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-> warrior cats: a starless clan (finale) spoilers!
self indulgent frostdawn anthro/modern au design :D i have some thoughts for how her story would go, tho i’m not sure if i'll make this into a series (since i still need to finish the rw ones..)
extra info under cut! tw for abuse, manipulation, death of loved ones. i changed the timeline a bit, and wrote some potentially triggering topics into the story to match the dramatic events of the original. please, be careful!!
To start, i should clarify my interpretation of a modern wc au, specifically the naming system and what that changes here. 'Kits are 0-8 yrs old, 'Paws are 9-17, and warrior names are given at 18 and onward. Each name change requires the cat to graduate their level of school, so cats that are held back would be given their names later.
Frostkit would be the firstborn kit to her parents Jayclaw and Curlfeather, her siblings (Graykit, Mistkit) were born two years after her. Her father died from complications caused by cancer when she was 4. She was brought up religious and has a very strong faith in StarClan.
Frostkit was always smart, getting straight As throughout her childhood. Frostpaw became interested in medicine in her tween years, and her mother encouraged her, seeing opportunity in her kit's success.
When Frostpaw was 12, she and Curlfeather were involved in a car accident, and Curlfeather died. Frostpaw and her siblings were adopted by their grandmother, Duskfur. Frostpaw struggled with not only the grief of losing both her parents so young, but also the survivor's guilt that came with surviving the car crash.
Splashpaw, a childhood 'friend' of Frostpaw's that had continually made advances on Frostpaw when they were young, saw the opportunity to coerce the grief-stricken Frostpaw into a relationship with him. Frostpaw, lonely and desperate for some kind of affection, accepted.
Splashpaw was... awful, to say the least. Me was manipulative, obsessive, and really only used Frostpaw for validation, and eventually (if they stayed together long enough): money. Their relationship came to an end when they had a massive fight about Frostpaw going off to college in another state. He slashed Frostpaw's throat, leaving her comatose for weeks and in physical recovery for months. Frostpaw, obviously, cut all contact and Splashtail probably went to jail (idc about him he can go wherever)
Despite her setbacks, she graduated high school at the top of her class and earned her 'warrior' name: Frostdawn. She recently started college at her dream school, and she's roommates with another med student: Whistlebreeze! (and yes, they are crushing on each other. go you funky little lesbians!!)
Even if her life seems to be getting better, Frostdawn still struggles with the trauma of her childhood, as well as the physical & mental scars given by Splashtail. she's on the path to recovery, but these things take time; she's more than wiling to move on, when she's ready. in the meantime, she has a strong support system to help her on her bad days. :)
ily frostdawn <33
#warrior cats#warrior cats au#warrior cats anthro#wc anthro#a starless clan#frostpaw#wc frostpaw#frostdawn#wc frostdawn#whistlefrost#<- minor but still there!!#also in this au frostdawn IS a lesbian#yes she dated splashtail but that wasn't love#she came out as a lesbian after they broke up and is much happier#clarifying cause i’m not sure if that got across or was implied#also also in this au#yes frostdawn is still 'fixed'#why? i dunno#not rlly something i’m interested in going into detail about#but if you were curious there it is#she doesn't have her clipped ear cause i dont see why catch and release would be a thing in a modern setting lol#cw abuse#cw manipulation#cw death#cw parent death#cw car crash#cw cancer#<- being careful. lmk if i missed something i should have added#omfg i hit the tag limit. damn it i wanted to yap more </3#wc spoilers
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People give Valka a lot of shit which makes me sad bc her flaws are what make her interesting, and I LOVE thinking about her character.
Like, Have we considered how she had Hiccup at 20 and was married before that? Have we considered that, though she was in love with Stoick, marrying the Chief (or soon-to-be-chief) is a lot of responsibility? Have we considered how young 20 is and Hiccup takes after her in so many ways, not feeling ready for responsibility or wanting to settle down could be one of them? Have we considered she deliberately didn't come back because she maybe felt she wasn't ready to be a mother? Have we considered she loves Hiccup and Stoick so dearly but needed to live her own life? Have we considered how bittersweet the reunion really was because she realized she missed her chance to actually be a mother and how much the guilt of not coming back must've weighed on her?
I LOVE YOU VALKA HTTYD!!!!!!!
