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omfg baby that is my beloved magnum opus. my essay to end all essays. my pride and joy <3
made her after writing a silly shitpost about how Lego monkie kid has 2 narratives (the narrative written by the writers and the narrative™️ being forced upon the characters) because Lego Monkie Kid is a very meta show and plays with storytelling mechanics. so then i went, “wait a minute….what if i did expand on this” and now there’s a posted part 1 with the rest still in the works
i have been writing this essay for fun since fall 2023 finals (because what am i if not beginning a new project for funsies when i am supposed to be focused on writing academic papers ✌️) so like…. end of November(?) i think [nvm it was Nov. 9th i just checked lmao]
anyway,
this baby can fit sO much infodumping :D
i am 3704 words in now and only gotten as far as part 3 (but only three paragraphs in. so like….29% complete). this is essay is not at all formal, nor do i intend for it to be anything else other than a tumblr post. it is (said affectionately) a hot mess of an essay full of screaming and incoherent rambles that give you a pretty good idea on how my brain works
but yeah lemme give you a snippet of what i’ve got so far
The Hero’s Journey is a style of storytelling that moves in steps (acts) with your establishment of the status quo, the inciting incident that breaks the status quo, the rising actions, the climax, falling action, and resolution. “BUT FLUFFY!!!” you may be shouting at me, “is this not the steps we have for every story????” Again: yes but also no. It’s hard for me to explain (without going further off tangent) but stories have different stakes and conflict resolution and sometimes there’s never a resolution, just catharsis— but this isn’t what I am here to talk about. Just know that Hero’s Journey follows this structure pretty strictly. But back to Percy Jackson.
oh yeah, i uh, i use other pieces of fiction as examples of narrative mechanics and modern storytelling. that is also there
#i keep going back to it whenever i am assigned a new paper for uni#but. funny story#i wrote 2500 words for this essay in the span of 3 hours when i needed that energy for my lit paper lmao#(it should be noted that the 2500 words is just for part 1 of the essay. and i blame that on me giving an overview on POVs)#wip ask game#narrative vs narrative™️#asks#ask game#i love this essay so much#one of besties is so concerned about me for it#to be fair i do complain about essays a lot#so she was bamboozled to see my own hypocrisy stare her in the face while this essay steadily climbs higher and higher in word count#i am barely halfway done#but yeah#*jazz hands*
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How do I tell my professor that there are Owl House spoilers in my essay
#BWAHAHAHAHAHAH#there are also atla spoilers#and rottmnt spoilers I had a realization for that and I got excited#i love this essay so much
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We’re operating inside the religion of Capitalism, whose gospel is that there is not enough.6 Capitalism preaches the gospel of scarcity and, as such, demands we see scarcity everywhere. And if scarcity is nowhere to be found, it will be imposed. Among those imposed scarcities—of health, of food, of clean water, of adequate shelter, of comfort, of community, of meaning, of a future—is that of time. And to believe otherwise—in enough, say; in abundance, say; in gratitude, say; in the unmitigated, unbounded hang, say!—makes you blasphemous. Or a heathen. Or a criminal. Or out of your goddamned mind.
I can’t tell you how many times I’ve heard conversations about W. H. Auden’s famous line from his poem “In Memory of W.B. Yeats”: “poetry makes nothing happen.” I have been to panels titled such, where people have hand-wringing conversations about the political utility of poetry. You know, Can poetry be an agent of change? Can poetry interrupt a regime? Can poetry bring the masses into the streets to shut this thing down? Always invoked in these conversations are Neruda, whose poems, even the long ones, coal miners in Chile could recite. Or some Russian poets who filled stadiums because the people needed it, it was under the brutal repression of communism, etc. Seems to me those poets and attendees would’ve been sent to Siberia, or the gulag, but I guess that’s not the point. The point everyone insists on, desperately, is Wrong, W. H., poetry makes something happen!
