#isnt my country great?
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DA2 is the best DA game actually because not only you are are a refugee, but your whole friend group except one (1) guy are also all refugees in some way or at the very least foreigners in the city, and you get to see all the different ways they do and don't struggle to adapt and fit in and make a new home
#i love that the fact that hawke isnt native to kirkwall is always present in some way even after they climb ranks#i love that you get to talk with aveline about your shared home country and shared refugee experience and how it affects you#(not in Great Detail but your feelings towards it get addressed and idk. that means a lot to me)#i love that (almost) all of the companions deal with making a new home in a new place differently#and i love the contrast of varric who has never been anywhere but kirkwall#who knows it inside and outside. whose whole heart lies in this city.#anyways. i care about this aspect of da2 lots thank u for coming to my ted talk#and also shoutout to ali for making me have feels about it again <3
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i am actually so tired of the way westerners treat eastern europeans
#fair warning for. a very very long ramble and rant in the tags. apologies#westerner or russian. no other option#westerner because the only thought they ever have is 'but they had universal housing so if you oppose ussr you oppose that'#(which is stupid becuse you can believe in that WITHOUT WANTING LIKE 6 COUNTRIES TO BE FORCED TO BE RULED OVER BY RUSSIA)#(SORRY FOR WANTING TO LIVE IN MY COUNTRY WITH MY HISTORY AND MY CULTURE AND NOT RUSSIA!!) (poland was a sattelite state but GOD)#or russian because they have a victim complex and are convinced that they deserve to rule over the entire damn world#'well you had universal housing so you had it easy' right yeah. okay. forget about like. everything else that happened#to eastern europeans during that time#forget about the things that are STILL issues all these years later not only in poland but like the more eastern countries too#its not about. the fact that the houses 'didnt have 3 bedrooms and a jacuzzi' in them. you DUMB SACK OF SHIT#god sorry. sorry. i also know so very little but like god damn i fucking live here. i didnt sit thru all that modern history#for some dumbfuck to say that 'ohhh only rich and american middle class people are happy the ussr was dissolved'#'oooh the dissolving of the ussr was illegal and the countries within it actually liked being there'#im just so fucking tired man i need to. i need to start killing people#and this is all not to mention that theyll say this stupid shit and then deny eastern europeans the things they actually did that were good#FUCK french people for trying to claim maria skłodowska. fuck americans for trying to claim the witcher as their own fantasy world#fuck the way the west is allowed to claim and destroy eastern european culture without any consequence because we dont matter enough#vaguely related but ill throw this in here since anyone finding it is unlikely and im scared of having this opinion#i think one underappreciated aspect of DE (which might be underappreciated because its not actually there and im stupid)#is that its pro-communist while still also giving some criticism to how it was handled and acknowledging that its still not perfect#which makes the writers much better communists than any self-proclaimed one ive ever met in my life who just worships the idea#perhaps its because the writers of the game were not white upper middle-class americans living in the suburbs. among other things#idk de is a game for people far smarter than me and i only played it once and im sure anyone who played it well can clock me as a bad perso#horrible horrible person even which is why im scared of mentioning it. but its an interesting thing. to me#the main thing is that im just not. im not far left enough i suppose. i agree communism in theory is a great idea. as far as i know it#(which isnt very far)#but chances of implementing it correctly in a way that doesnt take away from peoples happiness in other areas is. low. very low#i wrote a short essay about how utopias are inherently contradictory ideas once it wasnt very deep or good but like#you cant have universal happiness without restricting certain freedoms. and when those freedoms are resticted not everyone#will be happy. and then theyre unhappy they will have to be somehow removed or ignored
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i keep anxiously swallowing air and hurting my stomach
#im almost finished the dissertation#just two weeks#two weeks of hard work left#and then i can progress to the next phase#work experience#driving license#and an extra class in data analysis#having long term goals is really grounding and it feels great to fulfill them#my plan is attainable but it requires hard work#and after the hard work i will have earned a comfortable and stable life#which is something rare and thought by many to be extinct#im very lucky to have this path#and im privileged to be able enough to do it#it all feels within reach#but that doesnt mean that it isnt extremely hard#and makes me feel ill#but at the end i will have a qualification which will make me in demand for a well paying career#whos pay scales are good enough that the starting salary will be enough to make it possible for me to own a place to live#a small one but still#and i have to keep thinking about that while its hard#while i have no time and no money#while im tired all the time#while i feel sick and swallow big gulps of air#because in five years from now i will be fully qualified and starting the career#and in eight years from now i will be able to work wherever i want in the country#and if i have to sacrifice all the other parts of my life to get there then itll be worth it#even if everything else suffers a little bit
