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secret - luke danes
luke danes x fem!reader
summary: lorelai oversteps and luke reveals your relationship
warnings: secret relationship, reader is younger than luke but no specific age is given, tiny bit of angst perhaps?
word count: 1.4k
âcoffee?â luke asked, and you pushed your mug towards him with a smile.
âthanks.â
you were sitting at a table at lukeâs diner when you overheard lorelai and rory talking about him,
the man oblivious as he went to fetch their order.
âdo you think heâs dated anyone since rachel? lorelai said to her daughter in a hushed voice.
âI donât know,â rory shrugged. âwhere would he meet anyone? heâs either here or in his apartment.â
âmaybe he has a secret life. maybe heâs got a little chippy stowed away in mount pilot,â lorelai suggested, and rory laughed through her nose. âwell weâll know eventually.â
âi think heâs a bachelor for life.â
âand i think thereâs someone for everyone,â the younger gilmore disagreed, before they began talking about music.
you tuned out the rest of their conversation, as it no longer pertained to your boyfriend. you and luke had been dating for about three months, and by some miracle had managed to keep it a secret; not an easy task in stars hollow. you couldnât change the channel on the television in this town without someone finding out about it.
you were keeping the relationship hidden while it was new, since you were new to town and you were also a bit younger than luke. you had only moved here a little under six months ago; you didnât need the added attention of a relationship while you were still settling into town, and luke respected that.
once the gilmore girls left, you went over to the counter to get another coffee to go, and luke smiled as he turned around and noticed it was you.
âhey, another coffee?â he asked.
âto go please,â you nodded, and he handed it to you, exchanging it for the mug youâd had. âcall me later?â you whispered, though the diner was pretty empty, and he nodded, before you walked out of the store.
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it was a few days later, and you were walking into the diner to grab a bite to eat. you put your headphones on but didnât turn on your walkman so you could still hear as you walked inside and sat in the corner, luke holding up a finger to let you know he would be with you in a minute. you heard the door open and watched lorelai walk in and sit at the counter across from luke. you felt guilty for eavesdropping, but soon realized what the conversation was about and decided it did (slightly) pertain to you.
âhey, good party yesterday,â he greeted her, and you remembered him mentioning last night that heâd gone to help her fix something at a party her club was hosting.
âyeah, not badâ, she agreed with a smile.
âi like the new look it was very high class substitute teacher.â
âexactly what i was going for.â
âcoffee?â he asked.
âoh, to go,â she answered, and luke switched the mug heâd placed in front of her for a paper cup. âhey luke, i feel a little weird even mentioning this to you-â she began.
âwhat?â
âwell yesterday i saw you talking to ava you know sheâs in my booster club?â
âyeah i know who she is,â he replied, and you wondered what she was getting at.
âso anyhow, i saw you guys talking alone and it seemed kind of private and she mentioned earlier that you didnât make her you know - gag,â she emphasized the word before continuing. âso I just figured you guys were making some sort of plans to hang out and see the thing is i just think it would be a little weird if you started dating a chilton mom.â you sat dumbfounded on the other side of the diner and luke raised his eyebrows slightly as she rambled on. âi know i have no right to say anything to you, but itâs just if you did date her - well iâm in the booster club with her which means iâll hear things and i donât know itâs just- iâd like to keep that chilton life separate from my stars hollow life so if thereâs anyway that you could not date her, that would be really great,â she finished with a smile and a tap of her fingers on the counter top.
you sat in disbelief in your seat, still not daring to look their way as you wondered if it might have been better to not listen to the conversation after all.
âboy i tell you, youâve got nerve,â he replied, sounding less than impressed with her speech.
âokay, uh w-â she stuttered. âwell i know this is your private business-â
âit is my private business.â
âyou donât see any validity to my side at all?â she asked.
âi am a grown man. you cannot tell me who to date to date,â he insisted.
âiâm not telling you who to date, iâm telling you who not to date,â she argued.
âyou canât tell me that either!â
âlook-â she began but he interrupted her.
âi will date who i like and if that screws with your plans, then iâm sorry - and if you donât wanna hear things then donât listen.â
âbut-â
âif you donât like it, you can just deal with it!â he said, and you werenât sure you had ever heard him use that tone before.
âokay! iâll just deal with it!,â she replied.
âgood.â
âi just thought that if something was going to affect our friendship in some way that you might care about that because if the situation was reversed then i would care about that but thatâs me! so go ahead date her!â she said, standing up, obviously offended. âmarry her! make her mrs.backwards baseball cap - live happily ever after. see if i care!â lorelai flapped her arm around as she began walking out of the diner. âand by the way, I wasnât asking her out,â luke informed her. âi was giving her directions for the quickest way back to hartford. it was very romantic. i said you take a right at deerfield and you catch the I-5 and you take it south. oh man, hot stuff!â he explained.
âthat is so typical of you!â
âwhat?â he said, and you could recognize by his voice that he was rolling his eyes.
âthat is not the quickest way back to hartford. everybody knows that you take main to cherry to linwood and then grab the 11. everybody knows that luke - everybody apparently but you!â she said, and her voice wavered as if she was getting emotional.
âand just for the record, not that itâs any of your business at all, iâm seeing someone. donât worry sheâs not one of the snobs in your chilton club so you wonât have to hear about it!â
you were glad you didnât have a coffee yet or you probably would spat it out in surprise, and you wished more than anything that you had been able to see the look or lorelais face. you had nothing against her, but you did agree she had severely overstepped here.
âwell thatâs great! iâm so happy for you!â she spat angrily, and stormed out of the diner. thankfully there hadnât been many people inside eating to hear the conversation, or lukeâs confession of having a girlfriend. you decided you werenât as concerned with people finding out anymore. you were happy with luke and thatâs what was most important.
âhey,â luke greeted quietly as he appeared next to your table with a mug and coffee pot.
âhey,â you smiled up at him.
âhow much did you hear?â he asked sheepishly, pouring you drink.
âall of it,â you admitted. âiâm sorry.â
âyou donât have to apologize. iâm sorry i told her without asking i just-â
âhey,â you put your hand on his softly. âiâm not mad. i guess the cats kinda out of the bag though.â
âno one knows itâs you,â he pointed out.
âitâs a small town - how long do you think itâll take them to figure it out?â you laughed.
âyeah i guess so.â
âso, this chilton mom-â you teased.
âdonât start,â he rolled his eyes, but smiled. âyouâre really okay with people knowing about us?â he asked, and you nodded.
âyeah, i am,â you decided. âare you?â
âyeah, i guess i am,â he agreed, and you smiled.
âgood.â
âgood,â you beamed, and luke walked back behind the counter. you thought he had gone back to work, but he returned with another mug of coffee and sat down across from you.
âmind if i join you?â he teased, and you were surprised.
âare youâŚtaking a break?â
âyeah,â he agreed.
âyou? luke danes? are taking a break-â
âshut up before i change my mind?â he said playfully and you smiled, sipping your coffee.
âdeal.â
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Bridge Over Troubled Water
Request by: @iloveyall-18
Summary: You're Melissa's aide, and she's working you to the point where you think you might have to quit.
WC: ~7.3k
Ashley got fired. Or... Melissa threatened that if she ever came back, she would wish she hadnât. Either way, the aide wasnât coming back, and the redhead was back to teaching two separate grades on her own... not that she wasnât doing that before, but now it's official. Sheâs back to being on her own.Â
âI donât need another aide!â the teacher huffs at the principal. âI do just fine on my own, and I swear to you... if that little-â she cuts herself off before threatening Ava, âIf Ashley comes back to me, I will retire early and leave you to handle two separate grades in one classroom.â
âYou wonât!â Ava challenges.
âYou wanna put money on it?â Melissa spits right back. She storms out of the room, not bending her knees and clearly very angry. Anybody could see that. What they donât see is the absolute mess that her former aide had left for her.Â
The room was currently in shambles. The progress monitoring papers werenât organized in the slightest, the decorations were randomly hung with no sense of order or reason at all, half the desks were out of sorts, and the kids were still singing that stupid body song that Ashley had taught them while pounding on their desks. She still had to finish doing reading benchmarks with her third grade- or maybe it was second grade? Melissa has no idea at this point- all she knows is sheâs about two seconds from taking a bat to her filing cabinet to get out her rage.Â
âAlright!â she shouts into the room, her voice booming. Almost instantly, the kids stop. She takes a deep breath. âOkay, my little eagles. Weâre taking quiet time a little early today so... So Ms. Schemmenti can get this place in order.â
A few of her kids help her organize the desks while Melissa does her best to organize the progress monitoring papers, as well as the other papers she kept on file for each kid. It doesnât go well- she keeps confusing which students are in second grade and which students are in third grade. It doesnât help that she has a few sets of siblings, and she had most of her third graders last year as second graders. She eventually just gives up.
âLine up,â the woman sighs in defeat. ��Weâre going outside.â
âExtra recess?â Maddie, one of the second graders, asks hopefully.
âYeah, hon,â the redhead smiles down at him gently. âMs. Schemmenti needs some fresh air, and hopefully a walk around the block if Ms. Teagues is outside too.â
âDo you think you need a hug?â the little girl asks. âSometimes when Iâm frustrated and need fresh air, I need a hug too.â
The teacherâs heart nearly melts. âYeah, kiddo,â she says softly. âI think Ms. Schemmenti could use a Maddie hug.â
The second grader embraces her teacher for a few seconds before pulling away. âFeel a little better?â she asks hopefully.
âI do, sweetheart,â Melissa promises. âThank you.â
As the combined second and third grade class makes their way down the hall, they stop at Janineâs room. âWeâre goinâ outside. You cominâ?â
âO-oh, yeah,â Janine looks shocked. âYeah, weâll be out in a few minutes.â
Melissa smirks to herself. âAlright, kid. Donât be too long now.â It was looking like she was going to get her walk around the block that she had hoped for... and maybe a water ice or a hoagie from Wawa to cheer her up even more.
That was a few days ago. Melissa was floundering with the two grades again. She hates to admit it, but Ashley had some sort of way with the kids that could keep them occupied while she handled the bulk of it. And even if she wasnât usually helpful, having some sort of distraction so she could focus was useful.
âOkay,â she storms into Avaâs office. âSo many I could use an aide, but I swear to God, it better not be-â
âMelissa,â Ava cuts her off in an oddly serious tone. âIâm in an interview.â Only then does the redhead stop her tangent. She looks at the chair across from Ava, and there you are. Youâre terrified of this woman to be quite frank- just storming into the room and knowing exactly what she wants. And sheâs... wow. Sheâs really pretty. And the way that her- get your head out of the gutter.
âOh, Iâm sorry,â Melissa fumbles her words. Sheâs too busy looking at you too, not that she would admit that to anyone. âWeâll talk late-â
âWell, Ms. Schemmenti,â the principal laughs. âBecause I am such a great owner of this school, I decided to take initiative and find you a replacement aide after you so... rudely... let Ashley go. This is Y/N. Sheâll be your new aide.â
You bite your lip. You have no idea how youâre going to work with her when you already have the hots for her. âHi,â you say shyly and stick your hand out.
She shakes it. âSchemmenti. Melissa. Letâs get goin. I gotta pick the kids up, and then I need to finish their reading checks, so you can just hang back for the afternoon and observe and get to know the little monsters.â
You hesitate to move, and she glares at you. âCâmon, what's the matter with you? You need a special invitation?â She shakes her head, clearly not approving you, and stalks down the halls. You sigh, grab your bag, thank Ava quietly, and head towards your assigned teacher. You easily fall into step with her.
She collects the kids from music room and directs the line leader to take them all the way down to the classroom. Once the kids are settled in their seats, Melissa allows them to grab their snacks from their bags before she turns on a read aloud from Storyline Online- one of your favorite websites to use with the kids. She notices that youâre still standing awkwardly just inside of the door.
âCâmere,â she rolls her eyes. You quickly go to her desk. âYes, Ms. Schemmenti?â
âFirst off,â she huffs. âItâs Melissa. Ainât no need to be formal with me, you got that?â you nod. âSecond, that back table is your new desk, but you do anything too stupid to it, I will take it back, and youâll have to stand all day. Yâunderstand?â
âYes, maâam,â you say rigidly.
âStill too formal,â the redhead tells you. âCâmon. Just say my name.â
âO-okay, Melissa,â you whisper. She smiles at you, just barely. But you know you want to see that smile again. You see the way her eyes sparkle just a little differently when youâve done something that isnât pissing her off.
âThere yâgo, hon,â she smirks. âNow... for today, like I told you, Iâm just monitoring their reading and checking progress, and Iâll probably be doing that for the next few days since my last aide spilled all of her gatorade over the first few kidsâ work I already did. Use that time to just settle in- maybe get to know the kids a little bit.â
 You nod and head back to where she told you your station was. You immediately see a bunch of thick water rings on the wood, presumably from the incompetent aide before you. You see the way that some parts of the desk are still sticky with... is that gum? And thereâs paint all over the desk. You walk back over to her desk, and she finally looks like she's at some sort of peace. You hate to interrupt it.
âDo you have cleaner? That desk is a mess,â you request softly.
âBottom cabinet by the sink,â she tells you. âPaper towels are down there too.â
âThank you,â you smile at her as you walk away. She almost instantly falls in love with your smile. She always wants to see it.
You clean the desk and have your things relatively set up when the story is over, and she turns the lights back on.
âAlright, my little monsters,â she smiles as she stands and makes her way around her desk. âAs some of you know, Miss Ashley is gone, and Principal Coleman was able to find us a replacement, so this is Ms. Y/N. Donât rip her apart, you hear?â
âYes, Ms. Schemmenti,â They say in unison. She has a smirk on her face though.Â
âMs. Schemmenti has to do some more independent reading with youse, so if Iâm not working with you, your choices are to-â she opens her marker and starts writing on the board. âRead independently, work on any papers in your unfinished work folder, or do math fluency. Is that understood?â
âYes, Ms. Schemmenti.â
âSince this is all independent work, should I be able to hear your squeaky little voices?â Melissa asks them, a smile on her face.
âNo, Ms. Schemmenti.â
âAlright, kiddos. Start working. Iâm gonna need Maddie first.â
As the kids start to get out their materials, and Melissa takes to work with a student at the table connected to her desk, you stand. You might as well make yourself useful and make sure the students are doing what theyâre supposed to be doing. You start circulating the room quietly, making sure to redirect a few students who arenât doing what they should be.Â
You even sit down with a student who seems to be having trouble with their reading and start to help them decode words that arenât sight words. You help them sound the word out and use their context clues to figure out the meaning of the word.Â
Your assigned teacher starts calling other students, and you canât help that sheâs haphazardly throwing the progress monitoring sheets onto her desk. You look around the room. Every student is doing what theyâre supposed to be doing. You walk over.
âCan I help you organize those?â you ask shyly. âI donât want to overstep my bounds, but I would love to help in any way I can.â
She glances up at you, and there are those sparkling green eyes again. âYou know what?â she mutters to herself. She pulls two separate class lists out along with some folders. âKnock yourself out kid.â
You smile as you take the materials and bring them back to your table. Youâre able to sort through the papers and get them in order in no time.Â
âDo you have a filing cabinet, or maybe bins for this to go in?â you ask as you bring the stacks back over. âAny other papers for me to file?â
She just points over at the bigger piles on her desk. You grab them and think about how you want to organize all of this for her. She has different colored folders, manilla folders, and a filing cabinet.
You assign each color folder a subject and put one of each color folder in a manilla folder. The manilla folder has the studentâs name on it, and then that goes into the filing cabinet. This way, if Melissa needs to pull information for a certain student, itâs all in one place. If she needs to pull from a certain subject, sheâll know what color folder to pull for each student. Youâve used this system before. You know itâll work just fine for the redhead so long as you leave her with a key for the colored folders.Â
While you do this, you still manage to make sure the students are staying on task and are remaining relatively quiet. You go between organizing her papers and tending to the students seamlessly. Melissa canât help but look at you in wonder. Maybe she got lucky having you join her class.
After a bit of time, Melissa pulls the class back together to do a whole group math lesson, a new concept for the second graders and review for the third graders, and while sheâs teaching you continue to silently organize. When the time comes for the students to practice, you circulate the room in order to make sure students are grasping the concept- they should. The redhead taught it very thoroughly and very explicitly.Â
After math, the students head out for lunch. You settle in at your desk, ready to nibble on the granola bar you brought for the first day- eating in new places always made you relatively nervous. You promise yourself tomorrow youâll bring a real lunch.
âHey, Y/N,â Melissa comes back into the room after dropping the kids off at lunch. âYou got a lunch?â You raise your granola bar in the air as you chew, a hand over your mouth. âWe got a staff room if youâd rather eat there. Iâll be there for the lunch period, and then Iâll be back to grade those worksheets.â
You just nod quietly and settle into your seat. She lingers at the door for a few seconds before shrugging. âSuit yourself.â
You finish your lunch relatively quickly. During the lunch period, you manage to write your key for your filing system, finish filing their papers, and grade the third gradersâ papers. You set them neatly on her desk with a sticky note that says, Hope you donât mind.
âI have no clue who she is or where she came from,â Melissa sighs into her lasagna. âBut sheâs like a walking angel on this Earth.â
âOh?â Barb pops an eyebrow.
âIn the hour sheâs been in my room, sheâs cleaned the mess that Ashley left, came up with a filing system for me and started putting it together, made sure the kids were on task while I progress-monitored for reading, and helped Shyane with her decoding. This woman isnât real, I swear.â
âThatâs great to hear, Melissa,â the kindergarten teacher smiles. âYou deserve the help after what... she did to your room. And whatâs her name?â
âY/N,â the redhead says.Â
âYou actually know her name?â
âI figured I should probably learn it,â the second and third grade teacher shrugs. âLord knows I yelled Ashleyâs name enough. It woulda helped if I actually knew her name the first two weeks I was yellinâ at her.â
Barb just laughs. Their lunch period ends, and Melissa finds herself almost excited to come back into the classroom to see you.
Youâre sitting at your table, head down as you type furiously on your laptop. Youâre trying to finish up this paper to submit for your graduate program. It isnât due for another three days, but you want to be finished with it so you can attempt to settle into your new job.
Melissa silently meanders her way over to her desk where she sees everything youâve done. Her eyes widen as she realizes just how much you had completed for her. She opens her filing cabinet and looks at how youâve organized everything before taping your rather aesthetically pleasing legend to that portion of the cabinet.Â
âYou didnât have to do all this, hon,â she says softly. âI appreciate it though.â
You wave a hand in dismissal and continue writing your paper. âI had the time, and I didnât mind. I hope you donât mind that I graded the third gradersâ stuff for you. I wasnât sure what you wanted to do with it though, so I left it out.â
âThank you,â she says earnestly. âI really do appreciate it. You just saved my Saturday.â
âOf course, Melissa,â you reply, eyes still glued to your computer.
âYou workinâ on something important over there?â she asks.
You stop your typing to look up and smile at her. âJust trying to get ahead on my paper for my one graduate class.â
âYouâre in grad school?â
âI am,â you say softly. âI used to teach third grade out in the suburbs of Philly, but I decided to take a leave of absence to take some classes over at Temple. I donât know if I could handle all of the aspects of teaching while taking four grad classes at a time.â
âFour?â her brows furrow. âThatâs a lot of work.â
âItâs nothinâ I canât handle. Iâm trying to get it done as quickly as I can so I can get back to teaching.â
âSo howâd you end up here?â
âI could use the money, and all of my classes are at night anyway, so I have time during the day to keep in touch with my inner teacher.â
âWhatâre you going for?â
âMasters in reading,â you chuckle.
âSo thatâs why you could help Shyane with her reading and make it make sense for her,â Melissa catches on.
âYup,â you chuckle, popping your âpâ. âI can always help with progress monitoring too, if youâd like.â
âThat would be greatly appreciated. And your classroom management is amazing,â she compliments.
âI wouldnât go that far,â you blush.
âThatâs the quietest my classes have been since... the second week of school,â the redhead tells you as she starts grading the second gradersâ work. âGive yourself more credit, rookie.â
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That was two months ago. In the past two months, your graduate classes have really picked up. During any moment of downtime, youâre doing schoolwork. In this time, Melissa and you have grown close. Youâve come to realize she isnât as tough as she likes to play- sheâs actually quite soft for you. Sheâs also realized that you truly are an amazing teacher. The two of you are practically co-teaching the two different grades at this point, and sheâs given you almost complete control of both gradesâ reading workshop times. The two of you actually changed the schedules so that you could direct your full attention to both grades for their reading. While one group is doing their reading workshop lesson on the carpet, the other grade is doing independent work, and Melissa either circulates the room or is doing work at her desk.
You feel like youâre doing all of the work of a teacher at this point, without the pay of a teacher. Sheâs even asked you to come in for conferences to help explain certain aspects of the day to the studentsâ parents. At the rate youâre going, you wouldâve been better off just staying at your old school and dealing with the parents and students there. Youâre drowning. You are absolutely drowning. You donât think you can do this anymore.Â
You have to tell Ava you have to quit so you can focus on your classes again. You donât want to leave the second and third grade teacher with her classes all by herself again... and you honestly donât want to leave the redhead. She brings a spring to your step and makes you feel like youâre always doing amazingly. But you just... canât handle doing this anymore. You're beyond stressed, and the only way you function at this point is with copious amounts of caffeine in your system at any given time. Itâs unhealthy, youâve lost weight from the stress and the fact that you barely have time to eat anything, and you need to... you need to leave while youâre on good terms with Melissa. You need to leave before you disappoint her because youâre falling behind.
You enter the classroom early like you always do, setting your things down at your table. Usually, you take this time while Melissa is in the staff room to continue working on a paper or researching, but instead you walk down to Avaâs office.
âHey, Ava,â you knock gently on the frame of her door. âYou have a minute?â
âHey, girl,â she doesnât even bother to glance up from her phone. âIf youâre looking for more cleaning supplies, Mr. J took them all to-â
âI was actually hoping we could talk,â you say softly. âI have something I need to tell you.â
âAre you finally filling out a relationship form for you and Schemmenti?â the principal asks as she looks away from her phone, leaning forward.Â
âWhat?â you ask, flabbergasted.
âOh please,â Ava laughs in your face. âDonât act like you two havenât been sneakin-â
âAva, Iâm here to quit,â you get out before she can say anything else.
âW-what? No, you canât do that,â the principal argues. âThat classroom hasnât been in better shape. Melissa hasnât been angry walkinâ through the halls since you showed up.â
âI donât want to leave, but I have to in order to keep up with my grad classes,â you tell her. âI can stay through conferences, but then I really have to focus on my own classwork.â
âBut you're just an aide,â Ava tells you. âSurely you can handle it.â
âAt this point, Melissa and I are co-teaching, and Iâm only making an aideâs money. My grades are starting to slip in grad school, and I have to focus on that,â you tell her. âIâm running myself into the ground. I canât keep doing this.â
âWhat if I just donât accept your resignation?â she challenges.Â
âAva!â You fold your arms over your chest. âIâll stay through conferences to help Mel, but then I have to focus on myself for a little.â
âMel?â
âNot the point, Principal Coleman.â
âWhat if I offered you a contracted position?â Ava tries to bargain.
âYou and I both know thatâs not possible,â you sigh. âIâve seen the budget, and Abbott is already pushing the limit.â
She groans. âYou have to tell your woman though. There ainât a chance in hell Iâm telling her.â
âSheâs not my woman,â you roll your eyes, but you exit. You suppose youâll tell Melissa today during your prep.
You return back to your classroom, and those striking green eyes light up when she sees you.Â
âThere yâare,â she smiles at you. âI was hopinâ you would be here. I wanna talk to you about your thoughts on the field trip for the spring.â
You bite your cheek but nod. She doesnât need to know you wonât be there for the field trip just yet. And if you tell her right now about your plans, she will flip. Thereâs not enough time to discuss that before the kids come in. So you wait to tell her. You discuss the different ideas for field trips to maybe do in the Spring. You suggest Longwood Gardens, while she thinks of the zoo. You have the idea to go to an arboretum, and she tells you maybe they could go to the âwater zooâ, as one of your students loves to call it.
