#i think abt making a sideblog for it every now n then

[spiderbitesandvampirevenom]

thinking about him (little green space alien)

[employee052]

turns out a brief moment of feeling ok doesnt mean im done grieving

anywho, heres a vent doodle with a pose i saw online, might not reblog the road trip thread posts for a bit (i feel bad for not being able to participate in my own trend but as long as people enjoyed it then i dont mind all too much)

i dont wanna call it a break bc i cant help but be on tumblr, but things might go quiet in terms of art or me talking.

hope yall are doin well today/tonight/timezone n ill see yall when i see you :3

[noxtivagus]

this question for one of my assignments is so funny ( under tags bcs.. idk it's just a screenshot but i get shy w sharing stuff like this from irl ><; )

[sociallyawkward--fics]

HEY BACK AGAIN. idk how long its been cuz mobile is trash but me n my friend were talking abt how we were in a lot of the same fandom spaces as kids. Sanders sides being one of them. n i was like..... Long shot but do u know sociallyawkward--fics.. n at first they were like no i dont think so.. but then they looked u up n went OH MY GOD YEA??? ill send u a screenshot off anon but i told them we were friends n they said it was like finding out i knew a celebrity LMAO -H (ironic considering theyre prob more popular on ao3 than u😭 they briefly turned back into a 12yo fanboy)

its still so crazy to me ive known u for so long n met him like 3-4 years ago worlds collide ..... Also u can post this though im off anon if u want idc -H

ALSO. since im here. idk if i ever told u my age but when i sent my first ask to u i was probably 11. maybe 10 even. im turning 18 in a couple months now. its hard to bring myself to read some of the asks (ok most of the asks) i sent u over the years bc i was an incredibly anxious and awkward autistic kid. But u always treated me with so much love hahakjs at the time i was rly struggling n had very few friends n AS MUCH AS IT MAKES ME CRINGE TO LOOK BACK ON u were honestly the only older person i could talk to n it rly meant a lot lol. im so much more confident n comfortable in myself than i was all those years ago n ik i dont send u asks nearly as frequently anymore but tbh even if eventually its only once every few years ill always think back on u so fondly n gratefully. Neway i literally hate being sappy so ill shut up here but yeah. Thanks n such -H

ALSO IDK IF UR ACTIVE ON AMY SOCIAL MEDIA RLY?? BUT IF U R I CAN GIVE U SOME OF MY SOCIALS mostly i just tweet abt my day occasionally on twitter but i also have a sideblog where i post art. just thinking that maybe then i wouldnt have to be like 'and heres a quick summary of the past 8 months' n u could check up on me whenever instead of only seeing me when i send asks😭 -H (its also so less formal cuz when i send in asks u Gotta respond whereas if i post 'just ate a kickass burger' u can just. Like it. idk idc either way but lmk ^__^)

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I'VE BEEN MEANING TO ANSWER THESE FOR MONTHS SINCE I'VE BEEN USING TUMBLR AGAIN AND MY LACK OF OBJECT PERMANENCE HAD ME KEEP FORGETTING I AM SO SORRY 😭😭😭😭

dkjfhkdhf omg that is so wild that you have a friend who also knows about me dkjfhdsf Sanders Sides (back when it was waaaaay smaller of a fandom lol) was the first (and tbh only, really) fandom where i had any real level of "popularity" as a fic writer, and i fed off that high for SO LONG lol -- hearing that people were obsessed with my work, both then and now after the fact, is genuinely so surreal dfkjhdjkfh like. i am just Here, i am just Some Dude who wrote some words that got them weirdly popular at 17-18 dkjsfhdkjfh (also cuz i try to gather all your asks into one post, you continue to remain anonymous just cuz i copy-pasted them into the post in the same order they were received lol)

Dude it is CRAZY that you are almost 18 (or, by the time i am finally managing to answer this with my Bad Brain Powers procrastinating it so long, already 18) -- I looked back and I was 18 when you sent your first ever ask to me dkjfhdf that's so wild. I am so honored that you saw me as an older person you could come and talk to, even if it was just through anonymous tumblr asks for the past 6+ years lol. I always think of you fondly too, and I am so proud of you for the way you've grown up and grown into your confidence

ALSO YOU CAN TOTALLY SEND ME YOUR SOCIAL MEDIA djfdjdsjkf you can absolutely send me any of your socials!!! I know your main blog because you've sent some asks without it (have I ever remembered to follow it??? I meant to but I can't remember, this is also a Brain Forget-y Accidental Procrastination thing), but I would LOVE to see your art sideblog and def feel free to send me your twitter!! I have not opened my twitter in like. 3 months, because i was having Unhealthy Habits so i tucked the app into a pocket out of site and stopped using it for a while, but I am doing better now and would definitely open it back up more often again to see what you were up to

Also!!! You can always feel free to DM me on any of my blogs/sideblogs here on tumblr, too! You don't have to wait to send an ask (though I love receiving asks from you, don't ever feel like you have to stop even if we connect elsewhere!), you can always DM me on any of my blogs (or on any other socials we may exchange, too!)

