#i. you and i have begun to blur / dyn.

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        import requests         requests = requests.get(“https://api.open-notify.org/WILL-GRAHAM-files”)         print(response.status_code)

ACCESSING...  —  welcome to avengers campus,  isn’t it nice to be back,  WILL GRAHAM  ?  it’s been so long since i’ve seen you being a typical FOURTY year old FORENSIC PSYCHOLOGY PROFESSOR,  the image of HUGH DANCY against the retroreflective panels of headquarter buildings.  feels like forever since i’ve seen you hanging around THE LIBRARY.  i don’t blame you,  though;  it fits your vibes perfectly given everyone associates you with THE GOLDEN GLOW OF A PENDULUM IN SWING,  WAVES CRASHING AGAINST A SHORELINE,  &  BLOOD LOOKING BLACK IN THE MOONLIGHT makes sense too:  considering you’re known for being + INTUITIVE  &  + STEADFAST, even when you can be quite - BRUTAL  &  - VENGEFUL,  too.

tws:  genre-typical violence,  gore / explicit depictions of body horror,  murder,  death

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* ;  ─  the mirrors surrounding you did as they were meant to, reflecting back a spitting image of HUGH DANCY  -  but it’s clear something is wrong from the moment that a vision of FALLING OFF THE CLIFF strikes you.  perhaps it was a passing daydream in the frenzy of the funhouse. you reassure yourself  -  you’re WILLIAM “WILL” GRAHAM,  a FOURTY YEAR OLD FORENSIC PSYCHOLOGY PROFESSOR whose virtue lies in your + INTELLIGENCE & + INTUITION, although you’ve been told that you tend to be quite - VENGEFUL & - RUTHLESS,  and you’re associated with GOLDEN PENDULUMS, WAVES CRASHING, MOONLIT CRIMSON by those around you.  suddenly,  however,  you’ve found YOUR RED FISHING LURE on your person - was that always there? from the moment you leave the funhouse,  memories from your life in HANNIBAL have begun to return - leaving whoever you had been before in the mirror’s reflection behind you.  you can almost hear BLOODSTREAM by STATELESS following in your wake. ( he/him &  demi male )

             tws:  blood,  abandonment,  murder,  death

ALUCARD  ----  much of his childhood was the same,  except no longer did he live in louisiana in his memories.  he lived in alucard for his whole life as he recalls,  even going onto take over his childhood home.  he used to be a cop for the force but became a professor teaching forensic psychology after a case gone wrong.  he continues to help them out though,  working as a consultant on difficult to solve cases.  he’s still fully aware of his empathy disorder and tries to remain distant,  keeping a mental shield,  in order to avoid seeing too much.

THINGS TO NOTE  ----  

will is demi male,  his pronouns are he / him. 

will is bisexual.

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CANON  ----  born in the poorest parts of louisiana,  his father worked fixing boats,  and his mother had left before she had curated any stable enough memories for him to grasp.  he followed his father from place to place in louisiana before eventually moving to new orleans.  in new orleans,  he became a homicide detective for the police force,  but he couldn’t pull the trigger.  he left new orleans to attend george washington university in forensic science and became a professor at the fbi academy.  will has an empathy disorder,  allowing him to empathise with anyone.  burdened with too many mirror neurons and an extreme imagination ; through an exploration of the evidence as well as his empathic nature,  this allows him to mentally place himself in the positions of serial killers.  he was brought in by special agent jack crawford to hunt down a serial killer and met a well  -  known consulting psychologist,  hannibal lecter.  will goes to therapy with hannibal to ensure he has someone to pull him back from the dark places he’s thrust into,  but what starts as something akin to friendship turns into acts of betrayal,  murder,  sacrifice and protection as both of them begin to manipulate each other.  down the rabbit hole they both go,  them both changing each other with will finding righteousness,  justice,  in wrath  ;  in doing bad things to bad people.  eventually,  it all comes to head when will and hannibal kill serial killer,  francis dolarhyde,  together.  not in horror of the act,  but in horror of the enjoyment of the action  –  will pulls them both off a cliff.  

