#i need those hands on me rn
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How do you sleep at night? No one to hide behind Betrayed every alibi you had You had every chance to make amends instead you got drunk on bitterness And you still claim that you're innocent, it's sad
#daniel ricciardo#dr3#christian horner#for the blacklists#I recognize that christian horner in a gifset is NOT the kind of content people in ricnation are looking for rn#debated posting this but fuck it#me 🤝🏼 daniel: two bitches that love a depressing song lyric#it's about breaking free from a toxic relationship and the importance of prioritizing one's own needs#and that it can take a long time to recognize the dynamics at play in those relationships#and removing yourself from that situation can be just as hard and that just kind of epitomizes daniel with christian for me#in the return to rbr I think daniel trusted that CH would at the very least be straight forward and upfront with him#even if the end result wasn't what daniel wanted or hoped for#daniel could handle not getting the rbr seat#but something he couldn't handle was the truth that the one person he believed he could trust was gaslighting him and using him#and daniel had a light bulb moment - the point where you realize that sometimes the best thing you can do for yourself is to walk away#and so he got out#also this is obviously my interpretation of a relationship that I have zero insider info on and maybe they are chill now#as always…thinking too deeply about people I don’t know in the tags#also i recognize that this song is actually about a tiktok hype house but whatever rbr are that immature so it fits#this is my first go with this type of editing in PS so if you have any tips on style and execution i'm all ears#Apparently i also owe CH an apology bc i was so sure he didn't shake daniel's hand pre-race in singapore but he actually did and i missed i#during the breakdown i was having anyway fuck him still
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wonderlust stuff :]
#jrwi fanart#jrwi wonderlust#jrwi wonderlust spoilers#jrwi spoilers#<- hopefully i’ll remember to take those tags off later but for now it dropped yesterday so still spoiler territory prolly#three episodes in is usually when i start properly doodling for these so i’m right on schedule lmao#i think three or four episodes in was about when i started fixating on the suckening#might upload another version of the colored later! it’s just flats rn obviously but i need to color my shit more so hopefully i’ll finish#that one later :)#the 🤨🤨 is me projecting cause they did Not Notice but to be fair he says bullshit all the time so i wouldn’t either lol#but i was like 🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨 *vine boom* PAUSE#i love how they were making fun of how chat freaks out every time anything can be remotely considered sus but i know that means chat is#about to do it even more now lol#also real troy drawings this time lol not a fucked up hand drawn joke sprite
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don’t look at me like that i’ll cum
#lars livin the dream rn💔#those should be my hands#lars i love you but this is abt james rn#what the actual literal physical fuck????#he looks mighty fine here#what do i do with myself#what do i do to him???#how dare he be this fine and not let me do anything about it#it’s unfair#and rude#and mean#i need him NOW!!!#HE LOOKS SO FINE IM CRYING#he’s so beautiful#i hate him#i need him#(s)creaming#james hetfield#metallica#james hetfield metallica#papa het#jaymz
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florian first realizes he's developing feelings for kieran when they go to the festival of masks together, but i think he'd really fall for them when kieran reveals that they told the town the truth about ogerpon.
he'd be stunned by kieran doing something so risky, ( after all, there was a possibility that telling the truth would've ended poorly like it almost did with their ancestor, ) and how much courage it must've taken them to do that for ogerpon. he'd have so much admiration for them in that moment and think they're so amazing... it'd really be his " oh. oh, i really like them a lot. " moment.
#mutual admiration to mutual obsession pipeline let's go—#though there'd definitely be another layer to this bc i feel like if florian brought this up to kieran#he'd probably admit that he didn’t really worry about the outcome of him telling the town the truth bc he already felt like an outcast#and kieran expects florian to be disappointed but he's just. sad for him#especially since he knows how that feels and how lonely it is#so he'd probably try to encourage him a little bit by telling him things are different now#florian : you have so many ppl who'll make sure you never have to feel that way again. including me! 😊#*puts my head into my hands* fucking. gay ppl man...#my brain might be in sdv mode rn but those kieflo worms are still in the soil#pokemon#candyappleshipping#hc : (pkmn) mjverse#hc : ( mjv ) paldea#chara : florian russel cavallari#chara : kieran hinoki#i need to come up with a special ship name for mjv!kieflo...
