#i was fucking praying id get this bc it might have meant being able to finally get a diagnosis and any kind of help
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silverislander · 5 months ago
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that good luck post from this morning does NOT work. i just got rejected from the grad program that would have given me a decent job and health insurance. fml
#im actually super fucking upset abt it!#i applied TWO MONTHS ago. i did their stupid test i waited the whole time i kept my schedule clear just in case#they left me on the hook for two goddamn months with almost no communication in between beyond 'do this test and wait'#and now its 'oops we actually dont want you after all sorryyyy. try again next time!!' 🫠#so now im going back to the grocery store again tomorrow. bc thats literally the only thing thats worked out#and even they can only take me part time. and it has to be all evenings and weekends covering vacation time#so i can say goodbye to doing anything fun this summer. canada day pride the ren faire its probably all gone#levi.txt#vent tw#idk man. shouldnt have fucking gotten my hopes up anyway#i just wanted this to work out so bad. idec what theyd pay me or what id be stuck doing but just having insurance would be so great#i was fucking praying id get this bc it might have meant being able to finally get a diagnosis and any kind of help#or even just going back to therapy. thats all gone now too i guess#i finished university and i did a good fucking job at it. i did honours so id have a better shot too#my entire life people have been telling me thats all i gotta do to get out of working these shitty jobs and have A Career and a life#just pick a degree youre good at nobody really cares what your major is just finish any degree and itll help you#and it feels like its been for absolutely no fucking reason bc here i am anyway. it changed nothing
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