#i miss living with a roomate and having someone to talk to about guys

[delcakoo]

any thoughts on txt x hybrid!reader??

OH EM GEEEE anon i havent thought of the reader being the hybrid too much but tbh that sounds so fun and cute 😕😕 here r some things i just came up w on the spot lol 🧌

yeonjun talking ab how his apartment’s been feeling empty so the members encourage him to go adopt a hybrid roomate and he ends up falling for u and ur big eyes n’ fluffy puppy tail <3 you’d be all shy and innocent for a grand total of two days to lure him in, but the second u warm up ur real self comes out and u turn into the most hyper playful puppy ever !! jun would probably be surprised and taken aback at first, but he quickly grows to love it sm especially since you’re constantly showering so much attention on him n’ making him feel all special; always making him play games w u, asking for cuddles n even asking him to teach u how to cook so u can try and make him meals for when he comes back from work :0 then when the boys come over you get so excited about meeting ur owner’s friends that you’re just all over them; resting on soobin’s chest while he scratches behind your fluff ears while gyu rubs your legs that’re across his lap! ofc it’s all in good fun, but yeonjun would get jealous and pouty right away at the lack of your cute eyes on him and as soon as their gone, he’s the one throwing himself onto you for once !! demanding cuddles n’ hugs etc etc 🫶

on the other hand, soobin would see how cuddly and enthusiastic you are with his hyung; the way his mood skyrockets the second you give him any kind of affection, and how cute your tail and ears looked when they’d droop after yeonjun scolds you for biting or playing with something you weren’t supposed to. so of course he finds himself at the adoption centre himself, ready to find a companion of his own that’ll shower him in the love he so desperately craves <3 soobin was honestly expecting to drive home with a dog hybrid himself, but instead, his attention was stolen by you — a siamese cat that sat on the ground carelessly, not even sparing him a glance. when the employee tells him that you don’t like humans and they’re losing hope in ever finding you a family, soobin practically throws his money at the man’s face, determination flaming in his soft eyes T-T they’re like, “y/n this guy’s adopting you for some reason” and ur just like “😟… damn he must be a perv or smthn” and poor soob just blushes 😞😭 he just wanted to be someone that could make u happy yknow, since there must be a reason u aren’t a fan of humans :(!! after bringing you home, you were vv on guard and scared despite ur attempts of acting nonchalant and calm. the first few days you’d mostly hide in your room or sit on the ground and just,, stare at whatever soobin does, and he’d tried to talk to you, but you weren’t very good at holding the conversations and clearly preferred silently spying on ur owner’s every move instead <3 however!! after another whole week of going out together, watching movies and shows you’d been dreadfully missing out on at the adoption centre, and late night conversations in the living room resulted in you finally opening up to him, and soobin was more than excited ab it !!! he’d learn the way that you’re actually a very sassy and playful cat, you two would banter a lot.. BUT late at night your soft side would come on and your favourite thing would be just to lie on soobin’s lap while he scratches your head; eliciting soft purrs and rumbles from ur chest <33

that’s all the juice i have in my brain for now LMAOO 🫶 i shall maybe expand another time ‼️

[eldrigeonsss]

Favorite fnc au, go

I was told not to overthink this, and then proceeded to overthink it completely-

I went on a fucking heroes journey trying to answer this ask, and though I know in my heart that anon just wanted a tiny glimpse into my brain, my ass was thinking far too much for a cohesive thought.

So here’s a couple that have been on the mind, fnc-centric

- Wild West AU

Yes, I’m also working on a Wild West AU for Ethersea, no you can never have too many cowboy aus. I’ve not done anything about this, I’m just thinking very hard about it, bc outlaws are literally land pirates. Anyways imagine you’re a bounty hunter Chip, going to bust some outlaws smuggling some stuff, and find a captive fish-man who seems way too feral for his own good. Imagine you end up recruiting this fish-man to help you hunt but immediately find out that whatever this guy is involved in, it goes WAY deeper than just getting unlucky and getting taken captive by some lowlife thugs. Shenanigans.

- Spaceship AU

(If you’ve ever listened to Swan Song by The Mechanisms, you get it) Chip finds this battered, strangely-shaped ship while stranded on a planet, and ends up stealing it, later discovering that the ship is powered by the mind of a long-dead champion named Gillion. Time for some space adventures! No tragedy here ahah :3 how much can it possibly hurt to fall in love with someone that you know you’ll never truly get to touch?

- Old Tattoo (the coffee shop au that lost its way)

This one’s literally just a self-indulgent (fully projecting) modern au where the albatrio are all adults trying to live a normal fucking life, while the universe is trying super hard to put them back together. (Soulmates frrrr) They eventually become roomates, and are also pulled into various schemes cooked up by Old Man Earl, as normalcy slowly begins to lose its meaning. They’re all trans, they’re all mentally ill, and they’re all vaguely aware of the fact that they knew each other in a past life. This one’s fnc-centric I think, unless PolyPirates demands it becomes known, and in that case I cannot stop it. I don’t control my writing my writing controls me.

Stone Age AU

This one requires knowledge of the Just Rolled What If: Stone Age session for it to truly make sense, but if you don’t have access to it, just imagine; what if there was timeline shenanigans a la spiderverse? Essentially, the crew of the Stone Age timeline fucked up in their world, and jeopardized multiple other universes. Chip and Jay from this world are completely immoral, and Gillion is trying his best to fix what they have done, while swearing an oath to kill his Chip and Jay. Stone!Chip and regular timeline Chip swap places, and while Stone!Chip learns of what could have been had things been different, the family he missed out on, regular Chip meets a broken and battered Gillion, devoid of that spark he’d grown familiar to. This au is mostly angst. I wanna talk more about it but I’d want that to be it’s own post (or fic)

[kitthepurplepotato]

hey love!!! it's me! i dont know if you remember me, but i've been liking, reposting, commenting and following the series 'my weird roomate boyfriend' and i absolutly adore your work and writing, and for a while now i haven't heard updates from you, not about the fanfic but about you, and i just remembered you and wanted to ask how are you. i've been a little worried, and we really dont know each other and there's no reason for you to trust me but i really just wanted to make sure if you're doing any better or just need someone to talk to, im here if you need a friend!

im sending you lots of hugs and sweets and lots of lots of good!

i will understand completly if you decide to not answer this, but im really just worried for my favourite author and would be more then happy if you could give me an update for how are you doing!

have a wonderfull day and a wonderfull week and please please please dont forget to drink, eat, and rest and remember to not overwork yourself!!! love, me!

Oh my god, of course I remember you, silly! I absolutely adore you 💜💜💜💜💜

Also, perfect timing because I wanted to post an update on my situation but I wasn’t sure how to start or if it’s even needed?

Thankfully, things are getting better now, I just got sick from all the stress and the constant meltdowns I’ve had almost every day (yes, I just had Covid 3 weeks ago yet here I am, sick again, love my life.)

/warning for everyone - mentions of death, depression, suicidal thoughts and other bad stuff, also, a lot of TMI/

I’m not going to lie, this was the hardest week of my life and I don’t say that lightly (I lost my father suddenly a year before, and my grandma died in a house fire just a few months back.)

I had a really hard time understanding that all these terrible things do not mean that I’m not good enough to live and they aren’t signs that I shouldn’t exist in this world. I felt like life’s trying to force me out of its territory by terrorizing me until I break down, taking everything I love and cherish and it all felt so unfair. I really thought I’m old enough to not go back to that terrible place I crawled out of when I was 17, but this “thing” was the last straw.

With that said, I want to thank you guys for all the kind words and also my best friend @porusuniverse who woke up at 2 fucking AM when she had to wake up at 5, just to keep me company after having the worst nightmare of my fucking life and also for the ridiculous amount of hours she had spent with me and kept me fucking alive while this thing got sorted. She is an absolute legend.

I’m not going to lie and say everything is 100% alright, but I’m getting there.

/TMI OVER/

I am slowly getting back into writing, I have half a chapter of the Izuku one and the Aizawa one is almost finished! Also have a half chapter of the Bakugou one. I wanted to finish at least one of them tomorrow but then I got sick, so we will see when I’ll be able to post any of them. I’m trying to concentrate on the Aizawa one now as there’s only one chapter left and then I can give the other two the attention they deserve, but I’m also trying not to FORCE myself to write but rather just do what I enjoy so will see which one wins, eyy!

I can’t wait to be back. Like honestly, I miss Tumblr, your comments and writing in general soooo sooo much 💜

See you soon and thank you for being so kind! I’ll definitely bug you the next time I manage to go down the rabbit hole but let’s hope I won’t because I don’t think I have the mental energy for another round 😂

Cheers, everyone! 🥦

Kit 💥

[consumeroflemoans]

Talk more about Vilidia you say?

I've actually had some scenarios locked and loaded for a while so let's go, man

But one by one, the first one is modern fantasy I suppose, I've been thinking about TTRPGs a lot lately, imagine a normal town with fantasy beings in it

We're already in a magical world, this is just a different oneYou know dryads, tied to a forest, ecetera, eceteraHave you ever thought about a forest fire dryad? Because I have, specifically forest fire dryad Idia and yes, I know that making Idia into a nature spirit is an intresting choice, but hear me out

He used to have a small forest that burned down, not on accident, someone wanted to build on the land, but wasn't allowed to due to said forest so they set it on fire, it worked too

Where the remains of the forest would be you can see a few buildings and some town infrastructure

And Idia who felt as the fire ate up every single leaf, branch and bud, as the embers of each tree blistered beneath his skin after he missed the fire being set, lives in an apartment at the very edge of the town, where you can still see some of the scorched grass

Not that he ever does, to him it's been more than proven that the outside is just too dangerous and for all that he does feel ever so slightly pissed at all the people living on the ashes of his forest, he's admittedly a relatively big fan of technology and such

He has a roomate, by which I mean the singular shoot in a pot that survived the fire, it's not growing great, there's a distinct lack of sunlight in the room, though Idia has one of those plant lamps and he really does try to take care of it, but he's also the humanoid manifestation of a natural disaster so it's a slight struggle

He tinkers and sells inventions because he doesn't have parents to get a shitton of money from and has to fund all the video games and fertilizer somehow

Vil is a peacock humanoid because it seems fun, but also because he is utterly cursed

He lives in the same town as Idia, in the same house at that, I like to think a few more of the characters live in town as well, just for the hell of it

He's a locally accomplished seamster and potion seller, used to be an actor and model

He stumbled upon a fey while taking a walk to calm down after an on-set altercation in which he refused to follow a previously undiscussed change in the script which would have completly changed his character within the story and would have landed him in the role of the villain, then proceeded to be told that why he used to play these kind of roles so well must have been because he's clearly just as terrible and real life, he got up then an there

The fey claimed it would grant him a wish in exchange for his name and in a somewhat desperate attempt to both finally leave the image associated with said name behind him and finally be good enough to have the industry stop trying to type cast him, he accepts, but the fey pourposfully misconstrutes what he actually wanted, called him vain and turned him into a peacock before absconding with his name

He feels such a deep shame for that he moves, leaves behind his old job and starts an entirely new life there

For the most part I have no story, they're just neighbours, but Vil keeps plants for his potions, some of them on the blacony, Idia notices how incredibly well kept they are while dragging himself out to get some groceries and instead of asking Vil how he takes care of his plants, he decides to wait until night to try and have a drone fly up there and steal a plant so he can ask it himself

He succeeds too, but the missing plant doesn't go unnoticed, Vil sees a speck of dirt on Idias window sill and he proceeds to go downstairs and confront the weird guy who lives in a house with him if he has possibly seen where his plant went

When the guy who lives upstairs comes to Idias door passive aggressively implying he stole his plant he's indignant, he's right about it, but still how dare he?Vil doesn't have any real proof and searching someone's whole apartment for a potted plant is a bit overkill admittedly, but he's not so easily persuaded, he will try to get it back and if it's the last thing he does

This only lasts about two to three days because Vils potted plant wants to go back so bad and keeps saying it's getting sick just from how stuffy the room is and with some reminders about morals from his own Idia both feels guilty and annoyed enough to try smuggling it back onto Vils blacony, but Vil is prepared, he's so prepared and he gets caught, has to actually explain himself and then show Vil his plant who's stunned that anyone would keep a plant like this and expect it to even grow an inch

He can't let that stand, that little spud just looks to sad, when he finds out Idia is by all technically linked to that plant and kind of one himself he's even more stunned, like if anyone should know what a plant needs to grow, it's a plant, right? You would think that to be the case

Apparently not, so Vil keeps on buying him stuff to help Idia take care of the plant which escalates into full-on gardening lessons, with some amount of foot dragging admittedly

Vil would also really like to know what his plants are saying and Idia would really like for it to stop being stuff like "Kiss already!"

When the shoot in Idias home is tall and healthy enough they eventually plant it outside, though there is more than mild hesitation to put it right where the forest burned down where he doesn't have it with him at all times from Idia

And I like to think Idias embers can heat up Vils potions for him

There's probably a lot more to be said and conceptualized here, but I'll leave it at that

-Leuchtturm

This AU is such a cool idea???

First of all 10/10 love the backstory for Idia. I would fricking love to see a design for him that’s like- an ever burning dryad? I’m thinking of some concepts and they’re so good. Idia deserves to look more inhuman.

Also I find it hilarious that the literal plant doesn’t know how to take care of plants. That feels so in character for Idia. You know he’s definitely not getting his required sunlight and water

ALSO

PEACOCK VIL??

I’m 100% biased (Aventurine my beloved) but the peacock aesthetic is so cool, especially if it gives Vil more bird-like features. Like. Vil with wings?? Vil with the iridescence green/violet male peacocks have? Him with tail feathers?? Incredible. He would look stunning.

Also I think his origin is really fascinating, especially if fey are established. Does this mean the Diasomnia cast live in the town or nearby? Or are there more fey around there are less welcoming to humans as the Diasomnia cast are.

Honestly a fantasy slice of life AU for Vilidia is so cute!!

Going from annoyed neighbors to friends to lovers feels so fitting for them tbh.

This feels like it could be a TV show. Or even an episodic sort of fic with each chapter being different shenanigans and an overarching plot. Once Vil and Idia’s established as friends it kind of leads to them meeting other people and learning about each other’s pasts.

Also if you have anymore ideas for the world in particular please let me know because fantasy world building is top tier uacaauac

[whumpy-wyrms]

this MAY be spoiler-y but i’m gonna shoot my shot and ask anyway since the “invasive question” post

what’s dews relationship w his parents??? how does he feel about them? how do they feel about him?

same question applies to anton since i’m curious abt that guy

OKAY sorry this took LITERALLY FOREVER to answer lols i forgor my bad. anyway

so like. Dew’s parents are dead

i think i mentioned it in chapter 9 or somewhere around there i forgot. but yeah 👍 they’re dead basically. i answered an ask a long time ago about it and it’ll be talked about way more in the story at some point but basically Dew’s parents got in a car crash and died when he was 18 soooo that sucks

but before that, they had a really good relationship :D Dew loved his parents and they were awesome too, super supportive about the trans stuff and accommodating with the autism stuff and generally really nice people. but like. i know nothing else about them cuz i don’t really think about Dew’s childhood that much? cuz it wasn’t really that interesting? and not that important to the plot? idk :P after they died is when Dew moved in with his roomate besties, Layla and Hayden.

Dew obviously misses his parents a lot. his life changed after they died, and it affected his mental health quite a bit. Dew and his roommates lived in a shady part of town, they all worked minimum wage jobs and needed an apartment with cheap rent. and Dew didn’t go out much, he didn’t have much friends or that much of a social life. he was kinda lonely, even before he was taken by Anton. and… at the beginning of the story, that’s why Anton thought he’d be the perfect test subject.

who knows, if Dew’s parents never died and he never lived in that house, or if he was seen as someone with lots of friends and family, with lots of people who would miss him, maybe Anton never would have chosen him as his test subject in the first place.

(also because i feel like Dew having alive parents would complicate things and it’d just be kinda sad? but not in the fun way? it wouldn’t really be fun for me to write their reactions to the stuff Dew’s going through i think, so i’d rather just avoid it all together)

anyway

I AM ALSO CURIOUS ABOUT THAT GUY (ANTON) TOO!

so yeah Anton was also an orphan and.. hmmmm yeah so i feel bad for like not actually like figuring out ANY of the details yet. but basically he was an orphan and did not know his birth parents. then Pierce found him when he was like 10 and was like “you seem smart enough do you wanna witness and commit the man made horrors with me” and Anton was like “YEAH!” idk man. like i actually don’t knowww

maybe Anton just showed up on Pierce’s doorstep one day and was like. “hi. i have no family.” and Pierce just raised him and taught him science because what was he supposed to do? he was torturing and experimenting on people in his secret basement lab i’m pretty sure Pierce wouldn’t have gone to court and gotten official legal adoption papers signed. plus, Pierce needed a lab assistant and someone to teach his science stuff to. they’re both just silly gooses man. Anton had no family he was like a sopping wet stray cat looking for a home!! i know this is like extremely unrealistic and probably sounds really stupid but like i just don’t know, i don’t think about this part of the story since it really doesn’t matter much to the overall plot lols

i’m not gonna talk that much about Pierce because it’s kinda spoilery but he was genuinely nice to Anton and kept him safe. Anton would have turned out very differently under different circumstances of course, Pierce just raised him with science in mind. That’s really all Anton ever knew.

HAHA i did not expect this to get so long but yeah lol thanks for the ask!! i don’t think about this aspect of the story much so it was fun answering!!

[theantiproduct]

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[chocominnie]

One Last Time 01  —  Pjm. (M)

⇢ pairing: Jimin X Reader

⇢ Genre: Idol!Jimin, Exbf!Jimin, model!reader, sad au, fluff, tons of smut, angst

⇢ Synopsis: Your idol ex boyfriend Jimin cheated on you. You two have been broken up for a while now and the media has been keeping track of you and him. You’re trying to get over him, but the things that happen inbetween makes you re-think the entire breakup, and so does Jimin…

⇢ Song : xxxxx

⇢ Word Count : 4.3k

⇢ Warnings: dominant jimin, makeout sessions, this is honestly a sad angsty au, cheating, pregnancy, unprotected and protected sex, a bunch of sex, no really a LOT of sexual themes too, I know I’m forgetting some but sorry in advance!

⇢ Copyright: please do NOT repost, translate, or modify my works in any way, shape or form, on any platform. If found doing so , it is considered as plagiarism and appropriate LEGAL action will be taken

⇢ Authors note: This is my mini series for the summer! Get your tissues, things to take your anger out on, and sit back and watch the drama unfold. Shall we begin?

The winter’s coldness is hardly enough for you to bear. Even though it’s just the beginning, Seoul is known to just go from season to season without a fucking warning. Not only that, but the first snowfall is going to come soon. The weatherman has been talking about it non-stop for the past few days. It’s going to be a brutal one he says but he says that every year so why believe?

Turning off your alarm, you take a few minutes to collect yourself and stretch. Barely any sleep once again but that’s an everyday thing now.. without Jimin. It’s been some rough months not having his body wrapped snugly onto yours. These days you long for his touch, but completely dread at the same time for very good reasons.

Your kitten greets you with small licks on your thigh in which in return you pet her head softly with a smile.

‘‘ At least I still have you babygirl. You keep me company. “ You coo softly while grabbing your phone off the charger. Texts from your best-friend just spamming you with love and apparently she’s coming over. Great. That’s normal.  But one text catches your eye. Jeon Jungkook.

You furrow your eyebrows as your finger slides to open it after typing in your password. In relief, he’s just checking up on you as always. Rolling your eyes, you muster enough strength to actually pull yourself out of bed. The cold tiles hit your feet like icicles. You jump from from foot to foot cursing yourself for not turning on the floor heaters as you walk out the room. Clara, your kitten, follows you out purring nonchalantly with a few meows here and there.

‘’ Alright Clara I hear you. Im getting your food now.’’ You chuckle, grabbing her food from the bottom kitchen cabinet right under the sink and pour her half a cup of cat food and a whole bowl of water.

After snacking on your morning granola bar you prepare yourself for your morning routine. Shower, brush teeth, skin care, get dressed, clean. Your phone dings once more just before stripping yourself of your clothes. You don’t bother to look it’s probably just a social media notification.

Drying your hair with a towel as you get out the steaming hot shower, you head straight for the mirror. Dark circles remain under your eyes from months of barely any sleep. You sigh, and gently rub under them. Jimin is the cause of this. Why would he do this to you. Surely enough he would not like to see you like this at all. The worriedness he would have over you is huge. But he has moved on and you just have to accept it no matter how in-love you still are with him.