You teach your lesson while she progress-monitors for the other group, and then both classes have their special.Â
âMs. Y/N?â the teacher asks. âWould you mind walking them down to the gym while I run to the bathroom?â
You nod, and the kiddos all line up for you. You walk them down and are headed back into the classroom before youâre ready. The redhead falls into step with you as she leaves the bathroom.
âTheyâve been pretty good today,â Melissa notes quietly as she walks with you.
âYeah,â you sigh softly. You start to play with the hem of your shirt nervously as you come to terms with the fact that you have to tell her youâre leaving in three weeks.
âYou okay, Y/N?â she picks up on one of your many nervous habits. âYou need another pick me up? I can make another pot of coffee for us, although I do think you might benefit from something other than coffee.â
You start to pick at the imaginary lint on your pants. âI think we need to talk, actually.â
âOh?â she looks at you with eyebrows knit in concern. âYou need someone to sign off on your papers for grad classes?â
âN-no,â you chuckle nervously as you close the door. âI uh... I actually need to talk to you about after conferences.â
âSure. hon. You got another brilliant idea?â She takes a seat at her desk, taking off her glasses and setting them on top of her hair.Â
You sit on the edge of her desk and take a shaky breath. âMel, after we hold conferences... Iâm done.â
âY-youâre what?â she freezes in her place.
âAfter conferences, I have to be done here,â you say softly, and you canât look at her.
âYouâre leavinâ us?â she whispers. She sounds heartbroken. âLeaving me? Just givinâ up on Abbott?â
You shake your head quickly. âNo. Melissa, let me explain. Please.â You finally gain the courage to look at her, and you can see the tears in her eyes. You didnât think leaving would affect her like this.
âGo ahead,â she says, tone full of ice. Her hands are on her hips, and she refuses to look at you. âTell me why youâre leaving us. Giving up.â
âMelissa,â you whisper and set a gentle hand on her arm.
âDonât touch me,â she bites out. âJust explain yourself. How youâre too good for Abbott, so youâre going back to fancy, rich school out in the sub-â
âMelissa, Iâm burning out,â you cut her off as you stand and start pacing her room. âI donât want to leave, but I have to look out for my own well-being.â The redhead goes to open her mouth, but you continue. âI love Abbott more than you could ever imagine, but at this point: Iâm running myself into the ground. Iâm a full time grad student, I still work my shift at the restaurant on Sundays-â
âYou never told me you did th-â
â-And at this point, Iâm co-teaching with you. I donât mind co-teaching with you; I actually love it. But I donât have the time to plan out lessons, grade papers at home, or help you respond to parents when weâre off the clock. Iâm only getting paid the aideâs pay, and Iâm drowning in my own school assignments at this point. I-â you choke on your own breath.Â
All of this is finally spilling out, and you canât stop the tears that spring to your eyes and fall down your cheeks. You didnât realize how overwhelmed you were.Â
âI barely sleep, I barely eat, and I can hardly afford my rent at this point,â you admit so quietly. âSo I think I- If I had known this is what being an aide was going to be like, all the responsibilities of a contracted teacher without the teacher pay, I wouldâve just stayed at my old school. I- I canât do this anymore. Iâll stay and help with conferences, but after that... I told Ava I was done.â
The redhead looks at you and the way that youâre shaking, just barely breathing and trying to catch your breath. Her heart breaks for you. This was her fault. She expected too much of you and worked you into the ground.Â
âHon,â she stands from her chair and walks around her desk. She pulls you into a hug. âWhy didnât you tell me you were feeling this way? You couldâve told me.â
âDidnât wanna- didnât wanna disappoint you,â you shrug as you practically cling to her.
âY/N,â Melissa pulls back to look at you. âAre you kidding me? You couldnât disappoint me if you tried. You have natural talent when it comes to all of this, and even if you gave me just 25% as opposed to your usual 110%... It would be more than enough.â
Again, you shrug. âYou kept asking for help, and I didnât want to say no,â you mumble. âI know youâve been struggling, and I wanted to make things as easy as possible for you- especially with the two different grades.â
âHon, Iâm a Schemmenti. I was made for tough situations,â the redhead chuckles, trying to lighten the mood. âYou, however, are not a Schemmenti. Youâre close, but not quite. So you gotta tell me when youâre struggling and need some support or leniency, because Iâd rather have a little more on my plate than usual while youâre still here with me than have everything on my plate and not have you here... or worse, have Ashley come back.â
You inhale deeply, finally being able to catch your breath, and you wipe your tears. âI- sorry. I donât usually get like this, but Iâm-â
âPlease donât leave,â Melissa practically begs you. âI donât know if I can go back to having all of these kids to myself.â
âMel, Iâm working myself into the ground,â you tell her, and you sit down on one of the desks. The tears in your eyes just continue to well and fall. âI really donât think I can keep doing this... Itâs getting bad again.â
âWhatâs getting bad?â she asks as she mimics your actions.
You run a hand through your hair. A decent clump comes out as you comb your fingers through. You make sure the second and third grade teacher sees it before you throw it out. You sigh a shaky sigh. You suppose you can admit everything now that youâve burst into tears. âWhen I get really stressed... I donât know how to stop. I just keep going, but it affects m-my everything. My hair has been falling out because of my stress. Since Iâve started working here, Iâve lost fifteen pounds because I just donât have the time to eat, and when I do... I just end up going to bed. And even when I do that, I still only get a maximum of four hours of sleep a night because I know I have things to do for you and the kids. I- I canât keep doing this to myself, and I know itâll get to a point where Iâm just useless to you. You and the kids deserve so much better than what Iâll be giving you if I keep going. So, Iâd rather be able to leave on good terms with Abbott and you before I ruin everything.â
Youâre telling her the truth. This is all happening, and you really donât want to leave on bad terms. You donât want to disappoint Melissa. You quite literally think your heart would break if Melissa were ever disappointed in you. Over the past two months, all youâve wanted to do is please Melissa and make her happy- make it easier for her in any way you can.
Somewhere in the middle of being her teacherâs aide, you found yourself falling in love with her. You donât know it, but sheâs head over heels for you too. You make her days so much brighter. Even just your presence and the soft smiles you throw at her occasionally keep her calm, cool, and collected. She would rather have to take on more responsibility again but be able to keep you than have you leave all together and leave her with the shitshow.Â
âHon,â she says softly. âWhy didnât you- how can I support you through this?â
You shake out your hands nervously. âIâll be fine. I just have to get through this rough patch, and then Iâll be fine. Iâll- Iâll pick up more shifts at the restaurant to help cover my rent, and I-â you donât know what else to say.
âIs there any way I can convince you to stay?â Melissa asks you hopefully. âI really would hate to lose ya.â
You shrug. You arenât sure. You know that if she can come up with a few solid reasons or ways for you to stay, you will. You donât want to leave, but it might be what you have to do.
âWhat if... I know we have a little wiggle room in the budget, so I can-â
âAva already tried to offer me a contract position, but I know there isn't enough money there,â you sigh.
âBut Iâm sure we can argue to the board that you deserve some sort of raise?â
âIâm outsourced,â you tell her. âThe board isnât in charge of me.â
âOkay...â the woman desperate to keep you racks her brain for other ideas. âWhat if... Iâll start taking the third gradersâ stuff home to grade instead of you. Iâll make sure I have everything planned out and the materials for lessons other than Reading workshop time... I really do think you do better with that than I ever have. And Iâll handle the parents the best that I can and only run an email by you if I really think I could use some... talking down..., and I- Iâll- I can make ya lunch to make sure youâre at least eating somewhat properly. This way... youâll have some time to relax at home, youâll be less stressed, and you can enjoy some of the best Italian food I got to offer. And, during everyoneâs independent time, while I progress monitor, all I want you to worry about is making sure that pretty little head of yours is getting your degree. Howâs that sound?â
âMel...â you bite your lip. âThatâs all real nice of you, but that doesnât... Iâd be taking a big step back from what youâre used to. I really donât-â
âPlease,â Melissa begs you. âPlease. The kids- they love and respect you, and they would be heartbroken if you left. Theyâve never listened to anyone as good as they do you. And I donât want ya to go. It doesnât even matter if you were to help out with the lessons anymore. You keep the kids calm, and you keep me calm. Like I said, Iâm a Schemmenti; I can handle it all- thatâs why I got stuck with the two classes in the first place. Gettinâ you was just a bonus. But now that I got ya, I donât want to let you go. You make me a way better teacher, even if just to keep my emotions in check. Even if you donât help plan the lessons anymore, or teach the kids... I want you around.You keep me grounded on days where I think I might lose it. Iâll be two seconds from snapping on Tymir, and all I gotta do is look at you to calm me down. I donât wanna lose that; I donât wanna lose you... and my sanity. You make my days way brighter than they used to be. Please stay with us.âÂ
Sheâs doing everything she can to convey how she feels about you without outright saying it. Sheâs saying anything she can think of to keep you around. She doesnât want to lose you. She doesnât want to lose you because no matter what you do, you keep her grounded. You make her a better teacher. You make her days brighter. You keep her in check. She wants you to stay.Â
You worry your lip between your teeth as you mull everything over in your head. âI just donât want you to start to hate me,â you admit nervously.
âI could never,â she tells you honestly.
âEven if Iâm not doing as much?â
âEven if you did absolutely nothing but sit at your desk and look pretty all day,â she assures you. âI could never hate you.â I love you.
âYou think Iâm pretty?â
âNot the point,â Melissa rolls her eyes playfully. âBut yes. Iâd have to be blind to think you werenât pretty.â
You close your eyes and take a deep breath. âO-okay. Iâll stay.â
The next thing you know, Melissaâs arms are around you and squeezing you tightly, thanking you endlessly. âOh, thank you. Thank you, thank you, thank you.â
You give a watery chuckle before you hazard a glance at the clock. âI think you gotta go pick up the kiddos from the gym.â
âDammit,â she grumbles. She pulls away and attempts to wipe away your tears with her sleeve. âOkay, okay. You go pull yourself together, go tell Ava that you ainât leaving... and then all you gotta worry about today is looking pretty in the back. I donât care what you do back there... sleep, eat, do research for your paper, start a cult... whatever you have to do to stay here with me... and the kids.â
âIâm not starting a cult,â you chuckle through watery tears. âThank you, Mel.â
The two of you walk out of the classroom and head your separate ways- her towards the gym, you towards the bathroom.
You manage to pull yourself together a few minutes later, and then you walk down to Avaâs office.
âI take my resignation back,â you tell the principal as you enter her office.
âYour girl ainât letting you go?â
âShe isnât my girl, but... she asked me to stay and we agreed on terms for me to work under, so Iâll be staying.â
Your principal just makes a whipping sound. âAll Iâm sayin is, should I get the forms ready for the two of you to file?â
You roll your eyes. âNo, Ava. I- She isnât into me like that.â
âThatâs what you think,â Ava fires out. âThat woman makes more eyes at you than Gregory did at Janine. Itâs only a matter of time before you two come in here holding hands.â
With a huff and a toss of your hair, you exit the office and head back for the second grade wing.
When you re-enter the classroom, the kids are in the middle of snacking, but theyâre doing a âworking snackâ as you and Melissa call it. You donât know what theyâre working on, but when they finish it, they hold it close to their chest and take it up to the redheaded teacher. She gives each of them a sticker (from the tablet of stickers you bought for them) and sets the paper face down on her desk.
They donât bother you at all as you make your way to the back of the room and settle at your seat. You pull out your laptop and attempt to focus enough to work on your paper, but you canât help yourself from glancing up at the redheaded teacher every once in a while as she praises the students for their hard work.
Come lunch time, she heads down to the front office to pick up the cheesesteaks she had ordered for the two of you. You smell them before you know theyâre for you, and youâre envious of whoever gets to dig into it. A cheesesteak sounds perfect just about now- so much better than the poptart you had packed yourself.
She walks in, both sandwiches in her arms, with a grin. âPut your laptop away, and enjoy lunch for once, hon.â
You nod and pull the poptart out of your bag. You go to open it when she plucks it out of your hand and throws it back into your bag. Instead, she lays the sandwich down in front of you. She pulls one of the chairs up to your table and starts to unwrap hers, biting into it with a moan.
âDamn,â she says through a mouthful. âThat hits the spot.â
âM-Mel, you didnât have to do that,â you say bashfully as you unwrap it. You take a small bite of the sandwich, and while your reaction to the first bite isnât what Melissaâs was, you have to admit itâs pretty damn good.Â
âI didnât have to do anything,â she chuckles. âI wanted to. And when Iâm done destroyinâ this, Iâm gonna brew us another pot of coffee, and then Iâll cover your recess duty so you can do whatever it is that you have to-â
âMelissa,â you cut her off. âYouâre going over the top.â
âI went over the top when I worked ya to the bone. Let me make it up to you.â
âDo I have a choice?â
âWell, Iâm gonna be out to cover your recess duty whether youâre out there or not, so...â
âThank you,â you lay a gentle hand over hers and give it a squeeze. âI appreciate it.â
âI appreciate you and all the hard work youâve been doing. If you need another day like this at any point where the kids donât bother you or nothinâ, all you gotta do is ask. Iâll always make sure to make it work for you. Anything for you. You hear me?â she tells you.
âLoud and clear, Ms. Schemmenti,â you giggle as you give her a mock salute. âHey, what were the kids working on when I came in?â
âDonât worry about it,â Melissa tries to dismiss your question. âYouâll figure it out by the end of the day.â
The rest of your lunch period passes as it usually does. The two of you talk about everything, even in just twenty five minutes.
âAlright, hon,â Melissa stands and zips her jacket. âIâll be out in the recess yard. You do whatever you gotta do, yeah?â
âYou really donât have to cover my recess-â
âI donât have to, but I want to,â she lays a hand on your shoulder and squeezes gently. âLet me do this for you.â
You nod. âThanks, Mel.â
By the end of the day, your students havenât bothered you once. Melissa has taken charge of the entire day, even changing plans around so she could teach both classes at the same time and monitor their independent work time simultaneously. Youâre sitting in the back, eyes barely open as you type up the last of your paper. God, youâre exhausted. You canât wait to go home and-
âMs. Y/N,â Melissa singsongs. She taps your shoulder, and- Howâd she even get next to you? And why are the kids lined up in front of you?
âMs. Schemmenti?â
âToday, during snack time we figured we could use our time to make you cards to show how much we care for our favorite classroom aide,â the redhead says sweetly. âIsnât that right, my little eagles?âÂ
They all nod enthusiastically. One by one, they hand you different drawings, pictures, words, poems... everything so that you know how much you mean to them. With each paper youâre gifted with, you also get a hug.
Melissa is the last one in line, and she hands you a paper folded neatly. You open it and glance over what she had written. She just tells you how grateful she is for everything youâve done, and how thrilled she is that youâve decided to stick around.
Itâs short, itâs sweet, itâs perfect. Itâs so Melissa.Â
âThank you, Ms. Schemmenti,â you breathe out as you wipe at your tears. âWow. Thank you guys!â
âWe love you, Ms. Y/N!â the class exclaims.
âAnd I love you guys,â you laugh through the last of your tears. âThank you.â
A few minutes later, the bell rings, and all chaos breaks loose as the kids head out. You and the redhead are packing up the last of your things when you hear her sigh.
âSo... what do you say you come over to my place tonight, and I make ya dinner while you finish up your paper and then relax? Make your life a little easier.â
âYou already fed me one meal today and made my life easier,â you laugh as you sling your bag over your shoulder.
âWhatâs one more?â she shrugs. âOfferâs on the table, and I make one mean risotto.â
âAlright, Mel,â you sigh in good nature. âBut Iâm bringing wine.â
âGrab something good.â
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The redhead and you walk into Avaâs office together a month and a half later.
âI knew it,â she celebrates quietly. She then leans into the PA system. âAttention, Mr. Johnson: You lost! Fool!â
She opens her drawer and pulls out the forms for HR.Â
Sheâs already filled out most of it with a sparkly pink pen- all you two have to do is sign the bottom to recognize that the two of you are in a workplace relationship.Â
âAva!â you exclaim as you look over them.
âI told you it was only a matter of time,â she says with a smug look on her face.Â
You hate to admit it, but Ava was right.
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Love your work, i think ive read all ur melissa x reader ficsđ. So yk how melissa says âyouseâ? I was wondering if u could make a fic where reader is a new teacher and shes from the south and constantly says âyaâllâ instead. Idk what after that tbh
Girl next time I'll need a bit more than that. And really happy that you love my work and thank you for the prompt. Not edited in the slightest and I hope you like it!
On another note: I'm finally getting to all your prompts, so if you sent one, it's coming soon! I believe I have 5 other Melissa ones and 1 Chessy prompt.
Southern Girl
Warnings: Fluff, Reader having doubt
Words: 2k
You walk into the doors of Abbott all excited. Youâve been subbing for a year now, mostly at Addington Elementary, the charter school down the street. Now youâre Abbott Elementaryâs new art teacher. You check in at the office and get your classroom key and badge with the photo from the interview a week ago.Â
âAlright newbie, youâre here. Follow me to the teacherâs lounge and Iâll introduce you to the ones that I tolerate here.â Ava pipes up from behind you and you follow her there.
You both walk in and 8 sets of eyes fall on you two. 3 from a corner in the back, 3 from a table near the window and 2 from a table near the fridge.Â
âNewbie this is where you introduce yourself.â Ava tells you as you were shocked with the sudden spotlight on you.
âOh right, hi yâall my name is Y/n Y/l/n. Iâm the new art teacher here.â You introduce yourself, your southern accent visible. Two teachers come bouncing over to you and talking a mile a minute. The things you got were Janine Teagues, second grade teacher as well as Jacob Hill, 8th grade teacher. The rest you didnât catch at all as it was a lot before 8am.
âJanine dear, why donât you and Jacob give her some room, she just got here.â One of the women from the table near the fridge says. âHello dear, Iâm Barbara Howard, kindergarten teacher.â She says gently as Janine and Jacob go to sit down. Barb then softly nudges the woman next to her and gets a weird look from the ginger. You have to admit that this nameless ginger is very attractive. âYou should introduce yourself.â Barb tells her and she sighs.
âBut sheâs from the south, for all we know she can be a cowboys fan.â She says to Barb.
âThe girl from south is right here and can hear you. And are you talking about the Dallas Cowboys?â You ask and she quirks an eyebrow at you.
âSo youse a fan?â She asks and crosses her arms.
âOf the cowboys, no. Never really been a fan until I got here to be honest. It was all the rage when I got here so I looked into it, the Eagles arenât bad of a team.â You tell her and you see the slightest smile on her face.Â
âIâm Melissa Schemmenti, 2nd grade teacher.â She introduces herself and you freeze.
âSchemmenti? Why does that name sound familiar?â You say and she sighs.
âHave you been to Addington?â She asks and you nod.
âQuite a bit actually.âÂ
âYou might have met my sister Kristen Marie there then.â She says and you widen your eyes.
âOf course, I do know her. Her and I are texting buddies, we text about once a week. I honestly forgot about her last name.â You tell her and she shakes her head. âWait youâre Melissa, sheâs mentioned you a few times.â You add.
âAll bad things Iâm assuming, knowing my sister.â She says and you shake your head.
âNo, not bad at all.â Mostly embarrassing things, but you ainât mentioning that to her. âWell Iâd love to stay and chat with yâall but I gotta skedaddle. Lots to do in just a week.â You tell them and then leave the room. Everyone turns to look at Melissa and while she doesnât see it, she feels them all staring at her.
âWhat are all youse looking at?â Melissa says without turning to look at them.
âYou gave your name so⌠willingly.â Janine says confused.
âYou heard her, she doesnât mind the Eagles, she seems alright.â Melissa says with barely a thought to the answer.
At the end of the day you go to turn into the teachers lounge to get your lunchbox, only to run into Melissa, physically run right into her.
âOh Iâm so sorry Melissa, you ok?â You tell her while you have your hands on her arms to stabilise her.Â
âYa Iâm fine kid, are you alright?â She asks you and you nod. You go to get your lunchbox from the fridge and when you go to leave, sheâs still there, waiting for you.
âShould I be flattered that youâre waiting for me?â You joke with her and she chuckles.
âI think so. I mean, Iâve never done it for anyone else before.â She says and you smile.
âWell considered me flattered then.â You tell her and she smiles at you.
âWell letâs, what did you say earlier? Skedaddle?â She teases you and you laugh. You both start to walk to the parking lot.
âWhy Melissa, I hope youâre not making fun of the language of the south.â You joke with her and she laughs.
âWouldnât dream of it southy.âÂ
âOh I get a nickname too? Youâre too sweet.â You say and she playfully shoves your shoulder with hers.
You reach the parking lot and then you both walk to her car which was right next to yours.Â
âWell I guess Iâll see you tomorrow?â You ask her, not wanting this moment to end.Â
âYa, you will kid.â She tells you with a smile then gets in her car.
2 months go by and itâs safe to say youâre settling in pretty well. Youâve gotten support from your coworkers and your students are loving your classes. Thereâs one specific coworker that stands out to you and thatâs Melissa. Youâve found yourself admiring her a couple weeks now. Ever since you were able to watch her teach, youâve been wanting to again. At lunch, she offered you a spot at her and Barbâs table, which apparently has never happened before, and you find yourself staring at her when sheâs talking. When she comes to drop her kids off at your class, you make yourself more presentable before she gets there, you quickly brush your hair, reapply lip balm, just anything to make yourself look better for her. You got looks from people when she invited you over to her house for the first time and you loved every second of it. Youâve also gotten weird looks from Barb and the trio lately and you have no idea why, until Barb talks to you.Â
âHello dear, can I come in?â She asks from your doorway and you look up from your sketchbook.
âBarb, hi. Ya of course.â You tell her and she smiles as she walks in and closes the door. âWhatâs up?â You ask as you put your pencil down and lean back in your chair to look at her.Â
âIâll be blunt with you.â She starts and you tilt your head at her in question. âYou have a crush on Melissa right?â She asks and you widen your eyes. âWe all see it, youâre not good at hiding it.â She adds.
Well no use in trying to cover it up. âOh god, does that mean that Melissa knows?âÂ
You ask her and she shakes her head.
âNo, Melissa wonât ever think that youâll like her. The only way sheâll know is if you tell her.â She says and you sigh.
âWell that wonât ever happen?â You say and she tilts her head at you.
âSweetheart, what reason can you have to not want to tell her?â
âMany reasons. About to start with the fact that sheâs straight, sheâs my friend, sheâll never be into me, sheâs out of my league, and did I mention that sheâs straight?â You say and she smiles at you.
âYou did mention it. Dear, I have known Melissa a long time, and what I can tell you is that youâve caught her eye. Iâve seen how she is when someone catches her interest and how she is with friends. She treats you differently then how she treats me and the rest of the Abbott crew, and everyone else she has ever befriended. What Iâm saying is, I think if you told her about your feelings for her, you might be surprised of her answer.â Barb says and you look at her stunned.Â
âIâll- Iâll think about it.â You tell her.
âI wouldnât take too long, Gary has his sights on her too.â She tells you and you widen your eyes.
âThe vending machine guy?â You ask and she nods.
âWell she might be better off with him.â You say casually.
âWhy do you say that? Why wouldnât she be happy with you?â
âCause Iâm me.â You tell her and then get back to your drawing. Barb walks up to you and puts her hand on your shoulder.
âYes youâre you, and Melissa likes who you are.â Barb tells you and then leaves.
At the end of the day you finish cleaning up the art supplies, then you grab your stuff and leave and you bump into someone on the way out.
âOh sorry hon.â Melissa tells you.
âOh Melissa, hi.â You stutter. âWha- what are you doing in this corner of the school?â You ask her, considering her classroom is on the other side of the school.
âI came here to see you.â
âWhy?â
âI didnât see you at lunch today, or barely at all today actually.â She says.
âMelissa, are you saying you missed me?â You tell her in a teasing tone.
