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Geek Out Time :)
Omg. Omg, omg, omg.
Folks. Y'all. Two of the people I follow just followed me back?? And now we're mutuals??? Holy sh*t.
I am so normal about this, lmao.
It's just exciting cause people I admire (/p) now are interested in my blog. Like, the cool people I follow have now followed me back??
Okay I just. It's funny because it was back-to-back within a matter of a few minutes. No hesitation. One minute I'm reading a fanfic, the next I suddenly have new peoples?? Wild.
Um, hello new mutuals! You know who you are. Welcome to whatever this f*cking blog is. It's kinda random at this point. Good luck.
I'm geeking out cause like, these cool people I follow are following me back? Like, they like my content?? They think I'm worth following?? It's very exciting. It's just really cool, and I did not expect to gain more mutuals. So yeah.
Just ignore me.
anyway-
#yep idk how this happened#one of them is a very cool artist#and the other is also an artist I think?#one of them i recognize from their art style#and the other one i've seen cause they know another mutual of mine as well#so yeah#you two are so freaking cool#what are you doing here (/lh)#ignore me geeking out over random people#i'm just a lil odd like that
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Robin: I’m afraid ghost cats don’t show up either, buddy…
#ts4#sims 4#simblr#ts4 story#sims story#forever in between#fib#robin finch#GHOST CAT!!#he has a pretty orb tho at least#😌#and can u rlly be classed as a slightly odd child if u don't hang out in graveyards now n then?#this post was me just fucking around setting up for smth else tbh lmao#that's why the reshade is diff#raising robin's photography skill the legit way too cos cheating skills is boring sometimes#i like to pretend i'm taking photos AS robin cos it's neat#like ok lil guy what would u take pics of GO
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Rewatching some S6 and I cannot BELIEVE that TWO EPISODES AFTER POOF WAS BORN, Cosmo was already referring to Timmy as his big brother.
#fairly oddparents#fairly odd family#things from s6 that I'm Normal™ about:#timmy immediately latches onto the idea of being a big brother regardless of if it's a boy or a girl#cosmo and wanda TRUST HIM alone with their NEWBORN#timmy calls poof ''lil bro'' in the episode IMMEDIATELY AFTER the fairly odd baby special#poof's first three words (other than poof) are ''mama'' then ''dada'' then ''timmy'' in that order#he considers Timmy his family because of course he does why wouldn't he?? 😭#Wanda saying ''we got poof a scrapbook like the one we made for you!''#THEY HAVE A SCRAPBOOK FOR TIMMY I'M GOING TO **LOSE IT**#Cosmo puts photos of Timmy into Poof's scrapbook#Cosmo and Wanda break down into tears when Timmy is away FOR LITERALLY ONLY A FEW HOURS#I'm normal I'm normal I'm normal#oooughhfkgp you just KNOW that losing timmy DEVASTATED fairy world#like physically i mean because the GRIEF coming from those three probably shattered the clouds#normal normal normal normal normal I'm normal i can be normal about this show oihfbdjfov oofjfeks uuihhhghh
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Look, Im not saying that Jake would be extremely passionate about/interested in the history and use of neopronouns and their etymological sources
But I Am saying that if I told him I use she/fae pronouns he'd probably get really excited, tell me the exact historical precedence of the word, ask me why I use it, and then promptly start a fistfight with anyone who purposefully refuses refer to me like that
#jake about neopronouns: I just think they're neat! 🥰#i love etymology ok#and jake does too#and i can and i will project my fascination with words and pronouns onto him#cuz he's my lil guy#look respecting 'odd' pronouns would piss his dad off so much#and that's just icing on the cake#jake respects your pronouns and if someone doesn't then they gonna reapect his fists#eves too#i can just see like ezekiel making some sarcastic remark about xey/xem pronouns#just for jake to give him a full verbal essay on their historical context and the etymological reasoning behind it#and then ezekiel comes in the next day and is like#'hey uh. i don't think I'm really a boy.'#JAKE HELPING EZEKIEL FIND HIS NEW PRONOUNS I CANT#ezekiel jones#jacob stone#the librarians#the librarians jake#neopronouns