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saw a post about projecting your ethnicity onto a character and started missing vespa ilkay. so so bad
#pov u grow up in a 3rd world country(/planet) where healthcare workers are exported by the thousands like cheap produce to richer countries#it's your ticket out of poverty as long as you can deal with the loneliness the separation from everyone you know the discrimination etc#ive never talked about my hc that vespas mother was one of them sending money every month visiting every couple of years until it just stop#like why return to the swamps when youre doing fine working on a richer planet w much better living conditions#cost of living rises every year. sending home a % of your salary used to be enough to support your husband and daughter and then it isnt#you know how it goes#vespa is also dead set on this path until ranga realizes that hemorrhaging healthcare workers leaves them with little to none of their own#students on scholarships or in community/state universities are bound by return service agreements and are forbidden to leave the country#until theyve rendered a few years of work on ranga to pay back their tuition + as a really shitty solution to the brain drain problem#this is real in my country btw but my professors say a lot of ppl do break their rsa's and fucked off to work in other countries LOL#our state unis can barely afford decent facilities they do nottt have the budget to chase down their own alumni in other countries!#but the mental image is a bit funny#vespa ilkays first crime: tinakasan ang rsa#i do also think it lines up with her having a network of med friends everywhere in the galaxy (heart of it all) you kind of go into pre/med#expecting most of your classmates to leave to work in other countries eventually. mine are aiming for the usa / uae / europe / japan etc#anyway whether vespa breaks her rsa or not she leaves ranga asap decides to switch careers and the rest is history#i also deeply love the fact that she's superstitious i'm very sad it wasn't highlighted more (i've only heard s1-3)#as someone who did grow up in a rural area and went to more albularyos/folk healers than doctors in my childhood. (they never failed me)#lots of folk illnesses (ex. balis; pasma) local medical superstitions (dont eat noodles in hospital; youll have a really toxic shift) etcc#theres also a lot of potential in tying her past as a rangian + med student + assassin to me idk how to word this properly#being raised on cautionary tales of not to touch/disturb anything in the swamps then being given free reign to poke & prod at things in her#lab classes (now with the proper ppe)....she was having so much fun with the curemother prime too lmao#years of walking hanging bridges docks boathouses in ranga etc gave her great balance & stealth#cracking open alien shellfish in the swamps to cutting open bodies for studying then for assassination....#I MISS HER SO MUCH BALIK KN SAKEN 😭😭😭😭😭😭#i get why most people + the canon focuses on her being an assassin bc people find that cooler i guess#but vespa being a swamp girl > 3rd world med student > assassin is so personal To Me. the whole pipeline. eugh.#skl.txt
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i feel weird even claiming my family used to be considered "rich" bc a lot of yall immediately jump to having summer homes, 20 yachts, and enough money to save a country
#not gonna act like we weren't well off... ofc we were but like.... we werent on THAT level nearly at all#more of a country club... goes on a lot of vacations.... has a decently sized house with a pool... kinda rich#which is still rich dont get me wrong but i promise i wasnt living like fucking. kim kardashian or whatever ok#we didnt have a fuckin walk-in-fridge or 20 unused empty rooms#i say this bc ppl end up surprised when i tell them im not anymore like 'how' well its a lot of things like the housing market crash#my parents getting a divorce my dad being the one with the job that my moms dad gave to him that was making him all the money#and my grandpa passed not long after i was born so when they split up we were just going off of whatever he left really for a while#had to move etc etc.... now im low income and rely on food stamps and ssi ✌️ but thats mostly bc im disabled so#kinda necessarily low income bc the govt only wants to pay the very bare minimum that they can.#its also- not my money! i dont get to decide what happens to it and i dont get to decide i get nice things or whatever. that all hinges#on if my mom or gma wants to.#so technically even if you wanted to consider them rich still- its not part of me atp bc its not even my money and im an adult#whos not legally dependent on them anymore. i think it only counts if its *your* actual money or if your parent is okay with dishing#out like a 1000 dollars a month like its nothing. completely unfazed by giving it to you.#its not rich if its conditional ok like... children of rich parents arent rich and i will die on this hill. why do you think so many of the#end up fucked up? not only is it bc they've had ppl basically doing everything for them their whole life so they dont know how to take#care of themselves they're also entirely dependent on the parent for money. when you feel controlled like that- even if your parent isnt#necessarily abusive about it- just the fact everything you do hinges on the approval of your parent- kinda fucks you up and makes#you feel like you're stuck being a forever child. not great for people who probably want to go out in the world and date to feel#like you cant escape being dependent on your parents
