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More evidence of my status as a Very Serious Artist.
#malevolent#malevolent spoilers#arthur lester#kayne malevolent#john malevolent#dennis collins#the butcher malevolent#the king in yellow#malevolent podcast#fanart#my art#i'm supposed to be doing more serious things rn#have nonsense instead
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nnnnnnnnnnnnno maa'am
#my want to draw traditionally literally split me open for the past week and leaves me literally depressed i'm so serious i can't even look -#- @ my art programs without wanting to throw up omfg should;ve never picked up those pencils#but it's ok i just needed a nap#something so relatable about them i think nelvas has something in it for everyone meanwhile eltl is secluded art museum.#it's very possible to walk around in neloth's and talvas' brains but eltl is off limits. they will NOT! get no drawings like this outta me#wtf r they thinking ........#< eltl not nelvas#something nobody on dis earth can understand ..........#talvas wants to live he likes living but neloth's presence is so strong that it overrides and deletes his will to live.#bruuuuuuuuh#i bet the feeling of neloff is in everything he does if they ever part ways he won't be able to fold clothes or anythign without wanting -#- 2 cry . for what reason . idk bc neloth once yelled at him for folding clothes like shit .what am i on rn#(talvas thoughts mode) I want this old man to hug meeee😢😢😢#NELOFF DO IT and smash him too before i do it first .#me and neloth are the same person tho so it doesn;t matter but w/e#i'm getting emotional over them right now this cannot be real#i love her .... (Skyr1m)#i opened the game for .5 minutes today to take pics of a character uight what a beautiful game.#Te/s having such extensive lore ruins the whole entire game and the franchise but whatever . skyr1m is an art piece that's just how i feel#also this might be a very hard pill to swallow for some people but t*lvas is literally a kin Vessel for young women that keep getting -#- hit on by men twice or thrice their age when they're just trying to live their life .#this feels so profound to me i need dis shit inmy discord bio right NOEW.#Talvas................................#(eyes watering) (holding palm out)#suicide //#just in case but this tag would've gone crazy with my drawings of ulfr*c from late 2022 where i drew him with slit wrists. very artsay#is it not. i didn't like neither of those drawings tho i need to revisit cus i can feel ulfr*c on a diffaraaant level#when will i run out of tags. the way you can tell i just LUH talvas look at me drawing his hair in that second pic 😑BRU#look at me also trying to replicate pencils digitally in the first.. hmmm i don't hate it#at least it soothes me and i don't have pencil withdrawal
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Hi, guys holy shit, thank you all so much for all the birthday wishes and gifts, I feel so overwhelmed in the best way possible!!! I do plan to get through as many of them as I can today and tomorrow but just, thank you all so much for making this birthday so incredibly special to me! You're all so amazing and special and unique and I love you all so much, thank you for making today so amazing, I need to go cry again WAAA
#mango art#IM SO SERIOUS SEEING EVERYONES WISHES AND GIFTS GETS ME SO EMOTIONAL!!!!! SOBBING AND CRYING YOU'RE ALL SO AMAZING#IF I DON'T GET BACK TO YOU I'M SO SORRY I AM KINDA FLOODED RN BUT I WILL DO MY BEST BECAUSE I WANNA THANK EVERYONE!!!#smg4oc: mango
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The Dream (The Angel's Kiss)
Based on the sculpture by Auguste Rodin (1905)
(Censored just in case even though it's nothing explicit, uncensored under the cut)
"I remember you, something about you... coming to me, and sinking into me, and giving me breath again. . ."