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<SightseeingLog: Solution_9 (1/?)>
#ffxiv gpose#ffxiv 7.0 spoilers#dawntrail spoilers#me slamming into the room textools gripped in my hand like one of those comedy rubber chickens MY GORL IS BACK#next up! her face scars :>#i am going to spend so many hours in here I'm so sorry it's already my home aetheryte#i need to go to the preset fields and harvest the ones from my old machine. i'm unfamiliar with the set i have rn ;_;#also the new bones are interesting - it will definitely take a bunch of time to learn - thank you for your patience!#ch: makhali khatayin
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catch me laughing in the club awkwardly because this season has a 19 year old blonde female companion from London, a space travelling left of law brunette queer boy who flirts heavily with the doctor, absolutely zero writers of colour and no mention of sensitivity readers…….and next season the new companion is a woman of colour. uh oh!
#he’s not stupid enough to do Martha again but be REAL with me. do you think this man can handle writing for a brown woman and a black man#and make it in any way genuinely tasteful. the one race he’s punched down and the other he’s basically ignored during his tenure :/#rtd seems to think because he has the lived experience of the great struggles of being queer in the 80s and onwards#which was a serious struggle and came with its issues#that he understands being a person of colour? like he wrote an episode about racism and then laughed about not needing a sensitivity reader#before he handed it off to ncuti. but it needed one because it was a stupid episode because he’s white and moreover#seems to think he understands WITHOUT actually getting any of the nuance. which makes it worse.#im just concerned to put it lightly#like chibnall’s bad habit was ‘good episode followed by a bad episode so bad you forget the good episode even existed’#but at least he got writers of colour in to make some of those episodes! he actually cared! and also fumbled real bad (nazi uniform… ://)#still. he actually gave it a pretty good shot and opened some doors behind the scenes. like the writer’s room which is just as important#and also in the scenes tbf like yaz and ryan sharing scenes as poc companions during the same run was groundbreaking#and rtd just closed them again going actually no im doctor who’s most specialist boy and we should do my run all over again#stop this man. get someone new in. he is not much better than chibnall rn like he is not batting hits#stop letting the world’s most charismatic doctor (ncuti i will get rid of regeneration to keep you. i love you. wish you had better writing)#distract you from the fact RTD is doing a ‘biggest hits’ tour rn. stop him!!!!!!! please can we have a showrunner of colour! a woman! please#rtd critical#doctor who#dw
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had to stop taking the new adhd medication but the good news is i can drink coffee and iced tea again
#it's the bright side to every time a medication has failed lol#gotta set up an appointment for alt treatments#pretty sure my insurance doesn't cover counseling and i can't afford it... which is why i've been going for meds#it's one of those things where if i have enough going on in my life i can manage my adhd relatively ok but i'm severely under-stimulated rn#i have too much time on my hands so there's nothing for me to force me to do the things that aren't as interesting as say. fucking around#so the variety of stuff i do keeps narrowing and it just gets worse#so all i really need is a kickstart#which!!!!! if stimulants weren't so hard on my body! would be great!!!#i need structure in my life but setting up structure myself is boring#like yoga is something i LOVE doing but it's still hard to get on the mat even though i used to be able to do it every day#i think that more yoga would definitely help but i don't know how to get myself there#rum.txt
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Weisshaupt mission definitively proving that da is at its sexiest when it's wardens and yet here I am feeling an unbearable amount of salt because we walk through a FUCKING WARDEN LIBRARY and they could've put in a fucking NOTE about the HERO OF FUCKING FERELDEN IN THERE. SO GLAD THE FUCKING JOINING CHALICE WAS RECOVERED FROM FUCKING OSTAGAR THOUGH.
