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Him.
DO OVER! lets pretend this is her actual final form
#no because#i went thru their outfits#and that addition piece made her look đ„#this is canon now#oc: him#cryptid
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what it is
summary: Oikawa x Reader. he makes it out of the friendzone (with some help)
word count: 1.3k
cw: nothing, oikawa in glasses
a/n: i wrote this in under an hour while heavily caffeinated?;!;!4& brain melting
âYouâre late,â you say with a grin. Oikawa Tooru pouts at you, his team jacket folded over his arms. Heâs already changed out of uniform, you notice; must have exchanged it for a white t-shirt and slacks in the locker room.
âI was swarmed,â he claims as the two of you start to walk together. You roll your eyes and donât even bother making a jab about his popularity with the girls (and people of all genders, really). At this point, youâve accepted that deranged fans come with the territory of being friends with the volleyball team captain.
You met Oikawa on the first day of your first year at Aoba Johsai and had been friends ever since. Even though you had no interest in the sport at first, his love for volleyball was infectious. He had even roped you into being the teamâs manager. You still werenât sure how he had pulled that off, but you didnât mind too muchâyouâd grown to love the team and the sport too, in your own way.
Despite your closeness, youâd never really understood why he had a fan club, especially as a teenage school athlete. You expected his popularity to grow when (not if) he went professional, but the idea of swooning over some guy you had pre-calculus classes with was totally foreign to you. It was a running joke among your friends that you were immune to Oikawaâs looks and charming magnetism (and, honestly, to all four of the teamâs upperclassmen. You could acknowledge how objectively attractive they all were even though none of them seemed to fit your niche).
Sometimes, you caught Oikawa making strange expressions while your friends teased you about not liking him. It felt like you were the only one who noticed these kinds of things, sometimes. You really liked being able to read him so easily: both of you had saved each other under the contact name âPlatonic Soulmateâ in your phones.
You chalked up the weird faces to your friendâs first-rate ego, and even though you knew that the notion of one person not being desperately in love with him wouldnât scratch the surface of his self-esteem, you always found yourself taking his hand surreptitiously or leaning your head on his shoulder when you did see him looking mopey. He always perked up, after that, and all would be sunshine again.
Today, everyone else had bailed on you when you suggested a joint ice-cream-and-study-date before next weekâs exams. Iwaizumi had claimed that Oikawa was too loud and always distracted him, so he couldnât seriously try to study together. Matsukawa had to babysit and refused to bring the brats, as he affectionately called his siblings, to get sweets. Hanamaki had just quirked his eyebrows at you and said, âI donât feel like third wheeling. Thanks, but no thanks.â
You hadnât really understood what he meant, but you hadnât questioned it.
Oikawa had almost begged off to do some solo practice, too, but youâd made a fuss about nearing the end of your high school experience and worrying that you would fall out of touch when volleyball became his whole life (even moreso than it was now!), and heâd caved with an overdramatic sigh and a soft look that told you he wasnât all that mad about your guilt-tripping.
Youâre broken from your thoughts when you reach the ice-cream shop, Oikawa jabbering in your ear about some drama you canât keep up with.
âAnd then she told meâah, I canât read the menu. You know, they were late refilling my contact prescription this month, so Iâve been carrying around my glasses, I hate it. So unflattering.â
You worry your lip as you stare at the flavor chart, barely listening to him talk.
âIâm sure itâs,â you start, turning to him as he slides the case out of his pocket and puts the frames on his face in a smooth motion. âUm.â
The glasses are not unflattering, you think dumbly, staring at him, your sentence hanging unfinished. The glasses perch on his nose perfectly, making you appreciate, for the first time, the shape of his nose and his cheekbones. Had they always been that sharp? And since when had his eyes been so pretty, reflecting the sunlight in so many shades, framed with long eyelashes that would have made you jealous if you werenât soâ
You reach out and lift the glasses off his face slowly, hoping that the old, familiar features that youâd never felt anything but friendship-friendly feelings towards would return. You can still see it, though: the divot of his Cupidâs bow is appealing, now, his smooth skin glowing to you, his surprised expression fucking adorable. You drop the frames back onto his nose.
Very abruptly, whatever immunity you once had to Oikawaâs looks is demolished in one fell swoop.
âI have to go have a midlife crisis,â you say decisively, and march out of the shop.
âHey! Whatâwhere are you going? Youâre not even middle-aged?â Oikawa calls after you, and you try steadfastly to ignore him, but every sense seems to have been awakened to your friend. Your face flushes, and you start walking faster, nearing the pace of a jog even though your limbs are stiff.
You finally pull over in a quieter, slightly more secluded spot between two buildings. You lean against the wall, closing your eyes, trying to remind yourself to take deep breaths.
