#idek what she was thinkin

[allofuswantgwinam]

listen. my friend who’s bf i hate bc it’s literally the same shit i just went through but if she wants to be dumb she can, i have been her before but she just tried to hook me up with one of his friends and this is exactly what I mean 🤣 I am not that fucking desperate, come on universe 💀🤧

[stinkrascal]

i think my rook will be a warden… yes i think so

[cloveroctobers]

The finale obviously inspired this via my previous post on this season. It’ll probably be my last shit talking post for S5 since it has provided me with nothing but headaches. LISTEN by no means am I a DJ or top notch editor I just thought of this idea and unfortunately nobody mashed these two tracks up for me—rightfully so! I had to take matters into my own hands and this shit was not as easy as I thought it would be. There’s completely different flows ofc with two different styles of music, what can you do? Do my best with what I got! 😉

I even tried to speed up Marina’s vocals at first but it was definitely giving Michael jackson and if I really wanted to be clowned I would have kept it that way. Yes I used the clean version to Meg’s, “plan b” right up to the end because S5 MC deserves to talk her shit! 👏🏽 I decided to put in the effort since I had the time tonight and will probably never do this again lmao so here it is off beat and all! MC’s — plan 2 be a heartbreaker 🥀 ☀️ (Meg Thee Stallion — Plan b x Marina (previously: & the diamonds) — How to be a heartbreaker

@/bobbymacs2

bobbymacs2: so yeah! This happened! I had the honor of being the first person from the love island franchise to hear @/mcs5 new track that she did for fun! I had no idea she had this talent. What we thinkin voyagers!?

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iamdanas5: Idek what to say about the lyrics but the beat is amazing! Why were you the first to hear it? Makes me wanna ride around in a drop top

• bobbymacs2: not surprised ur here first golden goddess! bts comes with its privileges! Also MC considers me a lad now. Glad u enjoyed it too! 👀

•. iamdanas5: what’s with the emoji?

•. bobbymacs2: u tell me…🏃‍♂️

•. iamdanas5: 🫤

itslulusloveisland: 🤭 I love it! Although unexpected…I Will be streaming 💛💕

•. bobbymacs2: MC’s been very unpredictable but stands in her truth. Gotta respect it! ✊🏽

arlofit: what kinda fuckery is this?

• bobbymacs2: chickens 🤷‍♂️

• arlofit: watch ur tongue

meerasweetisland: still a bit of a try hard I see.

• bobbymacs2: @/meerasweetisland Opp? 🧐

• meerasweetisland: @/bobbymacs2 what are you on about?

geezeralfie: this was a lot…certainly great but not sure this was the best choice. I’ll have to have a chat with MC soon about this 😅

•. meerasweetisland: @/geezeralfie for what it’s worth I hope she doesn’t bother with you either 🙂

•. geezeralfie: @/meerasweetisland I thought we were past this already? Hope you’re well, really Meera.

•. bobbymacs2: @/geezeralfie listen to Meera. Distance is there for a reason lad 👍🏾 !

•. geezeralfie: @/bobbymacs2 it also makes the heart grow fonder? We’re mates and we support each other. I will chat to see where MC’s head is at about all this…as soon as she’s not busy and picks up the phone 😬

•. bobbymacs2: @/geezeralfie whatever helps u sleep at nite!

eddieloveisland: I knew this was coming 😏! The universe told me so.

•. arlofit: shut it already will u?!

•. eddieloveisland: @/arlofit: that’s not quite nice. I’m not wrong! Are you upset that I was right about all of yous!?

•. eddieloveisland: have I been blocked?

•. bobbymacs2: ‘fraid so. You’ve got to work on that approach buddy! But C for effort!

sirjohnnys5: ☕️ is hot! Which line does everyone think is about me?

•. bobbymacs2: @/sirjohnnys5 “you’s a b-word?”

•. sirjohnnys5: @/bobbymacs2 excellent take! I was leaning towards the snitch line but that one works well too! I know exactly which lyrics are directed @/flightsuresh @/finntastic5 @/katatics

•. nicolasnics5: @/sirjohnnys5 luv this for us 🍿

•. sirjohnnys5: @/nicolasnics5 😉

•. arlofit: @/sirjohnnys5 @/nicolasnics5 you two are truly repulsive. You’re actually having a laugh about this…why? I see why the both of you will be lonely for awhile.

•. nicolasnics5: @/arlofit so that’s a no to coming round mine any time soon? Answer my DM’s queen!

•. arlofit: @/nicolasnics5 🖕🏾off not kindly.

finntastics: wow. I’m at a loss for words. I’m still hurt about how everything played out but this is just another dagger right to the heart. I’m aware things were not the easiest for MC but I just wish she would have communicated what she truly wanted if it wasn’t me in the end. Playing ‘round with my head but most importantly my heart was and is extremely wrong. I hope she heals that cold heart of hers soon and that we can all move forward.

•. bobbymacs2: @/finntastics5 firstly this was a bit of a reach. Not to say that you weren’t hurt during all of this…your feelings are valid certainly. Just don’t point the finger if you can’t take accountability for your actions too. People will react off YOUR actions. MC did. I originally thought you two could make it but watching the season again and getting to know MC better bts…I can see why it’s added up to all this. Why can’t you? Best of luck to you and Kat, lad.

•. finntastics5: @/bobbymacs5 with all due respect…I’m not sure what you’re chirping about? I loved MC since the first day we encountered but got easily distracted. I wanted things to work with kat but learned that we’re not meant to last. I tried to be loyal by taking everyone’s feelings (KAT, Alfie, & MC) instead of mine. I DEFENDED MC because I couldn’t stand her being hurt and painted as a bad person. I wont say that’s what she is now…I’m just confused she’s done me like this is all.

•. bobbymacs2: @/finntastics5 you’ll learn soon enough at the reunion if you choose to attend 👍🏾

flightsuresh: 😡 how bitter of her.

•. sirjohnnys5: @/flightsuresh “How you want a bitch that you don't deserve? I should have listened to my first mind, And told your ass "no" the first time. Tried to spare this—feelings, now he think he hurting mine.” It’s fitting for you, yeah?

•. flightsuresh: @/sirjohnnys5 quit spraffing

•. bobbymacs2: @/flightsuresh u win some u lose some 🤷

•. flightsuresh: @/bobbymacs2 I didn’t lose. I was chosen from the beginning. If it wasn’t for me, none of you would even be in her presence.

•. sirjohnnys5: @/flightsuresh and here I thought I had the biggest ego in the villa! Are you seeing this? @/nicolasnics5

•. nicolasnics5: I am @/sirjohnnys5 mates got to find himself a job and pull that stick outta his arse.

