#i made it thru my heart surgery i think i deserve it lol

[stellarpunkk]

I'm in the hospital with so many ideas to draw ughughugh

[stephfights]

Chemo #6....and drop the mic

Holy crap what a whirlwind few days it has been.  As most of you know I went yesterday for my follow up mammogram, ultrasound and echo.  I had these test done at the end of November when I was first diagnosed and before we started the chemo.  I went today to get those results from my oncology surgeon, Dr. Mary Hooks.  I have not seen her since December when she put the port in.  So....here is what we learned today....

As I said before I have 2 types of breast cancer.  Stage 3 non invasive ductal carcinoma and Stage 2 invasive mammary carcinoma.  The Stage 2 cancer was the major concern when I was first diagnosed because it was super aggressive and they were afraid it would spread.  All of the chemo I have been doing has been targeting the mammary cancer.  As of today....comparing my original ultrasound to my new ultrasound...drum roll please....you can barely see something!  They put a tiny clip in my breast in November to mark the middle of the tumor.  Now all you can see if a tiny spot around that clip.  She said it is possibly just scar tissue.  So it is either completely gone or it is so tiny that you cannot even feel it or see it anymore.  This is GREAT news!  It means all of the chemo I have done has worked.  My body took it and did exactly what it is suppose to do!  Whoo hoo!!!

Now....back to the Stage 3 cancer that is in the breast ducts.  It is still there.  It has not changed.  There is no chemo that is really effective for that certain type of cancer.  It is approximately 3 inches long so it is very large.  So the only way to get rid of it is to take it out.  The Dr did say if I wanted to try to do a partial mastectomy and see if it would work I could.  But I said no!  I’m sorry.  I like my boobs but I LOVE my life!  I don’t want to gamble that it might or might not work.  I am choosing to do the full mastectomy.....on both breast.  Yes...I want her to take them both.  I don’t want any chance that the the right side could start acting like a bitch and decide to get cancer!  Nope!  No thank you!  Take them both.  My doctor was okay with that decision.  I also choose to not have the reconstruction.  She was also okay with that decision.

Here’s where the hard part comes in.  Due to the damn corona virus my surgery has to be delayed.  My Dr thinks it is way to dangerous for me to be at the hospital right now.  I agree.  Also the right breast is considered “non essential” surgery since there is technically nothing wrong with it.  They are not doing any non essential surgeries right now.  So I would be out on that anyway.  So....here’s the plan.  I still have 33 more weeks (every 3 weeks for a total of 11 treatments) of “clean up” chemo.  I will just be doing the light chemo that targets the HER2+ (the receptor that feeds it) cancer.  I will continue to do this as scheduled.  It is mild and has very little side effects.  I will see the surgeon again in 2 months and we will reevaluate where the world is with this virus and see if it is time to proceed with the surgery.  She said she may push it back 4-5 months.  That would put me having surgery around August/September.  Either way I will be watched very close to make sure I am still on the right track. 

I can’t believe that I made it to round 6.  I actually did it!  I know I have 2 rough weeks ahead of me as my body processes the poison and then has to get rid of it.  But y’all, I made it!!!   I am so excited....although not very excited for what I know is coming in the next few days.  I just can’t believe it! 

