#im gona say it anyway

[grimmorcaa]

ok tbh i dont think im ever gona finish the last one i have but heres like probably the last batch of mk drawings ill do for a bittt .. . . . ...

[kineticallyanywhere]

Monkey’s Paw pages 144-147 ( START HERE || ao3 || previous || next ) AU after episode 62. The Omega Dads try a more desperate gambit, but   careful what you wish for. Our dads find alternate versions of themselves in a strange dreamscape. If you die in the dream, do you die in real life?

"three psych outs in a row is that good writing" let me COOK

anyway hey guys im still alive. these pages just did not wanna happen. mostly panelings fault. finished not perfect, amiright?

[critterchitters-closedcaptions]

trying to decipher if the overwhelming dread & Thoughts are cause of the state of the world or cause i need a shower.

vent post in the tags. idk. do whatever 👍

[todayisafridaynight]

jo the second he finds out masato's a little zesty

[kiruliom]

I wish shi/hir prns wasnt ruined by intersexist fetishizers bc its such a cool and cute pronouns Id love to use it collectively

[quei]

trying so hard to be normal about hxh right now trying SOOO HARD TO BE NORMAL ABOUT HXH RIGHT NOW

[toasttew]

Bro everyone is complaining about the Natlan trailer "the skin", "why they are not more tan" BRO TAKE A LOOK AT SUMERU U THINK THEY EVEN CARE?.

Fr the best we can do is just take the update, go f2p, and hope that in the future we might get more black characters, I mean I'm a mexican girl I'm pretty happy with the representation of our culture even if the characters aren't tan or black.

We even MAYBE in the Natlan gameplay MAYBEEEE hoyoverse can make them a little more tan just to satisfy the people but we're talking about "that type of Chinese company".

ALSO something that makes me mad it's that all the attention from almost all the people on twitter was directly at the skin colours, not caring about the effort that the workers put in bringing this trailer ASIDE FROM THE DECISION THAT THEY TAKE ABOUT THE SKIN COLOURS (cause remember that the designs are/need to be approved by another area I guess) im not trying to defend the company IM DEFENDING THE HOURS OF WORKING OF THE EMPLOYEES.

I repeat, as a mexican girl who lives in beach places like Cancun, I'm still pretty happy with the effort that they put on the representation, not what all the people were looking but still something that have soul and EVERYONE CAN SEE that they are workers that really put part of their hearts on what they desing I MEAN TAKE A LOOK AT CITLATI AND MAVUIKA

I don't now how much people is gonna read this and probably gona try to attack me by just saying I'm defending hoyoverse..man Idgaf about hoyoverse, its kinda hopeful to see some communities putting aside their differences to take the company down, and I hope maybe hoyoverse look back and say "damn" and think before putting some skin colours to characters, investigate the information abut what are they representing and listen to the community (but again TAKE A LOOK AT SUMERU) Anyways bye 🫦

[gailsfrog]

Random puzzevisoion rant on todays episode (idk titles lol)

BRUhhHh todays episode was bonkerss- Right off the back we got mr puzzles beeing all goofy then >:C Mario lol the poor guy just needs a freind- anyway mr puzzles with brain rot- and the kids are just crazy- there possesed acting af-

ISTG THIS SCENE MADE NE DIEE HAHAAHA- New smg4 thing. all of the best villans ride goofy ahh cars HAHA-

Bruh Puzzles is real for that tho- just at the thought of the brainrot crap and ppl saying all that STUFF in school my brain cells man- id be mad too puzzles-

MR PUZZLES LOOSING IT- and calling a kid a fat F@#k also mr puzzles new face is giveing me Smiler vibes-

LIKE BRUh- same smile- and creepyness- i was fr so suprised to see that puzzles got a new >:C face.