•. sirjohnnys5: @/nicolasnics5 I’m sure you can help him with that given your occupation, yeah?

•. flightsuresh: @/nicolasnics5 I’m a lawyer who’s positive that you and I are are nowhere near the same tax bracket. So why don’t you go back to…whatever it is that you do. Go touch grass before you think you can speak to me.

•. nicolasnics5: @/flightsuresh ah…you’re just as much as a arsehole as the rest of us. You’ve just got your ticket to hell too! I know how much you like storing objects away and never speaking on them. See you there🫡

katatics: I can’t believe I ever considered this person a friend! She’s done finnie and I the most wrong when we’ve been the best she’s ever had.

•. @/loveislandfan: now girl…shut that shit up.

•. @/lovdislandfan2: im sorry? Somebody roll the tapes for the delusional.

•. @/loveislandfan3: could have been much better to MC. You’ve got some real deep rooted issues and first you need to start working on that possessiveness,,, it’s not healthy boo

•. @/loveislandfan4: you’ve done nothing wrong! #justiceforkat I hope you and finnie get married soon!

•. iamdanas5: @/katatics let’s not start this over social media babes!

•. katatics: @/iamdanas5 SHE started it so I’m going to finish it! She’s done enough by embarrassing us in front of the world once but she won’t get a THIRD time. I promise you.

•. meerasweetisland: @/katatics I love you girlie. Can’t wait to see you shine like the star you are! Let’s get together soon? 🫶🏽

•. katatics: @/meerasweetisland well duh babes! My DMs are always open + you have my number just let me know & bring me some of your luscious shampoo 😘

•. arlofit: @/katatics @/meerasweetisland where’s my invite?

•. katatics: @/arlofit 💌!!! Teach me some moves in the ring soon?

•. MCs5: @/katatics that won’t help you. I’ll see you in a few months…oh and thanks for the stream 💋👅

•. iamdanas5: @/MCs5 🤭

iamdanas5: @/iamdanas5 @/MCs5 wait🫤

•. itsgabiland: @/iamdanas5 no you had it right the first time 🥶

wildpete: uh…what did I miss?

[lemongogo]

[pxrxmoore]

\(★ω★)/

[equalharm-a]

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀              @canderousordo​   ↪   ❤

               " be SILENT, "  it is a whip-crack response, followed by a quick, irritated turn away. she buries her one hand into her hood, rubbing her temple. exhaustion wracks her old bones; and the cold durasteel floor beckoned her, asking to be meditated upon.  " you hound me with questions i do not care to answer, mandalore. i have said all that can be said. "

[littlemixed]

is taylor gonna sing you are in love on her and joe’s anniversary

[3k626ekful7ozxujar43keiw236in2h]

I carried in watching the bank heist show and im high not been following but fucking lol at the interview w the dude like “I didn’t kill him I wouldn’t hurt a fly” then at the end up the tape cuts to him swatting a fly

[haikyuu-scenarios-drabbles]

Shower Friends (Miya Atsumu x F!reader)

The dorm you live in has co-ed bathrooms. Why that’s remotely a good idea is beyond you; and recently, your precious shower time is being interrupted by a certain blonde haired setter for the volleyball team. When he lies to his teammates that he has a girlfriend, somehow you get roped into his scheme.

genre(s): college!au, fake dating, angst, fluff, mutual pining, enemies to lovers (kinda), eventual smut (maybe)  words: 4.1k warnings: mentions of alcohol

a/n: im certified atsumu simp now 

taglist: @apollochjld @kurosarium @vicassa @carbs-need-more-love @underratedmage @idek-at-thispoint @wtfeverbrandi @food8me @yikes-buddy @ntimacy @nyxiie

| Chapter One |

Chapter Two

When you turn the corner to head towards the gym, Atsumu is already waiting for you. Determined to make this as convincing as possible, he slings an arm around your shoulders and you do a fantastic job of pressing yourself against his side, wrapping your own arm around his middle. You ignore the thought that he is comfortingly warm and very solid next you, reminding yourself you’re doing this for peaceful showers.

The two of you approach the gym and as if they were waiting for you, the entire team is standing at the entrance. A few of their brows raise, clearly surprised Atsumu wasn’t lying. Though some of them look suspicious, eyeing the two of you up and you prepare yourself for questions.

When you get within earshot, one of them shouts, “Wow Miya, we really thought you were lying!”

“Yeah! Why’ve you been hiding this beauty from us, huh?”

Before he can speak, for some reason you decide to take the blame, answering, “I was a little nervous to meet you all for a while.”

If Atsumu is surprised at all, he hides it, instead holding you a bit closer, his hand splaying across your opposite shoulder and gushing, “Cute, isn’t she?”

One of them who doesn’t seem convinced asks, “So how’d you meet?”

Now Atsumu takes the lead. “Funny story actually! We met in the bathroom! Her favorite shower stall is the one right next to mine, and we both like late night showers.”

You can’t help the frown that turns your lips downward. “He wouldn’t leave me alone,” you admit, making the members of the team smirk a little bit. “I swear, he’d wait around for me.”

“I did not!” He pouts, and it’s beginning to look like the more suspicious members are starting to believe you.

So, you go in for the kill. “Sure, you didn’t,” you smile, reaching up to press a chaste kiss to his cheek that you don’t give yourself time to think is okay or not. That seems to stun Atsumu, which is a feat in itself, but you don’t give anyone time to think anything of it as you give them a light wave goodbye and slip out of Atsumu’s arms. “It was nice meeting you all, but shouldn’t you get to practice? I’m sure I’ll be seeing you more often now!”

They give you parting waves, some of them just as stunned as Atsumu seems to be. On your way out, you risk a glance backwards and see them surround Atsumu, one of them pulling him into a headlock and ruffling his blonde locks while they all laugh and enter the gym. Atsumu grinning the widest of them all. You aren’t sure why, but you’re smiling too. Strangely glad to have helped him out.

His teammates encircle him, clapping him on the back and congratulating him, jokingly calling him a bastard for going and snagging a girl like that. He can’t help thinking the same. You shocked him with that kiss out of the blue, enough that he probably looked more lovestruck than shocked to his teammates. He’s impressed with your commitment to this charade.

Before he disappears into the gym, Atsumu takes one last look at you heading down the path. That went perfectly. And even though he knows he shouldn’t, he thinks about that small little kiss the entire practice.

