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[whiscey]

drop your devastating banana fish fanfics list bestie 🙇🏻‍♀️

AHSHWJEVJ YES OMG thank you so much for this ask!!! i have a very very long list of fanfics that i love so im not gonna put every single one here, but here’s a list of my favorites :)

note: 1) of course please be mindful of the tws— most of these have the usual list of the tws associated with ash’s trauma; 2) i don’t read anything that complies with the canonical ending cause i cannot handle that lol; 3) the first half of this list is just purely devastating, and then the second half is mostly just hurt/comfort; 4) the order in this doesn’t mean anything

I fell in love with a war and nobody told me it ended (by ihavenomorals): very shorter-centric; retells the canon events in his perspective (with it being heavily implied that he’s in love with ash); definitely very devastating, i cried multiple times while reading it

dead birds and bloodhounds (by ihavenomorals): also very shorter-centric lol; incredibly devastating for similar reasons as the last one (i also really really loved the ending of this one)

Streetlight angel. (by chaos101): this one’s also shorter-centric; a lot of pre-canon shorter’s thoughts about ash; i do not have words to describe how much i loved the whole “streetlight angel” thing

New York, New York 1980 (by wbss21): ash-centric; talks about precanon ash living on the streets (no shorter); genuinely so so heartbreaking

Just offscreen. (by chaos101): focuses on ash; please be very very careful with the warnings, this really graphic and can be very triggering; i almost feel weird recommending this one cause it’s not really meant to be read for enjoyment, but it’s very well-written and really really impactful so i do want to include it; almost threw up the first time i read this (and i mean that as a compliment to the writing, not in the sense that i personally found it triggering), it was so incredibly devastating and gut-punching

how strong the blood (by ihavenomorals): nadia-centric; it’s about nadia’s experience raising shorter on her own; one of the only fanfics i’ve read that focuses on nadia and i loved it so so much

Odour of Chrysanthemums (by nyanja14): eiji’s-mom-centric; eiji’s mom’s perspective on ash and his relationship with eiji after they move to japan; this was so cool ahdhwje, i loved how much depth and backstory they gave to eiji’s mom; one of the less devastating ones on this list, but it’s still so sad in its own right

like a peach (by Quintessence): asheijiii; eiji takes care of ash’s wounds (canon-compliant, takes place around when they rescue ash from dino) and they talk about how he sees himself; definitely a lot more hurt/comfort than pure devastation but the way ash sees himself is so heartbreaking :(

Hydrangea (by Bleed_Peroxide): jessica-centric; first half is jessica’s thoughts as she gets to know more about ash and then second half is an expansion on that one scene where jessica asks ash about what foxx did to him; also more hurt/comfort lol, but i love found family sooo much

Even that could be forgiven. Even Ash. (by chaos101): focuses on max and ash; obviously had to include this since i literally requested it lmao (don’t get me wrong tho– that’s not the only reason why it’s here; it’s here cause i love this fic a lot :3); ash thinks max is going to punish him for talking back to him and max comforts him; hurt/comfort

You’ve paid this world more than enough. (by chaos101): also focuses on max and ash; pretty similar to the last one but i just had to include this cause i love it so so much; hurt/comfort

Safe and Sound (by Dodici): focuses on shorter and ash; pretty short but so so impactful (literally took my breath away ahdvwjeh)

I wish that things had been different. (by chaos101): focuses on ash and griffin; it’s about ash’s reunion with griffin after he starts recovering from the effects of banana fish; this was so emotional and well-written abdvwjbd

Down toward the Healing (by Dodici): asheiji; part of a series (i recommend the series as a whole honestly, but definitely this fanfic in particular) called Eight Million Gods; it’s about ash struggling to find a therapist who works for him; the writing is so beautiful in this and i personally find it somewhat devastating in the sense that it’s a big reminder that healing takes time and a lot of effort

Feed My Body. Feed My Soul (by Wings_and_Feet): asheiji; it does have one (consensual) explicit scene, which is important to the plot but can also probably be skipped over if you’re not comfortable reading that; talks about ash’s relationship with food through eiji’s perspective (please be careful with the trigger warnings)

