#i need to stop being so dopamine fucked the only way ppl get past this shit is by literally sustaining a desire to force past it

[themole]

i need to care more, not caring is lame actually,, like sure be apathetic abt a bunch of social shit and large scale shit here and there but i need to go insane trying to do shit to keep busy, i dont wanna stay on this same train of activity!!! fuck physics im jumping streams!!!! fish hit land and flop to the next river goddamn it flop you motherfucker fuck you !!!