The following days are absolute hell. You have to garner the courage to tell your roommate before word gets out because the rumor that Miya Atsumu finally has a girlfriend spreads like wildfire. She’s hurt at first, but like you suspect, she forgives you after you tell her how you and Atsumu met.

She seems to think the shower story is the most adorable thing she’s ever heard as her squeals of, “So cute!!” are loud enough you swear the entire floor must hear it.

Your daily routine changes, feeling like you have to peer around every corner in fear of the fan club waiting to ambush you. But after reluctantly disclosing that to Atsumu, you notice he makes a point to walk with you whenever he can. His arm wrapped around your shoulders and once when you actually do run in to the fan club, the glare he gives them is cold enough to ice over a lake and you’re pretty sure they won’t bother you even if Atsumu is absent.

Additionally, you and Atsumu start spending a lot more time together. You eat lunch with him almost every day, sometimes joined by a few members of the team, sometimes by your roommate, other times the two of you eat alone. And you’re beginning to find those are the days you like the most. The days when the two of you can just be without feeling the pressure to pretend.

“So does your brother still play volleyball?” You ask one day, curious why if they were such a powerhouse in high school why they didn’t continue that into college.

“I always liked volleyball just a little more than him.”

“He quit?”

Atsumu shrugs, shoving another mouthful of rice into his mouth. “He went to culinary school, always had a weird place in his heart for food.”

“And that was volleyball for you?”

He stares at you, unprepared for this barrage of questions. There was this strange familiarity growing between the two of you, and the more time he spends with you alone the more he feels like he knows you. It makes it easier to pretend for everyone else, but he’s starting to wonder if it’s making it harder for him to remember this is all pretend.

Before he can reply, you continue, “If you love volleyball so much, why aren’t you playing professionally then?”

His brows lift. “And how did yer pretty little ears hear about that?”

You roll your eyes, but definitely need to shove the feeling of embarrassment down to be able to admit, “My roommate told me.”

“Curious today, aren’tcha?”

You stiffen. “Well, I should probably know these things if we’re dating,” you mumble, returning to your food trying to hide your flustered expression.

Yet again, you surprise him with your commitment to this façade. The two of you could easily sit here in silence since it’s just the two of you, but since you’ve started eating lunch together both of you have started to get to know the other more. So, he just smiles at you and admits, “Yeah, I could, but I was kinda lookin’ forward to the whole college experience, ya know?” He rests his chin in his hand, wondering if he should continue. He hasn’t really told anyone his feelings about playing professionally, and how he feels that with every day he ignores the offers the less likely he’ll be able to make the transition the longer he waits. “I’m still thinkin’ about it. The offers are still there.”

You cock your head, and he refuses to look at you, feeling like you have a gift for seeing straight through him. “Is college that great?”

Now he laughs, and in an attempt to bring this conversation back to lighter waters he wraps an arm around you and smothers you against his chest teasing, “Yeah, otherwise I wouldn’ta met you!”

You roll your eyes and tell yourself that for the sake of the charade you let yourself sink into his embrace. When he releases you, you stick your tongue out at him. “I know you purposefully changed the subject, but I’ll let it slide. Consider yourself lucky.”

He puts his hands together in a fake prayer. “I’ll forever remember the kindness,” he says dramatically.

To which you scoff, “I highly doubt that.”

~

You study together when he’s available, but usually volleyball takes precedence over studying most nights. Sometimes he joins you in the library late at night, finding you in your favorite corner, plopping down beside you, blonde hair damp from the quick shower he took and distracting you from schoolwork with how practice went that day.

Already a few weeks in to your agreement, one night the two of you are in the library rather late, Atsumu’s practice ended late and he has a paper due in the morning that he’s desperate to finish. For the first hour, he’s chatty, unable to focus on what he needs to get done, despite constant reminders from you and promises that you’ll go get ice cream from the dining hall when he finishes.

The next hour, he seems to get in the zone, typing furiously away on his computer. Honestly, he isn’t sure if what he’s writing is even good but at this point, he doesn’t care, it just needs to get done.

But after his stint of concentration, you’re suddenly struck by the realization that he’s been silent beside you for a few minutes now. No sound of typing or conversation, and it goes on long enough that you become concerned. Looking over, you find him slumped over in his chair, head on his keyboard, fast asleep.

You fight the urge to laugh at him. Taking only a few selfish moments to marvel over his face, his usual smirking expression replaced by his eyes softly closed and his mouth slightly open. He sighs a deep breath before subconsciously stretching his arms out across the table and you get a nice view of his biceps flexing beneath his black shirt.

It’s then you become aware that you’ve been staring at him way too long and shake him awake.

His eyes flutter open, and upon seeing you, that once infuriating smirk he likes to wear rises to his lips. “Who woulda thought I’d be wakin’ up to a pretty girl lookin’ at me like that,” he drawls, knowing exactly how to fluster you.

You shake your head, laughing and packing up your things. “Come on big baby, it’s bedtime.”

“Yes ma’am,” he murmurs, picking his head up and promptly stuffing his things away in his bag. You decide to ignore what his soft, sleepy voice is doing to your heart rate and instead focus on how he’s putting his things away. That backfires on you, as you start thinking about how long and deft his fingers are and you have to physically look away from him to stop your mind going in that direction.

The two of you leave the library, walking quietly back to your dorm building, you aren’t expecting his hand to slip into yours; those long fingers you were just trying to get out of your head intertwining with yours. You look up at him confusedly and without looking at you, he brushes it off, “Just in case.”

You press your lips into a firm line, replying, “Right.”

He won’t dare admit he did that subconsciously. He just reached out for your hand like it was the most natural thing in the world, only realizing his mistake from the confused expression you gave him. He internalizes his sigh of relief that he can pass it off as keeping up your fake relationship and you seem none the wiser.

When you make it up to your floor, at the point in the hallway where you need to split ways, despite nobody being around that you need to fake for, you press a light kiss to his cheek and say, “Goodnight Atsumu.”

You’re gone before he can get a reply in.

~

You start coming to his games more often, dragging your roommate along (though she doesn’t mind one bit) and do your best to ignore just how good he looks playing volleyball. It doesn’t help that your roommate keeps commenting things like, “god you are so lucky,” and “just look at him!”

You are looking at him. And it pisses you off that she’s right. He’s annoyingly god-like, and you find yourself staring at his biceps and thighs a lot more than is necessary. Your heart fluttering traitorously whenever he grins when he makes a successful play. Even when he raises his fist to silence the crowd when he serves, which before you thought was utterly ridiculous—you now find yourself holding your breath as goosebumps spread across your skin.

