#im not quite sure about the other one tho....
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To celebrate his sleepwear cards and his birthday I just want to say I love you at him and the reason why. Tbh I think Rook is the most realest character in twst bcoz:
-he stalk ppl he interested in which im pretty sure people irl often stalk their crush
-he's the only one character that have changes in the school.he practically change the whole of his appearance and dorm eventho its hard to change it bcoz it based on their soul(correct me if im wrong tho) and I don't see others do so.
-THOSE GODDAMN ROUGH HANDS IF I GET TO TOUCH IT I SWEAR I WILL —
-Lets be civilized here☺️I just mean that he has a very pretty hand. His hand really had me in chokehold.I love his hand the most its the prettiest hand among twst chara(imsosorrymalleus). Probably coz i rarely see them so i appreciate they make more of hand exposing card
-And lmao the prophecy almost come true regarding the damn pajama.I swear i will kms if Vil didn't wear damn fabulous dress to sleep.
-THOSE WRIST THO
-he also has FRECKLES⁉️those stars on his beautiful face🥺 i feel this coz idk?i think its quite normal to have marks on your face? everyone has experience the breakout phase or maybe birthmark?
-THE GODDAMN SEXY COLLARBONE—
-his wig— i mean the blonde bob haircut looked smooth when it splayed on pillow like that😃
-I think despite being rich kid he really put an effort in understanding people (cue ruggie with his dandelions)
-he has hobby that he really passionate about and mainly stalking tho and also the film analysis and ofc more stalking. At this point I can't even defend him at court...
Still have a lot to say but I will stop here and will post more appreciation for his groovy.Anyway Happy Early Birthday to Rook Hunt. May the devs create more cards that show his hand coz im ✨ OBSESSED✨
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An image has popped into my head of Gabriel holding V1 tightly so that it could examine a Virtue (and the Virtue could examine it) without any chance of the robot going into killkillmurder mode. Like introducing a grumpy old cat to a new family member.
If Gabe still has loyal Virtues then it would be important to get them acclimatised to each other so V1 doesn't mistake them for enemies later on. How would V1 tell the difference from the friendly ones and the ones that want them dead besides their actions, is there any visual tells or does V1 have to scrounge up stickers/labels or something?
(reference to this!)
LITERALLY gabriel acting as a safety fence separating two zoo animals before they're introduced into the same enclosure
i imagine virtues aren't given much room for individuality, so v1 actually has to memorize their mannerisms and slowly discern them specifically from all the data it has stored on general virtues. i'd also like to give them actual "designs" soon, and their colors are all very slightly off from one another so it can tell them apart if it takes a close look. in the beginning though, when things are definitely still tense (and terrifying for the poor virtues lol), gabriel has them come up with a signal for v1 to recognize so it knows to stand down. doesn't entirely prevent a couple of shots fired, but eventually they come to understand each other (and maybe even have some enjoyment in each other's company :])
#i want to name them too!!#i think at least one will be from biblical times#so they don't know much about machines at all#im not quite sure about the other one tho....#nearly flip-flopping on having it be contemporary to the story#so it does kind of know v1 but not really yk#idk!!! still cooking these two#cake answers#gabriel#v1#fallen gabriel#doodle tag#rise and fall au
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decided to leave my job and i'm gonna fr gonna cryyyyy