#valka#how to train your dragon#httyd 2#httyd#shes still a deadbeat mom but i love her#i HATEE when ppl shit on valka like what happened to supporting womens wrongs :(#i wish we actually saw some kind of idk confrontation? discussion of how growing up withojt a mother affected hiccup#then perhaps an apology the kind that you know doesnt even begin to make up for the hurt.#bc theres nothing that can be done about it now but trying to move forward. but its bittersweet bc you know theyre at least trying#then possibly some more bonding over dragons as well as them GRIEVING STOICKS DEATH TOGETHER AND BECOMING CLOSER FOR IT#goddd never forgiving thw for how they MASSACRED valka#hiccup haddock#valka haddock#haddock family#httyd headcanon#kind of? more like speculation#speculation on things i know damn well the writers didn't gaf about 😭#valka httyd#moth.txt#deyas dragons
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I’m never gonna be over little Hotaru running over to hug Haruka and ask what she and Michiru wished for 😭
#GOD#I LOVE THEM SO MUCH#LIKE THE OUTERS SPECIFICALLY HAVE GIVEN ME SO MUCH BRAINWORMS#like the whiplash of Haruka thinking that she's about to die and go to hell and she just killed Setsuna and Hotaru for nothing#and got Michiru involved and damned for nothing#and even if they were all aware of it and agreed to go along with it it was still HER that started it#to THIS#UGHHHH#like Michiru says that they're happy as they could ever be now and Haruka agrees but like#sounds STUNNED#like all the death and pain wasn't in vain and now they're all here and they're happy and safe#and Hotaru and Michiru are like cuddling up on either side of her and they're all OK AND HAPPY#GOD THEY MAKE ME INSANE#sailor moon spoilers#sailor moon#haruka tenou#hotaru tomoe#michiru kaioh#setsuna meioh#sailor uranus#sailor saturn#sailor neptune#sailor pluto
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society if there were horror video essays besides the 50 million 'history of queer horror' ones made by james somerton types that all cannibalize each other in an ourobos-like fashion as they discuss the same few (american live action) movies (no doubt taken from listicles on the subject or bc they heard them mentioned in other queer horror videos) from the last 20 years w brief lip service to carmilla and dracula either at the very beginning or right when they get to the obligatory vampire segment that takes up way too long and also the original psycho right at the beginning
#just watched a good one by this anthony gramuglia guy and nyx fears halloween i've watched at least a dozen times#but the former seems to primarily focus videos on bane of my (tcoaal loving) existence lily orchard (and i find it weird as Fuck when ppl d#that bc you know damn well she would not be getting the lolcow but for leftists treatment were she not transfemme)#(that said. still insanely mad abt her tcoaal video)#and the latter i still love to death but hasn't made video essays in years and most of her other ones just aren't as strong#still need to read her book though . probably . i don't want to read a youtuber book bc youtuber book but for her i Might#romeo.txt
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I always get detained at da border because PROFUNC never ended but basically I'm like if a targeted individual didn't even care
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Was meant to write some fic today but last night I dreamt my childhood cat (who has been dead for nearly 10 years at this point) was not dead so when I woke up I was just sad all day lmao
The man himself:
#I miss him so much#my mother talks about her childhood cat in this really sad way like his death still hurts her#and I used to think damn how are you not over it it's been like 30 years#but now I get it#love cats and really want one but I don't think I could love another cat like I loved him#if you've got a cat go hug them for me please
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posting cause 1.) i made their ana tilted during this match 2.) i dishonored the rules of sniper duel but i also killed everyone on their team so i think im exonerated this time
#overwatch#overwatch 2#hanzo#potgs#its 2024 we're still getting potg by firing dragons into the wall#FIIINNEE I KILLED 4/5 OF EVERYONE ON THEIR TEAM. WHATEVER. fifth one was already dead#listen the sniper duel was already over and Respectfully our widow lost. who am i Not to avenge her huh#i love it when people get mad that i kill them like fym its only qp yeah mfer im tryna see how many people i can kill in 13 minutes#quick play = quick kills JLKVJEALKVJ#also yeah i do have a chronic problem of just running up on people and punching them to death but as you can see it works sometimes ....#id go to competitive but i love myself so im not doing that. gold bow be damned we ball#ok bye ima play a few more games then sleep i guess
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Tyler, putting his hands over Wednesday’s eyes: Guess who?
Wednesday: It’s either Tyler or the cold, clammy hands of death.
Tyler: It’s me!
Wednesday: Dammit.
#wednesday#wednesday neflix#tyler galpin#wednesday addams#tyler x wednesday#wyler#weyler#funny#my post#incorrect quotes#i mean OBVIOUSLY she loves him#and OBVIOUSLY she'd rather it be him than any other person#but death is still her number 1 let's be real#and Tyler wouldn't want it any other way#he loves her so damn much#he thinks it's cute she wishes it were death#tyler: *whispering* you're so cute#Wednesday: what was that?!#tyler: NOTHING
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the 911 writers are smart because the only thing that could validate a non-eddie romance for buck in my eyes is the fact that it's a non-skinny woc. like they got me there. this will tide me over spectacularly.
