#im sry fam

[spookieypookie]

"Like crying out in empty rooms, with no one there except the moon." Journal | Solitary Confinement | "Make it stop."

Authors note: fuck i basically already wrote about this for prompt 2. I dont want to repeat the same ideas over and over even tho I could write about the Captain's universe alone on the ship or Mark being alone in the warp core but I just feel like it would be too repetitive. It might still be repetitive with what I'm planning but hey.

"This'll work I promise."

Those were the last words I ever heard. And they were lies.

I was lied to by the person I trusted the most… by the person I loved.

I was betrayed by every single person at that party. The actor organized the tragedy, involved people who had nothing to do with his quest for vengeance and damned us all. The detective cursed me by making me his partner. The colonel killed me. The seer manipulated me and the mayor. The mayor lied to me. And the seer and the mayor sealed my fate by stealing my body and leaving me trapped in this stupid broken dimension.

I watched them walk away with what was once mine.

At first I thought it was a temporary mishap. That they would figure out a way to save me. That they would come back for me.

But I've waited.

And waited.

And waited.

They left me.

I can hardly see. I can't sleep or breathe or feel. I'm left in a hell they put me in. This solitary confinement with no room for me. I'm not alive. I'm not dead.

I hardly know who I am anymore.

I'm not even the shell of who I used to be because that was taken from me. I'm just what's leftover of a life that was taken again and again.

What did I do wrong?

Wrong place. This evil mansion, this broken mirror.

Wrong time.

All I did was attend a party of old friends.

And now where are we?

Who have we become?

[kvarenje]

Please be gentle and kind to healthcare workers as the year winds down.

This season is usually slammed with people trying to make the most of their insurance plans before their deductibles reset in the new year. I suspect it'll be worse than usual with what the new administration wants to do to health insurance.

We're so tired. We're doing our best. We want to help as many people as we can. But please don't be mad at us if your doctor is running behind on appointments. We're drowning.

Love, your friendly neighborhood embryologist

[enjoythesilentworld]

Wille's Month - Date

day 26?! my goodness @youngroyals-events

Wille meets 'S' at a bar. They exchange a few notes.

read on ao3 (T, 1k)

[nomaishuttle]

ik in reality the library of alexandria burning didnt actually set humanity back by much. However i still wish it hsdnt burned bc it makes me sad,

[kashmirichaiwithmehr]

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[ripmydenim]

Thoughts on the Voice

I have never watched the US voice, I watched this season becos of Niall and I swear he did so good also the show was so entertaining? Definitely in Niall's wheelhouse of cheesy jokes, feel good artist supporting artist energy and such wholesome funny

I love how the Voice emphasizes the Voice duh and I think it feels so much more drama free than xfactor (granted I only watched one season and I do not have much experience with music talent shows)

But it's so wholesome it's not Abt the sob stories it's such a unique marketing tactic to use coaches who are already very established and great entertainers to sell the show and give it the fun and watchability

The skits are Soo cheesy but it's such good fun

Im so happy that u really didn't need much sob story or personal story at least in my opinion frm the clips it really emphasized the rehearsals and technical aspects of performance much more

Love Kelly Clarkson, Blake and Chance so much they are so funny and brilliant coaches. The banter between all four of them is top notch they are all so witty and personable

Gina my girl I'm so proud and definitely gonna watch out for ur music ur wicked game performance I have rewatched so so so many times. Pay attention to dynamics so that u can really highlight ur voice and range

I love Kala 💕 her voice is incredible and I love the duet Skinny Love with Gina and her blind performance both sides now so much I am definitely watching out for her in the future guys go sub to her YouTube channel.

Ryley Tate is so cutee and his voice is so unique and high u are a classic unique singer I believe u will go far I mean he have quite an intense fan base already. I love his cover of Billie Ellish I have also rewatched that so so many timess

Michael B was the dark horse but ur duet of heartbreak aniversary the runs were Soo goodd I love that duet. His voice is so theatrical and powerful. I loved seeing him prove to everyone his powerful voice also he reminds me of Evan Hansen and Harry Potter (lol in the Shawn Mendes cover)

Laura Littleton is so cute and energeticc in her blinds Sign of the Times and terrific song choice and making it ur own. I wish her Battles was more suited to her I can understand why she was assigned to the song and the battle but I wish she did more with it

Not to be all about Niall's contestants but tbh I only watched theirs but I saw Cait's performance of Whitney dude was so good and so powerful she really popped! Also the blinds for Holly Brand Im not a country person but dude that control was so impressive what a big voice. Also Mariah Kalia's blinds mad impressive tone and strong voice I respect ur decision to go with Chance girl for that hip hop stuff.