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just trying to find good alt bands to listen to but i gotta do research on all them to make sure theyre not fucking racist sexist homophobic antisemitic or a bunch of predators🧍🏻♀️
#its so easy to not be those things i wish celebrities could be fucking normal#thought i found one but ig the lead singer is like a 'i just like dark humor' type of person :/#which isnt the worst of the worst but unfortunate nonetheless#anyway im taking suggestions i really like wallows. daisy the great. the driver era. and AJR rn (yes i like ajr dont @ me)#ik thats a wide range of alt genres but idrk how to categorize my music taste lmao#i guess like folksy/indie/electric alt rock and pop idfk#also i think Alternative music needs more names bc i feel like apple categorizes anything into alt if its not pop country or rock lol
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the ateez Europe tickets are really fucking overpriced wow
#fio.txt#seems like germany is worse than everyone else but what the fuck#im not paying 180 fucking euro for a standing ga ticket?????#my sister got tswift ones for like 90#even 130 from what i saw for brussels for ga is expensive when you know theres no chance to really see anything#bc all the vip tiers are jn front of you#speaking of. german ult vip is 550 which is more than i pay for rent. the FUCK#i know this isnt ateez fault#but i hate what a money grab everything about them has become#ive been not really into them lately bc i thought the last album and japanese somg sucked but i was looking forward to seeing them live agi#but not for this kind of money????#the cheapest tickets are still 75 but ive been to the worst tier in that arena before and its really not great to be up there#so 75 when i know its not even going to be close to the amazing experiences ive had before? idk man#fuck you kq and fuck capitalism#ive never in my life seen ga standing tickets be more than like 105 euros. no artist no matter how big ive seen has ever wanted me to pay#almost 200 this is ABSURD and im so mad about it#no one tell me about usa prices are much higher. i know that. however in relation to quite literally#every other concert ive ever attented#this is so infuriating lol#and 180 too for like tier one seating when on the fucking website you apparently cant even select your seats yourself#seriously debating trying to get any tickets atp#i want to see them but not for this much money. like for 500 euros i can go on holiday to another country for an entire week
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#maybe I’ll make a legit post about this but I’m afraid of posting#a nuanced discussion on the pissing on the poor website#but…. white leftists have been getting awful entitled to the votes of black and brown people#and honestly? no. I’m sick and tired of white leftists telling black and brown people that we owe our votes to Jo fucking Biden#‘if you don’t vote for Biden just say you hate trans people’ yeah? what about all the Palestinian queer trans people#like…. actually I- a QUEER WOMAN - do not ‘owe’ my vote to anyone#I am Levantine arab American … i actually do not ‘owe’ my vote to a man who is trying to eradicate my culture#black and brown people are being massacred in this country and overseas and our blood is on Joe Biden’s hands.#for us it ISNT a lesser of two evils situation.. they are both slaughtering us#and I’m not saying that trump is better but I’m saying that I’ve SEEN what is happening to my black and Hispanic students I’ve SEEN the#inflated police budgets. I’ve SEEN my clulture on the news every fucking day for eight months being genocide#a fucking genocide of my people isn’t something you ‘get over’ because Joe Biden is the lesser of two evils for white momen and white queers#and if I do vote for him in September- which i probably will - then great. fantastic. but there is not a single person of color in this#country who is entitled to give that man their vote#every time I see one of my friends say they aren’t voting for either of them I say good fucking riddens.#white leftists need to sit down on this one. if you want our votes in November then tell your president to do something about it.#but dunking on cardi b on Twitter for saying she won’t endorse Biden isn’t the own you think it is#((I made a typo and said September not November)
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I thought I saw somewhere that you had a big pile of medieval clothing references? Am I crazy, is that a thing? Is it sharable? Otherwise, where do you search for references?