âI did actually, if you must know.â She says and playfully shoves your shoulder. âSomething happened at lunch actually.â She adds and you tilt your head to let her continue. âGary asked me out.â She says and you stop breathing for a second and widen your eyes.
âOh.â You say, you stayed in your classroom at lunch today going over what Barb told you before lunch. Now it seems you missed your chance.
âI turned him down.â She says and that snaps you out of your head.
âWhat? You said no?â You tell her and she nods her head. âWhy?â
âBecause I donât want to go out with him. Iâd rather go out with someone else.â She tells you and she takes a step towards you. Youâre breathing quickens as you look into her emerald green eyes that captures you in them. Your faces are close together, as youâre the same height, it wouldnât take much to lean forward and kiss her. You gulp as you realise sheâs waiting for you to say something.
âAnd who is it that youâd rather go out with?â You ask and you glance down at her lips before looking into her eyes again.
âYou.â Is all she says but it still leaves you breathless. You see her glance down at your lips briefly before looking into your e/c eyes. Without thinking, you lean forward and kiss her fiercely. She kisses you back with just as much force and she grabs the back of your head with both of her hands. You place your hands on her waist and press her up against the wall and you both continue kissing each other as if your lives depended on it.
 âShould we stop them? I mean it is still school property.â Janine says as the trio, Barb, Ava and Gary are watching you two make out down the hall.
âI think we should let them enjoy today. Then if we catch them making out again, then we can stop them.â Barb says, glad you both finally took the chance. âAnd Gary, thanks for asking her out, I knew it would make Melissa finally admit her feelings.â Barb tells him and he nods at her.
âGlad I could help.â He says and they all leave.
You both pull back to catch your breath. Melissa giggles as you look at each other. âDid you kiss all the southern girls that told you they have feelings for you?â She asks with a smile.
âI never liked them back so no.â You tell her and she cups your cheek. You surge forward to capture her lips on yours again, never wanting to pull back.
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authors note: the wonderful @callmekayd asked about roman's conversation with fetu where he called solana his light, so i figured, why not write it?
only gonna tag a couple of people, cause i'll link this with the next update.
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words: 2.3k
warnings: some angst, discussion of solana's trauma
âYouâre quiet, tonight.â
Roman looks over from the bottle of corona he was spinning in a circle on the wooden dining room table. âAm I?â
Fetu chuckles, snatching the bottle from him. âSmartass.â She pops off the cap and takes a swig, Roman sitting up in the chair.
âShould you be drinking that with your medications?â
âProbably not.â She answers so casually, so nonchalantly. It makes him sigh. This is what Ava was talking about. âBut, Iâm old, so I do what I want. Now stop trying to change the subject.â Placing the cap back on the drink sheâs now commandeered as her own, she asks again in a more serious tone. âWhatâs going on, atalii o le uso?â
Thatâs such a loaded question, so much so that heâs not sure where to start. âSolanaâŚ.â
âYour wife, right?â He nods, eyes glancing to the phone thatâs screen up on the table. She hasnât text him in a couple hours, which could either be a good or bad thing. Heâs not sure. âHow is that going? I know you werenât very happy about it the last time I saw you.â
Roman is the one to chuckle. Itâs almost unreal how much his tune has changed since his last visit with his aunt where he essentially expressed both disinterest and acceptance with the arrangement.Â
âYes, itâs about her, butâŚ.not in the way you think.â
When he doesnât say anything, Fetu impatiently implores, âwell, would you hurry up, boy? I may be old, but I still need my beauty sleep.â
Rolling his eyes, Roman shakes his head, growing quiet, muddled thoughts floating into something less disorganized and more cohesive. âSheââsâsheâs not what I thought she would be.âÂ
At that, Fetu asks, âOh?â She offers a warm smile. âTell me.âÂ
Another loaded request heâs not sure how to handle. Roman swallows. âSheâsâŚ..kind.â
Fetu snorts, again grabbing the beer he really should try to take from her and would if not for the fact sheâd probably bust it over his head in the process. âWell, they say opposites attract.â Roman rolls his eyes. Granted, sheâs not entirely wrong, hence why he offers no disagreement. âWhat else?â
Leaning back in the chair, Roman tries to think of the best way to describe her. To describe the last person on earth he ever expected to care about but has done just that. âIâveâŚ..Iâve never met anyone like her. She has a big heart, and sheâs so innocent. Despite being raised in this life, surviving hell, she stillâŚ.she still has this softness about her.â
Fetu hums, reminding him, ânot everyone in this world is cruel and unkind, Roman. There are very much good people, and it sounds like youâve maybe been lucky enough to land one of them as a partner.â
He nods, quietly admitting. âI have.â Roman traces his finger over the imperfections of the wooden table. âBut, sheâs had a lot of trauma. Itâs beenâŚ.not the easiest to get to where we are.â He takes a deep breath, disclosing, âwe havenât even consummated the marriage yet.â
Fetuâs eyes widen a bit as she asks, truly out of genuine curiosity, âwasnât that the point of the marriage? To create an heir?â
âShe was gang raped as a child,â Roman informs in a low voice, only feeling comfortable sharing such sensitive information because he knows it will never leave this room. âSo touch isâŚ.itâs hard for her. She asked to work up to intimacy, so weâre trying that.â
âOh, that poor child.â Fetuâs expression is visibly disturbed and saddened. âSick fucks.â Roman doesnât say anything, but the murderous urges boiling underneath are something he has to push back down. In due time. âWait. Donât take this as me agreeing with that bullshit requirement, but if she wasnât a virgin, how did the Elders approve of the marriage? It obviously wasnât her fault, but we both know how they are. Traditionalist pricks.â
If not for the nature of the conversation, Roman would laugh. âHer father had the doctor lie on her medical report. It stated she was still a virgin.â Roman feels the need almost to defend, âwouldnât have made a difference to me either way. You know this.â
âIt better not. I didnât raise you to be a hypocrite.â Fair. âWait, her father did that?â
That actually makes Roman chuckle, but thereâs no humor whatsoever. âThatâs why Iâm here.â Hand naturally forming into a fist, he continues to share information he would never share with anyone else. âHer mother was stabbed to death when she was ten. Solana was there and stabbed too, but she survived.â His jaw clenches. âHer father and brother are both pieces of shit who used to abuse and torture her.â
Fetu is visibly perturbed by the heavy details. âMy God, that girl has been through hell.â
âI know.â It doesnât make sense to Roman how with everything sheâs experienced, she still stands, still keeps going, keeps fighting. âBut, sheâs made tremendous progress since leaving her family. I made her start training, and I think itâs helped a lot. Sheâs made good friends with Naomi and her friend Bayley. Solana is half Mexican, and Bayley is Mexican, so they seem to bond a lot over that.â And he's happy she has that. Glad she has people she can talk to and connect with. âSheâsâŚâŚhappy now.â
Better.
Much better.
Fetu tilts her head to the side. âSomething tells me thereâs a but.â
There is. A major one. Roman releasing a heavy sigh and running his hand over his face. âI found out her father was behind the hit that killed her mother and was intended to kill Solana too, but she survived. And when he couldnât afford to pay off the balance, he sold Solanaâs virginity and had it set up like a home invasion.â
Fetu says something in Samoan, her own expression slipping into something angry. âWhat a fucking piece of shit. His own wife? His child?â She asks, an almost demanding element to her question. âYouâre going to kill him, right?â Like itâs less of a request and more of an order.
âOf course.â Thatâs a no brainer. Romanâs new number one mission in this life is to see Xavier, his bitch ass son, and Solanaâs rapists meet gruesome, painful deaths. And heâll be sure to see it through. âBut, I donâtâI donât know if I should tell her. â He quickly adds, âbut, I donât want to lie to her either. I promised her Iâd never do that.â
Fetu nods, her lips pressed together in a sort of frown. âI seeâŚ..â
âI donât want to hurt her,â he admits in a low voice. âI donâtâI canât see her hurt.â
âRomanâŚ.â Fetuâs voice takes on that gentle tone thatâs always been comforting to Roman. That, for a long time, before Solana, was the only source of comfort he truly could find in this life. âItâs obvious you loâcare for this girl.â She catches herself. In his own timing. âBut, the truth is, there is no way around her being hurt by this.â Roman looks away, jaw clenched, clearly not wanting or liking what heâs hearing. As expected. âSheâs going to be devastated. As would anyone to find out their own flesh and blood, let alone a parent, could be so evil.â
âSheâs tried to kill herself when she was younger.â Recalling this specific piece is by far the hardest part. Just thinking about the medical report he read detailing the emotional aftermath Solanaâs attempt. How distraught she was. âI justâI just donât want to be the cause that pushes her over the edge.â
Fetu reaches over the table, placing her hand on top of his. âIt wouldnât be because of you.â
He shakes his head. âYes, it would. Either because of what I tell her or I donât tell her, and she finds out some other sort of way.â
âIs there a way she could find out?â
Roman has to think about it. One of the first things he did was cut off contact between Solana and her family. For the mere fact he knows Xavier is up to something, wants something out of Romanâs marriage to Solana. Roman knew that he would try to use her, and just from what he saw at the outset of this whole thing, he knew the last thing she needed was to be dragged into some type of wicked plan.
Xavier has no way to contact her, and heâs not stupid enough to show up or send his dumbass son to her job.Â
He knows itâd be walking into a deathtrap. So, no, it seems like thereâs no chance for this information to ever get out and arrive at Solanaâs doorstep.Â
ButâŚâŚthereâs still a chance.
âI donât know,â is the answer Roman settles on. âBut, I canâtâI wonât do anything I think could hurt her, and thisâŚ..this will do more than hurt her.â
It could destroy her. Destroy all the progress sheâs made. Regress her so far back that heâs not sure sheâd be able to recover.Â
And he canât have that.Â
âI think she deserves to know the truth. It was her mother. Her assault. She has a right to know.â Roman doesnât disagree with that. âBut, Iâm also thinking about everything youâve told me regarding her mental health, and I guess my concern is what that truth could do to her. If she could handle it.â
And thatâs exactly what his fear is.
Romanâs voice is full of vulnerability that he could never show outside of this safe space. âI donât think I could handle seeing her the way she used to be. IâI care about her too much to do that to her.â
âI understand.â Because she does. Oh, she does. And if not for the heavy nature of this conversation, sheâd be more expressive at the joy bubbling beneath the surface. Her elation at finally having years worth of prayers answered. At having comfort in knowing her sweet boy has finally found his person. His soulmate. âYour intentions are good, Roman, and I canât tell you what to do, though something tells me thatâs what youâd prefer.â
He scoffs, shaking his head and admitting, âI just needed to talk to someone.â
That much was obvious. She continues, advising, âwhat I can tell you is to just continue to support and be there for her, because when she does find out, whether from you or some other means, sheâs going to need you, son.â
Roman doesnât say anything, sitting on his auntâs wisdom. Sheâs right. This truly is the depiction of being stuck between a rock and a hard place, but for the sake of Solanaâs mental health, itâs not in her best interest to know the truth.
Heâll tell her.
But only when the time is right.Â
Fetu, however, has a question of her own. âI want to ask you something, and I want you to be honest with me.â
Roman sits up and sighs, âIâm always honest with you, uso o le tinÄ.â
âBecause you know, even with how big and strong youâve gotten, Iâll still whoop your ass, little boy.â Sheâs pleased to see the small smile that accompanies his eye roll, a brief glimpse of that young child she once knew so long ago appearing for the first time in a long time. And sheâs pretty sure she can bet just whatâs brought that dormant side out of him.
Or who.
Her voice is gentle. âIf you knew then what you know now about Solana, would you have still agreed to marry her?â
Itâs a valid question.Â
Itâs also something he doesnât have to think about.Â
âYes.â Fetu smiles. Knowing. Confirmation. âI wouldnât change anything.â Itâs the easiest thing his aunt could ever ask him. It requires no thought. No contemplation. Just an automatic response. âSolana isâŚ..sheâs my light.â
Her heart swells, and she finds herself with unshed tears. Thereâs this invisible weight thatâs suddenly lifted off her soul. A worry thatâs been destroyed by one woman. One strong woman whoâs managed to capture the heart of her sweet boy.
Even if he hasnât realized it just yet.
âWell, sheâs obviously a strong woman to survive all she has, and she must be to deal with you.â She flicks his hand, pulling back and asking, âlet me see a picture of her.â
Roman grabs his phone, unlocking it and opening his photos album. Hitting the favorites folder, he selects one of the photos taken of Solana the night she went out with Bayley and Naomi for Cinco de Mayo.
Reaching the phone to his aunt, he watches her slide her glasses over her eyes, mouth ajar just a bit. âOh my goodness, sheâs beautiful! Too pretty for you.â Roman smiles. âYou know if my tits still sat nice like that, Iâd wear stuff like that too.â
And just like that, a scowl is on Romanâs face. That was the last visual he needed. Ever.Â
Taking his phone, Fetu implores, âI want to meet her, Roman.â He stills, hitting the lock button after checking for any texts from Solana. âItâs bad enough I canât have gentleman callers or anyone else come see me. The least I can do is meet your wife.â Itâs a fair request, though something heâs unsure about. âIâm tired of seeing your big ears and Avaâs massive forehead all the time. Bring Solana here.â
This request, however, is not the easiest thing. He doesnât have an answer for her right now. âIâll think about it.â
âWell, donât take too long,â she warns. âIâm not getting any younger.â
Roman tenses at that. He hates when she jokes like that.Â
He stands up, walking over and kneeling in front of her. âThank you.â
Fetu smiles warmly, reaching over to kiss his forehead. âOu te alofa ia te oeâ.
He doesnât hesitate to reciprocate. âOute alofa fo'i ia oeâÂ
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Translations:Â
"atalii o le uso" = nephew
"uso o le tinÄ" = aunt
âOu te alofa ia te oeâ. = I love you.
âOute alofa fo'i ia oeâ = I love you too.
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what if she told michael all that shit abt finding ava n being the bomb, ava the fuse, KNOWING it would not kill adriel, but would critically hurt ava. so that she is forced to go through the portal and into her realm.
if i remember it is either said or heavily implied the halo is reyaâs, right? what if reya wants her halo back. what if ava goes from on fight against an âangelâ to a fight against a âgodâ (if that is what reya is, i think humans have misunderstood and misinterpreted what angels and gods and maybe even demons are!! like what areala tells adriel âure no angelâ n adriel basically agrees with her. still, the ocs n the world calls him an angel, cuz its simpler to call him that. reya is like a god but i dont think she id God cuz i dont think thats the route the show will go towards, the show constantly shows us that religion is more of a human thing, n human beings r wrong or easily manipulated or desperate enough to label things as they see fit. n these higher beings use that shit to their advantage. iâm not hopeful reya has the best intentions with ava or the halo.)
The more times I watch the season finale, the more I'm convinced that Reya not only allowed herself to get pulled through the Arc, but did so so she could watch Ava fight and defeat Adriel in person.
After all, why didn't she summon the Tarasks herself? She obviously has power over them as they listen to her. And no one was keeping her there as no one had put the Crown of Thorns on her head, and you can't tell me she couldn't have turned on the Arc herself, Adriel's praise be damned. Hell, at a certain point, you see her just standing there, in the back, motionless and watching!
What an absolute move.
#warrior nun#its reblog time#reya#ava silva#i hope this is understandable#but if the halo is reya's n she fought so hard to bring it back from adriel. whats to stop her from doing so with ava#i think shes the one sending the tarasks n demons into the human realm to make the warrior nun vulnerable n try to bring her into her realm#maybe how it happened with lilith!!! the tarask brought her to their world!!#but it just hasnt happened cuz theres protocols n rules and the whole of the ocs n shit#she was binding her time for all of this#i think ava was very right to say she was going to be the last warrior nun#also very tasty idea: reya gets her halo back but cuz of the realms healing abilities ava doesnt die n gets her paralysis slowly healed.#n she becomes smth like lilith in the process. >:)))))))) VERY tasty idea. VERY TASTY#i dont think this is what will happen btw but it is fun to theorize#also liliava jaded half demon girlies. maybe even girlfriends. ava has to hands.#also friends to lovers to enemies to lovers arc for avatrice if ava comes back all demon like lilith#with questionable morals n shit. avatrice fighting agaisnt each other but then learning to love each other all over again#again i dont think this will happen. i think ava is gonna get chased down by reya n her subjects or whatever through reya's realm#n mysteriously come back like lilith did. slightly older n a lot more traumatized n confused n cryptid#im saying this considering the post credits scene where the sword glows. ava is near!!!! still with the halo!!!#so yh
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first anniversary | dieter x poppy
A Sweet Creature
Ava Greene sits down with actor and friend, Dieter Bravo. Hollywoodâs new leading man gets candid about life in front of and behind the camera. He talks about his latest movie, his commitment to his sobriety and his newest roleâ husband?!
Ava Greene: You're approaching three years sober now, how are you feeling?
Dieter Bravo: Probably the best Iâve felt in a long time. Sobriety is a day to day progression that I take very seriously, and I try to not lose sight of that even when Iâm having bad days. Though, Iâm grateful bad days have been few and far between at this point in my sobriety. I can attribute that to the support system I have built for myself through friends, family, my sponsor that I still work with and most importantly my wife who keeps me grounded daily. They all continue to keep me in check and remind me how awesome my life is, especially right now. Staying clean is a full time commitment, and itâs really a beautiful thing.
AG: You followed in your famous parents footsteps by going into acting and your career and struggles with sobriety have been well documented but your parents have rarely commented publicly, are they supportive of your work and your journey?
DB: For me, I donât need them to make a show of it by commenting or sharing their thoughts publicly to know they support me. There was a point in time where they did all they could do for me, but ultimately it had to be my choice to make the decision to get clean. Thankfully, weâve been rebuilding our relationship over the last few years. And being in the public eye for most of our lives, the last thing we want is for outsiders thinking they have a say in our lives. In short, yes I have very supportive parents in all aspects of my life and Iâm so happy for that.
AG: This is your second project since rehab, are you viewing this as a comeback or a fresh start?
DB: Comeback? I didnât know I left⌠Kidding! Sure, some might say itâs a comeback. A fresh start. Whatever analogy best fits the narrative is fine by meâ and I donât mean that negatively in any sense. I mean, youâve known me long enough to know I just try not to focus on any of that stuff, messes with my fucking brain waves. I just see it as me doing what I love with a new perspective and a different approach to choosing what projects Iâm going to give my time to than I have in the past.
AG: What can you tell us about this project and the character you're playing?
DB: I had the best f*ckinâ time while shooting this filmâ sorry, but the emphasis was needed. I was really drawn to the vibrancy that this script evoked, even with the serious nature of the storyline and characters. I couldnât stop thinking or talking about for weeks afterwards. Iâd sit with my wife at breakfast and weâd discuss the script and my character for what felt like hours. I knew after I heard her feedback that I needed to be apart of this filmâ she might have said Iâd be stupid to say no to it, in her own loving way.
The film is really about the process of rediscovering yourself. Navigating the challenges that come along with being at your lowest point and leaning on the ones who have been there for you. Itâs about finding love in its purest form when you never thought you were deserving of it.
I found bits of myself in this character as we were filming, it was very much a cathartic experience for me. I guess you could say it was art imitating life in a weird way.
AG: There's already been some buzz about this year's award season, do you think this is finally your year?
DB: Ooooh! Is it too presumptuous for me to say yes?! Iâve started dusting the spot where I plan for it to go. I sound like some sort of pompous idiot! Now no one is going to go see it!*
I take it back!
In all seriousness, âcause Iâm sure Poppy and my agent will be rolling their eyes when they read this. If all I get is a couple nominations, that alone feels like winning. A shiny statue would be nice thoughâ just saying.
AG: You've talked often about your love of art and you recently purchased a gallery. Are you planning to publicly pursue other creative endeavors?
DB: I wonât be joining American Idol anytime soon if thatâs what youâre asking. Oh, you werenât referring to my ability to hold a note during our many karaoke nightsâ noted!
How did you put it? Other creative endeavors? Iâve got a few art pieces in the works right now that Iâm itching to dive back into when I get home. Iâve got a major gallery in LA lined up later in the year for an artist spotlight exhibit, theyâll be housing some of my work through the next year. Shoutout to my wife for getting that all lined up while I was away shooting this film.
AG: What's next for Dieter Bravo? Any other projects lined up you can tell us about?
DB: Iâm looking forward to some downtime I have coming up. Poppy has the summer off, so weâll get to finally live that newlywed life. Settle into the role of doting husband while she does her thing at the gallery.
AG: Off the record, if you got married and didn't tell anyone I will kick yours and Poppyâs ass!
DB: Weâre celebrating our one year this month actually. We eloped quietly last year right after we got engagedâ wanted to keep it to ourselves for a little while. Which reminds me, you and Bryony should hop on a call with Poppy after this. Seeing as I let the cat out of the bag and this is our announcementâ surprise!
Huge shoutout out to @gnpwdrnwhiskey for allowing me to borrow her Ava from Conversations with a Movie Star for this. Ava was so gracious and even wrote the questions herself. Iâm so grateful for Lellen and all her support and advice she had given me throughout the writing process of Sweet Creature!
Sweet Creature Celebration
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Can you write a Melissa Schemmenti x reader, which Melissa writes like secret like cute notes to us but like we don't know it's from her and it being like all fluff and stuff please also maneater was sooooo good â¤ď¸đ
melissa schemmenti x reader
(not proofread please ignore any errors đ)
old fashioned lover.
âi just wish some things were still old fashioned, everythingâs online nowâ you comment as you open the break room fridge âlike buy me flowers, write me letters, something realâ Janine nods along.
little do you know, melissa is taking mental notes of everything you say.
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the first note you got, you thought it was from a student.
you walk into your class room, seeing a folded white sheet of paper on your desk. you opened the little note up.
'you are an amazing teacher, when you first came to abbott, I could tell you were going to make this place better than it has ever been'
you slide the paper into your drawer, smiling at the kind words.
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the second note made you assume you had a secret admirer. there was a bouquet of beautiful flowers with the note inside.
'your smile lights up any room you walk into. just seeing you makes my day'
you grab the flowers, bringing them up to your nose to smell them. Barbara walks up to the door.
"you got yourself a special someone?" she asks, knowing very well who sent them.
you turn around, smiling. "yes, apparently. but I have no idea who it is, they aren't giving me anything to go off of"
she smirks. "don't worry, time will tell" her words only confusing you more.
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the third note gave you a little hint at who it was.
'the night when we all went to the bar after the last school year ended is forever burned into my mind. your hair was perfectly curled, the outfit you wore bringing out your eyes. every time you looked over at me, my heart jumped out of my chest. it's impossible to not fall in love with you.'
you remember that night, you and the entire abbott crew went out for drinks after completing yet another school year. your secret admirer is between Jacob, Ava, Barbara, Melissa, Gregory, and Janine. there is no way its any of them, Jacob is gay, Ava and Janine are straight, Barbara is married, Melissa is messing around with that firefighter, and Gregory is still in love with Janine.
who the hell is it?
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the fourth note made you even more confused.
'I've tried to move on from you, I even got into a serious relationship thinking if I tried to ignore my feelings for you, they would go away. I was so wrong. I felt like a shitty person because I kept comparing them to you. I learned then that no one can compare to you.'
in the break room, you're showing Janine the note. "it has to be someone in our group." she says, you nod. "could it be Melissa? she has been the only one who was in a serious relationship and broke it off?"
you laugh. "no way, she wouldn't feel that way about me. plus she has that one guy. bob? rob? I don't know, I just know she is way out of my league... I wish though, you know how long i've liked her" Janine shrugs.
Melissa, who is right outside the door, heard everything. you liked her back?
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it's 8pm on friday, you're on your couch in your pajamas, watching your latest obsession when there is a bunch of loud persistent knocks on your door. "Jesus! I'm coming!"
you get up, running to your door. you open it, revealing an out of breath Melissa. "Melissa? are you okay?" she nods, trying to catch her breath.
"i'm sorry, I just need to get this out. I heard what you said in the break room about your feelings for me-" you cut her off.
