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whoever decided that lunch in high school is only 45 minutes can kiss my voluptuous ass.
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I can't imagine being anywhere near as insane as Trump supporters because my dad told me that he, earlier, drove past a guy putting a "Harris Walz 2024" sign outside his house and decided to yell out at him "TRUMP 2024 YOU COCKSUCKER" and flip him off. And he laughed when he told me because he thinks that yelling at a man (emphasized man because he thinks men should be "better" than women, and "better" would be voting for Trump in this case) who is voting for a "whore who slept her way to the top" (his exact words) is funny. And expected me to laugh with him. And got angry when I didn't and just stared at him in disbelief. Even though he already knows that I don't like Donald Trump. These people fully expect others to find their weird ass derogatory words and behavior FUNNY. Donald Trump is leading a cult of old people who he brainwashed into being delusional with him.
#vote blue#harris walz 2024#kamala harris#tim walz#i know some fucker is gonna be here saying like “it's true i was the tree”#i didn't see this with my own two eyes but i've lived 21 years with my dad and i HAVE seen him do shit like this#but it was mostly just honking at random people on the sidewalk or yelling “WHERE Y'GOING” in their direction out the window#like it's still embarrassing and weird but not derogatory#and since being retired and having nothing to do all day except watch trump and more trump and more trump he has gotten worse#not a day has gone by in the last four months where he hasn't insulted joe biden or kamala harris#and every single time he has expected my brother and i to laugh at his insult even though he knows that we don't like trump#it's so depressing watching your own parent become a worse person#he was already one of the insufferable republicans before trump and now he's a trump republican which is even worse#and yk what's even worse it's that my mom has no spine against men so if her boyfriend asks for her to vote trump she'll be like “okay”#she's not a republican she just doesn't care because she thinks voting doesn't matter#my aunt who i have always loved so much now calls up my dad to talk about trump with him and i never heard her swear until this year#my other aunt makes talking about trump her entire personality when she has a gambling addiction she should be treating instead#my dad's side is a bunch of trump supporters and my mom's side just doesn't give a fuck#and i can't vote because i'll get kicked out of here faster than the speed of light the second my dad sees#the paper in the mail saying that my voter history has been updated#even if it's not public who i voted for because he knows that whoever i vote for will never be trump#sorry#tag vent#this sucks#please vote
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Some of you didn't play Undertale and Night In The Woods in your middle teenage years and it really shows
#fires posts#ramblings#I hope the kids these days still have indie games that entirely reassemble their molecules#and aren't just getting gambling addictions on genshin impact or w/e
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i downloaded pokemon tcg yesterday at the request of my friends. i feel like my childhood is being revived
#marzi speaks#I Have Opened So Many Booster Packs#haven’t spent a single cent either btw#i’m really good at developing gambling addictions that cost me nothing#it works out great#i loved collecting pokemon cards as a kid and playing the card game (incorrectly) with other kids i knew#i still have my old mewtwo EX tin back home#(i was peer pressured into trading that mewtwo EX for a reshiram. i still miss that mewtwo)#anyways i’m coming up on 24 hours of having this game and i have over 200 cards ^_^
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having thoughts about how Husk actually has very little left to redeem bc he started his journey of self-change before even coming to work at the hotel, but at the same time redemption isn't even his goal- he ain't even aiming for heaven, he just wanted to be a better person and maybe now with friends and especially Angel, who he supports so much and wants to see succeed, maybe now he has a reason to be a better person
#hazbin hotel#husk#warning I am about to ramble in these tags O7 I have a ridiculous amount of thoughts about this cat bird man#thinking about that word of god from vivzie that Husk is actively fighting his gambling addiction in hell#which besides the pilot we've only seen his gambling mentioned in the past#and idk if it's just because they had to focus on other things but we don't see him drinking as heavily as he did in the pilot#and first few episodes. like he actually wants to be sober#we know he used to be an overlord and we assume that comes with all the terrible overlord qualities#(aka there's no such thing as a good slave owner)#but the Husk we know now has been on both sides of this chain#he knows and respects boundaries. consent is super important to him. this feels like a moral you can't really have to be an overlord#he also sees everyone as more than just what they can do for him specifically. he gets NOTHING out of being Angel's friend#he gets NOTHING out of defending Angel and Cherri during the fight with the Exorcists#he knows when to open up and who to open up to and trust. and he extends a hand to someone in need. someone he ain't even close to-#and if it hasn't changed he is trying to beat his own vices despite not even being a guest of the hotel. he's staff. he doesn't HAVE to#participate in their activities or try to change. he was dragged into this#but dammit he does it anyway#(also if he is still trying to beat his gambling addiction I wonder if the pilot was a relapse. hm)#anyway ig what im trying to say is husk isn't a guest at the hotel but plays the role of a guide for the guests bc he's already#got a very strong and *GOOD* set of morals considering they're in hell#like his level of morals we've only seen /explicitly/ shown in hellborn. and yeah consent and boundaries is rock bottom even for Earth#but they're in hell so somehow the bar manages to be even fucking lower than that so I consider it a win#ALSO THE FACT THAT HE STOOD BETWEEN ANGEL & CHERRI AND THE EXORCISTS??? this mf is willing to DIE for these people#I am 100% sure that if Husk's soul didn't belong to Alastor he would already be redeemed#we don't know what he did in life and we don't know how bad he was as an overlord but we know who husk is /now/#and that person is a pretty damn good guy#he might have some work to do sure but he's already at least started his redemption before the show even began and#we're just seeing the tail end of it#god damn I really rambled in these tags i am so sorry#I just have so many thoughts about him
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solomon unknowingly causing chaos to the brothers and the entire devildom by creating the fortune-telling app has left me both laughing and distraught
#i know this man did not cause mammon to have a gambling addiction#although tbh mammon would have picked it up eventually anyway#but still i'm hysterical#obey me#obey me nightbringer#nightbringer#solomon#obey me solomon#obey me nightbringer spoilers#nightbringer spoilers#lesson hard 3-14
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just finished s2 of kaiji and it was good i really liked it but i hope i never see that fuckass pachinko machine again!!!