To Sleep; Perchance to Dream (by Wings_and_Feet): asheiji; it’s about ash and eiji’s post-canon life in japan and eiji’s family’s reactions to eiji being ash back home; literally one of my favorite post-canon japan fics ever, it’s soooo good; a lot of hurt/comfort

Pain Management (by Wings_and_Feet): asheiji; discusses ash’s struggles with addiction as a result of his experiences at Club Cod (not elaborating on this cause of the triggering content); i haven’t read many fics that talk about this, so i thought this was really interesting lol (and also it was very well-written)

Just because I love you. (by chaos101): asheiji; ash sickfic combined with ash and eiji talking about the horrible “he’s not your salvation” stuff blanca said to ash; genuinely one of my favorite sickfics ever (although that’s not really entirely the focus of the fanfic but like still)

How to love someone back. (by chaos101): asheiji; i saved the best for last :3; this is a character study of ash and it’s literally one of my favorite fanfics ever – please go read it, it’s so good aksjdke

bonuses :D (these count as bonuses since you requested devastating fics and these are pretty fluffy lol):

What you’ve been waiting for. (by chaos101): professor ash!! this fic is so sweet 🥹 i love it so much, it’s one of my comfort fics

the Childhood at Eighteen series (by armjail): asheiji; these are my other two comfort fics, they’re both so incredibly wholesome 🥹🥹

[ihavenomoralsss]

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[beautifulsoul247]

😚💜

[chaoslynx]

Chapters: 1/1 (oneshot!)

Word Count: 1808

"I'm okay," Ash mumbles. I'm afraid, Max hears. I'm so afraid.

Max's heart pangs. He wants to ask Ash why he's out here—what brought him into the light, but he doesn't want to scare the kid off.

"I just, uh—I wanted to—I, uh—" Ash stammers.

What are you so afraid of? Max wants to ask. But he knows the answer, in a way. There's danger around every corner to Ash. There's men lurking in every shadow. Max knows; Max knows. And Max has the potential to be one of those men.

"Jessica," Ash blurts. "How did you, uh—how did you get her to ... marry you?"

Hope is something you have to shelter.

[delectablyclassy]

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[hearteiji]

*Grabby Hands* Fic Rec plz?

I haven’t read fic regularly in a long long time been so busy with work:( but anything by @ihavenomoralsss (ihavenomorals on ao3) is rlly good lots of cute shorash and stuff:D also my friend chaos as many of you who follow me know writes lots of good stuff!:D

Everyone who has recs !!! Drop them below!!!

Also I love u whisker my sweetie my angel

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Two Assholes, One Bed(room)

two assholes, one bed(room) by ihavenomorals

“You wanna go, eyebags?” He gritted out, and Hitoshi rolled his eyes.

“Please. Your nicknames are less creative than a Kidz Bop remix.”

Bakugo's hands sparked as he let off excess nitroglycerin - likely produced from how much everyone was sweating from his inedible meal - and Hitoshi suppressed a sigh. “Are you done?”

“Do you want to die?”

“Yes, actually. Just make it quick. I want to get my money's worth for this cheap-ass life.”

“What the fuck is wrong with you?” Bakugo glared up at him, which would probably be intimidating if not for the six inch height difference.

“The list is very long and we have limited time. Are we killing me now or not? I have homework to do.”

Words: 3704, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/M, M/M

Characters: Shinsou Hitoshi, Bakugou Katsuki, Kaminari Denki, Jirou Kyouka

Relationships: Bakugou Katsuki/Shinsou Hitoshi, Bakugou Katsuki & Shinsou Hitoshi, Kaminari Denki & Shinsou Hitoshi, Jirou Kyouka/Kaminari Denki, Kaminari Denki/Shinsou Hitoshi, (Previous)

Additional Tags: Shinsou Hitoshi Replaces Mineta Minoru, Shinsou Hitoshi is in Class 1-A, Bakugou Katsuki is Bad at Feelings, Hes actually so oblivious, Denial of Feelings, Well, Sort Of, katsuki just doesn't realize he's being asked out, and it escalates, shinso's a player because Plot, lmao what plot, Kaminari Denki is a Good Friend, Bakugo reads romance manga, how many bad euphemisms can i put in one fic, Fluff, Sexual Humor

Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/35684074

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Tell Me When You See Things Changing

tell me when you see things changing by ihavenomorals

“Are you here alone?” A deep voice rumbles, and Izuku snaps to attention. “Who are you?” He whispers, but he hasn't spoken in hours and his voice is so hoarse it hurts to speak. “Someone who cares.” A hand extends in front of the slide and waves. “Do you want to come out?” Izuku shakes his head, then realizes the man can't see him. “No.” “Hmm. Would you mind if I sit here and talk with you?” “...That's okay.” Izuku says. “All right. I'll be sitting out here if you want to come out.” alternatively: “Dabi, We need to talk about your coping mechanisms some time.” He tsks. “One, Road Rage isn't a coping mechanism, it's a hobby. Two-” he almost gags as Izuku slams down a set of stairs, entering a different part of the mall. “My coping mechanisms are fine, thank you very much.”

Words: 2730, Chapters: 1/15, Language: English

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Categories: Gen

Characters: Midoriya Izuku, Sensei | All For One, Dabi | Todoroki Touya, Shigaraki Tomura | Shimura Tenko, Toga Himiko, Bubaigawara Jin | Twice, Todoroki Shouto, Bakugou Katsuki

Relationships: League of Villains & Midoriya Izuku, Dabi | Todoroki Touya & Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Izuku & Toga Himiko, Midoriya Izuku & Shigaraki Tomura | Shimura Tenko, Bubaigawara Jin | Twice & Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Izuku/Todoroki Shouto

Additional Tags: Villain Midoriya Izuku, Let's call him morally grey, League of Villains as Family, Basically AFO finds him as a kid and picks him up, Dead Midoriya Inko, BAMF Midoriya Izuku, Todoroki Shouto is Bad at Feelings, Hijinks & Shenanigans, Mostly Crack, but there will be angst

Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/35788927

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Bakugo Katsuki's No-Bullshit Guide to Being a Fucking Hero

Bakugo Katsuki's No-Bullshit Guide to Being a Fucking Hero by ihavenomorals

“Yelling feels wrong,” he told Kirishima, sitting in the lounge of his agency's building. “I don't think I should yell at him.”

“No, no yelling.” Kirishima nodded thoughtfully, still half dressed in his hero costume with one of Bakugo's merch shirts thrown over top. “Yelling at the child who was just in a life-or-death situation is bad. Kinda mean, I think?”

“But like -” Bakugo gestured with a white-board marker, legs propped up on a table. It was half his agency, he could be as rude as he fuckin wanted. “I feel like if I yell, he might get it better. You know?”

Kirishima sighed. “This is why Aizawa-sensei told us not to drink on the job.”

Words: 2741, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia

Rating: General Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Bakugou Katsuki, Kirishima Eijirou, Ashido Mina, Sero Hanta

Relationships: Bakugou Katsuki/Kirishima Eijirou, Ashido Mina & Bakugou Katsuki & Jirou Kyouka & Kaminari Denki & Kirishima Eijirou & Sero Hanta, Bakugou Katsuki & Kirishima Eijirou

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Pro Heroes, Pro Hero Kirishima Eijirou, Pro Hero Bakugou Katsuki, Drinking, list-making, Advice, Bad Advice, well its not that bad

Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/35551828

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Center of My World

center of my world by ihavenomorals

“Woah,” Kirishima whispered. “Damn. They're huge.”

“Not as large as my - ow!” Kaminari hissed as Jirou jabbed him in the ribs. “What was that for?”

“Save the dick jokes for when we're rich.”

“In two hours I'll be able to pay you to listen to me making dick jokes,” Kaminari teased.

“I'll pay someone to listen to them instead.”

“And I'll make them a better offer to fuck off and make you listen to my jokes. You can't win, Jirou.”

“Maybe I'll hire someone to take both of you out,” Sero said.

“What, like as a date or assassination?” Kaminari asked.

