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[OLD ART ALERT] A COLLECTION OF SCENES FROM THE GILLIONS CATSCRATCH ARC THAT BROUGHT ME GREAT JOY. i love fishy chips especially when its just gillion being delirious and violent and hostile
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#jrwi riptide spoilers#JUST NOTICED A MILLION MISTAKES FUUUUUUUUCK BUT WWHATEVERRRRR IF I STARE AT THIS ANYMORE IM GONNA HHUURRRLLL#SO I REALLY LIKE FISH AND CHIPS RIGHT. IVE BEEN IN LOVE W THE SHIP EVER SINCE THAT NAT 20 KISS#BUT I THINK I SHIP IT WRONG. OR LIKE. I AM CORRECT BUT EVERYONE SHIPS THEM DIFFERENTLY#THE FISH N CHIPS I SEE EVERYWHERE ELSE IS SO FLOWERY AND SWEET AND ROMANTIC. AND THATS NICE! THAT STUFFS NEAT#but gillion and chip would NEVERRRR enter anything similar to a romantic relationship. chips too damaged and gillions too uninterested#I LIKE MY FISH N CHIPS ONE SIDED AS FUCK#bc 2 gillion chip is his best friend in the whole wide world but hes also kinduvagross little man that took him a MINUTE to really warm up2#but to CHIP gillion is this powerful and gorgeous and heroic paragon of destiny and his best friend in the whole world who will#bring about the eschaton. 'i didnt believe in destiny until i met you' until i met a champion radiating with a light thatll alter the world#OHH REMEMBER THE FIRST ICE ARENA?he was so mad.still probably shaking from the ordeal.NEVER had he felt true divine radiance CLEAVE through#his SOUL like that.do you remember that moment in the forest w the bugs. an alien from the ocean; lacerating the land w lightning#when the realization flickered in chip for a moment.that the thing standing before him was more powerful than he could ever fathom#remember when grizz mentioned that the nat20 kiss was the 'best kiss chip ever experienced'. that has nothing to do w this. where was i.#LOST MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT. BUT HEY. I THINK at the beginning chip absolutely knew that gill was smth grand n powerful n scary#when gillion revealed what exactly the prophecy was;chip got defensive and mad.sure he was sleep deprived but OOH. HES SCARED!#he believes gillion too! he believes that his destiny is to eradicate either the sea or land and that scares him!#but then he gets past it bc ultimately he trusts his bestfriend gillion so so much. he fuckin loves this dude.#he would throw himself intothe path of fire for this dude. he would boat across the ocean for this dude.he would build arenas for this dude#even if this dude will end half the world.even if this dude wields the power and the obligation to eradicate him at any second.#even if this dude is going to throw himself into harms way for his own comrades.even if this dude is just going to sacrifice himself.#one way or another one shall die for the other.these self-sacrificial bastards click so well with eachother!!#chip believes his body is best used to pave roads and gill believes his body is destined to pave prosperity.WHATEVER!!#i really love their dynamic!! they care for eachother so much!in MY heart tho. the icing on the cake here is the fantasy that chip is#just a bit more In Love w gillion than he realizes. like this powerful fish guy is HOT and PRETTY and KIND and FUNNY and LOYAL and STRONG#but gillion would never rly feel that same sort of attraction towards chip. its just not rly his thing. aroace as fuck man.#thats how it is in MY little heart atleast. and i sit here and play w my touys in my brain n i explore my silly lil one sided fish y chips.
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Stolas throughout this episode-
#IM IN PAIN#i thought the beginning was really goofy and I thought it was funny how he was more confused than scared#BUT THEN HE WAS GETTING TORTUTRE?#AND I WAS LIKE “WOAH OKAY”#AND THEN HE ENDED UP IN THE HOSPITAL?????#IMMA BE SO SAD IF HE DIES#helluva boss#helluva boss stolas#helluva boss stolas goetia#stolas goetia#striker#stolas
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Please still be here in 4 years.
Please.