[mohluskiepedard]

Rating ATLA Characters literally only from what I’ve seen in fandom

or: posts that probably shouldn’t be on my writeblr except I don’t have a sideblog

the context here is it’s half midnight and I have never seen ATLA except I have opinions now apparently so here we go whoop de do- 

I’m also not actually rating them like numerically that’s too much work i’m just stating opinions I know I’m a fraud

AANG

- A child?  - A son?  - he is Baby. but also. he has had It Rough  - would make the updog joke - has unspeakable power or smth and everyone says he’s better than the Korra girl who comes after him but honestly tastes like sexism to me - doesn’t kill people because he’s like twelve, right? he’s like twelve so he refuses to kill people - I stan honestly - less twelve year olds should kill people - Some people say his name WRONG and they are BAD but i don’t actually know what the right way or the wrong way is so. have fun w that yall - lived in peace unTIL THE FIRE NATION ATTACKED 

KATARA

- She is also like twelve???  - Is everyone here twelve - Cortana?? Katana?? Catbug??  - She has good hair, - Her mother is dead??? her mother is dead n she has a brother but she cares about her mother being dead WAY more than him (or apparently the entire fandom??) - Badass - She seems soft. good. sweet - she’s a water breather or whatever??? her brother is NOT but he is a meme - I love her 

SOKKA

- NGL looks like a fuckboy  - The meme brother! does not do the water things, but he has an aXe???  - dates BAMF lady - ngl until I talked to my ATLA watching friend I thought he canonically dated Zuko  - kinda mad he doesn’t - I haven’t actually seen anything about him except like. in zuko ship posts and also Suki appreciation posts - joined the white lotus not-a-cult by accident???  - dark ATLA tumblr show me more Sokka posts - is his name prounounced the same way as Soccer or isn’t it I need to know - HIS FIRST GIRLFRIEND TURNED INTO THE MOON - (AND THAT’S ROUGH, BUDDY) - He and Suki are a good ship, but also, Sokka Has Two Hands

SUKI

- the BAMF herself - she says STOP in that photo but also to sexism - Rlly all I see of her in fanon is abt her teaching Sokka to drink his respect women juice and I appreciate her doing that but also it’s sad she never gets talked about outside of what she did for a man - I hope she has other badass moments w/o him it would suck if she didn’t - she is NOT the girlfriend who turned into the moon, she is the one who didn’t - I don’t know much else about her ATLA Fandom y’all should appreciate her more

ZUKO

- Look at him... my son... - He has a good redemption arc - he and his sister are evil lesbian and redeemed gay guy??? - has a straight canon ship but should’ve been with Sokka this boy is gay - I Want To Protect Him - That’s literally it - he has a cool uncle and his dad sucks  - people ship him with Katara and I Do Not Get It that’s his sister in law except not really - “We don’t trust Zuko’s change of heart” [the next day] “so Zuko is my closest friend now,”  - His dad was like “fuck up the avatar to prove your worth to me” and Aang was like “counter argument you already have worth and we should fuck up your dad” and I think that’s beautiful - he becomes the fire man and he’s very good at it - Zuko for President 2020 - in the words of myself, half an hour ago: “ I was like "that kid with the burn on his face seems like a sad but then happy mlm who needs found family" and I was RIGHT” - took too long to find a happy picture of him :( Zuko rights NOW please - His mother’s story got compared to an OC of mine and all I can say is oh no and they deserve better based on that alone - I have had Zuko for five minutes but if anything else happens to him I will kill everyone in this throne room and then myself

TOPH

- She is badass but like also will murder you while laughing maniacally? - for some reason reminds me of Nott from Critical Role, another show I Have Not Seen - Is blind but gets more out of making jokes abt being blind than she would from being able to see - “Sight is just a cheap tactic to make weak benders stronger!!!” - Literally the opposite of Aang and has killed many people?? - She Can Tell When You’re Lying. But I do not know how and Am simply mildly threatened by this - Therapist: Toph’s ability to know if you’re lying isn’t real and can’t hurt you. Toph’s ability to know if I’m lying:  - She and Zuko.... buddies???  - if not they should be - tiny sad boy needs friends like toph

AZULA

- Evil Lesbian Culture - [BDG Voice] You committed a war crime! Oopsie! - took be gay do crime too literally - her and Zuko have accurate sibling writin except instead of “you ever want to murder your sibling for breathing in the same space as you,” being a Joke Azula took it seriously - okay but with a name like azula she should be the blue bender this ANNOYS me she should NOT be red bender - AZULa  - AZUL - IT MEANS BLUE - She was half of y’alls gay awakenings and it SHOWS - Should have maybe been redeemed too??? Jury is out no one knows - Was she gay for Ty Lee or wasn’t she I can’t tell how much of that Audio is a joke - IS SHE ALSO TWELVE??? IS EVERYONE HERE TWELVE?? IS THIS TWELVE YEAR OLD COMITTING ATROCITIES? 

