like not TOO heartbreaking

century of love... yeah ok i'm gonna put that on my list of things to get to when i'm in the right headspace for that kind of angst but what an interesting concept!! its like comphet, the series. xD

wait both their shows are comphet the series? xDDDD they just swapped who was suffering from it.

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hoboy they are SO LOUD already from the beginning wtf

(sidenote but I would KILL for fortpeat to go on something like this cAN YOU IMAGINE the sHINANIGANS!! peat being so happy at all the food. fort's teasing. ugh. where can i start a petition ya'll)

the heIGHT DIFFERENCE am i'm feeling some type of way about it, yes yes i am

bAHAHAH the mandatory piggyback ride that they actually just SAY is boyfriend material i'm-- i'm not use do this lack of wink wink nudge nudge skinship approach in my boyband duos like?? *confused noises pt 2*

oh oh my gosh they have auntie fans too??? how adorableeeee!!!?! damn offroad sounds so soft in southern dialect idk whats going on my ears are blessed *u* <3

I don't know why but daou's "Try traditional snack!" made me crack up xDDDD

i have just realised what a mistake it was to start this on an empty stomach T___T that all looks SO GOOD wtf

lol that poor lady with the corgi's just wanted to go on her way and she got way-landed by these insane boys xDD

wft the nUZZING INTO THE NECK THING. IT S STILL. SO MUCH. IHAVE FEELIGNS ABOUT THIS MOMENT Tu T <3

guYS-- GUYS you said you both paid half... so you don't... you don't still need to do the cheek kisse-- oh nevermind you did them already ok then

i mean ok but for real tho the amount of times offroad just cracks up at somethign random daou does is genuinely really sweet?? like they seem to really have this wavelength that is just their own *u*

#I WAS NORMAL THREE MONTHS AGO WHAT HAPPENED TO ME #your liveblog is so cute tho i love reading along with people discovering things ;___;#daouoffroad #daou pittaya #offroad kantapon #edited because i forgot something #i feel like this post doesn't have enough road in it :/

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taem-min-archived · 3 years ago

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Unlikely

Pairing : Jisung x female reader

Genres : demigod! Jisung, demigod! reader, fluff, angst, greek myth au, Percy Jackson au

Summary : Love is found in the unluckiest of times, in the unluckiest of places.

Event: Part of Fantasia Event by @nct-writers

Warnings: blood, death, major character deaths

WC: 2.9k

A/N: Biggest thanks to @ahsshilee-me for helping me over come this writer’s block! Same goes for @dreamyyang and @dreamyyang for their amazing suggestions and ideas and helping me to write this fic. Sorry if isn’t that good. I ended up with a bad writer’s block. Also, more star gazing here yipee!

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When a Goddess fell in love with a mortal man, a girl was born. She was beyond the powers of mortal men; a demigod made by the love affairs of an Ancient being and a commoner.

She was innocent, unaware of the sins committed by the Gods and the Titans.

And yet, it was her who would have to lift the sword to protect them.

It was her who would have to shed blood to save humanity.

And it was her who would have to grieve for the loss of her loved ones and friends.

She sniffled to herself, still wondering how she had ended up with this much bad luck.

It wasn’t fair. She had never met her mom. Her dad had always struggled with money, moving from city to city for some reason she never could understand.

She never had friends, and her father was always busy working.

She had asked him a number of times where her mother was, or why she had left them.

He always gave the same reason: her mother was trying to protect her.

Which never made sense. How do you protect someone if they can barely get 3 square meals a day?

But now everything made perfect sense.

Why her dad never let her talk to much people.

Why her dad kept changing schools and cities.

She was a demigod, an offspring of the Gods and humans.

And she was cursed to fight the battle of the Gods. A battle she never ever had a say at.

Stepping out of the Hermes cabin, she walked towards the Dining Pavilion for dinner, listening to the chatter and laughter of the other demigods.

How could they be so cool and calm knowing that they would die very soon?

The very thought of it was killing her.

Reaching the table, she wished she could shrink away from them. They all looked so much stronger than her.

Hell, even the twelve year olds looked much more confident,

Another reason she felt out of place was because she had been discovered just a week ago, on her sixteenth birthday.