As you clean up around the living room, another ding from your phone occurs. A groan escapes your lips as you place the pillows back as they should be. In hopes of it just being your manager giving you some good news, you let out a sigh and plop yourself down on the grey suede couch. Three new messages. Jeon Jungkook, who has text you twice, and Ryan your bestfriend. 

‘‘ Damn it Ryan why must you consistently text me twenty four sev- “

“ Beause I need to know if you’re okay.”

You jump and drop your phone onto the hardwood floor from the voice that comes from around you.

“ Holy fucking shit you scared me! “  You whine, turning around to face your best-friend. She smiles and holds out her arms for a hug. You roll your eyes and open yours waiting for her embrace.

“ Oh i’ve missed you so so so so so so so-”

“ You just seen me yesterday..” Your voice sarcastic and bland as you let go of her. You sit on the couch first followed by Ryan sitting right next to you.

She looks good today, the navy blue coat she has on suits her very well. Although, you cannot figure out why she decided to wear leggings today. It’s going to rain a bit later but you disregard that seeing as though she’s the fashion deisgner and not you.

You. The model and seemingly ex girlfriend of one of the biggest solo idol in the world right now. Thats what they call you in the news, headlines in magazines, and real life as if you don’t have a real name and just was his acessory. Your modeling career had taken off way before dating him. The world, or Seoul to say the most, didn’t acklowledge you to that point yet. 

“ Okay but still. You know we should be roomates. It’ll be easier for me to watch over you. “

Your head turns towards her quickly shaking no, “ I don’t need to be looked over im 20 years old.”

Silence takes place for the next few seconds. You know what she’s going to say next but pray she doesn’t. Those words will just make you even more upset. It’s already enough you have that constant reminder in your head. 

You watch her fiddle with the rings on her index and pinky fingers. “ But you know… you haven’t been the same since you and Jimi-”

“ Don’t fucking say it. I don’t want to hear it.”

She sighs harshly and stands up, “ Im just worried about you Yn”

“ Don’t be. Im fine. “ That lie escaped your tongue way too easily. 

Truthfully you haven’t and won’t be fine. Everyday there is something new about that girl and Jimin on twitter. Gossip pages, twitter fanpages, and online entertainment pages just always talking about them. They did this, they did that today. Oh we caught them going to this and that restaurant. That used to be you and him.. but now everyone has forgotten about you and focused on them.

Ever since you’ve told reporters and paparazzi repeatedly that you will not be holding or going to any interview they just stopped. A few calls here and there to your manager about scheduling one but she knew you didn’t want to do them so every request is denied. Although its been a year and some change, they still seem to want your side and your opinion to weigh in on. I guess that’s what happens when you date an Idol.

“ The door.. Y/N the door somebody is at the door.” Ryan says, tapping you over and over. You shake your head interrupting your thoughts for the time being. A few more knocks come through.

Finally up onto your feet you harshly walk to the door with each step making noise. It’s to early in the morning for someone to actually be knocking at the door right now. Whoever it is better be dropping off some sort of package, or they’ll surely get a piece of your mind.

Your frail hands grab onto the doorknob and swing it open. Your eyes almost pop through your sockets. How? How did he know you were here? You certainly did not tell him your knew address.

There he stands, his tall frame looking down on you. Lips formed into a tiny pout along with his eyebrows scrunched slightly. His brown eyes forming an ungodly stare into yours with his specs on.

“ Yn! Do you know how worried I was about you? Why did you not answer my messa-”

“Jungkook how do you know where I live?” You pace your hands on your hips, raising an eyebrow at him. To your knowledge, you never gave Jungkook your new apartment address.

Jungkook swallows slowly and puts on his best innocent face on. Oh please like that would work in this moment right now. The only person who has this address is Ryan because she’s the one who helped you move. Even if you had the choice of not giving it out to Ryan you would of but you couldn’t do that to her. She would of been so upset.

Ryan’s voice blares in the background full of excitement. Here we fucking go. “Jungkook! Come in Come in.”

“ Ryan says I could come in.” He says quickly, brushing past you and removing his shoes.

You heavily sigh and slam the door shut. What is this a family reunion? On your way back to the couch you notice them laughing and giggling like two five year old children. They don’t even notice you when you sit right across from them.

You study their expressions. Their chemistry is something so strong. The way their eyes light up when they meet, the way that Jungkook smiles and scrunches his nose more often when she’s around. You miss that. You miss doing that.

“ So are you both coming along this afternoon?”

Your attention focuses back on them. Of course you weren’t paying attention once again.

Your eyes slowly meet with theirs, “ Huh? Where are we going?”

“ Kookie finally bought a house! He wants us to come tonight for chicken and beer. You’re coming right?”

A sharp pain goes through your heart. If the both you you guys go then theirs a possibility that Jimin was invited too. After all, that is his brother. If Jimin comes then he’s most likely going to bring Isabel. A recipe for disaster. Your poor heart, that most likely could not bare the sight of them infront of you, would shatter into a million pieces.

Jungkook’s expression is ready to burst into happiness or to turn into a pout awaiting for your answer. If you let him down he’ll surely be mad at you. But putting yourself before him this time would be the right thing to do right?

“ Listen Jungkook I.. don’t think I can go.” You start off, playing with your hair with your head down.

“ I’ll space you two apart.”

Your face automatically lifts itself up in shock. Somehow, that little confirmation of Jimin being there, gave you some hope. Hope for what though?

 “ Wha-what do you mean?”

Jungkook sighs heavily with his hand going up to his brown hair running it through lightly. “ I’ll make sure you two are distanced apart. You don’t want to come because of Jimin but I’ll make sure I’ll invite more people to keep you company and away from him. Okay?”

“ Please Yn. I’ll be there too.” Ryan begs, laying her head on Jungkook’s shoulder. Jungkook smiles a little, caressing her cheek with his other hand upon waiting your response.

Weird. When did they get so close?

The first thing you want to say is that you really could not go. But they already know the excuse now. You might as well just give in.

‘‘ Fine. What time tonight? “

Skincare and makeup products are scattered everywhere on your vanity. You needed the perfect look for tonight that says ‘Yes im doing fine without you’, but in reality you’re doing worse. This is the night where you’ll actually see him. Damn it’s been a while.

After you apply your highlight you step back and take a look at yourself. Not bad at all. You smile to yourself and start cleaning up the mess of products you had  distributed across the vanity. A new text appears on you phone as soon as you gather everything up and put it back in it’s place. Grabbing your phone, it’s Ryan giving you the address to Jungkook’s new house.

You sigh and mentally prepare yourself, ‘‘ Okay Yn. You can do this. It’s just one night of conversing among people. Who knows, maybe you’ll meet someone new.”

Before heading out you grab your coat and scarf. Clara follows you all the way to the door letting out her little meows once again. You bend down to pet her head lightly with a smile. “ Clara im coming back. I’ve put food in your bowl babygirl.”

She purrs under your touch then walks away to settle herself in her bed. You take one last final look at your decent sized apartment before heading out.

The subway ride was agonizing pain for you due to it being 30 minutes long. Well, at-least you can ride the subway now. Your mind wouldn’t even of thought of that when you were with him. Everybody would have noticed you and bombard you with questions.

The outskirts of Seoul is peaceful and quite. Not many people live over here. Mostly famous actors and idols. The taxi takes a few minutes to get to the fairly clean subway station. Once you’re inside you take a good look at the driver who seems to be eyeing you in suspicion. You pull out your phone and read the words to the address exactly to him. The taxi man pulls of into the empty streets of god knows where.

All it took was a ten minute ride and then you’re there. The taxi man pulls up to a security guard booth. Just beyond the gates is more street but  by squinting your eyes you can make out just a few newly built houses.

‘‘ Who are you here to see?” The taxi driver says.

“ Jeon Jungkook.?

The driver talks to the man for a few seconds before you see the security guard pick up a phone and start dialing. The security is extremely uptight, thats good. After a few moments of speaking the security guard finally opens the gates to be let through.

As you pull up to the house you’re automatically mesmerized on how big and beautiful it is. There’s fresh bushes and some white roses growing in the front of it complementing the white modern style home. The roundabout is full of luxurious cars, in which might be all the other guests.

‘‘ 10 dollars’‘ He says. You give him the ten, thank him, and grab your purse, closing the door behind you.

Your eyes meet face to face with the expensive house. Behind you is the tire wheels backing up and running off back down the roundabout. The time on your watch reads 8:15. Only fifteen minutes late, not bad right?

With each step you take fear quivers inside of you. What if he opens the door? What if that girl opens it instead? The wind blows harsh-fully hitting your cheeks making them turn slightly colored. You raise a small, shaky fist to knock on the door. Your blood turning cold, and face turning pale already. Your anxiety already taking its place inside of your body.

The door swings open revealing Ryan smiling from ear to ear. She pulls you inside without even a greeting. You kick your shoes off in a hurry as she pulls you more and more inside. Scanning the area around you, its a nice huge place. First the both of you pass the entrance, then the chef sized kitchen, which then leads you to the spacious living room where everybody seems to be sitting.

All eyes are on you now with some familiar faces and some not. They smile and greet you one by one and you slightly bow your head with a fake smile.

‘‘ Ah Yn, nice to see you again huh.’‘ Hoseok, the smiley one says, getting up from his seat to greet you once more.

‘‘ Nice to see you to Hoseok. Is Chae-Yeon here? I’ve baked the cookies she likes.’’  You say, holding up the big tuba-wear of freshly baked cookies. Nobody can resist those.

‘‘ No she had to work sadly, but I will enjoy them for her.’‘ He chuckles, bringing the tuba-wear out of your dainty, cold hands.

A very familiar voice booms from behind you causing you to turn around. “ Yn! You actually did come!’’ Jungkook, the owner of the voice exclaims. He wipes his hands with a napkin just before pulling you into a hug.You pat his back just before letting go.

Ryan smiles and shakes her head, “ I told you she would come.’’

Only one hour and 30 minutes into the festivities and half of the people here are drunk or nearly there. You on the other hand do not drink at all. Staying sober throughout this whole party is a must. Who knows what would happen if you start drinking and saying things.Ryan seems to be doing good with Jungkook who’s laying on the floor laughing and cracking jokes with her head laying on his stomach giggling along with him. The others have casually invited themselves into the guest game-room to play some pool.

You just sit there on the couch, munching on a cookie and smiling and laughing here and there at one of Seokjin and Jungkook’s back-to-back jokes that seem to never leave the air.

Only for a knock on the door to interrupt  their flow of jokes.

‘‘ I got it I got it.” Seokjin stammers, placing a beer bottle down and stumbling towards the door. You freeze, face turning pale once more. It’s them. It could be them. Your teeth find their way to your lips and you begin to chew on it excessively.

Ryan notices it and automatically gets up from Jungkook, ‘‘ Come Yn, lets go see if the game of pool is interesting.’‘

You nod your head slightly as you get up from the couch. What are you worrying for? You look extravagant tonight. No need to worry yourself.

Just before taking your first few steps you stop, that voice. That oh so familiar voice begins to inch closer and closer. The famous laugh that he always tries to stifle by putting his hand over his mouth, that you’ve always thought was so fucking cute, fills the air.

You don’t know what got over you, but you sit back down dragging Ryan down with you. “ Yn? What are you doing I thought you wanted to avoid him.’’

‘’ No it’s okay. Im going to be fine.’‘ You say, awaiting upon his arrival into the room.

The footsteps are haunting you with each step they take.

one..two..three..four..five..si-

‘‘ Everyone, Isabel and Jimin are here.’‘ Seokjin stammers, smiling wide clearly drunk from all the beer consumed.

Your eyes go directly towards his. The pit of your stomach flutters with nervousness as you hold the long stare with him. His facial expression shocked but not showing it at all. His partner, who’s arm is linked with his, smiles brightly at everyone bowing her head slightly to them including you.

‘‘ Sorry we are late. Jimin didn’t want to come out of his home studio but I’ve made him come along with me.’‘ Her voice gentle and soft.

‘‘ Yn I forgot let me show you my new painting i have received.” Jungkook says quickly, trying to escape you from the awkwardness.You can bare it though its not as bad as you thought.

‘‘ Maybe later Kookie. I’m going to grab some juice.”  You say, getting up from your spot. You brush past Jimin lightly with Ryan tailing along with you.

The spacious kitchen was perfect for you to escape for just a moment. Silence is golden. Ryan sighs, pouring you and her a glass of juice. Nothing is to be said yet. But you know she really wants to have her input.

Raising the glass to your lips, you take a sip letting the tanginess run across your tongue and down your throat. ‘’ Say it Ryan.’’

She puts her cup down and looks at you with your eyebrows furrowed, ‘’ You aren’t fine. Please just avoid them for the night.’’

You knew it was coming but you have to face the fact that they area couple anyways so why avoid it? Maybe your mind will finally accept it to see it in person.

‘‘ I have to face it one way or another so why not now?’‘

She shakes her head in disapproval, finishing the rest of her juice. “ No you don’t. You’re making yourself suffer and I don’t like it.’’

‘‘ Yn.. did you make these cookies?’‘ A voice says behind you. Ryan’s eyes go wide and then looks at you signaling for you to not turn around. But you do it anyways.

Isabel. How dare she call you by a pet name? You don’t even know her like that and she’s doing this. Anger wants to get the best of you but you remain humble and calm.

‘‘ Yes. Is there a problem though? Are they not good?’‘ You say, putting on your best innocent act.

She smiles as she moves a piece of hair of her perfectly framed face, ‘’ No they are great! I was wondering if i can have the recipe.. for Jimin’s purpose of course.’’

You breathe through your nostrils with your eyes closed. She knows what she’s doing. She likes seeing you suffer huh? ‘’ You can follow any recipe online. I just add almond extract and substitute white sugar for brown.’’

Ryan shakes her head slightly while sticking her cup into the sink. ‘’ I’m going to be back I have to use the restroom.’’

Once she leaves Isabel’s smile drops.’’ Almond? Im- Im allergic!” She says, semi yelling at you. You’re shocked more or so at the sudden outburst that you can’t speak. You had zero knowledge of her being allergic, it’s an accident for sure.

 “You did this on purpose!’’ She says, tears filling her eyes as she goes into a coughing fit.

Shit. You didn’t know if anyone was allergic to nuts here but you had put it in anyways because that was the secret ingredient

‘’ I- I didn’t know im sorry is there anything I can do?’’ You say, guilt taking over you while you rush to her side patting her back. 

‘‘ Get off of me! You did this on purpose! You never liked me anyways. Jimin! Jimin!‘ She scream’s, coughing and wheezing making her face red.

Multiple footsteps rush into the kitchen. You don’t know what to do at this point so you just back away and let whoever take over. All the commotion going on and yelling is starting to give you a slight headache. All of the boys surround her, bombarding with questions and asking each other what to do. 

‘‘ What’s all the yelling about? What happened! “ Jungkook exclaims rushing towards her hunched over body.

‘‘ What’s going on? “ That voice that haunts you everynight finally comes inside the kitchen. When he see’s Isabel he automatically rushes towards her side. It pains you to see him rush to another woman’s body. But that figure is no longer yours so he has every right to do that.

‘‘ She-She put almond in the cookies on purpose! She’s trying to–to-’‘ She manages to wheeze out before another coughing fit.

Jimin’s eyes meet yours full of rage but then taken over by concern. He knows your hurt. Still hurt from the past and from this very situation now. You don’t manage to keep eye contact, so the floor is your eyes’ bestfriend right now.

‘‘ Yn. is this true? Why would you do that?”  He says, eyes never leaving yours and voice soft.

You shake your head quickly, “ I didn’t know she was allergic. I always put almond extract an-’’

“ You knew better than to put any type or form of nut in a dish when bringing it to ones house. You never know if someone has an allergy to it.’‘ Jungkook scolds you, eyes furrowed in shame.

‘‘ Don’t blame her. She didn’t fucking know.” Ryan’s voice enters the room in madness. She comes to your side with her arms crossed. Your own personal savior. Without her, you’d still be feeling guilty and taking the blame.

‘‘ Besides, you knew better than to invite him if you knew he was going to bring the girl he cheated on her with.. right?’‘ She says, cocking her head to the side as her attitude takes over.

The room is silent again. Good girl Ryan. 

Isabel lifts her head in disbelief along with Jimin. “ Listen that’s beside the point. Just don’t do it again.” Jimin says, focusing his attention back on Isabel. He reaches into her purse to grab her Epi-pen.

His scolding is enough to send your eyes into tears. You shouldn’t of agreed to come. This is a disaster. You take the tuba-wear of cookies from the counter on your way out of the kitchen and dispose of them. Your vision is blurry and you don’t know where your going but you just need some air. You make lefts and rights down long and short hallways till you reach a room that has a balcony.

You slip on who-ever’s house slippers and open the sliding door revealing the winter’s cold harsh air. You lean on the railing and close your eyes breathe in and out heavily.

Wiping the tears away, You open our eyes and look straight ahead. The whole city is lit up such a beautiful view for a sad moment. The sad moment is cut short by the sliding door opening and closing. You don’t bother to turn around it’s probably just Ryan checking on you again. When are people going to stop doing that?

“ Yn.”

Thats the last voice you wanted to hear.

‘‘ Are you happy? Happy for scolding me infront of everybody.”  You sniffle, wiping away your leaking nose.

You hear some rustling before something is placed on your shoulders. You look down at the material and shrug it off of you.

‘‘ Give it to your girlfriend.”

‘‘ I can’t let you be cold. Put it back on.’‘ He sighs, picking it back up and coming closer to you. You both stand side by side. Jimin puts his jacket around you once more and before you could re-do your action just before, he speaks.

‘‘ Shrug it off again and I’ll scold you. Do you understand?’‘ He says firmly.

You don’t bother to speak. Silence is golden.

‘‘ Listen.. i know you still aren’t over the fact that we are through but-”

‘‘ Shut up. I don’t want to hear it. Please go tend to your dying girlfriend.’‘ You say, sarcastically.

He huffs, “ She’s resting right now. She wouldn’t have to be if you wouldn’t of put-’’

You turn towards him slowly and meet his eyes daring for him to finish the rest of his sentence. ‘’ Don’t you fucking dare Park Jimin.’’

‘‘ Honorifics.’‘ He says, slightly looking down at you due to the height difference.

‘‘ You’re right Jimin-ssi.’‘

Jimin’s expression is taken a-back. You knew that one honorific word would hurt him.

‘‘ If we are done speaking I will take my leave now.” You say, eyes never leaving his as you take off his jacket and toss it to him, leaving him outside in the cold

This night was one of your worst mistakes. You thought you could handle it, but couldn’t. So maybe Ryan and Jungkook were right. Maybe you can’t handle it at all..

[rosietaeyongswife]

when night comes | nct 127

nwc: 8k genre: angst, horror au, ghosts au, haunted asylum au summary: 13.10. is anniversary of four high school students who first went missing, and then was found dead in gonijam asylum. no ones really know what happen, police couldn’t understand and answer questions, but group of friends this who died are here now, year later, to find out what happend. tw: death, mentions of killing someone, blood etc

“i can’t beliver that it’s all happend a year ago.” doyoung breaks the silence. it was only three people there, you, doyoung and taeyong. rest of the group should appear soon. “i mean, i feel like it was day ago.”

 you looked over at them. you are no longer high school student, but college. boys, jisoo, jennie and you are still best friends, but some of you move out of seoul or country. mark, johnny and jaehyun came back to united states, jennie took jisoo and move out to seoul centre, doyoung and taeyong move out to  Busan, but you, haechan, jungwoo, yuta and taeil stay together and lives in the same flat. you all rent it, and to be honest your life with them is pretty cool. doyoung with taeyong comes for every weekend, usa boys call you when they can, so it;s not that bad.

“yeah. it feels like it wasn’t that long.”

“how’s your life with them idiots?” taeyong asked with warm smile on his face. “i heard that you get along so much. yuta was excitied when he was talking about it.” his eyes changed a bit. you knew that taeyong miss you, and you too. well, let’s say that you two are kinda in love, but you two don’t see point in it.

“yeah, it’s really cool. my life with them is really crazy. boys brings fun everyday so it’s nice.” you smiled at him. “what about yours? how’s life there loosers?”

“also cool. busan is very comfortable city for us, right doyoung?”

“yeah, but somehow prices are higher.”

y’all chuckled. from afar you could see three guys with two girls, and you already knew who it is. small smile craved into your lips. you missed them so much, so when boys appear with girls you went to hug them.

“omg, she missed us!” mark’s voice always sounds somehow nice. “remember when she was swearing that she be happier without us tho!”

“yeah, look at this little baby!” johnny laugh made you warm inside. that’s what you needed. “we miss y’all to!”

“yeah, new york is cool, but not as cool as seoul.” jaehyun hide his hands in pocket. “here is home.”