#literally can't work with my new boss bc i can't trust her#she went to the head of the department with complaints abt me without ever speaking to me or giving me any indication she was unhappy#and various other reasons im not happy w management and the school in general#HOWEVER#i love the kids sm and im gonna miss them and worry abt them 😭😭😭😭#im literally scared for some of them bc it feels like the other teachers have no empathy for some of my favorite kids#one of them who is so so sweet and when he cries i'm the girst to comfort him bc everyone else thinks he needs to toughen up 😭#also my new boss sucks so so bad and is gonna be such a bad influence on him and all the other kids#and my main co teacher said she's gonna quit if i do so i cant even beg her to look out for my babies and take care of them 😭💔#and it would be unprofessional to mention any concerns to the parents but genuinely some of the kids would be better off elsewhere#like im actually worried about it#i dont want some of the really sweet sensitive kids to lose their sweetness bc they're being treated unkindly#and the worst bullies and spoiled kids are the ones the teachers dote on#so it encourages some of the sweet ones to act out for attention#anyway 💔#i really do need to go tho#and i'm sure i'll love the kids at my new job#but im so sadddd#also its unlikely i can find a well paying job w this age group even tho i love this age group#its basically impossible not to get attached to them at this age and i get to pick them up and hold and cuddle them and stuff#and you cant really do that with the older kids sadly#literally on the verge of tears even seriously thinking abt leaving#things have been p bad for a while due to management but i never seriously considered leaving bc i love the kids so much#but i literally can't see a future here#and my new boss clearly hates me and im worried she's going to try to get me fired#she already made up a bunch of lies about me and its only been three weeks#anyway i only make 15 an hour so hopefully i'll at least get more somewhere else and i know i'll still love the kids#its just really hard#which is why i've stayed this long#i was p unhappy before my new boss even started bc of the way they treated my old boss
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im doing a drawtober of characters i think of through the day and will post in batches. day 3 solo because its already been derailed and todays blorbo is immunochemistry.
#admin draws#self#not fanart#drawtober#shoutout to two group chats and one server tormented by me reading a research paper and going jesus christ. whatthefuck#Anyways i have some Opinions about how booster doses and vaccines were handled by companies that had all the money in the world#to do this shit right and figure out the lowest effective dose that grants all the benefits but instead went HMMM NOPE ACTUALLY#LETS GO ALL IN AND GIVE BIG DOSES EVERY TIME. JUST TO MAKE SURE IT WORKS#and guess what. whguess what happened dear reader.#if you guessed immune non-response to covid in shots 3 onwards then congratulations! you win a cookie. we are fucked tho.#IgG4 being the centerpiece of this shitshow has one upside and that is that its a very very interesting antibody subtype#i look forward to learning more about it. i wonder about its genesis and role. like ACTUAL role in a healthy body rather than just#pathological processes. where it is prominent in some other vaccines (again only in too large dosages mind you) cancer and autoimmune stuff#anways i love vaccines. vaccines rule. but pharma industry doesnt and their lack of caution in not recognizing that you can have too much#of a good thing and then it backfires and leaves you worse off than EVER. doesnt rule. it makes it quite bad actually#anyways classes started again. irregularly scheduled reminder that im a bioscience student LMAO
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nothing sad but i need to bitch and im tired and need to frow up
#someone's eating mcdonalds on the train. oh the guy next to me actually. i really am gonna throw up#anyway killing god for not giving me perfect pitch ig we're just doing some pathetic sight reading today#then again its not like the third lady is much more than pretty much just a continuous bass line but there are Words too and quite Fast#and idk why im so nervous about Not Being 100% prepared if none of these people ever do their fuckin job.