#ik apoptosis says shes lying about 'doing it for [someone else]' but it feels like shes equally lying to herself too | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

red-dyed-sarumane · 10 months ago

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the real thing i want to know is what the FUCK is the girlies actual relationship when the world isnt ending. i need to see them interacting when the stakes arent so high. like clearly they care a lot of each other if ones willing to die for the other & the other has a mental breakdown over realizing the first isnt coming back & its her fault. are they dating

#apoptosis is harsh when she speaks & i think that extends to tenshi #more so out of habit than actually not liking tenshi #and tenshi has to be in over her fucking head if shes willing to talk herself into accepting being a sacrifice for her #theres so much going on with them #ik apoptosis says shes lying about 'doing it for [someone else]' but it feels like shes equally lying to herself too #likewise i think the whole 'sacrifice? better look for my replacement switch places & be at ease'#is a kind of. unrealistic thought. shes not considering what that actually means #and not that shes actually okay with tenshi taking her place #bc i think the signs point to that shes very much NOT okay with it even if she doesnt want to admit it to herself #id have to look thru apoptosis' lyrics again but im too tired rn. i know i had a point somewhere else in here too #for the record i dont actually think theyre canonically together but it reads to me like theyre into each other

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