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whoever said that the trans experience is beautiful was a fucking liar
#vent#tw dysphoria#tw vent#long tags#tw negative#if theres anything else i should tag pls pls lmk#this shit is not beautiful#this is demeaning and devastating and it fucking sucks#i cant think of any other way to describe it#and then people baby me bc being trans is hard and it makes it ten times worse#i can handle it on my own. i can handle everything on my own. but that doesn't mean im not allowed to be upset about it.#coming to terms with the fact that no matter what i do i will never look how i want to is earth shattering#once i figured out that i was trans i figured it would be simple to look how i want#a haircut a few surgeries and hormones. thats it. what the hell did i know.#its so. so much more.#ill never be the way i want#ill never be enough#and this isnt a confidence issue. its the truth. i will never be the way i want to be.#im too physically femme to ever transition like other guys do#most kids are worrying about their jobs and school at 18. im terrified of moving on with my life.#im running out of time#i will never have enough time#theres no point. its useless. why even start anything when it wont get me where i want. im wasting money and time and energy.#thats enough actually im done talking about this#i needed a second to get it out of my head and im okay now
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Inked, colored, and background piece for @monsteristeething of her ocs Doc and Kay!
The expressions here were a delight (for me, not the characters), and i got to try my hand at some metal shading! fun stuff >:3
If you wanna commission me, here’s my prices!
#arty comms#commission#pbbbt i dont know what else to tag; if theres anything else i should pls lmk!#hehe hoho angst#very fun premise to play with too ^^#artnerd1123
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just die already, joe. nobody will truly miss you. - 🥀
-- “but-” “the- anons-”
#death tw#manipulation tw#uHSJBH#pls lmk if theres anything else this should be tagged as#I wanna be safe </3
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kuchisake-onna, everyones favorite spooky teeth ghost pal
#body horror#horror#blood#ask to tag#kuchisake-onna#broke my art block w this horrible gal#lov her#pls lmk if theres anything else i should tag her as i dont wanna upset any1#jason arts
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bonsoir ! my name is sam, its 5:30 am as im writing this, and im a mess. i use she/her pronouns and im from aus – hence the being up at 5:30am for opening and still being late smh. i have a habit of rambling so sorry for this intro in advance lmao. but thats more than enough about me, let’s talk about the other and more important mess, reed’s token aries: K O D A R E I D
tws: mentions of divorce, drugs, and ya know the murders
STATS.
full name: dakota reid
best known as: koda
age: twenty five
gender + pronouns: non-binary, they/them
occupation: waiter/bartender at salvatore’s steakhouse, aspiring podcaster
hometown: reed, virginia
star sign: aries
traits: jovial, creative, adventurous, confident, detached, cruel, impulsive, lazy
drink / smoke / drugs: yes / yes / yes
MORE INFO.
born and raised in reed, they’ve honestly left the area maybe a handful of times. not for a lack of wanting to, they certainly have wanted to and still want to, just a lack of money and time and motivation to plan anything “””big”””” (leaving ur town is not big but koda is lazy) in their lives
im gonna try not to get too into it bc i will go on forever but two important things to mention as far as their childhood. the first, when koda was sixteen their parents went through a really fuckin rough divorce. and like any sixteen yr old whose parents are getting divorced it pissed koda off. they have a moderately better relationship with them now but at the time, it was messy. at first, koda was very outwardly emotional about it, but as their emotions were just used as a weapon for their parents to use against one another they shut that shit down immediately. only showed their emotions in a way that was more of a nuisance to their parents: graffiti, petty shoplifting, being a dickhead in school, flunking grades (though they werent great to begin with), sneaking out all the time, all that bs
which leads to thing two: koda was a dealer towards the end of high school/the start of young adulthood. nothing big, bc they were a dumbass teenager in a small town just looking to piss their parents off. but because they were a dumbass teenager in a small town i assume theres a good possibility that if ur character is from reed: koda was their dealer. eventually they stopped bc people figured out they were just a sometimes v annoying middle man for the much easier to deal with guy that koda bought from + too much work. like most things to koda, drugs were meant to be just a fun past time, not a full time career.
after barely finishing high school they had absolutely no want to go to college. even at local reed college it was a lot of money to put down and for what???? for koda to do an arts degree they dont really care about and then do nothing with it ????? instead they just worked more. they’ve had the job at salvatore’s since they were fifteen and its really a staple in their lives.
when they are not at salvatore’s, they’re still being a menace tbh that did not end with high school or even the dealing. they’re usually skating around (would also be driving around and sometimes they are but its illegal because they recently had their licence suspended), probably spray painting some fence, maybe takin some photos on their barely working dslr, partying, drinking, stealing shopping carts from the local grocer, being a dickhead, u know the ~usual
despite being the local, so far they’ve not had any close connections to the parkway victims and thats unfortunately made them pretty insensitive about it. they’re far, far more interested in figuring out what the fuck is going on than they care about u know the loss of life and danger to everyone else in the town. in stats i mentioned they were an aspiring podcaster and thats because, u guessed it, koda wants to start a podcast about the murders they’re a piece of shit we already know this
and since this isn’t showing in the tags anyways: here’s a link to their pinterest board
WANTED CONNECTIONS.
housemates – koda is a broke mf, i want this connection to be with other broke mfs that are leasing a shitty house and probably have one too many people in it, but like: it works yk
childhood friends – obv koda has lived in reed their whole life, they’re from a very working class family, can be a connection through family or just through school im down for whatever
actual friends – this is probably gonna be limited to like a couple bc koda is so closed off lmao. while they’re friendly and enthuastic with just about everyone, theres not many koda actually considers genuine friends, these are the exceptions
co-workers – koda is confirmed annoying most of the time but they are at their peak annoying at work so if anyone else works at salvatore’s a. im so sorry b. lmk lets plot
party people – do u do drugs and other reckless impulsive bs at house parties? then this might be the connection for u bih – bonus if they’ve been partying together for fuckin ever
an easy thing – literally just the song easy thing by dom ferra. an easy romance, very much in its early stages, prob not official at this point, kinda learning what being in a relationship should mean together. only open to f/nb sorry lads
then just everything idk i need to start getting ready for work but pls hmu if u would like to plot ✌️
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