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its-tortle · 2 years ago

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i am so tears tonight. i hate being 20

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running-in-the-dark · 1 year ago

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oh no no no

I just had a shower, and when I got out I started feeling. really dizzy. but not my normal lightheaded kind of dizzy. the kind that I had for a week last year, that feels like I'm on a boat and everything is going up and down

no. I refuse. it's gonna end in a minute. it has to.

#that was worse zhsn the gallbladder attacks #it felt like I was losing my minf #I'm sitting down rn and it's. slightly better #but when I move at all. it gets so bad again #no. this isn't happening again. it isnt #I mean. I probably got. water in my ear and that can do that right? I don't know I still have no idea what caused it the last time #what i do know is that I will go insane if it keeos going for a week again #so no it's just. not real.#watch me update this in 5 minutes to say it stopped right after I made this post. (it fucking better 😭😭😭)#personal #cw medical #or whatever

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myatlantispoets · 1 year ago

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so like what is it with men and fishing

#my stepfather is a nice dude but he's such a cishet whitr man. he can't spenf a single weekend NOT fishing ffs #hr said there's nothing to do home but watch tv and stay in bed and i was like. yeah. and there are no bugs #i'm not built for camping #i like laked and forests but after a few hours with no access to a toilet i lose my minf #call me a basic white girl if you want ifc #we as a species didn't create houses and plumbing systems just so we'd go back to the trees #not to mention the Espookies TM (a term i borrowed from latinosagainstspooky shit on insta lol)#ugghhhh #can we not act likr whitr people for one second #personal #adventures in spain

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misanthrapologist · 11 days ago

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I wanna go bacj to the hotel take me bacj might sleep so I don't feel the 3 hours we have ro stay here for no good fucking reason go by quicker and so I don't lose my minf I'm still pissed off

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song-tam · 2 months ago

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THE "WE'RE NOT FRIENDS"???? HELLO???? THAT WAS STRAIGHT FROM THE BROCEDES HISTORY BOOKS I'M LOSING MY MINF. SHIT SO CRAZY MY DAD TOLD ME ABOUT IT

yes. yes it was. i have seen one too many brocedes edits of that one specific interview. on god i need to go back and reread coanda effect i need that shit injected in my veins

#asks #claire !!

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thesarcasticvampire · 6 years ago

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I told my mom about you telling her about how much I wanted to see you she kept saying " oh, and who is this person you don't need to see her you have to many problems to worry about, besides how you gonna go see someone you don't even know", I sat there and just took that all in thinking why the hell am I still standing strong doubt flooded my minf, heart, and soul

Then my family would say " oh you don't even know her how you talking to someone, she might not even be a she" I puched the wall and teared up and just held it in I couldn't believe my own family would have said that the crazy thing is I'm not even their family... That would explain why I don't matter as much as everyone else did I didn't want to give up hope but every night I can't sleep because I'm just picturing what you look like or how your laugh sounds and how warm your touch is... It was the only way for me to keep from losing my mind and just giving up

I once believed as a kid dreams were meant to be achieved but why must they be broken

Falling into Reality harder than a smack to face

Dramatic…yes but how could you bare a distance that keeps you from enjoying the warmest smile

The happiest memory and the best moments of your life

Yeah… How dramatic does it sounds now

Venting isn’t easy but if you agree just reblog and tag someone who might understand

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