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I am constantly in mourning. There is always an old self I am laying to rest.
— I. Mathis
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so pixies regularly try to take over fairyworld is timmy on the pixie side?
At first, Timmy was adamantly against the Pixies. He'd tell Jorgen every time he got a notice of their plans to take over Fairyworld, and work to stop it! But it gets a bit harder to resist against your own court the longer you hang out with them.
In the present time, Timmy schedules to be out of FairyWorld during their takeovers. He doesn't try to stop them, but also refuses to be anywhere near when it happens.
He... doesn't like how he's slowly starting to cheer for them. Or how their arguments are becoming more convincing. Or how he's struggling to recall why he was so against them to begin with.
There will come a point where he becomes an active participant. Timmy worries that it's coming sooner than he'd like.
Bitties Series: [Start] > [Previous] > [Next]
#fairly oddparents#fop#fop a new wish#fop timmy turner#fop timmy#timmy turner#asks#itty bitties fop au#AJHEHEHEHEH#timmy's happy that hp never ever tries to convince him to take part#hp knows timmy's antagonistic against him and knows going to timmy would just ruin their plans#but oughghg.#sanderson has such GOOD arguments.#taking over fairyworld means not working in the office....#you get paid time off....#....the more you participate the bigger the payout bonus after.........#the only reason timmy doesnt bother fighting against them anymore is because he knows theyll fail#there has never been a successful take over#at this point its a bit like playing snip the tail#just a way for the pixies to relieve stress and let their voices be heard#or at least that's how he tries to reason it to himself#also if ur wondering where he goes when hes not allowed on earth#timmy goes to anti-fairy world and hangs out with his anti relatives#well its more like doing chores for them and being their busboy but like!!!#better than being in fairyworld and feeling conflict between your instincts and your family!!!!!
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I can definitely see you doing this. 😁
#i have no survival instincts when it comes to potatoes. i will ruin all of my escape chances <3#self potes-trait#thanks for the ask!
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*clasps your shoulders gently and looks you straight in the eye*
Keferon. Please read Ninth by Kyn on AO3. I think you would love it very much. It has a large chapter count, but don't be intimidated, it's very easy to get into. It is currently unfinished, but is being updated regularly.
You are the seventh person that recommended this fic to me so ahahahaha yeah
I’m doing great Help I hate some parts of it but I love the other parts I’m spinning in the blender
…..I made the moodboard….
#chapter 37#of 120 or something#I must be like 90k words in haha#large word count is not an intimidation. It’s an invitation haha#I love the fics that I can’t read in just one hour:)#I gotta say I don’t enjoy the concept of making robots into organic life#it’s just my preference#seeing them as humans or animals or whatever feels so fucking wrong#the concept itself drives me off#like. Strongly#But at the same time. This fic isn’t about them being ‘haha cute organics’#it’s ‘oh god. I was turned into something I’m not’#instead of teeheee they’re fluffy#it’s please free me from this fucking nightmare. please let me be myself again.#idk how to explain. I resonate I guess#it often feels very disturbing but the characters are also disturbed#So now I’m kind of stuck reading this fic because I just can’t stop lol#just politely skipping the parts that make me too uncomfortable#also#the body horror is….damn. Impressive. I didn’t expect to read about grotesque fleshy creature turning itself inside out#it’s not even aesthetic or symbolic#it literally looks like a fucking nightmare. Which is impressive also.#the flesh is g r o s s#the beginning got me struggling and skipping#but the intermission is currently ruining my sleep schedule#oh fuck….I usually send my posts to the authors of the fics I read…..but I feel like I might offend the author of Ninth if do this……..#there’s a tiny chance they’re following me….if it’s true then I wanna tell I’m sorry pls don’t take this seriously#your fic got me waay out of my comfort zone#huge points for writing Ratchet. Drift in this fic is…the grossest fucking thing I could probably imagine but Ratchet doesn’t even hesitate#he helps him and he cares for him. Which is…..imma be real my first instinct would be to set Drift on fire to end his misery
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Who?