#Edit: I don't want this to come off as me giving up or fear mongering#this is not a white flag cry#this is a gritted teeth declaration and call to my friends and acquaintances#it will get dark.#but it will eventually get better#millions and millions are fighting for us. stay strong#end edit#begin original tags:#im so fucking scared#on every level#i know we've made it through awful shit but#my anxiety is flaying me alive and fearing the worst#i have 0 faith in this country anymore#and i'm so scared for all my trans/lgbt friends#im just#please persist#please#please survive as an act of rebellion#i don't want to lose any of you#vent#negative
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You know i actually have just a tad bit of hope for the casting of the Ninjago live actions movie simply because of the only two human characters that were in the lego ninjago movie. That kid in the beginning of the movie and Jackie Chan, who also voice Wu, were there. It’s giving me the smallest amount of hope for the casting of the ninja, who three (Lloyd, Nya, and Kai) SHOULD be east asian, and Cole who would be preferred by the majority to be dark skinned.
Yes i am aware that the new movie would be made under Universal, who did not make the lego ninjago movie, but Universal have made many movies and is a BIG company, so for the sake of profit they’d be stupid to not listen to the majority when it comes too the actors.
#lego ninjago#ninjago#lego ninjago live action#the lego ninjago movie#universal studios#or whatver#nah but seriously so companies not realise how they would get SO much more money if the movie was liked by the fans#and actually#looked like the characters#tbh im also scared for how they’re gonna do Kai’s hair#maybe even nyas#and if theyre gonna make cole buff#specifically cole but tbh u don’t have high expectations on that ine#becuase i doubt it would be easy to fidn a teen looking guy with a lot of muscles#okay maybe not THAT hard#but probably not on their list of needs#dude whi was that kid in the beginning of the movie#ninjago cole#ninjago kai#ninjago lloyd#ninjago nya
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that last post reminds me of how, similarly, it drives me up the wall whenever fandom (esp with regards to timkon) portrays kon as completely and utterly spineless and intimidated when it comes to bruce. (i mean, i'm not surprised, bc this comes from the same place as the content where tim is a fainting victorian maiden who needs to be protected by her strong stoic owner i mean father, which is definitely not a homophobic trope rooted in misogyny at all, but. that's a complaint for a different post.)
like, bruce's relationship with kon has admittedly been done differently by different writers and all, but at no point has kon ever backed down to him. during hypertime arc, bruce is cordial and even warm, in his way, as they send kon off:
later, towards the end of superboy '94, when kon and cass get into trouble and nearly get themselves killed, kon sees bruce being harsh on cass about it and inserts himself to demand he get half the blame and half the punishment, because it wasn't all on her. (i personally think the way bruce talks here is extremely cringefail and shitty, like... let's not make batman parrot racist rhetoric thanks, but. i blame that on writers moreso than the character.)
like, sure, he's a little hesitant (the "s-sir..." gets me.) but not enough to hold back an ounce in telling batman he's being unfair and an ass. he's not a shrinking violet just bc batman is ooo scary.
also coming to mind are:
a) the panels from batgirl (2000) where bruce is being an extremely overprotective and controlling figure over the idea of cass and kon being friends and clark tells him off for this (it's not directly kon interacting with bruce, but feels... relevant, lol, to the topic of bruce threatening kon and trying to scare him off in that possessive, steeped-in-misogyny way), as well as
b) the ones from tt03 where kon goes to gotham looking for tim, runs into bruce and steph-as-robin, and flips out like WHERE is tim, and bruce is just like. use your superhearing and figure it out. (note that he doesn't try to kick him out of gotham just for being there, either.)
i didn't include those last two bc i don't have them saved and frankly this post is long enough as is, but. you get the idea. kon isn't scared of batman. batman even likes him sometimes. and batman trying to intimidate him on purpose is something clark gets mad about.
