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dykearthurmorgan · 2 years

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im going thru my photos to clear up space for my resident evil pics and there's so many selfies of me at my lw dressing hyper feminine :/

#ed tw #personal #AND I WAS SO FEMME ;-;#i cant help but think 'oh wow i looked so good'#and then i look at myself now and like. idk. i wanted to be more masc and stop catering to what ppl would find sexy #but still #hhhhh hhhhhhh hhh #i was so thin ;0;#its annoying because i like how i look now even if its not desirable to str8 men and society but its still difficult when #you know that you could conform if u just tried #but why should i have to try :(#bleh bleh bleh

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icewindandboringhorror · 2 months

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I made a few new wax seal stamps out of clay (like the ones I did for my worldbuilding stuff forever ago), this time just of random symbols that I thought might look good done in the style of painting over the raised part of the wax or etc. :0c Some of them aren't carved deep enough to really show up that well, but overall they worked okay for being clay lol

#wax seal #crafts #wax stamp #stationery #Window one is kind of stinky.. I was imagining like a swirly night sky sort of looking thing so it would be a surreal contrast of a night #sky with a window in the middle that shows a daytime sky - but the silver and purple wax kind of mixed too much together #with the black and it just looks very plain black and not all that starry or anything hjbhj.. Of course the eye is probably my favorite #since all I ever do is draw eyes and still like eye imagery for some reason. The four leaf clover is very lumpy and skrunkty but also it wa #the smallest in size out of all of them so was easier to do multiple stamps of just to try it out.#The heart with eyes wax is actually more swirly in person. I wanted it to be a mix of light pink and red and white. and the wax #did kind of all blend together but in person you can definitely see MORE of the intentional swirlyness. in this it just looks plain pink.#I was going to do one eye in the heart but it looked weird. but now two seems too plain. i could have done 3?? in a pattern.. hmm #alas. I wish I could make actual metal ones. With the clay i have to paint them in a thin layer of olive oil before stamping because #otherwise the wax just kind of gets stuck in the grooves of the clay and then you can't pull it up. Very wacky ''unprofessional'' looking #set up where I'm hot gluing circles of sculpey clay to short stumps of a wooden dowel that I sawed apart with a serrated bread knife #and then using an old paintbrush to put olive oil on them whilst holding a spoon over a yankee candle flame hjbjh #ANYWAY.. I think if I were middle class/rich/etc. this would be one of the main things in my crafting room is like.. SO many colors #of wax. and all different custom made stamps designed by me. which could be much more elaborate in actual metal.. muahaha.... >:)c #RHGghhh... I actually don't want to talk much about it since (this is probably just my Obsessed With My Own World Artist Delusions) I #think I have a really cool idea for a game that could genuinely be successful if i ever get to make it and I don't want to give #everything away and spoil the whole plot/concept in hopes that one day I can actually do it - BUT - a game that I'd like to make after the #visual novel I'm making now has partially to do with the main character working as a sort of writer/scribe/artist assistant in an elven #city (set in my world/with my worldbuilding species and versions of elves and etc) and I was thinking of maybe incorporating #somehow being able to collect little writing type items like these like.. you can get different wax seal patterns or pens or etc. when I do #stuff like this in Real Life it always makes me think of that like.. ouh... this is good research.. what it shall be like to be a littol #elf collecting wax seals and such.. indeed... GRR i need to be finished with my current game NOWWW... i MUST work on other #thingss... aughh... ANYWAY.. yay. accomplishment to do One Single Thing other than Sit In The Summer Heat And Rot #though also hilarious as this was the first cool-ish day that was below 80F in a while hgvh #waking up like 'wow.. i actually feel okay today?? like I could do things?? how mysterious.. I wonder why..?? :0'' Its The Weather You Fool #Tis Always The Weather

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luckyvickyana · 1 month

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Hi everyone! 🐇

My name is Ana and i’m starting my journey on Tumblr right now… I tried other social media platforms but I never created any bond with the community and people never helped or replied to my questions… My first post is wieiad, I ate so much today.

What do you guys think? Please be honest! Give me some tips for cravings and anything! Thank you so much 🩷

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calpalsworld · 2 months

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Making characters who are fat and curvy and fat and physically fit is good and we need more of those, but I think if you dont have at least one character who is fat and also old or unathletic or with a body type considered more "awkward" ....you need to fix that!

#im thin so i am not the expert and it is good that there are more popular artists now who draw fit curvy fat people!!!#but being anti fatphobic in character design is about including all bodies and striving for realistic representation!!!#and look at the world around you!!!#draw the old fat saggy man draw the fat woman with 0 muscle because she works an office job!#draw the really big person with uneven sized thighs or uneven chest etc!#i was worried i seemed strange for being so fixated on fat rep topic but idc anymore. i have thoughts that i want to share!!!#(niche complaint: like omg i am so annoyed with the constant beginners tip of ''dont ever draw a round stomach'' because...#have you seen how many people irl have big protruding round ''beer bellies''? like. people look like that. there are many shapes and sizes.