There are so many people I need to thank and I know I am going to miss somebody so please don’t be offended if I do.  My husband...omg I don’t know what I did to deserve you.  You are my rock and the love of my life.  Thank you for standing by me thru this.  My son.....you are my sweet baby boy and I love you so much.  I know this has been hard but I am so proud of you!  My Dad...you moved in with us no questions asked to become my caregiver.  I know we have a long way to go but I could not have come this far without you.  You are my hope, my light and my strength.  My Mom...I know it has been rough on you because you had to work and Dad was here with me but you have done so many things for me.  You are my fight, my advocate and my ride or die.  My brother Jason....you were one of the first people I personally talked to after I was diagnosed.  I know it has not been easy being so far away but I always knew you would be here within hours if I needed you.  You were the person who rationalized all of my options with me and helped me make the decision to go ahead with treatment.  Time will tell but you may have saved my life.  I don’t know what I would do without you.  You are my rational thinking, my confidant and my voice when I can’t speak.  My best friend Amber....we have been thru so much over the years.  Who would have thought I would take the trophy for worst issue!  Lol!  Your children are my children and have brought so much joy into my life.  You are my sister, my keeper of secrets and my best friend.  I love you so much.  Last but not least to my Kroger peeps....Lisa, Chelsea, Lexi, Tay Tay, Shelby, Diane, Maddi, Hunter, Tyler, Heather, Dottie, Missy, Hayley, Meredith, and Neely just to name a few.....you know how much I love y’all.  I cannot count the phone calls, texts, visits, pictures and gifts I have received.  I miss each and every one of you so much.  I cannot wait for this virus to go away so I can come and visit with everybody.  You all hold a special place in my heart and always will. 

So there it is.  That is where I am as of today.  I will be drugged the next 3 days and then the diarrhea will start so you all will get to deal with my bitching again but hey hopefully this is the last time!  Silver lining people! 

Love to all,

Steph

[frostybwitch]

Get To Know Me

I was tagged by @yachiie. (ayye, thanks for the tag!! :))

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

Last: 1. Drink: some blackcurrent juice LOL. 2. Phone call: one of my flatmates, cos she forgot her keycard and got herself locked out lmao.   3. Text message: liz, my panda-loving best friend lmao 4. Song you listened to: if you love me — J Rabbit. 5. Time you cried: like really, really cried? um, probably back in early Feb when I couldn’t see my parents off and reality finally struck that I’m gonna be alone in melbourne all by myself without any family or friends. (but at least I’ve got my awesome flatmates now who are like practically family to me atm.)

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: lol nahh, been single my whole life to even think about dating someone twice lol. 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: nope. 8. Been cheated on: nopey-do. 9. Lost someone special: people, in general, walk in and out of my life so quick that I get fucking whiplash sometimes lol. 10. Been depressed: back when I was younger, yeah. 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: lmao yeah, that one fucking time and never again.

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14. Blue, baby pink, grey

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: yeap. 16. Fallen out of love: im so glad to finally tick this one off. 17. Laughed until you cried: for sho 18. Found out someone was talking about you: lol yeah, apparently. 19. Met someone who changed you: yeah… nahh. 20. Found out who your friends are: oh yea, dats for sho. someimes I kinda forget that people actually care and when they show that they do, its always such a surprise :’). 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: lmao no way

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: everyone LOL. 23. Do you have any pets: im not allowed to have pets in my current apartment :( 24. Do you want to change your name: nahhh 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: friends/family took me out for an awesome dinner. 26. What time did you wake up: 7.30am for some a practical class or sth 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: scrolling thru tumblr/facebook LMAO 28. Name something you can’t wait for: TO FINALLY GET BACK HOME TO SINGAPORE IN NOV~ WOOTS 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: digitally through skype? last saturday. physically? early feb of this year. (fuck im starting to feel a tiny bit homesick now. ahh I miss my mom. :( ) 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: to be a wee bit taller? 31. Listening right now: my recorded lectures that I missed this morning LOL. 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: lol nope 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: people who do not pay attention during lectures, subsequently not understanding the material being covered and then coming to me with a fuckload of questions and eventually getting me to give them a mini-lecture to them on the spot. (like ffs, the lectures are fucking recorded and you’re in uni. not stupid high school. your classmates/profs are not there to spoonfeed you through omg. and for the record, do I look like the prof taking the class to you? jfc.) 34. Most visited website: tumblr/youtube/facebook (the unholy trinity of distractions lmao)