“haha, right. told you to stay!” jennie whisper with smirk. “jisoo and i have a really nice flat in the centre. besides, guess who works in fashion magazine!”

“you kidding!” you couldn’t beliver her “how?!”

“they liked my work, and ask about my stories and all.”

“yeah, and i get to play small role in some kdrama.” jisoo aded with proud smile. “life is good to us.”

 everyone was talking with everyone, it’s first time since last year events, when all of you meet together. you were waiting just for your roomates to come, but they call to tell that they can get there late. it’s also looks like some of you forget why you are here. but it’s fine. they who lost their life for sure don’t want you to be sad for rest of your lives.

finally you heard steps, turning around few boys was seen. everyone greet them, and talk for few minutes, but it doesn’t last much. you need to visit cemetery. everyone nod, and with this goes their way to place they need to see first. atmosphere dropped in seond when you saw gates of a place of eternal peace. their graves were next to each other. 

first grave belonged to jeon jungkook. he was one of jaehyun’s best friends. your group knew him very well, sometimes he would hang out with y’all. he was really nice person. someone who would help no matter what. sweet person, who wouldn’t hurt a butterfly. he was truly angel among people back in times. 

 none of you thought that coming here back would bring so much emotions. everyone thought that it’s not going to be hard, but here it is. no one knows what to say or what to do. just staying in place without moving.

“i miss you bro.” jaehyun was first to speak, and goes to front with a candle. “i wish i could see you again, and talk about everything. or about games.” he chuckled lightly. you took a peek of his face, and teard could be seen in his eyes. “hope you’re in better place now my friend.”

 after this everyone did the same, but you were focused on jaehyun. without thinking much you hugged him in tight hug. you could hear him sobbing, but you were fine with it. jaehyun is really hurt since then..

 next was rose and lisa. two pretty bestfriends, who loved each other like sister. they were also bestfriends of jungkook. you also loved them, they were like sisters to you, and girls. everyone left candle and flowers. 

“miss you girls. i guess you better now.” jennie was the only one who dared to spoke. 

 everyone was emotional now. thanks god, you were heading to last grave. yugyeom. he also was bestfriend w jungkook and jaehyun. to be honest, you didn’t know him well, but he seemed to be nice person.

everyone left flower, candle and some words. maybe they can hear what you say, and are thankful? thankful that you remeber?

“i would love to get drunk so much.” yuta said. “it’s would be the best for us right now.”

 everyone agreed. getting wasted is the best to forget about problem, and shit. when you were about to go, letters caught your attention. you could swear that a year ago at yugyeom’s grave was written “ under the wide and starry sky dig the grave, and let me lie” and now it’s “under the wide starry sky, dig the grave and let me die”. it was weird.

“ey, jungwoo!” you touched his arm. “doesn’t the quote changed? wasn’t there ‘lie’, a year ago?” jungwoo was really confused at your words. he doesn’t understand what you talking about. “ah, at grave. the quote on grave changed.”

 tall man needed a little second to understand what’s your problem. he didn’t remember really, because he didn’t focus on the grave quote or something. jungwoo was looking at grave once again, but he couldn’t tell if words changed.

“i don’t know y/n. this two words are similiar, maybe you are wrong? or you remember it wrong? or even if, maybe his parents changed it.” he shrugged his arms, and moves. “let’s go. we need to get drunk and forget!”

“as if we don’t do it every weekend.” you sighed.

 once again you turn back to check it, but you decide to do picture of it. maybe you have one from last year in your phone to get it is it true or no? but if his parents changed it, why would they do it? isn’t it sound weird? he was supposed to lie there, and take a rest, but die. it’s like darker word in this situation, and who changes gravestones quotes? 

  apartament y’all live is pretty big, so everyone came here. boys bought some bears and vodka, when you with girls bought pizza and some candies. it was cozy, but at first no one knows what to talk about, so johnny with mark start talking and then whole mood changed at better one. most of you guys were laughing, and talking some stories from your life or what happend by this time, when everyone was far away. it was cool untill one of your friends spoke.

“i was thinking..” haechan’s voice was queit. “this case doesn’t leave me alone.” you could see he was slightly drunk. “what had happend to our friends?”

 faces of people in the room dropped. no one has answer to this.

“do we need to talk about it right now? i’m sure they want us to get drunk.” taeil voice was heard.

“no, really.” haechan spoke again. “i think they would want us to solve their case, not get drunk and act like nothing happend.” he was mad. not that mad, but just a little bit. “hear me out. they goes somewhere together, went missing for whole two weeks, then their bodies are found, but no one knows where. police is silent, and there says that bodies were found in the woods. the woods that are not so far from this fucked up asylum. then info that bodies were moved from real place where they died. case is unsolved, and after month is closed. no one has answer what happend that night, how did they die, or why they were in this area?” everybody listen to him with attention “why police close it so fast? why they didn’t find any witness?”

 you were at haechan side. ever since that day, this case was in your head. you tried to talk with boys or something, but they didn’t want to listen. it was strange.

“now as i listen, and everything is clear..i think he is right.” johnny said while looking at his friends. “i mean, why would police move their bodies?”

“aish, why do you always take his side?” doyoung said kinda tired. “this propably rumours.”

“because he always makes sense.” he hissed. “and no. some anonim from police confirmed, that they moved bodies.”

“i agree with haechan. i told you that it’s weird.” you speak slowly. “this doesn’t make sense. nothing. why did they go to this area? in the night? without telling somebody? no one knows that they want to go there, i mean sure. urban exploring is cool, and all, but why wouldn’t they tell anyone? why police lied? why did they moved their bodies? why they died?” you look up. “i just want to know what happend to them, and make this who do it pay for it.”

 silene in room was too loud. every single one of you was thinking. piece to piece, and they understood. 

“let’s go there.” jaehyun said while he took sip from his bottle. “jungkook told me they going for adwenture, and as you know in this woods is nothing special, they must go to gonijam asylum.”

“are you stupid?” jennie’s voice echoed. “no way. it’s scary. didn’t you guys heard about it?”

“heard what?” taeyong asked

“what happend there?”

 you kinda hear that it’s only haunted place.

“no. tell us.” yuta whispered.

“it’s 7th the most hanuted and scary place in the world. it was closed like 50 years ago or so. it was asylum, and it was one ceo, who was woman. she was scary, and has nice person mask to media, and all. propably, staff and here was experimented on their patients. it was scary place. many people died there back there. people who died there are now seeking revenge, and took over asylum, because of their past.” he talks about it like about horror story, but..maybe it is? “they aren’t nice ghosts. few years ago some freshmen from high school went there, and went missing. no one finds them till today.” she added. “20 years ago, group of friends went there as a joke. two of them had died, because of heart attack and three of them were that traumatized, that they needed to be hospitilzed in mental hospital.”

 of course everybody in the whole seoul knew about it, but they didn’t know about gonijam asylum. like, everyone was talking something, and people knew what happend, but didn’t know the reason. and well, you remember when you were like in middle school, when in tv everyone was talking about this high school guys, who were missing. your parents even help in searching, but it didn’t work.

“but this time we have 12 people together. i mean, i’m pretty sure the answer is there.” haechan said.

“i want to go.” jaehyun simply said. “we should.”

“yeah me too.” taeyong said

“are you crazy?” jennie asked. “there was people who died, the fuck!”

“but we are in bigger group chill out.” johnny said annoyed.

“i want to go to.” you raised your hand, and after this everyone do it. only jennie was against it. “jennie, we are in big group. we bring some cameras, tell someone and all. we’ll be fine.”

 jennie was worried, but she agreed. after this, you talked about your plan and how to do it. tommorow night at 11 pm, everyone should wait in yours favourite pub. agree.

to be honest, isn’t it bad idea to goes to place where many lost their lifes or went missing? of course it is, but who thinks about it? no one, you are going there to solve what had happend to your friends, they deserve truth. you all deserve truth.

 jisoo went with doyoung in car, jennie with mark, johnny, jaehyun and taeil, and you went with, haechan, yuta, taeyong and jungwoo. some of you had cameras and stuff to record everything. yours car was really fun. boys talk all the time, and you laugh at their words. you were kinda scared. well, going in the night to place like this is terrifing. 

 after an hour y’all arrivead. big woods spread all the way.

“are we really going into this darkness?” you could hear taeyong saying

“we’ll be fine.” you took his hand “no worries.”

 taeyong could feel butterflies in his stomach. “if you say so.”

 mark had camera, and turn it on. “ayo, wassup guys!” he said with little smile. “today we going to get to know what happend there or what our dead now friends find.” he looked over. “this our friends.”

 each one of you waved at camera. johnny took another one, and jisoo last one. with this, you went into dark woods. the sight was really impressing. not many people visit this side of seoul, and thaht’s understandable. there is nothing to do or any attractions. also, people was looking at you as like at crazy idiots. 

 the whole way was really long, jennie and johnny was leading their way to asylum. maybe after 3km, you could saw big building. it was back door, cause police sometimes goes there and check place. 

“i think we should go with 3 group with 4 people.” jennie said. “building is really huge, and also danegrous so it’s better to get more people.”

“ok, but how do we split?” taeil asked

“i’ll go with y/n.” yuta said confidently. “taeyong, are you going?”

“yeah.”

“i’ll go with you guys.” jungwoo stand next to you.

“okay, so y/n, yuta, taeyong and jungwoo is group 1.” jennie confirmed. “i can go with johnny, haechan and mark.”

“ok so i’ll go with taeil, jisoo and doyoung.” jaehyun said.

“ok, so now floors.” jennie looked around. “at the third floor is this room 206. it’s the door that can’t be open.” everyone get nervous. “who will go to this room?”

“no fuckin way. i won’t go there.” yuta said. “it’s too far.” he hissed. “you are the only one who knows this place the best, you should do the honors.” he point his finger at jennie.

 she looks little bit scared. “so what? i fuck this room, no way.”

“as i said you should do the honors.”

“okay, fine.”

“nice. we’ll go to the second floor.” taeyong said.

“ok, so we’ll go to first floor.” jaehyun annouced. “let’s go.”

 when al of you were going inside, jennie chose to tell some stories.

“you know why did they closed this place?” no response. “becasue patients died without reason. no one could tell what was going on, but most realistic options is this, that they experimented on them.”

“it’s sick. who would do it?” taeil said with disgisted face.

“no idea. but many saw ghosts there.”

“i can’t belive we do it.” doyoung said. “i mean, i want to know the truth, but i don’t want to die too soon.”

“we’ll be fine. chill out.” mark laughed.

 it’s easy to say, but the location and the whole aura is so dark. you wanted to came back home, but you can’t. truth needs to be found.

 finally, coming into hospital and turning lighter on you were even more scared. it looks like from horror movies.

“okay, we get going.” jennie said, and go with boys.

 looking around you felt like someone is watching you. this place was really scary.

“okay, we need to go to second floor, let’s go!” yuta said with smile.

“yeah, this place has climat.” jungwoo moved forward. “i heard that you can hear ghost’s voice when you get deeper in this place.”

“that’s rumours.” taeyong rolled his eyes. “there is no ghosts.”

“you don’t know.” you said with smile. “i believe there are ghosts.”

“yeah, me too.” yuta agreed. “ghosts are here. they exist.”

“who would believe in ghosts?”

“we.” three of you raised your hands.

“yeah whate-” before taeyong could end his sentence, door just in front of you close by itself. you let out a little scream. “fuck.”

“see! you provoke them!” you said angry. 

“maybe that was wind?”

“i don’t think so.” yuta said. “this place is really srewed.”

“yeah it is.” jungwoo said with hand around his neck. “maybe now i understand why they come year ago here. it’s seems fun.”

“jungwoo their lost their lifes here.” taeyong said.

“i know but still. this atmosphere is..unique.”

“let’s go to this room.” you pointed out room next to y’all.

 it’s looks like it was patients room. two beds, some furnitures on the floor, but why does it look like it was burnt? nevermind. the whole room was looking like trash. 

“oh someone leave their name on it.” jungwoo point out on the wall.

 there was name written by spray. k-kang.. kang minsee.. fuck.

“kang minsee, who is it?” yuta asked

“this is one of the missing high school students.”

“she really were there.” taeyong was little bit worried.

“let’s go to next room.”

this one was looking like some type of laundry room. there was washing mashines, and other stuff. when you get closer to one of the washing mashines you saw that something is in it.

 you were about to open, but your attention goes to loud ass steps. 

“did you hear that?”

“fuck yeah.”

“yes i do.”

“maybe it’s other guys. they are here too.”

“but we should be only one on second floor, and the steps were really close.” you said with worried face.

“i bet it’s nothing.” taeyong said.

 you shook your head, and come back to washing mashine. you were little hesistant at first, but at the end you open it. started to stinks, you reach to it, and you pull of something like mp3.

“what he hell is it?”

“isn’t it mp3?” jungwoo asked coming closer “it’s looks like one.”

“no, it’s not.” yuta touch it. “it’s dictaphone. old one. i think from few years ago.”

 you eyed your friends. it was dictaphone.

“give it.” taeyong took it. “do you think it’s working?”

“maybe no, a lot time has passed an-”

sound of turning of came to your ears. is it working? why the hell police didn’t find it here?

“it is working.” jungwoo nodded. “turn one recording. is it one of this kang minsee and her friends?”

“i guess.”

 taeyong took a second, and turn on one of the recording.

“it’s 2015, and me seo chung, jeon dan and kang minsee are inside gonijam asylum. fuck, i can’t believe we went here.” 

“yeah me too! this punks from class won’t believe when we show them pictures.”

“we took only about 20, casue we are here for about an hour? i don’t know really, but this place is fucking amazing!”

“haha, if my parents knew i would be screwed.”

“don’t worry. if you’ll be dead no ones notice.” you could feel chills going down your spin.

 “aish, don’t say this! it’s fuckin scaring me!”

“you know the rumours. a lot people have died here, and i hope we don’t be next one.”

“shut the fuck up dan, no ones die tonight.”

 a loud smack is heard

“what the fuck?!”

“chung it was you, wasn’t it?!”

“minsee you are dumb! it wasn’t me!”

“it was from this bathrooms..”

“but now we are in room number 53. bathroom are like at the end of hall.”

“yeah i know, but it was loud.”

“now im scared. does any of you tell anyone we’ll be there?”

“fuck no.”

“me too.”

“so what was it?”

“this sounds like door.” 

“or like something heavy punching something.”

“fuck this, we came here for fun and to show we not afraid, we should go.”

“dan, i’m not sure.. maybe we should go home?”

“chung are you getting weak? we need to check every room anyways so..”

2 mins later

“yeah why is it getting cold?”

“it’s cold outside, that’s maybe why.”

“i don’t like it.”

“do you smell this?”

“yeah, it’s like meat but.. the old one.”

“now i smell it.”

“fuck, why?”

“no idea.”

“is it me or is this pipe is moving?”

“fuck, i see. get the fuck out.”

 another loud smack is heard.

“what’s going on?!”

“somene locked the door!”

“fuck do i see right or there is standing person!”

“fuck no!”

“please, open the door! open this fucking door!”

“this person is moving towards us!”

“it’s not person!”

“it dosn’t have legs it’s like.. flying.”

“open this fuckin door!”

“where is dan? it took dan!”

“dan! dan!”

“help me! please!”

“no please, don’t kill us. please, we want to live, ple-”

the recording ends, and to say you were scared is misunderstanding.

“what the fuck it was?” yuta said

“no idea, but something took them.” jungwoo was shaking with stress.

“but what does it do it here? they were first in another room, and then in bathrooms, why is it here? we in beginning the hall.”

“someone moves it?”

“if someones movs it they would took it to the police, even police didn’t find this, but we.” taeyong was stressed.

“we should take it and show police, when we get out.”

“y/n take it.”

“why me?”

“you found it.” yuta voice was strict. “no way that i’m going to carry around this shit.”

 you looked around at your friends, and without saying much, you just took it and hide it in your jeans pocket. now you were scared as hell, this recording sounds so horrible.. you couldn’t imagine what had happend there, and if this happend to this girls, so what could happend to your friends? 

“let’s move to another room, it’s getting fuckin scary.” jungwoo said

“i don’t understand. why police didn’t find this?” you said. “why police don’t do nothing?”

“good question.” taeyong said

“yeah, but now we’ll be the one who took it to the police.” yuta smiled softly. “i’m wondering if others guys finds something.”

 jennie was looking around the place, it was gabinet of ceo in front of her.

“who goes first?” she asked

“ladies first.” johnny said without hesitate

“fuckin jerk.”

“it’s called gentleman.” haechan rolled his eyes

“yeah, dude go first, we behind.” mark said softly, and reach to touch jennie’s arm. “we’re here.”

jennie needed few seconds to get courage to go inside. few breaths and she is inside. room is dark, and it’s seems like every furniture that was here this 50 years ago, it’s still here. guys went right after her. it was amazing view, cause most of them likes urban exploring, and it’s first time they were doing it. but they didn’t find anything that can answer their questions.

“hell, seems like someone is taking care of it.” haechan said.

“but who?” mark answered

“i don’t have any idea.” johnny said. “but it’s really does look like someone is taking care of this room.”

 mark was about to touch painting that was hanging on the wall, but jennie stopped him.

“don’t fuckin touch it!” jennie shouted “you can’t touch things here, that was handmade.”

“why?”

“it’s brings bad luck. be careful.” 

whole room has some type of aura, that’s can’t be explainable. every person in this room could feel it in their bones. in their head it was all messed up, and exciting, it felt wrong to be in such a place, but they doing it for any good, right? they just want justice for their friends.

“it’s smells here like..

“like cleaning stuff?” johnny ends.

“yes, exactly.” jennie’s voice echoed. “damn, i don’t want to be here. it’s fuckin scary place.”

“do you think there is something we can find?” mark said while recording everything “i mean, a lot of years passed and i don’t think that there is something left.”

“maybe, but i’m sure, there must be something.” haechan hissed. “for sure, there is something. police didn’t really look for things here.”

“did they find anything tho?” mark asked

“i don’t know.”

“they found pieces of clothing, and yugyeom’s phone.”

“wait.” jennie said. “only yugyeom’s? where is the rest phones? i thought they find them all.”

“no, they didn’t.” johnny looked around. “maybe they didn’t have them with themselfs?”

“are you stupid?” haechan rolled his eyes. “it’s 21st century, they had their phones with themselfs.”

“do you think it’s here?” jennie asked

“maybe it is, we don’t know.”

“guys.” mark voice get to their ears.

“but it was year already.”

“guys.”

“so what?”

“GUYS!” mark screamed, and catches everyone attention. “didn’t rose has iphone 9?”

“yes, she did, why?”

“it’s..” he stuttered “here.”

 group of friends came to mark’s side, and sight in front of them made them feel scared. it was white iphone 9, that was laying down on the floor. crack on the phone screen. johnny bend down, and took it to his hands. he turn on the phone, and after few seconds the screen lights up, and wallpaper of her and lisa i shown. 

“i feel like i’m going to throw up.” tears gets to jennie’s eyes. “it can’t be real.”

“the fuck, it’s right here, and police didn’t find anything?” johnny was angry. “year passed, and they didn’t find any phones?” 

“oh my god, i can’t take it. no, i’m out.” mark was shaking a little.

“are you dumb? no way, we’re in together!” haechan touched his shoulders. “we’re in together, no one is leaving. we came a long way to be here, so relax, and don’t panick.”

“do you hear yourself, you jerk?” jennie said while crying. “we find fuckin rose’s phone, and she is dead! no one finds any phone, but we did! you don’t see it?”

“see what?”

“that someeone or somethin is messing with us?” jennie scream. “for this whole year no ones finds anything, like their phones, but WE did?” she was crying. “how we not supposed to panick.”

“everyone silent.” johnny took his finger to mouth. “shut the fuck up.”

“why?” mark reocrd his older friend. “what’s going on johnny?”

“i think i heard someone walking.”

“what?”

 few seconds passed, and in the silent room, they could hear someones steps, that were really close to them. it was like someone is going on their way to them, and that was fuckin scary.

“guys, that can be others. we’re not alone here, remember.” haechan hissed, and with this steps get quiet. “see, told ya.” he turn around to face the door. “if you guys again going to scare us, i swear to fuckin god, that i rip this smile of your faces, got it?”

only silence answer him. they were little bit relaxed, since haechans words could make sense. they propably was making fun of them.

“so we’re here now.” jisoo said calmly. 

“yes, it’s like canteen?” taeil asked

“yes, i guess.” jaehyun smiled softly. “do you think they got any left food?”

“ya! stop joking around jerk!” doyoung laughed. “maybe it is, but i bet the date is too old.”

“i feel like in all of this horrors.” jisoo said. “you know, scary things and other shit.”