âAre you okay?â Oikawa says, and you curse his long, athlete legs for having followed you so swiftly. âWhatâs wrong?â
You open your eyes. Heâs still wearing the fucking glasses. Rest in peace, you think to yourself, surely my heart is going to give up soon, at the rate itâs going. Your lips part, but you canât seem to get the words out. His worried gaze studies you until he finds somethingâexactly whatever you didnât want him to see. A slow smile unfurls over his face, and you narrow your eyes. Ugh, how dare his smugness be attractive too, now?
âI should wear the glasses more often, huh?â He says, and you shake your head no frantically.
âPlease donât,â you say. âItâs, like, it doesnât even matter anymore, anyway, I canât unsee it now.â
âUnsee what?â He cocks his head, and heâs getting closer, and thereâs nowhere to back away from him because youâre up against a wallâ
âYouâre hot!â You wail. âI saw it and Iâm never gonna stop thinking it now, it doesnât even matter what you wear, Iâm doomed! This is the worst thing ever, âKawa, howâm I supposed to go on⊠I canât be your friend and a part of your fan club. I donât think I can even be a part of your fan club âcause I donât just think youâre hot, I think I have a crush on youâoh, my God, I have a cââ
Your increasingly frantic rambling is cut off by Oikawa sealing his lips to yours. The kiss is quick and sweet, and when he pulls away he still looks so, so handsome, and so concerned.
âPlease breathe,â he says, and you nod, gaping at him in shock. âI like you too, okay? Please stop having a crisis.
âOkay,â you exhale, bracing your hands on his shoulders. âOkay. Iâm still freaking out, though. I think the only way to stop it is to keep kissing me.â
Oikawa heaves a big, overdramatic sigh, and leans in, his glasses bumping your face; giving in to you, just like he always does.
#WAS this inspired by the time i saw my bf in glasses and literally went to my friendâs dorm and screamed for sixteen seconds (he timed it)#well iâm not telling. thatâs a secret.#oikawa: i like you#reader (visions of oikawa in that godawful plaid outfit swimming thru their head): i think even thatâs hot now. i have to get a lobotomy#oikawa x reader#oikawa tooru x reader#oikawa tĆru x reader#oikawa fluff#haikyuu!! x reader#haikyuu x reader#hq x reader#hq!! x reader#haikyuu!! fluff#haikyuu!! x reader fluff#hq x reader fluff#oikawa x reader fluff#hq!! fluff#the word fluff doesnt look real anymore
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Going out to see some wrastlinâ âșïž
#went thru like a hundred outfits but i finally landed on one#cool to reblog#it me!#transgender#trans#trans mtf#mtf trans#trans feminine#transfemme#transfem#girlalikeus#transisbeautiful#transisbetter#trans is sexy#this is what trans looks like#tgirlsdoitbetterđ#cute tgirl#tgirl babe#tgirlselfie#trans model#trans goddess#trans girl#trans girls#transgirl#transgirls#trans woman
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couldn't stop thinking about nintendo's concepts for zelda's short hair so of course i had to draw a couple...
#the struggle i went thru with these outfits... girl why are you so details#zelda#tears of the kingdom#totk#fanart#digital art#krita#i think zelda should be chubby w/ a pixie cut because 1. it's cute! and 2. fragile men would get so pissed they'd stop playing the games
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Fields Of Mistria DR self save me...
save me fields of mistria DR self...
#i wanna make this digitally sooo bad but i dont have my drawing tablet atm đđđ i csnt colour#tbf idk what i wanna do w colours yet bc his name implies very yellow but yellow isnt rly my thang#are these outfits convenient for farming? nom are they complicit in the genre? not really. i dont care tho#oh also just to be clear these look weird bc i didnt sketch them i just went strsight in with pen#thing ain the bottom right has best friends marked with stars and then other strong relationships#i will be with march EVENTUALLY but bros gonna have to go thru a lot of development first#including unrepressing his Enjoyment Of Men lmao#reality shifting#shifting#shiftblr#callie says stuff#law of assumption#loa#FOM life#< tag#Amber Marigold#fom#fields of mistria#FOM shifting
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casual octavia
#ocs#my ocs#my ocs art#original character#octavia#reassassination#it took a very long while to make a good casual outfit for her#i went thru so many concepts but the simplest seemed the best#the logo on her shirt's for fine inch fails (i am very smart)#zeno's art
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what better way to come back to drawing than with something so incredibly self-indulgent
#puyo puyo#rulue#hi :) been a while#ivebeen moving house and a lot of other stuff and i only got back about three days ago#and unpacked my tablet and immediately went to warming back up to it#tablet my beloved.#anyway so through my court mandated (tablet shipped off) break i was introduced to raspberry cookie? from cookie run#(thru a pack of gummies my brother bought me LOL)#n i saw her and all i could think of. was rulue#'wouldnt rulue look so good. in.. that outfit.'#and then as soon as i could make it happen i did :) for me and me only :))#i love drawing you can just do whatever!!#anyway i wanted to post Something. !#Anything#so here we are since everything else is stuff i cant share yet#:) thanks#my stuff
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Haiii!! For the colour palette thingy any one of your star wars ocs in evil mayhaps?? :]]
definitely ignored all the rules and decided to do free play because messing around with how i can layer colours with filters is sooooo much fun . thanks for the prompt!