#kon#bruce#timkon#rimi talks#maybe at this point i need to accept sometimes i write lil mini essays and i need a meta tag :/#anyway im just saying. the shovel talk trope is fucking stupid on so many counts like#kon tells bruce to stop being an asshole. he will never be scared by any of the others lol#also the boy literally hands out a kryptonite stake to anyone he dates like ''oh just in case you need to kill me!''#try to shovel talk that and he'll be like oh yes if you think it's better if i'm dead actually i super get that#and if you get to that point tim is going on the warpath i think. against you .#but. i also think any of the bats doing a shovel talk over tim is ooc to begin with#anyway
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trying to psych myself up to finally do oc refs by doing fandom-related refs instead: volume 1
wanted to update my yuma from whatever tf this au is so he was a bit more unique... takes inspo from a lot of different things while also trying to be its own sorta thing? which is fitting given the au ;)
bonus chibi now that i'm also figuring out how tf to do chibis lol:
#my art lol#synth v yuma#yuma synthv#synth v#synthv fanart#synthesizer v#vocaloid#vocaloid fanart#YES I KNOW ITS DIFFERENT but at this rate its the umbrella tag. all vsynth shit goes under there just like on main 😔#sorry for the annoyign watermarks i just dont want this to get stolennn/traced it'll b my joker arc. is2g#like thats never happened to me before as far as i know but now that my art is getting 'better' i begin to get scared that it will happen#if my fanart got stolen i'd def sting a little yeah but not hurt AS bad as if someone stole my original shit. THAT would hurt#one of many reasons why i post less personal oc stuffs. although as mentioned above i AM in an oc mood so i wanna draw em maybe...#and stuff like this is a step to develop a PROPER FUCKING REF STYLE bc i SUCKKKK AT MAKING REFS LOL 😭 BUT I SHOULD GIT GUD#i have a few other refs planned for vocaloid au (i guess???) related shit but they're not done yet. this one was also a wip that i just??#impulsively decided to redo & finish bc i wanted to draw but nothing else i was trying to draw came out right. advantages of many wips#i have SOOO many things i could say abt some of the things that went into this redesign but i dont wanna come off as pretentious 😔💔#obviously it was primarily inspired by the vimalion yuma design but. there's moreeee that i can't explain here bc tag limits and im shy#i do think i want to try and be more intentional with my character designs now so i'm seeing how that goes as i redesign some old ocs#man though this kind of stuff makes me remember i used to LOVEE doing this stuff. and now its even crazierr given art improvement#uaurhghh my head is buzzing w/. so many thoughts. THIS ALWAYS FUCKING HAPPENS I GET SO MANY IDEAS WHEN IM BUSY GFD#this is actually from today though unlike some other things i might eventually post. that'll make more sense soon#and fuckkk i forgot the chain necklace thing on the chibi yeah but i couldnt get it to look good. whatever
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qsmp hyperfixation coming back soon hopefully probably
#THE TRUTH IS im Scared to really get back into it bc#QSMP the way it was when i was rlly into near the beginning of last year like around when the brazilians joined#it’s so like deeply ingrained in my mind that that’s The Way It Is and i want it to just be like that and it was so fun and comforting at-#-the time so i dont want to come back and for everything to be completely different and not know what tf is going on#but whatever i really wanna anyway when i have the time to#and i dont really have any doubt that ill hyperfixate on it again. it’s not really a hard thing for that to happen with#it’s just a case of… Doing it. anyway cucurucho my wife i love you cucurucho my beautiful wife angel face pretty paws pretty princessmwamwmw#qsmp#quackity smp#qsmp cucurucho#qsmp pato#patorucho#quackurucho#qsmp roier#bimboier#odieart
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Yk how the flowers Mike gives El at the beginning of the season are dead at the end of the season and we’ve all like interpreted this to foreshadow mlvn bones. Have we considered that the dead flowers foreshadow Mike bones- because think about it, killing Mike would be such an easy copout and this wouldn’t be the only possible foreshadowing for his death that we’ve gotten this season bc we’ve got ep1 Mike dies in the campaign or something and then Nancy’s vision of all her family including Mike as dead- haha I’m just a teeny bit worried.
#byler#Also wanna add vecnas probably gunning to get rid of mike bc hes been a pest to all his plans#Like if we think vecnas been there since the beginning mikes been spoiling his plans since the beginning#So you best believe vecna has a deep hatred for this kid lol-#Plus killing mike would impact both eleven and will like reallllly badly which would be in vecnas favour#I feel like if we dont get byler endgame then this is what we’ll get instead:(#Bc mike has so many death flags this season im scared
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hmm...
