#i might delete this later i’m just rambling
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So like………………. what was the point of Round 6?? 🤨
#this is an honest question btw#because at this point i really don’t fucking know#if ivan sacrificed himself for till and that’s supposed to be till’s driving force for r7 but then it ends up being a detriment instead#and mizi is what ends up motivating him then pray tell what was point of the sacrifice??#they’re literally proving ivan right and i’m not a fan of that#we’ve been calling him an unreliable narrator for a while and while i still think that’s true to some extent#ivan may have a more of a point than we thought he did#but whatever#i don’t know#it feels empty? to me??#not sure how else to say it#sorry if this is all over the place#im rambling#also sorry if i sound like a hater (i’m not i promise)#idk yall i just really don’t know what ivan’s purpose was plot wise right now#might delete later#*deep sigh*#alien stage#alnst#alien stage ivan#alnst ivan#alien stage round 7#alnst round 7#alien stage spoilers#alnst spoilers#ivanttakethis shut up about ivan challenge: impossible#ivanttakethis talks too much
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When you answered the ask asking about your art style (which is a post I keep looking back on bc what you have to say is very interesting) in one of your screenshots of you talking you mention something about how most if not all of your symbolism is self referent and I was wondering what you meant by that!
Hellloooo. I’m glad you found my ranting interesting. Here is some Dirk art I’m probably never going to finish for your troubles.
What I meant by that when talking about any symbolism in my art is that it doesn’t reference outside sources - e.g. where some art might use something like religious concepts, animals, real life events to represent ideas, I tend to use things more like colors, contrasting objects, composition. That sort of thing. So things that are inherently a part of the work itself rather than connections to the real world. If I ever do use symbolism otherwise, it’s usually comic related even still. Although I have done pieces with religious symbolism before too, haha.
I don’t know how to describe it other than “self referential” because I’m not really sure what else to classify that sort of symbolism as. Just… artistic maybe? Non literal? I couldn’t say. I think it all basically just goes along with the majority of my art nowadays being more figurative than literal. Sorry if this doesn’t explain it very well. It’s also funny to think that anyone is “Looking back” on any of my texts posts though, haha. To me I feel like I am just dumping my words on my poor followers. Surprising. Thank you for reading.
#ask#Sorry for more art rambling. If I am responding to this then I might as well post the rant about art stylisation responding to another ask#I’m nervous about alienating my audience with too much not homestuck posting.#I really ought to just spam my asks considering I promised myself I’d take a 5 day break from drawing#(Too much drawing)#so it is the perfect time to answer asks. But I’m still nervous about spamming. Haha#I know art beyond a character based level isn’t something that most homestuck fans necessarily care about. Which is fine#but *I* do. Might delete later#If you see me posting this Dirk art (finished) at some point in the future then ignore it. Haha#Also religious symbolism piece was the Rosebot one I did… somewhat recently I think#Edit : I think probably the best way to classify it would just be visual symbolism actually
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when we say we want daniel to return to his redbull seat we don’t mean the 2018 seat 😭
#daniel ricciardo#dr3#f1#formula 1#so newey is leaving max might be leaving the team will what be imploding at that point?#what if I walk into the ocean what then#don’t make him return to the seat he left ffsssss im gonna give up entirely#I might quit watching all together I’m tired of seeing him constantly getting the short straw EVERYWHERE god#joey rambles#I’ll probably delete later I’m just having an off day and come on here and just … went from bad to worse I’m over everything rn
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just found out that non-aromantics actually have feelings towards the people they decide to have a crush on. Apparently it’s not like, “hmmm should I consider this person for dating? what are the pros and cons here?” Or like, “I want to be really close friends with that person” But it’s like an actual emotional response or something? An emotion that is different from the “I wanna be really close friends” emotion??
also I just figured out that I’m aromantic
#I’m also ace but I already knew that#Shout out to Jaiden Animations#Never would have figured this stuff out this quickly otherwise#asexual#aromantic#aroace#My first “crush” was Carmen San Diego#I was 18yrs old and that “crush” lasted 2 days#Turns out she wasn’t as pretty when she wasn’t wearing her signature outfit#I didn’t actually have a crush on her I just really liked her outfit#I think I just decided that “ya know I should’ve had a crush on someone by now kinda weird that it hasn’t happened yet”#And then I just picked the first pretty girl I saw#She’s animated so I guess that made it less weird than having a crush on a random stranger#But like there were no actual romantic emotions there#Didn’t know that there were supposed to be any but oh well#The whole “I wanna be really close friends with that person” thing really threw me off for a while#Cuz I thought that was what romantic attraction was#But apparently it’s not???#Too confusing we should just get rid of romance#Honestly my idea of the “ideal romantic/queerplatonic relationship” should have tipped me off sooner that I was aro#It was “a close friend who lives in the same house as me but we have separate bedrooms and sometimes we cuddle on the couch but not…#… always and we don’t hold hands or kiss or anything but we just act like really good but close friends because that’s what I think a…#… romantic relationship is two people who are really close friends”#might delete later I dunno just kinda rambling and I’m really tired
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Not me thinking of her when I hear delicate ts
#is there a cure for this?#we were friends long before but a few months back I’ve been feeling … more#might delete later#I’m just rambling here bc it’s the only social media platform she doesn’t use#as far as i know#no cause hear me out we’re friends and I love our dynamic but omfg I’m so scared that maybe someday someone else will have the nerves to-#ask her out and she says yes and then what?? huh??? Is that jealousy or fear or?#dw I’ll start reblogging and posting supercorp now#I just had to rant a little 🤏
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Rewatched Captain America: Civil War and... boy it hurts to see them fight and misunderstand and get angry at each other. I’m impressed by how long Tony managed to be patient with Cap, ngl. The amount of times he explained why this was important, why it would be a bad idea to fight it. The fact that he cared enough for Bucky to not want him to end up in prison. The fact that in Siberia, when Tony starts the fight he attacks Steve first and not Bucky, because his anger is about his friend keeping secrets from him.