(Can't do digital art again yet. Traditional has been fun, though. Click for not blurry quality)
#dca#daycare attendant#moondrop#sundrop#fnaf moon#fnaf sun#fnaf eclipse#ruin eclipse#dca fandom#fanart#villain.jpeg#this was done in less than an hour and if you desire the lore and meaning behind it#it went through many stages. I didn't plan it I was taking a break from drawing l/o/t/r characters#initially it was going to be a creepy sun emboding moon's whole thing. Then moon playing pretend and mascarading as sun#then a nod to sun and moon being indeed the same person. something I usually dont draw because I view them as separate#then I accidentally added in moon's hat even though I already had the rays. because I rarely draw sun so it's instinct#and this all started because I had this vivid image of sun's wide eyes in shadows so deep you can make out his ghostly white iris#point is: not even I the artist know if this is eclipse. if this is sun. if this is moon. if this is them mid switch. this is the DCA#traditional art#done with grey brush pen tgat I added water to. a black brush. black fineliner. and several layers of white pencil to wash out that eye#(it was painted black)#plus white watercolour for the iris#yes I had to do it like this. the camera doesn't capture it well but in person all that work made the eye exactly how I envisioned it#what a tag rant for a fanart that took less than an hour before dinner lmao
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I’m still bothered by the fact Feyre left Lucien filthy and in the clothes he’d been in for a week when she brought him back to the Night Court.
I get it—you’re glad to be home and happy to see Rhys. So go give him a big, passionate hug and kiss (completely acceptable given the circumstances), tell him to start a bath for you, and MAKE SURE YOUR GUEST IS COMFORTABLE AND SITUATED FIRST. You don’t have to give him a full tour of the city and introduce him to everyone yet: just show him to the bath, make sure he has fresh clothing, and a room for now so he can get clean and decompress a little. Let him know he can get food from the kitchen or whatever he needs. If he’s going to end up staying somewhere else, at least make him comfortable for now.
You can do all of the above while still being emotional about being reunited with your love.
Then go spend however long “catching up” with Rhys.
At least Lucien could be soaking in a hot bath of his own and have a fresh set of clothes to change into while y’all are making up for that time apart. He could grab a snack and get settled into his room or somewhere.
I love Feyre. I really do, but that scene had me cringing. I'd make a joke about her being raised in a barn, but people raised in a barn would've immediately made sure he was taken care of before tending to their own business.
I'd extend the same expectation to Rhys even if he wasn't happy with/suspicious of Lucien, but I do feel that it should've been Feyre at least starting that process. I know she's tired. I know she's been through it too, but she's still the bridge between him and the Night Court at that point.
#acotar#acowar#a court of wings and ruin#random thoughts that resurface#lucien vanserra#feyre archeron#plus as a Southerner#it goes against every instinct to not make sure he’s comfortable first#I would’ve been running around gathering books and making a snack tray for his room#some extra fluffy blankets
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raph and mikey finally feeling the consequences of being milked
#mikey has a seizure seconds after the video ends. this is not self indulgent whatsoever#i had to crop something out the video and that ruins the image quality for some reason 😭😭#so sorry about that#rip raph and mikey. things are only gonna get worse 👍🏼#probably more so for mikey… he was milked for a LOT longer than raph#those poor guys 😭😭#tmnt raph#mutant mayhem raph#mm raph#tmnt mikey#mutant mayhem mikey#mm mikey#tmnt#mutant mayhem#tmnt mm#i keep instinctively typing tales of the tmnt because i post about it more#however i’m not gonna tag it because this is more about mutant mayhem
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I don't understand her outfit yet but I really want to because I have sadly become obsessed
#arcane fanart#arcane powder#arcane act 3#idk how to tag in this fandom#arcane jinx#my art#i have never vibed with a design more than grown up powder.#jesus. shes perfect#well no. mel is perfect. but powders close tho#why is she so SKINNY!!!!! my immediate instinct to draw muscular women.... shepard and jolyne have ruined me
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Your bio inspired me :] What cottagecore hobby would The Emperor enjoy most? (ie, cross-stitch, canning, etc)
omgggg what a question this is so good
my first instinct was to say beekeeping bc it's like kind of distantly overseeing a complex ecosystem toward highest and best outcomes. what a combination of nurturing + leaning into one's own power in order to nurture. and he would then be able to reap tangible results which i feel is important and gratifying
my second thought is that the emperor is one of these fake cottagecore girlies who is like "wow omg besties i too am homesteading ♥" but in reality there's like 3 thralls devoted companions who are doing all of the actual egg collecting, canning, gardening. bc it is a rogue illithid but an illithid nonetheless and i love toying around with how he is influenced by illithid biological nature despite being extremely individualistic
#bg3 emperor#dkjkdjfv i love him#i think the emperor does not like to have thralls personally but i also like to play around with how he might have an instinct to hivemind#slash enthrall#which combined with its longing to be treated as a person gives it this very powerful urge to find an equal partner#but the issue with a partner is that they ruin everything by having their own (bad) opinions :( </3#kjsdfhekjr i love the emperor ty for this ask bc i could ramble forever
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Listen, I'm sorry to the people who draw Veils in torn/bloody robes because of the whole Vake thing but you're simply wrong. Do you think Veils would Ever go out like that. Do you think it doesn't have fifteen changes of clothes ready immediately, with options depending on the day and occasion, to climb into when it comes back from killing things. Of course it does. Veils is getting home, taking a shower in the Bazaar, putting on a new perfectly clean robe with accent panels and silk trim, and then dabbing 1 (one) tasteful bloodstain on the hem of it with a claw because it's arrogant and it thinks it can get away with it. What is a Veils if it's not serving cunt. Of course it is.
