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one of my fav things about dA were the plz accounts people made
ok so whenever you're writing a comment/message and u tyype :exampleuser:, that text is replaced by exampleuser's icon
so people would make accounts like :awesomeplz: which was the Awesome Face or :girdanceplz: which was a little dancing gif of gir from invader zim and shit like that
and there were HUNDREDS, maybe thousands of these i have no clue. but they were essentially just free custom emoticons for the community to use and it was aweosme
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anyway i need to hang out with my brother again he is the one person who i am pretty sure knows literally everything about me so he's the only person i trust that i can absolutely not disappoint. nothing i can do could be worse than the sum of everything i've been doing to that poor man (and him to me) the past 19 years
#especially now that im back into literally the only interest we actually share on a deep enough level to enjoy it together LOL#i mean we were also both into hannibal but thats just not an enjoyable show to watch together its too much effort#but wow that time we read das boot slash fanfic on the bus together that was awesome#and the time we wrote fanfic together lol LITERALLY WHY DID WE STOP#he has only gotten cooler and more comfortable with his gayness since then we need to write fanfic again ‼️#anyway i feel sorry for every person in my life but i dont think anyone ill ever know could ever have as close a relationship to me as him#were platonic soulmates lol but like not in the spiritual sense bc its pretty obvious that its not some supernatural bond#its juuuust shared trauma haha and the fact that our trauma is so complex and layered that only we will ever truly understand each other#there has been a really rough patch where we practically did not talk for 4... 5? whole years im serious. maybe on the weekends sometimes#while we were stewing in our own shit. but now were inseperable i think it actually pisses off the rest of our family because every time#theres some event where we meet again (we live like 5 hours apart) we only hang around for like an hour before we get in his car#and drive somewhere and hang out there for the rest of the day and night and only return at like 3am drunk#in a sense i guess were catching up on all the missed time#to be honest we both had some horrible shit going on in our heads me with the transgenderism and toxic relationship#him with his anger issues and (what he calls) psychopathy. like ill say this much he was not a good person as a child he was a devil#he was quite literally what some describe as born evil like u know those satans spawns kids that cut off babys fingers and dissect rabbits#all that yk. and i was his first and most frequent victim due to availability lol and my parents did not know any of it and if they did#they ignored it. so yeah u can imagine the relationship was a little strained and for a long time i lived in fear of him#also due to all the death threats and attempts on my life HAHA its kinda funny because i can say all this all detached now#but i think to anyone else this sounds mad as hell. like im not talking roughhousing or being mad at each other#he was always scarily calm and hyperintelligent he was actually diagnosed with some form of like super high intelligence that#makes kids capable of being really manipulative and thats what he used at every turn. everything was always calculated that was scary#if he was nice to me i would question if he was trying to lure me somewhere to hurt me yk?#anyway. sometimes those old thoughts come back when were hanging out alone but mostly i know hes changed and worked on himself#sorry oversharing oh wow
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married life. — kento nanami x spouse!reader (part 1)
summary: he'd give up his old habits and more just to see you smile, be with you for a little longer, and make you the happiest person in the whole damn world; he's your husband for that very reason. pairing: nanami kento x spouse!gn!reader genre: tooth-rotting fluff !! content warnings: mentions of slight alcoholism author's note: i saw that fanart of nanami that i reblogged and my mind just came up with all kinds of shit for him. i loved him for 6 months straight, I WANNA GET BACK THERE, LET ME LOVE HIM FOR 6 MONTHS MORE !!
kento nanami comes home from his dead-end, nowhere 9 to 5 job, exhausted and in need of rest. about a year ago, all he had to comfort him was a bottle of pricey wine that he indulged in every end of the month or so, not minding it was nearing its expiry date. he only had store-bought bread and whatever melodramatic soap opera was on TV to entertain him.
kento nanami was indeed, lonely; he was well aware of his own loneliness and needed nobody to point that out for him. it always made him feel worse whenever anybody would say how handsome he is or he's not getting any younger and that he has to settle down at some point.
kento nanami was never the jealous type, though whenever he'd hear word about a coworker of his or whoever getting married and being invited to the ceremony, he'd always feel a kind of pang in his heart, knowing he could never have that kind of life.
kento nanami had given up all hope of finding the right person, none of the people he had met recently were anything he felt connected to (or could even start a conversation with).
kento nanami used to clutch his wine bottle at night, hiccuping in a drunken state as the dialogue from the characters on the late night soap opera on TV was fading from his senses and sleep had come to finally take him away.
kento nanami however, gets woken up in the middle of the night to the feeling of warm hands on both sides of his face; hearing a soft, gentle voice call his name as he grumbles and groans.
kento nanami hears a giggle ring throughout his ears as he's being helped up by soft hands. "kento... if you were that tired, you could've asked for my help, love." you chided him gently as he hummed in confusion.
kento nanami sighed as he tried to stand up. "my... spouse isn't gonna like... that you're helping my drunk self off the couch... right now..." he said as he nearly staggered, but you aided him up as you nearly carried him up the stairs. "they don't want to see... me drinking anymore... but i can't help it, i miss them... too much, the alcohol... it brings me closer to them, lets me stay with them a little... little longer in my dreams..." he mumbled.
kento nanami began to tear up lightly as he kept mumbling and muttering about how much he loves his spouse, how much they saved him from a lifetime of loneliness he already accepted was going to be his life. "i can't believe that... that i... i was saved from... growing old all by myself... a miserable, meaningless life... a life without them by them... and i pull this stunt on them after... promising i'd be better... it didn't make me feel any better, it made me feel sadder." he confessed to you as you got him up to your shared bedroom and laid him down on the bed.
kento nanami sobbed as he kept going on and on about his beloved spouse, how he wants to be better and that they've looked forward to the day when he could spend one evening without him being passed out on the couch from the habit he had yet to get rid of him drinking himself to sleep before he got married.
kento nanami felt loving hands stroke his hair and shush him, kissing his temples as he tried to say sorry to his spouse. "please stop kissing and holding me... my spouse'll be sad... i wanna see them so bad..." he whispered as you chuckled. "kento, i am your spouse." you tell him as you felt over his ring finger, the two of you wearing the rings you both slid on each other on the day of your wedding.
kento nanami blinked his tears away in realization, and his face scrunched up even more as he began to sob harder. he wrapped his arms around your waist and cried into your shoulder, apologizing that he should've squared up, he shouldn't have let you down, but you shushed him and told him with a comforting voice that it was okay. "it's hard to get out of a habit, love... i know that. i'm not angry, i'm not disappointed... i'll stay with you forever, kento, you don't need to keep that in your dreams. i'll always be with you." you promised him as you kissed the top of his head, with him thanking you and kissing your cheeks, his tears wetting them as he muttered how in love he is with you, how he'll work on this starting tomorrow, but for now... all he wants to do is hold you in his arms and sleep with you, just lay here on the bed with you in his arms and with his heart beating in harmony with yours.