"shit. I didn't mean for-"
"don't. let me get this out, y/n. I've been writing those notes for you. I wasn't sure what I was going to do if you found out it was me, I just wanted to make sure you knew there was someone out there who loved you. I never thought you would feel the same about me. Ever since I laid eyes on you, I've loved you." your eyes go wide. not sure what to say, you pull her into you. looking into her eyes for permission. she gives you a little nod. you gently press into her, her lips soft against your.
you pull away. "what about your firefighter guy? weren't you seeing him?"
she shakes her head. "it was one night, just for fun and I hated every second of it." she pulls you in again.
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The Aftermath
Hello Tumblr and Hello readers.
This is Part 3 of Monthly visits. I really hope you enjoy it. Iâm already working on Part 4, so hopefully you wonât have to wait that much. Does this part end in a cliffhanger? Yes. Am I sorry about it? No.
Let me know if I should continue this series. Hope you enjoy this!
The past few days have been incredibly challenging for you. Ava's room was finally finished, so you had to help her move to the room and Lucia finally decided to join La Masia, so you went with her to sign the contract.
Things with Alexia have been really in a weird place. You still remember vividly your conversation with her that day after she called for a break.
"So you want a break from me or the kids?" You ask, nearly crying, changing your position on the bed to sitting, waiting for an answer.
"I don't know, okay! These past few weeks have been overwhelming; I thought I could handle it. Then, Mom began talking about holidays and Christmas, and I guess I didn't think about it before? I don't know, it feels like my life has been changing so much, and I can't keep up anymore." She says clearly, in a very anxious state. "And above all of this, there is the World Cup, and I have all this pressure put on me, and I just want to disappear." She gets out sobbing, making your heartbreak.Â
"Hey, hey, look at me." You gently take her face, turning it to you, wiping away her tears. "Since when has this been going on?"
"Since I got called up for the World Cup."
"So two months ago." You say more to yourself. "Why didn't you tell me anything?"
"You had already been dealing with your problems; I didn't want to add to anything."
"You are not a problem to me, okay? If you are happy, I am happy. If you are sad, I am sad. Whatever you need, I'll always be with you. I love you. And I know I don't say it much, but I probably should have. I love you." You began leaving small kisses on her face, trying to kiss away the tears, "What do you need?"
"I need not feel so broken and out of control of my feelings." She says, keeping her gaze down.
"It's alright to feel broken every once in a while, and it's alright to feel out of control. If you need time, I can give it to you. I'd rather lose you for a while than for the rest of my life. I'd wait a thousand lifetimes for you because you are worth waiting for. So when you are ready. I'll be right here." Your eyes start to water, too, as you understand what this entails. You shift on your bed, hugging her.Â
"I love you so much, Alexia. I don't know what I would do without you. You really changed my life for the better. You are the love of my life. The only person I imagine spending my life with. And I swear to God, or whatever is up there, that one day I'm going to marry you, and I'll finally feel like I deserve your love."
"You know, you never said that."
"What?"
"That you wanted to marry me." She smiles shyly, keeping her head on your shoulder, hiding in the crook of your neck.
"Of course I do. I can't wait to be your wife and call you that." You pause, taking a deep breath, making her move her head to look at you. "But before that, you must focus on yourself and be good and happy. I want a happy wife, okay? Not the depressed ones you see in the movies that drink an absurd amount of wine and pass out. I want you to be happy. And if, eventually, I am not part of that happiness, I still want to see you happy." She nods, giving you a light kiss on your hand. "I want you to have fun at the World Cup and kick ass, okay? If you ever need me, I'm a phone call away."
That night was the last time you saw her. You told yourself you wouldn't call or look at her Instagram; it would be too painful. So you decided to distract yourself, of course, still having as first priority the kids.Â
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The first thing you did was go to the pitch. You decided to take Lucia and Ava with you, the older girl was about to start the season in Barcelona B, and you couldn't be happier for her.Â
You were practicing free kicks and penalties. You and Lucia were in a clear competition while Ava was just there having fun with the ball. After a while, Ava got bored, so she decided to stay on the sidelines in the shadow playing some games on your phone, which left you and Lucia on the pitch.
"Where is Alexia, by the way? I haven't seen her all morning." She asks out of the blue, catching you off guard.
"She left for the World Cup." You reply coldly, quickly passing the ball from one foot to the other, then shooting hard to the goal post, scoring a top bin.
"Aren't they leaving in like two days?" She replies, clearly not getting the point.
"Aren't you asking a lot of questions?" You glare at her, then realize that your tone slightly hurt Lucia. "I'm really sorry, Lucia. I didn't mean to snap at you like that."
"No problem, I'm used to it anyways." She rolls her eyes, closing off, then walks away.
You were feeling guilty; you really didn't want to hurt her feeling, so you told her the truth, "She left."
"What?" She turns around, looking at you.Â
You take a deep breath, "She left me."
"Wait, what? You broke up?" She says, shocked at the revelation, fully turning her body to you, taking a step towards you.
"I don't know. I'm sorry I snapped at you; you took me off guard with the question, and I still haven't fully processed it."
"It's okay. I just overreacted." She pauses. "I'm really sorry about Alexia. Do you need a hug?" She asks awkwardly.
You chuckle. "No. It's better not. If you will, I'll start crying. And I am an ugly crier, especially when it comes to Alexia. And I don't think none of us want to experience that."
"Are you going to be okay?"
"I will be." You release a shaky exhale. "Now, let's go back home. Ava here is getting too bored." You wrap your arm around Lucia's shoulder and take her to her sister.
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As you get back home, you decide to go and take a shower, and there you silently cry until no tears are left. You then change into something comfy and go outside to your garden, trying to get some fresh air, and for the first time during the day, you check your phone. There were multiple missed calls from Alba and one from one of your best friends, Mapi. You knew that you had to call back both women, so you opted to go first with Alba. You knew it would be a sad call and hoped that calling Mapi after would cheer you up.
Spoiler Alert: It didnât.
You take a deep breath and call Alba; she almost immediately picks up.
"Y/n, are you okay?" Alba asks almost immediately, quite sadly. You really didn't want her to pity you.
"You already know the answer, Alba." You smile sadly, "How is she?" You couldn't not ask about her; even though you tried to keep some distance, you still wanted to know how she was doing.
"She is miserable and guilty but knows she must focus on herself now."
"Did you tell her she doesn't have to feel guilty?"
âY/n.â She replies sternly. "She might be my sister, but that doesn't mean I must agree with everything she does."
"Alba, we know how your sister deals with the pressure and anxiety. Alexia has always been very sensitive. She doesn't deal well with that kind of thing; when she was younger, she had her father and football that kept her going on and deal with the pressure. Now she only has football. You can't take that away from her."
"But she can take you out of her life?"
"That is an unfair question." You clench your jaw, trying to keep at bay your own feelings.
"Yeah, yeah, I'm sorry."
"Just know that I only want what is best for your sister, and if she really wants to, she will return; I really hope she will."
"She will." She says a little too sternly. "Or else she won't hear the end of it from me and Mom."
"Just please, stay with her, support her, and care for her. She needs it now more than ever for this World Cup."
You soon end the call after that, and after taking a minute to ground yourself, you call your best friend. She, too, picks up very quickly.
âY/N!â She screams in your ear excitedly, .
"How was Norway? Did you already come back? Are you already in Barcelona?" You reply as excited as you can, given the circumstances.
"Norway isn't that bad; I missed Barcelona though; Ingrid made it worth it. How are you? How's Alexia?" You could feel her smile through the phone.Â
"Mapi, you have been away for a month; I have some news to share, big news, actually."
"Oh my God, did you get engaged?" She replies excitedly; without making your reply, she continues, "Oh my God, I'm so happy for you guys! And yes, of course, I will be your maid of honor, and yes, of course, I already planned your bachelorette par-"
"Maria calmate, I didn't get engaged." You reply sadly while feeling utterly sick to your stomach from the sadness of the situation.
"Then what is the big news to share?"
"I think I need to tell you in person about it."
"Oh, you can't leave me hanging like that!"
"Come over, and I'll tell you." You say, nearly reaching your point of total exasperation, you knew she wouldn't budge, but you also knew it was best to tell her in person that you have children now.
"A small hint?"
Losing your patience from your long day, you went straight to the point, "I adopted two children, and Alexia and I are on a break." You say, feeling a knot closing your throat.
"Ha ha, a good joke; tell me the truth."
"Mapi, I'm not joking." You say while your voice is wavering. She never heard you cry.
"I'm coming over." With that, she closes the call leaving you with a small tear running down your cheek.
You go inside and find the two girls watching something on TV.
"So girls, change of plans; a friend of mine is coming over, so you will meet them."
"Is it someone from the team?" Lucia asks.
You nod, "Guess."
"I know you are friends with Mapi; is it her?" Ava says excitedly.
"Yes, it is her, but that doesn't change anything. Bedtime is always at the same time."Â
"But-"She tries to find an excuse, but you interrupt her, "No buts, you will definitely see more of her, so don't worry." She lightly pouts, reminding you of Alexia and how she uses the same facial expression.Â
When you hear the doorbell ring, you open the door, finding your best friend in front of you for the first time in a month. You share a hug, then she asks, "So what happened? What is all this about?" Trying to make sense of what you said in the phone call. "Or was this a way to make me come over?" She gives you a mischievous smirk.
"Even though I missed you, it's not. I'll let you meet the kids, and we can talk later, okay?"
"So it wasn't a joke?" You shake your head, annoyed, "Then this 'talk' will take a while.â
She enters your home and makes her meet the girls. In the beginning, Ava was very shy, hiding a little behind you. But, as soon as Mapi began asking for her attention, she gladly gave it to her. Whereas Lucia was trying to keep it cool.Â
Your teammate, in the meantime, was giving the older girl a weird look as if she was trying to remember something.Â
"Do I know you from somewhere?" She asks, mostly rhetorically. Your friend had a memory of steel. "Wait, you were the girl that won the meet and greet."
Lucia shyly nods.
"I remember you because you were the first kid I met after joining Barcelona. You were so excited to meet your favorite players. But then, when you found out that Alexia and Y/n weren't there, you were so sad." She chuckled. "You must be happy living with your favorite player now." She says while looking at her smirking and then glancing at you.
"Oh yeah, they never shut up about Alexia. It's so annoying." You chuckle, crossing your arms, looking at both girls as if you unveiled one of their secrets.
"Oh no, if I'm not wrong, Alexia wasn't your favorite player," You could see Lucia changing expression in one instance, trying to communicate with Mapi to stop talking, she was shaking her head, widening her eyes. She was embarrassed, and you could see it from miles away. "Your favorite player was Y/n Y/ln." She chuckles.Â
You turn around facing her, utterly shocked, wearing a proud smirk.
"She couldn't stop talking about how much she loved to see you play and how she couldn't wait for you to win the Champions League. It was quite cute, actually."
 "Now. Now. Lucia. Now that I have this information, you know you'll never hear the end of it, right?" You chuckle a little, making the girl slightly blush from the embarrassment but quickly recovering.
"You really had to say it?" Lucia asks Mapi, shaking her head.Â
"Of course she did! Do you want an autograph?" You joke.
"Oh my God! Stop it!" She says, smiling, clearly not enjoying your teasing.
"Lucia, pay some respect to your favorite player!" Mapi retorts, then she bursts out laughing.
"Yeah, Lucia! Pay some respect. In this household, we don't condone this disrespect, especially when talking about your idols." You finish the teasing while she rolls her eyes, "Moving on, who's up for some food?" You ask, turning to the three girls around you.Â
You decided to order pizza again; you really had to begin doing some serious grocery shopping.Â
You were so happy that your best friend met the two girls that you loved so much, and you were even more delighted when you saw that they got along great; it was nearly perfect. Only a person missed for it to be perfect.Â
That night you played games together, and when it was time to go to bed, Ava apprehensively went to bed after some convincing.
"I think I'm going to bed, too," Lucia said soon after her sister left for her room.
"You know you don't have to; if you want, you can stay with us." You offer.
"Nah, don't worry. I'm tired, and I have some episodes that I have to catch up with." She says, heading to her room. "Goodnight!" She says, while you and Mapi reply in the same way.Â
-
After a month of not seeing each other, you were left alone with your best friend.
"So, the girls are great!" She says, clearly trying to begin all the explanations you had to give her.
"Before I begin explaining everything, I need a drink." You go to your kitchen, open the first bottle of wine, and then go outside with your friend.
You sit at the table, basically downing your glass of wine. You took a deep breath then you began explaining everything to her. First, how you met the kids and what made you adopt them, then you talked about what happened with Alexia, reserving some of the most private details.
"She told me she needed a break because she was getting too overwhelmed, and of course, I let her."
"She's an idiot. She'll come to her senses, believe me. You and her work so well together; it's almost annoying. I don't think I could ever see you guys break up." You knew that she would be sad about Alexia leaving you, as she was the person that indirectly put you two together in the first place.Â
"Me too. But I guess nothing good ever works out perfectly." You reply sadly, looking at your glass of wine just poured. "I even bought a ring; I would propose after the World Cup. I had everything planned. Our honeymoon, the wedding date, everything. I'm so delusional." You realize, sadly.
"Hey, hey, Y/n, you are not delusional." She reassures you, taking your hand. You look up at her with glassy eyes, looking at her skeptically. "She wants the same things as you do. It might not seem like it right now, but you'll have your happy ending in the future."
"You know what I hate about all of this? The fact I still don't know what made her decide to want to leave me. Is it me? The kids? She said she couldn't deal with the constant pressure anymore, but what made her change her mind about me? Fuck! Am I not enough? In those three years that we've been together, we've gone through so much, from dealing with my own shit to her ACL; I thought that what we had was good, great even. I thought that taking the next step would be the best thing, you know, she would give me hints too that she was waiting for the proposal. So I thought she was sure about us, but I guess I was wrong? I don't know. I really don't know." You sniff, trying to keep in tears, then you quickly backtrack. "I'm really sorry; I shouldn't be dumping you like that; I know I am talking about one of your best friends too."
"No, Y/n, you can talk to me about it. You are one of my best friends too, okay? And I'm here for you. For whatever you need. And now that you have kids. Thanks for telling me right away, by the way," She remarks ironically, earning a chuckle from you, "I'll be the best aunt they ever had."
"I know you will." You give her a faint smile.
--
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From your talk with Mapi, you realized one thing, which is that the kids should be your first priority, and everything else would come second.Â
You tried to deal with Alexia leaving after three years of relationship, in many ways. Normal people would think that you went to therapy, as this whole situation was making your abandonment issues from your parents surf up, but instead, you coped differently: watching Grey's Anatomy, the first seasons obviously.Â
That show was oddly comforting for you, for many people, such as Alexia, were adamant about watching it at first. You tried to convince her to watch it for three years, but she never budged. So now that she is gone, you thought it was the best time to watch it again. You usually watch it after Avaâs bedtime. You would put it on your TV for a couple of episodes. Initially, you didn't go in order; you just watched the most painful episodes. In all of this, Lucia would be like Alexia; she would roll her eyes when you watched the show and then go and mind her own business. You often offered her to come and watch it with you, but she wouldn't; you jokingly called her a girl full of prejudice, while she replied that she wasn't as lame and soft as you. But you could definitely see her stealing some glances at the show.Â
What you didn't know was that Lucia and Mapi were keeping in touch. A phone call happened, and Lucia told your best friend that you began watching the show; needless to say, Mapi was concerned because she knew that you only watched the show when you were on the verge of a mental breakdown. She told Lucia that she would be coming over soon, as she left town for a couple of days. But you still didn't know that.
That left you one night while you were watching a really intense episode. Lucia came out of the kitchen, passing through the living room, trying to get to her room, but she suddenly stopped looking at the screen. "Wait. Where is the brunette? The best friend of Meredith, I think. Wasn't she supposed to be in the show from day one?"
"She left," you replied, not taking your eyes away from the screen.
"Wait. What?" She says surprised, taking a seat next to you. You gave her a pillow.
"Yep."
"Is it okay if you put an episode from the beginning?" She asks shyly. You beam at her and switch on to the first episode.
And that is how Lucia began watching Grey's Anatomy. And what shocked you the most was that she was an emotional kid, and she got really invested really quickly, but what was funny was that she tried to hide it, but she never managed to do it properly, silently sobbing when characters died.
A week after, you were so invested that you watched it in all of your free time. You knew that it wasn't healthy. Especially for you, but it looked like she was enjoying herself, so who were you to stop her from watching something she loved.Â
That day you were watching the bomb episode; Ava left with Nico to get some stuff for his shop, leaving you and Lucia with time to kill, so you put on the show, and both decided you were up for a show marathon. As you got up to get some water for the both of you, you heard a knock at the door.
"Hey Mapi, what are you doing here?" You ask happily, being surprised you were seeing your friend without her telling you beforehand.
"What are you doing?"
"Nothing, why?" You ask her, clearly hiding the fact that you were watching Grey's Anatomy.
"You are watching Grey's Anatomy again, right?"
"No, I am not!" You say defensively.
"Stop bullshitting me, Y/n. Do you remember after we lost the Champions League last year against Lyon? You began watching that freaking show because you thought it could bring you some comfort, but instead, it made it worst!"Â
"That's not true!" You bark, even though you know it is the truth. "And you can't barge in like this, into my home unannounced, making wrongful claims."Â
"Lucia told me to come."
"And since when you and Lucia talk?"
"Since the night we met, so where is she?"
"Oh, you'll love what you are about to see." You chuckle, taking her to the living room.
When she saw Lucia watching the show, her face was adorned with the most disgusted and offended look.
"Lucia?" She says, making her turn around quickly, giving her a guilty expression.
"Okay, this is not what it looks like. It's-It's Y/n's fault."
"Oh don't blame me! I didn't force you." You say, showing the palms of your hands.
"Okay, you two. We are going out. The both of you. We are going on the pitch; get ready. Where is Ava?"
"With Nico." You reply.Â
"Tell him we'll be out for at least two hours."
As you get in the car with Mapi, she keeps her eyes on the road without giving you another glance. Leaving Lucia and you with an awkward silence.
As she gets to the parking lot of the training grounds, she makes you exit the car and turns to Lucia. "Have you already been here?"
"Yeah, Y/n takes me at least once a week."Â
Mapi looks at you surprised while you comment proudly, "Mark my words, she's going to be the future of Barça." Lucia blushes lightly, staring at the ground.
"I'm not that good." She says, nearly whispering.
"Don't you dare underestimate yourself! At your age, I was not even near as good as you. And you didn't even start training! Imagine then." She curls her lips in a small smile, heading to the entrance of the pitch.
"Did Y/n tell you about how we got the keys to this place?"
"Oh yeah!" Lucia chuckles, "She told me that you got drunk and wanted the keys, and Alexia had to save you."
"So, are we also changing this story?" Mapi asks you accusatively, making you sigh.
"Okay, maybe I embellished it a little." You grin guiltily.
"So what happened?"Â
"She was the drunk one!" Pointing the finger at you while you rest your forehead on your hand, shaking your head, not looking at Mapi. "And then, with some excuse that I don't even remember she lured us into helping her get the keys. Needless to say, she couldn't keep quiet, so her plan went to shit. She couldn't think properly because she was very drunk. She called Alexia, who was partying with the other girls because we had just won our first Champions, crying."
"I wasn't crying."
"You were sobbing because you couldn't figure out where the keys were, even though you claimed you knew where they were. And then Alexia came to the pitch, worried sick, and helped us find them. Which is something I would have never expected her to do."
"Well, she definitely told me another story." Lucia chuckles.
"Well, okay, I may have skipped some of the most lame parts of the story because it was the second time I saw you, and I wanted to not sound too lame." You reply, a little embarrassed.
She places her hand on your shoulders and smiles at you. "But you are lame."
"How dare you talk like that to your football idol?!" You say, faking being offended.
"I can, and I will!" She begins running to the pitch while you follow behind her trying to catch her. Spoiler alert: you couldn't. That girl was fast. Too fast.
After a little while, you both stop, taking a break. You put on your shoes and begin passing the ball to each other in a triangle. Then you leave Mapi and Lucia to play alone while you sit on the grass, smiling at their interactions.
-
You were more than halfway through July, meaning the World Cup was about to start. Even though you decided not to participate, you still told yourself you would watch all the Spain games. You had friends and teammates in that squad and wanted to support them. You and Mapi had the same idea, so you hosted a little get-together with other Spanish teammates who didn't attend the World Cup. Of course, you chose to tell all of your teammates about the kids and the adoption but refrained from talking about the Alexia thing. Initially, they were shocked that you had two children now, but then they were very happy for you.Â
So you found yourself on the day of Costa Rica against Spain, with many people in your home, all commenting random shit on TV. You were wearing your old Spain shirt with the number 10 behind it, while Lucia and Ava wanted to wear Alexia's. You let Ava wear one of the old shirts Alexia gave you at the beginning of your relationship with her. While with Lucia, you basically forced her to wear a Spain shirt with your name on it, claiming that "You have to wear the shirt of your favorite player, and you are lucky enough that you live with her." You loved teasing Lucia about the fact that you were her favorite player, and loved even more her annoyed reactions.
The two girls looked too cute, making your heart swell. So you posted a story on your Instagram showing the two backs of the shirts and the tv behind, with no caption. You still had to wait for everybody to come when you received a text from Alexia.Â
'Love the fits ;).'
You reply almost instantly, with your fingers trembling, as it was the first time you spoke to her since she left that night. 'They look so cute in it!'
âI still don't know how you convinced Lucia to wear one of your jerseys, thoughâŚâ
âLong storyâ You simply reply. This conversation confused you, as she wanted to keep talking to you. At the same time, she was the one that wanted a break, but you kept on replying to her, as you really missed talking to her.Â
'You'll tell me when I get back?'
You are about to reply when you hear a knock on the door, so you leave your phone on the table in your living room and go to the door. Mapi, Sandra PaĂąos, Patri, and Claudia quickly enter your home, clearly looking for something.
"Nice picture you put up on your insta." Mapi remarks, "People are going to ask why you have two kids on your story and why you were watching a Spain game when you were part of the 15 people that refused to participate in the selecciòn."
"Make them talk about the kids; I'll discuss everything with Lucia in the future. And for the story, I'll just say it was in support of Alexia and nothing more, which is true." You explain to your best friend.Â
"So, where are the kids?" Sandra, the goalkeeper, asks you.
"They are in the living room."
After your teammates meet the two girls, you all order pizza and wait for the game to start.Â
You picked up your phone and saw that Alexia sent two other texts to you.
'Wish me luck (luck-clover emoji).'
'I miss you.'
You released a shaky exhale and decided not to reply; it was hurting you too much to respond to any of it. It was unfair of her to send you that last text, and it wasn't fair to you to reply.
During the game, when Alexia did something remarkable, as always, your friends, who were clueless about your break with her, would always make little comments about her and you, which you would shrug off, but Mapi and Lucia immediately understood that they were making you a little sad.
Spain managed to win that game by a very narrow margin. 1-0. You knew that they could've won by much more. You could see that by how they played, something was missing. Alexia's performance was clearly below her average, which made you low-key very worried. You see them return to the changing room, and then you switch off the tv. All the people in the room began talking and joking with one another, mainly focusing on the two kids that you had in your home; okay, a kid and a teenager, but for you, Lucia will always be a kid.
After a while, you receive another text from Alexia, making you feel bad that you weren't replying to them. Which she wrote
'You all were right about Jorge. I should have stayed home.'
You reply to this text, saying, 'I'm sorry, Alexia. He's an asshole.'
What actually had shaken you up from the text wasn't the fact that Jorge probably verbally abused many of your friends and teammates from your national team, which still made you angry as shit, but actually was that she said that she should have stayed home. Was she saying that she regretted going to the World Cup? Or was she regretting leaving you?Â
Mapi realized you were having inner turmoil and dragged you to your kitchen, asking what was happening. You showed her your phone, and she looked at you surprised.
"Since when has she been texting you?"