#i started ep 15 assuming hey the climactic battle against the swamp of despair is probably gonna be like 6 episodes max right#bc the op has hyoudou and roulette so there's a third game on the way#and from about the fourth episode on i kept going man it's gotta end next episode right they can't have That much more they can do with it#TWELVE EPISODES OF ONE GAME OF PACHINKO. YOU'RE JOKING#and watching it animated is one thing but im surprised fans of the manga didnt string him up in the street for this#im not joking i sunk cost fallacied my way through the entire thing in one sitting it was so much fucking pachinko#and spoilers spoilers spoilers but the BUILDING??? the BUILDING. jumping the shark a Little there to be so fr with you all#head in my hands kaiji i love you your life is ridiculous. the last episode having him blow his meager winnings on pachinko like the day#after was insane to me HAVENT YOU HAD ENOUGH???? I CERTAINLY HAVE#augh and like. guhh hes so nice hes such a nice protagonist im. in love with him a little bit#i do wish he was a Little more tempted by the money bc i liked that component earlier on#ah actually i think the main object of the fights becoming Figuring Out How To Out-Cheat The Enemy was less cool#don't get me wrong it was fun but i Really liked the more raw nobody knows whats going on vibes of the first two#and the group dynamics of rrps and the human derby were so delicious to me. also i wish s2 had more torture implements#the cheating thing makes sense progression-wise it's just a preference thing. the human derby hit me insanely hard#so it's kind of hard for anything to compete after that y'know?#actually very happy kaiji is still addicted to gambling at the end. like it's a happy ending bc he's debt free but like. he's not gonna#stay that way. and maybe thats a weird thing to be happy about but i think it's a choice that makes sense#he's got no reason to give it up and has become emotionally dependent on it. the series' concern w gambling as inherently self-destructive#and its sympathy towards ppl who see it as their last hope is like. really cool and idk i think it keeps kaiji real to never let that go#ok i just looked it up and the manga does continue. my ass will be reading it for sure#so idk how faithful the anime ending is but yeah. anyway i really really liked it this was good for me like emotionally#fkmt#ive heard the next arc is mahjong which is sick bc i like 80% know how mahjong works from yakuza#maybe this will help me grasp the final 20% (<- should just look up the rules or something)#what else. right i think it's funny that there's like 2 women total. The most allergic to women series ive ever seen and thats Impressive#the 2nd op is comedically cheeks like just Bad. very fun recognizing the band from the shitass 1st h.xh ed#im like 95% sure hidenari ugaki plays a side character in an episode but it's not listed on his behind the VAs so. alas.#2nd ed is fun bc while i Hate the trope it's doing i love seeing kaiji being put in Situations (clearly)#anyway. it's really good you guys should watch kaiji
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Man in my dream last night I found out that there was another life insurance payout thing that we hadn't discovered before now and it was for $280k fucking dollars and I was So pumped about having that much money, thinking about buying a house and everything
Then I woke up and instantly knew it wasn't real. And Man. The Disappointment.