#nanami kento#nanami kento x reader#kento nanami#kento nanami x reader#jujutsu kaisen#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jjk imagines#jujutsu kaisen x you#jujutsu kaisen x y/n#jjk x you#jjk x y/n#nanami x reader#nanami x you#nanami x y/n#nanami fluff#nanami fanfiction#nanamin fanfic#i fucking love nanamin#⋆ ˚。 ⋆ kairi writes !
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Ended up thinking about "Dragon Age" again, specifically mostly DA2 and time travel fics. I think Hawke is the second-easiest DA protagonist for an author to throw backwards in time or into another dimension (the first is the Inquisitor, whose game has canonical time travel), because Hawke potentially getting abandoned in the Fade in DAI is an excuse for anything to happen.
More importantly, I think Hawke is the FUNNIEST protagonist to throw back in time for a redo, because they're not put in charge of Solving The Apocalypse for the majority of their game. The Warden and the Inquisitor are dealing with kingdoms, with the Blight and the Breach, whereas Hawke is "just" dealing with a city state and spends most of their initial time there fucking around trying to support their family. But WHAT a city. Hawke would have to go back and deal with fucking Kirkwall again in all its early, awful glory, a real powder keg waiting to blow.
The amount of time spent in Kirkwall and its incredibly violent game missions isolated to this one location across nearly a decade gives it so much character that, to me, it's perhaps the most entertaining DA location to explore as a place where ordinary people actually live (though, admittedly, many places in Thedas are fucking terrible), and Hawke's tragic relationship with that place as its hero is fascinating to think about. Hawke would have a lot to feel sad about, coming back to this strange place, with both good things and bad things undone, but I find it amusing to imagine that Hawke also actually missed this terrible place and its peculiar version of normal.
Here's a 400 word ficlet of how I imagine Hawke's reunion with Kirkwall going. I don't intend to write a full fic, it's just a scene that came to me with surprising clarity while out on a walk, despite how long it's been since I played a DA game.
KIRKWALL (AGAIN)
Garrett looked over the dark streets of Kirkwall and had to wipe a tear away from his eye. "This place is a shit hole," he said, in the same tone of awe others used for incomparable beauty.
In front of them, a drunken sailor holding a bottle of whiskey and singing a terrible rendition of the already terrible song "What Do You Do With A Tranquil Blood Mage?" wobbled into a vegetable cart. This caused several turnips to bounce across the cobblestones. The cursing grocer picked one of them up, yelled, "WATCH WHERE YOU'RE WALKING, YOU DOG-FUCKING BLIGHTER," and threw it at the drunken sailor, whose head was saved by the fact that he lurched over to throw up in an alleyway, and the vegetable smashed into the side of a house instead.
Inside the house, there was a crash, and then the shutters of an upper window flew open, revealing a naked man holding a crossbow. He yelled, "I'LL HAVE YOUR BALLS FOR A NECKLACE, YOU POINTY-EARED COCKSUCKERS," despite the fact that no one nearby was an elf, and then fired at the street below him. His crossbow bolt lodged into a wooden message board, which was mostly covered in old, vandalized paper posters for the Blooming Rose and other like-minded establishments, and the quivering "crossbow bolt" was revealed to be a rusty fork tied to a butter knife with string, covered in sparkly white and blue powder that glowed slightly. It matched the other mismatched cutlery already embedded in the wood there.
The naked man with the crossbow slammed his shutters closed again. The people on the streets had ducked or raised a shield, but now easily went back to their business, apparently unsurprised and unworried. An old woman crouched down to the ground and stuffed the thrown turnip into the basket over her arm, then hastily walked away with her free loot.
"I missed this city so much," Garrett said, and even he was a little horrified that he meant it so sincerely. There was no need for Carver to look at him like that.
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I am begging for more explanation about the Rex-gets-his-balls-cut-off AU
oh MAN its a few years old and very heavy themes but the summary of that part is that in this au post 66 Rex fallen way off da wagon and goes from shitty job to shittier job until he's getting traded around doing slave labor and one of the slavers he ends up with castrates their workers and then he got p feeble and weaker until he was basically a rat in a box and- oh yeah this is an au where Fives doesn't DIE because we all have one of those, so instead of being shot Fives is instead chased off world by some Corrie guards and his ship is shot down on a very remote planet/the reports labeled him then as deceased and Rex took that shit at face value (stupid) but it leaves a Fives stranded at the end of the war with that crucial information for the Republic that by the time he gets off world unfortunately is too late, we fast forward several years into Empire era where this AU begins, where Fives has made a (crappy) living off of bounty hunting and has a small task to put some feral critter out of it's misery and that feces covered mal fed creacher is REX and Fives actually hates him a lot at this point because he'd been mentally imagining Rex all these years as the visual epicenter of his blame for why all this Empire shit happened since he feels like he never listened to him back on Coruscant years ago. (he looked like this wet sock at about this point):
but u know now that he has the easiest opportunity to kill him it's literally so fucking pathetic looking that he can't so he like takes Rex on his ship to start fixing him up and taking care of him but it's more like when ur neighbor forces some old dying sick dog on u and u don't even like dogs but u had no choice so u just glare at the thing every day as it lays in ur house pooping on ur carpet and throwing up it's dinner every night. I only ever got crappy little doodles made of some sequences it's just a fun AU to poke around in but here's some when he initially brought Rex onboard and bro was just head to toe caked in dirt and scabs
ITS A REALLY metaphorical punching bag diary page like AU but it slowly deals with two WAY mentally fucked up people, who are approaching their issues at opposite ends of the stick, where Fives feels like he's been cheated out of a revenge kill, and Rex feels so pathetic and indebted to Fives that he's asking to be killed by Fives about every 35 minutes on his ship.
so yea doodles like these were made when he was like half a year into recovery, trying to gain some weight back, medically taking hormones to make up for his MISSING BALLS and just regrow some hairs, attempted recovery to atrophied muscles, and other bummer things like keeping radios on all the time so he can hear and keep track of surviving clones in the Empire for no significant advantage other then to know which ones are still alive and junk. IT DOES GET BETTER they do work to become close again but not without a lot of bumpy roads cause neither of them are healthy
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question- do you mind doing fic recs? And if so, do you have any good fics centered around Dick and Damian's relationship? In particular anything that plays with their whole "I'm your brother but also your father/son but not but yes" thing they've got going on? If you see this thank you, you're doing the lord's work <3
anon if you’re still out there, thank you for your patience and hope you enjoy these! there’s MANY Dick&Damian fics i love so i tried to limit it to the “im your brother AND kinda your dad but not really” dynamic!!