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“The problem with Morrigan,” Azriel admitted, knee sliding against the softness of Nesta’s dress, “Is that it did work, once.” With a primness that might have fooled, Nesta uncrossed her legs, framing Azriel’s thigh in a soft flash of bared skin. Casual. Close. But what tipped the odds was her mouth, smile developing an edge, delight. “How?” Azriel shrugged. “I was eighteen. Stupid. A girl like her had never looked twice at me.” Morrigan, a wilder, younger, less brittle version, had looked expensive. Like a person Azriel should not, under any circumstances, be allowed to touch. Four years of scholarship at private school had gotten him to college, gotten him here, and taught him too, to keep his fucking head down. Not looking had never made wanting any less. “And then,” Nesta hedged, sliding closer. “Never again? So”- “So I’m a fun challenge,” Azriel agreed, savoring that faint, phantom warmth. The ferric tang of wine, so sharp it turned right around into sweet. “It was stupid and meaningless then. Means even less now.” Nesta grinned, totality of the expression briefly breathtaking. ���You must make her insane.” “Says the woman Cassian seems to think is going to have his babies.” He was sorry to see the smile turn to disgust, but not regretful. Full-body, her shoulders moving, lovely posture shifting. It was choice- it was a choice at all that Azriel had come tonight, against all better judgement, a decision that was now seeming wise to the point of psychic intuition- it was a call, and Azriel made it, skimming her bare knee as Nesta’s horror turned right around into a scathing little laugh. She watched him do it. Slow, smile stilling but not fading, as Azriel traced a curve upward. Nesta leaned forward, catching her chin again with one steady hand. “We should go to dinner.” A slow line, his thumb on her soft thigh, like Azriel could match the clear cut shape of her jaw, drawing him in. He cleared his throat. “We should.”
#i'm back i'm alive#babes this fic is genuinely a lil mean in the best way possible#MEAN BITCH FLIRTING#also just like#I'm so sorry for anyone who really thinks Azriel is 100% calling the shots#IT'S AZRIEL#but flowers thats torture daddy#babes#babes look at me#that man has a chip on his shoulder that can be seen from space#and a quiet insanely deep drive to prove he is the BEST#he's not asking for praise he's creating a situation where its a forgone conclusion#he and Nesta are so alike the odds are even murder or hot sex and sorry but we DO know where this is going#highly competitive mutually beneficial torture actually#nezriel
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at this point I don't see a path for Chelsie to get voted out. If Leah/Angela wins DE HOH, no matter the combination on the block 2-3 votes will always go against whomever is against Chelsie.
The only way Leah/Angela could get Chelsie out in the Double is if they flip Kimo and Rubina over the next two days and I don't think either of them has the social capital to do that.
Something big would have to shift or else Chelsie's path to the final 5 is laid out unobstructed for her and it only gets harder from there.
#bb26#Leah can only stay this week by flipping Chelsie#but that's risky for Chelsie bc she'd be basically showing her cards against MJ which she doesn't need to do#if everyone goes after MJ in the double (besides L/A)#then Angela is still the only person who might go against Chelsie IF she doesn't get snowed in the meantime#only other possibility is Rubina and Cam team up and somehow don't want to take Cheslie with them#but they'd still have to win at crucial points which....they don't have the track record#but if MJ and Leah go back to back that opens the field up a lil#Angela and Cheslie still have better records tho#I'm discounting Kimo entirely bc of course I am#I guess if he becomes enlightened he could push for a big move like he did early on#then we could see a K/Cam/R F3#every possibility that doesn't include Chelsie is just so unlikely at this point#I'll give her her flowers when she wins but right now it's super annoying#she's running circles around these dummies and my faves are going home#even if anyone beat her at this point odds are it won't be someone i like and they won't have earned it as much as Chelsie has
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( waking up one morning after 18 months of hiatus and finally getting the spark™ to freshen up ur rp blog )
#( war is oveeeer )#( time passes but my love for rp is like a little gremlin that randomly shows up and beats me with its lil bat )#( I'm still stuggling with art block for my other creative outlets for months now but I want to warm up my writing fingers )#FOR ALL ( ooc. )#FOR ALL ( tbd. )#( pretty sure I've been going through the worst burn out of my life and im just now seeing the end of the tunnel )#( had to face and address basically everything in my life ever so my brain just decided to go into low battery mode for awhile )#( it's odd cause not much about my life is significantly different from when I left -unfortunately-#but I have also developed and changed so much as a person. ppl around me say that and it's so reassuring to hear <3 )#( also lmao apparently I was pretty Vitamin D deficient esp in Canadian winters and APPARENTLY have a genetic calcium deficiency so UHHHHH#I love being medically neglected and gaslit into believing I just had anxiety and depression with no physical contributors <33#that's being taken care of now tho. but yeah ugh that was something to process too.)#That aside I've been doing well!! I'm in such a different place now it's kind of wild. Always a work in progress but im happy <3#Have some goals I'd like to meet for the end of the year so I'm hoping to close out these two years on a good note!