It was astonishing, how she had survived for so long without knowing the fact that she was a demigod. Most people were found when they were eleven or twelve years old, some even younger.

As quietly as she could, she tried sitting down, but as bad as her luck was, she ended up hitting her leg on the chair, the combat boots hitting the legs of the chair with a loud thud. The Table quietened down, all of them staring at her.

She could feel her cheeks heating up. Looking down she sat down, wishing people would look away.

“Here.” someone said, handing her a spoon and a fork.

She took it gladly, muttering thanks, not seeing who it was. Soon the crowd started talking once more, ignoring her.

“Don’t be nervous.” the same person said.

She turned to look at a young boy of her age sitting beside her, one whom she hadn’t ever seen here.

“I’m not-” she began saying but something told her that lying to him wasn’t going to work with him.

So instead, she said, “I’m scared.”

He chewed his lips for some time before extending his hand out. At first she looked at it in confusion, but slowly placed her hands on his. He gave her hand a squeeze and like a miracle, she felt a sudden reassurance.

“I’m Jisung.” he said, smiling at her.

He seemed to be sitting alone at his table, meaning he was the only child of that particular god.

Another reason she felt left out. Everyone’s parents seemed to have claimed them.

But she was stuck in the Hermes cabin for the past three days without any signs from her mom.

She was secretly hoping it was Aphrodite, that after she would be able to burst into her old enemy’s house looking like the prettiest girl in town and say Ha! In your face!

“C-Can I ask you a question?” she asked Jisung, as he went back to eating.

Clearly, he was an introvert like her.

He looked back at her with wide eyes, like he was scared of what she was going to ask.

“Go on,” he said, uncertainly.

“Who’s your parent god?” she asked.

“Oh.” He still looked uncomfortable.

“Don’t you- don’t you have one?” she asked. “Are you like me then?”

“What? No! It's just that….my father is...Dolos.” he muttered.

She frowned. What was wrong with that?

“Is that...a problem?” she asked.

His eyes widened in her response. “Don’t you know Dolos? I suppose you won’t. He’s a minor god-”

“God of lies and deceit?” she asked.

“Yes…”

“I don’t see the problem here?”

He looked taken aback.

“You don’t think...that I could lie to you, cheat you and decieve you?” he asked in disbelief.

Now it was her time to be confused.

“Why would I think that? That’s your father’s traits. Not yours.”

“But everyone inherits their parents' traits Y/N.” he said slowly, as though still not believing her words.

She shrugged.

“Your mom brought you up. Not your dad. I’m pretty sure she didn’t bring you up to be a liar and a cheater.”

He stared at her for some more time, and she felt a blush creep up her cheek. Slowly, he went back to his meal, chewing slowly as he thought over her words.

She was done with her meal and got up to stand, but Jisung grabbed her wrist all of a sudden.

“Want to see my secret hideout tonight?” he asked, his eyes holding a question of whether she would trust him.

And without hesitating she said, “Yes.”

They all were sitting around the fire; it was karaoke night.

She always liked singing, but tonight her mind was on Jisung’s invitation.

"Y/N!" Someone called her name.

She jolted back to present and found all the kids staring at her again.

"Um…" she began, unsure of what was going on.

Someone pushed her onto her feet as she scrambled to get up, but instead she tripped again and fell on her face.

She heard a few snickers and got up, her face burning with shame.

Darell, if that was her name, walked up towards her.

"I was talking to you." She hissed, her lips curling.

Y/N looked down.

"I'm sorry." She muttered. She really didn’t know what else to say.

“You need to duel with me.”

She felt her breathing hitch.

Duelling? She was pathetic in it.

Succumbing in fear, her eyes glazing around the people who're watching her in anticipation.

Air pipe starting to clog up, she slowly stepped backwards with hot tears building on the rim of her eyes.

“I can’t.” she whispered, tears spilling now that she could feel people’s eyes burning through the back of her head.

“You can’t back down. You have to duel me.Or...are you scared of your bad luck?” she snickered.

She felt her heart stop. That was what she was scared of.

Her bad luck.

Her cursed luck which followed her everywhere.

All of a sudden, she felt a hand on her shoulder and she turned back to see Jisung, glaring at Darell.

