#i’m currently pulling on blade’s rerun and… i definitely haven’t had the best luck

[ataraxiaspainting]

smth about the way you wrote yandere!chrollo is so amcekdjf i cant describe it properly but the one thing i can say is, youre so freaking good at it!!

AHHH thank you but he is kinda hard to write for sometimes because i feel like every word that comes out of his mouth should be creepy, slimy af but also so smug you always want to punch him in the face. 😅

so sometimes i just so “fuck it” and just keep writing. it’s like spilling a large glass of water on the table, my laptop/notebooks being the table specifically. i proofread it later to see if it actually fits his character or not.

thankfully my psychology/criminology knowledge comes in handy for him a lot. a lot for other yans but him specifically because i feel like he is such an empty slate the possibilities can be endless. it’s like rolling a twenty sided dice in baldur’s gate/d&d in general. thank heaven above or whatever. for darling their experience can also be this allegory. poor them though. unfortunately they always seem to land on zero.

what people think i am doing writing yan chrollo:

what i am actually doing 69% of the time:

but again tysm for this 😭 i’m gonna write more for the horrible greasehead in the future, i promise. i hope to do a new year’s eve countdown or something with him because i just know he would just be “☺️” the entire time as darling has an existential crisis and wonders if anyone is even looking for them anymore.

he is so BLEH you know? perfect writing material. 👌🏼