At some point, probably I heard someone else say it,7 it occurred to me that all these poets, and all these conversations, were misreading Auden’s line, and that he was really talking about (inasmuch as a poem is him talking about something) what poetry makes, the sometimes product or effect or wake or artifact of poetry, of a poem. Granted the line feels emphatic, grand, provocative even—seriously, I can’t tell you how many tweed-jacketed refutations to Auden’s line I have endured; no one has ever explained to me the elbow patch—but what the line makes made is not nothing, but nothing happening. Or rather, nothing happening. The happening it makes is nothing. In other words, a poem, or poetry, can stop time, or so-called time at least. First of all, what a good reminder it is that a poem is an action, and as Auden has it, a powerful one, too. Secondly, and not for nothing, this is one of the suite of poems Auden wrote in the late thirties and early forties, a period when one might have wanted so-called time—the clock, the airplanes, the trains, the perfectly diabolical synchronous goosestep rhythm of time itself—to stop.
Unless of course you were the regime or IBM or Bayer or the arms manufacturers or the munitions makers or the other companies profiting from the slaughter—more sales more slaughter more sales more slaughter more sales 8 —unless you were among the prophets and profiteers of progress, which so often is another word for murder (albeit sometimes murder outsourced), you, too, might’ve been praying for a way to stop the march of so-called time, and poems, sometimes, might do that. Poems are made of lines, which are actually breaths, and so the poem’s rhythms, its time, is at the scale and pace and tempo of the body, the tempo of our bodies lit with our dying. And poems are communicated, ultimately, body to body, voice to ear, heart to heart.9 Even if those hearts are not next to one another, in space or time. It makes them so. All of which is to say a poem might bring time back to its bodily, its earthly proportions. Poetry might make nothing happen. Inside of which anything can happen, maybe most dangerously, our actual fealties, our actual devotions and obligations, which is to the most rambunctious, mongrel, inconceivable assemblage of each other we could imagine.
You ever been on a dance floor like that? Ever on a basketball court like that? Ever in the long sweaty collaborative dream of an orchard like that? Ever in a study group like that? A potluck? Ever a forest? Ever a garden? Ever a conversation? A classroom? Ever an impromptu rendition of Shai’s “If I Ever Fall in Love”? Ever a Hula Hoop gang? Ever when making applesauce from the apples from your beloved neighbor’s tree? Ever when trying to get the steps from the video of New Edition’s “If It Isn’t Love”? Ever on your roller skates? Your skateboard? Ever making love? Ever at a laying on of hands? Ever in a dream?
#quotations#essay#time#capitalism#ross gay#poetry magazine#i love this essay so much#ross gay is the best
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pick your battles
#my art#my stuff#art#comic#original art#pride 2024#pride month#trans allegory..... or not even allegory. just trans .... ^_^#i technically cannot come out yet but i don't think the people who i need to not see this stalk my tumblr#i know they stalk everything else like my twitter and my instagram but this might be safe#so fuck it we yap. this is a comic about picking your battles#this is a comic about how for almost a year now everyone at home in singapore has been crying about my sore throat#my terrible fucked up voice. my you know. etc#i came out as not cis and using they/them pronouns in 2015 when i was 14#but no one ever used my pronouns. none of my classmates or friends even up until i left for college in 2020#from 2020 onwards every year i wrote an angry vulnreable essay about how much it hurts that they dont remember#and people would dm me apologizing on their hands and knees and commending my bravery#and then forget about it all over again. id ont mean 'they misgender me and then catch it and apologize and correct themselves'#i mean they dont even get that far#and so you might ask yourself: why have you kept them around all this time?#and i would have to explain that by pure bad luck i grew up in the most conservative close minded community#that all of my ex classmates that stayed in singapore are cishet and upper middle class and chinese singaporean#that i Am the trans person. that they were able to ignore me for a decade partially because there was no one else#so this is a comic about how there is dignity and grace in staying in the closet sometimes#about how not everyone deserves to see you at your happiest. about how some people can go fuck themselves#you know your truth and THATS THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS!!! YEAH!!! i love you
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I can’t believe they’d managed to animate kusuriuri’s insane character design and then decided to make it even more insane. The most character ever
#mononoke 2024#mononoke kusuriuri#I love his new (old???) scene kid get up so much#it’s absolutely insane#I know what I drew is inaccurate I tried to piece it to together from screenshots#and sorry for posting thr process pics and then deleting them I realise I finished the painting an hour later#but anyway I seriously feel like I could write an essay about this guy#I wish I knew a lick about Japanese literary tropes#cuz there’s such insane romance to this series and the character of kusuriuri#and I don’t mean like romantic love#I mean like a courtly romance#and UUGGHHHHH A#ITS JUST FASCINATING
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my chilshi marriage comic is not only about to become my most popular dungeon meshi comic, but one of my most successful art posts ever??? which first of all I'm very grateful! I'm just really shocked cause 1. gen stuff tends to do better than ship, at least for this fandom 2. I didn't think that many people liked chilshi????