The fact that Wanda was on “house arrest” in a huge compound with everything she could possibly need, including the company of her best friend/boyfriend, and Steve still called it ‘internment’. Buddy what do you think the Raft is? And whose fault is it that she ended up there to begin with?
Yes I’m very biased in this one but maybe just maybe this could have gone better if Steve just listened and considered the consequences of his actions on everyone before he did them.
#I’m very biased in favour of team Iron Man ngl#the bias comes from the fact i think Tony is just right#and also he’s my favourite character#but i like to think i can disagree with my favourite characters when i think they’re wrong#this is rambly as hell I’m not gonna tag it anything specific#might even delete it later bc this is just thoughts lmao
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I hate depression but I hate it most when I’m so low on energy and it holds me back from going out with my friends. Like I so rarely ever get to go do anything fun anyway so when I actually have that opportunity it hurts so bad to have it ripped away from me simply bc I can’t bring myself to get out of my damn bed
#tw depression#vent#like bro all I wanted to do today was go to an art club thing with my friends at their school#but just the thought of even getting dressed rn is so draining let alone leave the house and interact with people#I’m normally good about masking it but today I just don’t have the energy to even pretend#I just want to be normal I’m so sick of being mentally ill and exhausted#i’m so tired#lady luxo rambles#might delete later
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#I’m gonna go on a petty rant now please excuse me#and I might delete this later#but I just saw the words ‘cw edstede’ and I’m 99% it was a joke#but I’m just being reminded of the fact that there are people in this fandom who genuinely don’t like Stede and Ed and a couple#and I’m just like ???? what are you even still doing here#the show is literally centred around their relationship#I’m not gonna say ‘how can you stay in the fandom if you don’t like the main characters’#cause I have plenty of shows I like where I dislike the main characters#but those shows are also usually much much longer with way more characters and plotlines#meanwhile ofmd is literally only 18 episodes and is mainly about Stede and Ed#so idk what there is to enjoy about it if you don’t like them#this isn’t to say the side characters aren’t cool too#they are#but it’s just#idk how to explain lol#I personally can’t understand staying in a fandom if I straight up dislike the show or a major part of the show#my brain literally just loses interest and I leave#I have plenty of criticisms of most of my interests but I still actually genuinely like them#where was I going with this?#ummmmm#I need to pee#ollie rambles
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lol how are people just starting to find out a certain someone is kinda shitty. I’ve known about her from the DP fandom and it’s been pretty obvious that she’s not a good person. The fandom came at her once she posted that Tucker would be a Men’s Rights Activist. Hell, if you read her pinned post, she blatantly says she’s against trans people, and was so against hc Danny as trans, it was so weird. I also personally have so many issues about her, but I feel like I’ve been negative enough for today. I was so shocked at seeing her in this fandom, I was genuinely baffled. Most of the creators on here are queer(if they want to identify with this word, they don’t have to if they don’t want to) so it just makes like, no sense. Don’t attack these people please, just block and ignore them. Eventually they’ll move onto another fandom and get ran out of there as well.
#linked universe#fandom neg#might delete later#i dunno I don’t like being negative and vague posting about two different people but I’m just losing my mind#again don’t attack people please#fever rambles
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I’m actually curious; what makes someone “old” to you?
#dove rambles#i was miserable as a teen but now? happiest i’ve been in a long time#no reblogs on this since i’m just thinking#do you fear ageing?#i fricking love that i’ll have crows feet in the future#plus i started getting grey hairs when i was 15; still very minimal now at 22 though#might delete later#what makes ageing bad???
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This is seriously the longest I’ve ever spent on an art piece. How is this even POSSIBLE I WANNA RIP MY HAIR OUT?!??!!!
