#im so upset and coping

[silliestuwu]

Q!FOREVER AND Q!BBH WANTED TO DIE TOGETHER GIVE THEM BACK TO MEEEE

[briseise]

woe, horsiedubs be upon ye

[autisticaradiamegido]

thoughts on dave and aradia (<>)?

day 356

BIG fan tbh. in this house we love and respect timerails

truly yall read this log and tell me theyre not cute

[xxplastic-cubexx]

sequel to this ramble cause the way james talks bout the reduced cherik scenes throughout the xmen films in this video is making me want to kill people. 'we'll always have paris darling' what if we all blew up.

[skitskatdacat63]

"Sometimes you learn more things from the difficulties than from the celebrations"

[qoldenskies]

what's your separated au about? :0

WHERE WE WENT WRONG ASK SPOTTED [LOCKS IN]

okay essentially without going into spoiler territory (it all seems kind of typical but there's a lot of twists and turns i have planned!!! trust me)

VERY basic premise, with leo/donnie with draxum and raph/mikey with splinter. i'm going to keep leo and donnie's names as they are for simplicity's sake and say that at one point they just decided to use the names their bio father gave them when they asked draxum for like... Actual names, they were probably just numbered before. they both have kind of messy complicated relationships with him

^^^ draxum is a pretty shit parent but im not going to make him super abusive (its fine when people do, im just going for the more nuanced approach!!). he's very goal-oriented and for a long time he's struggled to see the weapons he created as people, although he never outright Abused them. he was pretty emotionally neglectful and hard on them when it came to training/pushing them into their roles, and over the course of the story he's going to grapple both with humanizing them and also descending into a spiral of paranoia as things go on (all im gonna say about what's going on with him right now)

personality alterations are more subtle in some places and more obvious in others. raph is a lot more serious and overprotective, mikey's very similar to his canon characterization but he's a lot more rebellious and determined to prove his own independence, and donnie's actually very blunt and deadpan to counteract leo being UHHHHHHHHHH. hmmmmm. an insane person!! (lmao raph/mikey are dog-coded in the way that mikey is an excitable puppy and raph is an old sad sheepdog, and leo/donnie are cat-coded in the way that donnie is a cat that stays in high up places and glares at you, and leo is the type of cat that rolls on its back and looks cute and then ATTACKS when you try to pet it. thats the best way i can summarize them)

donnie was very much the family stickler on his side of the equation and leo was unruly and untameable, but that kind of... switches after some things happen. leo becomes complacent out of fear (he is so complicated and fucked up god bless) and donnie changes his priorities after he meets mikey.

because essentially the core of the story is that donnie and mikey being the youngest of their families, with overprotective older brothers who are actually kind of more reliant on them than the other way around, want to connect and actually be a family (as well as stop the conflict going on) but raph and leo REALLY DO NOT WANT THEM TO.

and i mean REALLY. really really. raph distrusts donnie and hates leo and leo DESPISES both raph and mikey (disaster twins are really codependent and its gonna shine through), so there's really just opposition on every side of the equation. things turn out alright in the end, but it's.... a long, long process. there's a point in the story where they have to do the unlocking ninpo thing and it takes so much longer and it is so much worse and its such a fucking mess LMAO

wow i love my sep au (one man's junk but with more crying and blood in it)

if things go according to plan it'll start after i finish canary continuity, i already have it all outlined. its just beginning stories that is kind of a struggle for me so the first few chapters are gonna be hard. even though i KNOW what im doing bleckgh.

[t4t4t]

Hi I got 84 in the last two weeks, starting to run out of food money. Absolutely no gas money to get anywhere but yknow. Maybe the temp agency I'm talking to will give me some tolerable job tomorrow and I can ask a bus driver to let me on for free. ("Not my fault if you get a ticket." has been a common response.)

venmo: @nora-esther-rose

paypal.me/NoraEstherRose

[degloved]

strahm's a grey eyeshadow nude lip tight little dress pleaser heels kind of girl. for those who care

[smokbeast]

poe thoughts and scribbles for my aching soul

[ashalsdream]

I'm coping a normal amount about Maxo and Pierre breaking up (I'm in denial) so here are my hcs

Maxo didn't love Pierre at first, it was all for his own gain but seeing how dedicated Pierre was. Everything that he did. He fell for him and that's why he broke up with him, it scared him and he wasn't prepared for that, paired with everything else he just pushed him away and ran

Max regrets ever agreeing, he didn't realise HOW much Pierre loved him

Pierre is so destraught by it he can't even stay in his own home. Everything reminds him of Max, everything smells like Max. He can't handle it

Pierre had a ring already, it now sits on his bedside table, he mourns what could have been, after his initial depressed period, he throws himself into his work and won't talk to anyone

[aziraphales-lawyer]

Literally no other way I could describe it right now.

[kafkasgirlhood]

yeah no i'm gonna stop putting in so much effort if it's never going to be reciprocated

[onthevirgooftears]

i don't even wanna talk about it

[neuroviolentgraves]

I will never 8e normal a8out that time someone told me that wearing spikes on clothing is somehow 8ad 8ecause it, like, m8kes people fearful of you 8ecause spikes are inherently scary or something? Somehow implying that wearing spikes is 8ad for other people and that you shouldnt do that?? And implying similar things a8out my gore-themed n8me and pronouns???? Idk m8y8e if youre scared of me or people for wearing spikes or having gore-themed identities then we dont fucking want you here in the first pl8ce

[who-the-fuck-knows-blog]

if you’re the father figure and I’m the father figure, who’s steering the ship???

[boxocats]

Mikhail has a chokehold on me so more domestic fluff stuff:

- He steals blankets and talks silly in his sleep!! And every time he kisses you, you can feel his lips curl up into a goofy smile and hear him giggle bashfully

- He tiptoes around the house, and he doesn’t realize that

- Very old fashioned and takes you out on soda fountain and drive-in movie dates!

- Him teaching you how to dance and he keeps stepping on your feet, but it’s fine, it doesn’t hurt as much when he’s all blushy and apologizing

- It’s always dessert before dinner with this guy

- He absolutely sings in the shower and you have to be okay with him cuddling you like a stuffed bear late at night