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME: 35. Mole/s: i’ve got 3 of them that I know of. 36. Mark/s: not that I know of 37. Childhood dream: to be a professional musician. (look where life actually led me to LOL) 38. Hair color: dark brown. 39. Long or short hair: it’s mid-length-ish? 40. Do you have a crush on someone: god no thankfully, i’ve had enough of all that for now. 41. What do you like about yourself: i’m smol and thin without ever working out. 42. Piercings: nah-dah. 43. Blood type: O+ 44. Nickname: d, dio. 45. Relationship status: single af 46. Zodiac: capricorn 47. Pronouns: she/her. 48. Favorite TV Show: supergirl. (only in it for katie mcgrath tho) 49. Tattoos: asian parents would not approve. 50. Right or left hand: righto. 51. Surgery: none 52. Hair dyed in different color: my mom wouldn’t allow it, apparently. 53. Sport: badminton? but if I get to choose, I’d do none cus my stamina for sports is fucking non-existent and I can’t run long distance to save my life either. 55. Vacation: anywhere with harry potter world/disneyland 56. Pair of trainers: uhh, my nike joggers i guess?

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: gum LOL  58. Drinking: regular drinking water 59. I’m about to: finish the lectures I missed today 61. Waiting for: winter to end and for november to come. 62. Want: A KITTEN 63. Get married: eventually, yeah 64. Career: uni student. (medical scientist-in-training)

WHICH IS BETTER:

65. Hugs or kisses: hugs seem like the less intimidating option for now. 66. Lips or eyes: eyes, for sho 67. Shorter or taller: taller 68. Older or younger: older  70. Nice arms or nice stomach:  stomach I guess. 71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive, loud people are exhausting to deal with. 72. Hook up or relationship: relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant. i have too much on my plate to have time to worry about a troublemaker.

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a Stranger: lol no. 75. Drank hard liquor: yeah def. 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: i lose my contacts all the time. 77. Turned someone down: maybe? LOL I wouldn’t know. 78. Sex on the first date: lol fuck no 79. Broken someone’s heart: ehhh, I really wouldn’t know. 80. Had your heart broken: oh lmao, tons of times. 81. Been arrested: nah, im too much of a law-abiding citizen to break the law. 82. Cried when someone died: not really 83. Fallen for a friend: nah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: i try to 85. Miracles: i like to think, yeah? just cus the world deserves a little bit of hope sometimes. 86. Love at first sight: nahh. 87. Santa Claus: lol lmao please, I'm too old for that 88. Kiss on the first date: um, depends on how much I like the person I guess.

OTHER: 90. Current best friend(s) name: liz and eunice 91. Eye color: black like you can’t see my pupils black. 92. Favorite movie: MINIONS MOVIE (ITS SO FUCKING CUTE I CANT HANDLE OMG)

tagging: @sushimiyuu @mari-hoehara @maki-roni @symphonyalpha @steel-glass-heart @sunshineandfoxes

[thegeminisage]

today’s zeldablogging which is full of spoilers:

the sight of my new sword sends a thrill into my heart tbh

if i ever replay this game, which tbh idk if i will, it's so Big, SS was only a third or a quarter of this size and i've only beaten it twice, im going to get it as soon as possible next time

anyway im back at the tower i suppose i'll crawl down and check out the enemies properly

i dont like gliding to towers i've discovered bc it feels like i've been plopped down into the middle of nowhere with no context

vs if i walk to them i know "where" i came from/am, if that makes any sense

(it doesn't)

i can see that flying thing closer than ever from here and it's DEFINITELY a divine beast no doubts left

yk tho. i dont WANNA check out the enemies. i wanna find that weird blanked out place at the top of my map!

haha i can feel it already

i'm so anxious to get to the end of the game and uncover the plot im gonna be like "FUCK EXPLORING" for the rest of it and only go to the places i need, now that i've got this map

i can always do more thorough exploration after, i've been spoiled that there's postgame content, but even if there's not like any other zelda game it'd put me right back before the final battle

god im having to go ALL THE WAY AROUND the lost woods i can't even glide over the nearby river to make the path shorter i bet there's an easier way to do this from the other side but i havent been there yet

ah, another forest covered in fog. black fog. how inviting.