3:16 by partingxshot
The knife pushes thin along Dick’s carotid artery, cupping the indent between neck and jawline—forcing him to angle his chin. The metal is warm, pulled with execution speed from under Damian’s pillow. “Okay,” Dick says quietly, tracking the intricacies of his own heartbeat—counting the space between breaths. “Guess I did need a shave.” (With faltering steps, Dick and Damian become Batman and Robin.)
i think every Dick & Damian enthusiast has read this lol it may be ongoing but its latest chapter is left on a very satisfying end for an arc!!
an endless road to rediscover by littlearrows
In the months before Mar'i is born, Dick and Damian take a cross-country road trip together.
if you enjoyed the Dick and Damian tension from Nightwing (2016) #16-20 you might like this! :’) encouraging everyone to read those issues tbh
to be human by newsical
None of his Gotham acquaintances look upon his old life favorably — this, Damian knows. Was his life not noble before? Damian feels like a waterboarded gnat, swirling towards a drain. Gently, as though he has not ripped out Damian’s stomach with his teeth, Alfred says, “Attempting to take his father’s place won’t work, Master Richard…” Their voices peter out, and the last thing Damian can hear is Richard huff and say something that sounds like, “No shit,” and he is alone. Somewhere, a clock ticks. Damian pictures it melting. (Dick and Damian over the years.)
lovely dive into Damian’s personal growth and his relationship with Dick!! reading the poem that inspired the fic, especially again after finishing the fic is a nice touch!
Do You Feel the Way My Past Aches? by fishfingersandjellybabies
Bruce finds a wayward Damian asleep on his couch. Dick then find them both. An unexpected conversation ensues.
a tender Bruce perspective on the dynamic! “Bruce thought back to watching them work, Dick the master of the spotlight and Damian his perfect shadow.” THEM
When You're The One Who's Loved by fishfingersandjellybabies
Damian doesn’t understand why Dick is so upset. Tim does, though.
SO SOFTT ykw just go thru all of this writer's Dick & Damian fics they just exude love and warmth!!
Tea for Two by StormLeviosa
Their apartment is full of smiles now. It is because of Pennyworth, he is sure. Damian did not realise how much he'd missed Pennyworth until he came back. He slotted into their little family like the puzzle piece you do not know is missing. It was pleasant, having a grandfather he did not need to fear, and Pennyworth was all that and more.
part of a series, but easily read as a standalone. they’ve given up the vigilante life and DOMESTIC DICK & DAMIAN + ALFRED!! WHOLESOME!! i also enjoy the other Damian installments of the series, fun explorations of his interests/skills like violin!! and animals (going to vet school!!)
Pop-tarts and orange juice by Ididloveyou_once
‘Do you ever wish that Father had actually died?’ ‘Never.’ And despite the vehemence with which Richard says the word, Damian thinks that he might be lying. But only because he hates himself for the truth. Or: Bruce has been back from the dead for three months. Damian doesn’t know how to feel. He does know that he misses his da- Richard. They talk about it… Sort of.
"He wants to tell him that nothing compares to being Robin at his side. To being Damian at his side." WAILING
The Weight of Legacy by DawnsEternalLight
Damian didn’t think. He didn’t have to, protecting Richard was instinct by now. Darting forward right into the arc of Crane’s scythe as it aimed for his partner’s neck was as familiar to him as breathing, etched into his DNA. For if he lost Richard again, how could he continue to exist? The man was not only his firmest tie to Batman’s mantle, now that Father was home and clashing with Damian, but at some point during their partnership he had inexorably woven himself into Damian’s very being. Through training, and lessons, and quiet nights filled with ice cream. Patience and love–a thing Damian had not hoped to find here when he’d first set foot on American soil. To lose Richard would be akin to losing a limb. And so Damian acted as if that were true. He wove protection of his mentor, Batman, sibling, into every action he took and refused to accept failure as an option.
"We Both Know You're The Last of the Graysons" as a fic prompt is wild...that panel never fails to make me cry... also, another writer with an abundance of fantastic Dick & Damian fics!!
Emergency Contact by DawnsEternalLight
Damian: Apologies for the intrusion into your day, Richard. I need you to pick me up from the gallery trip early, it seems I have been stabbed. Dick blinked down at the message then read it again. And again. His brain not quite processing the words staring up at him, backlit by the phone.
this ventures bit more into parent Dick Grayson, as in Damian explicitly calling Dick his dad at the end but it's a fun fic!! that preview always cracks me up LOL
The Stowaway by LittleLadybugs
There's a cat in the penthouse. Fortunately, Alfred has yet to find out. Now to keep it that way. OR Dick tries his best to parent Damian. Damian tries his best, period. They’re both a bit clumsy, but they’ve got the spirit. There might be a cat Meow ᓚᘏᗢ 💙💚
smiling and laughing through this whole fic THEY ARE SO SILLY I LOVE THEM
as love carries its strength, but not its labels by AlterHarpia
Bruce is on a trip beyond Earth’s Solar System for longer than he intended, making Dick and Damian fall into an old pattern. “I'm not Batman.” A mere reminder, perhaps, but when said to Damian it always sounds like an apology.
basically them putting into words their own funky lil dynamic!!
Let The Right One In by whaleofatime
Hot on the trail of Deadshot threatening mayhem in Japan, Dick and Damian find themselves going undercover as a father-son duo on House Hunters International. Deadshot won't be the only source of chaos in Tokyo this summer, and Dick's only a little apologetic.
okok kinda cheating here since they’re just undercover as dad and son lol BUT it’s such a fun read of the duo on a Japan trip (mission)!
the primacy of personal conscience by birdsofthesoul
"WHAT MAKES IAGO EVIL? some people ask. I never ask." — Joan Didion, Play It as It Lays Or: Dick, his family, and the moral morass of a wishing well.
cheating again bc plot not focused on Dick and Damian’s relationship, but it’s there! really enjoyed the characterizations and dynamics here!!
soft clocks by dustorange
Side effects of being revived by Lex Luthor may include amnesia, going undercover into a high-level espionage agency, not recognizing your family, fighting your family, and dealing with the emotional weight and guilt associated with encountering said family. Ask your doctor if being revived by Lex Luthor is right for you. (a.k.a. Dick has amnesia during his time at Spyral. The family grapples with finding out he's alive. Dick grapples with finding out he has a family. Inspired by this post by bigskydreaming.)
lol sorry another not focused on their relationship but!! came and stayed for the plot, then the Dick & Damian moments KNOCKED ME OUTT!!
#anon#fic#i just realized i never made an ask tag sgdhfh#sorry this took so long ive been hella busy and combing thru almost 400 fics is a lot hahagsfshdj#someone ask me for Dick and Damian during their Batman and Robin days lol THE BLUEPRINT OF THEIR RELATIONSHIP WAHH#but then there’s more fics after that era…ask for those too idk HAHA#ask#dynamic duo 2.0: what would you do without me?
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KNOWING YOUR PARTNER WELL CAN POTENTIALLY MAKE WRITING TOGETHER A LOT EASIER. REPOST, DO NOT REBLOG !!
NAME: da name is miles. sometimes called kilometers as a joke , ive had the alias satan before ( stemming from the hetalia rpc from all things , we don't talk about that era ) and uh. yeah ? milays. a single mile.
PRONOUNS: he / they baybee.
PREFERENCE OF COMMUNICATION: usually discord but if i would rather keep distance until i can figure if we can get some dynamics going it'll likely be through the tags of posts or tumblr im's.
