#if only i didnt have to immediately remake it afterwards

[fortjester]

maybe if i procrastinate hard enough on this task, it'll do itself <- sitting on the floor bc she stripped her bed and doesn't want to remake it

[chyeyuj]

an anon reqeusted this fic and im sirry if it wasnt exactly like the one you requested bcs i forgot baout it and this is my 2nd remake...if the pic below is like not being lined tgt or smtg, js ignore it. im not remaking this again.

cheater!ex!bada lee x wife!reader x wife!aiki

"yn."

you felt someone tap on your shoulder and look sroumd to see none other than your ex, Bada Lee. You never knew you'd meet her again. "I didn't know you were involved in this show." She said, chuckling but all you did was smile at her awkwardly. "Yeah, I didn't know you were involved too." You replied. "Well you know me, dancing is my passion!" The way she spoke was as if she didnt just cheat on you a long time ago. She continued to speak again, "How's your life going, yn?" She asked, a grin on her face as she waits for your answer patiently. "Its alright, what about you? How is you and Howl?" You shoot her back with a question and she immediately drops her smile when you mentioned Howl. "We're..not together." Bada replied, looking away.

Years ago, you and Bada were the "healthiest" couple in your whole life. Everything was smooth, until Bada met one guy during her dance sessions. Howl. You thought they both had a sister brother bonding and you knew that Bada doesnt have feelings for men. But everything changed on that day, the day you got back from dancing with your friends. When you got home, you saw a pair of shoes that weren't yours but not wanting to think negatively, you thought that Bada bought new shoes.

Inside, you didnt see your girlfriend anywhere, she wasnt watching tv like she used to so you went to your room to put your things you just bought with your friends earlier before searching for Bada.

But opening that door was something you regretted doing because when you did that, you saw Bada and Howl on both of you guys' bed, making out.

Hearing the loud gasp you let out, the both of them pulled away and look at you, their eyes widening in shock.

Before Bada could get up though, you immediately closed the door and walked out of the house in tears. You immediately went to Tatter's place since she was the friend you trusted the most and when you told her baout what happened, she immediately gasped. She did not expect this from someone like Bada. She insisted you to stay with her, tomorrow or afterwards she will get your stuff in the house you and Bada used to live in together.

It has been days, weeks, months ever since the incident with Bada. You were living your life to the fullest. Tatter had introduced you to one of her friends, Aiki. Both of you hung out, telling eachother's interests and more. Soon, Aiki confessed which you accepted. Aiki has treated you better than Bada ever had, always being with you no matter what and she was very loyal. And eventually, both of you were happily married until this day.

Back to the current situation, Bada finally looked at you, smiling a bit. "So..anything new happening lately?" She asked, changing the topic. "Yes, I am married." Your reply making Bada's face turn into shock, her jaw agape. "With who?" "Aiki." Again, she was shocked to hear about the news. Never has she thought that you would end up being married to someone. Aiki showed up at the right time after fixing her clothes and everything, immediately walking beside you and putting her hand on your hip. "Oh Bada, right? Leader of Bebe? I like your team's spirit." She said, smiling while Bada only nodded, still a bit shocked. "Well the show is about to start, you should get ready." Was the last thing Aiki said before leaving along with you. Meanwhile Bada was looking at you both with shock and disappointment. She knew it was all her fault.

[kittensnax]

TOP GAMES 2016

1: ONESHOT

an adorable game with a choice that left me so emotionally overwhelmed i had to have my mom come in and finish it while i sobbed into my arms, if undertale didnt have such great storytelling techniques i’d say its better than undertale

2: UNDERTALE

an adorable game with a climax that left me so emotionally overwhelmed that i cried for days afterwards and one time i sat in my car and listened to hopes and dreams because i wanted to make myself cry and boy did i cry hard. good game with a great story and storytelling technique

3: BORDERLANDS 2

BOY do i love this game its a great game honestly fuck allayall who’re like “oh memerlands 2 L M A O get cucked shitboy” that is some SOLID gameplay with addicting loot systems and engaging combat. the skill system lets you build complicated and intricate builds to characters and even the same vault hunter doesnt feel exactly identical on multiple playthroughs

4: BINDING OF ISAAC AFTERBIRTH+

a messy gross game about a child left so emotionally overwhelmed that he cried all his propblems away. it’s a great game with insane replayability but i’m glad that i 1001%’d it and NOW im gonna be working on thie DLC SO FUCK ME IM GOING DOWN THE ISAC HOLE AGAIN

5: pokemon HEART GOLD AND SOUL LIVER

BEST pokemon game every year alwaYs number 5 never gonna stop

6: CLUSTERTRUCK

a first person high speed physics engine platformer. 10 minutes in this game took 11 years off my life. humanity was never meant to feel somethingl ike this. this proves that humans could never survive the high action in an anime battle if they were actually doing it. Clustertruck was better than any sonic game I’ve played in the last 55 years (excluding chao garden side stuff) and honestly it’s the fastest i’ve ever felt i was going in my life and one time i went on a plane to go to my sisters wedding in louisianna in a graveyard

7: AM2R

I never actually got to play Metroid II: Return of Samus. I tried briefly but couldnt get into the messy visual design and awful music. This fan made remake was the most satisfying 2D metroid game I’ve played in years. It even sparked me into playing Super Metroid/Zero Mission/Fusion immediately afterwards. The spritework was phenomenal and the music had a tinge of Metroid Prime in it that gave it that familiar feeling of being stranded on a hostile planet. I could not reccomend this enough, an incredible entry to the Metroid saga, and a doubtless replacement for the original.