#Guys I'm incredibly normal and casual about gpi trust me#<- Guy who has drawn them as paintings and sculptures 100% seriously no irony#I'm really scared of posting this like actually. have i reached the limit of cringe. is this too serious.#posting this is making me question everything. you don't even KNOW#Wdym this is about a niche little gay production (of an already weird play)#which has exactly one full recording where these guys are 5 pixels tall#OKAY I'M STOPPING RN#WHAT HAS TO HAPPEN WILL HAPPEN IG#I know this'll probably just end up getting 10 notes cause it's about gpi#BUT I'M SCARED MAN.#PLEASE I'M NOT A FREAK OR A WEIRDO PLEASE GUYS PLEASE#sorry i ranted in tags do you guys still think I'm cool#gruesome playground injuries#sculpture#doug gpi#corey gpi#I'm gonna be so honest with you guys rn#i loooooove drawing their scars#The amount of shirtless drawings of them in my sketchbook would drive the exactly 3 people who care about this play crazy#I SWEAR I PROMISED TO STOP RANTING#I CAN'T HELP IT#MILO ART#traditional art#pencil#watercolor#cw nudity#YEAH I THINK THAT'S IT#auguste rodin#queer
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oh mate... I'm drawing this
Ggghgh I'd love to play tfm adv now.... save me mice, save me
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Hey. Hey. Did you know? That to compliment my fanart you don't need to shit on the media it's based on? Did you guys know that? Did you know I make fanart for things I LIKE? Wow. Crazy that I make fanart for things I like and don't appreciate those things being insulted in order to prop up my work as "better"
#ramblings#neg#sorry got a comment on a comic that pissed me off. don't do this shit or i stg i'm fucking biting you#this is abt nightmare coated in metal btw. that thing's still getting notes#and i appreciate it bc i put a lot of effort into it and love that comic a lot#but sometimes. someone decides to be annoying#use common sense. like do you really think i'm gonna take you insulting the thing that inspired the art as a compliment#be so serious rn
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messy sketch but. them. :)
@hibernationsuit — 💕💖💕💖🥺💖💕💖💕
HELLOOO??? I AM SQUEALING!! LOOK AT THEM!!!! I am on the floor sobbing rn hello my friend I love you with my whole heart!!!!!!!!
#EVERYONE IS LEGALLY REQUIRED TO LOOK AT THIS#HOW DO I WORDS I HAVE NO WORDS#I am beaming so many heart and sparkle emojis directly into your mind rn like hello!!!!#you made this FOR MEEE????#sobbing what did I do to deserve this kindness ily ilysm thank you I am going to stare at this literally all day long#holding them so gently in my hands looking at them w tear filled eyes#words are hard but know I literally have the biggest cheesiest grin ever on my face rn I'm so surprised and delighted!!!!!!!#I love them I love them sm!! look at them!!!!!!! hello!!!!!!!!!!!! my heart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#you are literally such a treasure this has brightened my day so much I'm so serious ohmygosh thank you fr I'm so aaaaaaaaaaa#THEY'RE JUST SO CUUUUUTE#PICTURES TAKEN MOMENTS BEFORE A DIVINE FEAST#looking so respectfully#I'm incapable of shutting up rn I am truly incapable I can never stop screaming abt this this is my favorite thing ever rn#ur so good to me how do I ever thank you enough for being so lovely and wonderful every day????#blowing you so many kisses rn so so much love to you so so much goodness to you now and always#okay okay I need to stop writing tags but the love in my heart is ongoing rn I am in SHAMBLES!!!!!#friend art#faith and max#captain of the unreliable#literally on my hands and knees rn#banging my fists on the table#I'M IN LOVE IMMMM IMMMM (getting restrained and pulled away so I stop screaming my heart out)
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I love making him make expressions <3
#I'm doing the meme bc my brain doesn't work for serious art rn#also memes are surprisingly good face/expression practice!!!
