#i’m a short autistic asexual trans man with a speech impediment. i am never not going to be treated like a fucking elementary schooler.

[sanguinewolves]

it’s just like. honestly this isn’t even the main thing that’s bothering me rn but like. picture you’re a kid right and you spend your entire life all 17 years never ever ever being taken seriously like even when you have friends they treat you like an uwu smol bean stereotype. and it’s been like this your whole life and you hate it and it’s miserable and you feel like nobody listens to you. and everyone says people will start taking you seriously once you’re an adult and you think okay i just have to wait until i’m fucking 18 i can survive that and then you’re an adult and they still don’t take you seriously! they still don’t!! and it kind of feels like damn okay. nothing in my entire life has been worth it because i will NEVER be taken seriously. i will always be seen as a stupid fucking baby and nobody is ever going to treat me like a human being with autonomy! ever! i might as well just fucking die right now because LITERALLY NOBODY HAS EVER SEEN ME AS A FULL PERSON AND NOBODY EVER FUCKING WILL. and you like can’t even say any of this because being ‘dramatic’ makes them all respect you even less. and you literally cannot do anything to change this you just have to come to terms with the fact that you are never going to be seen as an independent person who deserves respect. just fucking imagine that.