#im so tired of this situation at work

[seadem-on]

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[sunlit-mess]

I can only take so much, but lately, they have replaced my reflection. And realize I'm just as bad as them.

[nordidia]

having a very rough night so raph doodles needed to be made

when in need, mash two interests together

[pmpwbrrs]

dark does NOT want to get its bag wet. beige helps to prevent that

im not sure if these two are capable of compassion tho. do not be fooled

also floewrs 💦💦🌷🌿🌷🌿🍃🌸🌿🪻🪻🌿🌼💦🌼

[kimvvantae]

i’m not someone that cries easily but this morning i was going to work and the bus was so packed i barely had a spot to stand and it was like 7am and my back and my legs hurt and it felt so humiliating to be in that situation day after day for a job that doesn’t even pays that well and i felt like crying on the spot bc damn this is what we’re wasting most of our times on earth for

[biillys]

billy literally should've been in season four like he should’ve been with the hawkins teen group imagine the flavour imagine the depth imagine the gravitas imagine everything he could’ve brought to the table. asshole older brother in recovery from actually dying (killed by an alternate demension monster) the previous summer. somehow still alive still kicking got bones to pick with everybody. willing and ready to throw bare hands (again) at anybody and anything. zero will to live through this shit again but also complete refusal to die (again)

[ravenmoodle]

Man I wanna draw sho bad but.. feel like... falling asleep all the time....

[floorpancakes]

i think constantly about what doumekis inner monologue would be like cause its like the one thing we DONT know other than when he's clearly saying exactly what he's thinking. most importantly i kind of want to know HOW he self narrates when he's in freak mode cause we have seen his visual pov but never directly inside his head and id pay every organ in my body to see that. actually i don't need to do that i can just think about it myself. but like. sometimes it slightly changes depending on the day itd be nice to get a clearer mental image of how exactly he freaks the fuck out

[mejomonster]

I hate panic attacks

[eightw]

a couple of weeks ago my grandma was taking in her sewing machine to be oiled by this guy she used to live near who fixed sewing machines as a side hobby/hustle, and she offered to take in my broken machine as well. i'd been avoiding taking it to this guy (because why would i take my machine to a random old man who isn't even running a real buisness??) but i was like meh my grandma can drop it off, either he'll fix it or he'll tell me he can't do it and i'll get it back without talking to him and take it to a real shop like i've been putting off, i guess that sounds fine.

so she took it in and apparently a piece was broken on my machine (which used to be my mum's btw, it was a gift from my grandma that she took back when my mum died bc i was too young to use it), and he couldn't order the piece, so he couldn't fix it. but i was like that's fine, it's just some random old guy, i'll try looking for the piece it take it into an actual shop.

and then my grandma told him he could have it for spare parts.

i got the new broken to me fifteen minutes ago, when she said "and he asked if he could have it for parts because he wanted one of the pieces and he'd waive the cost of my oiling and i said sure, and bought you a cheap one from walmart".

[dogbunni]

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[cicidraws]

having emetophobia its getting easier with games to see/hear pukin and all that

however when it lingers or i know its coming its kinda difficult. and also movies and shows are not easy for me still. again though it depends on the day or how im feeling and stuff. but sometimes movies push it alittle too real for me, like the insidious red door thing. that actually made me need to leave the theater.

silent hill 2 has barfin and the 'monsters' doing that isnt bad at all, but the sounds in it from eddie, it kinda messes with me still. its all a big ol spectrum for me what i can handle but im working hard on it. umu;

[xannerz]

semi related to lrb but i need the first person who called T N W K an incel to meet me in a cvs parking lot in 10 min for an ass kicking for the irreversible damage they did to how the fandom interprets his character!!

[theriverbeyond]

for someone who has a toddler's level of tolerance for visual/audio horror (vs strictly written horror, which I love), I sure do enjoy listening to men analyze the shit out of horror games on youtube. it's like my cocomelon

[spikeyjo]

also uh im kind of not thinking about it much because its insane. but if everything goes right (and i mean a considerable amount of things that probably wont go as planned) but if they DO... i will have a major surgery in like two weeks

[thompsborn]

i know i’ve said that being able to do the stereotypical insane ao3 authors notes is fun and amusing to me but can the universe NOT take that as a challenge to add more shit to my list of things to add next time i post ???? like. fucking. Calm Down Please.