Then Mr. Puzzles crying/manicaly crazy laugh cry (?) at the end just was so sad- as a big fan of this dam TV its sad to see him like this :/ BUT THE SONG IN THE BACKGROUND IS SOO GOOD- im a huge fan of the oldschool songs or just ones with creepy vibes lol (usualy putting the dimond city radio on from fallout 4 on for older music lol) i typed the lyrics to it in youtube a few times alot of them were weird modern ones :/ but this is the closest one i found lol https://youtu.be/BXR1tZhEcHE :0 idk if it will work for yall if not the video is called Chick Bullock - Hummin' To Myself and it now lives rent free in my music playlist :0

Also MICKY MOUSE!?!?!!??! ither yalls jellous of puzzles fans, hes gonna be like Mr. Yeest from IGBP since smg4 and puzzles are similar like that- SOMETHING CRAZYS GONA HAPPEN- its like a huge ass plot twist like BRUH IS THAT MICKY MOUSE?!?!? LMAO- were ither gonna get an episode next sat abt mr puzzles haveing another reason/going after the SMG4 crew/Leggy and Mario or a wendsday vid thats like Oh BTW ima kill yall in 72 hours theres a carnaval in town or smthn crazy with Micky and Mr pUzlles lmao or were not gong to get WOTFI untuil begining of October :/ because they gotta have time to let people dicide chalanges and enough time to get a ton of them and a large variety/push out the lore/arc episodes for the chalanges

AnYwAyyyyy bak to watching puzzlevision- i might draw puzzles or some other comic idk yet- :)

[sorrowful-figure]

CRYING SCREAMING SOBBING PLEASE IT WAS SO RELATABLE PLEASE NWHY CANT WE INTERACT WAEAWAWGHFG URGRHSHDB </3

Anyways gona post it here like I’m reblogging it bc fuck it

HELP IM CACKLING OUR OLD TEACHER WHO WAS *SUPPOSED* TO BE A DISABILITY HELP TEACHER SAID THIS?? WHEN I SPECIFICALLY BROUGHT UP 1 BEING PLURAL 2 HAVING A PERSONALITY DISORDER???? Anyways, safe to say we don’t talk to her anymore :} -Figure

[thinkingstoned]

its not morning or even the next day but-

over the last few weeks as im falling asleep ill think of something  ridiculous and random and ive just been trying to wake up enough to  write them down but i think theyre funny and im gona start just postin  em to the void here cos i want them organized somewhat lkadjnf,dsnfakd

there Will be typos

took screenshot so didnnt forget avout it likw some other sidebloggs but putting tthis herre to call mmyself out for wholeheartedly beluevingn it was night time wheb it is in facct 4pm on a ttuesdat

[smileymoth]

I do think its a little crazy that hollywood undead is a band that has no abuse accusations ?? From what ive heard at least ?? Like theyve just got arrested for idk weed. I guess they were pretty abnormal toward deuce if we believe him but i dont know. California shit i guess. I dont know. Like youd expect there to be something against a band who sings abt fuck bitches get money but whatever. Asking is also pretty clean. They got accused of rape once but they were literally like a whole state away from where it allegedly happened at the time. Russian roulette with bands and musicians. Wanted to say that the weirder the band the less accusations but then i remembered how blatantly wrong that is. The entire pop and metal and rock scene is just FULL of freaks like . Hello

Im also like thinking how, how much someones abuse or bigotry matters after they die/depending on how old the accusations are. Everyone knows Morrissey is a massive racist and a freak but nobody rly cares? On the big scale? Like they meme him as the incel music and i guess Marr now owns the rights to the smiths anyway so it doesnt matter but. Idk.

Or like idk the beatles. John lennon or whoever got shot. Wife abuser. People mostly think youre cringe if you listen to the beatles but its still like kind of a nothing burger.

Doesnt apply to Peter Steele however, who also was racist, but now he's dead and people r still bent over backwards if you should listen to type o negative.

Ronnie Radke??? Hes just a fuckass freak like im not even gona list his crimes, internet hates him, he also probably hates himself. He doesnt let people forget what hes done. Domestic abuse allegations.and more. And then you have Oliver Sykes. Also domestic abuse allegations. But its been a decade and ive only seen 1 person mention how hes a publically known abuser and nobody gives a fuck (guess im the second now).

