#i might switch between calling you astro and henry

[crystu-cii]

WH E EZE WHAT A MOOD I NEVER PAY ATTENTION- if I'm paying attention in class it's bc it's english and I might be getting a part for reading in a play-- well.. might be preparing to make an excuse for why I can't, rather-

It's a trade-off, no classes, but I have two tests and an essay XDD But like.. no classes- XD I don't mind science and math tests XD the essay isn't favorable but eh--

Oms XDD I felt that- if my parents don't know I'm enby at this point.. idk y'all they literally bought me a binder XD tbf, my I'm Def Not Trans™ reason is very good bc I have back pain and genuinely can't fit into SO MANY TOPS-- ...but also like, dysphoria XD

He hasss but like some people (even trans binary folks) think enbies aren't real/are faking it sO yeahh- at this point I think I'm just making up excuses jndk ooh I get that-- ik my sexuality (aroace) but I'm in a similar predicament bc I tend to have a hard time sticking to one name ;w; I currently go by two (Astrophel and Henry, plus whatever nicknames people wanna give me XD) and I don't like the idea of coming out and then not liking the name I came out with ;w; especially since I came out to someone with a name I really liked and then I started to Not Like It(twice actually ;w;)-- and telling people that something's changed is so strESSFUL-- not being confident in an aspect of yourself makes coming out so scary--

You're super valid too :3c and you are so nice oms such a wonderful individual--

HAHA omgg thank gosh for my english no one gotta read out anything- but english is still- ew XDDD

and omgg that definitely is a good reason to get a binder tho- i also wanted to get a binder! not that im thinking of being trans (yet- you'd never know xD) but i just really want to be flat chested- but 1. im kinda scared to ask my parents cause my mom will be bewildered asf to why i dont like my chest size xD- and 2. i feel like i would be more uncomfortable than i was before cause gosh i heard binders are hella tight and dangerous so im kinda scared over that, maybe you can tell me how wearing a binder is for you? if you are okay with that of course!

and holy really? i know there are people who don't like enby but i didnt think there can be people who support trans but yet dont support enby people- that just sounds so weird- is it really that hard to accept people as they are? 😔😔

and omg Astrophel sounds like such a good name!💞 i love it! i could easily nickname you Astro- which is actually also my brother's dog's name 😳😭❤💞💖💝❤️ but sorry to hear that its hard to stick to one name ! i can understand how that feels tho! ;0;

and LEGITT telling people that you change something possibly really big is just uhhhh its hard for some reason xD like for an example for my stickcat blog- it would be so hard to change something completely in it- so everything i do its like "ima just roll with it and hopefully it all TURNS OUT GREAT-" xDDD when it comes to coming out tho- i can tell thats also stressful- one time towards my friends i was like "HA OKAY SO UHHH NEVERMIND OF ME BEING (insert sexuality)-" XDD

man it reminds me one time when i had my first sleepover with my friends- we were talking about our sexualities and me and one of my friends were like "yo- what the f u c k are we??" XDDD it was pretty fun though xD

[crystu-cii]

I agree, English is always ew XDD Hence why I'm speedrunning it by taking my fourth english next semester so I can get it over with- would've done math but I'm on my last year if math since I've already speedrun math XD

I personally find my binder(from gc2b btw) extremely comfortable! They've got measurements on their site, and you can contact support and tell them your measurements if you need help deciding what size to get (from experience they're very helpful!! I had to contact support bc my shoulder and chest sizes were five sizes apart XD) if you think you'd be more comfortable with a binder, trans or not, I say go for it- the one I got was $35, it was one of the nude tank binders, very comfy- also feel free to snatch my Def Not Trans™ reasons if they'd work for you XD

It's kinda bizarre tbh but like people also think gender dysphoria is a Necessity to be trans sooo idk I think a lot of humans are just stupid tbh XD

:0 thank you!!!💕💕 I actually came up with it(and by that I mean found it on a baby names website and saw it means star lover-- XD) before Henry and then I got back into thsc and started liking Henry's name and was like 👀 YES I love the nickname Astro-- :o dög-- tbh I love any nicknames that have stuff to do with stars so long as they don't sound to feminine- I mean I like feminine things but being called a feminine name makes me :/ a nickname someone gave me is literally just "Stars" XD (based off my usual username Shooting-Stars :>)

Yesss it sO difficult-- I tend to just not tell anyone to avoid the anxiety of it tbh- XD I feel that oms-- w h eeze we are so similar XD

WHAT A M O OD-- I have officially decided that the sole set-in-stone thing about me is that I'm an artist XDD

OFC CRYS 💕💕💞💖💞💕 also feel free to switch between them!! :3c and if you come up with any nicknames too XD

ohh mann lucky :Ooo im not sure how the finishing subjects early thingy works in schools cause like- i just want to be a nOrMaL student- xDDD so im just sticking with the majority of people

and OHHHH I heard of that website! once i told my friend(TREE!) that i wanted to get a binder- they sent me a post thread from insta of the safest binders to get, and it mentioned buying it from gc2b! but i still had the issue of my mom most likely going to be like "nO WhY dOnT yOu LikE yoUr chESt tHe WaY iT iS" and i just assume its going to take forever to convince her that i want a binder-

then tree- all of a sudden was like- "bro- i can get you a binder from gc2b" and i was like "BRO??? 😳😳😭❤💞" but at the same time- i was like "so how am i gonna make my mom not notice" and we had a little debate over it xD they didnt get me the binder- not that i fully expected it- but i might actually ask them to buy it from the website and then ill trade em money (this is, what the filipino trio[me, larie, and tree] likes to call it, having a drug dealer XDDD) but im super glad to hear its comfortable! that actually makes me a lot more confident into wanting one!

and OH MY GODD looking at baby names for name ideas iS LEGIT MEEE LIKE- even for my OCs i tend to search up name ideas and then the first thing it shows is "HEY- HERES A LIST OF BABY NAMES CAUSE WE ASSUME YOURE HAVING A BABY--" XDDD and ohhh i understand about you not liking feminine names! and omg stars sounds like a really cute nickname too! xD

man holy crap- i swear we are like twins or smth i cant believe we have so much things in common i love it xDD 😳😭❤💞💞