UNCLE IROH

- A Good Man - Finally, Some Good Fucking [Adult Figures]  - he has the tea. literally and figuratively - Ozai is like “and I will permanently disfigure my son and throw him out” and Iroh is like “What The Fuck, Ozai,” thus voicing the entire audience’s thoughts - Literally the only adult in this that I trust - I? I love him. this is all I have to say. my love for him is unending. Some1 protect this man from all harm   - he’s Zuko’s uncle (and also Azula ig) but he does not seem related to Ozai. is it just a theme in this family that one sibling is chill and one sibling commits horrendous atrocities against your fellow human beings or  - something happened to his son???? :((((( I Don’t Want Him To Have Suffered Like This

OZAI

- A BAD MAN - Uh Oh (stinky)  - THE WORST OF THE MEN  - I do not like him - Bastard man. nasty. committed war crimes and then went “but what if - get this - i also abused my son,”  - I would like him to Not Be Like This - by Like This I mean present and alive  - :/ 

TY LEE

- She’s NOT the There Is No War In Ba Sing Se lady and I don’t know why i thought she WAS but until I looked up her photo I thought that was her  - She looks like a sweetheart tho - I hope nothing bad happens to her????  - talks about auras??? or smth??? let her vibe - She would talk animatedly to me about warrior cats if she was in my year seven class and I was sat alone and I would understand none of it but appreciate her anyway - if azula bullies her I’ll be :( at Azula and Azula will not care because she has Mommy Issues and therefore is slightly unhinged - She seems like that one kid with no trauma vibing at the edge of [every other kid having trauma] and not really getting it but trying her best - Is she also twelve?????? She maybe looks twelve

CABBAGE MAN 

- HIS CABBAGES - fulfills my favourite trope: ordinary person repeatedly has life disrupted by the inconveniences of relying on actual children to save the world - probably has a campaign post canon for letting trained adults fix the worlds’ problems in the future - or sets up the Very First Cabbage Insurance Company - look at him. he loves his cabbages so much. you go you funky lil cabbage man

ALSO THE MOST IMPORTANT ONES MOMO

- LOOK AT HIM HE’S SO GOOD - small. fluffy. big ears - Lord Momo of the Momo Dynasty: his Momoness - a Good Boy...

APPA

- he looks so soft... - he can fly but he just does it by??? vibing through the air?? motionless??? iconic - I saw that one post about mishearing it as Abba and thinking he was Aang’s dad and he looks like he would be a good stand in dad ngl - he’s so LORGE - a chonky boy - love him

that is everyone I have heard of it and if I left someone out it’s a sign that y’all should talk about em more bc I have no clue they exist put more ATLA On my Dash ig I’ll do Legend of Korra ig maybe apparently that one has canon wlw and i love me some canon wlw

[katsurolle]

god i just had to make an original post bec my god im sorry not sorry for the kazunyan spam im just having so many thoughts abt them that i kept in for so so so so so long bec i shipped them MONTHS ago a LOOOONG time ago but never rly saw the content to engage with and now im turning my head to see kazunyan fanart n content everywhere and its driving me crazy …. aaaffhrhfhhffhh…. to the point where like. its sideblog worthy. every yanyan ship is good n yummy but i love kazuxinjin the most. but its either kazunyan only or yunyan only and both r great! top ships of all time!! i just wish more ppl saw the potential for all 3 of them together OR better. yanyan n her polycule… anyway thinking abt uploading some of my kazunyan stuff here + future art of them im working on but ill do it. in my own time. ggfjfjfj i just had to. write this out

[mocweepe]

tagges by @irlteddycore , tyy💚💚💚‼

1. why did you choose your url?

i am autistic n i used 2 say i was autisming (positive connotation) when i was infodumping, stimming, n jus otherwise displaying common autistic behaviors. it soumded cool n being autistic iz fucking obviously an important part of my identoty so i said. fuck it!

2. any side blogs?

SO many, like 16ish? not gonna list em all but some are:

@qpeople - current events, history, mutual aid, etc.

@bahavah - lovecore blog

@tomurasheart - BNHA

@foresightwithglasses - (‼inaccessible‼) posts i tink could be helpful 4 my future self, nonmutuals do not follow!

and dis blog iz a sideblog!

3. how long have you been on tumblr?

ER... since 6th grade sooo... 6 years????? dis accs coming up 2 only 2 years old doh, iz my second.

4. do you have a queue tag?

i don tink i do. ive already 4gotten.

