#idk why i keep misgendering new friend but shes definitely become the focus of my obsessive energy rather than bff
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Me on Friday during the day: not sure what the rules are in this new friendship and whether I can/should text them over the weekend
My new friend on Friday night at 9:30 pm: texts me, starts conversation despite being late 👀
Me on Saturday: not sure how early to text them on a non work day, waits till noon, we start conversing
My friend after midnight as Saturday turns into Sunday, and we've been talking for hours again: okay I'm going to bed I'll harass you again tomorrow
Me, understanding better now how this is gonna work: dope
#also i moved our conversation from my work phone to my personal cuz it felt like that was fueling a lot of the anxiety lol#on my personal phone its way easier to swear and talk late and not be like is this weird?????#over lunch i randomly started smiling bc i was thinking about her and my bff was like what. why are you smiling#and i was like no reason. was just thinking of (name)#bff was like oh god this is how it starts isnt it. i was like yep you have no idea how much i never stopped smiling when u came in my life#i keep referring to my new friend with they/them and bff is like so you ARE replacing me!!!! and i was like oh god what if i am#bff was the first new person i connected with since losing everyone in 2019#idk why i keep misgendering new friend but shes definitely become the focus of my obsessive energy rather than bff#im so fucking borderline it hurts lmao#personal
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