“me too.” taeil added. “it’s seems like we’re in horror movie.”

“i guess.” doyoung said. “but the aura of this place is something different, it’s scare the shit out of me.”

“it’s true, but..” jaehyun looked at tables “i don’t know. i feel bad here.”

“because of them or..”

“no, because of aura. it’s seems off.” he smiled a little. “i hope i don’t gotta die here.”

“no ones will, you punk!” taeil punched him in the stomach. “don’t think like this, better watch out for some things that can be needed or so.”

 they went to check tables, and other things that were there, but not really interesting was there to find. this place has it’s own years so it can;t be much stuff there. but somehow there was pretty a lot stuff. like tables, chairs, some closets and other shit.

“it’s looks like from cartoons.” jisoo laughed

“yes, one that you watched as a child.”

“exactly!” she said. “this climat is cool.”

“yes, but nothing to get.”

“it’s true.”

“do you think they were in this room?” doyoung asked, while taking camera from jisoo to himself.

“for sure.” jisoo said. “maybe they were going floor by floor?”

“i was wondering where did they die?”

 jaehun’s question get them in shock. “no ones know.” taeil said “but i don’t understand why did they move bodies?”

“like for real.” doyoung added himself into conversation. “it doesn’t make sense, police seems like one of the killers to be honest.”

“what did necropsy show?” jisoo asked, moving away. 

“that they have multiple internal hemorrhages, and organs affected.” jaehyun took picture of patients group picture. 

“so, they were like killed inside?”

“it’s seems so.”

“but..” jisoo looked at doyoung. “how?”

with this board with notes fell on the ground with bang. jisoo let’s out silent scream, because of shoock. they could sweat that their hearst stopped for a second, because it was all of sudden.

“ok, it was scary.” jaehyun said while checking everyones out.

“it was, the fuck.” jisoo was looking at him angrily. “it’s fell down by itself, how y’all explain this?”

“i don’t know, maybe it’s just a wind.”

“you don’t even believe yourself jaehyun, don’t you?” taeil asked a little bit freaked. “it’s not wind. there was no wind.”

“he’s right.” jisoo said. “i believe it’s ghosts.”

“guys, don’t be kids..”

 jaehyun didn’t say this words confidently, because he even didn’t believe himself. it was weird, because he could feel that something is off.

“okay, let’s relax, and just go deeper. this canteen is huge, like i have never seen something so big.” doyoung is smilling lightly, just to make his friends feel safe, but is it true? no one knows

“y/n, fuck.” jungwoo said, when he bumped into you. “watch out.”

“sorry.��� you said. “don’t need to be such a dick.”

“don’t fight kids.” yuta whispered.

“why are you whispering?” taeyong asekd.

“no reason. it’s just cool.” yuta shrugged

 boys were talking, while you were looking around this room. it was something like lab, but not really. in the centres was table, where you suppose, was patients laying down. it was dark, and dirty. blood stains on it. creepy.

“i can’t imagine what had happend here.” jungwoo come over. “it’s like a bad dream.”

“yes.” yuta looked at lab glass. “imagine how many souls are here..crazy.”

“ghost’s aren’t even-”

“they are, taeyong.” you said “i had heard a lot of stories of paranormal activities, even my friends from campus had them.”

 taeyong didn’t want to believe that such a thing like ghosts is real. he just can’t. it’s seems too fantastic to him, but his friends convience him more.

“look, there is some documents.” jungwoo said from the counter of the room. “many documents.”

“what is it?”

“it’s..raports from this process.”

 you were standing before you went there.

“y/n you coming?” taeyong asked little bit worried.

“ah, yes.”

 coming forward, you could saw bunch of papers. it was really raports of what they were doing here this time ago. most popular was trepanation of the skull, and organ cutting. scary shit.

“what the actual fuck.” you said, while reading next papers. “they weren’t humans, human couldn’t do such a thing to another human.”

“it’s not only in south korea.” yuta said. “back in 50s etc, it was casual to do in mental hospitalls.”

“but it’s scary, what the hell.”

 while you were reading, you noticed that jungwoo was looking at the darkness, even tho few minutes ago he was right next to taeyong.

 you came closer, but he didn’t even flinch or anything.

“jungwoo.” you touched his shoulder, but he didn’t move. “jungwoo?”

boys were too busy taking pictures of this document, so they didn’t pay attention to what are you doing.

“jungwoo, what’s going -”

 before you could end your sentance, you could see now what he was lookig at in the darkness. it was like a woman. all white, somehow short woman with dark hair. she was looking at jungwoo, and you. she didn’t have her left eye, and she was smilling. the funny thing was that she wasn’t standing on the ground, she was above the ground. it paralised you, you couldn’t move because of fear.

“don’t fuckin move.” jungwoo whispered. “you see her, right?”

“yes, the fuck i do.”

“fuck.”

“what are you two doing?” taeyong asked. “it’s not time to play around.”

“shut the fuck up.” jungwoo said, while his hands start to shake a little. “woman. woman who is flying above the ground. she is standing in front of us. look.” his whisper came to taeyong’s ears.

 everyone paled cause of sight. it wasn’t shadow or something. it was.. ghost. your hear pounding could be heard in a room. you were scared to death, and if this woman would come closer, you sure get heart attack.

yuta, and taeyong was thinking hard what to do since it was weird, and scary. yuta was first to slowly go back. he tried to go as slow, and as queit as he could. it was okay, and slowly rest of you followed him, but by the accident, taeyong bumped into small table. woman was coming closer, and you just run to exit of this room. 

when y’all felt safe, you tried to catch your breath. it was scarry, and you even had almost tears in your eyes, because of it.

“what the fuck?!” yuta shouted, while jungwoo was shaking. “have you fuckin seen her?! i’m out, i’m not going to stay in this place any minute longer!”

 yuta was about to punch someone because of it.

“no, you can’t leave us here.” taeyong said harshly. “i don’t know what’s going on, but we can’t leave one another out.”

“you fuckin saw her, you idiot!” he hissed. “it’s not a joke or something anymore, it’s not truth seeking. it’s really haunted place!” yuta was screaming. “haven’t you heard any japanese stories? because in my country we treat it with respect, and know what’s going on. and i’m sure, that i don’t want to die right here.”

“we all saw it.” jungwoo was scared to bones, and you were trying to comfort him, holding back your tears. “it was a ghost. she was fucking flying above the ground, and didn’t have left eye.” jungwoo was little too close to cry. “and you want to stay here?”

“we should screw it, and go to them.” you said. “we can’t be seperate, cause you see how serious it is.” boys were looing at you, listening carefuly. “please, i can’t take it no more.’

“i agree.” yuta raised his hand. “i don’t want to die, because of heart attack, you know.”

“okay, it’s great idea.” taeyong said. “jungwoo, can we go now?”

“yes, i’m better so we can.”

  when you enter second floor, it was fast. but now? you felt like you were going around for about 20 minutes already, and that was weird.

“what’s going on?” yuta stand in front of you. “it feels like we going in circle.”

“we do.” you said. “we came three times by this door already.”

“it’s impossible.” taehyong whispered. “how?”

“i don’t know, maybe we are in fuckin haunted place, with a hundrads like not thousands souls, that are killing people once in a while?” jungwoo was pissed off, cause he didn’t like it. he wanted to leave this place, and come home.”

“let’s call jennie or jisoo.” you said. “or whoever.”

“i don’t think there is signal, you know.” taeyong rolled his eyes.

“just try.

yuta took of his phone, and called jennie. she was the only one who knew the whole story, and knew what’s going on with such a matters.

“hello?” voice from different side of phone spoke.

“jennie, thank god.”

“yuta? what’s going on? why do you call me?”

“how to say it?” he looked over at you, and your friends. “i think we should gather together.” he said. “we don’t know what’s going on. about half an hour ago, we saw ghost of woman without left eye, and she was levitating above the ground. we tried to get to third or first floor, but we going in circle it’s seems like this place is revolving around or something.”

“what the hell, are you serious? i swear to god, if you joking i’m going to fuckin kill you, yuta.”

“i’m not! please help us, we don’t know what to do.”

“we coming. contact somehow jaehyun to get them, and go to second floor.”

“yeah.”

 your hopes get higher, when somehow there was signal, and you get help. 

“fuck, my battery died.”

“wait, i think i do have signal too.” jungwoo called jaehyun. “jaehyun, dude come to second floor to help us.”

“what? why?”

“just come here, please.”

“coming.”

 four of you were sitting together and waiting for your friends to arrive. it was silent, no knows dared to speak. too afraid to do something, choose silence.

“so..” taeyong looked at you, and yuta. “are you two dating?”

“what?”

“i thought that you are dating yuta.”

“no, i don’t.”

 you didn’t date yuta, you just had a little deal with him.

“but when he called me two months ago, he said something opposite.”

yuta could only smirk. “i fucked her. you know fuck buddies, nothing serious.”

“shut up.” you said, and all you could see was taeyong with his lips agape.

“i.. i understand. it’s cool thing, tho.”

“it is, your ex is really something, aren’t you y/n?”

“can you shut the fuck up, and talk about it later? not to be mean, but didn’t you notice, that we in the centre of fucking hell, and we don’t know how to get out?” jungwoo was annoyed. “and you don’t have to be such a dick to taeyong.”

 silence again. it was awkward now. you just wanted the rest of the group to come, and get out of this place. few minutes passed, and you could hear steps. a lot of steps. they’re here.

“oh my god, what happend?” jisoo was worried.

“i don’t fuckin care, i need to get out of it, before they going to kill us.” yuta stood up.

“what?” jaehyun was confused

 jungwoo was only brave one to explain what did you experience tonight. it was wild moment. johnny, and mark were shocked, because of it. they didn’t want to believe what happend to their friend.

“same here. we heard steps, and other shit.”

“okay, so we can agree that they died here, because of paranormal activities?” haechan said, and everyone nodded. “do you have proofs?” again, y’all nodded.

“we should go this way.” taeil said..

“okay.”

 when you were walking out the second floor, you didn’t know what is about to happen. everything was fine, untill everyone heard a big smack, and in seconds taeil was gone.

“where is taeil?”

“taeil?!”

“taeil!”

“taeil, where ar you?!”

 no response. he was gone. everyone was looking around for him, but nothing left. he dissapear. 

“fuck.” one tear get down your cheek. “i can’t believe it.”

“we can’t left now, we need to find him.” johnny was quick to say.

“call the police.” jennie was looking at the wall. “we don’t know what can happen, and if we’ll make it. call the police.”

“someone will have to wait for cops outside.” mark was looking at the ground. “who?”

“me.” yuta said while raising the hand. “someone with me?” he looked at you. “coming?”

“i guess.”

 you turn to his side, and rest of your friends went looking for missing taeil. it was scary, you need to be careful to not die or went missing.

“why did you pick me?” you asked him. yuta was such a dickhead to you most of the times, even tho you fucked. “i thought you see me as a trouble.”

“don’t ask stupid questions.”

“i’m serious.”

“do you even still like taeyong?” yuta didn’t dare to look at your face. he catch you off guard with this question. “i’m serious too right now. do you?”

 taeyong was somehow your crush, and sure, you two were about to get together, but it didn’t work out. pain in your heart last for a two weeks, then you just simply knew that it’s not it. 

“no. he is my best friend, i don’t like him as this.”

“funny, poor boy is still crushing on you.” he said.

“you don’t know.”

“i do, honey.”

“okay, so what?”

“that it’s piss me off.” he looked into your eyes for second. “you can’t see how much i hate it, when he look at you with his puppy eyes?”

“why does it bother you?”

“because i like you, stupid.”

 you for a moment forget about everything, and only yuta’s words was banging in your head. 

“so why did you act like an asshole?”

“cause i didn’t want to show it, simple.”

 with this your conversation ends. you felt like you were hit by truck. it can’t be possible. yuta does like you. strange.

 few minutes later you two were outside hearing police coming, and blue lights that were really close. soon two cops went out of their police car, and come to you.

“good evening, i guess?” older one said. “do you know that being her is broking the law? it’s area that can’t be open for everyone. you can’t be here.”

“we are friends of students, who died here a year ago.” yuta said without thinking too much.

 both policemen looked at each other, and give themselfs weird look. “what are you looking for here?”

“i don’t know, truth?” you said. “we couldn’t let go of this, if there was so many questions.”

“you shouldn’t be here, and seeking danger.”

“actually..” yuta was looking at police car. “we actually did.”

“what?”

“we know that it’s hard to believe, but this place is really haunted. we saw a woman. she didn’t have one eye, and she was levitated above the sky.” you tried to explain. “we found dictaphone this girls from 2015, phone of our friend rose, and our friend dissapear. we were about to left the place, when suddenly darkness came, loud smack, and boom. he gone.”

 two men were little bit weird. they were looking, like they know what is happening.

“how many of you is here?”

“12.”

“where are they?”

“inside. looking for our friend.”

“we go in.” he said. “you should go to the car, and wait there.”

“but we can help.”

“no.” shorter one took out his gun, and flashlight. “we need to check inside. 15 minutes, and we be back with your friends.”

“ah, fine.”

you went inside first, and then yuta. this car was somehow safe for you. it didn’t make you scared or nervous. you were happy that finally this night will be done, and police will help.

“they seem strange.”

“they do. they were behaving weird.”

“but they are from police, they know what to do.”

“exactly. we have like 15 minutes left till they be back.”

“yes. we can be here, and you know.” you were looking at the window. “get in heat, it’s could outside.”

“yes, it’s warm here.”

“i hope they’ll find taeil.”

“they will. we need to be positive.”

“i am, but it’s just scaring.” yuta was now looking into your eyes. “this what is happening here. it’s seems like an horror movie.”

“but now we safe. they went to help our friends, and we here.” he hugged you. “everythings be fine.”

 when you two were hugging together, someone walked out of the building. it was jaehyun.

“wait, jaehyun?”

 both of you get out of the car, and went to your friend. you were confused, why was he alone, and why did he walked out of this place?

“what are you doing here?”

“i got lost, and when i was back on track i was on my way to the exit.”

“why are you alone?”

“i don’t know, we were looking for, and i went to the left, and mark came with me, and i only heard his scream.”

“what about police officers?” yuta asked. “have you seen them? they walked in a few minutes ago.”

“what police officers? i haven’t see anyone.”

“what?”

“i think we should get in the car, and maybe call some more.”

“yes, we shou-”

 you couldn’t end what you were about to say, because glass cracking made you stop, and then body fell of the window. 

“is it..”

“mark?”

“fuck!”

 you couln’t handle it. you burst out crying. mark was laying down next to the stairs, his body covered in blood.

“mark, no, no please, no mark.”

 the smile that was always on his face was now gone. he was laying down.

“y/n, back off.”

“let’s go to car.” jaehyun said. “it’s not safe.”

three of you went to the car. you were crying like crazy, it wasn’t normal.

“call someone!”

“it’s radio here.”

“do it.”

 yuta took small radio, and start talking while pressing the button.

“hello?”

“yes, who are you?”

“thank god. i am yuta nakamoto, we called for police, but they went isnide, and one of our friends is dead.”

“wait, what?”

“as you heard. please, send someone.”

“i need to-” voice in the radio changed. “no one is going to help you stupid. you shouldn’t come here.”

yuta throw radio, and was about to scream too. 

“no, plase no.”

 you can’t leave your friends here, co you can’t drive the car, and go. 

“think, what to do?”

“no idea, i’m scared.”

 if it’s not the worst, jaehyun noticed sillhouete standing in front of the car. car lights were showing clear who it was. it was mark. his eyes were dark, whole dark.

“he was dead.” you whispered.

“i can’t believe it.”

“he isn’t moving. he is just standing.”

“it’s not mark.” yuta said quickly. “he is dead, that’s some monster.”

 along with this, this came to the car and start banging in to the window untill it’s breaks.

with all your energy, you were running inside. darknes welcomed you, and suddenly the door was closed. there was no sign of anyone. policemen that went to help you were gone. your friends were gone. where did they go?

“i’m fuckin scared.”

“me too. let’s find them, and let’s go.”

you were already at third floor, and no ones around. you shoted their names, but nothing. it was last, and the scariest floor. slowly you were in front of this door of this fuckin room. when you were on your way to the 3rd floor, all you could notice was blood stains. idea of your friends being dead was nonsense for you. they are alive.

“they aren’t here.” yuta’s voice was first one to spoke. “they’re gone.”

“but where?”

“help.” weak voice was heard from not so afar.

“did you hear?”

“help me.” again.

“it’s jungwoo.”

 everyone rushed to the room, and this what you see made you cry even more. jungwoo was laying on the floor with his hands pressed to his stomach. blood coming out of his wound.

“oh my god.” you came immadietly, and pressed your hands into the wound.

“they killed them all.” his voice was weak, and he fights himself from not closing his eyes. “they are dead.” he was crying. “i don’t want to die. i want to live. really.”

 jaehyun, and yuta helped him to stand up, and fast enough y’all were on your way to get out. few minutes took you to get out. when you were still in the buliding you could hear steps or whispers, but everyone tried to not focus on it. when you were out, there was two cars of police.

“please, help us.”

“you killed your friends.” they said while looking at you, jaehyun, yuta and jungwoo. how would they know they dead? “you’ll go to mental hospital, and face consequences of murder. killed 10 people in total.”

“what? we didn’t! how would you know?” jaehyun was screaming.

“rooms in mental hospital are waiting.” one of guys said. “you’ll spend the rest of your lifes there for what you did.”

[morganflo]

In the shadows - 2 deal with the devil

warnings: violence, language, gore, drug use, and death

summary: After looking for a long time, Alex relises she will need help to find her brother so she trys a risky move to get the Devils attention.

Alex winced as her friend Joshua finished stitching her back "sorry" he said, tying the stitches and cleaning the blood carfully.

Alex met Joshua when she came to hell's kitchen. He was the only cop who really believed She had a chance of finding her brother and he was the only person who knew what she did at night. She saw him all the time so it became difficult to hide it from him and once they became roomates in order to afford living in new York, keeping her secret was damn near impossible.

For a cop he took it suprising well that one of his best friends was a vigellate. Alot of cops hated the vigellates of new York like spiderman and the devil of hell's kitchen but Joshua knew they were the good guys. But that didn't stop him from worrying about her safety.

"What if he's not really a good guy? You could get hurt." He said trying to reason with her as they talked about the devil of hell's kitchen.

"He's been a good guy for years. He's not gonna change if someone asks for help." She argued the way she always did, making him think that he couldn't possibly win an argument.

"I'm just saying you need to be careful," he stated

"I'm always careful," she scoffed

"I'm stitching a knife wound in your back. I'm sorry but that doesn't scream careful," he said

"You should see the other guy," she joked shooting him her classic smile.

"You're not funny," he said

"Not even a little bit?" She asked with fake pity filling her voice

"No" he answered. "Finished,"

"Am I good to go tonight?" She asked, causing him to shoot her a look of disbelief.

"You just got stabbed!" He answered

"I was kidding......... kind of" she muttered, getting up and getting her stuff to go to work.

Alexa was supposed to be working on a case for Nelson, Murdock, and Paige but she was still distracted by finding the Devil of hell's kitchen. The only info she could get was that she would have to hurt someone innocent to get to him, something she wasn't willing to do. If only she could find out something, anything about him but he knew when you were close, making him near impossible to find. 

She was trying to push her frustrated thoughts aside as she had more important things to think about like the shipment coming into the docks in a few days. Whatever it was it was something big and ..."Alexa Michaels?".

Alexa's thoughts were interrupted when a man in a nice suit walked into her office/ closet with a desk in it (one of the many benefits of the law firm she was working at)

"Yes, Um how can I help you," She asked. 

"I'm Matthew Murdock, I don't belive we've met yet.", Said the man.

"Oh, hello Mr Murdock it's great to finally meet you.", Alex replied.

"Please call me Matt, and it's great to meet you too."

"Well Matt, what can I help you with?", She asked

"Well Foggy didn't say you were working today.", He stated

"Yeah, well I have alot of research to do for the Smith case.", She responded.

"Oh, well in that case you might need this," He said handing her a file.

"What's this?",She asked.

"Its the file for the smith case. Must be kinda hard working on the case without it.", He said knowingly.

She chuckled uncomfortably "There must be a mix up I already have the file.", She stated.

"That would be my file, the one written in braille," He replied.

"No wonder my research seemed more difficult then usual," She said realizing how stupid she must seem

"What are you really working on miss Michaels?", He asked in a more serious tone.

"Please, call me Alex," She said in a pathetic attempt to change the subject.

"Are you trying to change the subject?", He asked already knowing the answer.

"Is it working?", She asked.

"No.", He said, smirk on his face.

"Well?", he said after a few moments of silence.