He denies to himself just how much he loves seeing you in the stands. Unable to stop the feeling that swells in his chest with the way you look at him. With the fan club, he knows all they see is the surface. He’s cocky enough to know he’s good-looking (and if he didn’t think so, the fan club certainly feels otherwise). But with you—you look like you want to devour him. He doesn’t know if you are aware of it or not, but you watch him with predatory intent in a way he can’t explain that makes the hair stand up on the back of his neck.

At some point, he has to admit it. He fucking loves it.

One particularly memorable game, he swears you never take your eyes off him. And he feels like he’s at the top of his game, like nothing can go wrong for him. He’s so full of adrenaline and excitement afterwards that when he finds you in the hallway, he sweeps you up into an enormous hug. Your laughter filling the air and god—he loves your laugh; he could listen to it forever.

You don’t even care how sweaty he is or really if anyone is watching. Your instinct is to wrap your arms around him and squeeze him back, your ego inflating from the glares you can feel boring into your back from the fan club. And it’s easy—far too easy to forget that all of this is fake.

Especially when he pulls away only to plant a kiss right on your mouth, his body too full of adrenaline to truly realize what he’s doing.

And instead of pushing him away, you selfishly pull him closer, fingers laced behind his neck and body slotting against him so perfectly he has to resist the urge to groan. He cradles your head, drawing out the kiss for as long as he can consider appropriate, every fiber of his being screaming at him to just confess to you.

Instead, he lets you go, both of you chalking it up to the adrenaline and the charade. Both secretly knowing it was more than that to both of you.

And you don’t speak of it again, continuing with your sham relationship like nothing has changed.

But a lot of things have changed. It’s been almost 2 months since this started, well past the time needed to convince his teammates this is real. Some part of him refuses to bring it up, unwilling to let you go and wanting to drag this on for as long as possible.  

Despite knowing that this will all have to come to an end eventually.

~

“You gotta be there!” He pouts, doing a wonderful job of obscuring your view of the notebook on the table in front of you. “There’s no way my girlfriend would miss it!”

You groan, head resting on the chair behind you. Atsumu has been trying to convince you for the better part of the hour to come to the party the volleyball team is throwing this weekend. No matter how many times you’ve expressed your disinterest, he’s relentless.

He wiggles his brows. “I’ll throw in an invitation for your roommate too,” he says, knowing full well your roommate will be a pain in your side if she finds out you got invited to this party and refrained from taking her with.

Now you sigh, annoyed that he knows you well enough to sweeten the deal like that. And it isn’t the party that is deterring you, it’s a certain blonde-haired volleyball setter that you’ve been getting far too close to lately that’s making you hesitate. Something about the atmosphere of a party and a little alcohol in both of your systems makes you uneasy. And not in a bad way.

“You promise not to ditch me?” You pout, faking the reason you don’t want to attend.

He crosses over his heart. “I swear it. And besides, I’d be crazy to let ya wander around by yerself.” He gives you a quick wink, then a kiss to your cheek and he’s off to practice, shouting over his shoulder that the party starts at nine.

Your roommate is over the moon at the invitation, insisting you can’t possibly show up right at nine. So, you and she show up fashionably late around ten. Within a few moments, Atsumu finds you and gathers you up into his arms, whispering in your ear, “You’re late, where ya been?”

You smirk. “Roommate insisted on being fashionably late.”

He just chuckles, low in his throat and directly beside your ear—a sound that makes your toes involuntarily curl in your shoes. God, if you’re already curling your toes at the sound of just his voice you’re in for a long night. After releasing you, he easily greets your roommate and takes the two of you to the kitchen where cans of various alcohols are waiting.

You swear your roommate is going to combust with joy, taking a can for herself then happily heading off towards the dance floor. You’re glad she’s pretty independent as you can already feel you’re going to be glued to Atsumu’s side the entire night. You eye the drinks, sigh, and take one for yourself. If this night’s going to be long, might as well enjoy it.

He just watches you, amused, and unable to stop himself from thinking about how good you fucking look tonight. He wanted you to be here not to keep up the act of your relationship but because he actually wants to spend time with you. Lately, it’s the highlight of most of his days, and sue him if he wants to have a little fun.

Setting an arm on your shoulder, he first parades you around the party, letting everyone see just who he’s ‘dating’ and feeling his ego boost from the looks of jealousy he garners from a few people. The teammates who have eaten lunch with you a few times are happy to see you, indulging you in a bit of chit chat and helping loosen you up.

You might’ve been embarrassed to be on Atsumu’s arm had it not felt so damn great to be met with looks of jealousy from guys and girls alike, and it was doing wonders for your self-confidence. Enough that you tap him on the arm and ask to be taken back to the kitchen for another drink. He graciously obliges you, and once both of you have another can in hand, he finds somewhere for you two to sit.

It doesn’t even occur to you how easy it is to curl up beside him, his arm around you on the back of the couch, hand resting on your opposite shoulder while the two of you observe the party in full swing.

“You guys really know how to throw a party,” you comment, nodding to the room that was completely cleared out to make room for a dance floor.

“What’s that?” He teases. “I thought you didn’t want to come!”

Poking him in the side and refusing to look up at him, you admit, “I changed my mind.”

You know you’ve dug yourself a nice little hole when he continues, “Are my ears deceiving me? Are you admitting you were wrong?”

“Spare me,” you beg, a grin on your lips nonetheless. It’s then you spot your roommate out on the dance floor, her eyes connecting with yours long enough that she starts beckoning you towards her. “Oh god,” you groan.

She doesn’t stop though, instead abandoning the dance floor and approaching you and Atsumu. “Excuse me sir, but I’m gunna have to steal her for a dance or two.”

Subconsciously you cling to Atsumu, jerking your eyes up to him as he smiles easily saying, “Of course.” Taking your arm, she pulls you up from the couch and out of Atsumu’s arms, dragging you towards the dance floor while you look back at him with a pleading expression. He only waves idly back at you, that infuriating smirk splaying across his lips.

Worming her way into the throng of bodies, she puts her hands on your hips forcing you to sway them along to the music, laughing and encouraging you to ‘let go!!’. Eventually, there’s no resisting the thumping music or the movement of bodies around you, and soon your laughter is mixing with hers as the two of you dance ridiculously with one another.

Atsumu watches from the couch, utterly entranced at your change in behavior. He’s unable to look at anyone else but you, like the rest of the party falls away and its just you on that dancefloor swaying your hips under the flashing lights. He hardly knows what to do with himself as you laugh alongside your roommate, unaware he’s watching you.