#tbd#fae plays datv#datv spoilers#i just#this is everything treviso vs minrathous should've been#bc fuck me that shit was over so fast lmao#enjoying the fuck out of this rn? yes I am#but i refuse to stop being prickly because those little nods to your world state DO contribute#replayed da2 before this game came out it genuinely lovely to have chars talk about how my couscous married anora#or the architect being around getting acknowledged#and there are so many tiny tiny opportunities in this fucking game#where chars will mention someone like leliana#and just one extra fucking line if she's divine now -- like harding saying so when she talks about her#or cassandra 'this lady who did some stuff' getting a different description depending#a note in minrathous about how the chantry's divine is a fucking mage#i'm gonna be honest a world state where even just a handful of variables were acknowledged is all we needed#and it would've made a difference imo#and i hate these writers for bringing back chars like morrigan and isabela and not doing that#like you make the world smaller in so many lorefucking ways but you don't want to add a thing or two that adds to the experience of people#who did play and love all three games before this one lol#john epler: we don't want to add one sentences is but two sentence fragments of the most generic thing we could do is fine#the fucking joining chalice!!!#you know what should've been here a fucking book with wardens who have slain archdemons#since you're on your way to fucking kill an archdemon#but that's too much work#davrin talking about how he wants his portrait up there and i'm like oh so they do acknowledge wardens who kill archdemons just not#y'know the one you played that did
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his hand on her arm/back is the cutest thing ever and yes i will be taking this two second interaction and obsessing over it
#cr fionnagallagher#listen#its so indicative of their dynamic its so adorable#because i was out with some family friends last week and i noticed that the son (hes like 20 or something) kept putting his hand#gently on his mother's arm/back in some supportive caring gesture as if he was protecting her and steering her#obviously she didnt need it but its like so instinctual on his part and a cute sentiment more than anything#its just so fucking heartwarming and protective like thats the woman who raised and protected this boy#now hes caring for her the same way#im going insane look at the beginning how he notices her crossed arms her worried face and instantly makes a move to comfort her#theres something so soft and tender about his affection for her he doesn't want anything bad to happen to her#or for her to feel any pain because she tried so hard to shield him from those things when he was little#he cares a lot in general about being there for her#like in s6 when fiona had to speak to cousin patrick and she was going with sean#but lip was like “are you sure you dont need me?” or something like that#also those scenes in that s4 episode after he finds her in sheboygan#he keeps showing the same affection where hes protecting her and steering her AND IT'S LIKE.... SHE DID THAT FOR HIM WHEN HE WAS A KID#SHE PUT HER HAND ON HIS BACK THE SAME WAY WHEN WALKING WITH HIM WHEN HE WAS LITTLE.#Like thats what i do with my littlest brother whos only 5 rn#Ur telling me the roles will be reversed one day....😭❤️🩹😭❤️🩹😭❤️🩹😭???
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I forgot how funny the beginning of tdp is lmaoooo
#Im rewatching it rn (bc I kinda lost interest in it after s4 came out) and Its such an emotional rollercoaster#Im going from cracking up to omg this is so fucked up and then back to cracking up#This is a good thing btw I miss becoming a squealing hopping hand flapping mess the second any tiny breadcrumb of conntent comes out#I need to catch up on those mirror shard poem thingies too#the dragon prince#the autism beast is yelling at me from the back of my mind
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i need an entire movie or even better an entire season of just the fukurodani vs mujinazaka match
#those chapters changed my life for the better#THE BOKUAKA ARC. EVER. OF ALL TIME#the desire to see the bokuaka 120% scene on the screens so that i can bawl my fucking eyes out#is so strong. i am on my hands and knees begging#i would watch a thousand more haikyuu movies i could sit in that theatre for 7 days straight just watching haikyuu#i need to see akaashi call bokuto a star on screen i need to see bokuto ask for his 120% i need to see them be tje protagonists of the worl#fhdjgjghrushdfjgkkfsdjfjg bkak ;-;#normally not one to purchase manga...but i need physical copies of those volumesvi need to be able to#be ill about them at any given point jn time i need to be able to scream about them and cry and hold the physical pages#NOT TO MENTION THE FUKURODANI COVER FOR VOL 38!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RAAAAAH I LOVE MY OWLS!!!!!!!!!!!#game plan for today is. try not to make a fool of myself in public and absolutely demolish the bkak tag on ao3 i am bookmarkking#left and right brainrot jn full swing#the tension between me and the 22k bokuaka non linear narrative mutual pining post timeskip fic...#i will emerge victorious. then will draw bkak as a reward#rambling about stuff#the love i feel for other pairings vs bokuaka will probably never be able to even out#cant believe i have to sit through meetings with a straight face when thr only thing in my mind rn is haikyuu movie and bokuaka
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Every day I reblog things to the wrong blog by accident
#merry gabs#SORRY LMAO#also hey how's it goin'!! happy new year!!#I have a small pile of WIPs that I'm excited to share once they're wrapped up#but also I've been having a rest in the past month or so#spent most of december with my family- they came all the way to see me and my fiancée for the holidays!! 🥹#also I've been getting deep back into crochet- nothing to share rn bc I just frogged all my progress on my project#ran outta yarn and couldn't get more of the same color (which wasn't the color I anticipated it being anyway$#so now I'm scrabbling at the tracking for my new bundle of yarn I'm SO EXCITED#Ooohhh wait I also did another cool thing recently BUT they were gifts so I can't show yet >:3c Also scrabbling at the tracking for those#I NEED THEM IN MY FRIENDS' HANDS NOOOWWWWW#hoo boy this is a ramble!! Anyway I hope you're all well#and thank you for your patience as I'm constantly accidentally putting goofy text posts here and then deleting them when I notice days later
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(ooc)
Fellas. What if I just. Replied to shit completely out of order? How would we feel abt that?