"I'm trying to find my brother," she stated

"What happened?" Matt asked

"He was kidnapped 3 years ago but the cops stopped looking after the first year," she answered

Here it comes, she knew the routine at this point, he was gonna tell her to move on, or let the cops handle it, or maybe even that it was pointless and that she was wasting her time.

Over the years she had talked to few people about her brother but when she did she was used to being told her search was pointless. That was probably was she was shocked at his reply.  

"What do you have?", He asked

"You want me to catch you up on 3 years worth of looking for someone?", She asked sarcastically  

"Let's start at the beginning.", He responded

After a few hours of catching  him  up with everything she knew (besides the part where she beat the shit out of people  at night.) She was able to explain how she thought her brother was taken by the Scotts brothers as a favor to a crime family established during the blip.

She was happy he was willing to listen especially  because she didn't really talk about this with anyone besides Josh, and man was he listening. He was completely zeroed in on what she was saying.

 As daredevil he knew she was getting dangerously close to some weird criminal shit. This was more then just some conspiracy theory she had names, locations, and evidence connecting people like fisk to it all. However she was missing one thing while you could connect the organization to tons of illegal activity like drug smuggling, illegal arms dealing, human trafficking, and multiple murders she was missing something. No matter how hard she looked she couldn't find the person on top. At first she thought it was fisk but it just wouldn't make sense. 

fisk weaseled his way out of prison about a year after the blip but when he did for the most part he had to start from scratch. he teamed up with someone and whoever this someone is has the last piece to her puzzle the piece she needs to find her brother.

Matt knew he couldn't stop her by the way she spoke about her brother, that she wasn't going to give up and to be honest he was impressed but he also knew she was caught in the middle of hell and that he couldn't let anything happen to her.

"If you have all this evidence why not go to the police?", He asked.

"That's just it, if I go to the police now the man on top will get away and I can't risk loosing my brother. Besides what if he has the police in his pocket." She reasoned.

"You make a good point but this is dange-"

"Dangerous, Yeah, I know. I don't care I'm gonna find my brother." She said with a bit of anger in her voice.

"Just be careful, okay?" He said concerned .

"Okay." She said.

"But while you're being careful I'll see what I can find out. You're not the only one with weird friends who know too much." He said.

"Thanks, oh shit I gotta go." She said looking at her watch.

"Go ahead I'll make sure everythings locked." he said.

"Thanks" she said running out the door.

As she left she started thinking about that day when she first came to hell's kitchen to find her brother, she was hopeless but now she was actully close to finding him she just needed a way to find the daredevil; but she couldn't hurt a kid or some helpless chick..... 'wait' she thought to herself, she had an idea and it was either really brave or really stupid and she was about to find out witch one .

                                 Hell's kitchen, later that night

After studying daredevils targets Alexa was able to find out that some of daredevils arch enemies from the track suite mafia would be at the docks tonight picking up a shipment of old cars that were used to smuggle drugs into hell's kitchen. It normally wasn't something daredevil would focus on but recently he had been on top of the track suits hoping to get a new lead on fisk.

Her theory was right he came in and began fighting the track suits. At first she just watched their weren't very many of them and to be honest she enjoyed watching him kick ass; but after backup came in and it looked like he was starting to have a bit of a harder time fighting them she decided now would be a time to try her plan.

She jumped down from her hiding place and began fighting. The element of suprise partially helped but they had guns and she didn't. She managed to plow thru them relatively easy using the ones closest to her as a shield whenever she was actully close to being shot.

Daredevil was beginning to get annoyed by this girl, he's had to deal with difficult vigilantes before but she was relentless. It's beginning to interfere with his nightly activities and he has had enough. The thought helped fuel his anger enough for him to get thru the rest of the track suits pretty quickly.

By the time the track suits were taken care of they were both out of breath. Matt was ready to kick her ass and move on but before he could he became distracted by her heartbeat there was something so familiar about it but he just couldn't put his finger on it. He decided that until he could figure it out, he wouldn't kick her ass. He began walking away but was stopped when she yelled for him.

"Wait." She said trying to catch her breath "I've gone thru hell trying to find you. At least give me the credit I deserve by listening to what I have to say." She stated begining to walk twords him.

He froze for a second after hearing her voice as it dawned on him, it was Alex. He turned his head so it would appear he was looking at her "you want my advice, stop while you still can." he said flatly walking away.

"Hey I'm talking to you." she said before wincing and grabbing her side.

"Are you hurt?" He asked, turning around to help her.

"No I'm fine can't you tell", she replied sarcastically but now starting to fall on the floor from the pain.

He was now standing above her as he picked her up off the floor "you're bleeding." he said helping her up.

"Really, no shit" she said as he held her up .

"I'm taking you to a hospital." He stated.

"No hospitals." She said in a demanding tone as she continued to bleed.

"It wasnt a request." Said the man in the mask picking her up to get her help.

"Please" this time her tone was different more needy and desperate "No hospitals.", It was the last thing she said before she passed out.

When she woke up she was really dizzy her head was spinning and her ears were ringing.  She began looking around and for a second she was confused and things were hazy like a dream you can't quite remember but she was brought back into reality by a stabing pain in her side.

She looked down to see guaz pressed on her injuries and bandages  wrapped around  her stomach she winced at the sight but she had more important things to worry about she looked around and had no idea where she was it looked like an old office building but it clearly hadn't been used in a while she saw her Body armor, mask, weapons, and her hoodie in a corner and relised she was only wearing her pants and tank top but when she attempted to move to get her stuff she was stopped by a chain holding her down. she was looking around for something to help her get loose when she heard a voice.

"Good, you woke up.", said the devil of hell's kitchen as he walked out of the shadows.

"Was there ever any doubt?" She asked.  

"There was when you were bleeding out on the floor." He responded.

"Well in that case I'm glad I woke up to." She replied. "You tied me up. I'm flattered you think I'm a threat." She said sarcastically.  

"I don't" he said flatly  "but recently someone in a black mask and a hoodie has been looking for me and making my job really difficult. You wouldn't know anything about that, would you?" He asked.

"No, doesn't ring a bell but I'll ask around If you want." She answered sarcastically.

"What do you want?" He asked angrily.

"I want you to help me." She said.

"And why would I do that?" He asked.

"Beacause helping people is what you do. That's why I knew you wouldn't let me bleed out." She said.

"What do you mean you knew I wouldn't let you bleed out?" He asked.

"What I mean is you're hard to find I had to get your attention somehow." She responded.

"You let yourself get stabbed just so you could talk to me?" He asked with a tone that made Alexa relise just how stupid her idea was.

"Well anything sounds like a bad idea when you say it like that, and besides the point is, I know you're a good guy." She said.

"There are alot of people who would disagree with you" he said. 

"Well they're wrong." She stated.

"What exactly do you need my help with?" He asked.  

"My brother has been missing for 3 years I need your help finding him." She said.

"Do I look like a detective to you?" He asked.

"No, you look like someone on a mission. You're old friend the kingpin rose up when you were gone but not by himself he had help and whoever helped him is the one with my brother. If you help me you can cut off the kingpins only life line." She proposed.

"And if I don't help you?", he asked.

"Then I'll find him myself or I'll die trying." She said.

Daredevil knew that she was telling the truth and he also knew that if he didn't help her she would get herself  killed, "I'll help you but when we find him you stop fighting for good and leave me alone, deal?" He asked.

"Deal."

[catsplushellhounds]

favorite headcanons (and theorys?) of glee that i created

i was thinking if i really was going to write this, but im bored so lets go, this got so long and i am so sorry (not really it was fun and i liked it, if you like big metas you probably gonna like this)

*this can have some triggers for some people because i will be talking about bullying, abandonment, depression and violence*

(also i would like to say that most of this are things that i like to believe happened, and idk if the rest of the fandom agrees or if someone said it before and this is all blaine related, i left it glee on the title because it sounded better idk)

- blaine's dad is filipino and he left after blaine came out

i know that blaine said he was there in shooting stars, but hear me out

first of all, to me his name is tod anderson, dont ask me why it just makes sense and i like how it sounds.... so

in sexy, blaine tells burt that his dad tried many times bonding with him, but apparently that didnt work, because he also says "you think my dad built a car with me because he loves cars? i think he did it because he thought getting my hands dirty might make me straight." and after 4x18, he is never mentioned again? and he wasnt on his son's wedding too

so my theory here is that he never accepted that blaine is gay, and all of his "efforts of bonding" were actually because he thought he could "fix" blaine, and when that didnt worked he left, (that also explains blaine's abandonment issues) but he did came back im the shooting episode because he felt guilty for what he did, but after he saw it was a false alarme he went back on pretending he didnt have a gay son

to be really honest sometimes i pretend that his dad wasnt on the shooting day because i feel that it doesnt fit that well into this and i really like this one because its kinda obvious to me that blaine have daddy issues??? so usually i just put on my character-backstory that blaines dad left after he came out and never came back

for the first year that he was gone, blaine spended every night trying to contact him. sometimes he just texted, but most of the times he called and left a message crying begging him to come back and tell him what he'd done that made his father hate him so much, his dad never called or texted back

- blaine's parents

(im not sure if this is canon but blaine's mom is named pam)

i know that technically i've already talked about blaine's family when i was talking about his dad but that is so complex i felt i had to do a topic exclusive for that

i believe blaine has and always had a good relationship with his mother, yes she was usually gone because she works selling a really famous cosmetic line she created (to me the andersons are a really known name) that would explain how blaine could study in a school like dalton (he said so himself that dalton isnt a school that anyone could afford), and why she is never there

but despite her being busy with her job, she always tried to keep im touch with blaine, texting him, and calling and skyping

blaine always missed her, but he tried to not make her feel guilty about working too much, because she loves her job

sometimes he got really depressed, because he wished she could be there to see him sing with his friends, or just be there so that he could hang out with his mom like all of his friends did with their parents

his das was a businessman, i dont know why it just fits to me, also idk what kind of business because i dont understand any of it so thats up to imagination

before he came out, he and his dad were super close, sure his dad a lot of the time was busy but he was at home more than his mom, his dad was the one that introduced him to liking sports, and they always watched games together (cooper would join in too) and his dad always let him have a sip of his beer, blaine always loved those moments and his dad was like a hero to him, he was sure that coming out to him would be easy, because he would love him no matter what

all of the andersons have always been brodway babys, all 4 of them liked to sing, tod was a little bit more serious and didnt dance around the house like cooper, blaine and pam but he enjoyed seeing them having fun

the andersons were like the perfect family of the neirbourhood, all 4 of them are very good looking, talented and educated so yes everybody thought they were perfect

they all lived in the philippines until blaine was 5, and then moved to ohio because tod got a really good job offer there

after blaine came out, his parents argued A LOT. tod would ask himself and pam of what he had done wrong and pam would say its nobodys fault and thats just how blaine is

(to me that was the time tod was revealed to be an asshole and not long after he divorced pam and stoped talking to all of them, except for cooper, he and cooper still talked)

- blaine's bullying

the bullying blaine went through was a lot like kurt's, people laughing at him, shoving him around, beating him up, etc

he tried putting a brave face through it but he started losing all of his light, even more when all of his complains didnt matter at all

it only got sort of better when he met skylar (thats the kid he went to sadie hawkings with, i read in a fic that was his name and stuck with me so im calling him skylar)

skylar was going through the same thing he was, and one time blaine saw him getting shoved at lockers, and helped him pick up his books and thats were they started talking

maybe they liked each other, they never got to find out because after the bash, skylar never spoke to blaine again

blaine was in a 2 week coma after getting beat up, and the first thing he said when he woke up was "where's my dad" and his mom had to gently tell him his das was not there. that was when blaine realized he actually meant nothing to his dad and that broken him even more

he was bashed about 3 months after his father left him, and for the rest of that school year he was homeschooled by a teacher his mother hired

- blaine joining dalton and the warblers

so, since blaine is a year younger than kurt, in my head goes sorta of like this

he came out when he was 13, that was the time he was bullied, beaten up abandoned and homeschooled, and he joined dalton when he was 14, but to be a warbler he had to be a little older than that, so he had to audition to join (im guessing you dont have to audition to be a warbler, just to have a lead, i mean kurt didnt auditioned, right?) and and trent auditioned together, they became friends and were roomates (dalton is a boarding school DONT @ ME EVERYBODY KNOWS ITS TRUE)

it took blaine a while to take the step to audition, because he was still scared, but wes and david helped him and gave him a little seed of the confidence he pretends to have later on, but when he sang for the warblers for the first time they were all blowed away by how good was his singing voice even if he was only 14

after he felt comfortable in the warblers, he became friends with nick and jeff, and they were a trio of dumbassess, wes and david (usually the most mature of all the warblers) sighed everytime they saw nick, jeff and blaine doing something stupid

trent joined in sometimes but he always had been a really chill dude, and he saw blaine as a older brother (even tho blaine is younger than him)

jeff, nick and blaine pulled pranks on wes and david like hiding stuff from them and act all inocent when they asked if they saw said thing

the warblers had a bet going on how long would it take for kurt and blaine to start dating (and yes all of them shipped klaine, and even after kurt and blaine went to mckinley the warblers still kept hearing about them and seeing them on jacob ben israel's blog)

jeff, nick, trent, wes and david were the only real friends blaine had there

wes and david has already gratuated when the slushie happened, and nick, jeff and trent all apologized to blaine after that (even though they had no idea that was gonna happen) but their friendship was never the same

- blaine and cooper's relationship

as we know, blaine and cooper didnt got very along when blaine was growing up, cooper is 9 years older than blaine, and has always been really hard on him and thaat made blaine really dislike cooper, even tho he really wanted for them to be friends, he always has bitter feelings towards him duo to all of the pressure and expectation he was under because cooper was the oldest, and blaine felt like he had to be just as good or better than him, so he also had a lot A LOT of jealousy

but that started to change after "big brother", when they talk things out, cooper finally realizes how blaine feels, and starts doing his best to be best brother to blaine

they dont become besties immediatly, blaine helps him with his audition (which makes kurt really proud and happy seeing cooper being all excited talking to blaine, while blaine is trying to pretend like hes cool but actually hes just as excited), and they start to talk more and more after that

after finn dies is when they start getting actually close, after the funeral, he calls cooper but dosent say the reason why, he just says that he loves him and that he misses his big brother, they call and talk to each other a lot more after cooper finds out about finn

when cooper has a son, he and blaine teach the little guy how to dance and they play a lot of happy and fun piano songs to him

- the anderhummel family

blaine and burt are actually really close, they both like sports and beer so they watch games together and bet about whos gonna win, burt sorta of became the dad blaine lost, but in a non weird way, because they both agreed that blaine calling burt "dad" after he married kurt was just... weird

finn and blaine played a lot of videogames together, sam and puck played with them too, but when kurt was helping on dinner or more interested in a magazine or trying to convince carole to let him do a makeover on her, finn and blaine played videogames and maybe sometimes gossip about kurt and rachel (after he became besties with sam he did that same thing but hey playing videogames and talking about your s/o is fun!)

carole took care of blaine when he was in the hospital for the eye surgery, and when he was hangover at kurt's after biota she helped him with all the vomiting and headaches and all of that

pam met carole and burt when blaine got slushied, blaine was already like family to the hudson-hummels at that point, so when burt found out what happened he ran to the hospital, (carole was already working there anyway) and thats where they met, it wasnt ideal and all of them wete stressed and worried but they got along pretty well

pam, burt and carole werent really close since pam was usually out working, but the few times they sat down to talk to each other they really liked. pam thinks burt and carole are a sweet couple, that raised two wondeful boys and burt and carole think that pam is a sweet and funny lady, they all exchanged embarassing stories about kurt and blaine (that made them go "MOM DONT TELL THEM THAT" or "DAS STOP I WAS 7")

pam absolutely adores kurt, he was fascinated when he found out she had a line of cosmetics and spended hours talking to her about skincare routines

blaine can always make carole laugh, she thinks hes a sweetheart and usually keeps burt from bursting into the room when the door of kurts bedroom is closed ("i told them already, leave at least 2 inches open, is that really so hard??" "honey, relax they're just watching a movie" "im going in there" "no you're not leave the boys alone")

burt has walked in a few times on klaine making out on the couch and he always makes a joke about it to not make it awkward

burt was thrillled to know he was gonna be a grandpa, and he spoils tracy anderson to OBLIVION (blaine doesnt argues because he sorta of does the same thing)

even after both breakups, burt and blaine had always kept in touch, maybe it wasnt what it used to be when he and kurt were still mad at each other, but once they go back being friends, blaine is a little more comfortable in hangin out with the hudson-family

- blaine's depression in s6

i think is canon thay blaine had depression and anxiety during the whole show, right? it just got worse in s6 because kurt breaking up with him was sort of what pulled the trigger

it begun when his father neglected him, and it only got worse and worse, he was abandoned by his father and sometimes felt like by his mother and brother too, he had anxiety and it got worse after sadie hawkings, then kurt and him broke up for the first time, and he kept bottling it all up until it all reached the boiling point and it all exploded when kurt broke up with him

(side note, i think that when kurt started pulling away from him in s6, it reminded him of his dad pulling away too, his dad tried to bond with him but i feel that as harder blaine tried to make his dad stay, didnt matter and his dad kept pulling away until he was gone, that makes a parallel to s6 breakup, and why blaine was trying so SO hard to make kurt stay, because he had been there before, and he wasnt good enough for his dad, and he really wanted to be good enough for kurt)

so, after they breakup, blaine stays in a cheap hotel, not getting out of bed and feeling empty inside, his phone buzzed a little with missing calls from his friends but at some point the batery died and he just ignored, he only charged after 2 days because he probably had to let people know he's still alive

he went back to the loft in the afternoon, because he knew kurt wouldn't be there, he was going away and leaving nothing behind when kurt showed up, blaine was kinda of embarassed because he was probably stinking and his hair and clothes were a mess

im not sure if they talked at all after the breakup night, but i kinda feel that blaine might have said to kurt something like "you think i'm broken? when are gonna realize the problem here isnt just me? i should have known, everytime things get serious and scary between us you run, you're so afraid of something and honestly i have no idea of what, please just stay away from me" (i dont knooow he was angry and being all cold to kurt and shit i think that happened and maybe thats what made kurt go to therapy)

he got kicked out of nyada because he didnt left his hotel room for anything other than food, and he felt even more lost after receiving the email saying he was no longer a student there, thats when he decided to go back to lima

in lima, he barely left his room, he didnt ate for days and when he wasnt crying he was sleeping, his friends would call, text and sometimes try to visit him but he never texted back, answered the calls or opened the doors for them, sam was the only one that had some success because he was living in lima too and could go to blaine's house more often, sometimes he got lucky and blaine would open the door for him

at first he tried to do pep talks to help his bestie get better, but nothing helped so at one point he just sat there with blaine and did nothing with him, because at least like that he wouldnt be alone

one day blaine felt a little better and started trying to be okay again, it was never easy but he got a job at breadsticks, and even tho he would much rather be in his bed he kept working because at least like that his mind was busy with something

after he started therapy, he still felt empty inside, the world was still sorta of grey to him and he didnt felt like doing anything, so he had to take meds for that, and kept taking them even after kurt cane back (but as blaine was getting better they slowly became less and less needed)

when blaine started working at dalton, he was already in a much better place that he was when he came back, and throughout s6 he was still battling depression, and wasnt always okay, sometimes he would still want to just be alone and dont talk to anybody or do anything, and if that happened when he was surronded with people he would just be more quiet, that sometimes got rachel and kurt's attention, because they're not used to this "new" blaine and when they asked him if he was doing okay he would just say "yeah, im just tired" sam later on explained to them what that usually meant, it meant that blaine needed some alone time because he was draining himself a lot

- blaine at nyada vs blaine at nyu

soooo i have a good theory about this one, at nyada blaine was constantly surronded by people who would probably kill someone to get at the top, to be the best

and was such a competitive place, that ended up being toxic for blaine. i used to think that he didnt fit there because he always was one of the best in show choir and dalton and he was always *that* guy, but now i think he didnt fit there because actually he dosent like competition that much

okay, sure, playful competiton with your friends its fun, show choir competiton is fun, fighting with tina, mercedes, rachel, santana and unique about solos was fun because it was serious but he was with his friends so okay, whatever

but the competition they had at nyada was just SO MUCH, and lets agree nyada is kinda of a toxic place in general, people made fun of kurts face and clothing there, rachel's "friends" ditched her when she lost the diva off to kurt and started kissing up to him, and (im not sure about this one but like 99%) people laughed when blaine lost to kurt at combat's class

my point is, in nyada, people only like you if you do well in classes, there's a lot of lying and backstabbing going on and c'mon blaine pratically grew up like this with cooper

always not good enough, always behind, always made fun of, never being great at anything, so maybe thats why blaine felt so stressed at nyada, and why he gets so insecure in 5x16, seeing kurt being praised and getting all of that attention might have reminded him of the years he and cooper didnt get along so well

he didnt found himself at nyada, mostly he was there because it was said to be the best school and rachel and kurt were there, so great, right?