#and i love the third lady more than anything but i do think its a bit of a dick move to make me learn the entire second lady part last time#when i literally begged for the third one. and NOW to be like 'you're doing third lady btw. oh and the queen of the night too btw'#and god i WISH it was because of my incredible primadonna assoluta skills and amazing vocal range lmao#but its just because those other teletubbies cannot be fucking trusted to learn their shit :)))))#the first lady is just. the melody obv so its hard to fuck that one up. and the second is the least important lets be honest#why im suddenly jumping to the queen in the finale is beyond me tho and like sure its nice to finally be allowed to sing a soprano part 🤡#but its so stupid. there's zero consideration for our voice types really. also im tired of doing everyone's job#'oh our zerlina didnt learn her part can you cover for her. oh the soprano is sick but we have a spare mezzo#so can you do norma instead of adalgisa today? yes i know you never sang it before. can you cover the cenerentola too next week?'#DO I LOOK LIKE A FUCKING HORSE#and most of all. do i SOUND like im a good fit for ANY of these roles really? 'oh you know idk what they're telling you but to me it sounds#like you're a beautiful lyric coloratura mezzosoprano' NO SUCH THING BUT THANK YOU.#'you're not a mediocre lyric soprano you're a magical unicorn that shits rainbows' this is what you sound like.#its not about my skills its about me knowing all this shit by heart and being willing to be used ig and it's just. god.#im not even getting paid for this 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡
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Man is saying weird things to me again
#help mom he's oversharing about drinking scotch every evening#that's very on brand for Man#tales from diana#i literally did Nothing to reach out to him i don't know what he wants#i was just thinking in the shower literally not even half an hour ago about how you know it's strange#he used to always have this way of talking to me like he was trying to impress me which is just kinda silly honestly#like i was a 20-21-year-old in awe of him and he was a retired male model eight years older than me w more life experience#and some rather exotic and interesting experiences at that#i think he somewhat envies that i seem (at least to him) like a self-possessed 'intellectual'#thats how he talks to me at least. it's funny tho#not that im not. like. smart. i think the both of us know i'm better-read than he'll be in 3 lifetimes#and i'm not quite self-possessed but i certainly don't have the open-wounded insecurity he does#while also being rather more confident than most ppl in some areas (and it's not ALL unearned)#he's got much more ambition than i do though. more ambition than i'll have in 10 lifetimes#and he seems to do everything with a motivation of external validation and approval.#so i think he has a chip on his shoulder. poor little Man#the two of us could not be more opposite. but i don't really strive to be like him in the ways he strives to be like me#he chases this dream of what he thinks the perfect man is and it's quite inhuman so of course he falls short.#i on the other hand am if anything much TOO accepting of my own faults and shortcomings. ahem#these are all things i will never say to Man. he's too silly to hear it#besides. im rather sure he likes me (? in some way) and i am these days just very ambivalent to him#i can't NOT say i find him attractive bc i do but he's just. sooooo not the one lol#he's a fascinating creature all flaws aside but i never find myself studying him at my own volition#Man just comes outta the woods sometimes to tell me about his travels or women or whiskey. he's odd#he's very eccentric but between the two of us i think i'm the better eccentric. no wonder he visits me sometimes#but he brings gifts and prayers like he's coming to a devotional shrine or something. i'm like sir this is not a temple#he'll never be normal but he is so strange in the ways i'm too good for. if i do say so myself#(and that's saying something bc i'm not too good for ANYTHING)
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feeling weird mixed feelings atm and I can't really logic them away, ig? on the one hand I'm completely apathetic about it. on the other hand there's a part of me that's absolutely horrified that I could do something like that. the fact that it's still a consistent low-level pain the whole time also doesn't help. anyway those kinds of thoughts are then making me want to harm again to cope with them but also a) it's manageable and b) I currently have a deep horror of self-inflicted pain after the last few days apparently.