“She’s not scared of you. Or anything in fact.” he growled.

Darell rolled her eyes. “If she’s not, then she can duel.”

Her heart was hammering so fast, she was pretty sure Jisung could hear it.

“Listen to me.” she heard Jisung whisper, a shiver running down her spine. “You can do it. Show them what you are made of.”

She nodded slowly, gulping.

Someone handed her a sword and she took it in her hand, the hilt feeling heavier than usual.

They both stood opposite to each other, reading themselves to attack.

Dimly, she heard a whistle and before she could react, Darell charged. Her reflex was a bit slow and she could only raise her sword to block Darell’s parry. The force caused her to stumble back and before she could regain her balance, Darrel pushed her once more causing her to land on her butt.

She felt her cheeks burn in humiliation as the other girl snickered.

“No luck this time too, huh?”

Anger raged through her nerves.

“I don’t need luck!” She said, before getting up and charging at her. But she was ready too, and dodged it. But this time Y/N shoved the end of her sword towards her opponent’s legs, causing Darelll to fall.

The other girl didn’t give up. She snarled and got up, attacking her.

But it was like some sort of power and confidence had flowed into Y/N. She no longer felt that everything she did would end up badly due to bad luck.

And each time she won.

Soon the camp was cheering for her and finally, Darell gave up.

“You just had luck.” She muttered.

And right at that time everyone gasped. She could feel something over her head, like some light radiating over her head.

Slowly, everyone kneeled down on one leg.

“All hail Y/N L/N, daughter of Tyche, Goddess of Luck.”

“That’s it!” She yelled, throwing away the bow and arrow. “I’m never doing this.”

Jisung shrugged.

“You were fine the first few times-”

“Because I had luck!” She huffed, before storming away from the sunny glade. She walked back to the porch, wanting for a little shade and coolness from the amount she was sweating.

For the past two days, Jisung had tried training her in different sorts of things. But while she would be good at them in the beginning, the nagging voice in her head which kept saying to her that it was only because of good luck snapped away the little bit of confidence she would manage to develop, causing her to fail.

She flopped down on an empty seat, tears of frustration threatening to spill.

Jisung followed suit, sitting down beside her.

“Hey.” He said, frowning at her. “No crying.”

“I’m not crying.” She lied.

Jisung snorted. “Don’t lie to me. You are forgetting who my dad is.”

She turned towards him, wanting to ask him a question that had been bugging in her mind.

“That day…” She began uncertainly, and stopped, not wanting to ruin her friendship with Jisung,

He raised his eyebrows, asking her to continue.

“That day Darell challenged me, you said those words to me and let’s be honest, that made me feel a bit better. But were you...lying back then?

She saw an expression of hurt flash through his face, but it was gone as soon as it had come.

“Did it look like I lied to you?” He asked.

She looked down ashamed.

“N-No. I’m sorry.”

“It’s okay. You are not the first one to doubt me. But remember Y/N. You would be the last person I would lie to.”

She looked at him shocked, but he wasn’t looking at her anymore.

“You were the only person who believed me. M-My mother-” He choked, unable to continue anymore.

She gently reached and grabbed his hand. “You don;t have to tell me if you don’t want to.”

He took a deep breath in.

“No. I want to.”

“Okay.” She breathed, still holding his hands. To her surprise, his hands were soft, no calluses or scars like he hadn’t fought for the past six years he was here.

“My mother began hating me when I was six. Not only had dad lied to her about everything, but he pretty much caused her downfall. After all, Gods lie to their spouses, but in my case it was different. His affair with her had made her lose her home and money and she was left all alone with an unborn baby. When I was born she loved me a lot. But that’s when she figured out that I was picking up dad’s traits. That I lied and manipulated and cheated people. She began hating me so much. And then- and then she suicided.”

He stopped here to swallow back a sob, and she patted his back gently.

“After that I came here, and I swore I would stop lying but my dad-” He stopped, anger evident in his voice.

She shuffled closer to him.

“It's okay. You've changed. You are different now."

He opened his mouth to argue, but closed it. He gave her a look, and all of a sudden she felt her heart flutter.

"Maybe we all change." He muttered, absentmindedly giving her hand a small squeeze.

