#idk how i keep pulling symbolism out of thin fucking air none of fucking F.NAF is well written enough to deserve it | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

bravevolunteer · 1 year ago

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.... no i refuse to be normal actually i'm sitting here thinking about how michael means "gift from god" ... "he who resembles god" ... paired with william's, uh, Whole Thing....... the name william which means "resolute protector" the man who was supposed to protect and love you and IS obsessed with putting your family back together and keeping you there despite resentment passing that name down but you take that role and tear down his empire with it in the name of protecting his victims. "who is like god" you are forever tied to the man who thinks he is is a god who holds the lives of everyone in his hands you CANNOT ESCAPE your resemblance to him or the fact that you were something good to him until you were defective but you take his so-called means of protection and set fire to them to truly set everything free-

#HI. I JUST. I JUST PROCESSED THINGS. I WENT LOOKING FOR THE SILLY HAHA AND SPIRALED #how this hasn't hit me before when i've already looked up the etymology of michael i don't know #idk how i keep pulling symbolism out of thin fucking air none of fucking F.NAF is well written enough to deserve it #but oh my god... ohhh my god #every time i remember i made his middle name william i take a critical hit even though i chose to do that #yes pain but it was also bc i was lazy and didn't want to think of anything else! fuck!#you are forever tied to your father not only through appearance not only through name but through the meaning behind your name what the HEL #⁂ ･ﾟ: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc

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