#APPARENTLY it's been charting as one of tumblr's top ships this whole time?? wjhat the hell???#ANYWAY THANKS AGAIN#people that write lovely comments and essays in the tags I appreciate you so fucking much <333333
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We always want to give our children what we never got for ourselves.
#friends bisexual worsties father daughter... whatever they are i love them. and he cares about her sm#he loves her so much. stacy made the call for him and so years later#hes giving her what he wished he had:#the choice to end the suffering on her own time and not when someone else says it's been enough#i could write an essay on this but for now... this will suffice#house md#web weaving#my webs#remy thirteen hadley#gregory house#stacy warner#lisa cuddy#1x21#7x18#robert chase#my caps
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Sometimes, when I’m late on work for Uni, I hang up this picture of Gabriel to motivate me to do my work
He yelled at me enough when I tried to P-rank his fights, what difference does it make if he yells at me to do my work?
#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#ultrakill gabriel#i'm procrastinating#i hate college#I have so much overdue stuff#I also have 2 essays due#i love gay people
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Jimmy tries so hard to not let Anya haunt his narrative but she is his narrative and he hates that.
Everything loops back to what he did to her and every hallucination, action and choice he makes or does directly goes back to her and he deserves that strife. She persisted and spoke up and he hates her for it. He can erase her but not her presence over them and that’s the best type of ghost.
#like yes he tries to dehumanize her but in that he things of all the ways she is human and all his fears culminate in what he is too much of#a coward to admit he’s done#cause Anya is not characterized through him but the interaction with curly so when it is just her and Jimmy you can see what he’s trying to#strip away vs what she had and in this essay I will#I love Anya so much like guys I’d go save her specifically like pls she deserves more#anya mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#mouthwashing anya#mouthwashing jimmy#mouthwashing game#mouthwashing
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hymnheart birds, better known as "hymns", or "travel mount" birds, are a genus of bird derivative from todays common flocking birds of sky (doves), and the less common nightbirds.
during the days of prosperity, these birds were bred to be large and capable of carrying many passengers, as skypeople flight was not a common form of travel. similarly, it wasnt uncommon to find a smaller version of these birds (usually bred by hand, and not by known breeders), meant for single person travel, that was also often used in racing. these lesser travel mounts are known to have sparked the use of mantas for racing and speedy travel, as mantas were faster and smaller, and functionally better for the same uses.
in modern day, these birds are considered to be extinct. after great technological advantages like flying boats becoming mainstream, and soon after the modernization of 'caped' flight, hymns numbers had begun to dwindle due to simply no longer needing them for their main purpose. unlike hymn travel however, manta riding remained persistent as a practice, as the species was abundant, and did not need skypeople aid to continue to breed.
few individuals, like those of the nester families, continued to breed these birds, but eventually discontinued the practice as it became laborious and took too much time.