At some point, you remember the boy you came here for, and fight your way to the edge of the crowd to catch sight of him. He’s where you left him, sitting on a couch a room away, an ankle crossed over his knee, still drinking his beer and looking unbothered by your absence. You look at him a moment, sitting there in his fitted black tee and dark jeans, so casually good-looking it isn’t fair.

His dark eyes meet yours and there’s something in them that sends goosebumps prickling across your skin. You’re barely even tipsy but there must be something stirring your boldness, otherwise you would have never lifted a hand and beckoned him towards you.

He’s pinned to his seat for a moment when you motion him to join you on the dancefloor. He has an uncanny suspicion that something is going to happen out there, under the safety of the pulsing lights and hidden by the mass of bodies. But some part of him wants that, whispering that it’s all he wants. So, he rises, setting his can on a nearby table and strides out to meet you.

A fire lights in your stomach as he stops in front of you, and now that he’s here you are quite sure what to do with yourself. “You looked bored,” you lie.

“Well, my date ditched me,” he remarks. “But I like her, so I’ll let it slide.”

Your answering smile is enough to send him through the roof. And soon, you’re engulfed by the surging crowd, getting sucked into the middle of the floor, a sense of reality slipping out from beneath the two of you. His hands at your waist, your body pressed up against his, his forehead resting on yours—he’s desperate to close the gap between the two of you. Dying to kiss you, to feel your lips mold to his, fingers lacing in his hair—he wonders what kind of sounds he could elicit from you, sounds just for him, sounds that would get lost in the thumping beat.

His better sense tells him to resist. Knowing that even though you’ve kissed before, this one would be different. It’s just the two of you, free from the pressure of pretending, he wouldn’t be able to pass it off as an act. And even if he could, he isn’t sure he wants to.

All the while, you’re watching him, wondering if he’s going to take the leap. Part of you urging him to. Pathetically wanting him to smother you in his arms and the two of you can just ignore it all tomorrow. It’s seemingly what you do best.

He doesn’t though, allowing him to just enjoy this moment—your proximity, warm breath mingling with his, arms resting on his broad shoulders as the crowd undulates around you. To him, there’s nothing else around, just you and your body fitting perfectly to his, back curved to press closer to him—he’s pitifully so lost in the way you’re moving those hips making him move along with you.

He’s grateful that if you notice him struggling to keep his composure, you don’t say anything. But when he glances at your face, you’re blissfully unaware of his plight, eyes closed murmuring along to the music and relishing the moment in your own way. Your thoughts dominated by how warm he is, how solid he feels, how his hands are resting on your back.

And the two of you stay like that, until you’re broken from your reverie by one of his teammates whistling loudly at the two of you, eyebrows wiggling suggestively that Atsumu just huffs a breath out at.

“I think I need another drink,” you say, pulling away from him.

His arms feel empty now, the clamor of the party destroying the quiet and intimate bubble the two of you had created. But instead of doing anything about it, he just gives you a winning smile—one he feels is half-assed, replying, “Ditto.”

[chocolatepancakes]

Mixer.

I’m just thinkin bout it, I’m not gonna do it.

I did it

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Selever x Fem Reader

CENSORED CUSSING. Time taken: Idek all I know is i don’t sleep anymore

friending

There’s two endings. This post shows up until the turning point.

romanting

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(Y/N) laid on her couch staring up at the ceiling. It was the middle of July and she was hot, bored, and sweaty. She sat up and reached for the remote, just to be caught off guard by a text notification. Selever. She opened the app.

[Selever] Hey Roachy!

[Selever] my friends and I are going to the mixer

[Selever] come with to even out the numbers

(Y/N) looked at her screen. A mixer huh? Cool beans. It's not like she had anything to do over the summer. She typed quickly as she replied.

[Y/N] cool lemme in

[Selever] lmao you're actually gonna come?

[Selever] okay, well, meet at 401 Dragon Rock Ave.

[Y/N] there's a bar there??

[Selever] lol who said we're going to a bar

[Selever] we gon be going to kareoke b####

[Y/N] OK

[Y/N] what time

[Selever] idk, around 8.

[Y/N] K see ya

[Selever] ciao

(Y/N) looked at the clock. 6pm. She had about two hours to get ready. She set a 50 minute timer and turned on the TV. She had time to burn.

So the time came. (Y/N) ran out her house with her purse in hand. She slid into her car and started it up. Streetlights passed as she turned left and right. A call rang. She picked it up. "Hello, who is it?" She asked.

"Hello, I called to talk about your car's extended warranty," Selever replied. Snickering could be heard. (Y/N) laughed. Why did he always start a call like that?

"Hi Sel," she said.

"Where you at right now?"

"I'm only like, a hundred meters from the place."

"Ha, sure you are."

"Oh hey! I see you! Okay, imma hang up!" She closed off the call and pulled her car into a parking slot. Selever stood waiting for her. He was wearing something pretty different from his normal attire. He had a magenta dress shirt on, and a black suit vest over it. A complimentary black tie and dark dress pants completed his look.

"Woah I didn't think you'd actually come," Selever smirked. "Getting desperate?" He asked.

"Ha, no. Just doing my job as the number-even-outter." (Y/N) replied, getting out of her car.

"Really? Cause you seem pretty dressed up for someone who's just evening out the numbers." He was right. (Y/N) had dressed up a bit for this occasion. She wore a blue one piece with a flower on the head of its belt. She wore a white cardigan, and two strands of her (H/C) hair, tied in braids, met at the back of her head. She wore knee high socks, and Mary Janes completed the outfit.

"Yes really, now let's go in! I wanna destroy everyone's eardrums!" (Y/N) grabbed his hand and entered the building. This one seemed to be slightly different from other bars. Like a Japanese kareoke place? There was a reception area, and you'd go into a room to sing. They ran past the reception and straight to the room at the end of the hall.

Selever opened up the door. "THE LAST LADY'S HERE!" He yelled. In the room were two other guys, and two other girls. Starting with the girls, there was one with blue hair, which was tied back in her pony tail. She had pink eyes and wore a grey turtleneck with a long skirt. The other girl had black hair, which covered her left eye. Red eyes. She wore a beanie, as well as a black shirt. She wore jeans, giving off a relaxed vibe. As for the two guys, a grey cat was among them. His hair? Fur? Was tied back in a ponytail. He wore a yellow hoodie over a suit, she assumed. He wore black pants and wore brown sneakers. Last one was a skull of... a goat? Moose? A demon? He wore a white dress shirt, and brown dress pants. His body and limbs seemed to be invisible, as his head and hand floated in the air.

(Y/N) cautiously entered the room. "Hello.... I'm (Y/N)." The girl with blue hair waved.