NAME OF MUSE(s): man. looks at my roster. c'mon now LOL. go here to find out but my main braincell has lumine in it thank u
BEST EXPERIENCE: thinking emoji. probably running into jamey and those currently in my affiliates and developing various oc's and interconnecting plots and stuff that have found their way to the dash itself. its been super uber fun thank u.
RP PET PEEVES / DEALBREAKERS:
honesty when it comes to communication if something isn't a vibe to write anymore. it doesn't save fact not to say anything , it just makes situations even more dire or worse since it begins to pent up and then explode into something really bad. just be honest with what you do wanna write vs what you don't wanna write anymore. while yeah it might upset some people .. lack of communication isn't a price to pay for losing friendships or wild shit going down.
singleshipping. i can't due to trauma. and those who give the vibes that my muse interpretation is theirs and only there's but in a way that makes it uncomfortable ? miss me with that, thanks.
MUSE PREFERENCES: those that have gone through shit but are still able to be kind in some capacity even though it would've been understandable to see them crack and be cruel. characters with morally gray morals and don't see the world as a black and white slate. muses that are also full of sunshine and are innocent and haven't gone through the world to ruin that for them. characters that have a position of power or have immense power themselves and will do anything in their power to keep others safe. sad dads. old men who are tired.
PLOTS OR MEMES: to begin things i'm usually partial to memes to get things going just due to my own braincell being unsure just yet but once things get going and im like waow this is super cool and will work . . plots fr. both are good and fun but something tickles when i can plot af.
LONG OR SHORT REPLIES: both. sometimes i wanna just do itty bitty meme responses and sometimes im totes down to clown with long form replies that are 1k words long or smth.
BEST TIME TO WRITE: honestly whenever. late in the afternoon into the evening sometimes flies more but its very ??? just dependent on my mood ig. sometimes i'll write 4 things then take a nap for 6 hours and then write 4 more LOL.
ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S): some of my muses i kinda place bits of my brain into but uh ??? probably my oc's im most like bc i put pieces of my hopes into them. but beyond that idk i don't think any single muse i write is like. super like me 100%.
tagged by: @glacialswordsman + @aguilareye ( thank u guyyyyys :3 ) tagging: @draconicfool, @dawnbrst, @fckurselfie + anyone else who wanna.
#OUT OF CHARACTERㅤ ㅤ ( ㅤ 🌟ㅤ ) ㅤ ㅤ — ㅤ ㅤ DING DONG IT'S ME ! MILES !#OUT OF CHARACTER ( MEME REPLIES )ㅤ ㅤ ( ㅤ 🌟ㅤ ) ㅤ ㅤ — thanks for being grand uwu
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just gonna sliiide into your inbox to be like. got any complicated relationship with motherhood recs?? cause I'm👀
👁️👁️ b i s c i a.
the first rec is always for all time The Broken Earth trilogy by NK Jemisin
talk about books that changed my brain chemistry and boosted my writing, especially the fifth season, which pulls a narrative trick with its 3 main character perspectives that still has me reeling and makes me resent the fact that not every protagonist is an exhausted middle aged mother who's haunted by choices and horrors of her own making!!
The Devourers by Indra Das
a take on werewolves that's at times genuinely sickening to read, esp for my body-horror-scawy ass. lot of upsetting themes fyi, like. all the themes. are upsetting. but i was left feeling like I'd just gotten the world's most dire hug. also trans allegory out the wazoo.
i feel like this one is really obligatory like yeah no shit Beloved by Toni Morrison but still: Beloved by Toni Morrison
I've never felt smart enough for this book but i think about it constantly, not just because the contents are so traumatic but the way it's written..... even now i feel like such a dunce trying to say anything about it but it's like. it broke rules in my brain about how books are supposed to be structured and understood. there's a chapter that ends in a stream of thought that's borderline incomprehensible and it's in my head forever.
ok little different now and largely positive mushy gushy mom stuff, but a lot of Brandi Carlile's songs, especially The Mother:
and her whole In These Silent Days album. particularly it's celebrating lesbian motherhood. Mama Werewolf is awesome and introduces that complication that makes me ravenous, but my favorite is her love song to her wife, You And Me On The Rock
there's a song exploder podcast episode about it. she talks about how it's an homage to her good friend Joni Mitchell, how it's about this very feminine love she shares with her wife and daughter (and now also her son) and how she spent some of her youth grappling with that femininity.
speaking of song exploder!!!!!! the episode for Song For Our Daughter by Laura Marling
Laura Marling and her partner don't have children. this song is a hypothetical about the trauma of being a girl and having your boundaries crossed when you're young. but what absolutely destroys me is that there's a string section, which was written by a violinist to whom she gave creative liberty, and in his strings he says, "i wrote this to be the character of The Daughter, so she's here in the song soaring over everything" and it just. hearing the context and then listening to the song........i show this episode to anyone who's stuck in a car with me 25 minutes.
on the subject of music, of course there's Florence + The Machine's 2022 album Dance Fever, particularly King
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like hell yeah let's get primal with it
and ok this is gonna clock my grew up as a theatre kid ass but still, to this day, Next To Normal.
listening to this show as a teenager who was just starting to hate my (wonderful awesome love her) mom was like......hoooooo. it blew open the my-parents-are-human empathy. idc about like whether or not this musical lives up to the insane hype it got in the late 2000s it just meant a lot to me personally.
also there's movies i guess! but if you're not already on the Everything Everywhere All At Once train idk what we're doing
then my oldest mom-centric media of all, so old that I'm not even sure how well it holds up to my current person sensibilities, Fruits Basket
the way her death is the inciting incident for everything that happens after, and how she's a ghost that haunts the rest of the story, at times a protective spirit and at other times a traumatic poltergeist, is like. i thought i was a 13yo reading a magical high school romance what's happening to me.
then of course the current rec, Priestdaddy by Patricia Lockwood
Lockwood is a poet and this is her memoir about growing up with a Catholic priest for a dad, something that in itself seems contradictory. it's phenomenal. i can't believe someone exists who's this good at writing. her relationship with her mother is hilariously, tenderly depicted and it's questioning and resentful and loving and there's a chapter about them called the cum queens of the hyatt palace and it's the funniest thing I've ever read
oops too many words
motherhood in media borders on fixation for me lol i don't always seek it out but when it's there I'm like AAAAAAAAH, AAAAAAAH AAAAAAAAAAAAH AAAAAH IS ANYONE ELSE SEEING THIS GRAAAAAHHHH!!!!
........oh and undertale. how could i forget Undertale.
