#idk why i'm lying to myself

[displaykitkats]

Glamtober 2024 | 31. Spooky or Supernatural

Happy Halloween everyone! Thank you to @otherworldseekers for setting this glam challenge up! I had a lot of fun (and some stress) creating glams for each prompt. It was also so great seeing everyone else's creative and beautiful glams. Hope this continues again next year with even more fun and spooky prompts!

Head: Head Bandage

Body: Ivalician Oracle's Coat

Hands: Claws of the Beast [Undyed]

Legs: Hempen Underpants [Dye 1: Ink Blue] (Optional)

Feet: Little Lady's Clogs

[mysticalcats]

ok fellas this post is really different from my other stuff so i'm putting it under the cut for people who don't care and also because i'm slightly embarrassed

ok so. is it unusual for a girl to want to have a deep voice and a flat chest and a more square face and also feel slightly jealous of men and want to sound like them and look like them

and also is it unusual to want to be all that, but also simultaneously not be very bothered very much by how you look right now or by being referred to with she/her except for sometimes when you think about it too much. because i usually don't think about it except for sometimes where i suddenly just get really sad about being a girl or i'll always have this faint feeling that i am just unhappy about it

and also is it unusual to try to ignore it and go about your life being unbothered by it even though deep down it does kinda bother you but you can't really. like. say anything to anyone because your family won't react well and neither will your friends because they'll think it's weird and uncomfortable. i feel afraid to ever feel this way because i know the people in my life won't react well to it

so like. genuine question please lmk wtf is goin on because i'm unsure if it's normal and i've felt like this for a long time and it's confusing me and i don't even know what i'm going to do with the information once i know i'm just sort of lost LMAO

[lilacerull0]

i feel like reading/watching mbf immediately means knowing who i am as a person and... i cannot allow this

[anakinh]

my personal lovm review so far is that I don't mind most of the changes they're doing and I even like a few BUT that they have (so far) done my girl Raishan so dirty. I wanted to see her fight Thordak, goddamn it!

(also Vex was the one who came up with the idea to use Yenk for a vestige and they should've kept her doing that! establish her as a leader! smart! strategic! why is grog doing the planning asjfjsd I made a joke about how it's Travis Willingham breaking through Grog during a typical analysis paralysis section but man I wanted Vex doing it)

[averlym]

@remylong :

[vincent-sinclair-deserved-better]

hm

thinking of my blorbos but not in a "i love you you love me all is well" way but a "i love you hope you kill me" way lol

[daz4i]

bro why is my reflex to always make up a very flimsy excuse when i know that the people i'm talking to won't mind me saying the truth (not to mention the truth usually isn't like. offensive or disrespectful. maybe weird at most but eh most ppl i interact with know who i am and are likely just as weird). and then bc i'm a stubborn pos i tend to sink into it. i learned how to say no at least to strangers even without explaining myself so why is it still hard to do with friends.........

[thesmokinpossum]

Aaaaaaand now my ex best friend just sent me 4 messages on IG, I'm throwing my phone away at this point

[bunnypup-boy]

Wanna be puppyboy and lay my head on someone's thigh when I'm all teary-eyed an insecure. Just sounds comforting

[kjzx]

I've been thinking a lot about my sexuality these last few years, I'd even say sometimes obsessing to an unhealthy degree, and I think I've come in terms with the fact I almost certainly am bisexual and denying that is pretty lesbophobic and frankly dumb in many ways, and mainly cruel towards myself. Gonna be reading up on internalized biphobia and whatnot

[archiveofyearning]

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[arklay]

WIP DAY.