#vent post#seari talks#i feel a little scared... just thinking about the stuff i need to do... and i got a message that i cant answer on my own and the person who#i need the answer from wasnt... helpful... i dont know what to say now... i should say i'll look into it or something... but...#sigh... the whole situation is difficult since i have to... *big sigh* fuck...#if this goes wrong... will they blame me? what will happen to me?... i did ask back in the day... i have the messages... so technically im#safe but... sigh... how stressful...#and i have to check all of this other stuff too...#... i dont like this... i so dont like this... but its okay its gonna be okay... its just the beginning that its scary but once we actually#start running everything will get easier and easier and more comfortable and.... sigh...#for now... lets do what we- fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck who sent me a message fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck#i dont wanna open the message#*checks* okay everything will be okay... everything will be okay.... yes... *sigh*#IM OKAY EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY!!!!#i just have to focus on the matters at hand. i reported this so its gonna get reviewed now. and what i need to do is this other thing...#and study i have to do that too... and read that too... okay thats not difficult ive got this
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IM NOT READY TO GROW UP YET
WDYM I ONLY GOT 5 YEARS LEFT
I DON'T WANNA PAY TAXES AND RENT
#time flies a lil too fast for my liking#im beginning to get scared :#aka talks#late night rambles as i realise just how fast i have to grow up#plz let me stay in a constant state of childlike whimsy unaware of what happens in the world
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Its literally maddening. I can barely walk or sit anymore because of long covid and yall still wanna call yourself leftists while pretending nothing is going on
#maddening#its been a nightmarish cognitive dissonance for 2 years and a half#i cant work anymore i cant cook or clean or make my bed#taking a shower is a once a week event and only if im doing okay#my mobility is so deeply reduced im trapped indoors#all because of one (1) covid infection#when do i get to shake people and scream#all of that bc people wanted to party for christmas#condemning me to a life of no party ever again#i cant even hate people its too many people to hate#just bitching#had to abandon the research project i worked so hard to put in place because i cant even fucking sit at a table anymore#im angry#anger doesnt even begin to cover it#im scared mostly
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Im lvl 26 w the shujin trio and morgana since ive been grinding w them specifically, and as a result, everyone elses levels are VERY behind. So u can imagine that me using Sophia for the first time ever (and in the second jail no less), and her getting beat up so bad that she said ‘ive taken too much damage :(‘ in the saddest voice imaginable made me wail in AGONY. I am so sorry sophie im bad at the game and ur yoyos are so hard to perfect. Please fucking forgive me…..!!!!
#chattin#strikers liveblog#IM SO SORRY. GIRL !#actually what REALLY happened was#i was too scared to use her bc at the time; they bombarded me with too much information in the beginning#so she seemed too complex to use#but like. i need them to get their master arts so i never have to physically use them again#and like#i have her paired w haru (im weird about exp. im sorry. it consumes me)#and i played as haru while sophia got exp#but um. shes weak to curse (i did not know this)#and slimes are really common here. so theres curse everywhere#she DIED in the first battle and i revived her#and she died AGAIN#so we ended the battle w her dead by mistake and it revived her w 1 hp#and i felt so bad. i didnt have anyone die like that in a regular battle#(i died like 12 times against Bugs before tucking my tail between my legs and running)#(and begrudingly accepting that i cant brute force this fight until waaaaaay later. wack.)#so like im upset she died AND. she had the nerve to say ‘ive taken too much damage :(‘ like GIRL I AM SORRY. SOBBING.#but in better news; i am finished getting harus master arts so now im working on sophias#and playing the game long enough has made it easier to get a grip on her mechanics
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NO NO DUDE IM GLAD YOU DIDNT POST IT I JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW LMAO
but yeah yeah yeah. its. its fucked up guys.