#sorry for the essay!!!!!#i was just super super excited for these guys#i love them so much and i loved thinking about how they wouldve worked with the world#my activity on posting for the next while will be low because of personal irl issues#but ill still be around !#so dont be afraid to poke me#sky: cotl#sky cotl#sky children of the light#skycotl#sky#thatskygame#speculative biology#spec bio#rhythm birds#hymnhearts#gay bird (ilaw)#mama sariwa
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no words can describe how much i love Kaos.
it's the most accurate adaptation of greek myths i've ever seen (and yes, i believe it's better than percy jackson even if it has my whole heart).
as an autistic person with a greek mythology special interest, i am obsessing over the care for the details they put
SPOILERS FOR EVERYONE WHO HASN'T SEEN IT
example: Pasiphae, Ariadne's mother, was in the myths the mother of the Minotaur because, to say it very poorly, she fucked a sacred cow. So Ariadne's brother was the Minotaur. And she also had a brother named Glaucus (i have to research if they're twins or not)
another example? i have plenty of those
Caeneus being trans, the whole Troy thing (which i adored because i think it's both heartbreaking and a smart as fuck way to tell the myth), the Seven Trojans in the maze, Orpheus being a singer and convincing Persephone to let Eurydice go because "she likes his songs", the scene in the last episode where outside the underworld Eurydice begs Orpheus to look at her, Hades and his wife being the only ones with fucking logical thinking in their whole family, even the fact that everyone is gay it's somehow myth accurate
the only thing that i really don't like is the fact that they made Hera cheat on Zeus, she's the goddess of marriage and because of that she has never and would never cheat on her husband, even if she clearly doesn't like Zeus (still, i loved the way she behaved, "you're the king but i am the queen" was PERFECT to me)
so yeah basically go watch Kaos because it's neat and i love it and greek mythology and yeah
#“i have no words to describe this” *proceeds to write an essay*#my autistic ass#i love this series so much#go watch it right now#pretty please#kaos#kaos netflix#greek mythology#special interest
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I think a lot about Leo standing up for his brothers in the things that really matter to them.
Like- Leo is the one who immediately pushes Mikey and Donnie into finding Raph the second it’s clear that their oldest brother is missing because he knows Raph can’t handle being separated like that.
Leo is the one who stands up for Mikey when Mikey wants to go on a solo mission, actively vouching for him and being the one to convince Raph into letting Mikey go, because being independent and proving himself just as capable of standing on his own two feet as everyone else means so much to Mikey.
And Leo defends Donnie’s honor in particular when his brothers’ intelligence is insulted because Leo is well aware of how important Donnie’s smarts are to him - and how important having those smarts valued and acknowledged is as well.
All this goes right into just how well Leo knows his brothers. For as much as he’ll tease or fight with them, he knows them, and he loves them.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rottmnt headcanons#rise leo#listen Leo loves his family SO MUCH#and like it’s no accident that Leo is consistently the one to give pep talks that#very notably#are less ‘everyone as a group’ and more ‘all of you individually’#it’s heartening to see honestly and like#it works with how he is as both a person and as a fighter#he knows people he knows them so well he knows how they work what they’re like#which is SO USEFUL for subterfuge AND portal/teleportation strategy#my guy is charming his charisma comes from his understanding of people at an individual level#when he wants to be he is very very good at that#he’s still a teen who is too cocky for his own good at times but that does not negate his stellar other moments#he can be selfish he can be mean he can be rude but when push comes to shove he is so quick to stand up for his family#Mikey’s statement at the end of the movie about how Leo NEVER gave up on THEM is so important because it’s not JUST about the movie!!#that’s Leo as a whole he will never give up on his bros#portal jacked is telling of this too because although it has a lot of comedic moments#never once does Leo stop looking for a way to get his bros back#they’re everything to him#he’s the face man he’s a people person and he’s the number 1 pet turtle which I will discuss the implications of in this essay-#Will also say that when Leo does these moments of standing up for his bros he’s never expecting praise for it#he’s just glad they find Raph he just smiles when Mikey tells him he loves him he never mentions defending Donnie#leo has a tendency to show off fancy glittery moves but his real actions and feelings are sooo much more lowkey#that you have to be actively looking for them to catch them all#and I really really like that about him it’s so interesting HE is so interesting
