#im not used to writing *spicy-ish* stuff but i did my best!!

[flappervcmp]

❛  pin .   to  restrain  my  muse’s  hands  during  intimacy . // soulmate au 👀

They'd just been relaxing in her bedroom, tv on in the background but not paying much attention to what was on as hands idly trailed over exposed bits of skin. Annie's hands trailing over his arms, while Caleb would lightly brush her fingers across her legs.

The occasional press of lips against each other, her mouth moving down to place open-mouthed kisses against his shoulder as they sat in her bed, the outside world nothing but white noise.

Before she had a chance to realize what was happening, Caleb had moved faster than she could react, moving to push her gently onto her back and crawling up over her, hovering above her briefly before leaning down to kiss her, palms moving towards hers on the bed.

She kissed him back, less of a gentleness to her kiss in return as she tried to move up into him, but found she couldn't move herself much. Her hands had been moved without her noticing, now up above her head and pressed into the pillows with Caleb's fingers interlacing with hers to keep them there.

[notatypicaldimension]

Tagged!

Thanks for tagging me @theragamuffininitiative ! 

I tag @hurtbyintensejourneys @thylovelylionheart @falconhawk9​ 

— what was your last…

1. drink: tea!

2. phone call: my mom.

3. text message: to a group chat with friends 

4. song you listened to: “Meltdown” by Lorde, Q-Tip, Push, HAIM, Stromae

5. time you cried: uuuhhh I think it was a couple of days ago, when I was just trying to get out of some pretty bad states and actually felt OK enough to cry so it was a good thing! 

— have you ever…

6. dated someone twice: No.

7. kissed someone and regretted it: No.

8. been cheated on: No.

9. lost someone special: Sorta....if the term is used quite broadly.

10. been depressed: Haha. Yes. Ofc. 

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: Niet. 

— fave colours

12. Purple, or gray/black scale probably. 

13. I actually quite like brown....so maybe that? 

14. Hm. Probably a deep navy? Like a sailor outfit blue? 

— in the last year have you…

15. made new friends: Yes. Absolutely. 

16. fallen out of love: No. 

17. laughed until you cried: lol yes (thank you to theinsanereader for your book wedding video)

18. found out someone was talking about you: Yes! 

19. met someone who changed you: Hahahahah...yeeeesss. Helped me a lot tbh. 

20. found out who your friends are: In a way. Like it’s not that I didn’t know before, it’s more like now I understand it better in terms of human leanings etc. 

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list: Uuuhhhhh....no, not on the lips.

— general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: Nearly everyone, there are a few I only know via the internet somehow, but I still know them from everyday things, or I have already met them.

23. do you have any pets: Nope!

24. do you want to change your name: No. 

25. what did you do for your last birthday: Oh boy. It was a weird day but good. I spent time with a cute lil kiddo, went on a walk and saw lots of flowers, watched an episode of doctor who, went out for starbucks with a friend, and got to hold a baby amongst some other more ritualistic things. 

26. what time did you wake up today: like, 10:30 or so. 

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: Probably just listening to music and...um...maybe writing down in my diary or something?? idek.

28. what is something you can’t wait for: Hmm...this is gonna sound lame but fr I have very little social life so seeing a couple of friends once their schooltime frees up a bit more or whatever....oh! and also my little sister is competing this weekend o I can’t wait to go and watch her and her team :)

30. what are you listening to right now: Static, for the most part, and in the muffled background, my family just doing everyday things (lil screeches, telling offs, whAT?! etc.) lol. 

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: For sure. 

32. something that’s getting on your nerves: HA. The government, and some approaches that the American Evangelical Church seems to be oblivious to or non-sympathetic smh. 

33. most visited website: “Youtube and Tumblr are probably about equal.” (lol same)

34. hair colour: Brown. 

35. long or short hair: Long..

36. do you have a crush on someone: No... at least I don’t think so. Idek if I get crushes or whatever idek it’s confusing moving on

37. what do you like about yourself: Ooh. I like that the single most re-occuring obstacle in my life is that I’m so confusing to both myself (im still learning its ok to be me) and the entire world that it’s very, VERY conflicting in odd ways and that that is what makes everything mean things to me.....it’s like my essence etc. and I now know my main passion etc......tl;dr I like that I’ve figured out what the single epitome of most of what I am is and how its path has severely been distraught, and that though it’s going to take a lot of work to get back, it’s also just going to be the most incredible thing. 

38. want any piercings: nope.