"Hi!! I'm Sky!" She held some cards in her hand. "Wanna play Uno with us?"

"Sure," (Y/N) said, sitting down. Selever also sat at the boys' side. A round passed. Then two. Then an an hour, as they ate and sang.

"Kay! Uhhh (Y/N!) It's your turn!" The cat man said, taking the input pad and handing it over to her.

"Sorry Kapi, I'm not too good at singing," she denied.

"You sure? You haven't sang all hour."

"Mmm maybe one song." She took the pad and

scrolled through the songs. Bingo. She entered the code as a upbeat tune started playing. She held up the mic, slightly embarrassed she was singing this. Selever gave her a thumbs up and smiled. She took a breath and sang. The others watched her as she hit every note. When the song finished, she put down the mic and quickly returned to her seat. They clapped for a moment or two. "Woah. You're pretty good (Y/N)!" Sky said. "I'm really not," (Y/N) said. "Oh for f###'s sake, just accept it," Selever rebutted. "You're good and you know it." Kapi stretched. "Okay, I think we're all warmed up." Warmed up?! That was warming up?! For what?! (Y/N) confusedly looked around the room. "Tabi, where'd you put the spinner?" Kapi asked. "It should be with the chips." Seriously what were they bouta do?! Kapi took out a spinner. On each slice was each of their names. Tabi, Annie, Kapi, Sky, Selever, (Y/N), all of them. Kapi flicked the arrow. Landed on his name. "I GO FIRST!" He said, grabbing his phone. He fiddling with it, he got something to play on the screen. His own song. He took a deep breath and started to sing. Annie cheered him on. (Y/N) looked in shock. He was singing his own song. This probably means the others have their own too. Goddammit, no! She prayed for the wheel to never land on her, she didn't have one yet! Kapi's song finished, and the screen read, "Beathoven.mp4 - unknown". "Oh yeah! That felt great! Okay, who's next?" He spun the wheel again. "Uh... Annie! Ya gonna go?" Annie took out her phone. "Hell yeah I am." She took a swig of her drink and got up. After fiddling with her phone, a new song started playing. She bopped her head a few times, until she also started to sing. (Y/N) leaned over to Selever. "You know I don't have a song! What do I do?!" She whispered. Selever leaned back. "It's fine. I can cover you if it lands anyway. Just get one of your weeb songs to play if I can't." As Annie's song finished, she spun the wheel. Sky Same routine. She got up, fiddled around, and sang. (Y/N) paid no attention to it. She was only thinking about what would happen when her turn came. What does he mean he can cover her?! What does he mean play a weeb song?! Did he mean vocaloid? Before she knew it, Sky's turn was over. Kapi spun the spinner. Oh god damn it. "(Y/N)! It's your turn!" He slid the pad to her. She looked at it in fear. "Um- a-" she was cut off. Selever picked up the pad. "M'kay. I'm bored. My turn motherfruskas!" Nobody stopped him. Just sighed and shook their heads. He tapped his phone. A steady beat came out of the speakers. Selever smirked at (Y/N) as he began to sing. It was upbeat. Pretty steady, until 30 seconds in. A sudden tempo change. His song was upbeat. And somewhat fast. As the song finished he put the mic back down on the table. "You had a song?? Wh- why is it so chaotic?! HOW'D YOU EVEN HIT THAT?!" Sky questioned as she, and the others clapped. Selever leaned back with his hands behind his head. "It's was made to fit me, and me specifically. Of course it's chaotic." Kapi put away the wheel. "Okay, since there's only Tabi and (Y/N) left now, I'm gonna flip a coin. Tabs, heads or tails?" He flipped it into the air. "Tails." Tabi replied. Kapi caught, and shielded the coin from view. (Y/N) prayed it was tails. He revealed the coin to be... "Tails! 'Kay Tabi, you're up!" He handed the pad to the floating skull, as a new song started to play. (Y/N) let out a sigh of relief. At least now she could think of which song to sing herself. I mean, Aishite was pretty good, but dark. PoPiPo sounded too idiotic. She could sing partners in crime.... if she had a partner. "So, be honest (Y/N)," Annie said, still keeping her eyes on Tabi. "You don't have a song, do you?" (Y/N) jumped. "I uh..." "It's fine. I didn't really expect someone like you to have one anyway." Someone like me? The hell does that mean?! (Y/N)'s pettiness rose up. She still didn't have a song, but she sure as hell knew which one she wanted to sing. Just as Tabi's song finished,

she snatched the pad and connected her phone. She looked up at the screen. Beeps played as she stood up, grabbed the mic, and waited for the first notes to come. She took a deep breath, turned to look at everyone and sang. "EVERSINCEIWASBORNFROMTHATDAYIHADKNOWNTHATIAMNOTHINGMORETHANASIMULATIONBUTI'LLKEEPLIVINGUNTILLDESTROYED, LIVINGFOREVERYESIAMAVOCALOID. IFFOREXAMPLESINGINGWASJUSTATOYTHATWOULDSINGBACKTHETUNESYOUGAVETOTHEMIDTHINKTHATWASALRIGHT, WHILEILOOKATTHESKY, BITETHISLEEK, WATCHTHESOUPPOURINGFROMMYEYES. BUTEVENSOI'LLDISAPPEARTHATIKNOWAPERSONALITYCHANGINGWITHEACHSONG, EVERYTHINGIWASBUILTONWASN'TSOSTRONG, ALLOFTHEPLACESIKNEWAREALREADYGONE, EVERYONETHATIKNEW, THEYDON'TREMEMBERME. HEARTORSOULIHAVENOTHINGLEFTINSIDEOFMEICANSEETHECENTEROFTHEVOID, YES I AM A VOCALOID!" She huffed as the intro stopped. The others looked at her wide eyed. She smiled. She may have regained a bit of confidence. As the vocals continued, she did too. Hitting every note perfectly as the song went on. At the end, she set down her mic. Selever clapped for her, and the others joined him. Tabi looked at the clock. Holy crap. 2 am. "Okay, I have to go, I have work," he said, getting up. "Actually, we should probably all go now. The time's almost up anyway," Sky pointed out. (Y/N) picked up her purse. They were right. She didn't have anything to do over the summer, but it was getting late. They all walked out to the parking lot, and said their goodbyes. Only Selever and (Y/N) was left now. "So, got anyone you put your eyes on?" Selever asked. (Y/N) sighed. "They were nice, but not really my type, ya know? Would go drink with tho 100%." She smiled. "Besides, I don't think any of the guys really liked me."