ohhh, it's a shrine trial. wonderful. in the pitch blackness!

this is already worse than eventide

luckily i have the weird glowy skeleton suit i bought from the boy gerudo clothes store

i forgot to mention it bc i had no IDEA what it was for, but here we are

like. this has to be lmao

i keep dying in my first six steps what am i doing wrong??

oh, maybe bc i'm gliding in, i see a bridge on the map

ohhh god i hear a hinox...why, lord

haha im like.following the ways the statues point and. they're pointing at the hinox! wow!

lol when i realized the stone birds had torches on top i started over so i could light them all

OHHH I WOKE UP THE HINOX I DIDN'T EVEN GET A SURPRISE ATTACK IN

MASTER SWORD HELP ME

oh god this glowy armor has no defense!!

i'll just leave the helm on, then

oh thank fuck i used an atk+ elixir and it waasnt so bad

see, like, i COULD explore that upper ridge but thanks to the map i already know it's full of silver lynels. no thanks.

oh my god the yiga clan is RELENTLESS right here i guess bc i'm going around the back of (shudder) hyrule castle

oh!! a stable, thank goodness, i was starting to get wigged out

i guess all those people on the road had to have meant something

this isn't even on the map!!

oh wait lol yes it is

aww, i don't see beedle here...i was sure he'd be at everyone, i don't think i've encountered one where he isn't yet...

i'll be honest, i've grown kind of bored of combat

and know i'm biased but i genuinely i don't think it's me, i think it's the game's difficulty/"difficulty"

i used to see monster camps and think STRATEGY, is there a beehive, barrels to blow up, a place i can glide down from, this is so fun!

which gradually morphed into "okay this is gonna be a bit of a long haul but there'll be Treasure and sniping from afar is still fun"

idk if the black bokoblins/moblins/etc show up after you've done more things or bc of the area you're in but i'm noticing more enemies with more health, higher defense, and higher attack, and the barrels/metal boxes/beehives/etc becoming rarer, and when they do appear, being almost pointless to use because you're more likely to blow yourself up than do any real damage to the mobs

and like i love this game. it absolutely deserves every bit of its raid reviews, and this feeling COULD just be because i've been marathoning it for 12 straight days and i'm anxious to see the end and get back to my life

but to me, attacking a flat area full of black moblins and bokoblins isn't fun even with the stealth/snipe element bc you can't take them out in 1-3 shots, you have to stop and slash at them, and that alerts EVERYONE else, and it's just pointless

(lol i found some flat ruins by the stable which triggered this rant)

like, even the yiga clan hideout - my instinct was to snipe the enemies as i went, which would have made it a bit more fun imo, even though the stealth bit wasn't bad and i enjoyed that section quite a lot

i just don't like the—idk a better term for it unfortunately—"fake difficulty" thing where you just have to slog your way thru 1000s of random battles, i don't like it in rpgs either

kind of like almost wherever i explored at first i would run into minibosses rarely and then almost constantly

which, yeah, most of them aren't as hard now, But Still, it's the point of the thing

maybe i'm a bit defensive about "real gamer" bullshit and "women can't game" stereotypes while being super bad at games my whole life while my brother was fantastic at them

but like i just don't find that fun?? sure a good challenge once in awhile like eventide isle would be fine (even tho that was hellish and i'll never do it again) but that should be. every once in awhile, not. EVERYWHERE

anyway

frankly @ this point i'm REALY tempted to speed thru it before my surgery

bc i would hate to be laid up in bed and still have to worry about mobile browsing bc botw spoilers and tumblr's interface being awful

anyway i can;'t travel further in this direction without getting over near rito/hyrule field territory

and not only are those towers further away than i'd like but i wanted to do gerudo highlands first so back to the desert i go i guess rip

oh my god the wastelands tower goes down into NOTHINGNESS you're SUPPOSED to apporach from above

also i heard kass!! kass, buddy, where are you ;_;

oh i LOVE these cliffside structures i've been looking forward to them for so long

but i can't find kass ;_;

ALL tower shenanigans must CEASE until he is located!!

wait, he's...i see him! he's at the top of the tower! oh my god!