TAG DIRECTORY  ----

i.  alone in that darkness  /  abt.   about.

i.  this is my design  /  beg.   starters.

i.  if you can’t beat god  /  vis.   visuals.

i.  like somebody else  /  ism.   musings.

i.  this is my becoming  /  int.   interactions.

i.  then i felt powerful  /  aes.   aesthetics.

i.  scales have fallen away  /  sol.   solos.

i.  use a good scream  /  ask.   ask responses.

i.  what’s important in my life  /  dyn.   alucard family values.

i.  somebody you cherished  /  dyn.   will graham  &  schrodinger’s daughter,  abigail hobbs.

i.  you and i have begun to blur  /  dyn.   the conscious loss of one’s self for another,  will graham  &  hannibal lecter.

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*  ;  —  welcome  ,  WILL  GRAHAM  .  a  long  way  from  hannibal  (  series  )  ,  huh  ?  hm  …  a  thirty  -  nine  year  old  forensic  psychology  professor  who  looks  like  HUGH  DANCY  —  could  be  worse  .  i  heard  you  were  at  THE  LIGHTHOUSE  when  we  un  -  glitched  ,  &  you  (  had  a  mental  breakdown  ]  .  still  the  intelligent  &  ruthless  type  ,  that’s  why  [  golden  glow  of  a  pendulum’s  swing  ,  waves  crashing  against  a  shoreline  ,  &  blood  looking  black  in  the  moonlight  ]’s  totally  your  vibe  .  the  memory  of  FALLING  OFF  THE  CLIFF  WITH  HANNIBAL  is  hazy  ,  but  maybe  the  (  foldable  pocket  knife  &  red  feathered  lure  )  waiting  for  you  at  the  pawn  shop’ll  bring  clarity  .  +  human  ,  demi  male  [  he/him  ]  ,  bisexual  .

              tws  :  blood  ,  abandonment  ,  murder  ,  death

BEGINNING  —  born  william  “  will  ”  graham  in  louisiana  ,  poor  .  his  father  worked  fixing  boats  ,  and  his  mother  had  left  before  she  had  curated  any  stable  enough  memories  for  him  to  grasp  .  he  followed  his  father  from  place  to  place  in  louisiana  before  eventually  moving  to  new  orleans  .  in  new  orleans  ,  he  became  a  homicide  detective  for  the  police  force  ,  but  he  couldn't  pull  the  trigger  .  he  left  new  orleans  to  attend  george  washington  university  in  forensic  science  and  became  a  professor  at  the  fbi  academy  .  will  has  an  empathy  disorder  ,  allowing  him  to  empathise  with  anyone  .  burdened  with  too  many  mirror  neurons  and  an  extreme  imagination  ;  through  an  exploration  of  the  evidence  as  well  as  his  empathic  nature  ,  this  allows  him  to  mentally  place  himself  in  the  positions  of  serial  killers  .  he  was  brought  in  by  special  agent  jack  crawford  to  hunt  down  a  serial  killer  and  met  a  well  -  known  consulting  psychologist  ,  hannibal  lecter  .  will  goes  to  therapy  with  hannibal  to  ensure  he  has  someone  to  pull  him  back  from  the  dark  places  he’s  thrust  into  ,  but  what  starts  as  something  akin  to  friendship  turns  into  acts  of  betrayal  ,  murder  ,  sacrifice  and  protection  as  both  of  them  begin  to  manipulate  each  other  .  down  the  rabbit  hole  they  both  go  ,  them  both  changing  each  other  with  will  finding  righteousness  ,  justice  ,  in  wrath  ;  in  doing  bad  things  to  bad  people  .  eventually  ,  it  all  comes  to  head  when  will  and  hannibal  kill  serial  killer  ,  francis  dolarhyde  ,  together  .  not  in  horror  of  the  act  ,  but  in  horror  of  the  enjoyment  of  the  action  --  will  pulls  them  both  off  a  cliff  .  

MIDDLE  —  still  ,  born  william  “  will  ”  graham  .  much  of  his  childhood  was  the  same  ,  except  no  longer  did  he  live  in  louisiana  in  his  memories  .  he  lived  in  the  cloud  for  his  whole  life  as  he  recalls  .  he  became  a  professor  at  whitmore  college  ,  teaching  forensic  psychology  .  he's  still  fully  aware  of  his  empathy  disorder  and  tries  to  remain  distant  ,  keeping  a  mental  shield  ,  in  order  to  avoid  seeing  too  much  .