#speculation nation#i mean technically i could still buy a house as-is but only a small and shitty one probably#and i need to save that money for paying off student loans or whatever#not the time to buy a house anyways while i still dont know where im ending up after college#i may like my town. but i need to remain flexible. to go where the wind blows me...#just sighing thinking about owning multiple hundreds of thousands of dollars...#maybe someday.... though i'll probably need to just earn it through work in the normal way.#who knows tho lol i almost wanna start buying lottery tickets. only one every so often at the most tho#just bc knowing my luck i might just win something. tho id have to go thru some kind of misfortune alongside it too..... 🤔#i got that komaeda luck u see. extreme good luck alongside extreme bad luck#give me 5 years and i'll be prattling on about hope and despair. lmfao#mostly jokes here tho i Am actually thinking of trying lottery here and there. just a little bit. just to try.#i know the dangers of gambling addiction and i know it's a very very very small chance of winning.#but not zero ! no harm in trying just a lil bit. who knows maybe it just might work lol
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I can't believe I have to write a stern letter email to escportugal because they posted an article only about an online casino
#not even a throwaway line about eurovsion betting odds!!#just ''this is the best casino ever!!!''#it's a paid post. it's gotta be#it's not labeled as such but there's no other explanation#(I did contemplate to write a comment like ''so were you paid for this or lost all sense of shame for free'')#(hey I might still comment)#don't you have to disclose when it's an ad??#anyway - it's disappointing!!#it's not enough the amount of coverage betting odds already have now websites are also sponsored by casinos#and listen it's not like I think gambling in itself is immoral or whatever#but it can be such a serious addiction#and I'm increasingly bothered by all of this
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:3!!! character bingo!!! echem!! and also munna the pokemon <3
i am normal about myself a normal amount <= would 100% date source me without question
um. what is there 2 say tbh. I am extremely biased bc I AM Electrochemistry AIAKAJSJDJDJSDJDKDK
something about The Guy Who's Main Role Is To Obtain Happiness Chemicals In Any Way Possible REALLY just. Engrained itself into our brain huh?? like. Gestures at our system. *Me being the host was not the initial idea.* We all assumed our host would've been Inland IQIAKDDKDKEKD
but yeah!! Source me is. Too relatable in a way. We r living off short term dopamine every day and it is hell but it's waht we've got y'know. Any happiness is good enough etc. etc. even if it's short term. like.
not to mention like. Addiction runs in our family*. So. the stars just aligned ig No WONDER I ended up being our Signature Skill/sys host. HFDHDJDJSJS
tl;dr: yeah. points at source!me. too damn relatable!! JCJXJSMDFKJ
MUNNA THE BEST POKEMON EVER <3 THEY SURE DO EXIST AND FOR THAT WE R SO GRATEFUL
genuinely Munna has helped us get over our fear of the dark a bit. It's still THERE but sleeping with our munna plushie nearby helps a lot!! Also Like. If pokemon were real we'd absolutely have one. and a musharna probably also! we fell in love w this lil thing cuz mom happened to get us a plushie of it from the dollar store years ago and we just..... slept with it by our face to block out the old mirror that was in our room fhdndjdjskdkdskdjfdjd back then we also believed in bloody mary** and that did Not help with our fear of the dark so knowing we had a lil plushie of a pokemon that Canonically can help with nightmares and fear just. really helped out!!
also it is cute. lookie at this thang
↑ me when I eat dreams tbh
#long post#ask#thank you!!#*this is the reason why we do not drink or gamble or do anything that would be considered Risky Yet Fun#Mom's always like Why don't you wanna go gambling with your stepdad and I!!! :(#and I'm like. Ma'am the addiction runs in YOUR SIDE OF THE FAMILY! FJDJDJFKFKF NO THANK YOU#**We were like.... 11. okay#we still believe in her btw but to a delusional point. We do have an introject of her in our system also and now that#we don't have a mirror in our room things are chill between us#she visits us on Halloween in the bathroom mirror. she's quite lovely from what I've heard#our introject of her is like 15 so ultimately there's nothing to be scared of now but still Dhdhsjaidjfjdisjddj
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Yet another 2 forma blueprints, am convinced this part is a myth
At what point am I entitled to one?
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two sentace hrorror
"i wonde rhow thi pen got so yelw...."
it was piss
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i love my grandmother but whenever i talk to her i get insanely sad
#gonna ramble in the tags. whatever#shes the sweetest woman alive but has really just. let herself be controlled by men her whole life & its. really depressing#shes had multiple husbands & all of them have been abusive in some way#and she just kinda. lets it happen.#like thats not. victim blaming. shes reached a point in her life where shes kinda just given up#& has told me that she thinks her role is to do whatever her husband says#and it sucks! cause shes insanely smart & powerful & funny!#and my step grandfather is a gambling addict who stays at home all day & is throwing all their money down the drain.#& she just. goes along with it. and does nothing. because she doesnt see a point in doing anything.#and with my family dynamic shes one of the only family members im still in contact with. like its just my parents & my grandparents#& my stepdads side of the family in switzerland. which i dont talk to very often for obvious reasons#but she practically raised me and ive seen how smart and powerful she is. but she just wont let herself be that#and i think about it every time i talk to her.#called her for a breakfast recipe today and had a lovely conversation but ended the call sad afterwards
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I did beta testing for sparkle and really liked using her so I wanted her. I just got so many characters back to back like kafka, e6 dhil, black swan...I wanted them all and glad I got them
well miss sparkle definitely wanted to be stubborn as hell and decided she was actually going to give me up, let me down, run around, and try to desert me.....she made me cry, tried to say goodbye, told a lie and definitely hurt me. and my wallet.