#star wars#star wars oc#my art#palette challenge#oc lasher#okay time for me to ramble in the tags#ive been really concious of the fact ive been drawing lasher in non canon accurate clothing#so i went thru my rogueone visual guide and took inspo for a proper outfit (i love that book best bday gift EVER)#i feel like he does dress closer to non-sw well not NON. but casual/street wear when hes on missions with his bandmates#either way super happy cause now i get to think about all the patches he would sew on his jacket#okay DONE#bye
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assortment of little guys
(i think tumblr killed the quality, please click and zoom in!)
#my art#twisted wonderland#riddle rosehearts#ace trappola#ridoace#akito and toya are also there but i don't think they need a tag#still love them though <3#listen those summer outfits had me in a CHOKEHOLD#I WENT THRU SO MUCH EFFORT TO MAKE THEM LOOK GOOD#BUT IT'S OK BECAUSE RIDOACE IS WORTH IT#doing this kind of collage page is actually kinda fun#i might do it again sometime#if u guys read all this uh. thanks <3
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same guy!!!
[kindergarten / ~2008] / [2016]
[2023] / [2022]
#mochi rambles#im a pretty princess#gender things#transgender#transmasc#transmasculine#nonbinary#trans timeline#17yo me is the one you get because SOMEHOW its the least awful outfit compared to the handful of (not naked) pics i have from 2010-2013#yes i am wearing two belts and for some reason a wooden novelty Christmas necklace???#YES its still the least stupid outfit lmao#i discovered the concept of presentation outside the binary and went full toddler with it lmao#also i had a flip phone from 2006 clear thru til about 2014 when i started to get better at clothes so theres basically no pics anyway#also ftr i have been out as trans since like 2006??? 2005????? a long ass time
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would you guys be interested in a lookbook with the girls from the eyeliner dump??
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the anomalous agate (part 1)
edit: there's an updated version of this here
so. a few days ago i floated the idea of a crossover of hanzawa to tashiro and the case files of jeweler richard to the illustrious @dirtbra1n, and after talking about it i. could not stop thinking about it. here is that. you will notice above it says part 1, and that is because I spiralled a bit out of control. this is so long (4.3k) that I thought it merited me posting it on ao3 as well, if you'd prefer to read it there. there's also some notes about the fic contained there, none of which I feel like repeating, except i do have to credit the line of dialogue where seigi asks hanzawa why he has so many piercings to @dirtbra1n. that's entirely their genius.
without further ado, under the cut:
case 2-x: the anomalous agate (part 1)
The longer I worked for the shop, the fewer days arrived when there were no appointments scheduled for the day. As always, Richard seemed unfazed by the lack of customers. I supposed it made senseâthis was a shop that only existed on the weekends, after all. He had hired me, but had the two of us not met by chance, it was likely he wouldnât have hired anyone at all.
Perhaps the reason my employer seemed so content was the fact that he was currently cutting into a delicate slice of tiramisu crepe cake. He ate with almost ethereal grace, and as I somehow hadnât thought to grab a slice for myself, my mind wandered to the circumstances that had led me to the purchase.
The week before, I had been making Richardâs royal milk tea as usualâI felt somewhat confident in my skills at this point, but there really was no matching a masterâand asked him if there was a reason we didnât serve coffee to customers. It was a common feature of many cafĂ©s, after all, and though this place was no longer a cafĂ©, we still offered things like tea and snacks to customers.
Richard had stared at me like he was waiting for me to figure something out on my own, and after wracking my brain for possibilities, I tried, âWe have barley tea and green tea, so it canât be because you think anything except for royal milk tea wonât doâŠâ
I received a deep sigh for my efforts. Richard arched an eyebrow. âDo you know how much is involved in the process of making coffee?â he asked.
As the coffee I most regularly consumed came from a can, there wasnât a single response I could give.