5. why did you start your blog in the first place?

last acc felt too cluttered, i wanted a bajillion sideblogs 2 organize stuff. dis blog specifically was og a trendercore sb, but it was when da aes jus started n dere wasn a lot of content so it quickly jus became a "me" space (since my mains aes)

6. why did you choose your icon/pfp?

my icon was a black n white photo of a goth 4 a long time n i jus decided 2 stick w da theme when i change it bc of cross imagery

7. why did you choose your header?

i was spamton themed 4 octoberish n i haven bothered changing it yet. besides i still like da lil guy :]

8. what’s your post with the most notes?

Probably da villain4villain 1 -_-

9. how many mutuals do you have?

an Amount 4 sure. uh if i had 2 guess probably over 10 but less dan 20.

10. how many followers do you have?

none T_T /j

11. how many people do you follow?

241

12. have you ever made a shitpost?

yeap

13. how often do you use tumblr every day?

O_O

14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once?

once. some1 was being a dipshit on a friends post n i argued w dem. dey jus kept saying sum dumb shit till dey blocked me

15. how do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

da exact phrase "u need 2 rb dis" izn too bad depending in context but almost ne other related phrase iz so shitty. when folks say shit like "weird how no1s talking abt xyz when we were talking abt abc jus a month ago ://" and ESP "i see u not rbbing dis" make me go rabid like i will kill u.

da first iz usually some1 comparing tragedies or injustices like..... which iz jus a total slap in da face 2 da victims of da event deyre putting down, and da 2nd iz noting more dan a blatant lie dat can send ppl into paranoia!!!!!!!! like UGH dey infuriate me sm. jus make ur post w/o literally causing harm. it cannot be dat damn hard.

16. do you like tag games?

yes!!!! deyre always either questionares (LOVE talking abt myself) or picrews, both of which r usually fun. i don do all of dem (sum picrews rnt suited well 4 me or da post iz innaccessible so i jus don interact w it, and sum questionnaires jus require more effort dan i wana put in. esp shuffle song 1s cuz i can only do sm dere.)

only ting iz, i don generally tag ppl. i don like it, it makes me anxious LOL. but if ne1 Does like being tagged in dese games den let me know 👀👀 ill write ur url down n tag u from now on💚💚💚‼‼‼

17. do you like ask games?

YES 100% i love when ppl send me asks n stuff :]

18. which of your mutuals do you think is Tumblr famous?

kurt and soda i know r sort of. i have several others who've made a few popular posts, so dey might be but idk lol i don like. give a shit yk

19. do you have a crush on a mutual?

neope. a few friend 1s (as in mutuals i wana be friends w) but i don have da energy needed 4 da effort 2 make new friends rn :( hopefully soon!!!!!!

if ne1 wants 2 participate, consider urself tagged!

[sotorubio]

okay besties!

skam's over or at least dead to me, every day i pray fr*nce never gets renewed but even if it somehow does ive had enough 👍 if dr*ck ever comes back i might consider watching it but that will all depend on my real life situation n all that so this might just as well be the end of an era

since this is a sideblog specifically for skam i feel like i wanna state smth abt it so i don't just ghost it lol so

1. i won't be deleting this blog, i have a lot of cherished memories on here 2. if u guys still wanna send me asks or dms abt skams etc ur more than welcome to! i'll gladly still answer them even if i'm not actively blogging abt it myself 3. if i ever see pretty gifs or funny posts abt my fave skam girlies (gn) i'll still rb them here <3 - other than that.. after me & the mutuals have gotten everything skam related out of our system after this mess of a s8 i probably won't be too active on this blog anymore for any other reasons than the above mentioned 3 points.

if i start using this blog again it'll probably be for some totally different content. ive been thinking of making it abt books i read or smth like that. or if i get into smth so embarrassing i don't wanna talk abt it on my main i'll take advantage of sotorubio my beloved

so if u aren't interested in any of that i'm glad to have shared the insanity w y'all & hope u guys have fun in the future too. if u wanna keep following me tho u can find me on my main @tarkenee or if u don't mind following this inactive blog i'm not gonna make u leave either smjfks u just might get smacked in the face w completely random content every now n then 💜

[tarkenee]

zoe @jewishnancy tagged me thank u so much 🥺💕 will now proceed to excessively talk abt myself bc for once i have an excuse 😌

nickname: smdjsk my friends try but there aren't rly any nicknames that can be made from my name :( sometimes my international friends can't pronounce my name so i make them call me max smdjsk ig that's not a nickname tho it's just an alter ego, an americansona if u will

star sign: capricorn sun, sag moon, scorpio rising 🧡

favorite musicians: i'm so bad at listening to music but uhh tuure boelius, abba, mahmood, dingo, janelle monae, hatari, rizha

favorite sports team: tappara & carolina hurricanes MWAH

other blogs: i have.. so many. aesthetic @hemulis bfu @mad-madej random finnish stuff @homolunttari EMBARRASSING sideblog for fandom @sotorubio (but genuinely like 50% of the fandom has blocked me bc i bitch abt the shows n the fandom too much so maybe that redeems me) used to have a langblr but abandoned it bc every langblr is annoying as fuck 🧡

how many people i follow: 168.. yeah

tumblr crush: 🤷‍♀️ i love u all

lucky number: 2!