Or like if an artist is SO popular then does it even matter to the public? Like Michael Jackson or whatever, alleged pedophile, hes still dubbed as THE guy. Or like idk. The beatles again. Like if you know sb abused someone but theyre just so popular that nomatter what they wont get knocked off their throne, does it matter? Like their life wont be changed nomatter what bc of the amount of money they have. But if youre a smaller artist and you get exposed for being an absolute freak your views drop from 3.3 million to like 400k. (not naming names you know who im talking about)

Or if youre so popular that even if allegations drop nothing ever comes of it due to like. Lack of "evidence" or something (a strong example: msi, weak example: robert smith) (i say weak bc those allegations were brushed under after like a week bc everyone became too confused and it happened only on tiktok in like 2021)

I need like a research paper on the psychology of how musicians are percieved after their abuse allegations and how it affects their career.

[s1llybug]

FREAKYYYYYYYYY GOO EVERYWHERE

HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLYYY SHIIITTTTTTT THIS GOESSS SO FUCKING HARD DYING PERISHING SHAKING THROWING UP OIJSJWUUWHEHUHH I LOVE YOUR ART SO FUCKING MUCH WHAT THE HELLLL BANGER BANGER BANGER BLOWS UP GLASS SHATTERING CHILDREN CRYING GUY SCREAMING MYYY LEGGG MY LEEEEEEEGGGG IM GONA SAVE THIS ON MY PUTER AND STARE AT IT FOREVER WAS ABOUT TO SAY IM GONNA SHOW IT TO DYNASTES BUT IT'S LTIERALLY IN MY FUCKING HEAD SO IT'S NOT LIKE THERE'S ANY NEED FOR THAT. (GORE'S VERY EXCITED AND SQUEAKING IN JOY BUT GORE DOESN'T WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT BECAUSE THAT'S EMBARRASSING. I'M TELLING YOU ANYWAY. )

[todayisafridaynight]

Actually I lied my biggest red flag is having Creep on there </3

NO THAT FITS TOO SHUT UUUUPPPP

[stateswscarlet]

sp just got with a 3p. ive been manifesting for a year now and now i feel hopeless and like i failed. i feel like ive lied to myself just to comfort myself about our break up. i love sp dearly but idk what to do. he says he loves her. and i saw my other fav loass twitter account just had the same thing happen. it sucks. my heart hurts.

im sorry babe i understand youre hurt and thats 100% valid. take as long as you need to feel better and turn to self soothing methods (EFT tapping, breathwork, etc) to ground and calm yourself. when youre feeling not so great theres absolutely zero point forcing manifestation or forcing a state since youre prob not going to fulfill yourself anyways.

secondly, your words “hopeless” and “failure” tell me exactly where youve been focusing for the past “year” youve been “manifesting” (hint: you haven’t been consciously manifesting for a year straight bc you prob spent a good chunk of that figuring things out and learning the ropes, overconsuming and desiring. dont confuse learning the law with applying, you’re telling me for a YEAR straight you would bet everything you have to tell me that you’ve been in the state of being in a fulfilling relationship? i think not). you’ve been focusing on how its not here and how youre gona do the “work” to get them back/in a relationship with you.

even you saying you feel like you lied to yourself to feel better shows exactly what state you’ve been occupying. if you were actually fulfilled and understood that youre not getting back the sp who you arent with in the 3D/the one dating someone else then you wouldn’t be in shambles over a NEUTRAL 3D that means absolutely nothing. thats not your reality because you as god of your imagination already experienced the relationship remember? you ALREADY got back with them, so how can YOU as god of YOUR imagination go back and say “lol nvm actually were not together, hes with a 3p so fuck everything i experienced!” this also shows you haven’t accepted the 3D as is and were hoping and wishing that you “manifesting” would reflect in some near future. hence youve probably been embodying a state that definitely wasnt being someone in a committed relationship. this journey isnt about hope and wishing, its about being and LIVING your life normally. its not lying to yourself if you already came to terms with the current 3D (which we cant change forcefully - we can only change self) and understood that your manifestation IS NOT COMING FROM THE 3D AT ALL, let alone the shitty 3D where you guys broke up or whatever circumstances happened. yes in this specific 3D hes with someone else but why would you care? you already experienced your manifestation with YOUR partner who you already are dating in the reality that truly matters.