39. blood type: sis, if y’all think I’m gonna put out vip information like that on this already crackhead-justice owned website by same-type  company like yahoo, y’all are w r o n g.  

40. nicknames: Uuuuhhhh. idk. @hurtbyintensejourneys​ , you should give me one. 

41. relationship status: Single. And probably most definitely not ready to mingle (but it’s ok! I’ll be someday, sometime soon...ish)

42. sign: Taurus. But I don’t follow horoscopes. 

43. pronouns: she/her

44. fave tv show: Idek anymore....I love Lie to me, and like rags said, Fringe (tho I am still on like s2 aahh), and maybe Doctor who? I actually love Granite flats and GMW/BMW as well tho. 

45. tattoos: Nope.

46. right or left handed: Right-handed. 

47. ever had surgery: Nope. 

48. piercings: No.

49. sport: Alrighty; look, I will watch just about anything even though I’m bad at it....I think it has something to do with an interest in developing my recognizing of stuff/talent???? also it’s v cool. 

50. vacation: uuuhhh????? Probably my last “”vacation”” was in California? idek. 

51. trainers: I think they’re Nike. 

— more general

52. eating: I just want some sushi right now. The good stuff tho. NOt the *shudders* doobly-tasting kind. I love Asian food that’s not spicy tho. That’s some real bod-foodspiration right there for me.

53. drinking: Water, tea, juice that’s actually juice...... fresh smoothies. 

54. I’m about to watch: probably just safe-feeling trailers for me, so like, Me and Earl and the Dying Girl or something. 

55. waiting for: My mental health/processing desire to buffen up a little so I can actually start doing things again maybe (that’d be nice). Perseverance, basically, I guess.

56. want: Soundproof area maybe, to record //things//? A small local group of friends. 

57. get married: At some point, maybe. I’d not be surprised if I end up single tho. BUt I feel like I won’t which is....honestly.....sorta scarier for me rn dfhbjdhsbjdf

58. career: lol. idk. God’s plan? 

— which is better

59. hugs or kisses: hugs

60. lips or eyes: eyes, I think.

61. shorter or taller: taller

62. older or younger: depends

63. nice arms or stomach: niCe ArmS oR SToMacH? (bruh idk)

64. hookup or relationships: relationships is the only way to go, and not only in romance my friends. 

65. troublemaker or hesitant: Uuuhhh....hesitant. but you know what...imma pretend I come off as, like, a fine brand so. Hésitante. 

— have you ever

66. kissed a stranger: No lol. 

67. drank hard liquor: No. Thank GOD. 

68. turned someone down: Only one (1) time. Sorta. 

69. sex on first date: N o. 

70: broken someone’s heart: I actually don’t know. I don’t think so. I hope not. 

71. had your heart broken: Not like that, but also yes. At least a little. It’s sorta like having to go back and unstitch a stitch of yourself that’s all messed up; you thought you’d be ok with moving on from it, except ways further along you realise that you can’t and then having to go undo everything and start back up but even then your thread is all folded up and a little extra rugged. 

72. been arrested: No. 

73. cried when someone died: I want to say yes. But I actually am not sure. For sure, in fictional chracters so....(dad from my big fat greek wedding voice) there you go

74. fallen for a friend: No....I don’t think so. 

— do you believe in

75. yourself: Sorta. But inherently? yes. 

76. miracles: !!!! yes! If y’all knew some of the stories I’ve known....I love God so much I can’t even. It’s so marvelous. I just....Ah!

77. love at first sight: Yes, but only because I think it’s like some weird intuitive thing that’s legitimate for some people. Or maybe even a spiritual thing sometimes? 

78. santa claus: “He exists in every way that counts.” 😂 looolll

79. angels: Yes. Again, if y’all knew...

— misc

80. eye colour: brown

81. best friend’s name: I don’t have a best friend rn. 

82. favourite movie: Idk. 

83. favourite actor: Idk!

84. favourite cartoon: *Idk intensifies*

85. favourite teacher’s name: Not gonna say any specific names, but probably my German teacher in middle school, or 5th grade teacher. Also, non-official teacher friend man who taught me abstract concepts way beyond my grade level. I love them so much and they continue to have a very important impact in my life voyage. 

[seokmins-thighs]

92 questions holy crap

tagged by @pabospoiler

thanks for the tag adelin <3

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people.