END  —  will  doesn’t  have  any  explicit  memories  .  frankly  ,  he’s  trying  to  go  through  his  life  as  per  normal  .  the  mental  breakdown  resulted  from  an  influx  of  horrific  images  (  memories  )  at  the  time  .  he  had  gotten  memories  of  totem  poles  made  out  of  people  ;  of  men  becoming  cellos  ;  of  a  girl  sobbing  ,  bleeding  from  a  cut  carotid  ,  as  he  shot  a  man  dead  .  he  doesn’t  have  the  rest  of  his  memories  drawn  out  for  him  .  he  does  have  dreams  about  a  kitchen  bathed  in  blood  , though  ;  himself  ,  coated  crimson  ,  pouring  ,  spilling  .  the  sounds  of  waves  crashing  ,  crashing  louder  ,  in  his  ears  .  copper  on  his  tongue  as  blood  floods  floor  boards  ,  but  nothing  substantial  enough  --  as  if  someone  ripped  up  the  floor  boards  and  replaced  the  tile  .  steady  hands  holding  his  ,  holding  a  knife  to  his  gut  ,  taking  a  gun  from  him  ,  a  hand  cupping  his  face  .  a  man  in  a  pristine  suit  ,  betrayal  lined  in  his  features  .  a  man  he  betrayed  ,  a  man  he  changed  .  a  man  whose  heart  he  took  in  his  hands  and  squeezed  ,  whose  heart  he  broke  ,  thinks  about  hurting  and  hurting  .  a  freefall  ,  no  parachute  .  things  blurring  together  ,  a  different  man  with  a  stern  voice  ,  a  dark  -  haired  woman  and  pitying  looks  .  a  girl  he  couldn't  save  ,  and  the  ache  of  a  parent  who  lost  a  child  .  eye  contact  .  tastelessness  .  

SCRIBBLED  IN  THE  MARGIN  —  

DESPERATE  TO  CONNECT  , 

child(ren)  ;  whether  adopted  or  ‘  biological  ’  ,  i  would  love  to  have  will  adopt  someone(s)  !  it'd  be  cool  to  have  a  pretty  big  family  ,  but  will  could  also  have  an  only  child  !  i  just  really  want  will  to  have  the  opportunity  to  be  paternal  .

hookup  ;  (  m/f/nb  )  ,  someone  he's  hooked  up  with  ,  mayhaps  ?  can  either  be  a  new  thing  ,  a  past  thing  ,  a  casual  thing  ,  or  maybe  one  is  starting  to  get  some  feelings  .  whether  or  not  there’  emotions  in  it  or  just  physical  ,  maybe  a  hookup  .

exes  ;  (  m/f/nb  )  ,  whether  it  was  amicable  or  bad  ,  a  relationship  that  could  have  been  dating  or  something  stronger  in  ties  ...  a  marriage  ?  whether  they  just  couldn't  connect  or  another  painful  reason  .  (  i  won't  accept  a  cheating  plot  for  this  though  !  ]

friends  ;  you  don't  stop  having  friends  even  as  an  adult  !  give  this  poor  man  some  friends  ,  maybe  people  he  went  to  school  with  and  kept  in  touch  with  ?  someone  he  knew  from  his  childhood  ?  a  neighbour  who  became  a  friend  ?  

co  -  workers  ;  people  who  work  at  the  college  with  him  ,  it’d  be  nice  to  have  someone  he  can  get  along  with  while  he’s  not  grading  papers  .  whether  it  be  a  co  -  worker  he’s  close  to  or  otherwise  just  met  ,  any  co  -  workers  would  be  cool  .

TAG  DIRECTORY  ,

i.   alone  in  that  darkness   /   abt.     about  . i.   this  is  my  design   /   beg.     starters  . i.   if  you  can’t  beat  god   /   vis.     visuals  . i.   like  somebody  else   /   ism.     musings  . i.   this  is  my  becoming   /   int.     interactions  . i.   then  i  felt  powerful   /   aes.     aesthetics  . i.   scales  have  fallen  away   /   sol.     solos  . i.   use  a  good  scream   /   ask.     ask  responses  . i.   what’s  important  in  my  life   /   dyn.     family  values  . i.   somebody  you  cherished   /   dyn.     will  graham  &  schrodinger’s  daughter  ,  abigail  hobbs  . i.   you  and  i  have  begun  to  blur   /   dyn.     the  conscious  loss  of  one’s  self  for  another  ,  will  graham  &  hannibal  lecter  .