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svampira · 9 months

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my dark urge kitty^^

(a year before the game - act one)

#kitty the nautiloid is on fire - this aint about him #if anyone can guess where im going with her (or theyve heard me the 7 times i mentioned it)#LARIAN'S VERSION OF SAREVOK ISNT REAL. HE CANT HURT ME. TOB SAREVOK GET BEHIND ME #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #changeling #dark urge #durge #scarabocchi #art #digital art #i dont like how these two look together but posting them alone bothered me because theyre both missing elements of her main design #< on purpose but still #/kitty #oh well idk what to add. ill ramble more abt her personality when i properly draw her post tadpole #artists on tumblr

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finalgirlsamwinchester · 4 months

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john @ sam

#has someone made this joke before....probably!#joke post but i'm also somewhat serious abt it alksjdflaks #like the sam-john dynamic was always equal parts suspicion and protection to me!!!!#the reason why john is such a great character to me? he's the world's biggest hypocrite <3 #hypocrisy - secrecy - mistrust the trifecta of john traits like what a guy! it all boils down to keeping control over uncertainty #sam's kept at a distance not to spare him from the horrors of hunting - it's also bc he's a potential liability #2.01 “I should've never taken you along in the first place. I knew it was a mistake” <- speaks volumes!!#he's not taking that risk! it's easier to shut him out (while also reminding dean he isn't good enough. to keep him in line)#(went to the logan roy school of dividing and conquering his kids <3)#but also. the uneasy idea of sam as a potential threat needing to be monitored and contained #a son to protect from dark forces is also the same son who drew darkness into his home!#sam's first panic room? cage? being left alone in motel rooms #it speaks volumes that legacy he leaves behind for dean #is him literally ordering a hit on sam alksdjf #i love the line 'watch out for your brother' bc it carries that dual meaning of protection and suspicion so well #like 'watch out' meaning protect him but also 'watch out' as in keep an eye on that threat #j.txt

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gendertroublemaker · 5 months

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you can pretend to be you

i can pretend to be me

#god. thinks abt t4t #yes this is my cringe batjokes au. leave me alone lol #I am proud of this one though so I guess I’ll tag it #myart #the dark knight #nolanverse #trans joker #trans bruce wayne #batjokes #but young #and before everything goes to shit lol

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honeybyte · 1 year

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well,

#venom #eddie brock #i dare u to make guesses abt me based off this alone #hmmm #i might try a different design for a postcard #this one turned out a bit dark #+ i got a cute pallet i wanna do a symbrock w

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eddiesgay · 2 months

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shaking crying and throwing up because ‘home’ (one direction) just came on shuffle and now i can’t stop thinking about a buddie edit to this song. Need it

#THAT SONG IS THEM!!!!!!!! ESPECIALLY EDDIE POV #THERE WAS SOMETNING MISSING IN *HER* EYES… IT WAS THERE I SAW IT IN *YOUR* EYES?#I WAS STUMBLING IN THE DARK???? W AN EMPTY HEART?? COULD WE EVER BE ENOUGH?? WE COJLD BE ENOUGH!!!! ILL MAKE THIS FEEL LIKE HOME???!!!#YOULL NEVER FREL LIKE YOURE ALONE?????????#ITS THEM.#need to be restrained thinking abt it #looking at my three ex 1d mutuals to understand me on this one…#if one has been made. please show it to Ms #1d come back to me i need you to write more songs about buddie #buddie #1d

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ardentpoop · 9 months

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anyway s2 will always have a place in my heart

#spn #unironically they were the blueprint #irreparable damage to my psyche #husband and wife who grew up under the thumb of a mercenary with nobody but each other for comfort and are committed to a life of murder #on the run from the law together with identities they wear and shed on a whim twisted up by grief over their upbringing #trailing blood everywhere they go deeply unpalatable to most people they stick around long enough to get to know #at the heart of a brewing war that threatens to rip them away from each other but the concept is unfathomable so everything else can burn #both of them fighting the seductive pull of the dark bc letting it consume them would be easier than living thru this shit #also ash and jo are there sometimes :3 #but i got so tired at the end of AHBL 2 when theyre having that convo abt dean's deal LMAO #like can both of u die together and leave the world alone already (my brain flitted thru 8 consecutive seasons of melodrama and the #100+ deaths therein)#tag vomit

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driftingballoons · 1 year

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As you wish, Lord Dialga

#Dusknoir #dialga #primal dialga #pokemon doodles #original art #dusknoir really wanted to spend the rest of his life alone in the dark with this feral animal #Primal dialga’s favorite chew toy #I hope they’re on better terms after everything #Can you tell I have dialga on the mind?#I don’t usually think abt him much but he went through some major shit #As much as dusknoir was all about self preservation…#…dialga’s entire brain got rewired to protect a reality that was probably physically/psychologically painful for him #If he was coherent I feel like he’d probably ask someone to kill him

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torchiiko · 2 months

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i thnk Things are Happening to my brain & i Dont Like It

#the outage is Affecting me in Ways #Not having sufficient alone time is starting to Upset me #i either sleep in a bed in silence + pitch darkness with however warm it is upstairs Or #sleep on a couch in the air conditioning but i have to argue with my dad abt what plays while im trying to sleep #usually he sleeps thru anything but then when i wanna sleep he complains abt the videos i wanna sleep to even when i cater to him #not t mention sleeping on a loveseat while my mom takes up the couch despite having a whole bed in The Next Room SUCKS #im!! thrown off my rhythm!!!!! im not feelin right!!!!!!!!!!#torch chatter #vent #<- sorta. basically

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rudylloyd · 7 days

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lmao what the FUCK did I miss, dsaf fandom??