"Since today." You put away your phone, "I just don't get what she is doing. What she wants from me. And I know for sure that she is going through worse than me. But this is fucking torture, and the worse thing is that she doesn't even realize it."
Mapi didn't have the time to reply that a very tired Ava came to the kitchen searching for you.
"Mo-, Y/n, I'm tired."
"Do you want to get to bed?" You ask her smiling as you know the subsequent request that she will make. Over the weeks that she stayed at your home, you started giving her piggyback rides to the bed, making her fall into her bed, earning a laugh from her. Then you would tuck her bed sheets, giving her a good night.
She slowly nods, raising her arms and making grabby hands. You chuckle at her and turn around, waiting for her to jump on your back.
You put her to bed, give her goodnight with a kiss on the forehead, and return to the chaos in the living room.
You found your teammates and Lucia outside in your garden, sat down on the couches, actively talking about random stuff that you didn't even want to know about. You went out and sat down next to Lucia and took part in the conversations that were happening.
"Now Lucia, I have a really important question for you." Sandra begins, making the young girls sit up straight, a little worried. "How's living with Y/n?" Making all the people at the table chuckle apart from you. "I ask you this because when this woman here moved in with Alexia, we were really worried for Nala. And also because she has never once made a plant live for at least more than a week."
"Okay, this statement is very wrong. A, I am a great dog mom, Nala loves me, and B, I only ever owned one plant, and I hate taking care of them." You say, clearly, nobody was listening to you but were waiting for Lucia's answer.
"Honestly, she has been very good to us." She replies shyly. "She took us in when nobody asked her to, and honestly, she has been more of a mom to me this past month than my mother has ever been in sixteen years."
You look at her, eyes watering, really shocked about her statement. You give her a small smile, "Stop it, you will make me cry." You chuckle while removing with your fingers the tears forming in your eyes.
"Who would've thought that Y/n was such a softie!" Claudia teases you while you give her a deadly stare.
"Shut up, Claudia." The other girls at the table chuckle softly, then you turn to Lucia, "I'm really happy you feel that way." You hug her, and you give her a small kiss on the temple.
"If you will excuse me, I'm going to bed now; remember that tomorrow we have training." She reminds you, you slowly nod at her, and then she turns to your teammates, "It was so nice meeting you all; I hope I'll see you again sometime. Good night." All your teammates say goodnight to her, and as soon as she leaves for her bedroom, they turn to you.
"That revelation must have hit you like a ton of bricks." Mapi jokes.
"Oh, you don't even know. I wasn't expecting her to say that; she's not the kind of girl who likes to 'speak her feelings.' But it was a nice surprise."
"They are good kids, really kind and smart. You must be so proud of them." Patri speaks up.
"I am. Ava is so smart and sneaky, you don't even know. Whereas Lucia she's a really good kid, she will be playing for Barcelona B this season. I'm so proud of her; she'll surely be our team's future."Â
You say proudly as if you were speaking about your own kids, which slowly you realized that as time progressed, those two kids became so much part of your life that now you couldn't see yourself without them. For you, they were your kids, but you knew that it wasn't right to both of them for you to call them that, they already had a mom, and you didn't want to make them feel like you were replacing her.
"And with Alexia? How are they getting along with her?"
"Oh great! The younger one has her wrapped around her little finger. You all know how Alexia is with kids. Ava found out how she can make her say yes to everything she wants, so that's that. Whereas with Lucia, they bonded over football and dogs."
"You all look like a happy family."
"Yeah, I guess." You chuckle sadly, trying to keep up the façade that you and Alexia were still together.
After approximately half an hour, all your guests left, leaving you alone in the house, wallowing in your pit of misery. You were so happy that Lucia told you what she had told you, and there was only one person that you wanted to tell, Alexia. But you couldn't, and that realization left you helpless.
You go to your bed, which had been half undone since Alexia left, and you lay on it, still smelling her perfume from her pillow. You really missed her. So damn much.Â
You turned on your phone one last time before going to sleep. As Mapi predicted, you received many comments about the two kids and why you were watching the Spain game, but what worried you was your agent, who texted you.
'Call me as soon as possible. I don't care if it's midnight."
You decide to call him immediately, hoping he wouldn't pick up. He picked up, telling you how the story you put on Instagram makes many people ask questions, making you roll your eyes.
-
The next day you wake up after approximately two hours of  tossing and turning in your bed, and go downstairs to your kitchen; you give Nala something to eat and make her go outside. You prepare coffee for yourself and wait for the girls to wake up.Â
You were scrolling through your phone when Lucia and Ava came to the kitchen for breakfast. Fortunately, after more than a month, since they moved in, you managed to get something to eat for them for breakfast, so you didn't have to go to your brother's place every day.
Lucia sat at the chair next to you while Ava tried to sit on the kitchen countertop, as she saw you many times sit there, but she couldn't because she was too short, but she wouldn't surrender. So you chuckled, then picked her up and put her where she wanted to sit.
"What are you doing?" Lucia asks, trying to peek at your phone.
"Did you open my Instagram yesterday?" You ask her.
"You might be one of my idols, but I don't stalk you on Instagram; I already live with you." She threw her hands up.
"Look at my story." You push her phone to her hands, and she picks it up and goes on Instagram.
"Wait, this is us!" She says, smiling shyly. Ava snatches her phone from her sister to see the picture, making the owner of the phone grunt from irritation, the older girl tries to physically take back the phone, making them have a small fight.
"Okay, girls, it's nearly nine a.m.; it's too early for this type of physicality. Ava, give back the phone to your sister." The little girl huffs and reluctantly gives the phone back.
"So, what is the problem with this picture?"
"People are asking who are the kids in the picture, so I thought I would post about it to get my agent off my back. Is it okay for you? I chose a picture in which you can't see your faces, so you won't have any problems." You reassure the older girl, showing the picture on the phone.Â
It was one of the first pictures you took together. The first one, Alexia, took it, and it was the first time you hung out together, all four of you. Ava was very tired and fell asleep on you; Alexia took a picture and sent it to you the day after. You couldn't see the sound girl's face in it, but it was evident she was a child.Â
The second one instead was a picture of you and Lucia playing football, you didn't remember who took it, but it appeared on your phone. You fell in love with the photo right away. You were possessing the ball, and Lucia was trying to take it away from you, but you were pushing her away laughing. When you saw both pictures, they became your top three favorite pictures of all time.Â
The third picture being with you and Alexia you took when you won your first Champion's League together. You had just started dating and thought you couldn't be happier at that moment, but boy, you were wrong.
"I love them." Lucia simply says, nodding.Â
"I don't like my picture!" Ava says, crossing her arms on her chest and pouting.
You chuckle at her antics, "What do you have against it? It's cute!"
"It's not cute! I'm sleeping."Â
"Okay, why don't you decide the picture." You offer, giving you her phone, on the album where you kept all the pictures with the girls.
She casually lands on a picture you took of her and Alexia petting Nala, which you thought was beautiful and sad. Making you rethink your life choices again in the past month.
"I want to put this." She says, giving you back the phone. Â
"I'll think about it." You give her a smile, then go back to preparing breakfast for them, thinking you'll finish the post that night.
That day, you had a lot of things to do. One is enrolling Ava in an elementary school and then bringing Lucia to the pitch to help her train for the season. You decided to multitask. You took Lucia to the pitch, then left for the school with Ava, and then you'd leave her with Nico and then go back to the pitch to Lucia so that you could train for preseason in Mexico.
Needless to say was that when you got home, you were exhausted. After the tough training that you and Lucia just endured, you both decided to shower then the both of you found yourself lying frozen on the couch with the AC on, waiting for Nico and Ava to come back home to dinner.
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Fast forward to three weeks, and you still had to do the post; you opted out of it because you thought the pictures were great, but you knew something was missing: Alexia. How could you post about your family when a huge part of it was missing? So you decided not to post anything, hoping she'll return to you.Â
You were all now watching the Spain game against the US. The same at your house for the Panama game was again at your home. Spain barely got out of the group stage, with all the players clearly missing the spark they usually had. Matches with the US have always been challenging games; they were 4-time world champions for a reason, but more than that, the majority of the players in the USWNT played in the US, so you weren't even used to playing with them in a club.Â
Needless to say, Spain lost that game badly. Jorge was fuming. You could see it from the screen. He would scream at his team at any time, especially with Alexia, making you extremely worried. Alexia didn't deserve it; nobody did. He was acting irrationally for the world to see how bad of a manager he actually was.Â
The US team was over the moon when the final whistle blew, whereas Spain was shattered. They were all on the ground with their hands covering their faces. Then Alex Morgan walked towards your ex-girlfriend, picked her up from the ground, and gave her a small pat on the back for encouragement. It really hurt seeing the love of your life this hurt and distraught.Â
You see her go to get water near the bleachers, then the camera frame Aitana BonmatĂŹ, which she was too standing up, but then you see her begin running. The camera changes the frame again, and you see where Aitana is running to. Alexia was drinking from a Gatorade bottle, and Jorge approached her. He snatched it harshly away from her and began talking angrily at her. You couldn't hear what they were saying to each other.
Still, you knew Alexia wasn't having any of it, chuckling sarcastically and shaking her head. He reacted by grabbing her by the arm. In the meantime, many of your Spanish teammates that have seen the scene unveiling, ran up to their captain, trying to make him take his hands off her. Ona even forcefully removed his hand from Alexia's arm, giving him a death stare. As she saw her teammates swarm her and their trainer, Alexia put a hand on Ona and Aitana, trying to stop them from doing something stupid. At the same time, Jorge kept screaming at all of them.Â
You and your Barça teammates were watching the scene on TV and looking at each other worried. You were frozen and scared, hoping that things wouldn't go sideways than they already were. FIFA was about to intervene when Jorge just finished screaming when Alexia shook her head and left the pitch, practically stomping. The game's broadcasting went to the ads, and you all looked at each other.
"What the fuck just happened?" Map was the first to speak, all turning to her while you still stared at the screen. Many voices were talking one on top of the other, but you closed them out, trying to think about your next step. You knew that if their interaction had lasted more than it did, you would've probably already been at the airport.
What brought you away from your spiral of thoughts was Ava calling out your name. This made you snap out of your trance and realize that also Ava and Lucia probably saw the same thing as you and many other kids around the world.Â
You went before her and then kneeled so she wouldn't have to raise her head too much.
"Y/n, why was the coach screaming at Alexia?" She asks worriedly with her head down.
You didn't know what to say to her; you couldn't possibly say that Jorge was an asshole who couldn't interact appropriately even on a worldwide broadcast.
"You know, when a person is sad and angry, they sometimes take it out on others even though they don't deserve it. That's what happened, even though you should never have your feelings out of control." She nods understandingly while you gently take her sides, "Now, why don't we go outside and get ice cream together?" She nods excitingly. "I have to make a phone call now. Can you stay with Mapi until I am back?" You look at your best friend; she gives you a slight nod, then turns her attention to the younger girl.Â
You go to your room, and the first thing you do is call Alexia. It goes to voice mail. And even though you hate leaving voicemails, you do.
"Hi Alexia, it's me, Y/n. I think you probably know that already. I saw the game today. I'm trying to say that please call back as soon as possible, or even just text me to let me know you are okay. And I know we're on a break, so I must give you space. But just please let me know if you are okay. I love you." You say, probably holding your phone too tightly, trying your best to find the right words.
Then you text Alba, which you haven't heard from her since the day she called you.
'Hey, Alba. I know that you are in New Zealand right now. I just wanted to ask you if you had heard anything about Alexia. Is she okay?'
Then you send a text again to Alexia. 'I saw the game today. Can you call me when you get this text, please? Or if you don't want to call, just tell me you are okay.'
Then you took a big breath to ground yourself. You told yourself to put your concern for Alexia in little boxes in the back of your brain. You had to be strong for Ava and Lucia.Â
You went downstairs to the girls and found your house empty, only Mapi and your kids.
You give the woman a puzzled look. "They left about two minutes ago. And the kids are outside playing with Nala. Did you manage to get a hold of Alexia?"
You shake your head. "I send her a text, and Alba too. I really hope that she's okay. That interaction looked like a lot. And for the whole team to intervene seemed like he was saying some hurtful stuff."
"I sent a text to Aitana to ask her what was going on. She told me that some hurtful personal stuff was said to Alexia. They haven't seen her since then."
"I mean, should I be worried? I know that we aren't on talking terms right now, but she is still someone I still care very much about."
"It's okay to worry about her. I know for sure that she won't be MIA for much long."
"Thank you for taking care of the kids, I'm sorry I left in such a hurry, but I had to make the phone call, ya know."
"If it were Ingrid, and I was in your place, I would've probably done worse." Her confession made you chuckle.Â
"So, ice cream? You don't have to come if you don't want to."Â
"Of course, I'm coming! I still have to beat Nico for top place as aunt/uncle!"
"You are an idiot." You say, laughing.Â
You go outside and call the two girls; Ava goes straight past you to Mapi, whereas Lucia, Shows you the thumbs up and asks you, "You okay?". You nod, giving her a weak shoulder pat, making her enter the house.
Every ten minutes, you would check your phone in the hopes of notification of Alexia, but it was useless. Good thing that Mapi was there, keeping the kids busy.Â
You were taking a walk when Alba called you.Â
"I'm sorry I have to take this." Your mouth to the defender that it was Alba and move away from the three girls.
"Hi Alba, how are you?"
"I'm good; we are about to go back to Spain. Tomorrow we have the flight."
"Say hi to Eli from me, okay?"
"Oh no, she told me to pass you the phone when we are done talking. What are you doing?" Even though you have known Alexia's mom, she has always been scary to you, especially when Alexia was on the line..Â
"I took the kids for some ice cream with Mapi. Right now, they wandered off, probably looking at some squirrel." You chuckle, smiling at the thought. "Have you heard from Alexia?"
"Nope, she didn't even call mamĂĄ. But strangely, she is not that worried. I think she knows where she went."
"At least one of us knows." You say hopefully.
"MamĂĄ wants to talk to you," Alba says, passing the phone to her mom.Â
"Y/n, how are you?"
"I'm good, Eli. How's New Zealand?"
"New Zealand is nice, but Barcelona is better."
"No doubts about that." You chuckle, agreeing.
"How are the kids? Are they behaving well?"
"They are wonderful; you should come to dinner as soon as you get back." You say politely.
"Now, I know you love my daughter very much, right?" She asks you authoritatively, making you subconsciously make your back straighter.
"Yes, I do very much."
"When she'll come back to you because she will. Make her work for it." Your face turns into a weird and confused expression. "You two are perfect for each other and complement each other perfectly. That is why I gave you my blessing to propose to her a year ago. But when my child comes to her senses and apologizes to you, if you want her back, which I really hope you do, make her earn it."
"I will." You say, chuckling. "I'll make her sweat a little."
"Good. Now I'll let you get back at it with the kids. Give them a hug from me. And take care of yourself, with ya?"
"I will. Have a safe flight."
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The rest of the day and the next day passed on rather quickly. You were still worried, but somehow, after the call with Alexia's mom, you were worried less. You knew she was a nearly 30-year-old independent woman; she could care for herself.Â
It was approximately 11 pm. You had just put Ava to bed, and Lucia was already to bed, âClaimingâ that she was tired. You thought she was hiding something from you, but you weren't worried about that. When she is ready, she will tell you. At least, you hoped.Â
Alone in your house, you wondered if this was like rich housewives felt when they waited for their husbands to come home, except that you didn't have a man, nor a woman, for that matter.Â
So, willing to get the whole desperate housewife experience, you decided to do the most typical thing they could do. Which was pouring yourself a glass of wine or two and hoping for the best.Â
You tried to find the cheapest bottle in your kitchen and opened it immediately; as you were about to put the wine in the glass, you heard an insistent knock on the door. You checked your time and wondered who in their right mind would knock at someone's door at past 11 pm.
You go to the door and open it.
"Alexia?"
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(Un)Lost: The art of war
Pairing:Â F12022/3!Grid! x Fem!Driver!Oc
Warnings: DNFâs, angst, a little bit of love, episodes of anxiety, Sebâs retirement, harsh words.
DRIVE TO SURVIVE SEASON 5 - EP. 1Â THE NEW ERA
âItâs freezing in hereâ I said while I was puting my cap in my head, my Williams cap, ready to sit in the famous black chair of Netflix. âThank you Netflix for make this possible, Bahrain is being cooking itself nowâ The producer chuckle.
âSo, weâre going to let you introduce you and then make you a few questions. Everything clear?â
âSureâ I look for a better position in the chair and look to the camera âMy name is Charlotte Robyn-Jones and Iâm engineer strategist for Williams Racing Formula One Teamâ I said with a smile on my face. I saw the people in the back laugh and I copy the action
âYou canât lie to Netflix, kidâ
âI think I just did ... Anyway, 1, 2, 3, Monday to Friday, My name is Charlotte Robyn-Jones, Iâm 23 and Iâm a race driver for Williams Racing Formula One Teamâ I tilt my head to one side and laugh âCoolâ
âSo cool. Whatâs for you to be at the top of the game right now?, obviously avoiding the question that you must be bored aboutâÂ
âBeing a woman is fantastic, except for that thing every month but I canât complain. I have to say that itâs not easy. You can dream of some things happening but all the same time, If you really wanted, the answer is get up and look for your better options to make things happen.â I gassped and look down and to the camera. âI remenber when I told my dad that I wanted to give it a try in karting and I wasnât even 6, he looked at me like I was some sort of silly muppet but then he make me promise that I will do great in school and then he will help me with the racing carreer I wanted. The rest is historyâ
A series of videos of her carreer show up, from her beginning in karts, F4, F3 and her successfull 2021 in F2 finishing as champion, smiling faces all around and obviously a very proud Charlotte.
âYou just mention your dad. What about other members in your family? Friends or even a boyfriend?â I look at the producer with a side smile
âYou guys are really something else, right?â they laugh âIâm single ready to mingle. I donât talk to much about my family, I like to be private about that. I almost dropped all this. My family is my priority and two years ago I lost my mom due cancer so...â
âIâm sorry we donât...â
âNo, itâs okayâ I smiled to the camera âSheâs not here but I still talk about her like sheâs just in the back of the house screaming to the dog for being so silly, sheâs still here and I know sheâs proudâÂ
âSure she is. Just to finish ... Any expectations for your team. Everybody wanted to see you in a bigger team like Mercedes or Ferrari, did you hear any rumors about that?â
âWell, certanly I did hear, but the thing is, mmm, I always believe that If you wanna prove yourself is better to start from the very bottom, understand the little things and then youâll find success, almost glory. Being in this sport is so tricky, like, one day you won in Monaco and the next day youâre out of the points or feeling that all your pasion is going out to your bodyâ I see everybodyâs faces like I was saying something fascinating âThis is sport is like war, you better watch out your back âcause even your own team could kill you.â
âSo, this is your year to discover yourself?â
âYes, my bingo card this year will imply me being playing the art of war that is F1âł
âOkay Charlotte, this is all for today. Weâll see you along the yearâ
âThanks and donât spill my secrets. Snitches end up in ditches, they sayâÂ
I go out of the room straight to the Williams garage. Sure thing is that this year is going to be wild, after what happened last year between Red Bull and Mercedes, man, I really donât want to be any member of those teams.
âHello Ms. Jones, everything all right with Netflix?â My PR, Ava asked. She was in Alex side of the garage talking to other people
âYeah, theyâre like school girlsâ She laugh
âYeah, sometimes. Today is media day so since youâre ready with your Williams merch, we can start signing some caps and cards and then continue with your schedule. Or do you want to start with press?â
âUp to you really, better doing the easiest first then Iâll face the sharksâ We walk to a conference room when I found Alex with his girlfriend and his PR. Last year I met the girl in a tournament in the UK and we have been really close since then.
âOh hello you, my girl and my boy rocking together this yearâ Lily said and hug me, while Alex put a false angry face
âNice to see you Lily and yes, weâre going to rock or better than thatâ I said she smack Alex shoulder
âSee, I tould you she has spirit!â
âI know, I think that everybody saw that video of her running along the track after her win in last year championshipâ
That video.
Well, you donât win F2 championship many times in your life, right?
âI donât know what are you talking aboutâ
âEverybody know you doâ
âShhâ I sit next to the pile of merch with my face on it. Itâs 9:45 so I have time âtill lunch and more interviews.
INTERVIEW ROOM @14:20
W/ Lando Norris, Carlos Sainz, Lewis Hamilton and Sebastian Vettel
âDonât be nervous, ok? Iâm not gonna tell what to answer, youâre smart so answer like a proâ
âLike a pro? So I can say <<inchident>> or even ask about the interviewers plans for the summer?â I showed Ava a side smiled
âPlease donât and youâre going to be in between, your name is on the sofaâ I enter the room and saw the amount of people organized in the back of the room with notepads, cameras and tricky looks.
âSo, welcome everybody to the second session here in Bahrain, we are here with Lando Norris from McLaren, Carlos Sainz from Ferrari, Charlotte Jones from Williams, Lewis Hamilton from Mercedes and Sebastian Vettel from Aston Martin. Welcome to the drivers, weâre going to have a round of questions for this sesion, if thatâs okâ I look at the others who nod.
âHello, this question is for Charlotteâ Great. âWe want to hear your first impresions of your new team, if you have the chance to meet the other drivers and expectations for your rookie seasonâ
I tried to smiled but I suddenly felt like I wanna dissapear and the lights weâre too bright so I put on my glasses and I hear Lewis laugh and how he copy my action and take the microphone âItâs sunny outside so thereâs no need to put the light to bright, thanks guysâ And squeezed my hand.
âYeah, lights, mmm, almost everybody saw me in the car last year when I met the team and my teammate. Everything has been great so far, mmm I spent half of the holidays with the Sainz family, there been close to my momâs family so, yeah, Carlos and his trainer just help me to get in better shape for this rodeo, something that Iâm grateful forâ I fist bump with Carlos and laugh âAnd expectations, well, I prefer to see how it goes after the race, I sent my ideas and questions the past month so I know now that the car is fast and letâs see If we can put Williams on the top againâ
Sebastian took the microphone and look at me âDo you know about engineering?â
âYeah, I finished my degree in mechanical engineering last month, obviously online, so...â
âThatâs impresive, kidâ answer Sebastian
âAm I the only one scared now?â Ask Lando to everybody. Everybody laugh at that. The interview session went smoothly and not many questions were to me, since Lewis was in the room, the events of november where reminded. Questions about strategies and upgrades for Ferrari and Aston Martin and the chances of McLaren of getting a podium this year. After that, the session ended, Carlos stopped me.
âWelcome officially, girasolâ He hug me in the process and we heard a cough
âAre you good, man?âÂ
âSince my friend here itâs so disrespectfull, nice to meet you, yo soy LagoâÂ
âNunca le enseĂąaste bien espaĂąolâ I said laughing to the spaniard
âCiertamente ĂŠl fue un terrible alumnoâ
âPlease donât. Back to a common languageâ I smiled to him and oh boy! such beautiful eyes
âCharlotte, rookie, friend of this guy, fan of dogs, chocolate cake and be on my xbox the whole dayâ I shake his hand and he gasp
âMarry meâ
âIn a few years, maybeâ I look to Carlos who look at me with wide eyes
âI donât want him on family holidays, ten moths are too much nowâ As we were walking through the paddock, a few photographers and fans aproach us. Since Carlando were more famous that I am, so I go straight to my motorhome to lay down for a bit.
What a day.
A few headers on instagram and twitter about the conference
2022 ROOKIE READY TO DRIVE AND BEING A THREAT
CHARLOTTE ROBYN-JONES, NEW SENSATION IN THE PADDOCK
IS THIS THE YEAR OF WILLIAMS?
Mind clear and then start proving myself.
Iâm a girl, yes, but right now I feel that I have a chance to be like them, itâs ny time.
A champion, one ready to fight.
I finished my day with more media duties, to 6 pm I was going to wait for Carlos who offer a ride to the hotel. While I was waiting in the parking lot, the papaya pair waved at me.