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the sociopath thing does irk me i will admit and some of that is i just feel it’s an inappropriate word to be using in the year 2024 (it's not a nice word i don't give a shit about its literary or metaphorical merits, of which it has none anyway!!) but i also think it’s functionally useless because sometimes people mean “this person has a scary disorder” and sometimes they mean “this person is ontologically evil” and sometimes they mean “this person is ontologically evil and i’m sad about it, how tragic” and it’s like. what are we talking about here. you can’t just be like joffrey/criston/ramsay/tywin/saera/cersei/whOever is a sociopath and expect anyone to think that’s a satisfying answer for why they act the way they act. “gregor clegane is a sociopath” but WHY. “no i mean he really does have like sociopathic disorder” that’s not a diagnosis and the range of things he could have that would make him display “sociopathic behavior” is SO VARIED. just say what you MEAN.
#like even from a misguided ‘i do think this person has a disorder & im analyzing them from the perspective that there was no hope they’d be#well adjusted bc therapy doesn’t exist’ fine but ‘sociopathic behavior’ could be anything from a personality disorder to autism to physical#disability like an injury or in gregor’s case the headaches caused by his gargantuism.#but it’s often just like ‘they’re evil’ BABIES ARENT EVIL NOT EVEN AEGON IV MUCH AS GEORGE LOVES HIS LIL JOKES#IT'S NOT A USEFUL WORD BECAUSE NO ONE CAN DEFINE IT CONCRETELY!!!#I'M SORRY FOR BITCHING AGAIN#I GET ANGRY WHEN I SEE IT IN JOFFREY'S TAG#like YEAH maybe he DOES in fact have narcissistic personality disorder but that's not something that dooms you to a life of evil#there's a REASON he acts this way!!! he wasn't born evil!!!! cersei wasn't born evil!!! even ramsay was not born evil!!!!!!#it feels completely at odds with how the series presents morality to default to 'well he's a sociopath' IF YOU MEAN SADIST JUST SAY SADIST#getting on my soap box
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Good morning gamers!! Hope you all have a good day today! :> As for me, I am thinking about my two L.ord of the rings crushes-
#pan rambles#Panchi finish the first movie challenge-#I'll try to finish it today!!#Also I'm in that odd phase of the crush where I'm a little insecure about it-afjsbfkdjfk#Alas it always happens and it always fades away once I develop my s/is and such more#So thank you to the pals who hear me talking about said crushed while I'm still figuring out everything about them <3#Also another reason I'm a lil insecure is just because my brain is like “This could never work as a Polyship”#and I say that's wrong!! It can work and I'll make it work-#Also Also I think it's really funny how quickly some of y'all have guessed who those two are-afksnfkd#Those two really describe my Two Types so well
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yknow what minor transient detail abt s4 is fun to me? prior to john's reveal, noel apparently assumes the KIY to be a totally unfamiliar character to them both. he pauses his story to give background info on him ("he rules the dreamlands, he's a master manipulator, etc") in a way he doesn't with other stuff. he points out yellow like "that's the bitch btw. if you were curious." which is. like he knows they were in the dreamlands. i think he knows or at least assumes they were in the pits for a while given they ran into lorick. what does he think they were doing there. just. passing through??