this one gets a little long, sorry about that anonnie
I did mention it at some point, yeah
most of my reference comes from my own personal collection of books that I've accumulated over the years, unfortunately many are not in English or I got them second hand and are difficult to find online
I don't have as much stuff regarding medieval fashion since most of the fashion that I am interested in starts around renaissance, so when I wanna look into older periods, it's fashion history books that are more general and provide a bit of an overview for the time periods
my two go-to books like that are The Costume History and then Fashion: The Definitive History of Costume and Style <-they're very general and barely touch on anything, much less proper structures, but they are a pretty good introduction to western fashion history
the book that I reach for regularly when I look into fashion for Monarchy Restoration is Dějiny Odívání: Renesance (Fashion History: Renaissance) - covers the fashions of mostly 15th and 16th century. this book is available only in Czech as far as I know and came out 23 years ago, also the information isn't particularly great (a trend I noticed with Czech authors, unfortunately.) the book is really well illustrated though which as someone who isn't particularly interested in recreating these styles for myself and only needs it for art is more than enough
I'm also fortunate enough to live in Europe so I get to visit castles and exhibitions regularly and I can gather my own reference by taking photos of the paintings, tapestries and frescos.
a great reference for actual medieval fashion are medieval illuminated manuscripts. I don't know where you're from, nor which area you want to look into, given how the fashion of the middle ages differs from country to country, so I'd definitely start by looking into books on medieval illustrations from the country you are interested in. I managed to snatch a really old copy of a book covering Slovak manuscripts and there's a book covering Czech ones (Krása českých iluminovaných rukopisů). many manuscripts have also been digitalized are available online
another thing you might consider is looking into illustrated books on medieval history. Jacques Le Goff has a sizeable collection and the prints that are available to me locally use many original medieval illustrations and paintings
old blogs dedicated to the topic are also amazing for this. given the state of tumblr and the internet as a whole, these are a lot harder to come by and many haven't been updated in years
I really wish I could tell you to scour the depths of google images and pinterest, but with the rise of artificial intelligence, people have started creating an unhealthy amount of fake history. it's honestly disheartening how many times I've caught myself looking at images and wondering if they are just passable fakes. this hurts even more when it comes to art used as reference, which is the main basis for medieval and early renaissance fashion, since the original garments are for the most part gone
to sum this up, I recommend looking into general fashion history books first. it's not great, but it's a start, especially if you only have a vague idea of what you want and aren't hellbent on finding accurate fashions to Venetian fashion of the 1470s, or something of that sort. a general look is a good starting point. from there, once you have pinpointed what you are after, look into books that might cover the topic. depending on the time period there might be detailed coverage in decent books, or you'll have to turn to other things such as books on the daily life in that time period (which have grown in popularity in the past couple of years) or book covering the art of the time period. those books might actually be better than fashion history books, since fashion history books prefer looking into the high society and not at commoners, who would have otherwise been depicted in paintings. they won't go into so much detail of the dress, obviously, but you'll get to see how the lower classes dressed as well. if you come across some proper vocabulary, it's worth doing a google search or pinterest search, though again, I have to warn you that people on the internet Like To Lie. A Lot. especially about history. while you are at it, you might also notice painter names popping up regularly, so look up their work as well. (personally been really into Cranach.) those paintings are great if you need only outer layers for art reference. in a similar manner, if you are looking into high society, it might be worth looking at the nobility and royalty of the time and their depictions.
last but certainly not least, if you have the chance to visit an exhibition, a castle, a cathedral, anything really that might deal with this stuff, go. you never know what you might come across. a lot of my favourite little reference photos were taken at castles that I visited with family and I didn't even expect to find anything at. it's very much about personal preference in fashion, too, so while you might see images in books, it might not be until you see a medieval painting of a saint that something about a dress just Clicks and you steal that style for your next OC. events organized by fashion history larpers are pretty good too if you don't mind talking to people, same for history themed events (NOT renaissance fairs. unless you run into people who actually know what they're doing) where people dress up for the occasion. not just some actors though, but actual proper historians who looked into their shit. I've met a couple amazing people and learnt a lot.
