#i was trying to heal the eldest daughter trauma first but those two are interwined
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i hope my inner child knows i'm trying to heal him :/
#personal#i was trying to heal the eldest daughter trauma first but those two are interwined#because i should have been born a boy#it took way too long to reach that conclusion but i think there was always a part of me that was trying really hard to be a cis woman#identifying as nonbinary helped a little but i kept pushing myself into the feminine box#i'm not sure how i'm going to go about transitioning outside of taking testosterone because i haven't even gotten myself a binder yet#and i don't want a penis#it's so much. so so much#thankfully my therapist is back from being injured and i have an appointment with her next week so we can dissect all my feelings#if you read all of this ily ❤️ i just needed to vent#delete later
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