#it is so painful
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For Aventurine and Jingliu I have 210 jumps prepared, this is the largest number of jumps I have ever had. It seems like I won't be able to concentrate on the exam today.
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me imbibing on that two-pack of 1.5l fanta I have stashed away for just such an occasion when my beast of a migraine is actually hurting so bad it made me bawl my eyes out
Elixir of LIFE!!!
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cannot explain how painful the line ““You used,” he said, and then took a sharp breath, “to call me Augustus”” is
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not to repeat myself 2045834 times but went to the bookstore again this week and the bestseller section was so sad... full of colleen hoover and published fanfiction and canva covers and all of it marketed as ‘popular in the media’ which is literally just booktok 😭 what are young kids growing up with
#it is so painful#why why why#not to uck anyones yum#saw a young girl who could not be more than 14 reading like. a physical copy of after by anna todd in the airport last yr and...... 😔#not to blame booktok but the way they market books there#like they sell books based on tropes??? so the characters become so flat and two dimensional#like. they have no other personalities other than being enemies who are now lovers#or 'sunshine golden retriever boyfriend' and 'grumpy cat girlfriend'#like yes !!!!!! tropes exist!! cliches exist!!!! but they come from the story the story should not come from them you know?? i cant explain#and the way every single book is abt smut now.........kjgskjdfgkhjldfkjhghkjlsdfkhjsdfhjkdsfhjkdhjhjdgfkhjfghjsdfhjkfdghjkldfsghjkldfghjkhkl#saw this horrifying video where this author colour coded all her books based on how 'spicy' they were#just.#lkjljkhhjklhklkllhlklhjhkjljkhjkjhkslfdkjgfg#alr adding on to how so many people on the internet seem to have no critical thinking skills. now we hv these books too uhhhghghghghggh#ALSO just my opinion obviously read what u like
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I swear to god thinspo/pro-ed blogs are like cockroaches. whenever I block one, ten more pop up in my recommended. like if I was in a worse place with my own eating disorder, this shit would be killing me
#the fact that there are SO MANY ACTIVE ONES#it is so painful#ugh#i hope they all delete#no sarcasm#'it's my safe place'#that's literally like an alcoholic saying their safe place is at a bar#like HELLO#sundrop speaks#about me#personal
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no seriously the amount of 'bi'women who are just straight is INFURIATING. at this point when a woman says shes 'bi'i automatically chalk her up to being straight, and i assume i have 0 chance with her.
and like half of them are actually homophobic on top of it???
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i started playing Disco Elysium and last night (the same day i started playing) i woke up to my stomach hurting so bad that in my delirium i thought it had to do with something from the game.
and looked it up…
i thought this was completely normal until waking up later after the pain was gone.
#what was i on#disco elysium induced stomach pain#not a second thought#or a brain cell either#wow so harry du bois core…#disco elysium#harry du bois
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the 'what if you played it a little risky' post literally Changed my life but i cant fujkign find it in my blog because its. a tiktok screenshot
#like literally every time ive hesitated sending a text or complimenting someone or stuff ive thought of it#like youre right. what if i played it a little risky what do i have to lose in doing a nice thing!!!!!! ur so right!!!!!!!!#but its forever lost cos i cant search it with any words cause its an image#misery and pain. you know how it is#my post
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Analysis so bad you don't even know what it's talking about anymore.
#chrambles#not a lily orchard video (i have never watched one in my life im sorry for whoever did)#being a homestuck fan alone is hell. people make shit up and call it canon unironically its painful#can be of any form of analysis btw your responses are so insightful (and also funny)#if you mention dirkjohn in the tags then youre the one who needs to reread the canon material again lol
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Just dragon girl things <3
#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi SPOILERS#chimera falin#thistle dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#falin touden#arts#animations#animated gif#its pretty sketchy but I'm kinda proud of this...I think I slayed the boob/feather animation if I do say so myself...#i like to think she has higher pain tolerance in this form and thats how she can be bouncing those thangs around braless like that
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"We've all got to be fighting that fight every day."
Happy Pride, everyone...
#david tennant#soft scottish hipster gigolo#reasons to be cheerful#some people hold up a rainbow flag. David Tennant turns himself into one.#David and Michael are both tremendous LGBTQ+ allies#but i think they understand that pain on a personal level#love seeing him become so much more comfortable in his own skin#and we can see the change in him on the inside and outside#let people be who they are#happy pride month indeed#<3
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can't stop thinking about this movie tbh..
#i saw the tv glow#digital art#fanart#isttvg#so many thoughts!!#also the soundtrack has been on loop all week for me lmao#hrt could've saved her ....#tv static#justice smith#brigette lundy paine#the pink opaque#click for quality!
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"life doesnt get better, you just get stronger" does NOT include ages 11-17. life does in fact just get better from there. those years are dogshit. like, you do get stronger but its mostly just a factor of not being 11-17 anymore. positive thinking helps but it doesnt fix whatevers going on at 15, you have to brute force through that one raw
#i originally posted this as just a 'hey remember how fuckin bad middle/highschool was? shit was wild' type post but now#there are a bunch of teens in the notes being like 'oh my god are you serious? it gets better? im not stuck in hell forever??'#and im reminded that the only people who told teenage ella 'it gets better' were speakers at mental health assemblies#aka the least relatable people alive who were seemingly born to lie to you#so. uh. yeah im a certified adult who isnt here to lie or sugarcoat the realities of being a teenager#the only thing more certain than the pain is the transcience
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Girl failed the med school exam like 8 times I dont think she'd do all too well when faced with the burnt crisp of her captain
#mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#i think anya should be allowed by the fandom to not be the best at her job#i find her more interesting as someone trying to reach a goal but unable to make it#curly being kept alive is less so an impressive feat and more so the torment of keeping someone alive but never aleviating their pain#also itd make jimmys comments crueler in how hed target her insecurities
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I know mosquitoes are important to the ecosystem and I accept that. I just wish there was some kind of magic "fuck off" pill that would keep them from biting me. 😣
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If you've ever told a person who's had to be bedbound for a period of time that you wish you could "just stay in bed", DO IT.
Stay in bed. For days. But don't get up if someone needs you to, or you get bored, or you get antsy. Don't do anything other than rest. Just lie in your bed, whether you need to get stuff done around the house or socialize or anything else "productive". You'll have to cancel on people, you'll disappoint them, they won't understand.
And if you're thinking, "well, i CAN'T just be in bed. There's stuff that has to be done - I have plans", maybe ask yourself why you assumed a disabled person doesn't have plans or things to do or desires.
#Disability#Bedbound#Housebound#Actually disabled#Chronic illness#Long covid#Chronic fatigue#Inspired by my boss asking what I did over the weekend and I said I couldn't get out of bed and he said that sounds nice actually#I'm literally only able to work bc I am in bed at all times I'm not at work and it's still so hard and painful#I can't get my own groceries or cook my own meals or socialize or eat at restaurants or go to movies or take care of my own pets#If I didn't have a loving generous caring spouse I'd be dead by now
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