Banter wise so many iconic moments with Blake Kelly and Chance lol the I have glasses pitch and the chair turning and the dad-son dynamic and the duet with Kelly they look like they have so much fun on set such great coaches this season. Wish we could have gotten more of Blake Niall next season but let see how its gonna go

[iwillbeafuckinlawyer]

10/05/2023

Im just so tired all the time. My familys problems are just everywhere. Everytime that I talk to someone of my fam they tell me about their problems in a super loud way. Its always the same words.

Then they expect me to just study. Just go on. Good luck

Sry Im really exhausted

[ginoeh]

Sandman Fam have we seen this already? Does anyone know about more sources for this?

https://x.com/swirlingthings/status/1757460887336628449?s=20

(Sry im not on Twitter X so I'm doing the screenshot-and-link thing to give credit lol. Pls go over there for the og poster XD)

If this is true, what do you think will be filmed there? The setting looks very much like it could support the Ramadan Story Vol2 #50:

Cover Art by Dave McKean

[annieqattheperipheral]

Omg so maybe I am actually losing it.. I swear it said you voted for hottest coach as Spencer Carbery after you uploaded the pic of Bedsy for me. lol. It must of been someone reblogged it and said it. 😭 ignore me. I wish I could say I have been drinking but nope……….. thanks for all the content today

Lmaaaoooo i do remember seeing a reblog with that tag. Bedsy all the way girl👏 all👏 the👏 way👏 peace and blessings to carberra but im sry. jared exists

All good, I've rendered you useless with today's natemac overdose queue and i am THRILLED and honoured 😂💕 today's just a wonderful lil reprieve. My big appreciation and love to my avsblr fam🫂

[min3tta]

epic tl;dr

the horse and the infant 

odysseus: ok everyone on the count of 3 we’re gonna jump out of this horse and kill these trojan motherfuckers. 1..... 2....... 

everyone: 3!!!!! 

zeus: ayo odysseus!! my man! kill this baby rn or imma fuck ur life up. so will the baby

odysseus: bestie idk

just a man

odysseus: danm im kinda in my feels rn

odysseus: its like im killing my own son. how could i?

odysseus: u know what, nvm. this bitch empty YEET

astyanax: o shit

full speed ahead

odysseus: im hungry. lets stop at this random ass island

eurylochus: raid it

odysseus: my boyfriend– I mEAN POLITES– and i dont like that plan

polites: smooth

odysseus: ok polites lets go,, just the two of us for some reason,, on this weird ass lookin island,,,

open arms

polites: be nice for once

odysseus: no

winions: here have some food, we are stone-cold sober and will direct you to a totally normal cave

odysseus: k thx

warrior of the mind

athena: nah. dont be nice. fuck polites. be a stubborn asshole. be MY stubborn asshole. remember when u killed that boar?!?!

odysseus: yeah u right, sry fam

athena: istg if u try to pull this again,,,,,

polyphemus

polyphemus: fee fi fo fum wtf u doin in my cave 

odysseus: yo man just want some sheep tho

polyphemus: yeh why u already kill one tho?

odysseus: nevermind that. want some wine?

polyphemus: bet 

polyphemus: wait whats ur name

odysseus: nobody

polyphemus: sounds legit. imma kill u now

[oriwitchyartz]

IM SRY FOR FORGWTTING TO POST BUT LOOK MY YT IS ACTIVE?? MAYBE SUB THERE IF U WANT TO (NO PRESSURE DO WHATEVER U WANT FAM)