(I'm still having blockage of the writer's variety... but I want to try to respond to things. So badly. But also my inherent desire to be as chronological as possible...... sgchdhhdjcshdj)
#i want you to picture me laying face down on the floor rn. that's my mood.#actually picture that one panel of kim face down on the bed#that's me.#I have been drawing and maybe doing a little Voice Work in this time I just haven't gotten anything to a complete enough state to share imo#i suppose I do have more emotes I've done? based on comic panels and an spto screenshot...#but i was gonna do another scott one before i posted those and i just haven't circled back yet#which btw! if anyone wants me to take a crack at emotifying a panel or screenshot. send it in! I'll give it a shot#working on those can be pretty chill honestly#ANYWAY. back to the post at hand. idk. if people are cool w it dont expect immediate answers or anything? but yeah#ooc#txt#oh at least 2 of these asks are getting art responses btw. 100%. i just need to remember to do that... after this roxie sheet......
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I feel such joy to know ppl & hear them share things with me. Looooove having friends and picking their brains, I really should do it more often than I do now tbh
#I do think I need to get back on trying to keep up with all my friends#like there are areas of my life I wish I’d put more effort into bc I want to keep cultivating my dnd friendships#bc those are so so so so special to me and I really should do more to like grow those friendships#bc any relationship takes time and love and tending and I do that but I’d like to do more#but there’s a lot of areas in my life I wish I’d improve#I’m getting there tho I don’t wish to come as mean to myself rn#bc I feel very good I just got done playing dnd and that’s always such a fun time#I love seeing my friends it really boosts my will to live and makes me feel like a person again#idk we are going through it and I know why but also I don’t know why and idk how to explain#we’ll see if I can do something in therapy but also I need this insurance shit to get mailed to me so I can stop#stressing about everything#life is so hard I’m so proud of every person on this planet except for the billionaires and shit#bc we are all out here in the trenches in wjatever form that takes and Christ it aucks#but I can still take your hand or message u online and we can have a little laugh
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i hold so much more anger than anyone around me realizes
#like id beat my father to death with my bare hands if given the chance#and all those men for what they did to me#im so sick of ppl saying i need to forgive people who are not and never will be sorry. why should it be on ME to be the 'bigger person'#I WAS FOUR YEARS OLD WHEN IT STARTED.#im angry i never got to be a child and now its too late. now im 22 and just as fucked up as i was when it was still happening#i do not consider myself a violent person but thinking of what my abusers did all the time makes me so fucking mad#how can you do those things to a child & live with yourself. i dont fucking get it#i dont need to forgive ANYONE if i dont want to. the ppl telling me that dont even know All of what happened to begin with.#milo murmurs#csa vent#tw csa vent#csa tw#add that to being easily irritated due to ptsd and weve got a lovely mess here lol#im so tired of feeling like shit all the time but idk how not to rn#also. OBVIOUSLY i do not desire to commit murder. im just sad & pissed off that they got away w everything & i have to deal w it
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the tweakfest continues
#hungry all the time but have been in a lot of pain recently so i cant eat any of my allergens#the big ones are gluten beans and eggs#do you KNOW how many foods are off limits with those#plus a bunch of fuckin little allergens too#i havent worked out in a good 2 weeks now too#so my whole body feels out of wack#it's taking EVERYTHING in me rn to convince myself to go today#i know i will feel better if i go#about myself and physically too#but MAN am i tired i just want to curl up and not move#but i need to work out#i need to eat#i need energy#i need to study#head in my hands i hate being chronically ill#one bad flare up and my entire routine that i worked so hard for goes to shit
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