I don't know how valid this information is and I'm sure actual fashion historians are absolutely cringing at this, but as someone who mostly looks into fashion history for art reference, this is a method I found works for me. hope it helped at least a little!
#asks#fashion history#this got incredibly long oh my#I really wish I had more to share but its kinda hard to find stuff. plus Im more into local fashion history so I cant help with much#many things cross over among countries but it isnt perfect#its good to check youtube as well now that I think of it. but only proper groups or historians pls#besides Im not exactly keeping it a secret that I look into how fairytales depict this fashion as well. especially slavic movies#Im always wary of historical documentaries that has actors in costumes for a couple scenes theyre not always great#hollywood movies are just a massive No for the most part tho I like looking at them for Spice
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i am not moving to your humid little city brisbane go somewhere else with your ads brisbane city council
#i like brisbane and all but why am i getting ads for it?? whats the goal#anyway if i wanted to move across rhe country to a hot city i would go to darwin not brisbane#because my uncle & cousin (and i guess my step aunt and sort of aunt in a way?? because my aunt who is my cousins mother isnt with my uncle#anymore and my uncle is with someone else who hes in a pretty long term relationship with so… two aunts? but i dont know them too well)#sorry idk why i started talking about aunts and stuff point is i am not moving to brisbane#oh yeah also id want to go to darwin again just bc i literally can barely remember it beyond: hot. humid. apartment building where my cousin#lived. conversation about brick disguised as cake. airport. and thats it so i want to see what its actually like#since five yesr old me’s memory isnt great#alright darwin rant over for real now! brisbane stop advertising yourself to me
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Been listening to the behind the bastards eps on Henry Kissinger because I always hear about this man being a trash bag on fire but uh. I mean this guy is a HUGE trash bag on fire wtf I'm not even halfway through the series and Kissinger has committed treason AND extended the Vietnam war, resulting in MILLIONS more dying. Like what the fuck. What the fuck. America y'all are being held hostage by literally the worst people ever y'all need to like. Call the French and see if their revolution stuff can help you out. Like the french arent working in an American context which is why they can do what they do but also damn at least ask em to bring a guillotine or somethin ☠️☠️☠️ Reverse American revolution. Or american revolution two electric boogalo, the sequel wherein America fights America instead of Britain which feels VERY American lmao. Time honored tradition of not trusting America with America 😂😂
#winters ramblings#seriously though americans yall are HELD HOSTAGE by like 20 super shitty dudes in power and theyre off killing MILLIONS#like !!!! dont know the french would help you much since America... well historically HATES revolution against their government#like labour history in America ALONE wtf HOW can this country market itself as free?? canada aint THAT much better either so dont think#im letting MY country off easy either but historically we didnt BUST HEADS OPEN for wanting unions at least#i mean instead we killed the living shit or violently mistreated our indigenous population and people STILL dont know canada had slaves#so you know not GREAT but generally we dont FEAR protesting unless the political right here tries passing usian inspired laws#which HAS happened at least in Alberta which isnt shocking. the texas of canada#also i jave a theory that america wouldnt ever let ANYONE shoot them inthe face but American would 100% shoot themselves in the face lmao#aint no one gunna take out America but America which is simultaneously hilarious and upsetting
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on one hand. this weird girl is homophobic and transphobic and has bad opinions on art. but on the other hand, she's gonna have suuuch a rough queer awakening... shes a wolf girl, an otaku and she reads&watches yuri and tells her mom all about it. and i cant wait to watch it happen
#its gonna be sooooo funny to watch#'how can you tell' I CAN ALWAYS TELL#no uhh i was there#that was me#so thats kinda funny#leon likes talking#by bad opinions on art i mean. she has this massive project story thing shes writing#shes enjoying it. she incorporates a million different fragments of different mythologies#and has a massive world. its in multiple words actually#but you can already smell how she isnt developing any of them enough#anyway this is just buildup to say that. she talked badly of my buddy's story (which is centered in a city) because the scale was smaller#and actually my buddy's story bangs. it goes hard. and he has great art to match#the culture involved is actually well developed bc hes really connected to our country and he does his Research which is always cool#anyway im rambling abt something unrelated now#basically i have a creature to put under a microscope
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#u know eric nam is rlly the best kpop (well i guess ex kpop lol) boy#/leaves kpop label for own label/ -> /immediately starts doing political campaigns/#his event in Georgia tonight lol....... (my house reps there lmao only reason i know about it..... grace meng in solidly blue ny-06 tho#...like i honestly feel like i gotta volunteer for someone who ISNT grace meng tho....cuz she wins by 30 point margins usually#cuz well..... district is predominantly white and asian but like...most white ppl in the district (incl me) r jewish#typically were the most jewish district in the country AND jews r the second most left group in the US (following black women))#personal#grace meng is really neat btw....her voting record is great AND she wrote the no luxury tax on menstrual products thing for NYS when she#was state assembly rep.....and she wrote one federal too but it hasnt passed :/#she was also the main sponsor on the antisemitic and anti asian hate crime bills during covid too#(well the house sponsor not the senate)#wheres the marge potato meme....just think she's neat.