#m2a#m2answers#not tagging all this shit lol yeah right!!!!!#i get into parent stuff in my writing every chance i freaking get#stream joat ch114 The Mother like comment subscribe for more toriel content
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Revolting Children! PT.2
Summary:Electro’s child (Jamie Foxx version) is a spider man/child…when a portal opens up they meet old and new people who want them as their family making them realize they’ll never be safe
TW/CW:Yandere behavior, unhealthy behavior, unhealthy relationship,abusive behavior,abusive relationship,Jamie Foxx’s Electro is used bc he’s my favorite!,Reader got their spider powers at 10 years old and is now 15-16,Reader talks to themselves,very out of character characters,this is a series,Reader own a pet rat name Remi whose basically like Sebastian from Suicide squad 2,Reader doesn’t know about the spider society,Reader is the same as Miles aka both got bit by a spider that wasn’t from their universe/wasn’t meant for them,a shit load of time skips,added romantic yanderes as I realized Reader is basically the same age around most people,tell me if I need to add more
Luckily Rio let you stay at her house and in the living room as it lets you be in a safe place. You and Miles were eating on the rooftop, he had a taco while you were absolutely devouring a burrito as you were hungry as SHIT! “FUCK THIS IS GOOD!” Miles chuckled as you were so into it, soon you wiped your mouth so you had things off of your face. Remi was eating the food you guys bought for him. You two went to his room but before you got on his bed you took off your shoes and saw his limited edition collectible. “Oh my god you got that!?” “I did! Wanna see it!?” “Of course!” You got up and saw it and held the packaging. You held it like it was glass then put it back in its spot. “So beautiful! You are so lucky!”
Miles chuckled and nodded his head, he knew you were interested in the same things as he was but soon you two heard someone outside so you both leaned out the window. “WHAT DA HELL!?” That’s all that left your mouth as you saw Gwen which made her chuckle, you look as cute as the day you two parted ways in the portal…she hasn’t seen you in forever and you’ve even cut and dyed your hair a bit but you also had a big lighting painted on your face and Miles had a spider painted on his nose. “Gwen!?” “GET YOUR WHITE ASS IN HERE!” Gwen nodded as she went in and you immediately shut the window so no one else saw. “Miss me?” “Y-yeah I did! How’ve you been!?” She smiled as she finally had her mask on but she saw you weren’t smiling at her…more so pissed and a bit annoyed.
“I’ve been good, how’ve you been Y/N?” You looked her up and down before sitting at Miles’s ‘workstation’ or what you call it at least. “Been okay…anyways Miles I’m still not done with your spider” “Still!?” You chuckled and nodded his head as he groaned. Gwen sat on his bed with her shoes on which made you cringe as you were raised that shoes come off on the bed in anyone’s house but she probably grew up differently. Gwen hated how close you two were acting..what did she do wrong?
“You wanna get changed Gwen?” She nodded as you handed her clothes then went to Miles and started to finish the heart spider on his nose, you found it cute each time it twitched as he looked like a baby deer. “Almost done…” Gwen came in and she saw you finishing Miles’s face paint which she found cute so she smiled more. “Annnndd…DONE!” You got down and put the face paint away as you took out a pocket mirror, Miles smiled at it. “Picasso, I like it!” “Let’s go show your mom!” “Hold on let me add more to yours!” Gwen was watching you two…she was beginning to be jealous of Miles but she knows he sees you as a sibling yet she doesn’t know why she’s jealous.
#yandere#please don’t do this#obession#unhealthy#platonic yandere#yandere platonic#gn reader#Revolting children series#x gn reader#yandere x gn reader#gender neutral y/n#yandere x gender neutral reader#gender neutral reader#yandere spider man across the spider verse#yandere spiderverse#romantic yandere#part 2 of many
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I'm back!
Question four! Blink Vaniro. Seemingly reformed raises a question. Does she miss any particular thing from her old life that she can't/shouldn't do now? Is there a scenario where she would go back, to whatever it was she was doing?
Disclaimer: I love writing flawed characters, but Blink one of my most flawed. I want to first and foremost remind those reading, Blink is a fictional character. Just because she thinks or feels one way should never be a reflection of my own thoughts, opinions, or feelings as her writer. Thank you.
I'll be blunt. Blink misses a LOT of things revolving around crime. Crime is easy. Its a simple solution to many situations if your moral compass is flexible enough and given the way she was raised (the daughter of a Sky Pirate Captain) hers certainly is.
Vaniro grew up with crime. In a lot of ways it was even habitual to her. In some minor situations the impulse is still there, despite her keeping it on a tight leash these days, and Rex keeping her on a tighter one. Originally Blink was a simple independent contractor for Firelight Trading Company. Whatever job she was given was accomplished with the rule being she would stay on the right side of the law, and the pay was damn good.
Later on, after a good amount of contracts with FTC, Blink signed on as full time employee. But, kind of like a tiger in a zoo, Blink requires enrichment if she's going to be staying on the right side of the law. Originally, she wasn't getting that enrichment. So, boredom began to set in, and when Blink gets bored she yearns for the mischief of crime. It's like an itch she cannot scratch. She wants to antagonize. She wants to pick fights. She wants to cause problems on purpose.
So when Rex challenged her one day (and disrespected her shortly thereafter), Blink with no tolerance for being disrespected, gave him one chance to turn it around before having the balls to walk out on his employment. Which, by FTC standards, is pretty unheard of. It's rare that someone tells Rex no, let alone quits. To which it only further sparked his interest in her. It made him want her.
Long story short, the two spent a few weeks playing cat and mouse, Rex with the intentions of dragging her back into his employ, and Blink flat out simply enjoying the chase whilst drawing up what intel she could on him. (This is how these two flirt, though neither of them will admit it.) This ended in a big brawl (more flirting) where the pair wound up absolutely destroying a bar in Kugane. Rex bested Blink, something she's not used to, and in a lot of ways it made her realize there's a lot she could learn from him.
I won't go into the nitty gritty, but despite some of the themes I'm about to touch on I will say consent is paramount between Rexonus and Blink. No matter what act Vaniro might put on, especially being the tsundere she is, nothing she does for anyone is ever against her will. Which is funny because she thrives when she is working under a superior. I think I wrote it best during some roleplay between Rex and Blink where he called her a hound. ...Because truthfully, he's not wrong.
He was right. Vaniro was a hound. She was always another's dog. Her Father’s first, then Das’, even the Empire’s. When the leash was taken off, it was like she didn’t know what to do with herself. Sure, she had her own personal goals. Goals she’d achieved. But the last five odd years had been spent in a stalemate with herself. It was a crude way of putting it, but she couldn't argue the truth.
Listen. Blink is a boss woman in her own right. She doesn't take shit from anyone unless she wants to. It takes a very powerful, patient, and caring person to wind up filling the shoes of her superior. But that's when she's at her best. When there is someone there driving her to be better. Someone aiding in giving her purpose.
Rex stepped into those shoes. He's done a lot for her beyond that too. Thanks to Rex, Blink has been going to see Shiro frequently for therapy sessions. Sessions which have helped her grow more comfortable with the idea of letting people in rather than constantly pushing them away. Since becoming romantically involved with Rex and emotionally involved with the FTC staff, she's become a lot more healthy mentally. But this means she's developed attachments, and this woman would do anything for those attachments.
Like forsake a life of crime for their safety. Not that she'd ever admit it to any of them though.