[the-heartlines]

hey i was wondering if you have some reylo fanfic recommendations bc i’m new with this ship. i was looking for something were kylo is more of fuckboy rather than a virgin cause he’s like a 30 year old supreme leader and it’s doesn’t make any sense to me. thank you 🙏🏽

(!!!!) ANYTHING (!!!!) by KyloTrashForever - she writes the best damn characterization of kylo !!! 

her fics are LITERALLY THE BEST AND SO SMUTTY and omfgggg SO DAMN GOOD. I’ll link some of my faves!

imprints - my fave a/b/o fic ever !!!! you’ll be sweatin’ while reading it

https://archiveofourown.org/works/17919194/chapters/42309065

love it when you call me lover - best version of good boi ben i’ve read and most emotional fic i’ve read. SO GOOD!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/21741133/chapters/51866455

capital letters (kindergarten teacher-tatted kylo with a few surprises ??? >.>)

https://archiveofourown.org/works/21198143/chapters/50460950

and they were roommates (rey is an omega and ben is an alpha and they’re roommates, WHAT COULD HAPPEN???)

https://archiveofourown.org/works/21160841/chapters/50364659

moutain at my gates (it’s a/b/o lumberjack MOUNTain man kylo and i’m sweatin’ thinkin’ about him)

https://archiveofourown.org/works/23135599/chapters/55363981

breaking and entering (one-shot where drunken rey accidentally breaks into her hot boi next door’s apartment fkajsldkjf )

https://archiveofourown.org/works/22916254

i ALSO FINALLY (!!!) read the russian mafia reylo au and it might be my most favorite fic ever. KYRIL IS SO SO GAHHH. it’s so damn good. I ALSO ADORE REY IN THIS.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/14481504/chapters/33453111

SUGAR BY VIOLETWILSON IS!!!!! IDEK YOU HAVE TO READ IT!!! YOU’LL PANT, SWEAT, DO OTHER THINGS TO THIS FIC

https://archiveofourown.org/works/23578606/chapters/56571247

Recently started this and - OOF - i have a BIG daddy kink ajsdflkjsd so YEAH AS YOU CAN SEE

With Sugar, Pretty Please? by vuas (also check out her others as well!!!)

https://archiveofourown.org/works/23820826/chapters/57235531

Counting Stars by JenfysNest (REYLO goes camping with co-workers and rey thinks ben hates her, but maybe he *REALLY* doesn’t - I LOVE THIS ONE SFM, i’ve reread it so many times!)

https://archiveofourown.org/works/21096860

My Lucifer is Lonely by JenfysNest - HAVE I MENTIONED HOW MUCH I LOVE ‘HATE SEX’? NO? WELL, I LOVE IT. I’ve read this one so many times fkjdskflj

https://archiveofourown.org/works/21042257

[seokmatthewz]

bit bit old (yesterday i think?) but about that ask thing where u rate groups and all of that if u want!!!!! astro, n.flying, a.c.e, oneus????? sorry if they're too many u can choose any of them!!!!

ah i stan all these groups lets go!!

astro

my bias + bias wrecker: i stan jinjin nd mj nd my wrecker is moonbin!!

first time i heard of them: right before hide&seek came out!!

when i became a fan: TO! BE! CONTINUED!! god.........

favorite title track: all night or baby!!

favorite b-side: go&stop

favorite mv: all night.....obsessed w her.......

favorite album: all light or blue flame!!

a concept i wished they’d try: all night has my ideal concept for an mv im satisfied fdjsksdlk 

what i like most about them: theyre so funny and theyre rlly good dancers too!!! i was super into em a couple years ago theyre such funky dudes

n.flying

my bias + bias wrecker: hun!! nd mr seunghyub....thinkin bout he

first time i heard of them: sometime in like late 2015 early 2016 i stumbled across awesome and listened to it. So much fksljjkldf

when i became a fan: whenever i listened to awesome fjkdskdls i started stanning as fast as i cld!!

favorite title track: the real!!

favorite b-side: up all night

favorite mv: hot potato

favorite album: how are you

a concept i wished they’d try: god....idek.......i rlly like the like goofy vibe some of their mvs have i just wish theyd do more of tht 

what i like most about them: i just.....boys who play instruments <3 also theyre so FUNNY it sends me into another dimension to watch hun and jaehyun’s youtube channel sometimes...god...

a.c.e

my bias + bias wrecker: i stan byeongkwan and donghun nd i wld say sehyoon yuchan and junhee are communally my bias wreckerfdlskkf

first time i heard of them: like ?? whenever their blackpink cover got released the playing with fire one!!! like dec 2016 i think???

when i became a fan: it took me one lunch period of furiously scrolling thru their insta to learn their names the same day i saw tht vid fdjkdfkls

favorite title track: take me higher!!! shes flawless

favorite b-side: omg ..... black&blue or mr bass...

favorite mv: take me higher!!!! cute summer concept a.c.e is my fave thing ever

favorite album: under cover!!

a concept i wished they’d try: ooooh this is inch resting idk tbh i feel like a.c.e could pull off anything idk tbh!!

what i like most about them: i cld go on for hours abt how much i like a.c.e fkdssldkf imo theyre one of the most well rounded and talented kpop groups and their live performances.....dude they go so Hard its insane also theyre really sweet dflksfdlkj ive met them a couple times nd they seemed very nice and sincere!! i just absolutely love everything abt them!!

oneus

my bias + bias wrecker: ravn!! nd i dont have a wrecker

first time i heard of them: i watched all the produce seasons as they were happenin so i heard rumblings of their debut thru tht!!

when i became a fan: uhhh i remember learning names nd faces early on so prolly sometime after valkyrie came out!!

favorite title track: does come back home count its come back home fkjskld

favorite b-side: uhhh i dont rlly listen to their btracks :’)

favorite mv: to be or not to be

favorite album: havent heard btracks so idk fdjkldsf

a concept i wished they’d try: uhhh i love summery concepts so mayhaps somethin like tht!!

what i like most about them: they seem super talented!!! ngl i think i wld rlly love oneus but the thing thats stopping me from going like Full Blown Clown is that theres always something about a lot of their songs tht i dont completely vibe with??? i hope i can get more invested soon but theyre very sweet boys!!

send me a kpop group!!