I'M COMIN, KASS

awww he wants to play the song for the hero who fell 100 years ago! he doesn't know it's me! ;__;

oh gross level two cold here and i didn't bring much cold food...just my warm doublet

wait

i have food AND the jacket and im STILL cold? this is level THREE? wtf wtf wtf

good thing i also have the ruby circlet but jeeeesus

i still have no food so i can't stay long

oh shit i found some guardians

still ones thank god

dude i found a HUGE cool mural for one shrine!!

yeah, this game is definitely still as full of fun secrets and as deslightful as when i first began playing it

and it came at a good time bc i just lost angela and it helped me feel Real Joy again

most displeasure i find with it now is because "AAAH ZELDA AT SOME POINT I NEED TO GET BACK TO MY FUCKING LIFE"

i'm so worried about spoilers and being behind now that some of the fun is draining away

i think after a bit of time has passed i'll either go back and finish exploring properly or straight up start a new file

and do it Thoroughly

when i can relax and go at my own pace instead of feeling like i'm racing the internet, my dashboard, my friends, my brother, etc

this region is soooo cold and i am so certain i'll get better cold gear in the rito area that im just activating the shrines and not even going inside to use my little food as efficiently as possible

im lit not even going inside

oh it's dropped to level 2 cold...thank god

THERE i got them all now to rush to ritoland

wait...i thought i read the 10k fairy wrong but i see ANOTHER on the map!

i bet SHE wants 10k and i have four thousand fucking rupees UGH

i thought there were only 4 and the horse fairy counted.......

ohh my god the divine beast is much closer from where i'm gliding...it's so big

I SEE DINAAL BUT I'M ON A FUCKING GLIDER SLKDFJGH

oh i've been typing it wrong all this time. dinRaal.

ohhh this region is so pretty so far...unlike the highlands which is miserable, i HATE snow in this game, i actually do wanna explore around here, i wish i didn't feel so hurried

oh god that divine beast is just So. it is So Big

god i passed the fairy on my way to the tower...10k! and i haven't been watching my cash bc i thought i misread something

all this time i've had 12 and 13 thousand rupees and i was blowing them on dumb shit

SILVER bokoblins...? come ON

good loot, tho

got the tower!

ohhh man. tat divine beast. oh boy. oh dude. big. so big. jesus fuck

oh hey i see rito village!! just where i wanted to go first

they better have good cold gear here :|

OH FUCK THERE'S THE BEAST SCREECHING

oh my god it's SO BIG im SO SCARED jesus FUCK

i wonder if kass will be here

IT'S RITO ISLAND MUSIC

IM GOING TO CRY

IT REALLY IS!!!! IT REALLY IS RITO ISLAND MUSIC

oh god it's BEAUTIFUL

aw omg the goddess statue here has a flower crown!

all right, fifteen heart containers...the rest will be stamina 5ever

no wait fuck i should have gotten stamina this time!! i'll get a heart from the beast

well i know you can trade them, somewhere out here i think

this beautiful too tbh this is all nice and orchestrated Damn

geez the armor will set me back even more money! not TOO much but when you're saving up for 10k...

well, against my brother's advice, i'm selling monster parts...i know i'll regret it later if i need them to upgrade armor, but i'm trying to stick to the common ones i have like 100+ of, so

aaand 10! woohoo

awww all the little baby rito in the hammocks :')

OMG the biggest rito looks like an owl! kaepora reference

oooh here comes a memory

AHAHAHA

revali and link were rivals. ok. im down with that for sure

and his specisal ability! an updraft!! PERFECT tbh

aww teba's husband doesn't want her son to be a warrior

tho i like the idea that ritos are hotheads hahahaha

zoras and gorons are both kinda collected we needed some assholes

HA i look forward to when revali gives me his special ability

i'm crying teba is such an asshole i LOVE him

wow i guess it's time to fight the beast already...? that was so FAST

omg i get to ride him!!!! yessss

oh my gosh we're up so HIGH oh man oh man the world is so tiny but i know it's really so huge oh god the divine beast is so BIG

lol i probs should have upgraded this rito armor.......

oh well too late now lmao

ohhh i love it when they talk to me

TEBA?