That night, I searched up the process of manufacturing and brewing coffee, and quickly found myself beginning to develop a headache. Not only were there many places where coffee beans were grown, the different ways in which coffee was then brewed and what it was paired with felt almost limitless. Searching for espresso machines brought prices well over 15,000 yen, and it was at that point that I began to understand what Richard had conveyed in a single sentence.
Instant coffee could be made without any sense of technique or equipment, but the kind of coffee that set oneâs mind at ease was probably the kind that only a real cafĂ© was capable of. Or a coffee enthusiast, and I was neither. I tried to conjure the image of being offered canned or instant coffee at Jewelry Ătranger, and immediately wrinkled my nose. Coffee at a cafĂ© was meant to pleasant; I had no desire to remind myself of what it felt like to work late night after late night as a security guard. While I felt coffee had a warm, comforting scent, I knew all too well that it was also a bitter necessity. I was thankful that the caffeine had kept me awake, but it only worsened the quality of my sleep.
Still, though I had given up the idea of introducing coffee to our drink selection, I must not have completely forgotten about it, because the next time I stepped into a bakery, their offering of a tiramisu crepe cake caught my immediate attention.
Iâd had tiramisu only once during a birthday in junior high. Birthdays when I was younger were a melancholy affairâthey were small, intimate celebrations that reminded me of the insignificance of my life. It was the same feeling as lighting a candle in pure darkâloneliness shined more under small points of light. But my mother had always remembered to buy a cake year after year, no matter the circumstances. While she had already developed a taste for coffee, I still considered it something that was a bitter, awful drink that adults actually enjoyed. But after some firm persuasion from my mother, I reluctantly dug in.
Add enough sugar and it can turn bitter into sweet. I knew that now, but as a child I had been given an experience akin to magic. Even now, I could still recall the light and sweet taste accompanied by the delicate hints of coffee and chocolate.
Remembering it now, it was hard to explain why I hadnât had one in such a long time, but I hadnât developed the habit of searching out cafĂ©s, bakeries, and sweet shops until I started working at Jewelry Ătranger. Food tasted better as of late.
This bakery in particular was a favorite of mineâit felt like every time I entered, there was still some sweet I had yet to try. And encounters like these, where it felt like little parts of my life were slotting together in serendipitous fashions, were becoming far more common. It was obvious in the way Iâd found out about Tanimoto-sanâs love for rocks and minerals, as well as her friend Shinkaiâs dance company, or Hase-san visiting at the exact time I happened to be in the back, but when I told Richard this, he simply brushed it off.
âThe more knowledge and experience you acquire, the more the world reveals itself to you,â he said. âDepartment stores have existed before you began working here, but only once you took an interest in diamonds did you notice the kinds of jewels they sold. The girl you wish was your girlfriend had an interest in minerals long before you began to. That was not fateâit was the fact that the more you learned, the more you could find commonalities or points of connection in the world around you.â He paused. âYou, in particular⊠I would guess that you run into so many coincidences because youâre unable to turn your back.â
He was correct. The more people that visited Richardâs store, the more that I came to knew about the world. I had liked Tanimoto-san before I had met Richard, and she had loved rocks and minerals for far longer. But because I had been able to meet with Richardâand that was an encounter that could have only been fateâIâd gained awareness of a part of the world that had always existed, just not in my eyes. The more I learned about jewels, the more I treasured various things.
So that Saturday, I entered the bakery again, bought a slice, and arrived at Jewelry Ătranger with an offering.
ââŠI still wonât give you a raise, you know,â Richard said.
As always, he looked beautiful. I had the feeling that heâd be annoyed if I told him the purchase was due to a bottomless kind of gratitude.
âI know.â At this point, I wondered if I needed to directly tell him how he paid far more than what I earned as a security guard. But Iâd already turned down a job offer to stay here, so he must have known that I felt as if the work I was doing here was infinitely more valuable.
Since weâd had this kind of exchange quite a few times before, Richard tried the tiramisu crepe cake without much fuss. It was obvious he was enjoying itâperhaps his face hadnât cracked out into a smile or anything of the sort, but there was a serene look on his face when he was enjoying sweets.
As he ate, a question popped to mind: âSay, Richard, have you had real tiramisu in Italy before?â
Richard paused between bites. âDo you mean to ask if Iâve had authentic tiramisu?â
âWell, you just seem as if youâve been everywhere in the worldâŠâ
Rather than tell me if heâd spent time in Italy or not, Richard began to speak about the conflicted meaning of the word âauthentic.â
âTiramisu is Italian in origin, but the exact nature of how it was first produced is still up for debate. Tiramisu as we recognize it today certainly does not come in the nature of a crepe cake, butââ He paused to take another bite. âGrab yourself a fork, would you?â
I stared at him blankly as he deliberately placed his fork down on his plate. The last few bites of the crepe cake remained untouched, and only when he tilted his head in confusion did I rush to the kitchen in realization.