:)
#riftdancing - answers#character - blink vaniro#Thanks for the ask!#there is actually a senario we're currently roleplaying out which may require them to toe the line...#Despite Blink being clean for a while now... her past wasn't#and she pissed off certain people some years ago that have come back with a bounty out for her#its still in progress though!#going to sell her out really quick too...#she's got a huge matron complex she's unwilling to admit to#she's a big momma bear#and she will FIERCELY protect anyone she feels the slightest bit matronly towards
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YOU...Astral Senpai ambassador. Do da character ask right now this instant
Yes, homie! What I love about them: At first Astral was just a nice eye-candy for me. I love his eyes the most (I think animators did too). He expressed so much by just staring. I was at one point fascinated by Astral being so different even compared to other people in Astral world. I do dig the fact, that even though you spent a lot of time with him in a show, but he's still left mysterious. Like, he's an embasador, but his powers are quite something else. He's cold and calculative and very smrt. I do like smart people, they fascinate me with big smart words, I guess. His character growth is pretty nice and I do like that he knows how to pull certain strings. Be that in the begginig with opposite game or at the end. A big brain move, in my opinion, knowing that Yuma seemed tired of dueling and in no way would agreed to another one. So yeah, I WILL ERASE BARIAN WORLD, so lets duel. He left him with no room for a "no". Is it mean? Hell yeah. But that's a part of him being a calculative smart ass. What I hate about them: Honestly, the inconsistency of "the number bestowed a knowledge to him about human world" stuff. It felt a bit random. I know its canonical, but it's just personal pet-peeve Favorite Moment/Quote: *Slaps entire Zexal anime* From the sub: -What does Astral says about it? -I think Yuma is an idiot What I would like to see more focus on: On Astral's past, honestly. I know he was mostly emotionless weapon, but I would love to know more what he was doing. He was not only aware about helf of numbers being on Earth, but also piece of him missing. Would it affect him? What was that part of him originally? A number? Like there is so much I would like to know And uncover mystery about his eyes. Is his eye white because yuma is missing? Like a canonical YES or NUH What I would like to see less focus on: Eh, hard to answer. I do like him interracting with other people (Shark and Kite) even confronting Barians is interesting. He barely spoken to Yuma's frineds and I would kept it that way. That bunch is worst thing in whole ass anime and don't want to even look at Ghost boi Favorite pairing with: Mhhhhhh. Hurd to answer too, mostly because I ship him with several people for different reason. I do like me old classic Keyshipping, cause it's a dumbass with a smartass. yuma seems like the fire in the relationship - brining the warmth, the outgoing energy. The elemnt of physical love and affection. While Astral is cool, chill the movie night kind of mood. He would be the one to calm down the tired partner and bring them a blanket And taintedshipping, because of evil and... not evil pairing. the opposites? Because Astral is ambiguous being and more of a "following rules' kind of ghost. I can see Mist starting shit and Astral would had to deal with that. Yet they both enjoy this still. Mist would appreciate his back cowered and Astral would just love the "lively" attitude and being on edge, A thrill that he misses. I do like my ship too c: Favorite friendship: Also with Yuma. Their interraction about "takoyaki" will forever stay as BEST represantation of how my two last braincells interract XD And they do give out an impression of having fun together. They do genuinely care. NOTP: The random ones. Because this fandom slaps people together even if makes no sense. I guess one of them is Tori and Astral. Mostly because it just makes no sense to me. They spoken ONCE. Favorite headcanon: Astral is a ethereal robot\weapon. Obviously he's not a human and he's not of a human's soul origin. He was made for a specific thing. So he's learning AI kinda deal, only in a form of a higher state of... soul thing. That's probably why chaos is deadly to him - because he never was a human to house one.
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WIP tag game
i was tagged by @euhemeria and for purposes of brevity and also my own sense of shame im only listing WIPs from my actual documents and not my phone notes app. also im not tagging anyone bc its like 4am and trying to think of a single person to tag rn feels like that youtube clip of the sidewalk interviews that are like "for one dollar name a woman, any woman." anyway
Rules: Post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it! Tag as many people as you have WIPs.
lfg
league of legends
gunblaze (shyvana/miss fortune):
old god shyv 😳 [nsfw] ● muse (gunblaze) ● gunblaze night terror smthg ● dozing gunblaze ● in step ● scrap paper ● obvious dragon joke [nsfw]
sinister fortune (katarina/miss fortune):
firstblood v1 ● firstblood kisses v1 ● no chaser ● sfclubbing ● annoying SF at a ballroom dance ● firstblood ● you coulda died stupid ● cpt scurvy
this one doesnt have a cool ship name but its shyvana/miss fortune/katarina:
throuple crimis smthg ● sarah spoiling idk [nsfw] ● sweem
diana/leona:
under moonlight [slightly nsfw] ● incandescence ● always / also
misc:
get off joke here [miss fortune/caitlyn(/vi)] [nsfw] ● unrefined style [miss fortune/fiora] ● Signs & Signifiers [quinn/sona] ● syren [miss fortune/samira] ● sg sahri smthg [miss fortune/ahri, star guardian verse] ● quinn/lux something or other ● weary [miss fortune/diana(/leona)] ● condemn [miss fortune/diana(/leona)] ● mf/leo something or other [miss fortune/leona(/diana)] ● Person of Interest [caitlyn/miss fortune (not quite shippy)] ● the monster in you (is the monster in me) [kaisa/sivir] ● superstitious [miss fortune/janna + miss fortune/diana + miss fortune/illaoi] [nsfw] ● oh captain [miss fortune/diana] [nsfw]
overwatch
(these are really old by now so dont expect quality)
mercymaker:
∠(ᐛ_L)_ ● dr feelgood ● raindrops ● enough ● preternatural ● dozing ● Don't Make a Sound (Till I Come Undone) [nsfw]
moircy:
uhhhhhh [nsfw] ● das tier in mir ● weary
misc:
soft (angela/mei) ● fauxpas (angela/amelie/gerard) ● soft zarcy (angela/zarya) ● poly shenanigans (angela/zarya/fareeha/amelie/mei)
misc
wtf 15 [oc] ● unholy water / sanguine addiction [bg3, shadowzel] [nsfw] ● infectious [oc] ● vulnerable [hellsing, oc/integra] ● soft hs [hellsing, oc/integra]
the way i went from giving my documents pithy single-word-descriptor titles in the ovw fandom to just saying fuck it ill title it for real later but i need to know what this shit is when im looking for it in my documents. anyway hmu 👍
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dts s3 e1-3