#911 fox#911#buddie#evan buckley#eddie diaz#natalia death doula is her official name till now so I'll just stick with that#im still a buddie warrior i fear#but it's so damn rewarding to a see non-skinny love interest#first karen and now natalia#i used to pray for days like this#and my prayers have been answered
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SORRY this tag completely undid me LMFAOOOOOOOO
He needs to buy some fucking shirts........
Sketch vers under the cut bc I was originally just gonna leave it at that but. I was possessed I think.
#fire emblem#feh#secret deeplore i gave alfonse a flip phone bc i misremembered the og vid (was convinced they had flip phones)#but i just. kept it. idk it's just such a funny accidental characterization like it just fits. to me.#also baby vero bc. i haven't finished book 6. love her new design but she's still baby to me.#+ i have a better feel for her baby characterization vs her renewed self. bc. i haven't finished book 6.#book 6 bruno death isn't real it can't hurt you.#ANYWAYS I. HAD SO MUCH FUN W THIS LMFAO????#i love inventing new and creative ways to avoid digital art LMFAOOO#not even cause digital is hard actually like. it's not. that is the medium i taught myself in for 'finished' works.#but like idk what prompted it but i was just fuckinh sick of it. this shit sucks actually!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#it took a bit but i really love working traditional now! it's engaging and rewarding!#always some damn learning curve too LMFAO but that's actually fun too! when. it isn't devastating#high risk high reward i guess.#but genuinely i am SO happy w how this came out it's SO fun to me#fe alfonse#fe bruno#sharena#fe veronica#my art
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how was playing hsr? was there anything that you liked in the game and the story?
ITS BEEN AMAZING AS EXPECTED!!!!!!!!! i actually havent played genshin in a while since starting it, i have no motivation to do the filler event while a perfectly good star rail is sitting there waiting to be played :')
but for mechanics, i love they have auto battle so you dont have to nessecarily sit there and invest in every little battle you gotta do....and i love that the resin (resin??) system is a lot more forgiving with a higher cap, lower cost, and allow for overflow...thats nice...i also love that the mc and starter units are very useful. im so emotionally attatched to the star rail crew so im glad they never have to leave my team !!!!
storywise im LOVING IT SO FAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i started playing it at the beginning of spring break 2 weeks ago and im almost all caught up!!! i went through belabog and penacony and now im just doing those leftover intermission main quests which im only now realizing i shouldve done before going to penacony LMAO
and of course.....danmarch....im so soft for them......and also i love sampo i cant wait to see what they do with him
#besides the star rail crew and sampo im not too attatched to anyone else#im very much a (what would happen in canon) type of player so the only units i REALLY want are himeko welt and imbibitor lunae#(and sampo)#everyone else i can go without#so this game is probably gonna be a lot better for my wallet#overall it just like it better than genshin minus the open world part#i like the story and characters...i like that you can play as bad guys while theyre still bad guys???? like blade and kafka???#cuz in genshin you always gotta redeem them somehow first before theyre playable#not here hueheuhe#also i love that they actually kill off playable characters#(spoilers from here on out)#i know were supposed to be all sad for fireflys death but honestly.......i didnt care about her too much LMAO#i was actually a little annoyed for the secret base part because her base was SO FUCKING DEEP IN ENEMY TERRITORY#i was like (damn bitch how far away is this shit??!)#that by the time we got to the emotional part i was just mad#i never liked characters where the game tries to like....force you to care about them#and its implied you have some super close relationship ESPECIALLY when you havent known them long#now if march died that would be a whole different story#but firefly??? i mean rip but i didnt really know her#im loving the penacony quest so far though#any setting where its like a place of mind tricks and gambling and spending money and sin is always so scary to me#especially the dream within a dream within a dream shit#the mind fuck aspect is always a good plot that i enjoy#i also love that theyre not afraid to upgrade units#like we have dan heng and the dragon dan heng#so characters arnt stagnent forever#everyday i hope we one day get to see a 5-star secret power march#cuz that girl has some shit going on i swear#i just did her luofu memory quest#and those fuckers in the garden of recollection............