When I returned, Richard continued speaking without commenting on my lack of wits. âSomething being authentic indeed means it is the real thingâa genuine article. Authenticity is also related to truthâin art, the style of realism is grounded in an attempt to depict life authentically. Without alterations or embellishments. For gemstones this is a fairly simple thing to classifyâjewels are mined from specific places, so we designate that which is naturally-occurring as authentic. This runs in opposition as to imitation jewels, which are made from a different material, and approximate the look of a jewel without matching its innate qualities. The question of authenticity also is relevant when looking at heat treatmentâpigeon blood rubies that havenât undergone heat treatment are more valuable, because they have acquired the color naturally, yes?â
I nodded in agreement, reminded of Tanimoto-sanâs opinion on heat treatment. She probably prized the authenticity of a gemâthe one-of-a-kind nature each jewel had. I understood her feelings, but I also thought there was some kind of wonder in the process of polishing and cutting and heat treatmentâeach step gave a jewel a special kind of shine. But beauty was the kind of thing where opinions differed often.
âYouâve forgotten to actually put your fork to use,â Richard said, and I startled out of my daze to hurriedly take a bite. Well, no one would disagree about his beauty.
As expected, the tiramisu crepe cake was both light and sweet. The texture of crepes was certainly different than what Iâd eaten as a child, but both carried that sense of pure delicacyâeach layer felt like cotton-candied air. Though it didnât smell like coffee, there was indeed the warm, rich undertone of what Iâd come to understand as coffeeâs flavor. If I could spend a birthday just like this⊠it would be a treasure of a memory.
Richardâs lips curled. âHow is it?â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â
I made sure to properly swallow before I replied. âItâs delicious,â I marveled. âI donât know why Iâd forgotten the taste.â
âWhen you make rice at home, would you consider that rice real or authentic?â Richard asked. When I nodded, still chewing on my final bite of cake, he then asked, âWhy?â
Maybe I would buy tiramisu on the way home. Or gift some to HiromiâI could only assume that my birthday all those years ago was the last time sheâd had tiramisu, too. âWell, because itâs rice,â I said. âI bought the rice grains, didnât I? They were grown naturally. And then I cooked them.â
âIf you acquired the exact ingredients required for tiramisu, and followed the same exact process as the originalâthough there are debates at to what the original isâwould you still say that was authentic?â
I frowned. âI⊠suppose I would? Since everything is exact.â Was there a loophole I was missing?
âPerhaps,â Richard said. âBecause it is hard to pinpoint its specific origins, what tiramisu qualifies as authentic can be hard to judge. Though the base components and methods are the same, the exact specifics differâsome may consider any tiramisu that follows the general process to be authentic, while others may not. In the case of champagne, unless what you think of champagne is made in the Champagne region of France, it cannot legally be called by that name. Even if the sparkling wine that is created is similar in taste, or uses the same process and ingredients, if the grapes are not sourced from that region, it will not be champagne.â
âEven though itâs possible to make an equivalent product?â Â
âYou could, indeed, make a very close match,â Richard said. âBut it would legally not be authentic. Can you think of a reason why someone might want a name of a food protected?â
When phrased like that, the answer arrived to me immediately. âBrand protection,â I said. âBecause the idea of champagne is precious, if other winemakers started selling something labelled as champagne, it would lose some of its prestige. By controlling what can be called champagne, they retain control over the production and image of champagne.â
âGood for you,â Richard said, and I bit down a smile. âAuthenticity holds a different value for many people and many things. All that aside⊠this tiramisu crepe cake remains delicious.â
âIt is,â I agreed, and then began to make him tea.
The rest of the day passed by in peace. Richard read from his collection of books, blond hair glittering under the sharp sun. I busied myself by cleaning the kitchen and running out to complete a few errands. The movement was helpful; the chill of autumn had settled in, and I had made the mistake of dressing far more lightly than Richard. His choice of wear likely made it easy for him to sit still, but I thought that even if he was wearing his suit in a blizzard or a tropical summer, he would seem as even-keeled as ever. That was the beauty of jewelsâthey were something that was gorgeous from all angles.
Around a half hour before closing time, the intercom buzzed.
Richard set down his book, and I went to let in our surprise customer.
Accompanied by a brush of cold wind, a young man stepped into the store. He had a slim frame, but despite being dressed as lightly as I was, showed no signs of being sensitive to the cold. His hair was slightly long in the front, bangs barely cropped above his eyes, but it was trimmed evenly. He was dressed casually yet neatly in a simple powder-blue sweater, gray slacks, and loafers.