âHiya, you must me Charlotte. Iâm Daniel, the one with good looks in the teamâ He said with a smile.
âNice to meet you Daniel, how you guys doinâ?â
âAll good, weâre heading to the hotel, ready to kick asses tomorrow?â I saw how Lando seems certanly interested in the question
âIâm feeling normal, but yeah, letâs see tomorrow. My driver arrived so... see yaâ I waved at them when Carlos opened his car. Daniel and Lando saw the couple leaving the parking lot when the australian looks at the youngest
âSay itâ
âWhat?âÂ
âWhy do you look so shock around her? I mean, even Max who lives in a rock knew about herâ
âIâve been friends of Carlos and I never see her around, itâs weirdâ
âOoow, the kid is jealous of the newieâ Daniel started laughing and going to his car
âMan stop... Iâm not jealous and also Iâm a man!â
BAHREIN CIRCUITÂ @13:45 - FP1 & FP2
âRadio check, pleaseâ my race engineer said. Williams had the chance to start fourth in the two practices after Alfa Romeo, Ferrari, Red Bull and Alpine.
â And I thought my heart was detached, from all the sunlight of our past, but she's so sweet, she's so pretty, does she mean you forgot about me? Yeah, yes, Iâm going to send you my playlist for the race, what dou you think?âÂ
âWeâll evaluate that after practiceâ
âItâs not a no, I wil take itâ
âOk Charlotte, 30 seconds to start heating the tyres and whenever you ready, your flying lapâ
âCopyâ
âNow, weâll have Williams coming out the pits to start practice, first our rookie Charlotte, fresh out the oven as F2 champion. Sheâs heating the tyres and has 15 minutes to do a few laps and see how that car goesâ
On the broadcast, the faces of the team principals were on screen, with their expectations on the girl and see how she start.
âOk Charlotte, you can start in the next lap with Leclerc and Ocon in front of youâ I pressed the copy bottom. Here I go.
One thing about me itâs that I brake late but my left foot likes to keep itself on the throttle. A girl have to give it all, right?
âI feel like Iâm watching the Mercedes W11 all over again. Wow! I can see a future world champion, multiple times If she wanted tooâ
âThat car is fastâ said Christian Horner looking to Maxâs engineer âWhat the hell?âÂ
âDefinitely it isâÂ
âToto, even when she brake the car doesnât go below 170 km/h. what?â Lewis and Bono stand beside the team principal of Mercedes.
âI think that your eight championship have to wait a bit, I canât believe my eyesâ
âThat girl is the real Toretto, don´t you think?â asked Yuki to the french man
âI wanna throw myself down a hill to be honestâÂ
âWhat the f***?, which car is that?, I almost get dizzyâ asked Charles over the radio
âThat was a Williams, the rookie, sheâs 3 seconds faster than youâ
âThis is going to be a long season. F***â
âWell done Charlotte. With his pace you can certanly win every race this seasonâ
âHaha, good job to everybody from those in the factory to the ones in the garage. What about Alex?â
âAs good as you, the difference is 0.337âł
âThatâs goodâ
âYes, weâll wait for you in the garageâ
As I parked, I could heard the applauses from my team and the people around the garage.Â
And yes.
A very long season ahead.
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intro
That was fun.Â
For those who doesnât speak spanish, here the translation:
Girasol: sunflower.
Nunca le enseĂąaste bien espaĂąol: you never taught him Spanish well.
Ciertamente ĂŠl fue un terrible alumno:Â He certainly was a terrible student.
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broken memories pt. 3
2.9k words
-> sequel to kinda tempting
featuring -> mat barzal x female reader x matt rempe
warnings -> mentions loss of pregnancy/miscarriage
note -> the beginning of this chapter is in the past, then catches up to the phone call that the last chapter ended in the middle of!
part 1 | part 2
Mat slowly made his way down the hall, his body sore from the late night training session. All he could think about was climbing into bed and relaxing, not even caring about dinner or checking his phone. Simply needing to rest.
As he opened the door to his apartment he was greeted by the sight of candles on the kitchen island. Two glasses of wine poured with Ava seated and smiling at him.
âHey baby! Surprise!â
He mustered up a smile, as much as he enjoyed the surprise he truly just wished she hadnât been there at all. Not wanting to hurt her feelings, but he really wasnât in the mood for wine and food.
âHi, whatâs this?â
Ava stood up from her spot at the island, walking over to wrap Mat in a hug before deeply kissing his lips. It had been several weeks since heâd seen her, with her work schedule having gotten crazy this summer. He knew she was back in town, just didnât realize sheâd be at his place waiting on him.
âI just, I missed you. Wanted to surprise you.â
He let out a sigh, seeing the lengths sheâd gone to make a special set up for him to come home to, knowing that her actions would make the conversation heâd been debating having that much harder to go through with.
Since Mat had seen you and heard about your miscarriage, heâd felt awful. Though he wasnât exactly doing his best to show that, all of your texts went unanswered as heâd been struggling to not feel like he was disrespecting Ava. As if he hadnât already fucked up in that department once before. But the more heâd thought about you alone, without Matt, and going through this process of losing your baby, he knew that he couldnât go through with marrying Ava.
His heart was always going to belong to you, whether youâd cheated on him or not. Whether you ended up pregnant or not. It was you and only you for Mat.
But now, as he saw the lengths Ava had gone to in order to make the night special, he couldnât imagine hurting her with this news. Sheâd be blindsided, and of course hurt. His reason was certainly not a good one, and he would deserve anything she spat back at him. Because it was a fucked up thing he was going to do, but he had to end it. For you.
âAva, this is very sweet. But, can we just talk for a second?â
Her smile remained, not a single suspicion of what was coming. Her hands were holding tight to his as Mat took a seat next to her.
âI, I think youâre amazing. Truly. And, while I thought this was what I wanted for myself. Iâve come to realize, itâs not what I want. My heart isnât fully in this, and if I canât give my all to you, then I need to take a step back and not waste your time. I canât do this anymore.â
She dropped his hands as she was stunned, her lip quivering as she tried to find the words. But instead all she could do was pace, trying to make sense of the situation.
âYouâre ending this? But, why? Out of the blue you just canât do this anymore?â
Mat tried his best to say the right thing, but nothing in this moment was going to be right. It would all hurt and be wrong, but it had to be done.
âI know itâs a shitty thing to say, but I'm in love with someone else.â
Ava stopped in her tracks, her expression now turned to one of anger as he pointed at him shaking her head.
âNo, donât you fucking dare tell me youâre ending this for her. Youâre joking. After she cheated on you and let me remind you, got pregnant! Did you forget about that?â
Mat shook his head, a light chuckle leaving his lips as he stood up from the island. Now the one pacing the floor as he tried to keep a level head.
âAnd let me remind you, I did the same fucking thing to her first, with you! Donât act like youâre some fucking saint Ava!â
He spat back at her, hating how harsh he was being, but needing her to understand that you didnât start this mess. The two of them did, and regardless of how you might have reacted to Matâs cheating, he still loved you. And that was enough for him to try and fight for you.
âOkay fine, so she went tit for tat, but Mat sheâs fucking pregnant with Rempeâs baby. Youâre giving up on us for a girl who is happily starting a life with someone else, are you fucking listening to yourself right now?â
âAva she lost her fucking baby! Okay?â
His voice rang throughout the apartment, his anger coming more from the pain heâd felt for you than anything else. He knew you wouldâve been an amazing mother, and it hurt him knowing that was ripped away from you.
âSo, what, you feel sorry for her? Thatâs tugging at your heartstrings and youâre somehow going to magically swoop in and make her life better? Youâre calling this off for a sob story?â
He bit his tongue, never knowing Ava to be such, well quite frankly a bitch. And while he wanted to defend you, to not let her say such nasty things, he knew he just needed her gone.
âNo Ava, Iâm calling this off because Iâm not in love with you. I donât want to marry you, I donât see a future with you. I donât want to be with you anymore. I proposed to you as a distraction, to try and cover up the hurt I felt about everything that happened. But itâs only made my feelings for her more obvious, and thatâs why Iâm ending this.â
Before he could kindly ask her to leave sheâd picked up her glass, drenching Mat in red wine as he simply accepted it. Figuring that mess would be easier to clean than the fallout of this breakup.
âFuck you Barzal, I hope youâre very fucking happy with her.â
She quickly gathered her wallet and keys, in this moment he was thankful heâd not had her move in so she had little to take.
âNews flash, maybe if you wouldnât have hurt her in the first place, you wouldnât have ended up wasting my time and hurting me too.â
A slam of the door and she was gone, Mat finally able to breathe a sigh of relief as heâd begun cleaning up the mess of wine. Once finished he took a seat on the couch, flipping through his phone to land on your text messages, finally sending a reply in the hopes youâd not decided to write him off altogether.
-
âIâm sorry, you did what?â
Youâd sat up on the couch, your mind completely blank at what Mat had just told you. Surely heâd misspoken or youâd heard him wrong. The idea that in the time he had been ignoring you heâd spontaneously decided to call off his engagement almost as quickly as it had happened.
âI called off the engagement, I ended it with Ava. I couldnât keep lying to myself that there was something there with her, especially with her being the girl Iâd gone behind your back with.â
Tossing the throw blanket from your lap, you began pacing the floor. Unsure of what to say, minutes ago convinced that you and Rempe were possibly going to start over and now Mat did this.
âMat, I donât know what Iâm supposed to say. Why would you do that?â
He slightly chuckled at your question, assuming it was obvious why he wouldâve done it.
âWell, I did it for you of course. I love you y/n, I donât want anyone but you.â
The line had gone silent as you were speechless, Mat growing nervous as you hadnât responded. Wondering if perhaps heâd sounded crazy, if you were upset with him for having ignored you for too long. Nothing seemed like the right response in the moment, surely you wouldnât just jump back into something with him. Despite the love you would always have for Mat, so much had happened that made it that much harder to think straight.
âPlease, say something. Youâre making me nervous here y/n.â
He slightly chuckled despite his tone being a bit impatient, trying to lighten the mood. Snapping you from your thoughts as you knew you had to say something.
âUm, well. That is a pretty big decision to make, Iâm sure it wasnât necessarily easy to have that conversation with Ava. And I think I need to process this news myself, I just was never expecting you to break things off with her, for me.â
Mat could hear the uncertainty in your voice, he shouldâve known this would have caught you off guard. And heâd felt a bit unsure of how you were reacting to it all.
âIf you donât mind, Iâm just not sure I can give you a response you want to hear right now. Iâve just, Iâve got a lot going on as you can imagine.â
âOf course! God, no, I wasnât expecting anything in return. I just, I wanted you to hear it from me was all. Have a good night y/n.â
Though he tried to play it off, you could hear the disappointment and frustration in his voice. Surely he was thinking youâd take him back like it was nothing, and plenty of times prior you would have. But there was no way for you to make such a decision at the moment.
-
Youâd barely slept that night. The idea of Mat breaking off his engagement for you on top of your sudden feelings for Rempe that were manifesting. To say you were overwhelmed would be an understatement. Not knowing if Matâs phone call was something you wanted to even bring up to Rempe, knowing it would only cause a fight. And you two seemed to be on a new path, one that youâd hoped would end in a more positive light.
Searching for your phone you were pleasantly surprised by a good morning text from Rempe, saying he hoped you got a good night's sleep, and to call him if you needed a good laugh to start your day. Which you figured couldnât ever hurt, opting to call him as you headed to the kitchen to make some coffee.
âGood morning sunshine.â
You could sense his smile through the phone, one appearing on your own lips as you searched the drawer for a coffee pod.
âMatthew Rempe, you better have something truly funny to tell me this early in the morning.â
He went on to tell you how the guys pranked him at his training session, something about clear tape on his skates making him fall and look like a baby deer on the ice. The image alone being enough to almost have you in tears.
Heâd asked how you slept, what your plans were for the day, then told you a bit more about his training session.
âDo you want to go to dinner or something tonight?â
Matt was just as surprised as you were with the words that had poured from your lips. Not necessarily thinking of what his reaction would be, only thinking that the idea felt right in the moment.
âUm, I could do dinner or something. Like, a date?â
âThatâs exactly what I was thinking. So youâll go on a date with me tonight? No ghosting or anything, you promise?â
Matt chuckled to himself as you searched the fridge for your coffee creamer.
âNow why on earth would I ever want to not show up on a date with you?â
âI donât know because I think Iâm pretty amazing if you ask me. But, be at my place around seven?â
âItâs a date!â
-
One date turned to three, and soon enough you and Matt had been going on weekly dates like it was second nature. Whether it be dinner, ice cream, or coffee after one of his early training sessions. The two of you had fallen into a routine, starting something new that was a nice change of pace from how youâd begun things the last time.
It wasnât necessarily spoken about, if you were âboyfriend and girlfriendâ or what you were, though you both had felt things were in the right direction. Not wanting to rush a label or anything, still navigating the sudden changes for you both despite the grieving getting easier.
Matt had picked you up from your place to take you out to dinner, the restaurant not far from your apartment had become a common spot for date nights. Normally youâd not run into fans, despite Matt being who he was, though when the occasional fan said hello they were respectful of your time and didnât cause a scene or anything.
âUm, excuse me, are you, y/n? And, Matt Rempe?â
Looking to your left as you stood at the crosswalk awaiting the signal to go, you saw a young couple smiling at the two of you. Though you were only the social media manager, because of your relationship with Matt and the obvious announcement of a pregnancy, youâd begun to be noticed by Rangers fans. Not that you minded it, it was just something you never imagined for yourself.
Matt held tight to your hand in reassurance as he smiled at them, introducing himself as they asked to take a quick photo. Youâd offered to take it, chatting with the couple briefly as the busy street traffic buzzed around you.
âI have to ask, if you donât mind, how excited are you for your baby? We have a little girl at home and we absolutely love every minute of it!â
Mattâs smile slightly faded at the question, his hand gripping yours tight as he wasnât sure how you would react to the question, knowing that things had gotten a bit easier since first learning the news, but youâd not spoken to really anyone about it in awhile.
But you held it together, returning the smile as you did your best to formulate a response, despite it being a lie, you knew this wasnât the time or place to reveal the sad truth of the situation.
âWe are very excited, she is our whole world!â
The couple smiled at the two of you, wishing you good luck before they headed off in the opposite direction as Matt immediately turned to you, his hands lightly caressing your face as he looked down at you.
âAre you okay? I know that couldnât have been easy, do you wanna just do takeout instead tonight? Go back to the apartment?â
-
Youâd been thinking about the interaction with those fans for the last week. Hating that youâd lied to them, but also knowing you couldnât have said the words out loud. Still taking your time to navigate it all with Matt, wanting to make sure that you were able to share the news together in your time.
With training camp starting, you knew questions would begin to come. Most obviously regarding your baby bump that was no more. With how far along youâd become it shouldâve been more noticeable now. The answer certainly was not to lie any longer, that would only be cruel to those that were excited for you and the new journey that was beginning for you and Matt.
Sitting at your laptop, you took a break from editing some of the training camp content to start typing your thoughts into some sort of statement. Not wanting to say too much, but also not too little. When youâd gotten it to a good enough place you shot Matt a text, asking if he could come and see you.
âHey you, I got your text?â
He kissed your head as he rested an arm at the small of your back, looking down at your laptop to see what you had been working on.
âI've been thinking about it, and I donât think we can go any longer without making the news public. People will start to notice something is up when I donât look pregnant anymore.â
The two of you slightly chuckled as Mattâs hand slowly rubbed your back, consoling you as he knew this wasnât an easy thing to do.
âI agree, and I am fully supportive of however you feel we should do this. Itâs definitely not fair to you to have to lie when people ask, especially when they donât know and they think theyâre just being nice asking. I say we post it, and I will be right by your side as we receive all the questions and comments in response. Because Iâm sure there will be tons.â
You let out a deep sigh, looking over the statement once more, waiting to get the stamp of approval from your supervisor to post it to the Rangers socials.
âOkay, itâs posted.â
You closed your laptop as soon as you hit post, Matt immediately pulled you into a hug as he kissed your head. Doing his best to simply reassure you it was all going to be okay, and that heâd be by your side no matter what.
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1x05 Coda
âOkay we need to head to the station right now,â Karadec says standing up.Â
The kids groan and complain.
âRight now?â both his date and Morgan say at the same time.Â
âMorgan this is crucial information, we need to inform the captain of this now,â he says taking his wallet out and getting the money to pay. âThank you, Aubrey, I will text you we can maybe do this again,â he says in a bit of a hurry putting money on the table grabbing Chloeâs baby carrier, and starting to make his way out of the restaurant, he turns around to see Morgan and Aubrey shocked looking at him, âLet's go!â he repeats to the Gillory clan. Elliot and Ava start grabbing more fries and Ava grabs his burger and runs after him with Morgan on toe.
âI guess coming with one girl and leaving with another and her baby will give you weird looks,â he thinks as he makes his way out of there, eyes following him and people whispering.
Once he made it to Morgan's car he handed Chloe back to her. Elliot and Ava were already in the car, splitting his burger and fries between them. â I will head to the station while you drop them off at your place and for god sake, Morgan feed them something,â he says resting his hands on his face and looking at Ava and Elliot fighting for the last french fries.
âHey! In my defense, we were going to go for tacos after speaking to you,â she said closing the door of her ar after settling Chloe.Â
âYeah well this is very important and it's better if we head into the station now, there is no time to waste,â he says looking at her.Â
âOH GOD!â Morgan exclaims covering her mouth with her hands.
âWHAT!â he exclaims looking everywhere for danger, instinctively reaching for his gun that is not there. Â
âYou are wearing blue!â she exclaims touched, putting her hand on her chest and a huge smile.Â
âWhat?â he pretends to not understand.Â
âYou are wearing a blue shirt like I told you to!â she says proudly.Â
âMorgan focus!â he says changing the topic.Â
âFine, fine!â she says putting her hands up. âIll see you at the station after I drop them home! I'm sure Henry misses babysitting themâ she says, Karadec is sure she is mostly talking to herself.
âAnd feed the kids Morgan!â he yells as he starts making the way for his car.
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Love and Dryer Sheets VI
Read the rest here: Love and Dryer Sheets
For those that have been kind enough to continue supporting this crazy mixed up story, thank you so, SO much. I hope you like this last part.
~4.7k words
I know I say this a lot but this is a bit all over the place. The timing might not make sense but I don't think it matters (if that makes sense). I wanted to showcase a lot of time passing and hopefully it will translate.
âI think it makes sense with you too, munchkin,â she whispered.
âCâmon,â she stepped aside so Harry could enter. He moved slowly and slugged his way over to the sofa. He looked at her paused TV screen and released a tired, quiet chuckle. She smirked to herself. âDo you want me to start it over?â She asked.
He nodded sullenly. His eyes were redder than she had ever seen. There had been so many times he had come to that laundry room, red-eyed from rubbing them over and over. She could only imagine the argument that took place. Or maybe âargumentâ was the wrong word. What do you call that? The final show? That sounded so terrible. Harryâs sweet face was all blotchy. She canât imagine all the tears he shed because if she was in the same room she would have sobbed. Poor Harry. Even the tip of his nose was red. He needed a warm compress; her mom always got her one after a bad heartbreak or when she was crying herself silly over a broken toy when she was little or for one reason or another.
She pressed a few buttons on the remote as he sat beside her on the sofa. Carefully, she draped a blanket over him and gave his arm a gentle, comforting rub.
He sniffledâtrying to do so discreetly. It felt like a stab to her heart that she couldnât imagine feeling for anyone else. Not even Niall. (Although she imagined if someone hurt Niall, she would probably be the one doing the stabbing). âIâm sorry, munchkin,â she whispered softly. All she wanted was to take away his pain. Just like the patients she helped every day.
It was no use denying anymore that Harry meant something to her. There was time to figure that out. They were still friends right now. She was a good friend. She was good at comforting people when they were sad. This was...easy for her to do. She could make him feel a little better.
He nodded and tried to look away from her to hide the sadness and sniffles from her. She pretended not to notice.
Kiss him! The voice in her heart shouted.
Youâre an idiot. The voice in her brain would have rolled its eyes if it could.
âCâmere,â she encouraged and nudged Harry to lay with his head in her lap. It probably wasnât comfortable in the slightest. But he didnât seem to mind. In fact, Harry was feeling the first bouts of relief in hours as she threaded her fingers through his hair and rubbed her fingertips gently on his scalp.
I could get used to this. The voice in Harryâs heart sounded almost tired. It probably was. The whole final fight with Ava was so draining. It was a wonder Harry could keep his eyes open. But he had been aching and dreaming to watch this movie with her for so very long that he wasnât going to fall asleep now. This wasnât what he wanted. Not in the slightest. She deserved an easy relationship. Especially after a three-year long crazy relationship that hurt her more than he could ever imagine.
Harry was going to need time. She knew that. Of course, he would. Because of the relationship she had and the way she watched her parents... It felt like Harry knew the very heartache she always felt. The little bothersome part of her mind that worried about love all the time. Harry was feeling it firsthand. She wouldnât wish it on anyone... not even Ava.
But that just meant she knew how to support him and be there for him as best as humanly possible.
âSomeplace where there isnât any trouble...Do you suppose there is such a place, Toto?â
Harry wondered the same as Dorothy. Was there such a place?
Part of him thought it might be right on this couch.
Or maybe it wasnât a place at all and just the sweet girl beside him.
*
âThank you for driving me,â she said sweetly.
âCourse, kitten,â he smirked. âIâll keep an eye on all your plants,â he promised.
Harry was carrying her carry-on duffle bag and pulling her suitcase even though she insisted that she didnât need it. In fact, she thought Harry might just drop her off at the entrance and drive away. But he wanted to walk her in. Wanted to see her off properly.
She couldnât help but want that too.
They didnât hold hands, but she really wanted to. She wasnât going to kiss him. As much as she wanted to do that, too. They were moving slowly. Really slow. It was the right thing to do. They were good at being friends and they didnât want to mess anything up. Especially after the rocky couple of months they both had.
She was going to visit Niall. The first time she had seen him in since his move approaching almost four months ago. The last time they had been apart for that long was when they were in college and Niall did a semester abroad. Harry was kind enough to drive her to the airport. âNot tâsound...crazy. But yânot going tâsuddenly hate me jusâ because Niallâs going tâhate mâguts, right?â He asked.
He knew she would tell Niall. Part of him wanted her to tell Niall. It wouldnât feel right to be friends or anything without him knowing.
âI donât think heâs going to hate your guts,â she shrugged.
âI kissed yâwhen I shouldnât have, Sunshine. Made yâcry. Pretty sure if I were Niall, Iâd kill me,â he smiled knowingly.
âI donât think heâs going to be happy,â she sighed. âBut...â she bit her lip. âThis is maybe a little indelicate, but... Niall said all kinds of nice things on your behalf without knowing the other stuff. When he overheard the egg thing, he asked if you were actually dating âthe Wicked Witch of the West,ââ she looked at him awkwardly.
Harry released out a loud burst of laughter. Shaking his head, he smiled. âWell, maybe sâhope for me yet.â
She was also hoping Niall would feel the same way about him. Once they reached security, she took her belongings from Harry and gave him a gentle smile. He grinned back, stuffed his hands in his pockets and looked at her shyly. âIâll... miss you, kitten,â he sighed, his face contorting into a half grin, a half frown.
For the last week they had spent most of their evenings togetherâeating dinner and watching movies. They even ventured out to run errands. Ava was long gone. In the first couple days Ava and Harry spent yelling, crying, and packing her stuff up so she could leave him. It was sad but cathartic in a lot of ways.
Ava was already in another town with the guy she had been seeing behind Harryâs back. No one batted an eyelash at Harryâs heartache. They called Ava brave for finding happiness after so long. No one cared to inquire about how the breakup went down. But, that was okay. The people closest to Harry knew what happened. Those that sided with Ava, well, good luck to them. Ava had a way of breaking hearts without any warning.
Besides, Harry had the sweet girl about to board a plane to worry about. âI think Iâll miss you most of all,â she smiled sweetly.