#more specific blatherings in the tags so im gonna get them below the read more in case anyone doesn't want to read it#tw sh#because yes this is about the last few days and im gonna add a few more words to get the rest below the read more#the fact that while they aren't as deep as i've ever gone before they are unquestionably in volume far exceeding any#before. not that i count at the time or anything but there are at least sixty new cuts from the last week so no wonder it's painful#but yeah it's just. an interesting emotional feeling once the pressure that triggered them is gone#i don't know i don't understand myself really#glad i have a psych appointment monday really#if i didn't have one booked i'd probably be booking one about now#also bothered by how visible the ones on my wrist are going to be.#hopefully the redness will go away soon bc i don't think they're quite healed yet#teatree oil is helping tho so hopefully they won't be TOO obvious#the location means that yeah they will be visible but hopefully not too too much#and after all i have only for-sure hit the fat layer twice. maybe a few other times. there are a couple taking ages to heal atm#so they might've idk. and i haven't gone any deeper than that#honestly with the wrist ones the fact is that it was blunt and i couldn't#sharpen it at hte time. perhaps tmi but yeah this may have saved my life and or my hand function#but i might be overstating it. anyway apparently that was three weeks and one day ago?? wow#guys that entire day i was convinced i wasn't going to live to see the morning. the WHOLE DAY#i literally have a commie newspaper on my desk currently because they tried selling it at uni and i was so existential i was just like.#'what is life. what is money. who cares' and bought it. see this is the funny story i referred to. i can elaborate#personal#puddleglum hours#tw suicide
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Ray's After Ending is so funny because for a good chunk of it, most of the RFA members are knocked out by V's sleeping gas (Saeran is immune, Saeyoung isn't present bc he was kidnapped by his agency under his father's orders and MC wakes up in like an hour) but the game has a call feature where you can call the characters and it would be a waste if you couldn't use it bc the characters were unavailable so instead they have other people pick up the call (Jumin's driver picks up Jumin's phone, Jumin's father picks up Zen's phone, Yoosung's friends and mom pick up Yoosung's phone and Jaehee's coworkers pick up Jaehee's phone) and we do get to learn about the characters from outsider's point of view but it's so funny to me that these people are visiting their loved ones and suddenly the phone rings and they decide to just. answer it. and start talking to this stranger they've never met
#prince's talk tag#maybe its not actually weird people just pick up their loved one's phone call for them but i personally wouldn't#i cant stop thinking about how its Jumin's father that uses Zen's phone like Chief Han what were you doing in Zen's room??#i know they needed to assign somw character to Zen and he's not on speaking terms with his family#but I would of thought Chief Han would go to Jumin and the driver could go to Zen#does this mean something? am i thinking too hard about this?#also rip yoosung his friends and mom lowkey kinda dragging him in their call with you#and with the friends since one of them is a girl one of the options is like 'A girl?!?! are you dating??' and shes like 'no lolol'#'he's nice but i dont see him like that'#the main thing that made me make this post was thinking about Yoosung's mom saying how Jumin calls her sometimes and sends her holiday gift#like!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! idk man that just plays on a loop in my head#i know thats like a very professional thing to do. Jumin was raised to please people in a business capacity#and the he cares about the RFA so yea it makes sense. im sure he has gifts sent out to companies his works with#and I'm sure if the other members had a good relationship with their parents hed do the same with them#but in the RFA Yoosung and I guess V are the only ones with parents they talk to#idk if he sends a gift to V's father tho bc we never talk to him#but man. while i know hed do it with the other members if he could just the fact he does it with Yoosung is sweet#and it makes the part in Seven's route where he calls Yoosung's mom about her son's dilemma make sense to me bc they do talk once in a whil#so its not too out of the blue when he does it i guess#but man can we talk about how awesome Jaehee is? bc her coworker that picks up her phone spends every call gushing about her#like we knew she's great at her job but man hearing her coworker talk about her fills me with such love and admiration#and she's apparently really loved by the other assistants too like they all gush about her#jaehee is the best character in the game im not joking around#they wanna get close to her but bc she's their boss it's hard T_T#and the one that picks up the phone wishes Jaehee knows she was the one that stood with her overnight when she wakes#Yuni (the assistant you're talking to) says she would of quit the job had it not been for her#LIKE!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAA!!!!#it was a nice way to use the call feature during the first two days of the characters not being awake to answer#and even though this is supposed to be the last thing you play before completing the whole game#you still learn something new about the characters you've known since day 1
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neeeeed to sleep but i am instead awake writing to myself about the implications of my ocs meeting their original concepts. augh
#this is only about anns lab tho since theyre kinda The Main Ones and also have been around the longest#especially when i still feel like they're not quite up to their fullest potential and are probably years and years from that#i wonder what would have happened if i made a game when i initially wanted to? and then remade it where the story stands now#and just keep remaking it over and over again until i considered the story Done?#its fun and interesting to compare my art and characters to the ones before#its weird thinking there was a time before this as well. when the only art i made was required for a class or a loose scribble of nothing#or even the occasional redrawing of other art i liked (NOT traced though. although these drawings werent and will never be uploaded)#anyways. sorry chat im being weird tonight (its almost 7am and i cant sleep)#jem.txt#there are few things i feel like i could endlessly spew about and this is definitely one of them. i could go off but im not sure anyone#would really want that. lol. plus i dont have a lot of time as is at the moment#ANYWAYS. im going to bed
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when I was a teenager, my school had an orchestra that was the most prestigious of the music programs there. You had to get auditioned and placed, whereas the other programs were opt-in. along with that orchestra, we had uniforms. Weird, low cut but floor length black dresses for the women, and tuxes for the men.