dream vacation: london was my dream vacation forever but i did that three years ago so i have three new ones

the netherlands specifically amsterdam n efteling!!

somewhere in karelian regions to maybe meet karelian relatives or just see where my family comes from :(

i think brooklyn would be rly cool or somewhere else in the US but it's very expensive n intimidating but like would be so cool

dream car: i don't know shit abt car models smdjks haven't even thought abt it rly but I just want a small car...

favorite food: salmon w like mashed potatoes or smth!

drink of choice: does this mean like alcoholic or just in general. i love milk.

instrument: ive played Kantele for 11 years (literally getting my diploma from the music academy tomorrow!!!) i can also play piano p well but i don't have the right technique or anything i can just play the chords n melody from notes

languages: finnish as my first language, english for 9 years, german for 7 years, swedish for 5 years, i also took two years of french in 8th & 9th grade bc they couldn't fund the russian group.. but je ne pas liked that or what ever so i dropped it, aurevoir. hopefully i get to pick up russian when i go to uni tho!!

celeb crush: if u see ryan bergara date me do NOT prosecute him, HE caught ME slipping

fun fact: i never know what to put in these hmm i was basically born w/o nails n i have a license for ATV & tractor that's what i always mention for the gaydies 😌

[wctkins]

ok yall ive never made a sideblog before so this may go rough but ! u kno what 2019 is about us facing our fears ok. in other news this is my new Child callia ( um hi i’m cali ty’s mun if u didnt know ) . i was gonna write out a whole gr8 intro but honestly got lazy lmfao whats new ?? under the cut is the usual, wanted plots and stats and whateva ok xoxo

BASICS !

name:  callia ( beautiful voice ) bianca ( after her mother ) donatella ( after donatella versace ) watkins ( welsh surname ) nicknames: calli, cal age: twenty three birthday: november 3 1995  zodiac: scorpio hometown: melbourne, australia occupation:  head engineer at a green tech company  hobbies: working out, partying, watching jeopardy, drawing, reading, trying new foods, going for walks in central park family: emil watkins ( iron ore mining magnate ) , bianca watkins ( socialite )  style inspo: kendall jenner, elsa hosk, rachel green, 90′s drew barrymore, bella hadid muse inspo: donna pinciotti, monica geller, tai frasier, mylene cruz, fallon carrington ( career wise )

HISTORY !

ok so if yall haven’t seen the show yummy mummies on netflix gd thats my new addiction / guilty pleasure o shit that show’s hilarious. callia’s family is fully based on carlos and maria ( maria’s this random selfish bitch who’s obsESSED w versace and herself like go watch fr ) so callia grew up wearing only designer, mostly versace and burberry clothing. she didnt rly care when she was a small child but as she started growing up she started like ?? getting shit on by her other for being a regular child & wanting to play when her mom just wanted her to be decor essentially

had a pretty lonely childhood tbh spent most her time with her terror of a mother bc she wasn’t rly allowed to go hang out w other kids & was never involved in school activities. like essentially she only went to whatever prissy academy so her mom could show off her new car or her daughter’s outfits & brag to other moms lmfao

tbh didn’t give a shit about the brands and labels despite their house being covered in head to toe versace everythING she was more interested in sports and actuaL hobbies ?? so she wanted to play sports but wasn’t allowed bc goD FORBID she get a bruise or smth on her perfect skin. so she just started working out on her own in their home gym and found it was a rly good escape from her fam

another method of escape her mother’s grip was by delving into her studies. she was always top of her class and worked so dang hard ( but like also could afford the best tutors and education lmfao) so sis basically could get accepted wherever she wanted to go for post secondary

eventually she was able to convince her parents to let her study abroad for a year in nyc going to stay w her cousin #jessegrove where she was ! finally ! able to escape the clutches of her awful mother and her pushover disconnected father. she told her mother she was going to use the year as research for a career in modeling or fashion or smth bc she knew it’d cater to her moms interests but rly she just needed to get tf out of melbourne and live a normal life

she’s lived in nyc ever since ( since she was 18 - she’s 23 now ) and wanted nothing to do with the expensive brand names she’d grown to despise. so she found herself a condo ( def spent millions on it bc god forbid bianca watkins’ daughter living in anything under 5mil) but didn’t want it to be anything crazy bc she was so over that lifestyle so its def luxurious but very basic and minimal compared to what she grew up with

got into columbia’s earth and environmental engineering program bc she figured she ought to do something good with her smarts and her parent’s money so she went to school to get a degree & got a sweet job at a green tech company where she basically gets to do whatever tf she wants bc she’s the head engineer & makes fat stacks 

PERSONALITY !