#Fallen London#Mr Veils#BaL spoilers#i do love veils it's awful. i love it as the interpretation of a beast unchained and a wild thing resenting its constraints#and that's the most common interpretation of it i tend to see#but Also it is a politician. so so so clearly. it covers up its crimes with spotless cufflinks and talks the blood away#it's spent hundreds of years swaying who it wants and killing who it wants in kind#the apparent clashing of its domains is funny sometimes but also to me it makes perfect sense#fashion and violence. look elevated enough and anyone will believe you. kill ruthlessly enough and the ones who don't don't matter#it's the perfect cover#it's also why in spite of seeing some relatability in its moments of straining for freedom Hallowrove doesn't regret killing it#if it were just a beast following its instincts out of control that would be one thing#if it were even a consicous thing bringing anything to ruin it could as revenge for being trapped that's another#but it just so clearly enjoys having power over things. and using that power to crush#and the manipulation beforehand#...hm. makes me wonder if the feelings in the early vake dreams were genuine#or if it constructed the rush to lure the player further into hunting it#.... you know what i think it was genuine actually. and i think it still doesn't matter.#sorry for bag a legend rambling on the funny poast i just think about it a lot still#in spite of finishing more than a year ago
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Sure. It could have been worse. But my body has not felt like mine in a very long time.
— L. Mathis
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Older little sketch animatic I forgot to post
Audio from S2 episode 47 - Inside the Actor’s Funeral
#Something about Henry meeting the thing that ruined his family and his first instinct is to make it a cup of tea…#dungeons and daddies#dungeons and dads#digital art#dndads#dndads fanart#dndads spoilers#dndads henry oak#henry oak#henry oak garcia#the doodler
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i think the scoundrel is starting to care about their city-self.
extremely slowly. extremely, extremely, painfully slowly. as slow as molasses drips off a spoon made entirely out of delusion and ripped-up flower petals.
...maybe care isn't exactly the right word. tolerating? putting up with? allowing the city to exist without going out of their way to ruin all of their own hopes and dreams?
it is nice, having a place that knows them so intimately. having a place practically dedicated to them and them alone. having a place where they belong- because they are that place.
they can grow used to it, if they give it a chance. and they are (will be) the master of such a thing...
yes. yes, they can give it a chance. they can give it a chance indeed.
maybe it can give them one too.
#there's probably a weird complicated subtextually orientationally questionable possessive instinct somewhere in there.#their city is theirs. no one else's. especially not london's.#they're a grand and glorious spacebat. why would they allow themself to be chained to such a disposable city?#a disposable city that wont even live to see them come into their own?#yin-thoughts#fallen london#fallen london spoilers#railway spoilers#whether or not this is a form of character development is up for debate#they're DEFINITELY still jealous of themself. how dare their doppelganger get to live in bliss etc etc#<- they think. while actively ruining said bliss. the scoundrel is a complicated sort of creature#scoundrelventures#anyway hi welcome to dramatic bat posts with yin. how's yalls sundays going
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I love being in the middle of writing, pausing to drink, then coming back and going into gamer position™
#-hunches like a beast and places my creature fingers on wasd-#online gaming has ruined me. its just instinct.#anyways im weirdly on a roll. its rare for me to spend an entire day writing and enjoy it and be actually happy with how its turning out#actually monhun x loz related but it may end up going up if i can get to where i planned#wondering where the point is where i take a break and then never touch it again
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It’s probably not a great sign that I’m starting to again listen to the kind of music I used to use cope with feeling like an incompetent, inhuman, lonely freak.
#ugh. posting about being depressed and lonely feels so much more embarrassing now that people follow me. not gonna stop me though#one of the worst times of my life was the year before coming out. I listened to so much glass beach and Sidney gish back then#and look who is finding herself wanting to listen to imposter syndrome on repeat agai#every other day I’m wondering what’s a human being gotta be like#what’s it take to just be competent#these sweet instincts. ruin my life
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I'm such a fake tornado fan because I mentioned the Enhanced Fujita scale in Trust Your Instincts but since the fic is set in 2006 it would have still been the original Fujita scale 😭
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