The door closed behind him, and he glanced around the room once before asking, âThis is a jewelerâs store, correct?â
âYouâd be right,â I said, guiding him to sit in one of the red armchairs.
His hesitant expression curved into a full-faced smile. As he sat down, the awkward lines of his body began to bleed away, and he relaxed into the chair with an air of steady self-assurance. His pose remained polite, thoughâhe kept his hands carefully folded over his lap, and his ankles were loosely crossed.
âWould you like something to drink?â I asked. Originally, I had wanted to give him something to soothe his nerves, but it looked like that was unneeded.
âAh⊠that milk tea would be nice, if you donât mind,â the man said, gesturing to Richardâs teacup.
Richard returned from the bookshelf, taking over the process of greeting out newest, customer, and I headed back to the kitchen. Both men spoke in measured tones, so even though they spoke at a medium volume, their voices carried well enough.
ââŠRichard Ranasinghe de Vulpian? Is it alright to call you Richard-san, then?â He spoke the name slowly, but he pronounced Richardâs full name without fumbling.
âJust Richard is fine, too.â
âNice to meet you too, Richard-san. Iâm Hanzawa Masato. If Iâm not incorrect, you sell jewelry at this place?â
âIndeed we do. Is there something in particular youâre looking for?â
I returned to see Hanzawa-san wearing a thoughtful expression on his face. His gaze flickered towards me as I reentered the room. âI was hoping to look at stud earrings⊠is there anything else I should specify? I would prefer if it wasnât prohibitively expensiveâŠâ
âAre there any kinds of stones youâre interested in looking at? Or a particular occasion or style this is meant for?â
When I drew close enough, Hanzawa-san turned to face me and accepted my tea, eyes still curved in a pleasant smile. âItâs something like a birthday gift, I suppose. As for stones⊠Iâm not too knowledgeable regarding them.â He paused to contemplate.
Choosing a gift was always a complicated thing, in my opinion. For a gift, the trouble never ended at the purchaseâit was always at the gifting that the issues arose. Would they understand the gift with the same meaning that I had in mind when I picked it? I thought about my grandmother and mother choosing my name. Was I the type of person theyâd had in mind? I could only hope that was the case.
âI guess⊠something neutral would be best? The kind of earring fit for daily work wear.â
âAre you interested in looking at birthstones?â
Hanzawa-san sipped his tea, eyes fluttering shut in thought. âNot particularly.â
I had spent enough time to catch the traces of concern on Richardâs face, but not enough time to understand his worries. âIt will take some time for me to bring my selections out. Please enjoy your tea while you wait,â he said, and then he was off, a determined crease to his brows.
Though I didnât know exactly what was troubling him, I could learn. Surely Richard wouldnât mind if I made some small talk?
âMight you also be a university student, Hanzawa-san?â
Hanzawa-san waved dismissively. âItâs only my first year, so I think Iâm younger than you. I know Iâm a customer, but thereâs no need to be formal. Your name isâŠ?â
âNakata Seigi,â I said. âIâm in my second year.â
âI was right, then,â Hanzawa said. Heâd passed over both Richard and my name without comment. Iâd expected him to sound as restrained as he had with Richard, but he spoke freely. âWould I be right in saying you seem more interested in jewels as compared to jewelry?â At my confusion, he gestured to my neck, ears, and hands, which were bare of any accessories. âYou donât seem to wear any, so Iâd wonderedâŠâ
âI suppose itâs the jewel itself that interests me,â I admitted. âIs it the opposite thing for you?â
âMost likely,â Hanzawa said. âItâs what I have experience in, anyways.â
At my once-again befuddled expression, Hanzawa brushed back his hair, and I caught sight of six piercing holes in his left ear.
âI seeâŠâ I replied, a little stunned. Even when his hair wasnât brushed back, it was easy to see a few of his piercing holes.
Richard had probably noticed them from the moment heâd walked in.
Now that I thought about it clearly, a birthday gift could be presented to oneself, couldnât it? Just like Yamamoto-san trying to buy herself a garnet.
Iâd seen guys in my college with piercings, but none who bought any with jewels like the ones in Richardâs store. It was a kind of flashy choice for someone who looked so mild-mannered, but so were piercings in general.
In the same way that Iâd only noticed the tiramisu in that bakery after asking Richard about coffee, I realized the reason for his concern. If it was a present for himself, the uncertainty in his answers could prove troublesome.
âIf I could askâŠâ I prompted, as Richard returned with his tamatebako.
Richard set down his tamatebako with a harder than usual thud. He still looked concerned, but there was a different note to it.