HE'S HURT OMG ):

nintendo would never kill him but omg im so worried about him

AAAAAH THERE'S REVALI

ohhh he's a DICK i LOVE HIM

ooh the master sword DOES glow when it's near the malice blight stuff

lowkey tempted to go back and upgrade this armor lol but i don't wanna leave and who even knows if i have the mats...

i'll just brave it thru like this and it'll be something to brag about later since apparently i suck at everything else

like doing eventide with five hearts on the blood moon

LMAO REVALI IS SO SMUG "you'll need to activate all the terminals, think you're up to it?" he's a DICK and i LOVE HIM i LOVE THE RITO

the music in this one is SO COOL?

i feel more like i'm fighting for my life/against something larger here, rather than just trying to creep through gently without disturbing anything and solve a puzzle for the others

and it's 100% bc of the music jesus christ

i LOVE how much gliding is involved this is EASILY my favorite divine beast so far

lol revali's tone of surprise in "there are two terminals remaining" i love him so much

"just one terminal remaining hmph what do you know" pls

all five down now the true test is can i beat the boss LMAO

the last 3 weren't nearly as bad as i expected, tho the lightning one's teleporting thing was almost too fast for me with my one-handed weapons

so maybe hopefully with good food this will be OK too

ok, i got level 2 cold food so i can get by with just wearing the pants :U not as much defense as i'd like but better than nothin

"it only defeated me bc i was winging this"

"can't believe i'm saying this but avenge me link!!"

ohhh there's accordian in this version of the fight song 

KASS ;_;

i wonder if kass's teacher WAS revali, or knew him

LMAO revali trash talks me when i get hit

KEEP YOUR HEAD IN THE GAME i didnt even watch that movie and im laughing at the meme

lmao "broke" the master sword with the last bow

eeeewww

DAAAAAMN

wouldn't even look at link as he left "your job is far from finished you know zelda has been waiting an awfully long time"

haha "i'll be plucked" as well thanks nintendo

"we've been ARTFULLY patient these last 100 years you won't suffer a feather over a few more moments"

geez i love him so much

that was definitely the best divine beast

tho the zora one is a close second

i gotta go make sure teba is ok

IM CRYING ZELDA JUST TOLD ME TO GO TO HYRULE CASTLE

soon i promise ok

time to go see the great fairy :U man i really thought my armor had been improved all it could be...

and 10k down the drain...

omg she's pink :3

im ALSO warping back to akkala to see if i can get any guardian armor yet i've collected a fair amt of parts!

LMAO I FINALLY HAVE THE MATS AND I DON'T HAVE THE CASH rip

ohhhh i see a new storm over hyrule field...DNW

lol maybe i SHOULD have explored it before now...too late now

holy shit i almost ran straight into a flying guardian going after this soul piece

ok, i need a plan...if i wanna beat the game before friday i gotta be Smart

i still need to finish exploring all the provinces, at least at the sursory level i gave to the highlands, but hopefully maybe a little better

i need to go back and do shrines and sidequests

and obviously i need to actually finish

counting today i have three days left so i guress i'll assign one task to each day, the last task obviously being on thursday

less than two hours left for playtime today, but i guess today i should explore, tomorrow i should shrine/sidequest, and i can do a LITTLE of that thursday if needed, and thursday i'll storm hyrule castle. ok

slkfjgh

SDLFGJHDLFKJG god. ok

aaaah the ruins music makes me so sad ):

pffft cute i got a memory where zelda was like STOP FOLLOWING ME I DONT NEED A BODYGUARD at link how adorable

i wanted to get all the memories before i beat the game but they're like ALL in/around hyrule field/castle and i'm afraid if i go there now that i've gotten all the beasts freed i'll trigger endgame events that i can't stop

so i guess i fucked myself over

i think i'll go ahead and get all the towers tho

so i can move around freely

i have time for like one MAYBE two before stream starts

aw this tower in the cold place is so cute and short

looked it up & apparently the heart/stamina swap is in hateno so im gonna go find it!