but i get the feeling that at nyu things were a little lighter, not easier, but lighter, it didnt had so much toxic people, it wasnt a place where it was kill or be killed, people helped each other when needed and yes there was still competition, obviously but (almost) nobody made fun of people for failing

(i said almost there because im sure there was some douchbags there too, they're everywhere, but i hope you got my point)

- blaine's friendships

i am almost done i am so sorry this is so long i've been here for like 2 hours

i have some small headcanons about blaine's friends, because we did NOT get enough of his friendships (im leaving kurt out of this one because maybe one day ill do a meta/hc/theory about klaine....... maybe)

mike and blaine were besties on s3

they both like to dance and sometimes they+brittany would do a dance number together, sometimes for the glee club to see, sometimes only to themselves because thats fun

mike talked with blaine after the its not right but its okay number to see what happened and if he was okay (actually it was mostly blaine just venting about it "AND THEN HE SAID HE WANTED TO MAKE KURTS VOICE HIS RINGTONE I MEAN WHAT THE FUCK????????")

blaine talked to mike about mike's dad because he knew what mike was going through and they both agreed thay family sucks sometimes

after mike graduated he and blaine kept têxtil each other and sometimes sending gifs or videos of dance moves to each other

santana and blaine were actually really good friends

after the glee club found out about what santana's grandmother had done when she came out, when they were alone blaine told santana about his dad, even tho he was afraid she was gonna tell everyone because he doesnt like talking about it, just so that she would know that shes not alone and its not her fault, santana never once teased or told anyone about this, she always sorta of liked him and thought he was nice but that moment she started seeing him as a friend

while preparing for the new directions vs warblers in 3x11, santana tried helping blaine bring out his inner bad boy, she helped him pick his outfit and they planned together the whole performance

(im stealing this one from a post i rebloged i guess a day ago? i didnt found the blog to tag but this is the post) > santana and blaine are friends on facebook, and follow each other on twitter and instagram, and they always spam on each others profiles because they're comfortable to do that with each other

santana kinda sees blaine as a male version of brittany, so she has this need of protecting him (which is kinda why she was super invested in getting him justice for his eye)

speaking of his eye, when he was at home before surgery, santana went there and told that she was gonna make sebastian confess what he'd put on thr slushie, blaine asked her how she knew where she lived but she cut him off, she also came back there after and told him everything, and she and kurt asked him what he wanted to do about it

brittany and blaine really were sunshine twins

they always liked each other, blaine didnt get her at first, but he got used to it

she always talked to him about cats, and what lord tubbington was up to, she tried inviting him to fondue for 2 but he knew that she would ask some really private questions so he always came up with an excuse

after he almost went back to dalton, she (alongside with tina, sam and marley) tried to make him feel as welcome as possible

when she was dating sam, sometimes the three of them would go to her house after school and cuddle in her bed with lord tubbington while watching a movie

when britt was planning their weddings, she asked blaine to try up some suits (with the excuse that she wasnt sure the one she picked was right), but she asked him that like a day after he kissed kurt at rachels party so she could tell he was kinda sad and asked him why, he told her and she said it was gonna be okay because their love was magical (it was weird but it did made blaine feel good, so...) she was also the only person he told that

blaine and britt always have ideas like "we should totally put glitter in the entire room to celebrate our wedding aniversary!" kurt and santana shut down the idea at the same time

blamtina were like 3 chaotic brothers

sam and blaine would have a dumb idea that would result in absolute chaos (but funny tho) and tina always plays along with them even if she thinks its a bad idea

the three of them are completely harry potter nerds, sam and blaine are hufflepuffs while tina is a ravenclaw, in a halloween party in s4 they went as the golden trio

after graduation, sam and blaine still skyped tina and told her all about ny, and she would tell them all about her collage

sam kept his promise of sending his imitations to tina and blaine sometimes would call her to vent about a fight he and kurt had

blaine read all of the harry potter books to sam

after sam talked blaine into staying at mckinley, sam and tina would always be with blaine, always talking to him, and spending time with him, thats how the 3 of them got so close

marley and blaine were good friends

when marley joined the new directions, blaine was one of the first to make her feel welcome

when blaine almost left for dalton, she tried make him see that she liked him in the nd too, and would randomly start talking to him so that he wouldnt feel alone

she would rant about jake to him sometimes, like how he wanted to have sex but she wasnt ready, and blaine told her she should do it only when she felt comfortable

after she got suspended, he apologized for yelling at her because of the performance, and remembered mr schue that she was recovering from an eating desorder and that he shouldnt be so hard at her

unique and blaine were "frenemies"

they started off not liking each other, since they both wanted it to be the new rachel, even after blaine won, he and unique still were kinda competitive with each other

but eventually they became sort-of-friends, they sang together sometimes when no one else was there, and they liked to pretend to not like each other but yes they did and it was just their thing

sometimes marley would do a sleepover and she would call blaine, unique and tina, while marley was talking about jake or tina was talking about missing mike, blaine would braid unique's wig and she would try to convince him to let her see his hair without gel

when the whole plot of unique and the bathroom happened, when mr schue told everyone he couldnt give up twerking, blaine stood up for unique saying that wasnt fair and mr schue should try harder to help her, he also held her hand (alongside with marley) when she was scared of having to go to the bathroom again

blaine and mercedes talked to each other more than twice :O

lol ok im not sorry for that title

mercedes and blaine LIVED together people, she used to be kurts best friend, and sams girlfriend are you telling me they barely talked to each other? no

in fact, they really like each other's company, blaine is kinda of a goofball and mercedes thinks its funny

he would ask her to talk to sam when blaine wanted something from him, and mercedes did the same with kurt

sam and blaine would do stupid things together (like dance around their house in their underwear) just to make mercedes laugh, they swore to never tell anyone, and they never did

sometimes at 3 am when no one could sleep they would all have a little dance party until they got tired

blaine and mercedes are junky food addicts, they eat healthy and stuff but they love some cake at 5 in the morning

one time when kurt and mercedes were arguing about the tots, blaine sided with mercedes and told her he agreed that tots are delicious

[idontblushsrry]

Inuyasha Characters As Roomates

In honor of yashahime’s release i’ve decided to post this for no real reason.Can you tell who my bias is lmao. Lmk if I should do a Part 2 with the people I missed. Also I apologize I haven’t updated in like a year I have a post addressing this coming up soon. Thank you for your continued support despite the fact that I’ve been updating infrequently, I really appreciate it. Without further ado:

Warnings: Some swear words oop

Word Count: 1632

Inuyasha

You want Inuyasha as your roommate???Chile anyways...

No but fr tho in general Inuyasha isn’t an awful roommate, he pays his bills on time(ususally), doesn’t make too big of a mess but that’s just because he owns like 3 things and 2 outfits.

No, the real problem with Inuyasha is that he is LOUD

You walk outside to throw the trash away and he’s in his room screaming about a video game or something and the WHOLE neighborhood can hear him. 

People pokin they head out in concern and everything

Another time he was watching a horror movie and you guess the characters did something stupid because you hear a scream from the character and then Inuyasha screaming “WHAT THE FUCK, WHY WOULD YOU GO THAT WAY DUMBASS! THAT’S WHY YOU’RE DEAD NOW!”

Shit woke you up out of your sleep

After that incident you knew you’d have to ask him to be a bit more considerate of your eardrums.

So, you ask him to quiet down and he pouts like a child and huffs and puffs.

He does quiet down tho...for about 2 minutes until he stubs his toe on the end of the couch

God bless you and your patience but god bless his girlfriend Kagome

She’s a saint

If it were up to Inuyasha your groceries would consist of a cabinet of ramen like the man has the budget for ramen and paying his share of he bills why would he spend money on things like fruit???

This is where Kagome comes in, she comes by pretty regularly and she brings food or groceries because she of all people knows how terrible Inuyasha’s shopping habits are.

Bless her soul truly and every time she does this you thank her lmaoo

Inuyasha eventually does move out with Kagome but he does apologize for being loud before he leaves, you aren’t sure if he did that on his own or if Kagome made him do that

Kagome

She’s so sweet

Fair share of chores, groceries, she cooks for yall sometimes, truly a saint

Only 2 problems:

Ms. Girl has no moneyyy

Poor Kagome, she always tries to pay her bills on time but between trying to feed Inuyasha, helping out her family, and school the paycheck only spreads so thin(She does eventually quit school to start working more but)

Nothing wrong with this but you do end up having to cover for her sometimes.

She of course thank you and you don’t usually mind and your routine was functional for you two, until you meet problem number 2 

The loudest mf on the planet Earth, her boyfriend, Inuyasha

One day you’re in he kitchen grabbing something to eat and you hear pounding on the door like the police showed up.

You proceed cautiously because...what the fuck and you almost reach the door before you hear 

“I’ll get it!”

You’ve never seen Kagome run faster

She opens the door and you see this 5′5 mf who was banging on the door like he paid the bills

Inuyasha just has rbf but you don't know that so you think he’s making faces at you

Immediately you have a problem with him

“Hey Kagome, who’s this?”

She looks between you two before immediately rushing to introduce you to each other

“Oh, I forgot my purse be right back guys.”, Kagome left not knowing that yall were about 2 seconds from fighting

You didn’t like Inuyasha for banging on the door and glaring and he didn’t like you for glaring at him

After that you just avoided talking to inuyasha for the sake of keeping the peace

When he came over you exited stage left 

Eventually Kagome does move out with Inuyasha and she asks why you and Iuyasha had never spoken to each other

“Are you kidding me the first day we met he was already glaring at me?!”

“Ohhh, that’s just his face, he’s really sweet promise :D”

You doubted that

You liked Kagome as a roommate but you were glad she was moving out so you could find someone who could pay the bills on time.

Sango

She a baddie ngl

Aside from that, Sango is the perfect roommate

However, I hope you aren’t allergic to cats or Miroku because they’re pretty much a package deal

Also hopefully you don’t hate children because she does have Kohaku to worry about

But she makes pretty good money at her job so expenses aren’t a issue

She also isn’t home too often between her job, taking care of Kohaku and Kirara, and her relationship

She ends up spending more and more time at Miroku’s place anyways

Sango finally moves in with Miroku when she gets pregnant, yall still keep in touch tho because you’ve become good friends

And thus you say goodbye to the best roommate to ever grace this Earth lmao

Miroku

Miroku is the shortest lasting roommate on this list

Mans is a little creeper pervert and that shit gets annoying after a while

You’ll be walking out the shower and Miroku’s standing there like “hey lil mama lemme whisper in ya ear”

Needless to say you smacked the taste outta his mouth and he stopped with that real quick

He stops but you’re surprised when you see Sango come over 

Your hand starts itching with the urge to slap him again...

You meet Sango and what she sees in him is... baffling, scientists to this day still don’t understand 

Baby girl, you’re Sango do better, self love

Anyways, Miroku moves out eventually and he takes his nasty ass ways with him

Later you find out that Sango moved in with him and sje’s gon have a baby by him

But you know that’s none of your business 

Koga

If you thought Inuyasha was loud...

Inuyasha doesn’t have any friends, Koga has a wolf pack...

Parties all the time good luck homie

If you were tryna study, sleep, do work, etc. best wishes lmao

You come home and mans got 2 random people over like how ya doin   O-O

“Hello”

“Where’s Koga?”

They point to the kitchen and you head here ready to just “talk” with Koga

He turns around and gives you the cutest smile known to man and you immediately lose your will to argue

Can’t argue with a man that beautiful sorry...

Anyways besides being loud af, Koga is HYPER

Mans is up at 5 am knocking on your door like “hey you wanna jog to the gym”

“No Koga, goodnight”

‘No problem, it’s the morning btw!”

He’s actually a decent roommate and he moves into a bigger house with his friends and calls it the ‘pack house’

He actually invites you to come move in w him and his buddies 

You tell him you’ll think about it

Sesshomaru

The king of “I’m better than you”

He has his life so well together and you’ve gotta give him props

Mans is basically Caspar the Friendly Ghost of roommates 

Does he actually live here? the lights stay on and his name is on the deed so... I guess

Seriously tho, Sesshomaru doesn’t need a roommate but he does need someone to mind Rin

You might ask, what about Jaken, Jaken is busy (following Sesshomaru) or so he claims

Sesshomaru isn’t too bad honestly he covers the majority of the expenses in exchange for you watching Rin and feeding Ah-Un

So you’re basically Rin’s stay at home nanny

But you don’t mind because she is a SWEETHEART

Ah-Un isn’t too bad, just feed 2 lizards

(Although depending on who you are feeding them bugs might be your worst nightmare)

Jaken and you buttheads all the time, it’s almost comical

The times you interact with him mainly consist of you telling him to leave Rin alone or him telling you something Sesshomaru said

Speaking of Sesshomaru you don’t see him often and the only times you hear from him are in the form of notes he leaves around the house to the degree of ‘I fed Ah-Un this morning’ or ‘Make sure Rin takes her vitamins’ 

The other times you “hear” from him are when Jaken comes by saying things like ‘Lord Sesshomaru has requested that you prepare Rin to go out’

And for a while you were like who tf does he think he is because like yea he pays most of the rent but like he isn’t paying you for this so why does he think he can order you around indirectly

The first time you see Sesshomaru, it’s late and Rin’s been asleep for hours.

You walked into the kitchen and didn’t bother with turning the lights on but then you heard the smallest shuffle and a groan

And the moonlight comes through the window at the perfect angle and it reflects so beautifully off his silver hair

He turs some and you see his face and immediately take back all the times you’ve cussed him out mentally

And the you realize you’re in your pajamas staring at this man you’ve never met before that’s sleeping on the couch. For all you know he could be some random guy who broke in

He looks so peaceful that you loathe to disturb it but you poke at him w a stick and he groans out something to the tune of “Go away Jaken”

“I’m not Jaken”

He immediately sat up and stared at you like he was trying to figure out who you were in his head for a moment 

“Don’t you want to sleep in your room?” you asked him. He stood up and begun to walk towards his room in response 

You just watched him walk away but before he turned the corner into the hallway you swear you heard him say “You should get some sleep too.”

[johnsamericano]

“Kind” l.t.y

Pairing: dom!Taeyong x sub!reader

Genre: Smut

Warnings: Explicit sex, fingering, thigh riding, teasing, dirty talking, praising, oral (male receiving), taeyong is a little possessive.

Summary: Everyone liked Taeyong because of his soft attitude. Despite being nerdy he was really popular amongst girls because of his kindness. But that was all a facade. But only you would have the honor to meet the real him.

“Dude, we’re gonna be late for class.” Your best friend and roomate Mark had the wonderful idea of ordering a coffee 5 minutes before your class started.

“Don’t worry, I’ll be quick.”

He wasn’t. Mark spent 10 minutes deciding what coffee he wanted and by the time we had his order, we were already 20 minutes late.

Mrs. Jung, our teacher, gave us a long lecture about being on time.

“We’re really sorry, it won’t happen again.” We both bowed.

“It’s okay, go take a seat.”

The classroom was almost full. Luckily, we found some seats in the third row. Mark was seating on my right, while my classmate, Lee Taeyong, was sitting on my right.

“Hey, I can lend you my notes on the things you missed.” Despite of being classmates, you never talked to each other. And still, he was offering you his notes.

“Thank you so much, you’re a life saver.” His smile was so warm. “I’ll try to copy them as fast as possible.”

With that being said, you started writing on your own notebook. Mark was peeking over your shoulder to copy what you were writing.

The class came to an end. Once again, you thanked Taeyong.

“No worries.” He patted your shoulder before leaving the classroom.

“Dude, he likes you.”

“Shut up, Mork.” He whined.

“It’s Mark, how many times do I have to repeat myself?” You laughed at him.

The next days you kept talking to Taeyong. The rumors about him were true, he was the kindest person you’ve ever met. That’s why you didn’t suspect anything when he invited you over to his house to study.

“Sorry I’m late, I got lost.” You took of your shoes and entered the apartment. “You live alone?”

“Yup, can I offer you something to drink?”

“A glass of water, please.” The place was super neat for a college student. Unlike the apartment you shared with Mark.

“Here you go.” He handed you the drink with a smile.

“Don’t you feel lonely sometimes? I literally can’t imagine living alone.”

“You live with your parents?” You both sat on the couch.

“No, my parents live in Busan.” You left your backpack on the floor. “I live with Mark.”

Taeyong frowned slightly.

“You two are a thing?”

“Hell no.” He could never be attracted to you. “We’ve been friends since kindergarten, our parents have known each other since they were in college. Plus, he’s gay.”

“Oh, I see.”

“Let’s start studying, I need to be home on time for dinner.” You started to unpack your books.

Taeyong scoffed.

“What’s wrong?” He has a slight smirk.

“Are you really that oblivious?” His hand reached out for your cheek.

“Hold up, what’s going on?” Taeyong’s smirk grew wider.

“Did you really think I invited you over to study?” You nodded. “You’re as clueless as Mark.”

Before you could say anything else, he crashed his own lips with yours. Your mind went blank. What are you supposed to do in this situations?

“Wait.” You pulled away. “We barely know each other. We started talking a week ago.”

“You barely know me. I’ve been watching you ever since the semester started.” His gaze never left your lips.

“That sounds creepy.” You whispered to yourself.

His hand started rubbing your thigh. His touch gave you goosebumps.

“Let me make you feel good tonight.” A familiar warm sensation started building in your core. “Just say yes.” Well, at least he was a gentleman.

Your mind started searching for an answer. He was terribly handsome and sweet, although you still didn’t know if he was just being nice to get into your pants.

“Okay.” Your mouth answered before your brain could process the information.

He patted his lap. “Come here.” You did as he said. “You have no idea how much I’ve jerked off with the thought of you.” His hands wandered all over your back. “Naked, moaning my name and begging for my cock.”

Your core was aching, you needed some relief.

“Eager, aren’t we?” He grabbed your hips to stop you from grinding on his crotch.

The heat between your legs was growing. “Please Taeyong, just touch me already.”

He left a peck on your lips, and started leaving a trail of kisses from your jaw to your collarbone. He easily got rid of your blouse. The kisses continued over the fabric of your bra. You were getting desperate for more, so you unclasped the bra and threw it somewhere. He just smiled and started playing with your nipples. Soft moans started to leave your mouth.

“Do you like this?” He slightly pinched your sensitive bud. Your legs trembled. It felt like you could cum right there.

His hands left your breast and started taking off your skirt. His thumb rubbed your clothed clit.

“Please, I can’t take it anymore.” No man had ever made you feel as needy as Taeyong did.

“You can’t take what? Use your words baby.” He knew exactly what you were talking about.

“I need you to fuck me, Taeyong.” You begged.

“Be patient baby. You took your sweet time to notice me, so I’ll take mine.” He said as he kept playing with your bud. “Are you a virgin?” He asked out of nowhere.

“No.” He moved his thumb faster.

“So I’m not going to be your first, that’s disappointing.” He faked a pout. “I guess I’ll have to fuck you so hard that you’ll forget every other guy you’ve slept with.”

“Taeyong.” You moaned his name as you felt your high closer.

“Not yet baby.” He removed his finger from your clit. You whined.

Taeyong ripped your panties easily.

“You’re going to buy me a new pair of panties.” He smiled softly.

“Sure thing.” His lips met yours briefly.

Taeyong placed you over his thigh with ease. The feeling of his jeans against your pussy was overwhelming. His hands grabbed your hips and started moving you back and forth. Your hands gripped his shoulders.

“Don’t you want to take your jeans off? I’ll probably leave a stain.” You asked between moans.

“You’re so cute.” He kept moving your body over his thigh. “You look so pretty while riding my thigh, imagine how pretty you’ll be with my cock filling that pussy of yours.” His words were enough to make you cum. Your whimpers made Taeyong smile. “Let’s continue in my room.” He lifted your shaking naked body and walked to the room with you in his arms.

He laid you down in his bed. He just stood there, admiring your body. His erection looked painfully hard and the stain of your cum in his jeans was quite big. He started undressing himself.

Taeyong was now completely naked. His big dick was touching his stomach.

“You like what you see princess?” He crawled up the bed and hovered over you.

A finger suddenly slipped in your entrance.

“You’re dripping wet.” He curled his digit to reach your sweet spot. “Who’s the owner of this pussy?”

The question made you embarrassed, so you didn’t answer. He added another finger and increased his pace. Your moans and the wet sounds filled the room.

“Who’s the owner of this pussy?” He asked again.