#hour 27 or something…#might delete later…#jk I definitely WONT I’m just going INSANE#ITS NOT EVEN THAT GOOD#is it possible taking me so long bc I’m using my finger and phone? yes#is it too late to change mediums and would changing mediums take even longer? also yes#artist issues#cat rambles#art making
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attraction is so weird man. I just realised I might actually be into one of my best friends after knowing her for six years. only realised that now she’s gonna study in germany. I might have a slight crush on one of my other friends or at least I find her very pretty. another friend I have no idea if I like romantically or just have a platonic crush on (I know I find them hot but that’s just like. objectively there’s no way around it). and I’m somehow inexplicably still thinking about the girl in front of me in the queue at a theme park almost a week ago. I didn’t even talk to her or anything she was just very hot. I’m this close to just saying “ok dyke” to myself at any given moment
#sorry for oversharing do you still think I’m hot or whatever#elli rambles#the first friend thing was like. SUCH a stereotypical moment holy shit#I literally brushed something out of her hair and was like huh what’s this feeling. WAIT SHIT DO I WANT TO KISS HER#like OK DYKE.#fanfic ass moment 😭😭😭#delete later#<- probably#the thing is also that I’m arospec (ig demiro might fit as a label but I just prefer the vagueness/inclusivity of just ‘aro’) but not ace#And I’m terrible at telling apart feelings (autism 👍) so it’s like. is this romantic? is this sexual? is this platonic? is this a secret#fourth thing? who knows! certainly not me!#anyway. I should probably vent to my sister about this when she gets home instead of on tumblr dot com#god knows she’s vented to me about boy troubles often enough
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being a person is incredibly hard, but i’m really glad you keep choosing to be one. i know sometimes it might feel like you’re bad at it; you’re wrong. you’re perfectly good at it, and the struggling is just part of it. it doesn’t necessarily make us better or worse whether we take it in stride or stumble and fall. but i do think it helps us to understand ourselves, understand our loved ones, understand that being a person is hard but not something we have to do alone. we were never meant to do it alone, and i’m glad i don’t have to.
thank you for being a person with me 💜
#i might delete this later bc i feel a little embarrassed but i hope someone reads this who needs to hear it#i had a talk with my friends that really needed to happen and i just really hope that despite how bad#i am with communicating that you guys know that i really do appreciate y’all and i’m happy to exist at the same time#as the lovely and kindhearted people i’ve met on this silly site 💜#pls take care of yourselves and pls remember we’re meant to lean on each other and support each other#as hard as it is to reach for someone’s hand pls reach out anyway#and remember you’re doing your best and that is always enough 💜#get ready to ramble | ooc
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I think I stopped feeling silly about how much Sleep Token has influenced how much I want to pick back up my practice (and honestly my motivation to practice) yesterday when I was on a binge of Chaotic Witch Aunts older videos and found out they had a small section of their alter dedicated to Florence Welch, and how they talked about how much Florence + the Machine influenced their witchcraft, and it was honestly very freeing lmao.
#very much so#sleep token#for blacklist#delete later#maybe#I’m still….. I don’t know if I think sleep is a god tbh#I am still like ‘meh I think Sleep is a coping mechanism’ but maybe they are a spirit and not a deity#I’m also wondering if sleep is a spirit that Vessel no longer works with#and that’s why he’s feeling the need to maybe change the mask#cause I’ve been thinking a lot about how the mask is a devotion to sleep and not just a protecting thing for Vessel#which makes it soooo fucking much more upsetting that people are trying to like…. spread his identity around#like if he unmasks that’s his choice#I personally…. I don’t want them too just cause I like it but the music is the important part here and if Vessel feels like the mask is no#longer important to his music then that’s that.#and honestly??! all of this could just be for the aesthetic he might not actually be a witch/practitioner he might have just liked the#aesthetic of it all and that’s fine too!!#but also Sundowning is supposedly a spell so there’s that#hmmmm any way if you read all my fucking rambling. thanks I guess#I’m just having a moment. and adhd moment
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GUYS OMFGG
#i don’t wanna brag but i’m FRRWKING OUT#i might delete this later but#OMFG I JUST GOT THESE RLLY IMPORTANT TEST SCORES BACK#AND I GOT 99TH (HIGHEST) PERCENTILE OUT OF EVERYONE IN MY GRADE ACROSS THE COUNTRY#I LIVE IN THE US BTW 😭#HELPPP I CANTTT#☆゚elena’s rambles#anyway i might delete this bc it sounds super braggy but i’m js 😭
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The urge to make my AU an actual fic or comic is so strong but alas my brain can only think of random little very plot heavy moments that I can’t coherently do anything with :/
Like I literally am just replaying scenes over and over and over again and can’t do anything bc I have zero ideas on how to get to that point ._.
(Literally no clue why I’m posting this ¯\_(ツ)_/¯)
#just ignore this#just some rando ramblings#I actually have some of TOF written out :)#but for some odd reason I’m not writing more of it#meh#idk what I’m doing#might delete this later
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