oh i came at night but that monster store guy is here!!

omg DUDE he sells DARK LINK gear?!?!

and apparently your movement speed goes up at night

the mask and bridles are pretty cool but i HAVE to have this

lmao and i just sold all my parts for that 10k...!

man he doesn't give you a lot tho...like, it has its own currency...i could never sell enough to get even one :/

ok, i can buy the tunic or the legs...but not the face. hmm

i guess the legs alone would look pretty dumb, but i have black pants and a hood that can kinda go with the tunic, so

this is kinda outta nowhere but i wish there was a recipe book for everything we've unlocked or read about, i just can't keep it all in my head

LOL omg that was freaky

okay but now i gotta quit

i didn't get all that i wanted to done, but maybe more later tonight but def tomorrow!!

playing a bit more bc bad choices

oh hmm it looks like i was mistaken and that storm isn't over the castle afterall! thank goodness

oh my god there's SO many shrines in the hebra peak range?? why???

LMFAO im thawing blocks of ice to get to this shrine and one has a moblin in it

me: stops thawing

OH MY GOD

THIS RANGE HAS AURORAS

IM GONNA CRY JFC

and i missed snapping a picture because of enemies!!! im so mad

too bad SO sad i am going back to those fires that started and waiting for night again i WILL get a picture

ugh and now it's snowing

i guess i could unlock this nearby shrine in the meantime

ooh, is that a cabin

;___; old man

end of the game and i still miss you

O: shield surfing

oh man i didnt actually wanna DO it now but

i actually dont know how to do the thing lol

lord, i had to google it. no one said a thing about pressing A

that was fun!! also i was worried i'd get lost so maybe i'll just. not do this for now

THERE! YES! AURORAS!

ooh god there's a silver lynel down there

i know i've been bitching over and over about fights but i lowkey wanna fight it to see if i can

i won't though bc my cold armor isn't very upgraded and my defense would be shot probably even with def+ food

as an aside im glad rivali's ability recharges so quickly i was afraid they'dmake me wait ages like the others

ohhh my god there's SO MANY silver lynel around here WHY

they have such a long detection range and such a scary roar )))):

thank god for rivali's gale i can fly right over him...otherwise i'd have to Run

there's another maze shrine here and im highkey like Ugh

idk if i'll quit when i get to the entrance or after i solve the maze...

i guess i'll give it a quick try and if it's horrible i'll stop until later

naturally i'm wondering if i can solve it on my map first and/or get to the top

if i could before with as little stamina as i had then: sure i'd be able to

probably there are guardians and the answer isnt THAT easy but

the entire maze seems to be one path which is absolutely useless to me like it doesn't look like a maze you solve on paper so i obviously have to find a door or go above or below all that somehow

uh

there are no guardians up here at ALL

in fact i think i even see a hole down to the shrine...

ok, what's the catch, what gives

ah no the hole only goes down a couple of feet and has a chest with a diamond in it

the devs saying "nice try but no" lol

i did find the entrance pretty quick from the top tho! and now i can warp back anytime

or no wait this WAS the challenge i can just go get my orb and ches

DUDE THE ATK+ LEGS......DUDE

ok i gotta figure out the shrine the chest is in and get it i NEED it this armor plus a def+ elixir? i'd be unstoppable, no more dodging fights for me!

well, less dodging fights

ok, so i looked it up and the chest is in a gerudo maze which i didn't even know existed bc i either missed it on the interactive map or it wasn't ther

but it looks Difficult so im gonna save it for tmrw