âSure.â
âIs there a reason a guy as young as you has so many piercings?â
Richard opened up his tamatebako with a sharp click.
Hanzawa kept smiling up at me. He took a long sip of his tea, and then directed his attention towards what Richard had selected.
I leaned over to take a look. As I did, Richard shot a pointed glare towards me. What? I mouthed back, but he ignored me.
The stones Richard had picked were split between gemstones with faceted cuts and cabochons. The studs themselves were made of a simple silver backing, with the stone fitted on top in a rounded or squared shape. The exception to this was the studs fitted with lapis lazuli, which were backed with gold. While I recognized the diamond and amethyst, there were a few colored stones in faceted cuts that I wasnât certain how to identify. But the ones that caught my attention were the larger stud earrings, which were fitted with polished stones that didnât sparkle but had bands of red, terracotta, and peach striped across its surface. Others had the same banding pattern but in soft grays and whites.
âThese are beautiful,â Hanzawa said, smile dropping into a look of deep consideration. He leaned forward to study each one. âOf course, diamonds are a classic choice,â he sighed to himself.
âThe clear color of a diamond is indeed well-suited to various shades of any outfit you might choose.â
âI see,â Hanzawa mused. He gestured to the rest of the jewels. âI recognize the amethyst. And the⊠lapis lazuli, yes? Seeing it in person, it certainly is a vivid kind of blue,â he said. âBut Iâm a little unfamiliar with the rest of these gems. Would you mind explaining them?â
âOf course,â Richard said. âThe green stone you see here is peridot. The yellow, orange, and brown stones you see here are citrine. Like amethyst, it is a type of quartz. Thisââhe pointed to a deep yellow-orange stoneâ âis heat-treated amethyst, which looks similar to citrine, with minor differences. The banded stones are agate. They are a mix of quartz and moganiteâboth have an equivalent chemical composition, but different crystal structures.â
I hadnât heard of moganite until nowâunless I was mishearing morganite, but Richard had such wonderful pronunciation I thought that was impossible. Despite all of the information, all Hanzawa did was nod in understanding.
âPeridot,â Hanzawa repeated to himself. âI donât think Iâve seen any before.â
The stone he was looking at was a sparkling kind of lime green. âItâs like the color of spring,â I said.
Hanzawa bowed his head, suddenly bashful. âYes. Itâs⊠well, itâs a color Iâm fond of,â he admitted.
âWould you like to see more?â
He shook his head. ââŠNo, itâs not really⊠well-suited for me.â After a moment of contemplation, he pointed to the lapis lazuli. âHow does this one get its gold flecks?â
âLapis lazuli is composed of several different minerals, and a common addition happens to be pyrite, which is responsible for that gold color. As you mentioned, it is a very vivid blue, which is why, historically, it was ground to create ultramarine. Before a synthetic alternative was created, it was an extremely expensive and prized paint.â Â
Hanzawa smiled down at the stones. âIâve heard of ultramarine. Isn't it what provides the blue shades in many of Johannes Vermeerâs works?â
I made a note to ask Richard who Johannes Vermeer was later.
âThatâs correct.â After a pause, Richard added, âIf you are looking for something neutral, blue tends to be a color that pairs well with others.â
âOh, thatâsâIâll keep it in mind,â Hanzawa said. Haltingly, he asked, âIs jewelry made of lapis lazuliâis it quite common?â
âCompared to the rest of these stones, itâs a bit of a more delicate material,â Richard allowed, âso it has to be carefully looked after. But historically, lapis lazuli has been used in all kinds of jewelry.â
ââŠIs that so.â
Silence dragged on between them. Hanzawa seemed unbothered by it, though it was hard to see much of his expression, with both his bangs and lashes obscuring his eyes.
ââŠThis agate. I feel like Iâve seen stones with this banding before.â
âBanding is characteristic but not exclusive to agate,â Richard said. âIt has been used for carvings as well as jewelry and remains popular today. Each piece of agate has differences in how exactly the banding occurs, so one could say that each piece is truly unique.â
âUniqueâŠâ A ghost of uncertainty appeared on Hanzawaâs face, but it was gone in a flash. âDoes it come in any other colors?â
âOftentimes agate will be dyed into various colors, but there are some other colors present in naturally occurring agates. Would you like to see some blue lace agate?â
âSurely that dyed agate is prettier, huh?â Hanzawa murmured, so low I barely heard him. Apropos of nothing, he then straightened up, looking flustered. âSorry,â he said. âI thinkâI think Iâm a little in over my head.â He drank the last of his tea in disconcerting silence.
âIf youâd like to come back, we take appointments,â I said.