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mezalean smalletho won’t leave my brain
closeups
and also extra doodles because i’m going to goinsane
#my art#smallishbeans fanart#ethoslab fanart#life series au#empires smp#empires au#trafficshipping#i’m stuck in a boat help me#imso deep in smalletho hell you have no idea#i love mezalea so much you have no idea#i have so many smalletho doodles you have no idea#i could write an essay about life series joel i could write an essay about life series etho i could write an essay I COULD WRITE AN ESSAY.#the shame is i have been able to rant about my boat boy hyperfixation to exactly 0 people#damn you social anxiety. damn you#if you couldn’t tell i suck at outfit design. yet another thing i must work on#smalletho#forgot that one#somehow#oughehrgjsoxuhdgh#i lied last time apparently im still getting anxiety#im posting this now before i die okay goodbye
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hi i'm unw el l
#ramble#he is truly the guy of all time#i can't wait to find out if his eyes are purple for a Reason or if he's just a special boy#the dichotomy of 'what could happen there's 37 more books'#and 'oh god there's 37 more books worth of stuff'#disclaimer i didn't know a LOT about canon forgotten realms but 3 pages in i was like#ah. that's why minthara is Like That#there's an essay in my head somewhere about how i'm never judging a drow character again because it's LITERAL CULT MENTALITY#tl;dr i love it. it's bonkers 90s fantasy and i am Here#imagine the ascension i felt when i opened the book and there was a MAP#thank god for the death of cringe bc i'm so much happier embracing that i'm a big fuckin nerd and not too cool for dnd novels#every time i start reading again after not having time i remember why if fuuucking LOVE BOOKS
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#kingdom hearts dream drop distance#khddd#sora#riku#nightmare's end#mirage split#my gif#i was going to write up a whole thing in the tags about my thoughts on this keyblade#but i just know it'll be an incoherent essay because i can't properly articulate my thoughts#the x-blade must be forged through a clash of light and darkness#but i find it so highly significant that sora and riku can create their own keyblade which is so unheard of#this keyblade isn't created with a clash but rather through harmony and balance#not with conflict but with understanding and connection and love#and i always felt as though that's how the x-blade SHOULD be forged. that master xehanort went about it all wrong#because balance and connections are such important themes in these games#it has two handles and looks so regal when combined. all of the shapes feel reminiscent of the x-blade too#it shines so brilliantly with both sora and riku's symbols. the heart and crown which is the iconic logo for the entire series#also the way stained glass is always used to represent hearts. it's so significant!#and yeah the paupu fruit keychain is its own thing to unpack#okay so i ended up writing something anyway but there's still so much more#i just really hope we get to see more of this in future games because it would be shocking if it was nothing more than a cool combo attack
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and they were galpals
#oh i am SO predictable#alternative captiob to this post: welll... good luck babes!#but idk if the dndadders like chappel roan☹️#also lawl this is gonna sound SO stupid but as a lesbian this is. so INSANELY important to me😭#i will write so much fanfiction#for the firsy time in my life#i will write an essay anf publish it when s3 ends#if theyre not canon i will cry myself to sleep until the day i die#dndads#dungeons and daddies#apple pie#IDK I SAW SOMEONE PITCH THAT AD THEIR SHIP NAME AND A PART OF ME MELTED#Kelsey Grammar#is it with an e or an a?? nobody knows#Trudy Trout#someone notify my asap whrn we collectively agree on a ship name#the peachyville horror#peachyville#love them so so so much#god dammit they did it again#hey siri play heaven is a place on earth and do it NOW#me and my girl when we're literally trudy and kelsey
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