you cannot be imagining to solve circumstances. neville got rejected in the 3D for leaving the army yet he didn’t give uo because that rejection didnt mean he failed because he wasn’t imagining to GET OUT (aka youre not imagining to get sp back or remove a 3p), he was imagining to experience being back w his family (youre imagining to experience the relationship of your dreams). obviously if your goal is 3D oriented then yes it will seem like you failed because youre depending on the external to give you something.

[tea-132]

[CINDERELLA BOY BEACH BOY ARC SPOILERS !!!!!]

(Pls turn away if you havent read the recent beachboy arc (ep 31))

A little self indulgent fic/prediction i think will happen in the next episode

Now i dont usually write fics like this and preffer to illustrate more but if i illustrate this whole thing its gona take a whole while so :,))

Anyways its sort of my first time posting a short fic like this, i didnt really have a structure or anything so pls go easy on me :,)

(though constructive critiscm is welcomed)

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They were getting along just fine before so why did things have to end up this way?

Maybe Buddy was right- maybe he was too innocent and trusting

But he really did want to give Buddy a chance. But he definitely blew it.

That jerk.

He really thinks he can act all smug after doing that saying "he taught him a lesson". Heh maybe that kick will teach *him* a lesson.

This story will end soon anyway when Deacon gets here. Hah wonder if he can even leave Buddy on the island alone. Thats what he gets for betraying his trust-

Yet- that face Buddy had- maybe he actually regrets it?

What if he's being forced by the ex libris to do this?

Oh well doesn't matter

Its not his problem-

He has his own problems to worry about-

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Wonder when Deacon will come? And wonder how he's holding up? Probably better than Chase is doing at the moment..

Chase laid his face on his palm as the tropical island breeze and gentle sway of the waves soothed his heart a bit. His eyes felt dry after all the crying, not only is he going to come to Deacon with a scarred face, but also a puffed up one.

That'll be embarassing. This is all Buddy's fault..

Speaking of Buddy for some reason Chase swore he saw something move just now. Oh no not him again.

With his voice a bit shaky he answered with a crack in his voice "What the heck do you want now? ...jerk."

Buddy just stood there still with the spear in his hand. His bangs slightly concealed his eyes but it wasnt too hard to figure out the grim expression on his face.

Then he got closer to Chase raising his spear.

"H-hey!! Dont you think you damaged my skin enough?! Back off Buddy!" (Do you want another kick to your face or wha 💀)

With no time to run all he could do is shield himself with his arms and close his eyes.

*Thunk*

"Huh?" He felt around and didnt feel like he got stabbed anywhere... then..?

"Here."

He saw green but then his vision focused. Buddy was quite literally shoving a coconut in his face.

"... you can have it.. if you want." He said in a quiet subtle tone. Looking away, as if a child was trying to give some sort of "apology gift".

Chase looked at Buddy with wide eyes, bewildered at the goth's actions once again.

As much as he wanted to deny the coconut from this jerk. He just cant pass up the oppurtunity for a free, finally opened coconut he's been trying to get all this time.

"....thanks" Chase takes the coconut from his hands.

And Buddy hesitantly sits next to him.

"Dont think a coconut can fix the scar on my face you know?" He said in an angry tone

"You know when you get out of the books the scar wont be there anymore right?"

"Yeah but it still hurts you jerk!"

Then there was silence between the two again. Chase angrily but obviously enjoying his coconut.