Having seen the Wizard of Oz no less than three times over the last week or so, Harry thought his heart would explode at her sweet quote. âYeah?â
She frowned. âYou wonât miss me?â
âNo!â he grabbed her hand quickly forgoing all rational thought for a moment. What a difference a few months could make that hand holding was the worst thing he could do. âNo, of course,â he shook his head. âHonestly, kitten, mânot sure how mâgoing tâmake it a week without you,â he laughed awkward rubbing the back of his head with his free hand. âSâgoing tâbe very boring,â he brought her hand to his mouth and placed a kiss on her knuckles.
She smiled, her cheeks turning pink at the gentle touch of his mouth on her skin. âYou sure you donât mind picking me up really late at night either?â She asked.
He shook his head immediately. âNo, not at all. Probably be sad and worried if I didnât get tâsee you when yâcome back right away,â he nodded.
He still hadnât let go of her hand. Kiss him, kiss him, kiss him! The little voice in her heart was shouting.
Weâre not doing that yet. It wasnât even her little conscience talking. It was entirely her own thought.
âThank you,â she sighed gratefully. They stood a moment, hand in hand. Gazing at each other. Neither moved for several moments. âI guess... I better go,â she whispered.
âYeah,â he smiled sadly and released her hand. âSee you soon, Sunshine.â
With a small wave she backed away and turned to leave. Harry already liked her so much. Letting her go for even a week felt like his heart was already breaking. And he knew she was going to be back. He would have to talk to Gemma and see if this was normal or okay ifâ
âHarry!â She shouted. Spinning around, Harry turned back to see her almost back to him now, running quickly as she dropped her bag and threw her arms around his neck. Harryâs arms instinctively wrapped around her waist while she nuzzled her face into the curve of where his neck and shoulder met. She sighed deeply and Harry had never felt so much adoration for herâor maybe anyoneâin his whole life. He kissed the side of her head and inhaled the sweet scent of her shampoo.
Harry really never wanted to let go.
*
Niall was pacing. She figured it was best to get it all out in the open right away. Since she was still feeling her own time zone, it was easy for her to be awake and tell him. She warned him that he had to wait until he heard everything. All of it. Every last horrible detail. He was told it wasnât going to be pretty and he would probably get mad.
Niall thought he was going to be tired after picking her up so late at night, but he was wrong. Fueled by anger and frustration was wonders for him to listen and pace the entire time she spoke. When he heard how she cried about the kiss, he nearly tore his hair out. He stopped pacing when he heard the egg story again.
But at the end he stopped pacing and sat down as he listened to how heartbreakingly mean Ava was to Harry in their final argument. âJesus,â he said finally. After she finished her heartbreaking tale.
âYou canât hate him,â her tone was firm.
âI hate him for kissing you when he was with someone.â
âThatâs...â she sighed. âThatâs fair. But I think you hate what he did, not him.â
Niall frowned and rubbed a hand over his face. âYouâre sure you want to date him?â
âWell...not right now...but yeah...I mean...â she shrugged. âThe Wizard of Oz, Niall. Am I just supposed to ignore that?â
âI gotta be your best friend for a second,â he said. A grim, serious look took over his features. She nodded. âHow do you know he wonât... kiss someone else when you guys have arguments and stuff?â He asked.
It was a fair question and there was a pang of sadness that coursed through her heart and body. âI donât,â she murmured. âBut... I wouldnât know that about any relationship I have.â
Niall nodded. âI canât see you hurt like the last time,â he told her. âI wonât do it again. Iâll kick and scream and make your relationship miserable.â
âHonestly, I think Harry would appreciate that. Youâll really like him,â she promised. âHe drove me to the airport and walked me in and...â she smiled. âHeâs really nice Niall.â
âHow long are you guys going to wait?â
âUntil...it seems right.â
âAre you okay with that?â
She nodded. âWeâre good at being friends. But itâs...complicated. Or complex, whatever you want to call it. We want to do it right and... I want to tell him more about my last relationship... and my parents. I want him to know that I wonât be such a walk in the park.â
âYeah, you do have a lot of lions and tigers and bears on your yellow brick road,â Niall said knowingly.
âYouâre an ass,â she rolled her eyes.
âI will love him if you want me to,â Niall said softly. âBut if he puts even one little crack in your heart, Iâm killing him.â
âI think heâll agree to that,â she nodded. âYou donât think Iâm stupid?â
âThe heart wants, what the heart wants, princess. Harryâs a good guy, I think. Itâs not his fault he dated a wicked witch... think he needs a good witch in his life,â he smiled. âMay as well be you.â
*
Niall, once he had the proper amount of sleep, had about two hundred more questions. She answered every single one of them. When she didnât know the answer, she texted Harry and waited for his reply patiently.
Some of the questions were a little more sensitive and she didnât feel right texting them to him. So, she FaceTimed him so she could ask instead. âNiall has a question for you, but itâs a little sensitive,â she warned. She saw him sit up straighter, looking ready and prepared as best he could. He wanted Niall to like him, he knew it was necessary that he liked him. But he also knew that he did a very bad thing, and it would be hard to earn his trust. He nodded readily, like it was a job interview, but nonetheless ready to answer her question.
Niall was off to the side listening intently while he made soup for them. âI feel awkward asking this,â she admitted. Niall turned to nearly glare at her. He wouldnât back down. It was a question they kept circling back to. One that Niall would probably go crazy about if it wasnât answered properly.
âSâokay, sâimportant. Sâgood tâask the tough questions,â he promised. âDonât feel awkward, kitten.â
Niall smirked over the stove already liking the way he spoke to her. It was encouraging that he would make her talk out her feelings and not bottle them up just to protect their relationship. Even if it was awkward or uncomfortable. She sighed. âDo you have a... habit... of kissing other girls when youâre in a relationship... or when youâre upset?â she put her hand on her face to hide the embarrassment. But it was easy to see that she was comfortable asking Harry delicate questions. That never happened in her old relationship. Niall appreciated it before he even heard Harryâs answer.
âNo, Sunshine, not at all. Sâjus... this sânot an excuse... but you are so nice. Yâmade me feel... happy when I didnât feel happy at all. I was jusâ so tired of not feeling happy. I shouldnât have kissed you, but it was nice. But I wouldnât... I wonât kiss anyone but you when the time comes.â
Her heart felt so warm she could have cried. She looked over her phone screen at Niall. âIs that satisfactory?â She asked quietly. Harry smiled shyly, feeling his own face warm at the vulnerability of his statement. But he would have shouted that from roof tops. Niall was welcome to know anything about his relationship if it meant she could be his when the time was right.
âWhoâs your favorite football team?â Niall asked suddenly.
âOh, for the love of God, Niall, heâs English,â she groaned. Harry chuckled.
âItâs important, princess! Might even be more important than the kissing question,â he rolled his eyes. Everyone knew it wasnât, but while Niall finished ladling soup into bowls for the pair of them, he wanted to tone the seriousness of the room down. He entered the shot of her screen and Harry smiled.
âManchester United.â
âWell, it was nice knowing you Harry,â Niall said slurping up a spoonful of soup. âMaybe if you get better taste, Iâll let you date her.â
She flicked his face and rolled her eyes again. âDerby is the correct answer,â she explained for Harry. âFollowed by Chelsea.â
Harry laughed and shook his head. âSorry, Niall. Canât help who you love.â
Niall smirked, wiggling his eyebrows at Harry. âIâll say.â
*
âSorry, I swear my bag is the last one,â she told her phone. âIâm coming, Iâm coming,â she promised.
Harry chuckled, refraining from saying he would wait forever for her like a lovesick puppy. âSâokay, Sunshine, mânot going anywhere,â he promised.
âI know, but itâs late, and the delay didnât help, and I know itâs probably been a long dayââ
âKitten, sâfine. Mâfine. Missed you a lot. I can miss you a little longer.â
She sighed heavily into the phone. It was going to be hard to remain friends when all she wanted to do was kiss him until her lips physically hurt. âOkay, finally,â she grunted heaving her bag off the conveyor belt. âMâon my way up,â she sighed tiredly.
âSee yâin a minute,â he murmured and hung up the phone.
I missed her so much. The little voice in his heart was practically crying with relief and joy that she was a mere escalator ride away now and no longer a terribly long plane ride.
Me too. His conscience agreed. They were much more in sync now that the pretty, sweet girl was in Harryâs life.
Me three. Harry thought.
Harryâs heart slowed the moment she entered his line of vision. He watched her scan tiredly for him. She was in leggings, a big sweatshirt, and a pair of trainers. Her hair was in a ponytail, and she looked exhausted from the delay and her long flight. He imagined she wanted to shower and fall right to sleep.
She very well may have been the most beautiful thing he had ever laid eyes on.
Harry was standing in the middle of a bunch of other parties waiting for their people to ascend the escalator. There he was, patiently waiting for her. As handsome as he looked for so late at nightâunfairly so, after waiting for so long and traveling to the airport not once, but twice due to her delayâshe couldnât tear her gaze away from the bouquet of flowers at his side. His smile was so heartfelt as she approached. Instinctively, he wrapped one arm around her waist, so he didnât hurt the flowers in his other hand. He kissed the side of her head. âMissed you, kitten.â
âMissed you more, munchkin,â she sighed happily pressing her face to the crook of his neck and breathing in the warm scent of his cologne. Her arms looped up around his shoulders and she sighed again with relief.
Thereâs no place like home. The voice in her head and her heart were in total agreement.
*
She and Harry enjoyed being friends so very much. But both knew it wasnât quite friends. There was the lingering promise there would be more, eventually, when the time presented itself. But for now, they would have pizza nights, watch TV shows together, and do errands and laundry together.
âCan yâtell me more âbout your last relationship?â Harry asked quietly. She certainly had pizza sauce on both cheeks from the way the crust bent around her mouth. She wiped a napkin across her face and looked at him. The TV show they had on in the background continued playing, but Harry was watching her.
âWhat about it?â She asked.
âJusâ... I donât know. Anything.â
She took a deep breath. âUh... he was just... controlling. I didnât do anything to stop it,â she shrugged. âIt felt like I had invested so much time into the relationship. Even if it was bad. Itâs one thing to say you should or need to start over, itâs an entirely different thing to actually have the courage to do it,â she explained looking at her fingers like they had the answer. âI didnât even have the courage. Niall had to give it to me.â
He felt every word she said. Every part of it. âDid you love him?â
âYes,â she nodded firmly.
âEven though it was...bad?â
âYou canât help who you love,â she shrugged in response.
It was hard to be vulnerable, but with Harry it was easy. It was like talking to herself about how she felt. Or like talking to Niall. It was easy and comfortable. But it had always been that way in the time she had known him. It was easy to share hard thoughts and truths. âDo you regret it?â He asked.
She shook her head. âNo... I regret losing part of myself, but thatâs on me, not him. I... I should have handled it differently... but I did love himâpart of him, for a really long time.â She knew Harry was partly asking questions to understand his own relationship. If it was okay to have loved Ava even if she wasnât always nice. âYâknow, I met Ava one other time...besides the eggs,â she smirked.
âYeah?â He muttered looking at his plate of pizza.
âYeah...in front of the mailboxes. I just thought, âwow, she has to be the most beautiful woman Iâve ever seen,ââ she smiled. âI felt bad she was so...grumpy.â
Harry snorted. âCourse yâfelt bad,â he muttered.
She tilted her head. âHarry,â she said softly. âItâs okay,â she whispered. âYou donât have to explain your love,â she told him knowingly. âIt doesnât have to make sense.â
He looked at her with agony in his pretty green eyes. âI want it to,â he whispered.
âI know.â
Harry started the show again and finished munching on his piece of pizza.
âSunshine?â He said softly.
âYeah?â
He paused the show again and turned to look at her once more. This time his eyes were so clear. She had seen them angry, sad, heartbroken, but right now they looked serious. Strong. Completely resolute. âIt makes sense with you.â
Her grin spreading across her cheeks and Harry thought even with pizza sauce on her cheeks that she was wrongâAva wasnât the most beautiful. It had to be her. Right here, a messy bun, pizza grease, and mismatching socks. He was certain. âI think it makes sense with you too, munchkin,â she whispered.
*
Niall was coming home in a little more than a month. He only had to stay an additional two months to the original year long stay.
But that of course wasnât the only change.
Harry started doing laundry the right way: a load of darks, a load of whites, and a load of towels.
She started liking cauliflower.
Harry had seen The Wizard of Oz at least twenty timesâmostly during the week she was sick right before Christmas and Harry took care of her.
She went to Harryâs work parties. Just as his friend. But everyone kind of thought she was perfect for him anyway. Especially after seeing the startling difference between her and Ava.
But that didnât stop the guys in Harryâs office from trying their best to win her over. âIâm sorry, Iâm not really...seeing anybody,â she explained kindly.
âYou have to be seeing Harry,â one of them said with an exasperated sigh.
She laughed. âNo, really. Weâre not... seeing anybody,â she said.
Harry never pushed her. But Harry knew he had to work out some kinks in his relationship mind anyway. Plus, he enjoyed being her friend. She had a great cure for hangovers and made the best blueberry muffins he had ever eaten.
âYouâre going to replace me with him, arenât you?â Niall asked over the phone.
She smiled and shook her head. âI donât think anyone can replace you, Niall.â
But at Halloween, Harry dressed up as a scarecrow, she dressed as Dorothy, and he came to the hospital to spread joy to all the little patients who needed smiles more than anyone she had ever met. He delivered perfectly. He pretended to fall on shaky scarecrow legs, and he pretended he didnât have a brain so the little ones could help search for it.
Even the slightly older kids thought he was funny and thought it was nice how he made the younger kids smile. The parents adored him, of course they did.
She adored him too.
*
âAre you dating yet?â
It wasnât just Niall that asked. Gemma had asked at least three times a week. Harryâs mum asked only once a week but only because she knew Gemma was asking more. Even her parents, who couldnât agree on anything, liked Harry to the umpteenth degree.
âHeâs so nice, sweetheart,â her mom said. âHeâs adorable too. Clearly, he likes you,â she nodded firmly. She was helping with the Christmas decorations while Harry and her father worked on the outdoor lights. He didnât even bat an eye at the request. He climbed the ladder to help put the lights on the gutter. âNot even Niall will get on a ladder for us,â she reminded him.
But being friends was good. Being friends was nice. There was no rush. It would happen when it was supposed to. It was good for their souls. Harry was healing. Processing. It didnât and wouldnât happen overnight. It took a lot of talking and a lot of assurance that everything he was feeling was normal.
âIs she why you were worried about being a dad?â She asked, randomly.
A lot of their conversations happened like that. A thought would appear in their head, and they let it out. She wanted to know, and Harry wanted to tell her.
He nodded without making eye contact. It helped sometimes not to look at each other. At least when they were having more serious conversations. It made it easier for the words to come out. They could always backtrack later. She looked back at her book. The washing machine was spinning below her, and she was enjoying the latest readâa Harry recommended book, of course.
âDid yâenjoy your childhood?â He asked while he put his laundry in the dryer.
She put the bookmark in between the pagesâa birthday giftâso she would stop being a serial killer. âAll things considered, yes.â
âBut yâworry about...relationships,â he said.
It wasnât accusatory. He already knew she felt that way. But she nodded affirmatively, anyway. âI do.â
âI donât want yâto,â he stopped with the dryer and looked at herâthrough her. âMânot... mâall yours, Sunshine.â
It was like the part of her brain that controlled her heart saw himâreally, truly saw him in that moment and said Ah, yes. You found him. Finally.
âYeah?â She whispered with a smile on her face. He dropped his stuff beside the dryer, hurried the few steps back to her, and put his hands on either side of her hips while he stood before her.
âI never want you tâfeel like I donât love you,â he said simply. As if it wasnât the most obvious thing in the world that he loved her. Especially when she felt it too. âI donât want you tâthink we have tâfight like yâparents do. I donât want you tâthink yâcanât spend time with Niall. Mâjus... mâso happy tâbe in your life. Meeting you was... it was like... finding home.â
Her heart fluttered. âI donât want you to be angry,â she whispered.
He nodded. âI wonât be. Not like that.â
âBecause... I think I loved you the moment I met you,â she told him.
Harry pressed his forehead to hers. It was the closest his lips had been to hers since the day he kissed her when he shouldnât have. âYeah?â
âNiall said only a lunatic quotes The Wizard of Oz,â she smiled.
He chuckled, his breath was minty and warm on her lips.
Harry would spend forever thanking the powers that be that he forgot laundry detergent the day he met her. Even though Harry hadnât touched her mouth in over a year, it was like no time had passed at all in that very same room, when he did for the second time.
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Iâve seen a lot of AUs of spiderman/vigilante Ava but the potential vigilante Beatrice has is >>>
like it all begins when Ava, whoâs working in a biomed lab late at night, finds Beatrice in the storage room stuffing her bag with medical supplies paying no mind to her bleeding leg (about to leave her entire DNA evidence in a lab) and clearly Ava is shocked.
too shocked to react when Beatrice tackles her and covers her mouth, spreading all her blood on the floor and dropping her bag. the thing is Beatrice is shocked too, so she just stares, at the pretty scientist whoâs breathing against her palm.
âThis is the part where you say something along the lines of its not what it looks like.â Ava speaks when Beatrice takes her hand off.
âItâs exactly what it looks like though.â her accent is off, ava thinks, not American.
âBreaking and entering, robbery and assault?â
âThis is not assault!â Beatrice almost seems offended by it, but loosens her grip around Avaâs shoulder, pinning her down.
âSo you admit to breaking and entering?â Avaâs smile is so smug, as if sheâs not the one being held down by a criminal. Beatrice doesnât answer, contemplating her choices. âI donât care, honestly.â
âWhat?â
âItâs not my company, not my responsibility, Iâm just here doing overtime checking on bacterial growth every 2 hours.â Ava shrugs, and Beatrice believes her.
She wants to believe her. She seems very honest and she doesnât want to restrain her or anything. Sheâs also lost some blood and is a little lightheaded.
So Beatrice slumps back, finally releasing ava, who notices the (medium sized) pool of blood underneath the mysterious, masked woman.
âNeed help with that?â Ava is teasing but genuine, and Beatrice wonders why she didnât run out the door. Then she wonders why she didnât close the door, at least.
Ava scoots closer, her hands hovering over the supplies scattered around the floor.
âSo what are you, exactly?â Ava asks, opening a pack of gauze. âLike Spider-Man? With powers and all?â
âNo powers.â At this point, Beatrice has decided Ava is not threat.
âBut do you fight crime and stuff? I can see your cool stick back there.â
âWhat makes you think Iâm not the crime?â Sheâs not threatening sheâs curious and dumbfounded because who in their right mind would catch a masked person stealing, patch them up and ask if theyâre a hero?
âYou donât give evil vibes.â Ava shrugs. âAnd thereâs rumors you know? About a masked figure going around, known criminals showing up cuffed to a lamp post.âBeatrice cheeks blush slightly under the mask and shakes her head.
âSo like, a vigilante?â Beatrice doesnât answer, eventually giving a small nod, her eyes following Avaâs moved closely, whoâs finally cleaned the wound. âBut no powers?â
âNo powers.â
âThatâs⌠dangerous.â Avaâs brows furrow in a mix of concern and awe.
Beatrice doesnât know what to say, and sheâs beginning to realize that only happens around this woman.
âIt might need some of those butterfly stitches.â Ava declared, pressing (hard) on the cut right above her leg before tying the bandage around it.
âThank you.â Beatrice says.
âItâs alright. Iâm Ava, by the way.â
âIm Be-.â
âAlright, B, let me pack this up for you and clean up.â
âAre you kidding?â Ava is not kidding, for she starts to wipe the blood off the floor with some alcohol wipes and stuffs the bag with even more supplies, all while Beatrice stares.
âWonât you get in trouble?â Ava shrugs for the hundredth time, but Beatrice canât seem to find it annoying (yet).
âNope, because this was a robbery, and I am a victim.â Ava takes a hand to her chest dramatically. âGo on, I wonât look. But you need to be quick because Iâm calling the cops now.â Ava takes out her phone and stares at Beatrice expectantly.
Beatrice just stares back, before grabbing the bag and jumping to her feet, heading for the door and taking one last look back. Avaâs smile is the last she sees of her before sprinting away into the dark.
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Ok for the next prompt, the person asked for me to post it separately instead of with the prompt to not spoil anything, so Iâll post the fic and Iâll post the prompt a few minutes after. So pretty much the summary is: The Abbott crew tries to set you up on dates with men, Melissa finds someone to set you up with around the same time she catches feelings for you. Unfortunately for Melissa, you seem to actually like your date she set you up with. But maybe thereâs something that Melissa doesnât know about you and your dateâŚ
I have no clue about the title, that was what my brain came up with on 2 hours of sleep. I may or may not post a part 2 with jealous smut. Not edited in the slightest and I hope you like it!
On another note: so this got the most votes in the poll. I literally started writing this, Mine part 5 and my first Marilyn x reader fic and didnât know which one to finish lol. My ADD got the best of me. So Iâm almost done Mine and the Marilyn x reader fic so keep an eye out! Also for the Marilyn x reader fic, anyway want to be added to the taglist? My current one is my Melissa and Chessy taglist that I will not put with my other character fics.
I Feel A Rainbow In You
Warnings: jealous Mel, very clueless reader, angst
Words: 4.1k
âNo women? Nobody else? Ever?â Melissa says.
After a bit more questioning, Janine gets a bit upset and walks out. Before Gregory follows her out, you pipe up.
âI donât get what the big deal is? She has someone, Iâve never been in a relationship.â You say and they all turn to look at you in shock.
Gregory follows Janine out and everyone stares at you in shock.
âGirl youâve never been in a relationship? Like ever?â Ava says and you sigh.
âNope, never.â You say and you see Melissa raise her eyebrows.
âDear, is there a reason you havenât had a relationship?â Barb asks and thatâs when Janine and Gregory walk back in. Gregory told Janine what you said and how everyone looked at you in shock.
âI just havenât had someone interested in me to date me.â You tell her and you see Melissa looking at you with sympathy.
âWhat if we helped?â Ava pipes up and you whip your head at her. âWe can set you on dates and help you find Mr right or at least someone to start your dating path.â Ava adds and you sigh, finding no way out of this, you agree.
So everyone seems to find a nice man to set you up with and youâre not even remotely interested in them. Then Melissa says that one of her sisters has a friend who agreed to go on a date with you. You put your forehead on the table and slam it a few times. Melissa looks at you and she thinks itâs cute and she giggles. She catches your forehead and brings your head back up.
âHon, if this date doesnât go well then weâll give you a break alright?â She says to comfort you as youâve been on 5 dates this month. You nod your head at her and she rubs your shoulder. You blush a little bit at her touch and go back to eating.
Melissa has been starting to develop a tiny crush on you. She realised it when you went on your last date a few days ago and she got a little jealous. When you texted her after the date saying there wasnât going to be a second, she breathed a sigh of relief. You and Melissa became friends rather quickly, you were part of one the people that started with Janine and Jacob and part of the few that remained. When you saw Melissa take an interest in you and no one else that was new, it made you feel really special. Instead of forming a friendship with Janine and Jacob and others that were new, you formed one with Melissa and Barb, mostly Melissa.
On Saturday, you went out with the man that Melissa set you up with, Thomas.
Melissa gets a text from you after the date saying thereâs a second one and she feels a stab in her stomach. She obviously was the supportive friend and told you that thatâs great.
On Monday, everyone was asking how it went and then there was more questions once you said that you and Thomas were going out again on Friday right after school. Melissa stayed quiet throughout the entire conversation, just kept stabbing her meal and taking angry bites. Everyone noticed this and didnât say anything, the only one who didnât notice was you. You were either talking and turned away from her or on your phone texting Thomas. You and Thomas exchanged numbers on your date so that you can keep in contact during the week.
During the week, you and Thomas kept texting and it was driving Melissa up the wall. Not only did you find someone to keep going on dates with, but it was taking her time with you away.