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saw this going around and thought it might be interesting to do
* i put them on the "slowest burn you can possibly imagine" end of the axis because - at least, in the way i see it - they've known each other for over 20 years before they got together, but i don't think the actual getting together part would have been a slow burn. it mostly comes about as a way for them to work through shared grief and frustration. this is a relationship which depends entirely on circumstance to become intimate, and i don't see it happening outside of this scenario
#kashiwagi osamu#majima goro#真柏#art#i suppose#pictures referenced from PS2 RGG2 stills#if anyone wants me to transcribe or elaborate on anything let me know#too tired to do it on my computer rn but i love talking about my two favourite freakers#i need to say it here and now though the entire reason i did this was so i could make the double truck freak two trucks joke#if i wanted to be serious about this they would both be somewhere in the middle on that slider#honestly i do think the most interesting thing about them is how they SEEM completely different#but they're actually a lot less dissimilar than both of them would like to let on#that's an analysis for another time though i'm sleepy rn#'dads' used in the most general sense of the word i don't believe either of them saw their patriarchs as a straight up father figure
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gay gay homosexual gay
#sunny's art#this one's REALLY old but i just realized i didn't post it here#it's actually the first vargas related drawing i made !!#it was such a big part of my character development honestly#like i'm so serious rn#one day i just read vargas and the brainrot hit me SO HARD i even got out of my art block#i suddenly just started getting a bunch of ideas to draw i'm really really happy about that#like i don't think i'll ever made this much fanart of something in my whole life#and the best part about this is that there's not really a bunch of people on this fandom#so i know i can do every idea i have because i am 90% sure i will be the first person to do it#and creating my own content makes me so happy#honestly i just posted this as an excuse to ramble about what happened with me when i joined this fandom#about my other drawing !!! i'm finally satisfied with the background i drew#it's almost too perfect !!!!#the thing is that. the location looks. pretty much similar to the place. scriabin died on. chapter 21#the realization hit me so hard#whatever. if i try really hard i might finish it this week.#scriabin#vargas#edgar vargas#edgar looks so cute adjnsfnnsnfne#and i fell in love with scriabin when i drew him here#just look at him. honestly.#i miss them so so so much#i'm content starved so i keep drawing them
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#i'm so horribly unsatisfied with where i am in my art rn AHHHHH i'm envious of all those skilled 13 yr olds i'm seeing on insta#i don't believe they were just Born with it i think they put in their own effort to get where they were but i'm miffed anyways#art block is killing me and whenever i do want + have the inspo to draw i cant bring myself to even finish it T_T#its never that serious but i only get more demotivated when i try to draw (despite initially feeling motivated)#plateauing so hard rn#💭#negative
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guys i cannot lie.... i have turtle brainrot
#i am cringe but i am free.....#the nostalgia bug bit me so bad after my friend and i saw mutant mayhem#i'm watching both the 2012 and 2018 series rn and i even rewatched the bay movies during my weekend...#cannot stop going through the rise series tag like it's BAD#i am even drawing them.....#tbf this is very in character for me like every few years i get mega fixated on some nostalgia media#it's just been awhile and i'm hoping it doesn't become Serious bc i got wayyy too much 1d stuff to finish#but also i'm not gonna limit my range anymore like all my interests already contradict each other? i just#don't post about them much here :#it's a dumb longterm anxiety thing me always caring about serving people and only doing what i think people want me to do#in order to appease the audience or w/e but tbh i'd rather come off as an artist who just Goes With It#even if it confuses people? in terms to the variety in content?#it's like everyone but me can do it but. no more!#if i make anything i'll probably only post it to my art accounts but we'll see.....#alex talks
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I was on a posting spree minimum on Twitter bc easy on comp So now that portfolio day is passed and stuff is less mess kinda, I can finally slow back down to my normal schedule (Twitter on Mondays and Tumblr on Wednesdays💜)
So that's what I go do! The schedule is in place for me so that I am posting consistently, but not burning/stressing myself out by doing it daily or every other day and having nothing made/done Besides giving me time for art (4 days worth not including day between posting), it also means I can technically have a life outside of the internet XD Even tho I don't since I have no irl friends near and no job and don't drive
This will not stop me from wanting to check my notifs, and also spam-liking 90% of what I see on twitter notifs for ppl I follow bc FOMO (plus I just like all the art I see and such)
Some silly fun stuff
Currently making a comic where my WH sona is introduced and Wally learns about sneks. sorta. It's on paper and one of my phone screens is now 98% not visible, so I can't rlly take a pic. I'll try and make digital version tho bc the paper version won't be 100% 👌
Also I got a list of things I'm gonna be trying to make/do/finish
Minimum 1 animation (I have a wally one that was a test)
Finish digital painting of Wally (and make the apple LESS PEACHY)
Some of my Welcome Home persona sketches
John Doe bc I wanna get back to the boi 💜
Figure out more stuff to animate/draw
Stuff of my OCs ig lmao
Oh I also need to make an official commissions thing -,_-, I'M CONSTANTLY OPEN TO SOMEONE ASKING ABOUT COMMISSIONING ART FROM ME, I just don't have my info out in the open publicly bc the effort required to make images for it (and also I'm worried that I'm either too specific or not specific enough constantly, but that's why ppl ask questions)
You can always request smth tho 👉👈 I'm open to trying new things even tho I'm super perfectionist about stuff
#maki mayhem#Basically if u want me to make smth#we can talk about it first#then deciding on smth#pay part first for sketching out idea#and you can cancel (no refund) ONLY before confirming sketch (which is when start working fully)#But then that's what I'd do if it required serious sketching work. Aka it's a render. Otherwise#bc it's super simple#full pay upfront and I show progress#BUT I'M TOO SCARED SO ONLY SIMPLE DOODLES AND SUCH FOR RN#So like $5 for smth super simple and no color per character or whatever#$10+ for everything else lmao#If you couldn't tell im awkward and anxious I hope that gives it away#art requests open#until I say so/no more#pls spare me
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Sometimes I get very exhausted...