e1: -i'm glad that i /have/ seen lawrence stroll outside of his businessman mode (chloes wedding pictures came to mind) because i'm SURE he's a kind n lovely guy but holy cow -otmar has littlefingercore advisor to the king energy. i'll say it. -lance is very adorable bbgirl here if i became a fan in 2020 i would've been easily convinced -lando is so LIL im so excited to see more of him~ -[lando squeals] subtitle is always so funny to me. print that on a t shirt -the pink mercedes drama is So Juicy 2 me i wish i was there 2 see it -this poor mclaren man trying to spoonfeed lando pr friendly sentences -cash is king? cash is king. is SO iconic 2 me. the sport is not the same w/o sewis
e2: -christian wants to fuck toto soooooo bad its embarrassing its the end of a multimonth quarantine and ur like when can i tease my work enemy again?? embarassing -the urge to put alex getting deepthroated by that covid swab in my next gifset lmaooooooo -favorite part of christian/toto dynamic is christian will talk SOOOO much shit in front of the camera but when hes talkin to toto he's like *head craned up at a 50 degree angle* hey how ya doin -first time i watched this "DAS" as an acronym threw me off So Bad bc it's also used to describe a tetris playstyle (delayed auto shift). still really throws me off alkdjfaklsdjskjla -HI MICHELLE YEOH'S HUSBAND -"against a mercedes team that is so strong, so dominant, you have to exploit every opportunity you possibly can" hi christian i hope you respect this mindset when the tables are turned! (he wont) -love lando celebrating his p3 start (face down ass up) -being hyped up abt a potential first alex win while knowing how it ends is PAINFUL -also contextualizes alex's anger around checo only getting a 5 second penalty in singapore this year, and hes right!!! its not fucking enough -lando's first podium is so SO special tho!! and netflix do an amazing job with it with the shots of the garage going nuts and the music swelling its just incredible -and the contrast with alex's missed podium is so well done narratively. another very great episode from a writing/editing standpoint
e3: -age old mercedes driver right of passage: listening to lewis sing next door -having watched the brawn docuseries now--i think there are some interesting parallels between valtteri&lewis vs rubens&michael. theyre very different people but how many others have had that experience with a teammate like that? -always LOVE the bits with valtteri in finland my soul yearns for scandanavia -BROCEDES INTERLUDE AAAAAAAAAAAAAA -i do like these lil bits about time penalties explained in episodes because before watching races you really underestimate how much they can effect races. i'm looking forward to seeing netflix continue to use these instances for drama (especially season 4 max v lewis 👀) -TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN. FUCK YOU
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Spending a Day with Jiujiu Wei Wuxian
JC: ok now Wei Wuxian Jingyi needs a nap at 2 pm, and you need to feed him exactly 12 and after that he needs to--"
Jc was cut off by Wei Wuxian
WY: Yeah yeah Jiang Cheng you've rumbling about that since earlier, trust me at taking care of Jingyi
while rocking Jingyi in his arms and Jiang Cheng sighed
JC: that's the problem I don't trust you on taking care of A Yi
and he rolled his eyes while Wei Wuxian gasped
WY: you've hurt my feelings A Cheng
JC: Oh yeah? The last time i let you took care of A Yi you forgot to let him burp and change diapers
Wei Wuxian grimace of that memory
XC: now now A Cheng just give Wuxian a chance on taking care of A Yi for sure he won't forget again.
Lan Xichen smiled at him but he knows that's a warning from the dominant alpha not to fuck things up again
WY: What a scary alpha husband Jiang Cheng has 🥲( he thought)
Wei Wuxian gulped and Jiang Cheng sighed,
JC: Ok i trust you Wuxian
And Jiang Cheng kissed Jingyi's forehead and scented him with his pheromones and scent, Xichen genuinely smiled at the scene infront of him and he also kiss and scented his pup
JC: adie will miss you Ayi
JY: Bwabwa, awdie
WY: You two will be late to your date, go now and trust Ayi with me
And he escorted the couple to the front door
Jiang Cheng's omega and Xichen's alpha was reluctant to leave their pup with someone due to their past trauma but they also need to bond with each other they've been hella busy these past few months.
WY: Bye² baba, adie
Wei Wuxian used his childish voice while using Jingyi's hand to wave goodbye to his parents departing car.
Wei Wuxian sighed,
WY: its just me and you A Yi let's go
JY: Abwabwa
WY: Yes yes litol guy
and he kissed Jingyi's chubby cheeks and that made the baby Jingyi laugh, he can smell Jiang Cheng and Lan Xichen's scent and pheromones.
WY: Gosh your baba and adie scented you so much, your baby scent can't be smelled anymore they're so overprotective of you.
Wei Wuxian is a beta and betas can only smell the pheromones and scent of the alpha and omegas but it doesn't have any effects on him, if his second gender was an alpha or omega maybe he already died due to suffocation of the scents and pheromones that's on Jingyi. If the smell is strong so does the effect.
Alpha and omegas tend to scent their pups to avoid danger and predators, the superior the gender is the stronger the scent.
Lan Xichen is a rare dominant alpha and Jiang Cheng is also a rare dominant omega which makes their scent and pheromones fusty that just 6 feets away from the pup can lead to suffocation of death.
If the predator is a beta like him they won't need to worry where their pup is, cruel it may sound but they have microchip planted inside Jingyi's ear to locate his whereabouts and it will be only taken away when he is old enough to take care of his self and produce his own pheromones and scent to protect his self and assert dominance.
He lied down on the couch and let Jingyi sit on his chest
WY: Ayi you can only speak baba and adie, how bout jiujiu?"
Jy just tilted his head not understanding anything
WY: follow me jiujiu
JY: Shuii shui
WY: noo, jiujiu Xian
JY:tyow tyow
After many tries on Wei Wuxian teaching Jingyi on pronouncing his name he gave up and suddenly he smelled something like burnt... Oh no the rice!
WY: Fuck!! The rice stay here Ayi
and he left the baby on the floor running to the rice cooker.
WY: wew that was close
and he turned to the baby
WY: Ayi just stay here ok? Jiujiu will just also play
Wei Wuxian gave Jingyi his toys and Wei Wuxian also started playing with his consoles
WY: Fuck! Ha! Yeah eat shit!
WY: Shit!
WY: What da heck? Your excuse is such a bullshit, lag is a lame excuse you're just a fuckin noob
Wei Wuxian played for hours when he looked at the clock and his eyes widened its already 1 o clock!
JC: Ayi needs to eat at exactly 12!
He remembered his brother's reminder
WY: Holy! Damn!
he quickly carried Jingyi and feed him baby food
WY: well what's wrong with just an hour late right Ayi?
Jingyi nods and enjoys his baby food and drinks his milk after eating
WY: ayoo let us burp you up little guy
He carried Jingyi and tap his little back while swaying left right and he heard the cutest little burp and Wei Wuxian melted into it
WY: aww that was cute
and he kissed Jingyi's s cheeks. Jingyi giggled. They played and played and change his diapers and shirts and played again that they didn't notice the time again, Wei Wuxian forgot one thing..
JC: We're ho- what the fudge?! Wei Wuxian why is Ayi still awake?!"
Shoot!! He forgot to take Jingyi his nap yikes 😬
JY: bwabwa adwie!!!😄
Jingyi shouts when he saw his parents and he wriggles out on Wei Wuxian's hold, he wants to be with his parents.