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entering my "wants to run away and start a new life on a crabbing vessel" era again
#crab post#this isnt my crab blog but too bad this is a Fluffle thought#anyone know anything about twitch streaming from a boat#any twitch gamerz out there wanna join me on the high seas#and we can be the worlds first crab fishing twitch streamers#it was gonna be a solo venture but i dont know anything about streaming#or about how to get internet access while in the middle of the atlantic#ooh or maybe we could go to the mediterranean#apparently blue crabs are becoming extremely invasive there#2 different types of blue crabs evidently!#we could solve this problem together. you and me. random twitch gamer that i kidnap and bring on my crabbing vessel#we wouldnt wanna compete with the local fishermen though#so we could donate our catch to some random fishermen instead of trying to figure out how to make money off crabbing#since idk the crabbing laws of any mediterranean countries#and i dont wanna try to deal with rival fishermen#messy business that#anyway im Going Through It#wish there were crabs in the great lakes#then i wouldnt even have to move to the middle of the mediterranean for this venture#alas#fluffle talks
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i... kinda want to make designs for a sherlock holmes otome game
#i dont think any exist?#and i was thinking about alice in the country of hearts cause boris was like my first fictional bf#and i do honestly love otome games i think they are funky#i love dating sims like so much even ones where i dont really feel any sort of attraction to the characters#anyways sherlock otome game would be fun to design#i say design cause my history with actually making games isnt great#but yknow just for funsies for a bit#klepto talks to himself
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reminder for the millionth time: never read tumblr recomended posts about politics
#like im really not an expert on politics or any of this stuff but#like one side is the obvious bullshit constant posts by american far right extremists a lot of which are bots#which keep appearing cause i clicked on an american politics tag literally once cause i was curious about trump being shot at#the other side is the literally weirdest takes on socialism and communism and stuff also looking like theyre from some sort of extremists#like again im really not an expert but some of the stuff they say does sound a bit odd#sometimes it feels like theyre just going a bit too far overcompensating for stuff people believe about communist regimes#but sometimes when theyre like actually stalinism was great and didnt kill millions of people its like um#yes the west definitely overeggagerates how bad it was compared to western countries but#you know it isnt just one or the other like do these people understand the concept of nuance#actually its weird causr they often read like they do thet just think so and so famous communist dictator was great anyway#i mean the vast majority of people on tumblr are probably really closer to me some sort of normal left#like more left than labour but not into extremist communist authoritarianism#like its so dumb how people are like oglh its left wing it cant be authoritarian#like literally most of my politics knowledge comes from school ive literally taken one module at uni#of course theres all sorts of people in the world who have all sorts of ideas about politics#some of which are a lot weirder to me than others#its just weird that so many of these posts keep showing up in my recvomended#which is full of rubbish but thats tumblr isnt it the whole website is thats why theys not really any blogs i follow im not actually intere#also all that american politics discourse im particularly relieved to know nothing about and only be seeing the tip of the iceberg
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