[odrseasonone]

some crazy dezod ideas (im always thinkin about dezod on the side lbr) 

ok so maybe ~nature or the ~gods or whatever always provide a balance so when they create a dezod/ric they also create the-thaon-witch-who-dezod-ate/avina and so maybe dezod is also encouraging ric to devour avina and, if ric doesn’t, dezod intends to devour her himself (oh, dezod, always thinkin w ur stomach ;D) and absorb her power bc either you can gain ur nemesis’ power or they can forever temper your own (is how dezod sees it).  like, he believes that avina is ric’s doom (and she ~will forever blame herself for his death so that’s fun) as well as his own bc he believes beings like her were created in order to take down ones like him and ric, and they are therefore natural enemies.  im not sure his pov on this is actually ~correct like i think they’re maybe just different powers out there or whatever buT this is dezod who thinks eating ppl is a reasonable thing to do soooo ;DDDD

also, worth noting, dezod does view ric as his heir - like i think dark!ric might be a possible future he’s also foreseen so he can see where it might be dezod or ric and he’s down w either plan, etc., hence why he thinks equally about devouring ric and absorbing his power as well as looking out for ric’s power interests????? idK lizzy he’s...a unique person

anyway, i was also thinking about ana and cris and all that and maybe dezod plans to unite dead!ana w her dragon and then itll hatch into some sort of dragonrider abomination idk and since ana’s under his power, so will the dragon be etc so maybe he’s actively trying to make the events that will lead to his death occur BC there are two paths: one is his death and one is his path to godhood (as he sees it) where he can secure magic forever.  that being said, he also knows that if he fails, avina will set up a school for *professor xavier voice* ‘gifted youngsters’ so that’ll also secure that so its worth the risk™ bc either way he gets what he wants

anyway!! if we go w this (which...it might be just way too out there hahaha idek) maybe this is another reason that ana is in the imperial city - to break into the imperial vault and find her egg - and preventing this cataclysm is another reason cris finally kills her

also!! his quest for godhood is not to be confused w a quest for power likE dezod doesn’t think like mere mortals anymore he doesn’t carE about being adored or glorified or deified or even really about control so much as about finding the secrets!! of!! the!! universe!! and opening his like...seventh eye since lbr the third eye through sixth are def already open ;DDDD

aksjfklasdjfkljsdf anyway mighT be babbling idek i woke up this morning and dezod was like I HAVE SOME THOUGHTS and he wouldn’t go away so here we are

[teruthecreator]

oh shit i sent that ask abt bi fitz + rainer when i was fucken tipsy im sorry sbsbsbsgf. idek why? i think i just could not stop thinkin about how rainer is a wlw and i was trying to communicate that with Literally Anybody On This Earth

hjfndbfjfnfbfjfn nah Listen bud I Get It

well, I don’t cause I don’t drink but bjfndbcjfn regardless like I get it!!! sometimes u just gotta share ur Humble Onion w people!! and like I said I didn’t Mind that u asked that I just was unsure what prompted it hfkdnfjfn

listen we can All agree that wlw rainer is Incredibly Good And Real!! like she has a pet squirrel skeleton you try and explain how Any het would have that!!! u couldn’t!!!

[moneqlymade]

I didn't mean it

I am so scared, idk if you are ok. Idk what's going on and all i can think about is I'm not there. I wish i could be by your side and be there for you. Omg it's killing me, to be so far on the outside. It's not fair, i love you too. I love you so much and the thought of never seein you again pains me. Just thinkin about her there, watchin over you, feeling like your protector. Idk what my world looks like without you but i know this will probably be it for us. I'm never gonna see you again. I'd do anything to hear your voice right now just to know you are ok. Idek who snapped me back. I don't think she would tell me what's going on with you cause how private you are, she doesn't know our relationship. I missed you before but at this very moment i miss you even more. Ill never play in your hair again or lay on your chest. Ill never feel your touch but if that's what it's gonna take to save your life I'd give it all up. Those babies need you, honestly...i need you. I'll never misspeak or say anything stupid like that again. I can't lose you, not like this....please please let me know you're ok

[petemaldonado]

I love you #11 + eldonado 👀👀

11- With a shuddering gasp

So this is a text fic! also slightly nsfw but not hugely. enjoy !

Sam: Gabi

S: Gabi this is the worst night of my life

S: Gabi respond

Gabi: okay can I facetime you?

S: no I cant talk

 this is way to embarrassing to speak it out loud

G: Jesus okay. what happened

S: okay tmi warning?

G: Gotcha. Hit me with it.

S: Peter was over

And okay I’ll just say it

He was blowing me or whatever

And when I like… yknow

I wasn’t thinking dude

Obviously

I fucking said I LOVE YOU

WHEN HE WAS BLOWING ME

G: lolllllll yikes!

G: u guys haven’t said I love you yet??

S: no dude it’s only been like a month and a half

S: anyways. It gets worse.

So like. I didn’t even realise what I just said for a few seconds. Then it hit me.

And he was just. There. He was probably just like .. what the fuck

G: ??? You guys didn’t talk afterwards about it?

S: just wait til I’m done!

   so like when I realised what I said I panicked a little bit. So I sat up kinda quickly and Then

 there’s a knock on my door.

Gabi

me and Peter jumped about 10 feet high.

 like my mom is cool about me and Pete but obviously not that cool.

 so like we rushed to get ready. And it takes like a good minute for us to get ready so it makes it even more awkward.

 anyways my mom tells me that Peter’s mom called her because he wasnt answering his phone n she wanted him home for dinner or whatever

 so THEN it’s just like. Super obvious that peter wasn’t answering his phone bc we were hooking up. And my mom is just staring at me and it’s like … she just fucking knows like she’s not dumb

 so then like Pete awkwardly just .. apologizes to my mom n says his phone was on silent or something

 at this point my soul has left my body

 my mom just like walks off

 I turn back to Pete and he’s just like well I should go! And he kisses me quickly and leaves

 and it’s just weird like obviously he’s really embarrassed

 I don’t even know what to say to him

 so now I’m just like.. in my room

 I’m never going to leave my bed again

G: oh Sam… that’s.. a mess.

S: haha u think?!?

S: and the I love you think

It’s just kinda up in the air now

Like yeah I do love him obviously.. but that’s not the way I wanted to tell him

Idek what to say to him

G: honestly I’m laughing at this but I also feel kinda bad for you

S: 🖕

G: ❤️

G: anyways. Sam. Give him a call. Knowin Peter he’s probably just mortified over ur mom and thinkin she hates him now

G: and I’m pretty sure he’s been in love with you since 9th grade.

G: lol good luck with your mom tho

G: anyways. I gotta get back to my date. U pissed her off

S: my sincerest apology.

S: thanks for letting me get that out there

S: i guess I’ll give him a call

G: you should! I’m always right 😉

G: talk to u later dumbassssss. Keep me posted

Send me a pairing and a number and I’ll get writing.