8: FINAL FANTASY X HD REMASTER

I dont even LIKE final fantasyt but i spent HOURS grinding the SHIT out of some poor as TONBERRIES so i could LEVEL UP and fight DEMIMAGISTRATE EMPYREAN DIVINITY HEIR OF OBLIVION AND POTENTATE OF CALAMITY only to get my ASS whooped because i wanted to levle up LULU instead of WAKKA I DONT LIKE WAKKA HES RACIST

9: SBURB

My friends died SO MANY TIMES but in the end an ultimately rewarding experience never had that much fun before in VR and if it werent for some of the shoddy AI and the overtly complex crafting mechanics i would totally replay the game. Can’t recommend it enough to anyone who likes a good adventure

10: METROID PRIME 4

[thesassysausage]

Toxic friends leave scars

So I had a situation were I was friends with people that were super chummy to each other and very supportive of each other but not so much with me. Like they were encouraging about superficial things like my drag make up but real problems eventually got ignored. Like at first they were great, my mom hurt herself and after things were settled with getting her to the hospital (she’s fine btw, she injured her knee again...and this was about 2 years ago too so she fine) I mentioned I wouldn’t be in class and why and a couple offered to skip class and drive us to the hospital. Like good friendship. I don’t know if I did anything that caused the shift, my inner demons like to say I did, but I slowly got the feeling I was being distanced from the group without any explaination. I also noticed that without the presense of one person outside the group that we all collectively complained about (to be fair this person had actually pissed us all off with a shitty attitude and a ‘better than you’ mentality) didn’t come to class for ‘medical’ reasons (saw her later one, she had been super sick so this isnt a bullying situation...we generally avoided her because of her shitty attitude so it wasnt a case of us harassing her). I seemed to get the brunt of their ire with out this other person being in class. I then did a presentation for one of my major classes and I worked my ass off for this project. I was happy with the results but still nervous because it was basically my undergraduate thesis. SO  it was the end of the school year and I was stressed but suppressing the stress. In fairness I left out an aspect that could have came from the research which was the role of women, It wasnt malicious, or even intentional, I was just focused on food culture and the food itself...I only mentioned people in a throw away comment as I was rambling but those in my friend group questioned me on our group chat. I was kind of taken aback because they both knew my research and because there was a period after my presentation that allowed for questions but they chose to ask in an online chat. I did say I didn’t even think of it after I misremembered an article I had read for the presentation that I had misread to say that we didnt really know who was cooking in roman households (women mostly, the article said we assume to much when we find cooking tools). Friends who were in the class immediately went off on how anti-feminist points are so hazardous in our field and I apologized multiple times because it wasnt my intention, but they continued to kind of shut down my entire presentation and talk amongst themselves about how bad anti-feminism is in archaeology. I apologized a final time and told them that I was starting to feel attack and all I got back was “Well get used to things like this because if it had been a thesis defense you cant just apologize”. To be fair, thats true but this was NOT a thesis defense and I had not prepared for a thesis defense. I would have accepted my mistake and gone to the drawing board to incorporate women into my presentation had it been a thesis defense. I left the group chat feeling like everyone hated me. I sent the one who brough up that I hadn’t mentioned women an apology afterwards because I thought “oh shit, what if she thinks I left because of her?” because I left during a depressive burst that made me impulsive. I got kind of a half assed response of not to worry but thats it. I wasnt going to ask to be apart of the group chat again, i figured if they wanted me back then they could add me but I was fine if they didnt. Then I worked with the one I apologized to and another from the group chat over the summer and I was literally ostracized to the point that the students (it was a field school, we were student teacher type people) noticed. I tried working with them, I offered multiple times to do certain things and I got shut down. They discussed the running of the field school with a friend of their that was also a student more than me. It got to the point that I had to go on stress leave because I felt like I wasn’t apart of the team. I then spent the next school semester (last semester) constantly questioning whether I could actually continue in my field, wondering if I was inherently bad, and just having an overall bad time with school.

To clarify, my research didnt EXCLUDE the role of women in Roman cuisine. I was focused on the recreation of it, I was narrowly focused on remaking Roman foods in order to create a sensory simulation of tourists in Italy but I made they off hand comment that it could tell us about the day to day lives of Romans. I know now that I should have a) avoided that comment and just stuck with the sensory experience that could come with the research, or b) talked about what it could tell us about that aspect of Roman life for women who would have been cooking in households with out slaves. 

To this day I am still very paranoid about my research now and I am literally taking a year off after I get my BA to relax from research because I’m constantly worried I’m going to fuck up again or something. Im also back to be super worried about my depression because they kind of responded like they thought I was faking or using it as a scapegoat. I made no secret about being on two different medications for my depression but I still get the sense that they think I’m making it up. I also mentioned MANY times that I was both non-binary and also use both he/him and she/her but they still constantly talked about me being a cis dude (not using those words but lumping me with them). So because of my depression I am constantly wondering if I was in the wrong still and question what I could have done to make things right...like I really did make an effort even as we started working together over the summer to clear the air and make things comfortable but they still pushed me aside and treated me like garbage (I actually had to tell students that I can’t talk about things with students when asked why I was being excluded from the other student teachers or what their problem was with me).

Probably gunna get hate when people read this because I cant word things for shit, but I needed to vent because everything I do now (research wise) fills me with anxiety because I don’t want people to think I’m being sexist, racist, phobic, in any ways because I seriously believe in the stuff I post about equity and equality and do argue with people about making the world more inclusive...does one mistake define me? I should stop before I spiral