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exploding-head-movie · 2 months

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nishitani’s from the last little bit. happy homosexual friday (thursday)

i love designing rooms for fun also a keychain design and something idkwhat…

#yakuza #homare nishitani #everytime someone draws him thin an angel loses its wings #so i took matters into my own hands #my art #my artwork #yakuza 0

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rizz-penguin · 5 months

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I love deer Kira you don't understand

#so I think that male bajorans have bigger horns and female ones also have horns but they're thin and fragile #anyway #what's the purpose of the ridges #also #leopard dax because the spots sorta reminded me of leopard spotting #ok so like Kira wears pants but not boots because it serves 0 purpose #hugs and kisses then #star trek #star trek ds9 #ds9 #deep space 9 #deep space nine #star trek deep space nine #jadzia dax #kira nerys #major kira nerys #why is the popular tags #“bear vs man”

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rapeblossomgirl · 26 days

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🍂 september 1st 🍂

i gave in, i ate fat meals for four days, i feel guilty and now i need to loose weight again, double the loss, triple it.

i weigh about 67 kg now, my period cravings took away my self control.

i need to weigh less, and less, and less.

i need to be skin and bones, i need to feel the soft skin that’s left from loosing weight, i need to then tone it to the gym.

my birthday’s coming very soon, i’m afraid i might give in again and eat too much.

sept 22: i managed to compensate and i’m now around 64,9

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stardustdiver · 4 months

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i have conquered the evil wet box

i hate the evil wet box

i feel like i need a treat now

#i do feel better tho #i keep needing to tell myself that the new shower gel i have doesnt make my skin feel like dry old crusty newspapers #and altho i feel like i need to dunk myself in a vat of moisturiser cream still #its no where as comparibly bad as previous showergels #sanex 0% pink one btw #i have baby ass sensitive skin and also the autism sensory issues #eczema #some soaps left me with a thin coating of soap residue #never mind how much i scrubbed post shower gel #hated that too #actually autistic #i used to legit feel horrendous 3-7 days on average post shower #itchy and dry no matter what cream i used #now thats down to maybe an hour (depending how bad the eczema is)#i hate it when the “how often do you shower” polls and posts come around bc im well aware i should be showering more but like #i hate it so much for so many different reasons

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lesamis · 11 months

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overstated sentiment perhaps. but the point of it all is sitting in a bar with your friends

#literally whenever im just sitting in a bar with friends i'm like i think this is it. i don't think there's really much beyond this #everyone's a mess rn it's everyone's worst week one friend's moving in 4 days one friend's stretched SO fucking thin #all of us have like a 0 per cent shot at academic success and all of our phd contracts are running out #but like. when i a certified weirdo freak am like can we please toast to my dead wife izzy hands. they're like girl absolutely #maybe it's all not so dire #breisgau hochschwarzwald gothic

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skunkes · 1 year

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2023 has been craaazy u guys i cant believe my hair is wavy

#talkys #the jork being that so much more has happened and is still in the process of happening as we speak but good lird ! my hair is wavy #also mfw i stopped cutting my hair short bc i was tired of getting yelled at for 7 years then i kept getting yelled at for it being messy #and then i finally realized 1. my hair is wavy 2. the reason my mom hates my hair is because its wavy and thick and not #straw thin like my eldest sisters and i have 0 desire to straighten it like my good sister like oh okay <3 yaaaay <3 #further lore is before i cut my hair short my mom wldnt let me leave the house without beating my head in with a brush to brush it out #which nobody told me was Bad for hair that is wavy and i guess no one told her either #so this is the first time ive been allowed to just have it like dis #i cant stop staring now whenever it dries like holy shit. waves

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arthallea · 2 months

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feeling useless and unwanted vs. killing 30+ fruit flies

#skylar talks #we've been having some bug problems in our apartment due to our shitty balcony door #and while we were away at a con #a fuck ton of fruit flies just. materialized out of nowhere. it's been stressful!!#but then i realized i was actually super good at killing them #i spent half an hour just sniping them #we're getting an actual fly trap tomorrow but i thinned out the numbers a LOT #jess got a ton too #it's so much better now it's so relieving #and it made me feel super useful and wanted and needed #which i have felt like absolutely 0 of those lately #so that's all to say. if you are having major self worth issues like i am/was. just get good at killing flies apparently dgdibskhd

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aroaessidhe · 9 months

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2023 reads / storygraph

Moonlight Love and Witchcraft

urban fantasy slice of life

romance between a vampire musician, their werewolf bartender girlfriend, and a young witch who shows up in town with her sister while on the run from their witch community

very little plot, she/they nonbinary MC, ace MC, bi MC

#Moonlight Love and Witchcraft #aroaessidhe 2023 reads #Well. first up this is so fucking long.#I was mostly enjoying it but by the second half my patience was wearing thin.#Like it very much says on the tin that this is 0 plot just cute romance but it’s so repetitive?#There’s a few interesting background plot threads at times but it basically just turns into cuddling and going on dates and cuddling a…#LOVE a 200yo beefy butch ace werewolf swordswoman who’s a big softie.#Logan I’m mostly neutral about they’re interesting enough up until the point she starts getting interested in Nemo…..#who. she’s 24 but reads more like a 15yo than the actual 15yo lmao.#I feel like there is a way to write a bubbly hyper character without them being so insufferably juvenile? tried my hardest but yeah nah #I simply just do not buy either of the others having romantic feelings about her lmao. and considering that's 90% of the plot....#anyway I have a few more paragraphs of thoughts that are at the storygraph link above #I did only read this because it had an ace character & kinda expected it was gonna be something like this. glad the ace character was the #only character I liked I guess #sapphic books #asexual books

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jxwz · 3 months

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@calcitration ♥'d the starter call.