I apologize for anyone who follows me on any of my platforms over the past few years for the lack of art/writing/communication/etc.
It’s not really anything big that’s holding me back per say; it’s just me.
I have a 9-5 job and a steady enough income to help pay expenses for a shared home. My job is art and business related, so by the time I get home I tend to my dogs, eat, sleep, maybe play an hour of games, then repeat. I just kinda mentally shut off, but I’m grateful for the current, if sometimes a little but shaky, stability.
I also deal with depression, anxiety, ptsd, and a heap of genetic conditions I jump through on a daily basis to just keep on keepin’ on. It’s very tiring, but I enjoy living and continue fighting the uphill battle against even my own body wanting to refuse moving sometimes.
I don’t say all this to sound like a Doomer, or be hella discouraging. Nor is this post for anyone in particular; I just felt that I myself need to remind myself why my art flow has lagged massively behind than norm. I have to remind myself that it’s important to take care of me, and to continue progressing through life to achieve a sense of balance and inner peace I suppose.
I still make art, and do little projects on the side, but I don’t like to post wips of things unless it’s a massive project and I feel like I've reached a big enough milestone to show off something.
I still want to make things, and I still make things (little tweaks and edits to massive amv projects, small sketches for characters or storyboards I want to make, occasional modifications to 3D files that I plan to one day learn how to rig in Blender and show off).
Looking at everything currently, it gives off the vibe that I’m stagnant, or nonexistent with original work. It feels like that to me a lot, but I also know that I’m still doing things, but also taking my time to heal and regain energy to do things that were so much easier to do when I was in my teens.
It’s hard sometimes, but I’m still here. I just didn’t want anyone to think I wasn’t still making things. I love my art a lot, but I am also chronically exhausted.
#sky rambles#it very late#vent post#kinda#more just like a little note or reminder#i'm still here#chronic fatigue#chronic illness#mental exhaustion#exhaustion#I'm working my way up to getting more and more help and reesources#but it takes literal years sometimes to get everything dealt with#been feeling kinda glum about not having energy or motivation to do art rn#anyways#I'm still living :)#serious talk#trigger warnings: anxiety & depression#i mean idk it sounds kinda glum#but i'm not trying to sound depressing#just wanted to explain some things#maybe a tad tmi#idk#sorry i'm rambling#I do enjoy y'all randomly favoriting my fandom posts lmao#:3
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@twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat @staryukis
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#:D#how are u guys doing#i'm looking at gravestones btw#OP WHAT THE FUCKK#writing my testament i can't live like this#stsg “enjoyers”#bro be so serious rn#never seen more depressed fans#so proud to be one hehehehhe#op this is beautiful though!!!#oh sugu's smile:(((((((((((((((((((#and satoru's straight face:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((#crying and throwing up#the tape the pen marks#i'm really throwing up now#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#satosugu#art rb
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I'm totally not having issues registering for classes I'm like sooooo fine and normal *I'm covered in blood head to toe, Carrie style*
#Ough like half the classes that I need to take I'm not eligible for and I deadass have no idea whyyhy#So I'm trying to schedule an appointment with my academic advisor to figure out what the fuck#And it's only the math science and American history classes#I'm fully able to register for English and art history and drawing 1#Ough the academic insecurity#It always hits at 3 am baby when I should be asleep and instead I'm like 'hmmmmmm maybe I'm not meant for college' as if I'm not like...#the most college person I know outside of like... The people who are in college.#If that makes any sense#And then I still need to figure out how the fuck to apply for federal student loans but apparently i can't do that until after.i register#For my classes. Which isn't going well#Me looking at my 2.1 gpa and the fact I'm apparently not eligible for half the classes I need rn:#Well well well if it isn't the consequences of my... Chronic illness.#It should be easier to register for classes. They should give me a little piece of paper and I can just check off which classes I wanna tak#and move on just like highschool. But no college hates me apparently#I should just move to Maine and call it a day /not serious but ough
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