Words: 2386, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Categories: F/F, M/M

Characters: Sero Hanta, Bakugou Katsuki, Ashido Mina, Jirou Kyouka, Yaoyorozu Momo, Kaminari Denki, Kirishima Eijirou

Relationships: Bakugou Katsuki/Sero Hanta, Ashido Mina & Bakugou Katsuki & Jirou Kyouka & Kaminari Denki & Kirishima Eijirou & Sero Hanta, Jirou Kyouka/Yaoyorozu Momo

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Fantasy, mostly, Time Travel, ?, Reincarnation, Sort Of, he dies but literally comes back in the next paragraph, Flirting, denki makes bad sex jokes, Again, Sero Hanta-centric, Heist, Shie Hassaikai, But i made it fantasy, Blowing Things Up, Explosions, For A Good Cause, Fluff, Domestic Fluff, Getting Together

Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/35949670

[ao3feed-todoroki]

Prodigal Son (Burn Up, Not Out)

prodigal son (burn up, not out) by ihavenomorals

Touya smells like smoke, all the time. His lungs are more ash than muscle or tissue, his bones have been burnt so badly he believes they are naught more than cinders held together by the scorched timbre of his muscle and sinew. If this body is his, Touya does not want it. There is a strange disconnect between his understanding of the world and the word father, one he is not sure how to fix.

Touya Todoroki faking his own death and running away, but make it my take

Words: 1761, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia

Rating: General Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: Gen

Characters: Dabi | Todoroki Touya, Todoroki Fuyumi, Todoroki Natsuo, Todoroki Rei, Todoroki Enji | Endeavor, Todoroki Shouto

Relationships: Dabi | Todoroki Touya & Todoroki Fuyumi, Dabi | Todoroki Touya & Todoroki Natsuo, Dabi | Todoroki Touya & Todoroki Shouto

Additional Tags: Canonical Child Abuse, Canonical Faked Character Death, Faking a Death, Todoroki Enji | Endeavor's Bad Parenting, Dabi | Todoroki Touya is a Mess, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Siblings, SPACE METAPHORS FUCK YEAH, Canon Compliant, mostly

Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/35570665

[chaoslynx]

Hello hi!!!!!!

First off, CONGRATULATIONS!! You deserve all those followers and so many more!

You're amazing and your art and writing is ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!

For the ask!

How are you? And which is/are your favourite banana fish fics?

Much much love and support!! 💗💗

hello hi!!! Aaaaaaaaaaaaa thank you thank you thank you 🥺

YOU are so so so amazing <3

I'm good! 🥰 Doing pretty well over all. Favorite Banana Fish fics ... omg. I haven't been reading a ton of fics recently (been writing a lot and got caught up in a reread of the novel The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini) but I have some favorites listed in my pinned post, and then all of the fics I save for possibly rereading are in my ao3 bookmarks! I have a TON of stuff on my Marked For Later, though, so this both of these lists are definitely going to grow.

Favorite Banana Fish author right now is Honeyvalentine! Honey has been one of my favorite writers since long before we became friends, and has recently been posting on ao3 again, so go read go read!

List of currently active ao3 authors I'm keeping an eye on! Some of these authors I've read my way through all their stuff, and others I've only read a couple of things but I liked them enough to subscribe. Keep in mind that I haven't been checking the ao3 tags recently, so there are probably many fantastic authors whom I don't know about yet! Also these are only the authors who are, to my knowledge, still posting. Check the other links for my older recs!

in no particular order! go subscribe go subscribe:

ac0rns

suffragettecity

ihavenomorals

newagedrunaway

immaturesoybean

Oof_that_really_sucks_bro

theawkwardone6

TurnUps

signpainter1

Honeyvalentine

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Remedies for Change

remedies for change by ihavenomorals

Momo frowns as she stares at the back of Jirou's head. In the margins of her notebook, she draws a table with three categories; lust, attraction, and attachment. The formulas for love.

Lust - testosterone, estrogen.

Attraction - dopamine, norepinephrine, serotonin.

Attachment - oxytocin, vasopressin. The language of the mind, the coding of the heart.