My girlfriend when I was 16/17 was trans identified, and a fantastic musician. When I asked why she didn't join the ensemble, there was one answer: the uniforms. She wouldn't join because she'd have to wear a dress. This was before being trans was a cool in-group where everyone had to bend to your will or face repercussions.
She wasn't "out" to anyone in that school as trans, except to a handful of close friends. I don't think there were any procedures in place for that sort of thing, so it was likely just up to whether tolerant teachers would play along or not. After a lengthy discussion with the directors, it was clear: if you're a woman, you MUST wear the dress. You have to. You cannot wear a tux. My friends and I commiserated with her, crying out transphobia.
Looking back, that's not the case. It's sexism. It's that the girls had to wear uncomfortable, itchy dresses, tripping over the long skirt, but with our entire top of our chests bare. I always felt it a shame that nobody was allowed to wear the uniform they wanted, or even more ideally, the sexist dresses removed and everyone wears tuxes.
Looking back, I realize that regardless of my ex's dysphoria, the fact that anyone who was a woman being forced into the secondary, non default, non neutral uniform instead of a tux that could fit everyone was hurting all of the girls at the school. We've seen stories of the girls who aren't allowed to wear pants under their graduation gowns or women who are mandated to wear heels to work. It's deeply misogynistic to force any and every woman into these roles, especially with no allowance to wear the more comfortable option. For every GNC woman, for every woman who doesn't want to wear a dress, for every woman who finds that dress uncomfortable, or for any reason at all.
#im not quite sure what the point of this is except for thr fact that i remembered the dress debacle after reading a post here about#gendered uniforms#i went to a rural conservstive poor school and my social circle kept my ex's trans status on LOCKDOWN like nobody could know#in the early twenty teens it wasnt fashionable to be trans. at least there.#i havent heard about or from her in about 6 years. she was deeply unwell (for other reasons)#i hope she got the help she needed and is living a good life. like even tho she deeply traumatized me i still wish the best#she was one of my best friends for many years before we dated.#im just speculating but this was before being trans was a social contagion so i think she was genuinely dysphoric and idk.#plaid.txt
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Kinda wanna grow out my hair
#not totally sure on it though. i miss having long hair but i also felt awful about it in school#and short hairs easier to manage. but ig i could just go shoulder length#when i first got it cut short it was literally nearly down to my belly. i hadnt been to the hairdresser in years so i had split ends#so maybe i just shouldnt have it quite that long djfjfjjff#also wanna dye it#my other fear tho is how ill look while its growing out#i had a reallyyyy bad cut (the one ur parents make you get when you want short hair yknow the one)#and im nervous abt getting to that point again#echoed voice
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AAAA im so excited for the ebenholz event yes 🥺
#🌙.rambles#[ arknights. ]#i've been playing arknights daily now#not yet quite cqtched up on the main story n wtvr though bcs i haven't rlly had time but hehe i love the game vv much#I CRIED A BIT WHEN UH#watching the pv T_T#'maybe it's because it's the first time i've ever felt life was worth living' bb boy i'll kiss you#i rlly will get more into arknights 2023 you see it will definitely be one of my top interests i'm sure of it#thinking abt the pv still n the music was so lovely.. the graphics too#help i was left looking at smth n i think i accidentally spoiled myself UH#no no it's okay i'm sure i'll enjoy