[maiverie]

eeee it’s so good!!! we went to jeju, hongdae, and we r staying in seoul with our aunt and uncle! i bought so many clothes I don’t know what to do w myself 🔥🔥🔥🔥 we dont have any plans for tmr so we shall see but my time so far has been so fun!!! soo many good eats and views it’s insane but most of all I missed the convenience stores 😭 7/11 is not the same in Korea 🤯 but I missed talking to u soooo much im glad im back 😘 sry for the long message and excessive emojis im in a goodmood ig - karina

OMGGG what the heck you’ve been everywhere alr 😭😭 THE SHOPPING IN HONGDAEEE 😭😭 tell me about ur haul 💔💔 and omg i hope ur fam r feeding u lots 🙁💖💓 U MUST MISS THEIR COOKING SM?

also i’m so sorry for the late reply but i hope you’ve been having lots of fun on ur trips and omg shdkdkk wait does that mean 7/11 is even better in kr or 🫢 ALSO NO IM GLAD URE IN A GOOD MOOD I TEND TO ABUSE EMOJIS TOO

i’m glad ur having fun baefy KEEP ME UPDATED 🤭💖

[hayleylwong]

reflection 05-25

4:22am - today i woke up at uhh i dont remember. i think like 11. i went to help at donation drive and got another bcafe smoothie i got the strawberry one it was good but i think i like the island one more. then i went to the ww farmers market w chelsea and we got dumplings and kettle corn and we went to brandy and i got pants and socks bc i need to do laundry but i havent yet so now i have another day. then we got more dumplings w claire and kaui and ellie and then i went to class and fell asleep in it oops. i went back to wash my face and do my makeup and then i went to bplate and cafe 1919 and bplate was so ass today. but the soft serve machine at cafe 1919 was finally working so i got dole whip and it was yummy. and thennn i went back to saxon to study w my friend. i fell asleep on the couch and couldnt get up even though my club friend kept calling me to help them make a dance. sorry guys. anyway at 1 i finally dragged myself up and then went to meet them i felt bad bc they were so tired and i also feel like i missed a lot of bonding activities the past two nights. anyway now i am finishing choreographing in hedrick i was abt to record one of the songs and these people walked in the mirror room what am i supposed to do now. i cant be doing this alone in front of people. i guess i will find somewhere. ughhhh i am tired i actually wasnt doing anything despite what everyone thinks. in fact i was abt to and then i got cbd by adams ft. so yeah. i will make dance and then see what time it is. okie byeee <3

sam: sam is doing okie. he is a little stressed for our club event tm but his fam is much more prepared dancey dance wise. omg we prob have to make a jp vlog soon

also oh my god do you see this. ignore the mess lmao but like are you being fr rn. thats not my trash. unless you count using my tissues and throwing them away as mine. im barely in the room you take it out. why should i esp if youre like scared to talk to me to my face ?? who tf leaves a note and uses literally my own stuff to write the note. at least text me jfc. and the double exclamation is so passive aggressive i would know bc thats what i do. im not taking the gd trash out if u ask ima say oops i didnt see that sry. ur gonna have to ask me in person love. ugh what if i just write back ‘no thanks xo !!’

[mccarthymolly]

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[rawrmeansilyindinosawr]

SUNMER IS OVER N IM. WORRIED AB KORN KID

house of YAS had a end of summer Block Pawty n yr frwend tells u to meet him in front of the bus and that his only descriptor in the masses of people is dhat he's a v" tall black stranger. " I find him ofc then we dance on tha stage n get free flowerz n then go to tha subway to do lines of K on the floor then a white man stops us n asks us for some then i give stingy lines for the $20 he gave me cuz i don't get paid til lik end of the month or something.

iknewSummer wuz over when we held each other when we got out of the station n k holed in an intersection n felt the sweat from our bodies glisten in the light the sun n ate artichoke pizza til we called ubers behind each otherrzz backs .

Always luv n support ur fwendzz dreams by manifesting them via thrusting ur thussy in 4/4 time . im Waiting for my soulmate but it's taking forever so im passing the nitez inhaling cough drops like candy in front of tha bk bridge on a tues nite doin k w yr french fwend saying "CWaSaaaaint "rly loud n peeing together streams on tha rawks n trading shoes n telling stories of bad dates. I fukin fell on the rawks but steve maddin is kewl as fuk!!!!!