#lloyds meowing #me when im glad i stopped following orchestra or whatever the fuck it was omg #and that was just bc the vibes were awful. omg.#also to the person defendin them i checked your notes and babe.#theres so many victims of this goofy ahh tool #BUH BUH BUT. WHEN I LOOKED THROUGH THEIR BLOG I DIDNT FIND NOTHIN!! I SCROLLED AND SCROLLED girl stfu.#i didnt like that mf for how fucking. NASTY their attitude towards people is #'but its dsaf its a dark game' bitch its dayshift at fucking freddys.#you can get rickrolled by the goddamn bear animatronic AND you can go on a bad trip and kick balloon boy #its only serious if youre actually fucking trying to get a good ending #most of the endings in dsaf 3 alone are jokes. dying of old age after kicking davetrap out n saying nah??#the multiple times that orange asshole can go to jail OR get killed in comical ways #wah wah wah its not a healthy workplace relationship HENRY LOBOTOMIZED HIS BUSINESS PARTNER?! HELLO????#some of you people are so fucking insufferable im actually actively losing braincells.#yknow what.#lloyds hissing #fuck you smh im about to start doing my own fuckin thing without having to worry abt some annoying ah bitch crying abt what things i ship #girl you want people to be mad at n ridicule go find those lil weird fucks writing incest.#bc theres a lotta them im still fucking blockinf #blocking** but yeah fuck yall smhsmh some of you are cool #but some of you make me wanna drink until my liver turns so hard into a raisin that my great great grandchildren are gonna have issues.

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dnangelic · 11 months

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'i found you. the "you" who is crying all alone. the "you" who cries because no one loves you. the "other" me, who still wished to be loved---"'

anyone is free to make fun of dark ok i know how he is BUT ppl still gotta know that part of his character role (and also daisuke's) is comforting and bringing love and appreciations to the lonely while not necessarily being allowed its entirety for themselves. dark, who's rigidly doomed to never properly fulfill any romance and has become overall avoidant of the sense of it is still someone who'll SINCERELY call others and their lives/existences beautiful regardless of whether or not the person in question even accepts it from him. daisuke's compassion will defend just about anyone who needs it, and he'll never ever wimp out or abandon others to save his own skin, but he can't force anyone to do anything or return his feelings, either; the decision of everyone's will and actions, in the end, comes down to nobody but themselves. there's an utterly selfless edge that comes with both of them, daisuke and dark both: 'whether or not i'm here, i just want all the people who are important to me to be to always be happy.' even if dark's flirtatious habits arguably stem from a small place of playful selfishness or manipulation (he can't deny that he REALLY enjoys the thrill and excitement of making his own/others' hearts beat,) his sentiments are still usually sincere. a phantom thief has to have an eye for value, and what dark so often prizes are others' existences, even if he feels that his own should be (or even is,) somewhat loathed.

#reference.#this wouldnt leave me alone i had to talk abt dark n dai bein the ppl who tell ppl who've never heard it before #that they're important/capable of bein loved/beautiful etc etc etc or id explode #*･ﾟ⊰ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒. ⊱ ✦ › OUT.

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mechawolfie · 11 months

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new guy name of Tanjin. they/he sorcerer . cutie patootie

#smudgy.txt #bg3 tav #bg3 posting #yes i will be drawing them. hot #also hes in dark justiciar armor bc it looks like dope wizard armor idc abt lore i want them to be swagged up #last nigth i played this damn game till 3 am i love track of time . this game steals years off ur life #ON THE CHARACTER CREATOR ALONE. god #its not even that good. mods could make it much better but i didn't feel like going thru the hassle #plus my little sister was watching & i want to get the nasty ones lol

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cowboy-robooty · 10 months

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BRUH ALMOST SHAT MY PANTS I TURNED OFF THE LIGHTS AND MY NIGHTLIGHT DIDNT TURN ON. SCARIEST SHIT OF MY LIFE