during the week goOD luck convincing cal to leave the office like she basically lives there but she loves it ??? or shes at home doing facemasks and binging on reality tv like weekday vs weekend shes a completely diff person

weekends like......u better watch out. having grown up so isolated and sheltered callia has come to LOVE the nyc nightlife scene like she will get blackout one night and be ready to get drunk at brunch the next. shes not usually the life of the party moreso bc she enjoys just being a shit disturber and finds it fun lmfao

experiences maJOR fomo

she rly tries to be nice to everyone stemming from a deep need to have friends and be liked lmfao and is overall v approachable and friendly

can come across as fake tho bc she tries to be so nice she won’t disagree w people unelss they’re waY off from her own ideas

is v politically engaged & cares alot abt the environment so she’s vegan, walks most places, will 10/10 give a ted talk if anyone asks more deeply abt her job

honestly she wears mostly like simple clothing. like she just buys what she likes, whether its at h&m or at prada she has a distaste for exclusively brand wardrobes. def mostly walks around in high top converse and levi’s jeans 

WANTED PLOTS !

roommates ! the apartment linked above has 4 bedrooms so i’d loVE for 3 lil old roomates :’) 

hook ups / fwbs ! all that pent up stress has to come out somewhere lmfao shes tryna get laid at every turn so imma need a bunch of hook up plots ok no specific gender ( unlimited )

best friend ! the mary kate to her ashley, this person understands her inside and out & tbh knows her better than she knows herself. def knows about her crazy mother & can put up w the rants ( open )

friends from college ! they prob have wild stories abt college parties & have seen one anohter at their worst. preferably someone who went to columbia also ( open )

mutual dislike ! they think callia’s annoying and preachy, she thinks they’re rude and devil’s spawn bc they’re not as passionate abt environmental issues ( open )

exes ( she ghosted on them ) ! pls ok pls i need many !!!! cal’s so willing to adapt her personality to fit w whoever she’s with so she prob would be rly lovey dovey and make it seem like they were perfect for each other and meant to be but she low key lied abt everything, her family, her background, her feelings for them, etc. she prob thought they were ok but wasn’t rly into them besides for sex. so eventually she just got so invested in her work she ghosted on them ! i imagine them dating for a while too like maybe a year & they never met her family or rly got to know her bc she was hella guarded ( open ! )

exes ( on good terms ) ! they dated when she was new to nyc - she was like oooh an american they were like ooh an australian & tbh their sex life was gr8 but they didn’t rly have much going except for that so they called it off. they’re still friends & sometimes laugh abt the relationship ( open ! )

current fling ! they’re hanging out , might be moving towards exclusivity but aren’t there yet, its casual ( open ! ) 

sibling like relationship ! she never had siblings so she always felt like that aspect was missing from her life. she prob treats them like a sibling, asking if they’ve eaten and keeping up to date on their life. she cares alot & has good intentions but can sometimes be seen as over protective and pushy ( open ! )

ok yall im tired of writing this shit props to yall who do like literal essays, bullet points are even too much for me. LIKE THIS n ill slide into yo dms ok thanks for coming to my ted talk

[noxtivagus]

I'M DOING GREAT YEAHHH

[lgunity]

how do i politely start a discussion re gender n homophobia w my artist friends? as an artist myself i despise ppl who nitpick marginalized ppls works and deem them Problematic but i also would love my friends to think before they fucking speak and or draw fake progressive bs. the majority of characters we draw are male but questioning it is Inconvenient bc well some of them are genderfluid! it smh solves the problem of our internalized mysoginy 1/2

2/2 (which my friends, Obv, dont have bc they Dont Identify as women lol). and just now my bestie bestowed a group of Lesbian OCs ft a transwoman upon me. im in gay pain. my friends never ostracize me for being butch whos vocal abt loving pussy and titties but i feel like thats bc they arent used to questioning anyones id and not bc they rly understand what it feels like to be actually honest to god homosexual

i take it you’re talking about fandom art circles. it’s a good sign that your friends haven’t harassed or blacklisted you yet for being open about your sexual orientation and sexuality. but of course this could just be because you haven’t said anything specifically from the perspective of being a member of a marginalized group, but are speaking as an individual with preferences only and not making any “demands” as a member of the group.

recently a lesbian artist on tumblr was tricked into trusting someone enough to reveal a sideblog where she was reading and sharing gender-critical news and ideas. she faced a lot of hate for it, and people were talking about how lesbians just can’t be trusted. because we’re all secretly genocidal dictators. so there seems to be a general atmosphere of lesbophobic mistrust and eagerness to dogpile anyone who gives any impression of straying from the party line.

i no longer “do” fandom but i’ve been told by several friends that there’s something like pressure for lesbian artists to explicitly confirm that they are inclusive of trans women characters in lesbian ships, and that there’s a lot of fan fiction featuring kinky het-sex that is uncomfortable to nasty for lesbians to read (i don’t have to spell out how or why). i’ve personally run into a few bisexual/q***r women writers who are really proactive about pushing this material even outside fandom. video games and books that prominently feature lesbians as evil rapists, or lesbians being corrective-raped.

so i think this comes down to how important you feel it is to try to talk to your friends. from what i’ve seen, it doesn’t matter how politely or sympathetically you raise the issue. it doesn’t matter if you are a good ally in every other way, and have every other political belief in alignment with your friend group. if the other person has any respect and sympathy for lesbian perspectives and needs, they will listen. they may not agree with everything you say, but they will at least listen. but if they don’t, they won’t.