Startet my new job n i luv it. My kiddos r routy as hell n come from diff places in life but all love fashion n drawing n self expression!!! It's so kute n teaching them techniques in sewing n threading n bookmaking via zines ... so fulfilling n my headquarterz isrite nxt to tha Crythtsal meth i mean chystler building in midtown. It v profeshhh and i still rly hope my boss doesn't find my tumblr or ig cuz It will prob b it for moi. >:[[

Tired of ppl askin meh for threesomes n my tauruskink. saw a guy walkin around with his chiuaua on his shoulderzz N a lady eatin an avocado lik an apple n played the staring game with a squirrel at rockaway Beach. he won. It's my BDAAYYYY week!!!! I kant believe it's been an entire yr since my last bday!!!!!!!!!! Why r birfdayz a yr apart????? moi fam in town so i booked dem what i thought was a chil Airbnb near meh but dis bitch was fuckkn INSANE also the airbnB had asbestos in the ceiling and blood stains on the sheetz n on the floor!!!!!!!!!! Rehousing them took a min i searched for lik 2 hours on my phone for hotels in the surrounding area n it wuz So fuckin expensivv but it worked out] i lowkey hihkey got triggered cuz meh first roomie situation wuz TERIBLe. one of my roommates lik fell in love w me and wrote me a letter saying how he's the 2nd coming of jesus and im like the angel he's supposed 2 be w cuz my fav number is 12 ????????? ? ?? Also he asked for the letter back by knocking on my door at like 6am and burning it rite in front of me which was violent behavior n scary .i obv don't live there anymore but i rly still prefer living alone n am tryna save up for dat Asap back in my digital camera era n im tempted to bring fb albums back. Pix from dis week of my kute frwendz and me ft. cobra snake merch. Mark says i'm a superstar!!!!!!

i drove to filly 2 visit my fwend kenz n eat spicy tuna guac n go to a concert. Lizzy Mxalpine is sooo hot. But i wonder who hurt her cuz like …??????? Omg.

Also dere was an extrmtly drunk bitch behind my sis at tha concert who kept bumping into every1 n it was so annoying but also same. first time i went to philly wuz when i wuz 17 to share my poetry for the NAACP ni saw some1 get hit by a car n tht was kinda it for me 2 luv dat city. I luv luv luv filly. But im sry those cheesesteaks are

1. not Steaks fillt with cheeze.

2. Not good sandwiches enough to be called

sandwiches.

3. Just Meat with cheeze in between some stale grains.

i yam studying how to b an enneagram coach so i could teach classes n empower ppl to continue to find themselves n their path!!!! i yam tryna also Recruit more kiddos for the fashion workshop nxtmonth for my job!!! Who want meh to teach ur babies how to sew n make cool clothes!!!!!! My bday party wuz lit, n i boofed 4 my 25th. Its actually a V Vv v v v hard procedure n moi fwendzz said to clench real rite n hold it there til u khole but tbh i don't rly think idid it rite n i was warned ab the K squirts if i didn't clench rite n i wuz walkin around my own bday party w a wet butt. Butt itz ok cuz i luv science n i now hav a clear eyes Ketamine solution i kan boof myself when im alone. Or when im not alone. RAWR XD.

saw moi tumblr friend n scorpio crush n got kissed by my enemy/old lover/situation-ship n only lost $250 mayb gettin asked 4 600 more on top of datttttttt and l0st my ID as collateral at tha bar LOOK IM SRTYY BUT $1600 MINIMUM IZ LIKE NOT ACHIEVABLE N ITZ NOT MY FAULT LIKE 10 -20 PpL bailed. but im NEVEr hosting my own bday part EVERRR again cuz what the fuking FOOK that wasSTRESSFULZ.