Then Buddy says something about his lore and it goes on from there jdbdjdbdj

Ok thats all the predictions i have for now 😭 i dont think im gona finish this unless i get more ideas or smth 😭

But tysm for reading till the end! Jsbdj hope you guys enjoyed this lil thing i did

Dunno if im gona do more of these but who knows- ill most likely do more drawings though-

[pinkmoondoll9shihtzu]

this girl one time wanted to have sex with me and when i asked to use a condom she laughed it off and said it wasnt cool, and began to chip away at my boundary until i gave her what she wanted. she kept trying to get me to do things and i would say no, and she would continue asking anyway. in bed she said something like “you said you would” and that legitimately scared me, because it seemed like she was just blatantly lying to my face, or just forgot. then she called herself a succubus (A DEMON) and my gut screamed at me to be careful around her. sorry this may be TMI, but im anon so whatever, she said i could nut in her, which is the complete opposite of my original boundary. she was so sweet otherwise and communicated really good. except for when i texted her my concerns about being manipulated. she just became really defensive. im really happy im not “under her spell” anymore. i dont know what she was trying to do, but she could have hurt me really bad

its not tmi, its ok, you know me :p <3.. im sorry your boundaries were disrespected :( ill put my answer under read more cus its probly gona be long , this message had me contemplating some things..

IMO : sex is so tricky its been a struggle my whole life to understand how i feel about it & where my boundaries lie + allowing myself to express them so i understand the struggle u present here altho it's a different perspective.. some people use sex as a vehicle to gain power over others, by way of luring their partner into a state of vulnerability, i dont think that's something demonic necessarily i think it's usually more surface level than that. however

you do see a huge rise in the amount of ppl kind of, trying to personify the succubus nowadays? ppl have always wanted to be sexy but it's like different than the way ppl wanted to be sexy when i was younger. it got rly mainstream to have kind of a demon aesthetic if that makes sense? when i was younger this stuff was reserved for the relentlessly bullied & punished Goth and Emo kids.

but ok when i worked at spencers gifts in 2021/22 they had all these shirts of anime succubus girls getting choked and in bondage n shit, and these shirts were their best sellers they were outselling most the band tees and franchises like naruto.. and im telling youuu it was like, the youngest girls always buying these shirts, it made me so uncomfortable!! sometimes i would walk away and get my coworker to ring them up cus i was like nah im not selling a child that shit...but it really made me think like wow if i was in 7th grade and wore this shit to school it wou;dve been like wearing a giant KICK MY ASS!!!! target on my back but it's like, a popular thing rn.

and im not saying the bullying should return ofc, not the point. but it lead me down the string of thought wondering why this stuff is being pushed into the mainstream so heavily. sex sells i guess $$$ but yeah i think right now it's especially common to refer to yourself as a succubus if you're trying to feel a sense of power as a woman. because as a woman there are very few ways to gain power other than using sex. and many people want power! but i dont think most of them are demonic. just lost..

still its good u followed ur instinct to stay away from that girl because it is really cruel to manipulate someone in a moment where they've trusted you enough to be close to them like that.

yeah i think its rly rare for someone to be in some true demonic possession shit but i feel there can be dark things that linger *around* people who have weak spiritual armor and sort of, feast off their energy & create misfortunes around the person that generate bad energy for it to feed off of. but i dont think they have too much control over your actions like i would imagine for someone who's truly possessed. i feel a lot of ppl have these sort of ambient malignant attachments especially if they keep a lot of dark imagery & symbols around thinking it's just an aesthetic.

thas just my thoughts....really bored tonite so im typing a lot.... i love sex i think it can be so beautiful and restoring, it helps me feel so much happier in life to have good sex regularly i dont think sex or sexiness is evil. i just think its easy for ppl w bad intentions to turn it into this whole twisted ass mind game when it shld rly b so simple and natural and a loving connection that sets u free......be safe out there anon be discerning! protect you heart..<3