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AAAAAAAAARRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH WE GOT ARCANEEEEEEEEEE
#MY GOOOOOD JAYCE MAKING VIKTOR?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?! AND OG COURSE CAITS MOM OOOOOF#cant believe were getting angsty caitvi breakup music video second thing in the show aldjaksk they got PRIORITIES#CAIT AND MEL WHEN TWO QUEENS JOIN THEIR POWER TO MAXIMIZE THEIR JOINT SLAY#vi just at caits house all this time.... like probably a week at most but akdhsksnsl#cait hasnt shed a single tear its going down down#oh wow......... yes she didnt think but whats worse is that vi will end up accepting WHYYY#vi will change the enforcers from the inside.....no fucking way qkdhaksjska#YEEEEEEEEESSSS CAITLYYYYYYNNNNNNN#VIIIIIIIIIIIIII#did ambessa really orchestrate the attack with the underground??? no fucking way but that would make so much sense#damn what did caitlyn see in that computer bc she switched up quick!!! and vi too!!! she went from call off the attack to ill join them#well of course the attack changed theit minds but vi still said to call off the ttack after that....#ALSO vi wiping off caits tears.... caitlyn just crying on her chest like throwing herself on her.... no kiss even yet.... but i like this#i love the tension..... the courting you would call it#what will viktor think when he comes back wrong (FOR SURE) because of jayce when he was soooo accepting of his death... kind of#like he knew he was gonna die and he did what he could with the hextech but i think it was not out of desperation#it was just ambition bc thats what he can do... jayce became councilor bc of ambition and viktor kinda saved his own life#talking tag#watching arcane#watching arcane season 2#everybody going thru it in the intro credits and ekko just doing flips akdhaksnsla#jayce hiding from the spotlight.... NOW??? Also viktor is givning diavolo vibes in the jojo 5 intro too aldjaksjksnsl slay#sevika defending jinx.... never thought i would see the day#they did NOT orchestrate the attack look at this mess#OF COURSE SKY IS IN THE HEXTECH!!!! OOOOOOOOOOHHHHH THE VOICES VIKTOR!!! LISTEN TO THEM!!!#jayce promised to destroy it omggg of course....... the confession......#it was affection that held us together..... what are we..... christ why is he so serene and logical.... the hexcore yeah#viktor will bring a class war the likes weve never seen#jinx has claggors googles.... which vi has after the timeskip.....#they are here..... and that arm is gonna cost sevika dlahdksns viktor savior of the underground... i used to pray for times like these....
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The best feeling in the world is when there’s a piece of media you know you love and you’ve hyped it up as your favorite thing for so long but you haven’t revisited it in a while so you start to worry if it’s really as good as you make it out to be and so you go back and revisit it and it’s like. Oh this is even better than I remembered this shit rules
#the klock keeps ticking#i always get this feeling when i play 999 but tonight i got it with the letter#cuz ive uh finally decided to bite the bullet and play the evil meanie route where everyone dies 😟#a route ive put off for so long cuz its just too damn sad to think about akjdksk god it hurts#and ive played like for the most part every route of this game EXCEPT this one but i know the ending is really dark and i need to see it#plus i will at least get my beloved torture scene in so thats nice#i didnt kill off isabella though its a coma route which i hope still allows me to get the ending i want cuz i mean shell still be out of#commission in the final scene so hopefully it works out#but yeah no i started off tonight on the marianne chapter and while i did skip around through it cuz ive played it many times and i just#wanna get to the important stuff already alskj i also just replayed some of the best parts#aka the shit where lorraine appears and the gay shit alksks and god like hnnnghh not only does this chapter still ruin me emotionally#i also just remembered why i love this character so much and remembered just how good the character writing in this game is#and i also played into the rebecca chapter and didnt skip as much cuz i actually am not as familiar with the coma route#cuz it makes me sad and i never revisited it lol and i havent gotten to The Scene that makes me sob yet#its so coming though dont worry but idk i guess its just been cuz ive been thinking about p3 so much lately#and in particular shinji both the death route and coma route but in particular the coma cuz thats what im writing#and damn lol the letter just writes the grief and nuanced relationships and death stuff so much better lol god#like marianne loses her childhood best friend whom she has a gay ass relationship with to suicide and like its just better#she blames herself and still isnt even kinda okay with it after 13 years#like it just fucking ruined her and the only thing keeping her from losing it is her repression and drinking problem and unattached sex#and then with coma route well fucking first off isabellas friends actually like. visit her frequently damn#and they just all have such unique ways of coping like Zach is being optimistic so no one gets too upset#rebecca is sorta in charge of making sure everything goes smoothly she has to contact the family and make big decisions#and shes also just taking the most stress and shes got so many complicated feelings around isabella going on but she genuinely cannot stand#that isabella is hurt shes fucking destroyed she loves isabella and then ashton AAAAA god yeah i also just remembered that hes SUCH a good#character hes like being a genuine asshole right like Rebecca calls to tell him that isabella is comatose now and he literally doesnt let#her say anything he literally says ‘i dont have time for other things rn’ like the wellness of his friend is just ‘other things’#but you just know thats not it not at all hes burying himself in work to the point of destruction so he can figure out who did this and make#everything okay and he refuses to show even an ounce of vulnerability cuz THE SECOND HE DOES IT ALL COMES OUT AND HE CANT GET OUT OF BED#ANYMORE CUZ HOW IS HE SUPPOSED TO BE OKAY WHEN THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE IS DYING