Go get some air. That's what had pulled a young, sour-faced Porco away from the rest of the group. On his brother's orders, albeit thinly disguised as advice. There were eyes on them endlessly—scrutinized constantly—and in-fighting only gave the higher-ups something else to ridicule. Luckily for Reiner's face they'd been separated before things could escalate further than some shouting and shirt-pulling. Porco's still bristling about it though. Grit teeth and tense shoulders while he kicks along the rock he'd brought with him on the path around to the back of the building.

He notices Annie a bit farther off—by herself, as usual—and decidedly strays from his intended direction to find out what she's up to instead. Whatever it is, it had to be better than seething. Porco kicks the rock a bit harder so it travels up ahead of him and hits into the bush beside his fellow candidate ( forewarning her of his presence. )

"What are you doing?" He asks her, bluntly, because how else is he supposed to start a conversation? "You know they don't like it when we hang around by ourselves."

#calcitration #[ v ]—eat your young.#—ic replies.#/ me who has 0 icons of young!porco #so trainee verse then?? lmao #here you go! ty!! let me know if you want anything changed!#this is very randomly just plucked from thin air so i don't mind

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sysig · 2 years

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Uh oh he’s also cute (Patreon)

#Doodles #UT #Asgore #How dare #Lol #Some non-Handplates Asgores for funsies! Mostly for studies tbh but for funsies! Lol #Also an excuse to try out which side I prefer for the orange-blue heterochromia because I mean - I have to in general but which side! Lol #I think I did end up liking orange-blue right-left (or left-right if you're looking at him lol) but it was nice to test ♪#That first one was actually doodled last but it's more clearly based off his overworld sprite than any of the others so #He's got an interesting hairline :0 Floofs but not very much in his face - but when he looks down! It's interesting like I said lol #I am partial to a pulled-back look just in general haha #Pulled back around his horns is fun hehe #I was also surprised with how difficult I find it to draw his horns?? I tend to make them way too thin but I'm not sure how or why??#My hand just does whatever and it gets confused lol #It's not like horns are new to me just this shape is confusing #I'm also glad I went back and drew the angel clasp and his pauldrons properly his silhouette was very off lol #Not that he needs them all the time he looks very cute in just his dad shirt! But with his cloak they are Necessary lol #I know he's way closer to the end of the game and I'm nowhere near that but it does make me want to get back to Actually playing sometime #Having never officially met him is funny and strange lol

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moonchild-in-blue · 5 days

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Why are box braids so damn hard to do it yourself. I have a renewed and greater respect for my DIY people 💙

#i've never used box braids before but i really really want to try it at least once #even though i usually wear my hair down with the bangs #smth smth reconnecting with my heritage etc #also i feel like my hair is way too thin and slick for it. it *is* curly but not like my mom and sister's #it's a lot softer and thinner like my dad's. which i absolutely love because it is a lot easier to maintain but #braiding my hair like this will be a challenge. i know with the braiding hair it will be easier but. idk.#i haven't even decided if i will do it or not cus my hair is breakage-prone and i'm a bit fearful of that #but at the same time. i'd look so bomb.#a lot of people don't know i'm part black because i look VERY latina/desi (thanks mom and dad for the insane mix)#and idk. wearing a typical african hairstyle would be a huge deal for me ya know? i know this makes 0 sense for most of you but #aaaaa i'm rambling. calling out my ancestors for some strength because these braids are gonna suck the life-force out of me #(my wrists are already hurting and all i did was watch tutorials lmao)#(and no - getting someone to do it for me is not really an option. my mom's hairstylest would probably make us a discount #(she's from our former church and a long time family friend)#but i just don't feel comfortable with that and can't really afford it rn. plus i hate ppl touching my hair.#haven't been in a salon in many years - i cut my own hair)#so i guess i'll just learn? maybe ? idk thinking out loud here #darya talks to herself

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palebones-in-blackclothes · 8 days

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before and after; 4 months of difference! lost about 9,3kg in the meantime,but i cannot re$trict as much as i wish i could bc my partner is watching over me like a hawk 🫠 i trick them every now and then by pretending and lying that i'm eat1ng at work or when i go to visit friends or family so yeah 🤷🏻‍♀️ my current goal is to we1ght like 41/42kg but if i l0se more i'd be thrilled!

i'm annoyed that i still have this belly pouch f@t i wanna be flat as a board

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