#i never noticed i made the sisters romance parallel khans?? i do all this stuff below my thinking apparently | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

mejomonster · 2 years ago

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Being way too introspective of my writing I need to get in the Zone I need to Focus so I'm just typing 5-10k words a day and not thinking about what I'm even typing. I keep over noticing my own word choices and what I might type next and it's the devil tempting me to be perfectionist and constantly question choices -.- don't worry. I am working on getting into my Focus zone. But fuck the getting there is a Time :/

On the upside because I am being entirely Too slow to the point I'm questioning what I wrote, I'm happening to notice some higher level stuff I don't usually pick up on my own writing until like whole chapters or arcs are done. I happen to like That Level stuff and it's coming out perfect so that's a plus.

#rant #writing #im noticing in the Too Slow writing reading that i parallel So much shit like crazy #i Love parallels so this is Great. but i didnt realize i did it on such small action by action basis.#i can see stuff like OH i wrote that just now. damn that comes up in the climax. or in arc 1 #like i just wrote a character who is not important for long. and i gave him a scene #and i realize my protagonists view of him in admiration is similar to what hell be to the Actual next major character #so this scene will make it seem more natural why hes in awe of the major character later. since this scene #makes clear his types and values. and i didnt realise this minor ass character could be used this way #but i was just doing it without thinkng about it #same thing i noticed is his sisters forbidden romance is like HIS LATER and his sister Dies #and later he falls for a princess. and her brother the prince worries for her. and the princess dies #so khans love story will leave him with a prince missing a sister jusy like khan did. and it will end #as tragic as his sisters romanxe.#i never noticed i made the sisters romance parallel khans?? i do all this stuff below my thinking apparently #but like surface level? my brain is ABSOLUTELY getting hung up rn on stuff like #do i use the word believe think know assume???? ;-; i know it doesnt matter it DOESNT #and id write faster if i stopped caring!!!

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