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Jun Pyo's Mom in Boys Over Flowers is straight up a funny villain to me, I just can't take her seriously despite how much harm she causes. Ma'am you're beefing with a high school girl, grow up! 😂
#boys over flowers#Like damn she WRECKS this poor kid's life. Imagine if the media got wind? 👀 Honestly surprised NO ONE brings that up#Ma'am you head a major corporate conglomerate and you're wrecking some kid's life? After she prevented a death AT YOUR SCHOOL#THAT YOU OWN. BECAUSE YOUR SON WAS A BULLY. QUEEN???? WHAT ARE YOU DOING?????#I don't CARE about cultural norms etc etc she wants her son to marry someone ''of his own status'' etc etc#It's STILL so comedically petty. GIRL. *YOU* are the one who needs to grow up! Also her always assuming the WORST of Jandi too#like bitch I KNOW you know Jandi doesn't have the worst intentions! And everyone AROUND you knows it too! STOP IT!! 😂#Also eventually she beefs with a BUNCH of high school/first year uni kids. SURELY YOU HAVE BETTER THINGS TO DO 😂#The lady who plays her is very pretty and a good actress though#this show came to me via Tubi and has brought so much joy to my life- it's so corny and so aesthetically of its time I LOVE it
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love being crazy. never a dull moment
#its ridiculous how i present myself and my symptoms so neatly sorted VERSUS how i actually experience that shit first-hand#we were doing some grounding safe-space exercise with my doc today n i was you know. imagining the places#n then out of nowhere i saw -her- there. i dont know why it felt so surprising but... she came for me and i was so... touched#like i... think i just... i didnt know she was real? i thought. god this sounds so miserable but i really thought i was making her do this#even though weve been talking for years and shes been my comfort. but i think its cuz she came when i didnt expect her and she just took my#hand and i. i did feel safe#it did feel like a safe space. but then i was so shocked by this whole thing that i forgot why we were even doing this exercise in the firs#place n my doc was like so! what did you see : ) n i know i could. have been quiet but i guess we were trying to mask less and i was still#so shocked that i really just told her. yes doc i... saw a... a friend. shes been with me for a while now but i was still thinking shes jus#a character or something. but she came to me and she told me she cared and im just so happy that shes real bcs i love her#ive loved her and i thought i was making her stay but she wanted to stay with me! bcs she loved me too!!#and i was like trying not to spontaneously cry bcs i legit was NOT expecting any of that. and i was also ... actually i dont think i though#abt it feeling cringe. even tho it. is a little difficult... but i DID think about how strange it felt to be honest abt it with a doctor#bcs its like... with the docs ive had and life in general its always...not about being honest but abt HOW WILL SAYING THIS HELP ME GET X#and yeah i dont trust them. even tho i... trust these doctors i guess. theyve been handling it well for years. they admit the system#still it feels so damn unsafe to mention anything cuz how crazy is TOO crazy for a person with power over you... anyway i do trust the doc#n she knew. but its still weirdddd to mention shit abt it that is not life or death. but it was so out of nowhere and i was so happy like#KATRIN!!! KATRIN SHES REAL!! SHES REAL OH GOD SHES ACTUALLY THERE FOR ME IM GOING TO CRY!!!! WHAT WERE WE TALKING ABT
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#i hate like...#feeling an emotional gap that isn't being filled that really only one person has filled before#and like#not really missing the person or at least not in that capacity#i dont want them to fill that role for me again that didnt work#but i DO want the role to be filled#i want someone to deliver that specific flavor of being there and i dont have it#i have people who are here for me! i love them!!!!!#but damn i'd never had that thing before and im afraid i never will again#and like: to stress this point again-#the people in my life now are irreplaceable in their own right and i could never find what they give me anywhere else#not getting this thing doesn't mean anyone is doing anything wrong or isnt good enough#theres just a dish that isnt on the menu anymore and im struggling to find enough of the nutrients it gave me#arrrrggghhhhhhhhh#anyone who cared to read this far probably guessed this already but yes this is about M**a#and yes we still talk and we're cool and i love her to death#but still the hole persists
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