“You.” Your back arched from the pleasure.

“I want a full answer baby.” You fell your high building up again.

“You own my pussy Taeyong.” He pulled his fingers before you could reach your orgasm.

He pumped his cock a few times before slowly entering you. You were so wet that it didn’t even hurt.

“Move, please.” You gripped his biceps as you felt him thrusting into you.

His dick was hitting all the right spots.

“You take my cock so well.”

You came with a few more thrusts and he pulled out of you.

“Open your mouth.” You got on your knees.

He slipped his dick into your mouth carefully. You started moving your head and swirling your tongue over his length. Low groans left his lips as he placed a hand behind your head to guide your movements.

“You’re amazing, baby.” Taeyong started fucking your mouth roughly, causing you to gag. Saliva started to slip out from the corners of your mouth. “Such a pretty girl.” A few more seconds and you felt his cum on your throat.

The taste was bitter, but Taeyong’s smile was the sweetest you’ve ever seen. Both of you laid down on the soft bed, still panting from the recent pleasure.

“What time is it?” You asked, suddenly remembering you had to be home at 8:00 for dinner.

“9:47”

“Shit, I’m so dead.” Mark had invited one of his friends, Yuta. Your roomate liked him, but every time the Japanese boy made a move, he started panicking.

“I need someone to stop me from embarrassing myself.” Those were the words Mark used when he invited you to have dinner with them.

“Can’t you stay a little longer?” His arm wrapped around your waist to prevent you from standing up.

“I need to go, Mark is going to be mad at me.” You tried to get rid of his grip. “Taeyong!”

“I was just asking because I’m polite.” He rubbed his nose against your cheek. “You’re out of your mind if you think I’m gonna let you leave.” His mouth got closer to your ear. “There are still plenty of things I want to do tonight.”

“No, Tae. We can meet tomorrow.” He hugged your waist tighter.

“Your panties are ripped and you came here wearing a short skirt. If you go out anyone will be able to see your everything, and let me remind you that this pretty cunt...” His fingers caressed your labia. “is mine, and only mine. No one else is alowed to see it or touch it. Have I made myself clear, princess?”

You never would’ve imagine that the sweet Taeyong everyone loved was so dominant and possessive, but you couldn’t deny that you loved to see this new part of him.

“Yes, Taeyong.”

Let’s just say that it was a long night for the both of you, more like a long month.

[sixinsultsago]

Given my understanding of how media and talk shows work (re: the 'do whatever it takes for the views' mindset) and his track record, Neil gets a lot gigs where another guest surprises him on set.

The other guests are usually people he has a media relationship with: so-called enemies, best friends, rumoured girlfriends, etc. Everyone wants an honest reaction from him, so the surprises keep on coming and Neil, with frantic reminders from his PR manager about his stupid contract, grits his teeth through all of it.

Sometimes it's okay: twice it's been Matt (the second time because of their "chemistry" on screen), a lot of the time it's Kevin, which is a hit-or-miss depending on how many unread texts Neil has from him at that very moment. It is not completely bad.

But he's met people he genuinely doesn't like, too. As well as people he's never even heard of. It's kind of a mixed bag.

Then, of course, at the height of the Minyard-Josten Rivalry, the morning after Andrew texted him 'I'll be stopping by after I do this thing', making it impossible to focus for the rest of the day, Neil is sitting on a couch discussing his team's chances of making it to the finals when the host interrupts to say,

"Now, I've heard rumors that you're butting heads with another Exy player recently."

"Always am," Neil agrees, sticking to the script. The studio audience laughs even though it wasn't a joke and Neil wasn't trying to be funny.

"But this one is different," says the host, "this person, you used to go to college with. You shared the locker room with him for four years. Hell, according to old clips from your PSU days, you two had a partnership that rivaled yours and Kevin Day's. I guess what I'm wondering --- what we're all wondering --- is... what happened?"

He hasn't said a name yet, probably because it's unnecessary. There isn't a whole lot of candidates that speech could apply to. So Neil gets antsy, as he always does when Andrew is brought up by someone who doesn't know, tries to keep it short and sweet.

"Distance might have been a factor in our new relationship," he says, and it isn't technically a lie. He still feels bad. He feels bad every time he can't just say how it really is--- "I assume you're talking about Andrew."

"None other! Well, if distance is the reason your partnership has deteriorated so much, I have some... I don't know if it's good news, exactly, but I certainly have news. Try not to hate us for this, Neil," The host winks slyly. What he really means is: Go on, speak your mind! Destroy this guy! I need the views!

Neil wants to scowl. Neil wants to get up. Neil wants to storm off backstage, but Neil can't because this is his fucking job. He's intimate with the roundabout way hosts go about introducing a surprise guest; the build-up differs every time, but Neil's familiar with all incarnations. This time, his heart is beating like fists against a glass ribcage. He could shatter, here. In front of all these people.

The live band plays.

The host grandly introduces, "Exy's infamous monster in the goal, Andrew Minyard!" and there he is, there he is, striding out from behind a curtain, dressed completely in black, lips pressed together, expression completely stale.

He could be misunderstood for implacable, except his walk is stiffer than usual; Andrew doesn't get stiff, because Andrew is never caught on his back foot. So. He had no idea this was happening either.

They're both off-balance.

This is dangerous.

Neil can twist truths, but he doesn't lie anymore, and his something with Andrew is too important for him to ignore. Not even for fifteen minutes.

Their adoring audience is roaring. Andrew sits beside him on the couch, his thigh glued to Neil's to make up for how he isn't looking at Neil --- he's glaring at their host.

It's been months.

Neil tries three times before he can speak. All that comes out is, "Andrew."

It is soft, worn out like a favorite t-shirt and just as thin. Neil sounds like a stranger. He sounds absolutely fucking smitten. This is incredibly dangerous. Neil can't pretend he isn't in love with Andrew when they're sitting right next to each other. He just can't.

In hindsight he should have seen this coming: ever since rumors of their rivalry began, they were set on this trajectory.

He worries that he's blown it for all of one second: by the time his heart thuds a second time, he has Andrew's undivided attention, his entire body swinging back to its true north. It's hard to worry about anything, now. His gaze is intense and focused since he's pissed off, but the scowl lines ease a bit, and he's whispering, "Neil," like his tongue is cradling the vowels, smoothing away the harsher consonants.

"Hi," Neil murmurs.

"Surprise," replies Andrew, utterly bland. Neil almost laughs, which Andrew notices. Their thighs press closer.

The entire interview goes along the same line. Andrew calls him a workaholic, an anti-social loner, a gym rat who has an addictive personality and an unhealthy obsession with his job. Neil tells everyone that Andrew has cheat days every day, that he once missed a game in his first year as Pro because he fucked up his stomach with too many pints of ice cream, that he has two cats with the most ridiculous names. Andrew pulls on his ear. Neil tries not to lean into it.

Andrew and Neil don't come out.

Their host gets this look on his face whenever they spiral away from a question, caught up in their own momentum. Neil doesn't yell, or bitch, or make snide comments --- No. Neil grins when Andrew is sarcastic, he blushes when Andrew so much as looks at him, he laughs so hard he has to hold onto Andrew's biceps. Neil is so incandescently happy he's dizzy on it.

"So," their host starts. His voice cracks, and he looks poleaxed by the turn of events. "So. The rivalry. I --- I take it the, uh, should we it a relationship?"

Andrew throws his arm across the back of the couch, staring directly at their host. It's a blatant challenge. "Call it whatever you want."

"Relationship, then. Um. So, your relationship is not exactly as the press has reported it. You two seem --- stronger than ever, really. Like you never stopped being friends."

"We aren't friends," Neil snorts. Were they ever? He can't recall when they shifted from enemies to trusted, from trusted to --- other things. Andrew's attraction blindsided Neil almost as much as the realization that it was, indeed, reciprocated. But it never felt like his relationship with Matt, his purest reference for friendship.

The host lowers his voice, asks, "Can I ask? I think it's the question on everyone's mind right now, the burning question. If you aren't rivals and you aren't friends, what are you?"

Not boyfriends; it isn't deep enough. Not partners; Andrew hates the ambiguity of it. They're neither too fanciful for soulmates and neither have proposed yet, won't until marriage is legal and the title of fiancé isn't a dead end. "I don't know," Neil glances at Andrew, who is inspecting his manicure with studied disinterest. "Roomates, I guess."

[crystaljins]

Good riddance.

Characters: Jimin x Reader

Word count: 2k

Synopsis:   Is it too much to ask for a normal rooommate?

Jimin x reader. Roomates-to-lovers

Notes: The first of my requests to celebrate reaching 1000 followers! This is dedicated to my beloved queenie who always leaves the sweetest asks for me! She requested “Jimin +  moving in to an apartment/college!au style “ And this mess of a fic is what she got, unfortunately. I’m not too fond of it myself- I’m battling some mean writer’s block! But the concept is cute, at least.

Warnings: None

“Thank goodness.” Taehyung says warmly through a mouthful of freshly baked cookie. Jimin reaches for a cookie too, savouring the soft, dough-y texture and the richness of the slightly-melted chocolate chips. He closes his eyes in contentment for a long moment. “I’m so glad your crazy roommate finally moved out.”

“She wasn’t crazy.” He says with a sigh. The apartment is clean and smells of freshly baked cookies. He can hear his new roommate humming cheerfully in the next room. After baking some cookies, he had decided he’d do some cleaning. Because cleaning is apparently a hobby for Jimin’s new, eerily perfect roommate. Life is good. No, it’s great. He can’t remember the last time he had a peaceful afternoon like this. “She did move out really quickly, though.”

And he’s glad of it. Good riddance. It’s about time fate cut him some slack! He’s had a string of increasingly bad roommates over the past year and his most recent one was the worst of them. It all started a year ago, when he discovered his roommate of three years had been sleeping with his girlfriend for almost the entire time they had lived together. Needless to say, he had required a new roommate as soon as possible. He lived in a nice apartment but it definitely required a two-person income to meet the rent demands and he wasn’t going to live with that lying jerk a moment longer. Only, finding a new roommate was easier said than done.

The first of his bad string of roommates had been Toby. Toby had been nice enough at first. He never left dirty dishes in the sink and he always checked first with Jimin before using the washing machine to make sure Jimin didn’t need to use it too. He had paid his rent on time too, which had been the priority. Post-graduate students don’t make a lot of money and Jimin didn’t have any income to spare if his roommate was late on paying rent.

The problem with Toby was Toby’s girlfriend. She was a nice girl in small doses. She smiled a lot and always made small talk with Jimin on the awkward occasions he was alone in the living room with her. But she and Toby fought a lot. Which isn’t a huge problem- every relationship has their communication bumps and hardships. But their fights weren’t normal fights. They would scream at each other at weird hours of the night and one time Toby’s girlfriend had gotten so mad she had taken a plate and thrown it against the wall. It had shattered to the point that super glue could do nothing for the plate. And it was a nice plate too! It was part of the set Jimin’s mother bought for him when he first moved to the city for his studies. Needless to say, Jimin had requested that Toby find another place to stay the next morning.

Of course, Toby was sorely missed in comparison to his next roommate, Bertha. The problem with Bertha was that she had a cat. As a disclaimer, Jimin loves cats. He thinks they are sweet and he’s always wanted a cat of his own. But Bertha’s cat was no ordinary cat. No, it was a demon, summoned from hell with a fetish for human toes and a propensity for leaving poo nuggets in inconvenient areas. Cats are supposed to naturally use litter trays! Why the demonspawn, or Mittens, as Bertha fondly called him, reviled the litter tray so deeply is a mystery for the ages. Needless to say, Jimin had tolerated that for as long as he could. But then Mittens had decided he would take a nice bite of Jimin’s big toe while he was napping on the couch one day and Jimin had ended up in hospital. Who knew cat bites were so dangerous? Bertha had offered to move out straight away and had also paid for Jimin’s hospital bills as long as he didn’t make her put her beloved demonspawn to sleep. She hasn’t contacted him since. 

He wishes he could say that Bertha was the worst of his roommates but she wasn’t. There was Michael, who had a creepy taxidermy obsession. And Angela, who only washed her hair during the full moon. He doesn’t even want to say what Seungmin was like. There had been no end in sight to his string of bad roommates.

Then you came along. You actually hadn’t undergone Jimin’s usual selection process, which was his first mistake. He had developed pretty strict selection criteria after suffering through so many bad roommates. But you had managed to bypass all of that thanks to your older brother Yoongi. Yoongi is a nice, calm guy. He has helped Jimin a lot in the past, especially during the cheating-girlfriend fiasco. So when Yoongi had mentioned that his younger sister was moving to the city after changing degrees, Jimin had been quick to offer up the extra room in his apartment. By that stage, he had seen the worst of the worst when it came to crazy roommates- there was no way someone related to Yoongi could be any worse than the nutcases he had dealt with this far.

He should have been more careful. You really gave all the other roommate’s a run for their money. You would offer to make him dinner and then set the stove top on fire. His favourite shirt had been ruined in the evacuation. You were hopeless at doing the dishes- he’s had to buy at least three new sets of dinner plates since you moved in. You had broken the vacuum cleaner, clogged the shower drain, smashed a window… You were supposed to ease his financial burdens, not create them! And you just kept inserting yourself into his life- inviting yourself to movie nights, charming his friends so they invited you along to parties he attended. At least he could just go for a walk or meet up with friends when his other roommates grew to be too much- there was no escaping you, however.

Which is why he’s glad you moved out so suddenly! As far as roommates go, you were terrible, with all the annoying and frustrating habits to boot and since he didn’t have the heart to kick you out, it’s better that you left on your own. And without any warning so he didn’t have to stress about you moving out or anything horrible like that. Just… bam. He woke up and you were on the doorstep, bidding him an awkward farewell. He’s glad things ended up like this. His new roommate can cook, never sets the apartment on fire and offered to drive Jimin to work since his car broke down.

“I’m highkey glad she’s gone. She kept ruining our movie nights.” Taehyung continues. “If she made me watch Monster’s Inc. one more time…” Taehyung trails off and shudders at the recollection of your weird obsession with the movie.  Taehyung whirls on Jimin. “But I did always wonder. Why did you give in to her?”

“What do you mean?” Jimin asks, reaching for another cookie. He’s going to start putting on weight with the way his new roommate feels a compulsion to feed him but honestly it would be worth it. Taehyung frowns and tilts his head at Jimin. It reminds Jimin of the way Taehyung’s dog looks when it comes across something new and puzzling.

“Well, you could have said no to her at any point.” Taehyung points out. “When she asked to tag along to our movie nights or when she insisted on cooking dinner or even when Yoongi first suggested she move in with you. The whole time, you could have refused. But you let her do it. You knew what the outcome would be and yet every time… you kept saying yes.”

Jimin goes silent at Taehyung’s surprisingly astute observation. The warm chocolate chip cookie, previously delightfully warm and delicious, now tastes like ash in his mouth.

“Would you like to know what really happened?” Taehyung asks, leaning forward with a sharpness to his eyes that wasn’t there before. Jimin shrinks slightly beneath the gaze of his oldest friend.

“N-nothing happened. We just decided to go our separate ways.” Jimin points out, internally cursing himself for his stutter. “It’s just cause she’s Yoongi’s sister. I felt obligated to be nice to her.”

“Cute.” Taehyung answers with a smile. “But also a blatant lie. Jimin, I know what you look like when you have a crush.”

Jimin’s not sure why he feels like his heart suddenly freezes in his chest. A… crush? On you?

“Don’t be ridiculous.” Jimin answers with an uneasy laugh. “I don’t have a crush on her. Taehyung, she turned my uniform shirts pink a few weeks ago because she accidentally left her underwear in the wash.”

“Well, that’s a shame then.” Taehyung says with a dramatic sigh. “I guess her moving out because of her feelings for you was the right move then, huh?”

Jimin blinks a few times and it takes him a second to comprehend what Taehyung is saying.

“Feelings… for me? She moved out like that because… because she had feelings? For me?” Jimin questions and he wishes he didn’t sound so desperate and hopeful but he’s temporarily lost control over the emotions in his voice thanks to Taehyung’s shocking announcement. Taehyung grins widely.

“I thought you didn’t have a crush? Then you shouldn’t care about the real reason she moved out.” Taehyung says smugly and as much as Jimin loves Taehyung, he could honestly strangle him in that moment. 

“Taehyung.” Jimin calls warningly and Taehyung actually breaks out in laughter.

“The night before she moved out, she was actually planning to confess to you.” Taehyung explains. Jimin swallows past the dryness in his throat as remembers the night in question.

You had been acting strange all day, a bit antsy, and every time Jimin stepped into the kitchen to make sure you hadn’t set any accidental fires, you had shooed him out.

Of course, true to your nature, the familiar smell of smoke had filled the apartment while Jimin was distracted taking a phone call with his landlord. Jimin, fully prepared for your kitchen mishaps, had rushed in with the fire extinguisher at the ready. Of course, the food you had tried to make had been inedible before it caught fire, but it entered new levels of inedible when covered in flame retardant. You had stared at the food with a weird look in your eyes and Jimin had helpfully suggested you order takeout.

The night had gone smoothly from there and the two of you had watched a movie. You’d bid him goodnight with a smile on your face and the next morning you were packed and ready to move out. Just like that. No warning. You had been smiling and having fun with him with no indication of what you were planning and then suddenly his apartment was empty and dark. And he was forced to admit a horrible truth to himself:

You’re not the worst roommate he’s ever had. No, you’re probably the best one. Not because you’re perfect or because you have no bad habits. But because you’re you. Full of energy and sincerity and affection and the day you moved out you accidentally broke Jimin’s heart. As pathetic and stupid as it is, he had liked you. A lot. And it hurt when you suddenly moved out like that, despite his attempts to pretend otherwise.

“As silly as it is, I think she moved out because you inadvertently rejected her that night.” Taehyung admits, shaking his head. “That’s what Yoongi thinks, at least. It’s the most words I’ve ever heard from him and they were all to insult you.”

Jimin winces, but he has more pressing matter than Yoongi being mad: You have feelings for him. Feelings. For him.

“Did you really say that she’s the biggest pain you’ve ever come across? While she was making you a nice dinner to confess her feelings?” Taehyung asks curiously. Jimin winces when he recalls that yes. He had said something along those lines while in hysterics following yet another fire-related incident. He was going to lose his deposit on the apartment at this rate.

“I… might have… said something along those lines.” Jimin finally admits. His jaw drops as he puts two and two together. Taehyung smiles widely. “Is... is that why she moved out? Because of some stupid panicked words I said while our apartment was on fire?”

“What are you going to do about it if that’s the case?” Taehyung asks. But Jimin is already on his feet and grabbing his coat. He’s out the door before Taehyung even completes his question.

Jimin’s new roommate pokes his head out the door.

“Was Jimin going somewhere?” He asks, glancing around curiously. “Did he not like the cookies?”

Taehyung shrugs and turns to Seokjin.

“He’s just going to have an important talk. Now, about your roommate situation…” He trails away and stares at Seokjin curiously and then warmly at the cookies.

“I have a spare room if, for some mysterious reason, you find yourself homeless in the next few days. I have a feeling you’ll need it.”

[hqwritings]

Kuroo, Bokuto, and Tsukkishima Hearing Their Roomate Dump Their Boyfriend

@venuslii requested: Kuroo, Bokuto and Tsukishima walking in on their roommate laughing on their phone and it turns out she broke up with her boyfriend and he posted about him being heartbroken and she says “that’s what you get you stupid b****” lmao headcanons or scenarios idrc

A/N: Eyy, thanks for requesting! I got a little stumped on some parts (*cough*Tsukki*cough*) but I hope you enjoy these! Requests are currently opened, no rules yet other than a maximum of only three characters please!

Kuroo Tetsurou:

-We all know this man loves his juicy gossip (re:when he immediately knew about Mikashou’s breakup) so when he heard you cackling in your room he knew he had to get you to spill the tea. It’s part of why you two get along so well and can stand living with each other: you two are nosey bitches that thrive off of spilling annoying/funny stories about the people in your life. He also gives killer advice that seems to always work for you, so that’s a bonus too.