THE LAST:

1. Drink: water 2. Phone call: my dAD omg i couldn’t get my headlights on  3. Text message: my sister (Little One) 4. Song you listened to: Bullshit by G Dragon 5. Time you cried: last night lmao

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: yaLL im single for seokmin 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: virgin lips for the sunshine 8. Been cheated on: seokmin’s loyal 9. Lost someone special: as a friend, yeah? 10. Been depressed: i guess but i don’t talk about it 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: no...not yet

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: red, (pastel??) yellow, dark blue

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: yes! here and in real life :D 16. Fallen out of love: idk it’s more like i realized i never really liked the guy 17. Laughed until you cried: last time was just...last week 18. Found out someone was talking about you: no 19. Met someone who changed you: no 20. Found out who your friends are: ever since graduating high school, yeah i guess lmao 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: no

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: probably 99% of them 23. Do you have any pets: i used to have dog and birds before i came to the us of a. then i had a kitten but then found out i’m allergic to them :c 24. Do you want to change your name: no i like people to struggle spelling and pronouncing my name 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: i took placement exams for college then went out to eat with my friend and her mom then ate out again with that same friend and my family 26. What time did you wake up: pretty sure it was 8:30am-ish 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: messaging friends 28. Name something you can’t wait for: my day off??

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: last night before going to sleep

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: i wish i could shut up sometimes

31. What are you listening right now: my sister is playing jay park’s all i wanna do behind me 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: does tommy count? there are no toms here omg 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: people not cleaning up after themselves 34. Most visited Website: tumblr, ao3, this website that makes typewriter sounds when you type (it’s where i write my first drafts of fics and scenarios and all :D) 

LOST QUESTIONS.

35. Mole/s: i have a lot oh gosh i have like 9-11 on my face then there are like 7 on my right arm and i still have more body parts to go 36. Mark/s: yeah i have a lot like i still have one from november from when i cut myself with scissors trying to open a box 37. Childhood dream: i was like katniss everdeen with the bow and arrow except i was inside a library and i had to shoot enemies and i jumped on the bookshelves and showed the innocent people the way to the bus. even in the bus, i was jumping from one seat to another with bow and arrow in hand. i told this dream to my dad and he won’t let me live it down 38. Haircolor: dark brown???? 39. Long or short hair: long 40. Do you have a crush on someone: no it’s been years

41. What do you like about yourself: idk i can adapt to situations pretty quickly

42. Piercings: just my ears 43. Bloodtype: my dad says i’m o (because it’s the most common blood type in the philippines and because his name starts with o) 44. Nickname: gen, gene, jollibee, gennybean 45. Relationship status: single and feeling gr8 46. Zodiac: gemini 47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favorite TV Show: jeopardy? i don’t watch a lot of dramas except show me  the money hehe 49. Tattoos: no 50. Right or left hand: righty, sometimes use my left for other stuff like cleaning when my right gets tired 51. Surgery: no 52. Hair dyed in different color: no 53. Sport: used to play soccer and basketball, but i hurt my knee, so i stick to table tennis 55. Vacation: i like going to different places and taking time to enjoy things there, but my family is always like we see it we’re here let’s go somewhere else now i scream 56. Pair of trainers: my pair of air jordans that i’ve been wearing since i was like 15

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: nothing but i ate spicy stew thing i made earlier 58. Drinking: water 59. I’m about to: go to the library! 61. Waiting for: college to start oh gosh 62. Want: to finish writing everything i’ve been putting off (which is like 13 stories im crying) 63. Get married: gotta finish college first before dating anyone 64. Career: writer sounds nice, but i want to try engineering or computer science, but my parents tell me no

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: hugs 66. Lips or eyes: eyes 67. Shorter or taller: taller 68. Older or younger: older 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: ARMS 71. Sensitive or loud: i like both                                                                    

72. Hook up or relationship: relationship

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: no 75. Drank hard liquor: no...not yet 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: no 77. Turned someone down: yeah i hate them all 78. Sex on the first date: no 79. Broken someone’s heart: yeah i guess i hate that guy too 80. Had your heart broken: yeah? 81. Been arrested: no 82. Cried when someone died: yeah 83. Fallen for a friend: i guess so? but it’s gone now

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: sometimes 85. Miracles: yeah 86. Love at first sight: no 87. Santa Claus: no 88. Kiss in the first date: no 89. Angels: sure

OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: annette, melissa, cindy, and dennis :D 91. Eyecolor: brown 92. Favorite movie: i can’t pick? miracles in cell no. 7, finding nemo, kimi no na wa, kingsman