IM HIGH AS SHIT ON AN ADDERL RUNNING AROUND TARGET N MY MUM KANNT KATCH ME EVEN IF SHE TRIED HAHHAHAMAHWAHAHA.

i Posted this super long ig caption w this hawt pic ofmeh wearing tiffs clothes of my reflectionzz moving Forward w nyfw/fashion industry / MODELING..

basically said Fuk it to it and knew id get a bunch of bookingzz after i posted tht shit cuz fashion industry wants ppl tht r like me - rebellious n new n edgy? But at the same time ostracize ppl like meh. Sooi just made a public statement tht i rly don't Give aflying fuk and now i got designers from columbia asking me to walk for their show in nyc in oct... I still don't kno but i finally got a call bak from callen lourde sayin they will accept me as a new patient starting 10/19 n i kant wait to spill all my mental fuckin illness on these professionalzz cuz it's ab time i get back to talkin ab y dissociation n retail therapy N adderal r my fav act of self kare AT M. speaking of soulmatezz do u ever get dat feelin around someon3 u don't know but u feel like u know them?? but u don't. n tht just makes u more curious ab them cuz it's rly an intriguing magnetic pull but ur also lik completely afraid of rejection n kno dat dating u would look like apologizing constantly n feeling avoidant n scared a lot of the timezzz so0000 Ya ima get fixed. my goals this yr before i turn 26 r to deeply invest in my private life n work on BOUNDARIEZZZ.

dating shuld b taken slowly n i don't wanna hav to give a lot of myself or feel the need to share everything at once to build a connection initially. everythin tht lasts long is a slow process Ni rly am in a better mental space w tht. But learning to express my needzz is important n i need to do dat in every relationship i hav.. I hav a lot of pain surrounding my familv n past as well as new trauma within the last 3 months.

so i need to rly unpack it . It's crZi how i thought i could heal by healing others, and how needing each other / community is healing but also in wayzzi am resentful now and emotionally drained be of it? i am not the giving tree N i need to acknowledge tht just bc i set boundaries w ppl it does not mean i will «lose my charm" or be rejected by Ppl or not be fully seen as "kind" or worthwhile.

EVERY1 shuld try to b trans at least ONCE in their lifetime n also if ur hawt u kill laternfliezz by Stomping on them three timez AT DA VERY LEASTTT. i am so000o worried ab corn kid too. HE JUST WANTS A NORMAL LIFE NOW! leave Him ALONE!!!!!!

i think mY publisher is mad at me and I keep having tha craziest diarrhea. Wish meh luck this week teaching in these conditionzz n still tryna b tha hottest reincarnation of devon Aoki. Also i hav been sleeping w music on n i woke up to yoke lore "beige"n tha lyrics fukin made me cry n masturbate .

"Tell me something I don't know

And lead me to the place where no one ever goes

Let me go under your skin

Let me find the demons that drive those heavenly

limbs

You know you're beautiful

But that ain't half the gold treasure in your soul what

you got 'cause I want it all

With your fingers in my mouth, I fail to see your faults

So please don't let me fall

So please don't let me fall

And I think we'd survive in the wild

We would eat plants and roots and dream about

electric fans"

Bless up, west side til I die, U kno i keep dat thang on me (bottle of Q pee mayo in my hello kitty tote bag) , taylor swift U Belong With Me listener on repeat cuz i'm a virgin again..... I feel so untouched ni want u so much tht i just kant resist u It's not enough to say dat i miss u, 0o 0o la la lalalLallalLalalLlalallalalaa im so sad i mised rolling loud.

xxxx renny :-[

[withonly-sweetheart]

AHAIERUIWOEIEW AWWW TYSM FOR THE TAG ILY WAIF i did my nickname cause my irl name is unknown to humanity :(((

thats... pretty much how i feel rn. if u see this you know EXACTLY who you are and i really dont want to feel like this so tell me why. i just want to know all the ways i fucked up.

anyways !!! npt : @mydarlingclaudia @chesue00 @xdeadxxeyes @candlekiss @ghosty-writes-23 @jillsandwhichs @sincerelymina @eyesofsix @praisethegabs and also @ekurie987

if i missed u im sry the stml is hitting real hard rn. pls feel free to join in on the fun!!! have fun darlings <33

edit: kay so... like... dont message me asking if its u... ive gotten enough of that and this is towards a guy... irl... that i know... calm down i love all my tumblr fam <3

starting a tag game because i can’t stop thinking about this

search your name in the unsent project and pick your two favorites

no pressure tags: @sillygooseun @fatallyaddictedtofiction @bistec-37 @poemaboutmidoctober @richie-shitlips @loganschwarzy @chompisatheatrekid

(also open to anyone else because i’ve never started a tag game before and idk how to do this)