-Since you two don’t really care about privacy near each other you left your door open and he takes the opportunity to dramatically poke his head in and pose at the doorway like the sexy bastard he is. “What’s so funny Y/N it’s not often that you keep secrets from me~”

-Needless to say he was a little baffled to see you cackling to the straight up breakdown your boyfriend was having over the phone. Kuroo feels an evil little grin coming onto his face. He never liked your boyfriend anyway. He was a bitch that was too easily angered and didn’t know how to keep his cool. Then again he never liked Kuroo either, always thinking he was gonna steal his girl (which Kuroo never bothered correcting him on because it was so fucking funny to him)

-He’s grinning at you and asks “Oh? What’d the bitch do now?” He’s leering over your shoulder as you show him your ex’s Snapchat, filled with sad Bart Simpson memes and edits with slowed rap music playing in the background. You even get him to read the terrible captions that say shit like “When the person who you thought was the one becomes a stranger again 😭😔” you’re laughing so hard at it you can’t even say anything

-Kuroo busts out the LOUDEST and most OBNOXIOUS hyena laugh ever and he’s grabbing your phone and going through all the other posts he’s missed so far and you’re just on your bed rolling in your sheets DYING and clutching your stomach because it’s hurting so bad

-“So you finally dumped him eh?? Good for you Y/N!” He shouts between laughs and then directs his attention to your crying ex, mocking him by saying “I have some sad Plankton memes if you need them! Unblock me first and I’ll send them to you! HAHAHA-“

Your ex hates him so fucking much and keeps trying to say something back but he keeps stumbling over his words and it just makes the two of you laugh even harder

-When you manage to get your laughter under control you lightly kick Kuroo (who’s now sitting on your bed) as a signal for him to give back your phone. When he hands it back to you, you go back to the call with your ex and shout “SEE THAT?! WHO’S LAUGHING NOW?! THAT’S WHAT YOU GET YOU STUPID BITCH!” With that final blow to his ego you’re satisfied, and hang up on him

-When Kuroo hears that click signaling the end of the call, he raises his hand for a high five and you give it to him. He’s sitting straight up now and immediately tackled you in a hug. You two kind of just lay there, and even though it’s mildly uncomfortable, he knows you need it. It’s warm, soft, and safe, showing you that he was always gonna be there for you no matter what

-“Good job Y/N, that guy was a major dickwad. He wasn’t nearly as hot as me anyway. Probably had a tiny dick too” “Trust me, he did” “Holy shit-“

-He rolls off of you from the hug but is still laying down next to you on your bed while holding your hand. You vent to him about how good and free you finally feel now that your ex is officially out of your life. During your conversation you two make a note to burn all the clothes your ex left in your room at your next house party/bonfire.

Bokuto Kotarou:

-He’s either A)chilling on the couch B)chilling on the couch talking to Akashi/Kuroo/Tsukki or C)chilling on the couch and playing video games. You two don’t have any particular system set up, because you two don’t care. What matters is that you’re bro’s and you both do your part to make (barely) make rent every month.

-You and Bokuto share plenty of funny stories to each other but he’s used to you just sitting in your room doing your own thing talking to whoever, but when he hears you literally CACKLING like a freaking maniac, he can’t stop himself from pausing whatever he’s doing and going to your room to make sure you’re still alive

-He gives a light knock on your door before realizing it’s unlocked and just coming in and he’s really surprised to see you doubled over on your floor laughing like there’s no tomorrow as he can hear your boyfriend on speaker phone, making the ugliest sobbing noises he’s ever heard

-“Whatcha doing Y/N? I can hear ya all the way from the living room, what’s up with you?” He asks, both curious and slightly concerned for you. You quickly get up, ignoring your (now ex-) boyfriend and pulling up his public Snapchat story that also has sad Bart Simpson memes and long ass sad emo paragraphs about how heart broken he is (it’s a little impressive how quickly he wrote it up though, given how you broke up w him like five minutes ago)

-“Bo, look at this shit- haHA I just dumped him!” Bokuto knows how much of a piece of shit your ex is, since you’ve spent so many nights crying to him about your fights and the hurtful things he’d say to you so he eagerly eats up the absolute bulls hit on his story and laugh with you while listening to his sobbing

-Your ex is fuming whilst crying over the phone “REALLY Y/N?! YOU'RE GONNA GET YOUR ROOMMATE IN ON THIS?! I KNEW YOU WERE CHEATING ON ME WITH HIM YOU SLU-“ but you were having none of it so you immediately shoot back “OH SHUT THE FUCK UP THAT’S WHAT YOU GET YOU STUPID BITCH” Bokuto is absolutely DYING by now, hyping you up as you shut your ex down

-He’s so happy to see that you know your worth now and aren’t going to let some dumbass boy make you think otherwise. So many times he’s wanted to just clock him in the jaw (he radiated really douchey vibes) but now he doesn’t have to (unless you want him to of course)

-Your ex angrily hangs up and you two are having a fit on the floor, Bokuto laying over your body as you read out the songs on the emo playlist he just posted. You even move to twitter to see him tweeting sad Pinterest quotes

-When the laughter dies down and he’s still laying over you and you’re just on the floor he turns over to look at you. “You know, I’m happy you broke up with that douche-face. He was ugly anyway, and a shit volleyball player. You deserve better” He lovingly pats your head “I’m proud of you Y/N, really” You almost want to cry at how sweet he’s being but you just smile and get up, walking to the doorway and turning to look at him

-“Thanks Bo, I appreciate that. All that laughing makes me tired though. Wanna order takeout and watch a movie? I’ll let you pick” He happily gets up from your floor and gives you a big high five and you two walk out of the room to go order your food. Your ex, completely pushed out of your mind.

Tsukkishima Kei:

-Doesn’t usually care about gossip (except for that one King of the Court thing w Kageyama) so your conversations don’t really go into “tea” abt people. You two are pretty close at this point and you both are hella nerds so your conversations will probably be about stuff like your sports/activities and maybe the occasional debate over which Jurassic Park Movie was the best (He will always go with the first one, he has a whole PowerPoint and everything). Otherwise you two don’t talk too too much, keeping to yourselves and being relatively peaceful.

-When he hears your loud laughter and straight howling, he’s… slightly annoyed. What could possibly so funny that you had to scream loud enough for him to be able to hear when he’s wearing headphones for fuck’s sakes. He begrudgingly takes off his headphones and makes his way to your room with the intention of telling you to stfu

-He doesn’t even bother knocking because he’s petty so when he sees you rolling over the floor AND hears your boyfriend’s loud hiccups and sobs turned on the highest volume on speaker phone he goes from annoyed to confused and annoyed.

-“Y/N you’re being so loud and it’s annoyi- what the hell are you doing” He’s not even trying to hide his mild disappointment in you and even makes a comment about your ex sobbing over the line “Why’s your annoying boyfriend crying too- he doesn’t sound like he’s laughing”

-You take a break from laughing to shout back at Tsukki “Make that Ex-Boyfriend Tsukkishima!! HAHA- come here, look at this- look-“ you’re getting up from your floor and grabbing him by the sleeve to sit him on your bed as you eagerly go through your ex’s Snapchat filled to the brim with emo poetry and paragraphs about heartbreak

-“I broke up with him 10 minutes ago and he’s still crying-“ Tsukki can’t help but laugh at this as he’s reading the absolute bullshit that your ex typed out. He can always tell when he’s going to be annoyed by someone and the moment your boyfriend stepped into your place, he knew that he would never get along with him. He avoided him like the plague and always denied the invite when you would go out together but would occasionally hear your fights through the walls or your crying when he came home late (in those moments he’s actually really nice and will sit and listen to you)

-“Wow… this is absolutely pathetic, how old are you, 12? This is bullshit!” Tsukki has no chill, verbally beating down your ex and only making him cry harder and now your stomach hurts as you clutch it with your free hand. At one point your ex decides he’s had enough and from the other end of the line he shouts “SHUT THE FUCK UP. YOU DON’T KNOW ANYTHING- YOU'RE A PIECE OF SHIT WHO CAN'T MIND HIS OWN BUSINESS-“ and Tsukki’s not having ANY of this so immediately goes “And you’re a sad loser who just got dumped by his girlfriend over the phone! What does that say about you?”

-You’re grinning ear to ear during this whole exchange and after Tsukki says that you bring the phone to your mouth (hoping to scream as loud as possible into your ex’s ears) and say “THAT’S WHAT YOU GET YOU STUPID BITCH-“ and hang up.

-It doesn’t stop there though- no no no- you two crack yourselves up even further by doing dramatic readings of all the messages (with stupid impressions of your ex to boot): “Oh baby if only I could hold you in my arms one last time!” “Heart been broke so many times-“ “Nobody cares about me, even the person who I thought I could trust the most-“ “Holy shit Tsukki you sound just like him-“

-When you can’t view his story/tweets anymore because he’s blocked you, you and Tsukki finish laughing. His long legs are draped over your bed and yours are placed on his lap. At this point he doesn’t even care because it’s been a good while since he ever found something THAT funny. He isn’t really the type for softly comforting his friends but you know that he definitely has a little soft spot for you (at least a tiny one) and you just sit there and gently kick him.

-“What” he asks and you just give him a soft smile and say “Thanks”. He has his own small smile on his face (that you can totally see but don’t mention because then it’ll go away) and just looks away from you and says “You’re annoying” (which by now you know translates to “You’re welcome”)

[shesawriter39049]

|ROLL DEEP|M| P.1

                 *Yoongi centered fic with a shared OT7 plot*

CH.1.1   CH. 1.2

**Operation: What’s eating blue!?***

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“Stop, this stopped being a you, thing and became a us thing  the minute we chose to show up here tonight! You gave us an out and we stayed...we will always stay...”

1.2 K Sneak Peek

Pairing: Yoongi x OC

Genre: Sugar baby AU/Suspense/Smut/Angst/Roomate AU/FWB AU

WC: 7K

Nonsexual Warnings: Mentions of drug use (Molly/weed/)Strong language/ Alcohol addictions/ brief mentions/ speculations of domestic violence/abuse

Sexual Warnings: Oral (M & F receiving) power bottom Min Yoongi, cum play, breath play, spanking, dirty talk, Slight overestimation, sex toys (Cock rings....) Semi-public sex (A chill little blow job in the car) The sexual warnings are for both parts of CH.1 so the smut is split in half!

NOTE:  Just to clarify the dynamic Yoongi and the OC are roommates who hookup on the side, they are BOTH sugar babies to two separate people! So yes, that would imply that Yoongi and some of the other boys who are also sugar babies are Bi. There is no MxM but there is mentions of it occasionally….as well as some harmless ot7 flirting! Also all of the boys are introed, Tae and Joon just play a lager part here!

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I guess, fuck where do we even start? Maybe, will go back to where it all technically started, which was the last time things felt...somewhat normal yeah?

So, that would be...hmm...about 2 weeks shy of you heading into Junior year at USC right? The day your boys picked you up at the airport, and the three of your treated Blue, aka TaeTae to brunch!?

Well, wait let’s back track a little it all started much eariler than that, because you weren’t even aware of your brunch plans until later in the day. So Initially the day in question kicks of with you, in oversized blacked out CHLOE shades, hungover as fuck, sat in at the airport one Sunday afternoon. Smack dab in the middle of Terminal 6, in a bar called Blu2o sipping on a Bloody Mary, scrolling aimlessly through Snapchat. While simotaniously being told for the very first time ...that you’ll be attending a “Haute Couture”  themed charity auction...on Tuesday! Yup,  the day after tomorrow! Thank god he can’t see your damn face right now, biting down on your straw to muzzle yourself!

“No, babe it’s fine, I’ll just hit Rodeo tomorrow morning, and I’m sure my nail and lash girl can fit me-Oh you...haven’t gotten... what ...your wearing either?” Parroting the words back In slow motion as if it would make the words sound better or something!

Oh for fucks sake! Bringing your forehead flush to the marble bartop already feeling a full blown migraine brewing at the nape of your neck. Giving yourself a couple moments to self compose, this man is so damn unorganized it’s unfucking real. His personal assistant better be the 2nd highest paid person within his entire company because…..This is far from new, I don’t even know why your suprised and I’d say you don’t get paid enough for this....but ya do! So you suck it up, lose the attitude and slip right into your “Yes sir” or maybe I should say ‘Yes daddy” voice.

“Don’t worry about it, I know your busy. I totally get it, your a 28 waist right? Of course, I remember...I remember everything you tell me….Ohhh your gonna let me put you in color too???” Eyes flickering up to the notification from your bank, noting a cute little 12k wire pending.

“Yeah, no, I see it, that should be good. I was thinking Versace or Cavili for you anyway...they have good prints to fit the theme, and if all else fails I have my card too…yup..just landed about..hmm... 30 minutes ago actually. Of course, stop apologizing, Sunday's are always your golf days, I get it, hey, tell the guys I said hi and enjoy your day. Text me later if you feel up to it..k....bye..”

Were you actually getting a little flustered there towards the end? It's the slight accent, isn't it? Honestly, it didn't take much for you to slip into “character” with him, even after barely being together a full month. For one he wasn’t an asshole, had a decent sense of humor, and he’s really fuckin hot...however there was one, little, well shit, not so little issue...you noticed while with him recently. Which, then sparked quite a few questions while also answering some that had been rattling through your head since the day you met. But will circle back to the fact that you spent a week on vacation with a man, while dressed in some of the sexiest pieces of 2019 couture! Yet..you barely got touched once outside of a couple chaste kisses and hand-holding while at the two fashion shows you attended together… so, yeah, yeah!

A low groan in frustration rattled from your throat as you continued scrolling through Snapchat, trying to come up with some possible outfit scenarios in your head! It’s kinda funny, how mynute all of that seems now though, how your definition of “Stress” that day was you trying to decide if your sugar daddy was gay, while also  finding time to fit in a self-care day, shopping, and getting your books for school!!  The fact that, that was what you considered migraine worthy, fuck, what you wouldn’t give to consider multitasking your only maltitude of “stress” again …..

Just in your own little world, mind swirling with a couple of stylists you’ve met along the way, considering the idea of them pulling some vintage pieces for you instead!  What you should be doing, is scrolling through your contact list and texting said stylists, instead you find yourself more and more distracted.  Getting lost in the mounds of snap updates from Jimin as he “modestly” sunbathed in a private villa in Italy. Then later sharing a glimpse into his shopping spree from Versace, no doubt a good 20k worth of Italian luxury spread out along the plush white sheets. Sending him a cheeky little “That’s my boy” with a couple of smug winky faces in response!

It’s still kinda crazy to think, things like that are considered normal within your world now, the fact that you aren’t even surprised at the number of gifts. Or, simply the fact that your barley 21-year-old best friend is sunbathing in Italy on someone else’s dime. Then again, you just got sent 12 thousand dollars to spend on an event that would last maybe all of 5 hours, while sitting next to a stack of Louis Vuittion luggage from your first class flight in from Vegas, technically. Opting to land there first after a long 15-hour flight, checking in at The Four Seasons for not even a solid 24 hours before coming home! Honestly?There was no real reason for the pit stop except it gave you an excuse to see a friend while also allowing you to unwind in one of your favorite hotels!

That sentence alone is actually absurd when you really think about it, the idea of you casually booking flights and suites in 5-star hotels as if you’re ordering off the damn dollar menu at Mcdonalds! You, the girl that was working two jobs at the Groove and mourning a piece of shit cheating ex boyfriend her freshman year of college.....is now reminiscing about catching flights to chill with friends and last minute finding dresses for Couture themed galas.Like, what the actual fuck is life.... Oh my bad, life at the moment is constantly being paranoid that you and your friends will get arrested! Life in this moment however...was a fucking perfect!

The friend you where meeting in Vegas was Hoseok by the way, the redhead was currently vacationing in Sin City for the next couple of days, typically residing in LA as well. Just Chillin’ before the semester starts, living his best life, which revolves around “OFF-WHITE'' shopping sprees, private dance lessons, and constantly taking thirst trap pics for his 10’s of thousands of followers online. He randomly texts you saying “I miss your face” you text him saying “I land at 8 tonight bring a bottle and sushi to room 605 at The Four Seasons hotel '' Simple!

Your initial flight, the one that was 15 hours, was originally from Paris, where you spent the last week or so with Jeong-su, being arm candy, sipping wine, sightseeing and of course shopping!. Barley 32 hours ago your Snapchat looked pretty damn similar, if not worse in comparison to Jimin’s but what can I say, you can’t be in the home of Givenchy and Gaulthier and not go to Givenchy and Gaultier!

What your life is, what you and your friends do, I mean, I think it’s safe to say it’s pretty self-explanatory yeah? The average 20 something-year-old in college isn't flying themselves out of the country or going luxury shopping without a little help. In your case, it’s typically thanks to a person you commonly refer to as “Daddy” now, the context behind the word however….is where you and your friends may differ from others…..

But that’s your business, your concern and more importantly your choice, and honestly for a while life seemed too damn good to be true...I guess looking back on it now, I guess that’s because it kinda was!

Sat at the predominantly empty bar alone, more than content by the silence, twirling your straw between your lips, as you scanned back over the shit show that was your schedule for the semester! Getting more of a migraine from that, then shopping or even the fact that you're still hungover and drinking on an empty stomach at half-past 12. Shooting a quick text to your redheaded best friend cursing him out for getting you drunk off your ass on a bottle of Yamazaki 12.

“Can I get anything else for you beautiful? Another drink or maybe an appetizer? We have damn good loaded queso fries if I do say so myself!” Waving the menu in your face playfully, the warm, inviting voice in front of you was the bartender, who’s had his eye on you since you swayed in. Even if you looked like crap for your standards you knew to most you were the farthest thing from it as you swayed into the bar like you owned the place. In your heels, and tiny little black dress, while an airport assistant trolied in your luggage behind you! Ohhh Blair  Waldorf would without a doubt be proud!

“Mmmm…” Lips pursed in a slight pout as you raked over the menu, honestly, you were hungry and they have bomb ass fried pickles…..”Actually, yeah, I’ll get-”

“ 3 tall shots of whatever top-shelf Tequila you have, also add whatever she’s been drinking to my tab, along with an order of fried pickles with extra ranch…please and thank you!” Smoothly sliding his black card, and ID across the marble bartop for review.

Oh.

The look on the bartender’s face was fucking priceless, torn between shitting himself and maybe….nah, just straight shitting himself! Skin flushed, the sense of panic was clear as day,  wondering if he’d overstepped that fine line between customer service and filtration. Considering whoever the person behind you is, clearly knows you well enough to know your food order. A forced bashful smile playing along his lips as he bowed out in acknowledgment, sliding the gentelmen back is ID and whispering out a faint “Yes sir, coming right up…”

The base vibrating through your ears instantly had you readjusting your posture, a strong tingle running down your spine, back arching ever so slightly. A playful smirk playing along your lips as you slowly laced your tongue back around your staw, tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear.

“You sure you wanna do that? My tastes are pretty expensive..” Tone blatantly flirtatious, yet you still hadn’t bothered to even turn around, that’s when suddenly you hear a deep arrogant chuckle rumbling low in his chest. Only...this sounds a little brighter? And like it’s coming from your left instead of behind you…

“Mmm, I’m sure we can handle it baby….”

You could feel the air shift behind you, it felt warmer, and there was a strong mix of scents flooding through your nose. Leaning back in your seat, pleasantly finding your shoulders, the back of your neck, and your head, cradled against a lean wall of silk. Sighing contently, naturally letting your body melt into his frame, nose running into your face as you smiled so hard your cheeks hurt. That’s when a gangle of veiny, porcelain limbs wrapped around your shoulders pulling you even tighter against him, only to find brown, sharp, cat-like eyes staring down at you, though a pair of translucent designer shades. Seemingly a little bit amused at how excited you are to see him. Long dark wavy locks falling messily into his face, a tiny silver hoop dawning his button nose. Tongue playing at the corner of his mouth, letting the tiny silver ball slip between his lips. This angle lets you really appreciate how sharp, yet soft his features were, an oxymoron that honestly makes no damn sense unless you see him in person….jawline sharp enough to cut glass yet he has the cutest cheeks ever when he smiles. It honestly makes no sense whatsoever and he’s one of the many reasons you have trust issues. Well, that and your line of work, considering the number of men you find out are married and still try and sneak around with you.

Then, as if to just make his presence known, there’s another pair of hands making their home along your body, gently squeezing your thigh. Except, he’s polar opposite to the person I just described, the man behind you is your roommate Yoongi, the man who just took a seat to your left, is your other roommate Namjoon! First off, he’s tall as all hell, and an offensively perfect shade of brown, he can’t even go into the burbs without being asked what self-tanner he uses. In which he smugly replies “Genetics” letting them sit there and try and google said company that makes that brand of self-tan. Streams of meticulously placed colored neo-traditional tattoos paint his skin, accompanied by deep dimples, and bleach blonde hair styled into an undercut, sides buzzed into the perfect fade.

“So you gonna get up and give me a real hug or what???”  Placing a kiss in your hair as he pulled back, giving you room to hop out of your seat and right into his arms.

The Full thing is coming soon, this is from summer 2019, I just have to edit, and reread the full thing again! I also wrote the first 3 parts all at once..sooo if your exicted show this some love anddddddddd come let me know!

Love you as always,

Rocki