On Wednesday during lunch, you and Melissa were talking. Melissa was giving you her full attention and taking in your every word, and smiling at you as you were talking about your favourite tv show. You then get a text notification from your phone and you pause and look at it.
âOh sorry, itâs Thomas.â You tell Melissa and her smile drops. She silently stews as she sees you smiling while texting Thomas. You then laugh at something he says and Melissa canât handle it. She quickly packs her things up and storms out of there.
You watch her walk out of there and you look at Barb for an answer for Melissaâs behaviour and she just shrugs. Everyone feels bad for Melissa, she has a crush on you and itâs at the same time you start dating someone.
On Thursday morning, you burst in to tell Melissa about the newest episode of your favourite show. A smile makes it way to her face and like always, gives you her full attention, even if she hasnât taken a sip of her coffee yet. She puts her elbow on the table and her head in her hand and stares at you, almost with heart eyes. You then get a text and sees itâs from Thomas.
âItâs from Thomas, he hasnât said where heâs taking me but says to dress kinda fancy but not like rich fancy.â You say to them and you have no idea what he means.
âOh girl, he might be taking you to a club.â Ava says, interested in the conversation.
âOh, well I did mention that I like dancing so it could be.â You say and you donât notice Melissa hiding her anger while she taps a big sip of coffee. You turn to Melissa and tilt your head. âMelissa, what do you think I should wear? Youâve seen my wardrobe.â You ask her and she turns to look at you and her mind comes up blank.
âI think just wear what you want, you look beautiful no matter what you wear.â She responds with and you blush.
âYouâre very sweet.â You tell her and she smiles at you.
âSo tell me more about the episode.â Melissa tells you, wanting your attention back on her. She goes back to watching you with a smile as you continue talking. Barb looks at Melissa and prays that this ends well. She knows how Melissa can get when jealous and doesnât want you or her getting hurt.
In the break room on Friday morning, Barb and Melissa were talking before you got there.
âMelissa dear, you should tell her how you feel, who knows she could be into women as well.â Barb tells her and the trio hears it and agrees.
âAnd what if sheâs not? Iâm not going to risk ruining the friendship over my feelings for her.â Melissa says with a pout.
âBut Melissa, itâs hurting you. Everytime she gets a text from Thomas, you get jealous. And at some point sheâs gonna notice.â Barb says and Melissa is about to say something when you walk in. Her jaw drops as she takes in your appearance. You come in with a black wavy skirt on that stops mid thigh and a dark purple crop top that clings to your body in the best way. The crop top isnât too short that itâs inappropriate for school but can still see some skin from your belly. You finish the look with some black heels and black tights. You get a whistle from Jacob and Ava and you do a little spin.
âDaaammmn girl, you got that body working for you!â Ava exclaims as she dumps a bunch of sugar in her coffee.
âThanks! Thomas is picking me up right after school so this is my outfit.â You say as you sit at the table with Barb and Melissa.
âYou look wonderful y/n! Thomas will think so too!â Janine says and everyone else but Melissa agrees.
Melissa was shamelessly checking you out until you mentioned Thomas. When you did the little spin, she licked her lips.
âWhat do you think Melissa? You think itâs good?â You ask her, you value her opinion the most.
âYa, like I said yesterday, you look beautiful no matter what.â She says and you blush.
âThank you.â You tell her with a smile.
After school on Friday, you and Melissa are walking out while in conversation. Melissa nudges your shoulders softly as a response to what you said as you walk out of the building. You then see Thomas there to pick you up and you wave at him.
âHey Thomas!â You say and make your way over to him. âOh this is Melissa.â
âHey! Thereâs the girl of the hour!â He says to you. âWow you look amazing!â He says as he takes in your appearance. âHi Melissa, itâs nice to finally meet you. Your sister and y/n here have talked about you.â He says to her.
âNice to meet you too.â Melissa says with the best smile she can force out of herself. She wasnât going to ruin this for you, she was going to be as supportive as she can, even if she has to fake a bunch of smiles. Inside she was seething though and it may have come out a little bit in her tone. She didnât realise it but she was glaring at him every time she looked at him. You didnât notice it but Thomas sure did and inside he was smirking.
âSo y/n, I was wondering if you wanted to hang out on Sunday?â Melissa says and turns to you. âIâve been forgetting to ask you.â In reality, she didnât forget, she wasnât originally going to hang out with you but after meeting Thomas, she feels like she has too. She wants to spend more time with you while she can.
âOh sure, Iâm not doing anything on Sunday. What time?â You say with a smile and she smiles back at you.
âIs noon ok with you?â She asks and you nod.
âNoon sounds perfect.â You tell her and she blushes.
âAlright well Iâll see you then.â She says and waves to you then goes to her car. While she turns to go to her car, she spares a glare at Thomas. You get into Thomasâs car and he drives out of the parking lot:
âGirl, she was jealous!â He tells you and you look at him and scoff.
âHow would you know that? You barely even know her.â You tell him.
âYou might not have seen it but she was glaring at me the entire time. Do you know how much control it took me to not jump up and down for you?â He says and you roll your eyes. âCome on, you like her and she obviously had feelings for you.â He says to you.
âWhat if youâre wrong?â You tell him.
âWell how about we keep up this pretend dating situation going on for a bit longer. Maybe sheâll actually confess.â He tells you.
âI donât know.â You tell him.
On your first date with him, you guys were talking and confessed that you only went on it because of coworkers. You both also confessed that youâre both gay and havenât come out to your coworkers yet. The entire week youâve both been texting about your crushes, you about Melissa and Thomas about a guy named Bobby.
âJust a bit longer ok. And besides, I donât think she was forgetting to tell you about wanting to hang out on Sunday. I think she thought of it after seeing me.â He tells you and you look at him. âIâm just saying.â He tells you and you snort.
He brings you both to a gay bar and you watch a drag show there. You both end up having a really good time. You may not have a relationship yet but you got a new friend out of this that you can be yourself with.
On Sunday you video chat Thomas around 10, youâre wondering what to wear to see Melissa.
âJust go with something similar to what you wore on Friday. Girl, she was checking you out hard.â He tells you dramatically and you roll your eyes with a smile. âAlthough if you want to be a little spicy, wear a shorter skirt and shorter crop top. Flash her some cleavage, sheâll go crazy.â He tells you and you smile. It wasnât a bad idea, maybe youâll see if sheâs actually interested in you.
You end up wearing a pleather skirt and red crop top where it shows some cleavage. You see her wearing leather pants and red a lot so maybe if she sees you in something similar then itâll catch her eye. You top it up with tights and heels that stop just below your knee. You show Thomas the final product and do a little spin. He claps at how you look with a big smile and does a little cat call whistle.
âWomaniser here, you go get your girl.â He says to you. You see the time and say goodbye to Thomas and go to Melissaâs house. You stopped to get her her favourite donuts from her place and then arrive at her place a couple minutes before noon. You grabbed the donuts and your purse and then go and knock on her door. Melissa opens it and she goes to say hi but then sees your outfit and she freezes. You look sexy to her and she unconsciously licks her lips. The action isnât lost on you but still not enough proof that she likes you. She lets you in and you give her the box of donuts and she opens it and lights up.
âOmg! You got me my favourite donuts! Thanks hon.â She says and gives you a hug. You lean into her touch a little bit during the hug and you feel all warm inside and you have a smile on your face.
You two spend the day talking about anything and you munch on some snacks after you both finish the donuts, she of course offered you half. Melissa is having a great time listening to you talk and she never asks once how your date on Friday went, she doesnât want to know.
She talks to you at some point about which one of her siblings has annoyed her during the week. It seems her second youngest sibling Toni has annoyed her the most this week. You giggle when she goes on about it and she blushes at you giggling and smiles. She finds you so adorable and she wishes you were hers and not with Thomas. She likes to think that the fact that you havenât brought him up is a good sign. Melissa invites you to stay for dinner and you always accept.
âHell ya, I would never miss an opportunity to eat your food.â You tell her and she beams.
She makes you your favourite Italian meal and you have a huge smile when you realise it. She went out and got the ingredients for it this morning, hoping to make it for you since itâll make you happy. She gets butterflies in her stomach when she sees your big smile and how happy you were and she wants to do this more often. She wants to spend days like this with you more, and she wants to be able to lean in and kiss you when youâre this happy.
You watch a movie while you eat dinner and you let her choose the movie. She ends up choosing a horror film, knowing you like to cuddle into her during them as you get scared. You groan at her movie choice and she smirks at you.
âIâm sure it wonât be as bad as the last one.â She tells you, the last time you hid your face in her neck as you got really scared. Melissa knows itâs as scary as the last one but wants to be able to hold you again and have your face hiding in her neck. When you both finish dinner, it got to the point where the scary scenes were starting and you curl up beside her and she puts an arm around your shoulders. She sighs in content and rubs your arm a bit.
You whine a bit at a scary part and she brings you closer to her and you let her. At another point you jump and hide your face in her neck and she smiles while stroking your hair.
âItâs alright, I got you. Youâre safe.â She tells you when you whimper in her neck. When the movie is over you donât bother to move from your head on her neck and she doesnât say anything. She just continues stroking your hair and you end up falling asleep on her. She hears your soft snores and she tucks the hair in your face behind your ear. She puts both her arms around you in a hug and sighs.
âOh how I wish you were mine y/n.â She tells your sleeping form. She ends up putting a blanket on you two and manoeuvres you both so that you can both fall asleep on the couch. She doesnât want to let you go and she falls asleep with you curled up in her arms, she kisses your head before she falls asleep and then has one of the best sleeps in her life.
Her happiness crashes down on her on Monday during lunch. You and Melissa are talking when Thomas comes in to surprise you and attempts to make Melissa jealous to get her to admit her feelings.
âHey y/n!â He tells you and you turn around to look at him in shock.
You mouth âwhat the hell are you doing here?â To him and he just comes over to you.
âI wanted to see you today and got the opportunity so I came to surprise you.â He says with a big smile.
Melissa feels her rage increase by the second. Thomas spares a glance at Melissa and sees the anger radiating off of her. Everyone tries to keep Melissa from doing anything by talking to Thomas to keep his attention off of you. Janine ends up doing most of the talking with him. His attention however turns to you and includes you in the conversation. Melissa finally snaps and storms over to put her lunch in the fridge and slams the door, then she storms out of the break room without saying a word.
Thomas turns to you with a smirk and you give him a glare. âWhat are you waiting for? Go and get your girl and calm her down before she retrieves her bat and hits my deeply moisturised face.â He says to you and everyone looks at you guys in shock. You hide your face in your hands before Barb pipes up.
âWhatâs going on here?â She asks and you sigh before turning to everyone.
âIâm gay alright.â You say and everyone gasps.
âSo am I.â Thomas admits after you.
âWe havenât been dating, weâre friends and he took me to go see a drag show on Friday.â You tell them all. âAlso, what the hell are you doing here?â You turn to him.
âMelissa got jealous, I told you she was jealous when she saw me on Friday.â He tells you and you sigh and cross your arms, he puts his hand up in surrender. âHey, you wanted to know if she liked you back and girl, she got the feels for you.â He tells you and you miss everyoneâs grin when he admits you like Melissa.
You go to find Melissa and when you get to her classroom, you find it locked and you go and knock on it. âMelissa, you in there?â You knock a couple of times and no one opens it so you assume Melissa isnât in there and you go and check other places she could be.
Melissa was inside her classroom but chooses to ignore your knocking and just stews in anger in her classroom. She realises she canât be around now if she reacts like that whenever Thomas is around. She doesnât want to admit her feelings either so she chooses to do everything to avoid and ignore you, starting immediately.
You donât get the chance to talk to her for the rest of the day, and at the end of the day you go to her classroom only to discover sheâs already gone, she always waits for you. You run into Barb and she tells you to just give Melissa some space as sheâs dealing with something. The something is her feelings for you but Barb doesnât tell you that.
You take Barbâs advice and give Melissa space. You donât try to start conversations with her, you sit with the trio at lunch instead, and you donât bother to go see her at her classroom after school. This goes on for almost 2 weeks and youâve had enough.
After school on Friday you go to her house, you knock on the door and she doesnât answer. You then do insist knocking until she answers,
âOk Iâm coming Iâm coming!â You hear from inside and then the door opens. Melissa sees you standing there and sheâs shocked, you were the last person she expected to see. âY/n.â She says softly and surprised.
âWhat the hell is going on with you?!?â You ask, a bit angry and upset with her. You see Melissa looks stunned at your mini outburst but she doesnât say anything. âI mean weâre really good friends and all of a sudden you start ignoring me like Iâm a fucking plague and I donât even know why. You act the same with everyone else though, everyone except me! So what the fuck Melissa?â You add and she looks down for a few seconds.
âIâm sorry.â Is all she says.
âYouâre sorry? I donât want an apology Melissa, I want an explanation.â You tell her and cross your arms. She steps aside and lets you in, sheâd rather do this inside instead of at her door where people could watch. You go inside and stand beside her couch. âSo? Whatâs going on with you?â You ask her and she cautiously steps closer to you.
âIâm jealous ok.â She says and you look at her with wide eyes.
âJealous? Of who?â You ask her.
âThomas.â Is all she says and looks at your reaction and youâre surprised.
âOf Thomas? Why would you be jealous of Thomas?â You ask her. You know that Thomas thinks Melissa likes you and you have the idea that maybe she is but donât want to get your hopes up.
âBecause I have feelings for you and youâre dating him.â She says like itâs obvious and you gasp.
âYou have feelings for me?â You ask her and she nods. âMelissa, Thomas and I arenât dating, weâre both gay.â You tell her and she looks at you stunned.
âWhat?â
âYa, weâre both gay. Wait, Barb didnât tell you? The day that Thomas came, we told everyone weâre both gay after you stormed out.â You tell her.
âShe didnât tell me. She did try and push me to talk to you though for these past 2 weeks.â She says with a small smile.
âMelissa, I have feelings for you too. When I hang out with Thomas or text him, I mostly talk about you, and he talks about his crush on this guy named Bobby.â You tell her and she sucks in a breath.
âYou like me?â She asks and you nod.
âHow could I not like you? I mean youâre the whole package. Youâre short tempered, big heart, amazing cook, youâre ginger, into women, and also drop dead gorgeous.â You say and walk closer with every word until youâre right in front of her.
You can see her blush at your words and looks down at the ground for a second then looks back up at you, with a smile on her face. âYou forgot one.â She tells you and you tilt your head at her. âYou forgot that Iâm crazy about you.â She tells you and you smile. âYou know Iâm surprised that youâve never had a relationship before.â
âOh ya? And whyâs that?â You ask and she takes your hands in hers.
âBecause, youâre kind, gentle, stubborn, into women as well, stunning, and you love cuddles when watching a horror movie which is cute.â She tells you.
âHmm, did you pick horror movies just to cuddle with me?â You ask her and she nods proudly. âI should have known.â You say and lean into her and cup her cheek. âYou forgot one as well.â You tell her as she leans into you. âIâm crazy about you.â You tell her and she blushes then she closes the gap.
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Strangers But Maybe More?
Pairing: Hook x Reader Word Counter: 1,014 Description: Y/n and Tyler get the chance to keep talking. Part 2 of Stranger In The Crowd
Last part, massive thank you to my friend Kay who helped me out with the idea of this because I had no clue what exactly to do.
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If you wanna be added to the list lemme know. _______ âHow about another drink then on me?"Â
Y/n offered, breaking the silence with a smile, trying to ease the tension that had grown between them but not too much. Tyler raised an eyebrow, the corner of his mouth lifting as his eyes wandered over her face.
 "I thought the drinks were supposed to be on me?"
"Not tonight, tonight is different.âÂ
She smiled softly at him standing to beckon a waitress over after getting his preferred drink order. Y/n felt Tylerâs eyes on her as she ordered, the weight of his gaze steady enough to cause her knees to slightly quiver. And when she sat back down, drinks in hand, she knew that whatever happened next, there was no going back. Tyler sat there his glass untouched as y/n slid back into her seat. He tried to play it cool, but his heart was hammering in his chest. She was close, so much closer than sheâd ever been before. He could smell her perfume, something soft and sweet that invaded his senses. He was captivated, as he had been from the very first time he saw her.
He remembered that night very clearly, how the lights had dimmed, and sheâd stepped onto the stage. Confidence was oozing from her, and it drew every gaze in the room. It wasnât just the way she moved that had him transfixed, it was something else. A spark. Something that made it impossible for him to look away. From that moment, heâd been hooked. He couldnât stop coming back or stop watching her.
Now she was sitting across from him, her lips curling into that teasing smile that always made his pulse quicken. She was so close, so real, that it almost felt like he was dreaming.
He stared, unable to stop himself from it although he didnât really try. His eyes traced every inch of her face, the curve of her jaw, the way her lips parted just slightly as she sipped her drink, the glint in her eyes that told him she knew exactly the effect she was having on him. But even though she was right there, Tyler felt his throat tighten, the words stuck somewhere between his mind and mouth. Speaking wasnât what he wanted to do. He just wanted to watch her, take in every detail of her that he possibly could.
Y/n tilted her head slightly, catching the intensity in his gaze, and it made her breath hitch. Sheâd felt the heat of his stare from the stage, but now, sitting this close, it was something else entirely. It wasnât lustful like the others who watched her dance who only wanted one thing from her. This was deeper like he was trying to unravel her, piece by piece.
âYouâre quiet.â
She said, her voice soft, though her heart was beating fast.Â
âIâd think after all these nights youâd have something to say.â
Tylerâs lips twitched into a half-smile, but still, he stayed silent for a moment longer, his eyes locked on hers. He didnât want to ruin the moment with words that might fall flat. Instead, he reached for his drink, taking a slow sip, though his gaze never left her face.
âI donât come here for conversation.â
He finally said, his voice low and rough, like gravel underfoot a slight tilt to his lip.Â
âI come for you.â
Y/nâs breath caught in her throat at the bluntness of his words, her teasing demeanor faltering for just a second. She hadnât expected that. Sure, sheâd felt the chemistry between them, but hearing him say it out loud made it real, made it something more than just an unspoken connection. Her heart pounded harder as she stared back at him, trying to figure out what exactly it was about Tyler that drew her in just as much.
His eyes softened slightly, though they still held that intense, burning focus.Â
âIâve been coming here for weeks, watching you.â
He spoke quietly, his fingers tightening around his glass slightly.
 âBut Iâm not like the others, itâs not about lust or about the show for some reason itâs about you.â
There was a vulnerability in his voice now, something raw that took y/n completely by surprise. She leaned in closer, her voice barely above a whisper.Â
âSo why havenât you said anything until now?â
Tylerâs gaze flickered down to her lips before finding her eyes again.
âMaybe I was afraid I wouldnât know what to say, or that youâd think Iâm some creep and be scared away.â
Y/n smiled at that, something soft and real, not the practiced smile she gave the other customers. Her voice was a whisper he almost had to strain to hear if she hadnât leaned in.
âYou donât have to say anything, Tyler, I feel it too.â
Her words hung in the air between them, the electricity in the room buzzing even louder. Tyler exhaled, the tension in his shoulders easing just slightly as he stared at her, knowing that this moment was more than anything he couldâve imagined. He reached out, his fingers brushing hers on the table, tentative at first, testing the waters.
The contact sent a shockwave through him, and he knew that no matter what happened next, there was no turning back. Y/n wasnât just another dancer, and this wasnât just another night at the club. Something had shifted, and Tyler knew that he wasnât just drawn to her because of her beauty or her dancing. It was her, the woman behind the performance, the one he had been trying to understand from afar.
Y/n looked down at their touching hands, her pulse racing as she realized just how deep this connection went. When she looked back up into Tylerâs eyes, she saw something there that made her heart flutter, something she hadnât seen in a long time. She wasnât just the girl he watched under the stage lights. To him, she was slowly becoming everything. Only time would tell where things would go from here and she was excited to see what the future held.
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I donât know if i can request this but a sarah x connor imagine with conrad (maybe conrad meeting connor for the first time but him and sarah arent in an established relationship yet)?
Hi Anon! Thanks for this prompt. So this is not how they're going to meet because in the main verse for them Sarah and Connor aren't even together yet...even non-exclusively. But the vibes are the same once Connor figures out some things...if that makes sense!
âWho the hell is that?â Connor Rhodes practically growled his question to Ava Bekker the following Monday he was back at Med, after he had spent two weeks in New York giving presentation after presentation about his hybrid OR program. The blonde beside him stopped typing on her computer, giving him a side glance. Then she peered over her monitor to see who he was referring to.Â
âOh thatâs Conrad Hawkins,â she explained as she went back to typing her notes, âHeâs a visiting doctor from Georgia? I think. Chastain Park Memorial is looking to build its own hybrid OR and sent him along to scout it out. Heâs been helping out in the ED while he waited for you to get back from New York.â
âAnd heâs in Reeseâs personal space because?â Another glance was thrown his way. Then the woman hummed and looked back at the two people. Two people who didnât seem like they cared that they were in each other's space, before she prodded a little, âDoes it look like sheâs complaining? Besides this is a little aggressive for you isnât it, Rhodes?âÂ
Now it was Connorâs turn to hum before he pulled away from the nurses' station to walk over to Sarah and Dr. Hawkins himself. A coffee waiting for the brunette in his hand.
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âAll Iâm saying is that Iâd like you to think about it,â Conrad tried again to persuade Sarah and she didnât bother to hide her eye roll. Then as if an afterthought, âAnd actually consider it, instead of scoffing and rolling your eyes.â
âIâm not my sister, Conrad.â She told him with a sigh, âIâm not Nic.â
âI know that.âÂ
âHey Sarah,â Sarah looked up and nearly sighed in relief at the distraction because she did not want to have this conversation with Conrad right before shift, if it wasnât Connor Rhodes. A flush started in her cheeks.
âDr. Rhodes,â she missed the way her brother-in-law raised an eyebrow at her abruptness. Or the frown that marred Connorâs face at the formalness. Or she was choosing to ignore both men. âHi. I didnât know you were backâŚâ
âYeah, yeah. Just got in late last night,â Connor said before he handed Sarah the coffee, âHere. I got this for you. Extra Mocha and Carmel syrup with a splash of cream.â
âThank you,â her flush deepened and started to spread downward, much to the amusement of both men looking at her. (Though both men had amusement for very different reasons) Conrad coughed and Sarahâs eyes widened a little as if she just remembered he was standing there.Â
âRight! Conrad,â Sarah gestured to Connor with her coffee, âThis is Dr. Connor Rhodes. He runs the hybrid operating room program.Heâs the one youâve been waiting for.â
Then she turned to Connor and made the same introductions, but in reverse. âDr. Rhodes, this is Dr. Conrad Hawkins. Attending Physician of Internal Medicine with a minor in trauma procedures at Chastain Park Memorial.â
Both men faced each other, but before the brunette could catch them sizing each other up, Maggie called for her. Dr. Manning needed a psych consult. She ran off, waving at both of them.
âJust think about it. Please Sarah,â Conrad called after her. He waited until he saw her wave back in acknowledgement, before he turned back to a very unimpressed looking Connor Rhodes.Â
Conrad raised an eyebrow back in response. Folding his arms, he rocked a little on his feet and smirked. âYou donât like me, do you?â  Â
âWhy were you in Sarahâs personal space?â The other doctor demanded.Â
âYou donât have to act like a jealous boyfriend because I could ask the same to you.â Conrad replied smoothly. Connor opened his mouth to respond, but before he could someone was calling Conradâs name.Â
âDr. Hawkins,â it was Ms. Goodwin, âI just got word that Dr. Rhodes-Oh! Dr. Rhodes. Good you two have already met. Welcome back, Dr. Rhodes. I trust your trip to New York was good and that we can count on you to show Dr. Hawkins everything there is to know about our hybrid program.â
âOf course Ms. Goodwin but can I take the day to get settled? This was kind of just sprung on me.â Conrad smirked again. Connor Rhodes really did not like him.Â
âDid you not get the email I sent you last Monday? Explaining about Dr. Hawkins?â (Connor had missed the email that explained who Conrad Hawkins was.)Â
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