we are cool and safe i prommy <333 its just been wild
-kin walmart anon
YEAH THANK GOD THATS A LOT TO DEAL WITH bro i am Never joining any other kin spaces. what the hell
#not a kinfession#mod joker#kin walmart anon#ive said it before but big reason this blog was made was bc likr#i wanted to see Into the community. but not join it bc i get scared when its not my close friends lol#and im beginning to realize. correct decision
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So Long, London is literally Feyre and Tamlin
#ACOTAR#ACOMAF#So Long London#Tamlin#Feylin#Feyre Archeron#Maasverse Swifties#anti Feylin#high lady of the night court#high lord of the spring court#Swifties#sry not sry tamtam#ship sinking songs#when it just clicks#also high infidelity#and pretty much every toxic song😅😅#putting the EX X in Feyre x Tamlin#like let’s think about this FAERIE LIGHTS THROUGH THE MIST her leaving into the world I kept calm and carried the weight of the rift LITERAL#just them from UTM to ACOMAF beginning pulled him in tighter each time he was drifting away from them falling and his curse to her trying to#make him understand her in ACOMAF then you have MY SPINE SPLIT FROM CARRYING US UP THE HILL coughs ACOMAF wet through my clothes weary bones#caught the chill the wedding and the UTM scenes HOW MUCH SAD DID YOU THINK I HAD IN ME her trying to survive UTM tragedies and then her#with the YOULL FIND SOMEONE I DIDNT opt in to be your odd man out him trapping her out of every plan and in the house I founded the club she#heard great things about oh you mean the spring court built off the savior Feyre blood I LEFT ALL I KNEW YOU LEFT ME AT THE HOUSE literally#he steals her away she leaves her sisters the mortal realm she dies and he traps her in that house he leaves her first then you get into how#much tragedy because that’s what it was and she loved it for so long London BUT THEN ILL FIND SOMEONE cause Rhys two graves one gun IM NOT#THE ONE at the wedding then the bridge always hits YOU SAY I ABANDONED THE SHIP BUT I WAS GOING DOWN WITH IT she was dying there she gave#everything she could holding tight to your quiet resentment the way he just wanted the old her back even though he’s the reason that version#died my friends said it isn’t right to be scared THE LIBRARY every breath rarest air I AM DROWNING when your not sure if he wants to be ther#so just how low do you think I’d go the scene with Cassian of I GAVE EVERYTHING FOR THAT LOVE before I’d self implode what it did to her in#UTM and ACOMAF before I’d have to go be free and that’s Rhys and we’ll find someone
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בָּרוּךְ אַתָּה ה' אֱלֹהֵינוּ מֶלֶךְ הָעוֹלָם מְשַנֶּה הַבְּרִיּוֹת
(Blessed are You, Adonai our God, ruler of the universe, who makes creatures different.)
decided that i was gonna make batsona a sheyd from now on! your cool jewish trickster demon friend :] (it/they)
#bat#batsona#furry#vurrsona#art#the prayer in the beginning is my fav jewish prayer ever its like :3 meeeee!!!#pardon my hebrew handwriting </3#note: i didnt give it chicken feet because it looked bad with them LOL#ALSO NOTE: i am jewish. please do not get mad at me#literally always scared the moment i draw anything jewish that isnt squeaky presentable im going to get dogpiled
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chat. yk what would be a cool fanfic. 100days!slime but he’s a ghost but also he’s free. theres no more risk of everything falling apart again he doesn’t have to “sleep” (we can all assume sleeping while theres like. 1000000000 zombies outside wouldn’t be sleep more than it would be just passing out right.) with the slight fear of “will i get up again” in his mind no more deaths he has to watch or make happen he just gets to exist. please. let him be happy. please.
#i fully imagine that as a ghost he sees the ghost of the dog that dies in the verry beginning and just IMMEDIATELY starts sobbing. i’d write#this myself but im uberstupid and scared of ao3.#rainee rants about the most obscene topics#rainee enjoys things#slimesicle#scu#LET HIM BE HAPPY#HE DESERVES TO JUST GET TO BE A GHOST AND WATCH FROM THE SIDELINES NO LONGER BURDENED WITH THE HELL THAT IS WHAT HE WENT THROUGH PLEASE
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