#the nemesis speaks#mv liveblog#malevolent spoilers#like it's not SUCH an unreasonable assumption especially with arthur doing his level best to Not React in a way that will draw suspicion#+ lorick says the KIY doesn't even know he's down there so you can get to the pits by other means#but like. not just to have not directly interacted with the king but to be completely unfamiliar with him as a concept?? ?#that i feel would strike him as kind of odd. what does he imagine is up with them.#i would pay money for a genuine cards on the table conversation btwn them all that doesn't happen at gunpoint#relatedly a lot of The Order is fun from noel's pov#the point where arthur has to hard stop to remind john where they are and what's happening for one.#and he's just gotta be like hm. okay. that's. deeply concerning but i don't think we have time to get into it right now#also the part where art starts addressing yellow as. well. ''yellow.'' like making it obvious they know each other already#i just think it's funny that noel still doesn't know shit fuck about what's happened in the rest of the podcast#but now he's finding out apparently arthur's had two totally separate fragments of the king in his head at different points? and he's fine?#and one of them has beef with him?? and he's talking DOWN to it?? he's... apologizing for... fucking up... raising..... it....?? ? ?#round of applause for noel's ability to Just Roll With It everyone#like god. he thought he was facing down with the all-powerful source of ten years of hardcore trauma#and then arthur's just like. every fragment of the king in this room answers to me. i'm gonna antagonize one of em into manifesting#just for the hell of it. just so i can have a lil chat. because i can do that easily and with zero fear of repercussions.#hi fragment of the Fucking KIY that i gave a stupid nickname and apparently feel some kind of responsibility for.#what do u think noel thought abt that. i feel like he probably thought it was kinda hot#hm. these tags are getting away from me a bit. this is kind of me liveblogging a transcript reread. i'm gonna stop now
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you know... sometimes i think about rebranding (mostly my currently dusty art blog, i would NEVER get rid of s-ephiroth) to better unify my online presence and also because i think wingneery is a much more iconic handle than illusioneery is
but i'm also too attached to let go so we end up in this situation in which i never rebrand here but everywhere else i'm a feathered, eerie individual (wing 'n' eerie is a way one could interpret it, i mostly read it as wing-neery, to which the latter particle has lost meaning as a somewhat fluffy variation of illusionist)
anyway, i have a bluesky too :))) ... i'm wingneery on there, in case you also need me there
you won't believe how many brazilians are there.... (record 1 million new users in less than 48h, iirc)
#arkeetalks#i'll still talk here!#because of course i just returned!#but i'd like to have as many back up plans as possible#i'm a very prepared lil man!#(i'm secretly not that prepared... i'm mournful)#(twt sucked but it sucked with a certain fondness; a certain feeling of community)#people adding me to discords and servers before twt's end#filled me with genuine love....#i often undervalue myself... brains are odd like that#but every time someone pops in and tells me#that i'm important to them and i just collapse like a wrinkled tissue paper...#i'm loved; i'm cherished; i would most certainly be missed were i to be forever lost#post midnight musings
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so i decided to set my character's birthday as the 4th of spring in fields of mistrial and then learned that the demo only covers the first 3 days... oopsie 🥴🥴
#sylph.txt#fom#fields of mistria#so i might b stupid#anyway it looks superr cute so far#i rlly like the talk sprites and the animations on the lil ones r cute too#but can i just say.#does anybody else feel like it plays rlly janky??#i'm using mouse and keyboard so mb it's optimised for controller#but idk it just feels odd#mb it's just smth u gotta get used to idk#i had to stop playing p early so i'll get back to it later today
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vity being the cutest little family:
+ family portraits
#I saw that tweet about mini today and it reminded me so much of what ruby sent on pm that time#it Genuinely warms my heart how happy they are watching the other members be loved ..#and it truly shows how much they love eachother they way they can empathise so well with any one of their fans#they r all in love with eachother and so they're like to luvities ?? Ofc u love that other member ? he's so wonderful ?#sometimes I just think about him saying 'they deserve to be loved' and cry so hard I die#and jungmo has said similar to juni there^#4th gen is this kinda odd group who grew up on kpop in a time where friendships in groups are so forward and it's inviting#so jungmo being a lil army .. literally watching bangtans family relationship as a fan and said 'that's what I want' and it was a main#reason to become an idol#he wanted that second family and he got it and I'm so happy for him and jun 😢😢😢😢#and their classic family portait fjjddj#the others switch around but it's always seri woobin parents and their pet dog jun 💔#I love them ........ so much#there's no reason for this post I'm just feeling vity feels 😭#I'll go back to this for warmth<33#cravity#vity
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god i am having such a conundrum right now i'm quitting my shitty job and trying to decide how best to do it. do i
1) last day this friday. i have an interview thurs and am pretty confident in a 2nd interview next week, so quitting now would free up time to prep for interview and hopefully recoup some sanity before starting a new job. con is that i have one fewer paycheck before may rent is due so i'll have to start using my savings sooner if i end up being unemployed for more than a month
2) last day on the 21st. i have to fuck around with trying to get time off for interviews and probably get written up for attendance, shitty job remains a massive psychic and physical drain that prevents me from job hunting and i would risk having to jump straight into new job without a breather. overall worse for charlie, but i would have a fat paycheck to pay may rent with which would buy me a few more weeks of financial security if it takes longer than anticipated to find a new job.
