#if i was true to my actual constant focus then it would be inver 24/7 365

[ranticore]

I don't know if you use discord but if you did would you ever consider making a server for enjoyers of your world building?

it would feel strange to me. i can blog into the ether all i like but i don't think i would be comfortable doing the equivalent of lecturing in an enclosed space. plus because of my time zone it would be very difficult to moderate this server without getting other people to be mods and i just don't have the time or ability to do any of that. i can barely speak to the very patient people who actually try to talk to me on discord and adding a bunch of new messages would overwhelm me fast (and i am already constantly at my threshold of Can't Talk Anymore as-is - the reason i keep posting here is because i'm not talking TO anyone, so it doesn't take a heavy toll on me)

i also just don't prioritise a lot of the things i post about here on this blog... i'll be so real with you, all of this is just what i do to procrastinate from writing my books. so doing upkeep for this blog AND a discord server when i kind of barely care about the topic at hand would be anti-motivational to me.