the story itself anyways despite wtvr the fuck happens#i rmber the stuff some friends commented abt ebenholz n the#leithanian place iirc hehe n oh my god i'm really excited it's so cool#my previous post is so sad i'm sorry about that i'm planning to priv it later#moving on tho uwahh i'm so excited for lingering echoes ><#i know for sure that ebenholz will become one of my favs but#i have this feeling he might also become my most fav chara in arknights???? maybe tied with a few others but he's definitely one of#the ones at the top of my list or smth#IM SO EXCITED#oh my god i know his va that's also like. percical akaashi n ibara iirc#random thought me n my family r going to the mall for smth tmrrw n#i wonder if we can. buy ccr#ITS STILL ON MY MIND WAHH i rlly like zack he means so much to me n cc as a whole :<<#'why do you look up at the lonely sky?' 🥹🫶🏼#GODDAMN IT I HAD A LOOK AT EBENHOLZ AGAIN N MY LOVE YOU R SO LOVELY#he gives meaning to the emptiness in my morning n#FUCK IT IM STILL SO TIRED but i'm starting to feel a but better at least but my social battery is so dead#i'm so tired but little steps at the very least even if they're all i can manage rn r enough
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handsewing button holes through 6 layers of fabric is an unfortunately huge pain in the ass and tragically i have to do 18 of them
#ive done 3 so far so 6th of the way thru 😔 its ok im being so brave about this#i dont mind THAT much bc i enjoy sewing button holes tbh its just a little Meh bc it takes so long & like#i dont want to waste so much time while other project remain so unfinished#plus theres one layer of fabric which is already a bitch to sew thru one or two layers which like. i chose this fabric knowingly#i just forgot that id have to do the button holes by hand#& its for a corset too so theres boning on both sides which means there isnt all that much manoeuvreability#but ! i finished the top edge w bias tape (which i made myself without a little tool and went way better than ive done before with tool)#& it looks decently sick so ! i am positive about this thing overall its just that i shouldnt have made 7 holes on both sides at the back#i was originally only gonna do 5/side but then i was just measuring a hole/3cm & didnt think about my original reasoning for doing 5#& by the time i recalled how much work it'd be id already actually used a seam ripper to make the holes so i cant back out now#+ something rly rly bothersome is that my iron left a pretty big stain on the fabric (im still not sure how this stuff works#but i think my boning had some rust on it and thats what made the stain rather than the iron itself#i could be wrong tho) so i think im either gonna try to wash it out obv but if that doesnt work#i might do some embroidery which im not looking forward to#but unfortunately needs must and ive already cut a few corners & have some imperfections that i need leeway on#AND i dont want EVERY single project to be noticably halfassed at my jury so#i'll be fine btw im complaining but more so im just sorting thru my thoughts bc im quite pleased w how it looks#despite the imperfections#& ive overall just had a good day#tomorrow is reserved for studying art history bc i have that exam on wednesday & wednesday i wanna use whats left of the day#to work on my drape (possible some of that will happen tomorrow too) so i can get it mostly finished#& then i still have the option of showing my teacher on thursday if i feel the need to do so#& also i just need to get that done so i dont have to worry about it too much anymore#then we'll be taking pics on sunday probably#& then i have 2 more days to finish my portfolios and sort all of that out (and fuck i keep forgetting i have to upload everything online)#& then !! jury time !! & the day after we're gonna go to a theme park & then we just have until the 2nd week of feb#to relax and do sort of whatever we want#excited !!!