3) some secret third thing.
#ctxt#every day i get emails#i thought about quitting next friday so i'd get a half paycheck end of the month but that seems like the worst of both worlds#cause i still have to fuck around with the headache of scheduling interviews and getting written up for like. $450 bucks more.#which i could make stretch for a while if i was careful but my god at what cost#i have a lil over 2k in savings plus overdraft so i can survive unemployed for like 2 months as is if necessary#and i'm pretty confident in my ability to get another hopefully better job in that time#i also have a pretty solid social safety net i could get various types of support from if necessary#E volunteered to help with groceries. dad might be able to float me some money for bills and is gonna cover my car insurance for a few mo#housemate is a gig worker who usually gets more client requests than she has time for and offered to share some of her clients with me#just for odd jobs to make quick cash if i'm desperate#so i will be fine either way it's just scawwy#money talk cw
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#have smth 2 talk abt but it's a lil personal BUT i don't mind people knowing so like here i am#anyways#sgdkfhgkg#man running into people that knew me pre transition is kinda. weird#it always sort of squeezes at my heart#in a. Way. like#idk#it's a bit odd#it's like they're saying hello to someone that isn't there if that makes sense#i mean like i'm still Here but it's like#idk they're saying hello to someone they Knew but not who i am Now#n it just hits me in the feelings in a very specific way#like loss. dunno shdjghg#i've been having a VERY good day otherwise!!! lovely day! fantastic day! but#man. yeouch#well i'm at work n the kids get out in an hour#putting those feelings n thoughts 2 rest#gonna keep the good day train rolling#sap says
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I've decided I need to post at least some of my DC art backlog or I may actually explode and die
#ramblings of a lunatic#i have things I'm cooking#it's always weird when a new obsession takes me bc it usually is so intense that it blocks out any ability to think/talk abt-#-whatever it is I've been posting about for the past year or two#and I'm always afraid that I'm like. alienating anyone who views my blog on a regular basis#which is stupid! i know that this is my house and I can post whatever i want!#it just feels odd#especially bc enjoying comics isn't like enjoying other stuff for me. it's complicated#GAH anyway. I'm currently following along with bop + batman and robin rn (+semi following the flash??? a lil???)#(I'm one of the sickos who's actually looking forward to beast world exclusively bc of the tie-ins (like the flash). i know I'm a freak)#but like. that's two monthly series. i have to sustain myself with day dreams#and then i don't know how to externalise the daydreams. also i feel like i know too much abt canon to exist soley in the like.#the corner of the fandom that's just an echo of the source material (which is valid imo as a separate off-shoot of fandom)#but also i always feel like i don't know Enough (nor do i have enough bitterness in my soul) to occupy the mainstream more hardline-#-comic fan spaces that adhere much more closely to canon#ergo i never know like. who I'm making a post for in that sense bc I'm not sure i could slot comfortably into either camp yknow?#i should value my own opinions and interests enough to just vote for myself. and yet#and yet...#anyway. it's probably gonna be the usual slew of redesigns and doodles of C...nay Z-listers that i care about#if it does happen. which like i said. if it doesn't. i esplode
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