I had to spend money on that fool. she made ME the fool. her ass is so annoying not just in the game but in my pulls too!!!! as expected tbh. I can hear her laughing at me.
#lee text#hsr#she sent yanqing home first at pretty high pity. i finished everything in the game. and only managed to get to around 30 pity for her#there's not much time left so i had to pay for her ���� took 78. BUT SHES SUCH A GOOD SUPPORT just wish i can get her lightcone but doubt it#nothing else is as good as that one. but shes still good support especially for my sp hungry e6 dhil#problem is now.....i want acheron AND e6 jingliu lmao.#REMEMBER KIDS: SPEND MONEY WISELY im allowed to spend on this game. im an adult with a job and get $2k back in taxes this year#TREAT YOURSELF. if you can afford it. dont gacha if you cant pay bills or have food. if you can afford it go crazy i guess idk#know when you have a gambling addiction and get help. if you can choose responsibly then you're fine. i gacha responsibly i promise#im just mad its sparkle that took my money instead of spending it on working towards e6 jingliu maybe#i did manage to e6 dhil without spending so i mean. is possible but also keep wanting other characters too fbddbhdhdhd
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Just scrapped an idea cuz I thought it’d be too mean got Dice and I don’t wanna do that to my baby :((
Ramblings about it in tags if yer interested
#idea was he and you have a child but he still hasn’t overcome his gambling addiction and is responsible for a lot of monetary troubles you#guys deal with#I’m ngl the only line I wrote was “”where are you going daddy and I just could not continue#part of it came from the fact that dice’s dislikes in his chara profile is ‘a stable life’ and that killed me#but I realized that the interpretation of it id be using for the fic doesn’t align with what I actually think#cause I think he dislikes stability because he doesn’t want it to be taken away from him#gambling addiction viewpoint would have been he dislikes stability because it’s the exact opposite of the risky behavior he thrives on#maybe both could b true though#but idk I couldn’t see the vision for the idea past a first few paragraphs sorry guys#iotext#ramblings ramblings ramblings
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every day we get closer to baizhu's release the more anxious i get. i only have enough to do about 50 pulls and im not trying to spend another 40 dollars on this game 😭😭.
WAAH,, you got this!!! Baizhu will be sooo kind and generous to us I know it 💚🐍🌿
But fr, if you can not spend money, I do recommend it. We'll get 300 primos from the next stream on th3 31st, plus the 200~ from each event (2x before 3.6 release). We have 40 from chara trials (this patch and next), and 600 for maintenance.
Plus he'll def get a rerun, so it's best to just get one and then save again for next time rather than just spending.
I know it's hard (I will def be tempted to swipe even tho I have 400+ wishes bcs it's not enough to guarantee his c2 and wep...), but hyv really doesn't deserve the amount of money it's getting, especially with their treatment of inazuman & sumeru characters ... I truly fear for natlan too but. I can't tell you not to spend tho, and I know how anticipated baizhu is so I'll say this instead:
Instead of buying a gc pack for maybe $40, instead get the battle pass (gives you a free 4* crit weapon, so many mats and 680 primos upon completion) and then top up with welkins. Each welkin gives 300 gcs instantly, so x5 is a pretty huge boost, and then you'll get a further 90 primos every day for the next 150 days. It does take waaay longer, but it's definitely a better investment for your money than just a pack. Even with the first time purchase bonus on the gcs, it's enough to guarantee you a 5*, and if you're on a 50/50 and you use em all, it'll feel worse. At least w/ dailies and events, that 90 daily plus 60 from coms, you'll get at least enough to guarantee one wish a day for the entirety of the banner.
ALL THAT TO SAY, you won't need to spend. He will come home 😌
#asks and answered#beloved mutual#mrshamada-dorian#fr genshin is such a temptation AND bcs it has a definite pity and guarantee system#it feels more worth putting money into than other gacha games#BUT that said. if you can afford to and you really genuinely dont mind and have no qualms about it#then by all means.#this is only if you arent addicted to pulling tho bcs#i have mutuals who have said theyre def saving and dont want a chara to go on to pull them and then complain#that they ruined their pity or that x chara is being mean bcs they wont come home early n dont have enough to get them#not directly for u fanta but ppl please understand gacha is gambling and if you really cannot save up for a character#and are in genuine distress over it. maybe you should stop playing for a little.#we have either 21 or 42 days til hes here#i guarantee you have time to save more. doubly so if you still have low exploration in a few regions#genshin impact
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