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i was like. thinking about the software situation with the cryptonloids and i got curious if there was any progress on the non-miku NT banks yet so i went to listen to those vocals they use in that mobile game (if i remember correctly they use beta versions unreleased to the public?) and like. you know. despite how contentious miku nt herself is i think some of the betas for the others sound pretty good, len sounds fantastic and rin sounds about on par with her older banks (although i do miss a bit of her sharpness) and like. i may be killed with hammers for this but i was listening to the heat abnormal cover and i think i like the kaito nt beta sound more than his v3 like he sounds fantastic here. i dont dislike his v3 or anything but the nt bits ive heard has like some of the depth and richness i so sorely miss from his v1 while having the old-yamaha-keyboard-keyboard-key-spring sound that i do enjoy of his v3.... i do wish it had more of the v1 strength tho
#luka i also like the sound of but also i dont think she sounds like luka. but also im really picky about older luka banks anyway#im not usually a huge fan so that might be why i do enjoy her nt sound. but i also understand why someone would be disappointed because lik#she straight up sounds like a diff person LOL its so fucked up like who is that..... who is that....#and meiko nt beta..... im still not sure if i like her or not. she sounds a bit weak.#they keep getting her to sing in these medium high ranges when i prefer her in either a really high range a la nostalogic OR#in a deeper medium range so i dunno. i just dont know orz#but len does sound really REALLY good like i think i might also like his nt a bit more than his v4#rin is not quite as good as her v4 tho. shes pretty good but missing a bit. which is fascinating. how does that happen but not with len LOL#but its also fascinating the whole situation to begin with. am i insane or has miku nt been like. near abandoned#i basically never see people use her covers or originals outside of the game. is she alive. is she alive#i dont think she sounds horrible or anything ive seen some users do some fantastic things with her. she does look hard to use tho#that might be the biggest issue. and in the game songs she sounds really fantastic on occasion but most of the time she sounds...#kinda wack LOL i love her in the from y to y cover. and that stella song. i dunno about the others#part of this i also think is the line distribution tho. i think with these nt vocals u gotta be careful when putting them with real vocals#like thats why i think the heat abnormal one sounds so good. they use kaito as an accent in a way. he mostly sings backing with his solos#being like the end of the chorus for emphasis. and this already is a perfect song for robotic vocals LOL it was made for em#but combining like his deeper formant with the breathy sound of tomorirus character and that one with the low side ponytail#and the stronger medium high voices of the blonde one and the brunette. sorry i dont know their names LOL the game doesnt run on me phooone#its gorgeous tho it adds such richness. i think the from y to y cover also sounds great with the rich breathy vocal of the girl with#the long straight hair with the thin robotic sound of miku nt. like it swells up from mikus vocals like an orchestra its awesome#i think u cant just use the vsynths like any other character voice in line distribution you gotta use it mostly for depth and emphasis#but i also dont play the game so i might be talking nonsense LOL i just like the songs. but i do wonder why its been so like radio silence#on the other nts software wise. len and rin sound near ready for release. at least compared to miku nt HJLKSJD#and i would like that kaito....give him to me... and i think i could fix the meiko. i could fix her. i can fix her.
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very vindicating to discover that a show i stopped watching in 2014 genuinely did get bad after i stopped watching it like hey maybe fourteen year old me did have some kind of taste in media
#it is really funny to me that i stopped watching this show and no others tho bc i watched some p terrible tv back then#and tbh i still do watch terrible tv and almost never quit watching a show even when it does get bad#i really have no memory of why i actually stopped watching this one honestly like the writing got worse but not by a ton until later#2014 was just the start of a decline but definitely not bad enough to quit watching by my usual standards#anyway. no way to know bc its been almost ten years and my memory sucks oops#also sorry to vaguepost about tv i just hate telling ppl what shows i watch bc the internet is mean#this show isnt even struck work im p sure bc its british i just am scared if i say the name someone will get mad at me for hating
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how do ppl have the motivation to continue making art when the feedback for it continues to be incredibly dull/minimal
#im in one of those im sad bc im not getting a lot of notes/likes/attention on my art moods again#but this time i kinda am considering just stopping posting art altogether on the internet#feels like ive been feeling crap about the lack of response for some time already so i might just call it quits now#bc it's been affecting me a lot lately (even tho ik it shouldnt blah blah blah)#i think ultimately this is the universe telling me that i'm not that great of an artist and i should sit down and do other shit now#admittedly the reason why it 'clicked' for me just now is a stupid reason but w/e time to pack bags#i'll still draw bc i mean its a hobby and i like to make art and sure as shit nobody else is gonna be drawing my ocs#but i think i just wont bother with fanart anymore especially
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