Words: 4647, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Underage

Categories: F/F, M/M

Characters: Yaoyorozu Momo, Jirou Kyouka, Todoroki Shouto, Midoriya Izuku, Kaminari Denki, Yaoyorozu Momo's Mother

Relationships: Jirou Kyouka/Yaoyorozu Momo, Midoriya Izuku/Todoroki Shouto, Todoroki Shouto & Yaoyorozu Momo, Jirou Kyouka & Kaminari Denki

Additional Tags: Platonic Female/Male Relationships, comphet, Compulsory Heterosexuality, Gay, Theyre so gay oh my god, Christianity, Religious Imagery & Symbolism, Religious Guilt, Useless Lesbians, so so so dumb, uhhh what else, religious trauma, how is that not a tag????, Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault, it's mentioned in passing, Kissing, but the sort where u kiss ur bestie but ur both gay but also closeted, tbh its a mess, Mommy Issues, cant forget those lol, no beta we die like me learning my ex might read my stuff, feminist theory, fuck man i need a nap

Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/36467626

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You and Me from the Night Before

you and me from the night before by ihavenomorals

New Year's Eve, ft. shenanigans. Set in the TKWBAE-verse, but can be read as a stand-alone oneshot.

Words: 1364, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia

Rating: General Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Bakugou Katsuki, Kirishima Eijirou, Midoriya Izuku, Sero Hanta, Kaminari Denki, Ashido Mina, Shinsou Hitoshi, Jirou Kyouka, Yaoyorozu Momo

Relationships: Bakugou Katsuki/Kirishima Eijirou, Bakugou Katsuki & Midoriya Izuku, Ashido Mina & Bakugou Katsuki & Kaminari Denki & Kirishima Eijirou & Sero Hanta, Jirou Kyouka/Yaoyorozu Momo, Bakugou Katsuki & Shinsou Hitoshi

Additional Tags: Fluff without Plot, Fluff and Mush, New Year's Eve, a lil bit of underage drinking, this is a big 'fuck you' to everyone who says i can't write fluff, fuck you, (lovingly), Kaminari Denki Being An Idiot, kirishima is the eighth wonder of the world, i dont know how to spell that word, Monopoly (Board Game)

Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/37704577

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Two Assholes, One Bed(room)

two assholes, one bed(room) by ihavenomorals

“You wanna go, eyebags?” He gritted out, and Hitoshi rolled his eyes.

“Please. Your nicknames are less creative than a Kidz Bop remix.”

Bakugo's hands sparked as he let off excess nitroglycerin - likely produced from how much everyone was sweating from his inedible meal - and Hitoshi suppressed a sigh. “Are you done?”

“Do you want to die?”

“Yes, actually. Just make it quick. I want to get my money's worth for this cheap-ass life.”

“What the fuck is wrong with you?” Bakugo glared up at him, which would probably be intimidating if not for the six inch height difference.

“The list is very long and we have limited time. Are we killing me now or not? I have homework to do.”

Words: 3704, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/M, M/M

Characters: Shinsou Hitoshi, Bakugou Katsuki, Kaminari Denki, Jirou Kyouka

Relationships: Bakugou Katsuki/Shinsou Hitoshi, Bakugou Katsuki & Shinsou Hitoshi, Kaminari Denki & Shinsou Hitoshi, Jirou Kyouka/Kaminari Denki, Kaminari Denki/Shinsou Hitoshi, (Previous)

Additional Tags: Shinsou Hitoshi Replaces Mineta Minoru, Shinsou Hitoshi is in Class 1-A, Bakugou Katsuki is Bad at Feelings, Hes actually so oblivious, Denial of Feelings, Well, Sort Of, katsuki just doesn't realize he's being asked out, and it escalates, shinso's a player because Plot, lmao what plot, Kaminari Denki is a Good Friend, Bakugo reads romance manga, how many bad euphemisms can i put in one fic, Fluff, Sexual Humor

Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/35684074

[jolko-the-music-fox-blog]

Welp I have no more now #counting #countingfucksIgive #flewAway #ihavenomore #sorry