ââŠRight,â Hanzawa said, eyes still fixed on the earrings before him. He set his teacup down on the table. âWhat would be a good time?â
âSunday, 4PM?â Richard suggested, and Hanzawa agreed.
With that settled, Hanzawa thanked me for the tea, bid a polite goodbye to us both, and exited the store, leaving another gust of crisp air in his wake.
As it was now closing time, I went to collect the now empty teacups, only to find Richard looking up at me expectantly.
âWhat?â I asked.
He sighed. âNothing that concerns you, I suppose.â
âBy the way, whoâs Johannes Vermeer?â I asked.
âHave you ever seen Girl with a Pearl Earring?â Richard asked.
âHe was the artist?â I confirmed, and then went to wash the teacups.
When I returned, Richard was staring at his open tamatebako.
I took a seat next to him. âThinking about our customer?â
ââŠJewels reflect the inner feelings of a person,â Richard said after a long silence. âI wonder how to convey that truth to a person like him.â
âIt was strange to see someone so young here,â I agreed. âWell, Hajime-kun was much younger, but his circumstances were different.â
âYouâre quite young yourself,â Richard commented dryly. âArenât you two the same age?â
âIf we went to the same university, Iâd be his senpai,â I said. âStill. Itâs rare. I thought heâd be more nervous.â
ââŠI donât think he wasnât nervous,â Richard said, but when I asked him what he meant, he didnât elaborate.
âWell,â I said, wondering how I could clear those worry lines from his face, âweâll see him next week.â
âMaybe,â Richard said, and this, I didnât need him to explain.
If Hanzawa Masato came in next week at the appointed time, or if he had disappeared out that door for forever, it was impossible to know.
#hanzawa to tashiro#the case files of jeweler richard#hanzawa masato#my writing#hanzashiro#nakata seigi#richard ranasinghe de vulpian#kiri.txt#lotsa things going on with hanzawa here.#this went thru a very painful edit where i was like. how much of hanzawa do we get to know.#and i decided to cut back on it. bc it felt more in character that way.#anyways im really excited#itll take me way longer to write the next couple of parts but i Will write them hopefully#ever since i wrote that propaganda post for the tashiro outfit poll ive been thinking abt the Themes of a hanzawa to tashiro#that takes place in tashiros third year#anyways. hope yall enjoy.#also if u like hanzawa to tashiro youll LOVE case files of jeweler richard.#did my best to sort of make this feel like the novels but its also definitely my style.#harusono
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realized i had food items in my vault for baldwin recipes and swipp trades that i dont actually care about and now my lair is finally fed again thank god
#this will not last forever but it does help @_@#i went thru and deleted a lot of recent posts on this blog as well trying to clean things up a bit#i wanna clean up more thoroughly but that will wait til im home at my laptop again in a couple days#still thinking of doing outfits for food stacks but :S idk if anyone would be inch rested
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ENOUGH ABOUT THR MOSTER i need to know more about rockstar!siĂłar hehehe
oh lord.....when i was dressing them the entire time i was just like...yeah this the biggest whore in the industry đ u can't actually tell in the photos but i added a big tattoo to them that goes up their thigh past their hips. yknow how some bands will just basicslly make out on stage? yeah siĂłar does that. probably argues with paparazzi but like for fun for the headlines. has dating rumours with everyone. music sound wise probably something like frank carter & the rattlesnakes with sir chloe lyrics hm thats all i can think of rn
#hope this is sufficient <3#i went thru so many different outfits OFHDJFH one had a real cute mini skirt that i definitely wanna put on them some other time đ#olli.txt#asks
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Saw this comic I really wanted that was like on Amazon but only in French but I was like IDK FRENCH BUT I GOT IT TODAY IN ENGLISH IM ALL GOOD VIBES
#txt#I went thru the artist twt a month or two ago#& their artâŠ.#also just seeing a gnc in pretty outfits im like omg the dream the end goal#I meant to say gnc guy but Iâm not retyping that#anyways WAH Iâm happy also exhausted from walking all day at universal đđđ#literally woke up at 4 am today
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âwhat if someone says their pronouns are catself or đ„șselfâ as much as thatâs a bad faith argument that wonât actually show up in the real world: if it did, thereâs an incredibly simple solution! just donât refer to that individual! that person doesnât have to be misgendered and you donât have to expand your way of thinking, win win. /s
#t#handmade heaven#im in a discourse mood today could you tell#also this rarely if ever happens irl because every single neopronoun user iâve ever met#even when i was in 9th grade and ppl went thru pronouns like outfits#they ALWAYS had a set of basic pronouns that anyone who couldnât or didnât want to use nounselfs could use instead#like they/them or ze/zir or get this⊠even he and she sometimes!
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