#yes im a grown man who sleeps with a nightlight still #what if the boogeyman gets me #unironically thats why i feel really relieved when i walk at night and see Anybody #i be walking at night alone through a dark ass parking lot with only a single person around in a hoodie and feel intense relief #because what scares me when walking at night is the threat of encountering a ghoul #because like if someone tries to kill me i can fight them idgaf itll fuck my schedule up but its whatever #BUT IF A GHOUL FIGHTS ME OR I SEE SOMETHING I WASNT SUPPOSED TO SEE (supernatural)?#TF IMMA DO #IM FUCKED!!!!!#IM NOT WINNING AGAINST A SCARY ENTITY I DONT KNOW THEIR STATS I DONT KNOW THEIR BEHAVIORS AAAUGUGWJJSE #SO SCARED #IM SO FUCKED!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CANT ENCOUNTER THAT OH MY GOD #have to stop talking abt it im making myself scared rn jesus fucking christ #thank god my nightlight didnt break tho lol just needed a bump to work

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tianshiisdead · 10 months

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Forget school actually please send hate to distract me from no money I'm so hungry o(-( dunno how much longer I can go with the 1 food item per day money saving scheme to attempt to afford rent

#diary #eating issues cw #not bc eating disorder for oncebut yk #mfw my periods stopped #idk if bc food or stress but wehhhhhhhhhhh hewp me #mfw ottawa unlivable rn #next sem student loans should save me for a while but they dont come till Jan...#like. ive been here before but im rlly sick this time (im usually sick but lol) and then exams on top of that and stress abt grandparents #im excited to see parents for xmas bc i feel like i cant continue on sometimes and i dont feel safe being alone in my flat #esp bc its so... like. dark aand small yk and i get claustrophobia but housing is so expensive rn so its the only place i could afford #idk idk its nothing new but im at the end of my line rn #ive been sleeping w the lights on despite cost bc paranoia and i think its fucking with me tbh tbh but again claustrophobia #like in general idk if i can go on like this 🗿🗿#i feel so sick and cold every day and also tired nd its hard to study when im scared to buy water bc card may decline and my fridge is empty

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bunnihearted · 2 months

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hmm i like actually wanna kms

#big oof 🥴#if i try to talk im dramatic and emotional and only met with judgement ....#if i try to push it all down and pretend everythings fine i feel like im slowly dying #if i try to ask for help ppl only slap my hand away and dismiss me #if i complain im a negative pos who everyone hates #if i stfu and dont talk i feel miserable and like i have this big lump in my throat and i cant breathe #im never right or ok or valid or anything. im always wrong.....#im sad and lonely bc all i want is for someone to really truly love me and hold me #but truth is nobody cares that much if i would actually kms #but then im pathetic and whiny for crying in pain since i feel so alone and worthless #like honestlyyyy u can never win in life and esp if you're mentally ill and disordered and traumatized #and also just extremely sensitive even if u could choose u would choose to feel nothing #but ppl always complain no matter what i do :// im always doing smth wrong smth bad #like i didnt ask for everything that happened to me to happend and i didnt ask for it to shape me #and i dont want this or be like this bc my life is nothing but a miserable worthless waste of space #but im trying but im all alone in a dark hole like 12ft underground #and people who might see me wont do anything to help or just walk on their merry way #they will take a shovel and shovel even more dirt on top of me and make it even harder for me to crawl out of this hole #and like idek what im talking abt but this world is insane and people are fucking insane #and all everyone has is judgement and cruelness and calousness and like #ppl are just mean and they get personally attacked and angry if you dont live according to their standards and views and idk #ppl are insane and i feel so alone and im lying here knowing that my life is absolutely nothing #and im tired and i just wanna not exist. but really all i want is for someone to look me in the eyes and tell me i matter bc ive never #wanted to be saved. i've only ever wanted to be seen and known and like idfk.... i just dont #feel good but as always... i have to lie here alone and try not to kms bc i dont have anyone to ask to just talk to me for a little moment #like i cant even imagine... asking someone like hey i wanna kms pls talk to me for a moment #and have them reply immediately and idk i wouldnt even need long just like 10 minutes.#sigh idek what im rambling on abt im just so sick and tired and exhausted and i dont wanna die not really #but im so exhausted bc i have to carry this pain every day and people are so fucking awful but i dont wanna be alone and i just dont know

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sanchoyo · 4 months

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one day . i will snap and write my entire tmm alien world worldbuilding ideas in one post. and then. u will all Know

#these headcanons have little basis in canon and little effect on the story in tm2 aside from being set dressing so like #its such a thing that I Dont Think Is Cared Abt by the fandom at large so very Just for Me type post #most ppl in tmm fandom are there for either the cute magical girls (ok same we love frilly furries) or the shipping #(admittedly i do like shipping but i almost never go for fandom popular ones so i SUFFER ALONE . masago is a rare exception)#(but even then it only got more fans in recent years. the deviantart/geocities ages were the dark ages fr)#but anyway where my lore girls at. anyone want to discuss ethical and scientific implications of Everything. JHXJKFKHJ #tmm #sanchoyorambles

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kanenites · 1 month

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god i am so sorry mutuals i cannot stop thinkijg abt criminal minds. i love my kane layout but The brainworms are whispering to me

#cupid.txt #does anyone on here even post abt cm anymore . am i alone. its so dark in here

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