tagged by @girlbosselrond @morvaris @aartyom @risingsh0t @phillipsgraves @leviiackrman @indorilnerevarine & @denerims over the past month! sorry it's taken me so long to get to anything at all, i'm sure you guys have heard me address it enough, but thank you all so much for continuing to tag me in things while i've been inactive ♡

tagging @aelyosos @brujah @calenhads @florbelles @jendoe @lightwardens @liurnia @nokstella @nuclearstorms @shadowsofrose @shellibisshe @steelport @swordcoasts @wrymbloods @voerman & all of those who tagged me again cause i'm so behind + anyone else who'd like to share anything they're working on, not just writing! ♡

i haven't written anything since the last wip game i did, but i started trying to put diana's timeline together at the start of january, so i mean... i'll show that instead. as you can see, fatigue hasn't let me do much with it even though i've got all of her timeline already done and strewn about all over the place.

started with 1995 onwards cause it was originally going to be an ewskers timeline situation, but then wanted to include all of her backstory so i went back to the start and still have the late 80s and early 90s to get through before then, but yeah :]

it's going to include like all little moments i've thought of between the ewskers just for me and placing them on the timeline, so you can imagine how long this is going to get if i have to go to 2021 for village... like just 1996-1998 is going to be so much... she's very special to me if you couldn't tell already lmaoo

never sharing this though, it's just for me, and like will help for when i do her timeline page (more in-depth version of what's on her oc page) to just run through canon events and brief descriptions and whatnot. you understand.

everything is blurred out besides 1995 ewskers momence and the years, just cause like idk her i feel weird sharing her in-depth backstory unless it's in dms or something, just cause there's lots going on there and yeah. things. idk

i also made a carrd for twt if you wanna have a look at that :] there's some cheeky subtle things with the two resi items i used as pics hehe

actually, you know what, i'll give a lil bit from where i left of with that rewrite anyways, even though it's been months since i wrote it. but why not

Wesker left a fleeting kiss behind her ear then reached around her and hooked his fingers beneath her coat, prompting Diana to glance back at him. But all he did was gently pull it from her shoulders. She watched him from out of the corner of her eye as he hung it up on the rack by the door, his movements careful and almost calculated, until he turned back towards her, and the warmth of his body returned once more. He pressed up against her side this time, as opposed to her back, and one of his hands found a home on her waist. The way the arm it belonged to was resting firmly against her as he began leading her towards the kitchen was comforting, secure, yet unmistakably possessive. And she revelled in it. He had quite the knack for handling her just the way she wanted.

[gregorygerwitz]

PIRATE AU UPDATES;;

outline and world building document has 4204 words as of right now, with 11 chapters completely plotted at least 5 more chapters to outline and figure out tomorrow (technically today) between laundry and dishes and weekly errands (will I actually accomplish it? who knows?)

I'm gonna be so sappy about this AU when I finally get to start posting it, like Taylor Swift re-release posts level of pride and tears, I'm just warning y'all in advance. Shoutout to everyone who has been hearing about this Pirate AU for literal years and being so patient while I work through life stuff to make it into a reality. I should have a posting date to announce by the end of the summer, but I'm not gonna keep trying to guarantee this fic at a particular time or date anymore, so it'll probably be more of a loose estimate

there will be very little getting done this week with my 60 hour work week thanks to Prime Days and then a concert on Friday (meaning next Saturday is the only day I will have to work on this, which means it probably won't get touched), and then I have my Seattle trip and Taylor shows the weekend after next, but more words will be put to paper by August, I can try to promise that!

thank you, again, to everyone who was so patient waiting for this fic, and I'm really, really excited to finally put some of this universe out into the world by the end of the year 💜

[anachronismstellar]

In one hand, I could just make this a simple and easy silly fic where the crew has to bond and understand each other....

Or, on the other hand, I could make it a proper "island adventure" type of fanfic and add additional lore and nonsense, making it 1000 times more complicated but!!! StrawHats shanenigans!!!

Choices, choices...

[running-in-the-dark]

I'm so desperately bored rn. can't do anything. because all I want to do is think about Dan or Jenkins. but I don't want to let myself do that because then I'll lie down and fall asleep and the day will be over and it'll feel like I didn't do anything.

can't even watch anything. nothing feels right. I'm. so bored. I tried drawing but. nope. head empty.

[the-gayest-sky-kid]

anyway we're not gonna talk abt this anymore though because i feel sicj