-Mod Jia

[wtfxian-blog]

hello pals,,,, it’s your girl ai !!  here with another trashy character for u !!!!   if u don’t know me you probably know jiyeon, resident walking princess and mom friend of literally everyone !!  i present u now with zhou xian (dont call him xianliang he’ll fite u), my newest son -- a total dumb flirt. this is a sideblog btw so if you didn’t get a follow that’s why. like this and i’ll show up at your ims for plotting !!  ( i may show up using ji’s acc if tumblr fucks up, just a heads up)

trigger warnings: underage sex, underage drinking + smoking

a lil chinese kid

born in hong kong but moved to san francisco when he was ten

a troublemaker as a kid tbH

he was told in early high school that he was ugly :((( so his confidence was rly low

started hitting the gym at like 16 and puberty seemed to hit him like a truck cause boi got abs!! and he was suddenly super hot!!

sdajbasjd girls wanted to date him so he was like omf!!!!!

anyways he became kinda popular cause he joined football and had girls after him so suddenly his confidence skyrocketed n he became,,, a player,,, (in both senses ;) )

anyways 

flash forward to him being 17 and beginning his last year of high school

he needed a job so he started cleaning pools because what else u gotta do fam

but!!!! one day he was at a friend’s house and his mother was like flirting with him so xian was shook tbh, his friend wasnt home so like he hooked up with his mom yes (#friendshipgoals)

she must have told others cause he got hit on by other married women in the area (which were his clients anyway cause he cleaned their pools) so basically he went around screwing all of them 

he dug around and found the marvelous world of How To Be A Sugar Baby™ and decided to become one cause the money makes the world go round

he finished high school but took a year off with the excuse of wanting to really think through what he wanted to do with his life + work for a year

tbh he was mostly doing it for his sugar daddies/mamas and getting that sweet money ;)))

he became really good at lying and pretending, making his family believe he was regularly either hanging out with friends or at his part time jobs -- xian told them he was getting paid nicely (but never really told them what he was really earning since it was way higher)

skipping to xian being 19 now and having been on and off being a sugar baby for the past two years -- he was only seeing one older guy now, his income enough for him to pay tuition at his new college in san fran

but it soon turned messy when a private detective caught them in a hotel and exposed his sugar daddy yikessss

apparently the guy had had sugar babies who were minors so it was Fucked Up™ and he got arrested

xian, sadly, got exposed to his parents about he was really doing so they were pretty pissed that he was selling himself like that??? so they sent him to sutton in irvine to straighten him out

he’s been a student since then but is a year below since he should be a senior but he’s a junior majoring in mechanical engineering

he’s always liked building things so that was mainly the reason he chose it (and because he thinks he looks hot as fuck covered in grease)

he’s also a tiger because he luvs sports and wants to stay in shape

xian doesnt really talk about his sugar baby days (although he’ll tell u if u ask) and mostly just,,, lies

he’s a pathological liar

like he’s probably told everyone he had sex with that one hot teacher and people even believed him!!!

no one really knows him, not the real xian,,, because he lies abt his family, abt why he’s at sutton, anything and everything  y i k e s 

his ego is Huge™ so catch him flirting with anything that moves asbdajs

probably at every party too cause he loves booze and smoking

and he luvs sex so he’s like hmu babes ;))))))

so he’s basically a Lying Fuckboy™

but he’s nice behind all the layers pls love him

i think that’s all of it

[yeancollab]

oh my gOD HSJSHS ur love essay for/about wonho... is so cute and god i can relate and from zero is playing rn... mister wonho if ur out there i lOVE YOU!!! i really like from zero tbh,,, to me its the best song on the code what do you think?? back 2 the wonho love tm ... i can totally agree with you?? my friend introduced me to mx and told me wonho likes to take off his shirt (which is fine! its great that hes confident!!) so i was like o gosh.... and i kind of?? turned a blind eye to him...