WY: About that hehe
Wei Wuxian just scratched his head
Xichen just sighed and picked up his son and smell his pup's scent his alpha calmed down.
Jc just sighed and massage his head
JC: you reall-
JY: fwuk!😄
The three of them stopped breathing and eyes widened maybe they misheard it
JY: bwabwa adwie wushyt fwuk😄
and a giggle was followed by, they heard it right this time. Wei Wuxian was nervous and he doesn't know why and he slowly step back away.
Jc turned to his pup and smiled
JC: Ayi who taught/ where did you heard you that?
Jingyi flashed his big smile
JY: jwujwu thianthian 😄 i hweard hwim thay dowys whay pweying twevi🤗
Jiang Cheng turned to Wei Wuxian he widened his eyes
WY: ahehe A Cheng i think I should go 😅
JC: WEI YING!!!
And Wei Wuxian ran for his life while a mad Jiang Cheng running after him with a thick ass broom
JC: HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU NOT TO CURSE WHILE PLAYING INFRONT OF AYI! YOU MOTHERFUCKER!
WY: IM SORRY A CHENG I DIDN'T KNOW AYI WAS LISTENING!!
JC: COMEBACK HERE!! IM GONNA BREAK YOUR FUCKING LEGS!
Xichen just sighed he knows his husband is rapping some curse words on his brother right now, good thing he can only hear some muffled noise inside and a car engine starting on.
He felt a heavy weight on his neck and he saw his pup leaning to him.
JY: bwabwa Ayi thlepy
Xc kiss his son's head as he heard a little yawn
Xichen: hmm good night bud
And he sways his body slowly left and right rocking Jingyi in his arms.
Hope you enjoyed it💙💜
#jiang cheng#mo dao zu shi#lan xichen#mdzs#xicheng#cql#canon jiang cheng#story prompt#lan jingyi#wei wuxian#original story#ao3fic
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ummmmm guys. i have had a day let me tell you. super long diary like entry lol
i had to get up early to go see my papa and help him move some furniture, and although i was running on a total of 2 1/2 hours of sleep i was excited. he lives out in the city and its about an hour and a half drive but the highway is completely surrounded by trees so that was a fun ride. listened to lots of music and talked about barbies with my dad. we counted 21 total yard sales on the trip.
got home and ate lunch after unloading some beds. my papa wanted some old twin beds out of his house so we took them home. i have a new mattress now!! which hopefully means far less daily back pain!!
after lunch we decided to go to a few of the yard sales we passed by. and let me tell you i got a HAUL. i got a pair of really nice pajama pants that have little skulls on them, then at the next one they had SO MUCH STUFF!!! like guys.. i got a sweater for 25 cents.. GUYS. i got a little black sweater, a flowy black summer top, a fucking black velvet CAPELET, and the most gorgeous black 80s prom dress; although sadly it does not zip and needs alterations but its WORTH IT!!! it has really big poof sleeves and a massive flower sash omg guys its AWSOME. at the same place i also got a little fake ivy for my kitchen :D it desperately needed a little life, a big ass puzzle to work on with my brothers, and they had MOUNDS of vhs tapes... for FREE. soooo uh yeah. may or may not have come home with like twenty new tapes. oh yeah did i metion that i only paid like a total of six dollars so far?? i made out like a Bandit. final yard sale and the woman was like 'uhhhh $1.25.'. so for a $1.25 i got a peanuts drinking glass (i think from mcdonalds..), the entirety of firefly on dvd, and a ceramic angel. normally i do not go for religious imagery in my decor, but. it was like 102F.. i hadnt slept since my two hour night.. i was severely dehydrated.. heat exhaustion was setting in a little bit.. and i dunno, she just called to me. she reminded me of laura palmer.
okay, so i get home and unload all my of goodies, then i start cleaning my room. i have to disassemble my old bed frame and clean under my bed and shit. i already have a pounding headache at this point but i have schedule to keep. beds gotta be moved b4 tmrrw. so i am FIGHTING trying to get the frame apart, i'm all sweaty and gross and i finally get it!! :D i feel some stuff falling over behind me and b4 i can even look up i get whacked right upside my head loony tunes style with a huge metal beam :( i start feeling kinda funny and i vaguely remember talking to my brother who told me to lie down. i pass out cold and hard on the couch for about an hour. vague memories of seeing something in the room with me. not really important i just think you should know.
wake up to my brothers shaking me to make sure i havent DIED. i lived! yayyy!! ate dinner, and then it was time. i have been looking at this online auction for over a week now and it was ending in a matter of minutes. i did when some some stuff! i got the directors cut of JTHM, revenge of the filler rabbit, and some other comic which i cannot remember rn.. but anyways it was 5 bucks! and then i bought a snoopy wallet for a few dollars. although i did miss out on a clear phone.. so sad. but overall i had a very good shopping day today idk why. everything just like fell into my lap at affordable prices... like wow..
after the auction i still had not moved my new bend in (ya know.. bonk on da head) so i fight forever to get it put together. but yippeee!!! its al here! and i was given a new blanket to put on it which is very soft :3
anyways now im here after showing and watching x files for a bit.
if you read all of that.... wow. ily <3. i normally dont like to just like info dump about my irl daily stuff, but today was just so like action packed it was kinda bonkers. anyways i have to go to bed bc i have more stuff going on tmrrw.... and i honestly might just cancel them.. i am TIRED.
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tagged by: @unlimitedhorsepower
thx for the tag, i like every chance i get to talk about myself 💪 though i forgot about this so posting this a bit late lol
🟩favorite color: lately its a lime green? i never could decide on a specific color and went for color combos, in this case i also like black and white or black and lime green, i also like black in general when picking out things i go for black colored ones
🙊currently reading: halfway into the abridged version of JTTW... put on hold until i have the brain capacity for it. they barely only started journeying.. its gonna take me 14 years to read thru to make it more realistic
🎧last song you listened to: spotify says KUMARI - JILUKA, i dont think i listened to them before, i just like how Boogie looks (other members too) so im familiar with the band but this was just in a visual kei playlist i found and let play while i was chillin in the garden
🎥last movie (in theaters): GotG3, it was really good but sad.. marvel fell off but this was one of their better movies lately
🐵last series i watched: actually have no idea. what did i watch? LMK? i binge watch shit and then forget about it in 2 days. also watching the 70s show on da telly but just like when its on so. idk if that counts but thats fresher in my mind
🍔craving: some junkfood and a walk in the nature.. might hit the maccas if i go to the city this week
🥃tea or coffee: i was always drinking more tea but never truly liked it, i only like fruity black tea with some milk now, lately i drink more coffee and i guess i like that more? but a monster clears both (though i havent had one in many many weeks)
🎨currently working on: staying sane and managing my time so i can finally work on commishes (not counting the weeks old art wips, his ass is NOT working)
tag people you'd like to know better: i dont know i never like tagging ppl in these, but im tagging everyone on my tl to start talking about themselves more. i want to know yall and i dont just wanna see my rants. if you dont have a personal talk/rant tag youre missing out
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