Have you ever star gazed?" He asked, pulling her into the amphitheatre.

She shook her head in a no, his light grip on her arm causing goosebumps to erupt on her skin.

In the past few days, she and Jisung had gotten closer. Close enough for her to fall in love with him.

She knew she was in love with him. She knew it because he made her feel different, giddy, like she was the only one.

And for some reason, his approach to her felt genuine. She didn't once doubt that he was trying to use her.

Jisung snapped his finger in front of her face, and she blushed realising that she had zoned out again.

"I'm sorry." She muttered.

He laughed, and she felt herself smile.

"Don't be sorry. I just asked whether you had a boyfriend before."

"Oh." She said, her cheeks heating up more.

"No. I never did."

"So no kisses under the stars?"

"You will be my first."

Now it was Jisung's turn to be taken aback. He turned a furious shade of red and she laughed.

"You look beautiful when you laugh."

Her eyes widened in shock and she heard the words.

He took a step closer and gently cupped her face. His cool fingers felt soothing against her warm cheeks and her eyes fluttered close.

"You always look beautiful." He muttered, his lovely voice causing her stomach to flip.

She felt him lean in closer.

"But I want to make you smile so that you look the most beautiful in this world. And I promise I will protect you." He whispered.

She couldn't help but meet him halfway through, their lips brushing each other's softly.

Here they were kissing, a liar who made a true promise, and a girl with supposedly luck who found her true love with hardwork and pain.

Then when she wrapped her hands around his shoulders and he around her waist, they deepened the kiss.

She inhaled his scent, and she felt herself lose control of her surroundings.

Then their lips met again and again until Jisung had kissed her as many times as there were stars in the night sky.

And that night, she truly felt beautiful like a star.

"Jisung, are you alright?" She asked nervously as she watched her boyfriend look around nervously.

They had walked into the grove, him saying he needed to show her something.

To say Jisung had been acting differently would have been an understatement.

At first, he was the boyfriend she had imagined.

Sweet, caring and loving.

But one day he had disappeared in the grove, and when he came back he was acting completely different.

It was like he was trying to be cold towards her, hate her but obviously was failing at it. That's when he started acting nervous. All of sudden, he would think before holding her hand and look around before giving her a brief kiss.

He had kept shrugging her off by saying it was nothing, but finally gave into her demands of what had bothered him by saying he would show her what he saw in the grove.

"Y/N." He began, his voice oddly choked. "I'm sorry."

She was beginning to feel scared.

"Jisung, what's this about-"

"Let me explain."

His vice-like grip on her hand all of a sudden made her realise that something was terribly wrong. And also, he had gone oddly calm.

"When my mother suicided I hated my father. I hated him because he made my life a hell and he tainted my image as a liar. Tell me, all children lie. But why was my mother scared of me lying? Why did she hate me for a natural thing all children do? Because of him." He snarled the last few words.

She could hear her heart hammering in her chest.

"And so, when Kronos said he would rise against the Gods, when Luke said the Gods will get the punishment they deserve, I joined them."

She froze.

"No." She whispered. She could feel, hear, her heart break.

Jisung continued. "And then I met you. I met you and you trusted me and that just messed up the whole thing-"

Her blood ran cold. She could see tears streaming down his face. She tried kicking him but he was much stronger than her.

They stumbled onto the ground and he pinned her onto the ground.

"You lied to me!" She screamed, tears running down her face as she couldn't believe her luck.

She loved him. Loved him. And this is what he got.

"No. I love you." He whispered, his tears falling on her face as she tried to writhe out of his grip.

"But Kronos will kill me if I don't cut my connections with you and I know it won't happen as long as you breathe and trust me."

"You promised to protect me!" She cried.

Jisung screwed his eyes shut before placing the cold knife on her throat.

"No." He said, opening his eyes.

"I lied to you only once. When I said you were right. But you were wrong. I am my father's son."

Saying that he jerked his hand, and she felt a stabbing pain pm her throat as the knife lodged there.

Slowly the world dimmed away as the last thing she saw was Jisung's crying face.

A/N: Please do tell me what you think about this story!! I worked really hard on it and I would love to know everyone’s thoughts on it~ Comments and reblogs are appreciated!

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