(2) initially but when i watched the variety shows they were on i really… fell so hard :^( hes so sweet and like you said he really love each and every monbebe

(3) wonh*e bc,, thats so…. mMMMm idk maybe im too young to have real opinions but it doesnt sit right with me >:-0.. anyway!! seeing as youve been with monsta x for a long time and since they were your ult group at one point for awhile,, which era is your favourite?? in terms of songs, dance and visuals/looks!! i really like all in!!! because the song is so good and i like all of the songs in the clan series :-O hero is also super catchy and its one of the first songs i heard too!!….

the choreo for all in is a also smth i really like!! i have preference for choreos with the whole.. circling around one member???/ also ! hyungwons solo followed by wonho in the second verse heals me every time

(4) its not smth u have to do though!! but thank you for the thought!! i hope you have a good day and i googled and it said that your 5am is my 6pm????? is it 5am there…. bc its 6pm now :-O o thats right i saw that this is ur sideblog??? whats your mainblog mostly about then??? okie ill end it here i wanted to ask smth else but i forgot :-( poor mans memory… i love you and ur rly sweet thank you for being so nice

woo okay hello bb!

i agree i love from zero so much!! my favorite songs on the code are tropical night n from zero! i found out recently that its inspired by one of my favorite movies called ‘your name’ and that makes me feel even more connected to wonho,,, cutie. also ur right abt the wonh*e thing dw abt being too young.. its cringy and mean :/

my fave mx era is stuck!! also all in is a close second. i rlly like our current dramarama era too hmm.. stuck is my favorite bc first of all it was wonho’s song!! great. i also really liked the styling i thot it was cute. even tho i love black hair wonho i have such a soft spot for blonde wonho.. i liked everyone’s hair during stuck era.. idk changkyun’s fighter hair was gr8 tho.. me.. rambling for hours abt hair.. but ya the stuck choreo is also really good so the combination makes that my fave era! but ur so right about Miss All In.. the hyungwon x wonho back to back solo is my favorite part too! i feel like visual line tends to have infrequent lines sometimes (esp in older songs) but their always rlly juicy good lines!

i do watch their stuff on v live! i haven’t in a min so im behind but i looove those types of videos. its honestly so cool how even tho they get so busy they record  those things for us. it makes u feel close to them ahh. 

anyways this is my main blog lol! my links are always broken in my description bc tumblr is hell but i have two sideblogs, one for nct jaehyun/aes stuff and one for mx called hiyoungwon. im terrible at keeping up w them but im trying harder these days haha

also dang u must live far from me lmao. it must be 5:30 am there now huh.. tell me who ur bias is :O unless u did already n i forgot,, and since its morning there, have a good day!!

[laddinglemons]

hi syeda!!

i know it was a sophomore thing but. hi steda, steady, sadidas, stingle, and every other nickname i can’t remember right now ksdjfdj. 

so!! this is the thing i have been building up for you for three years now i think? hopefully it’s not a disappointment LOL

i started this sideblog during the second semester of sophomore year when some random posts would remind me of you, our struggles, your interests, and our conversations/inside jokes :o !!

time to get real sappy.

we’ve brought it up more recently, but i think it’s still pretty important to mention it in here: how we first met on the very first day of our very first year in high school in our very first class of the day! in mr mathew’s geography class, where you wore your spiky boots and i wore that cat shirt that i never even wear anymore. you sat on the other side of the room and i remember you smiling at me!! literally had no idea what was coming our way, and how much your friendship has impacted me (i’m in a phone call with kharl right now and he says hi how’s it going lol). (also woops this might get long just a heads up). i still remember after you found out what went down with esteb*n you hugged me and after that, you would check the hallways after geography to check if he had already passed, so that i wouldn’t have to run into him. 

i’m so glad u decided to go to wunsche too. as much of a sh*t show it is now, i don’t regret it. dude. sophomore year? most traumatic and exhausting thing ever. pretty sure you already knoow because i’ve thanked you SOO many times already but seriously, i am always thankful that i had someone there to support me and help me through such a hard time. losing d*niel, helping me realize that i was allowed to choose him without asking for others’ permission, losing those other people, being taken advantage of by *** ****. thank u for sticking up, reminding me that i was good, that i was brave, that i was strong, everything that you are. for introducing BOYS OVER FLOWERS TO ME!! PUOooo. for crying over it and heirs and my love from the star with me!! REMEMBER THE FRICKING BEANS??? I WILL ALWAYS remember the beans they are engraved in my brain unfortunately. just like all our shit talks

thank you for being my secretary and for helping make writing club a great experience. i will always remember those times we played charades in mckinney’s!! HONEYBEE. i always appreciate ur interest in my writing!!

so in dbt i’m supposed to be learning about interpersonal relationships and improving communication w people and!! i think it would be nice to share more on both our parts RIP i’m not explaining this well enough bc i’m rushing rn??!?! ANYWAYS maybe if u wanna ask me abt it that would be a good start!?!? I DUNNO MAN. 

syeda u!!! are everything wonderful and i tell u that all the time. you are super genuinely gorgeous and i’m very very glad to have had all this time with you :”> ANYWAYS I’M KINDA RUSHING THIS NOW DUE TO CIRCUMSTANCES rip. have a greeeat summer!!!! have sooo much fun at all the weddings u will be going to this summer, and your very own in the future!!! hehehe. i love u v v v much and stay beautiful and sarcastic!!!!!