#i like to think im a nice person but I'm serious about my rules

[little-pup-pip]

Request Details

Moodboard requests are: CLOSED!!

Be warned, if you don't follow my rules or respect my request status, I will either deny your request, delete it, or everything I ask for here will be left to my discretion. So follow them please!!

★ I just need a few things from you! I need :

1 ★ the gender leaning you want for your moodboard so I can avoid including things that might make you uncomfy (gender neutral and all genders are options, just let me know!)

2 ☆ with or without a pacifier

3 ★ if you want a pacifier with or without deco (gems and charms)

Beyond those three rules you can be as specific or vague as you want! ★ Optional things to add to your request include: an age range, a color scheme, and things you'd like me to include or leave out!

I try to do two-ish posts a day so don't be afraid to send a few requests (or add additional context to a request)! I love doing them! And don't be afraid to personalize them as much as you want!

DISCLAIMER: I only do moodboards! Stimboards are too hard for my little brain, so I don't do them! Stimboards are the awesome ones with gifs! I just do pictures with the occasional gif!! If you ask for a stimboard, I may still make a moodboard out of your request, but it won't be a priority. So because I'm very busy, I don't recommend it.

Finally, I won't do requests including: anything nsfw (for example nudity) and any adult oriented media will be left to my discretion. I also will not do alcohol, drugs of any kind, injuries, and nonfictional weapons other than swords and bow/arrows. Real people and religious themes are possible, but have a chance of being turned down. I am especially likely to turn down Christianity for personal reasons.

Other than that, basically all fandoms and themes are possible, and if you ask for something I won't do, I'll let you know as soon as I can! thanks for reading, have fun with your requests!! Also, if you aren't sure about something, feel free to ask me about it!

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

AITA for converting to another religion?

Also just so i can find this im gonna type a word.

'DUCK'

Names are fake

I (FTM, minor but not really but yeah, i'll be a legal adult in no time so will by boyfriend, also I'm closeted to everyone except my boyfriend so assume any treatment i get will be with me as a woman) am agnostic. I don't hate religion at all, i respect and understand believers and when invited i participate in religious activities mainly doing it out of love for the person or because they seem genuinely fun.

Anyway, i have this boyfriend, Kenny, who i love very very much. I wouldn't say our relationship is 'perfect' because that is impossible, but we are close, happy, communication is good, i wouldn't ask for more. He makes me happy, he's the best thing that ever happened to me.

Kenny is jewish, he let me know few days after we started dating because he wanted to be open about it in a serious relationship. I 100% respected that and we had a warm lighthearted chat about it, he knows i'm agnostic, he respects that.

It's been a few years, and Kenny's family grew to love me.

With his family's consent, Kenny invited me to a few religious activities with them which i enjoyed doing because we were all in a happy mood. Over time I became comfortable around the family, we're friends now.

Let's skip forward, Kenny and I were having a conversation late at night cuddling in bed, and he brought up religion. We kept chatting, until he asked me if i would be interested in converting to Judaism.

I was kinda shocked when he asked that, one of the few moments he genuinely did something i didn't expect. I stay quiet, before answering with a low "I don't know, maybe?"

We leave the topic there, he wasn't mad or anything, instead he nodded and we just kept chatting about other stuff still cuddling.

It's been a few weeks after that, and the question is still there in my little brain. I've been doing research on Kenny's religion to have a better understanding of the question he gave me, and honestly? Doesn't sound like a bad idea, i'm up for it.

I brought it up to Kenny and he seemed glad that I actually remembered the question. It's nice to see everything is taken calmly.

However, part of the hesitation came from my doubts about changing 'religions'. I don't think agnosticism is like a proper religion, i mean it's not even Atheism level. But i have an understanding of how religions work from my Catholic childhood, i was raised Catholic. So if i'm correct most religions are given by birth, I feel like it would be an AH move to break the rule over an idea my boyfriend brought up.

His family seems okay with the whole thing though, so i have mixed feelings.

Is there actually an AH part of the decision, or am i overthinking it?

(sorry for bad English)

What are these acronyms?

[t1oui]

can I please get your thoughts on rosekiller raising Luna?? I've been obsessed with it lately and you've mentioned it before I want to know more about your headcannons!!!

AAAAAA OKAY im obsessed with them too but i think this has been established. just

first of all think canon luna but 10x more unhinged bc rosekiller are not doing her any favors in the "having morals" and "acting normal" departments (we love that for them)

BARTY CALLS LUNA PRINCESS. i am so... no i cant even lie and say im normal about this it's just a fact of life. he calls her princess and he treats her like one too.

they probably commit crimes or something (if you want more info on this search "criminal au" on my blog bc i have so many thoughts... there's also like 3 things under the tag "criminal au 2 electric boogaloo" lol)

this tag on one of my posts. it says a lot

back to what i said about luna being treated like a princess: does she dress weird? yes. but her clothes and necklaces and the radishes she makes earrings out of are TOP TIER QUALITY bc their girl deserves that.

the three of them wear friendship bracelets

what luna calls them depends on how she's feeling - sometimes she calls them uncle barty and uncle evan, sometimes papa and dad, sometimes just barty and evan

luna gets her offputting gaze from evan and it shows

somehow she's actually such a well-rounded child?? absolutely nobody expects this

rosekiller encourage luna's interests!!!

the three of them cuddle a lot, especially luna and barty.

luna gets all the hogwarts gossip and reports it back to barty via owl

barty 100% teaches luna to drive at age 10 (evan is sitting in the backseat hanging on for dear life)

barty teaches luna how to pickpocket and evan teaches her potions (he doesn't talk about pandora and reg that often, but he makes sure she's got their skill sets)

autistic luna getting a new pair of noise-cancelling headphones. barty and evan helping her cover them in stickers. barty asking to try them out. luna and evan getting him his own pair and covering them in stickers for him :))

(barty cries)

(he actually cries a lot bc "hey, it's okay to cry, luna. no, i'm not crying because of that card you just gave me, but the drawing was really nice and i'm going to cherish it forever")

(she sees right through him but she doesn't say so)

whoever luna ends up with gets a very serious shovel talk from barty and evan (evan does most of the talking, barty just sits there glaring at luna's partner).

ginny finds it funny as hell. anybody else is scared shitless. (this gets ginny a good rep with barty and evan.)

they're soooo soft for each other.

i'm a personal fan of luna and cho being friends and i have a feeling evan and barty would, inexplicably, love her.

barty and evan hate sirius. sirius hates them back. the order of the phoenix has an unspoken rule that the three of them are not allowed in a room together.

barty is italian and luna & ev both know italian for him, so they speak italian with each other a lot.

muggle au rosekiller raising luna!! they hold a special place in my heart. barty and evan run an italian restaurant together and luna is a waitress there. (so is harry.)

yk how snape treats harry like shit bc he hated james? yeah, barty and evan treat harry well bc regulus loved james. (also bc they don't take out their anger on children but mostly bc being mean to someone who reminds them of regulus would hurt too much.)

i swear i have more thoughts about them but i'm totally blanking right now so uhh... feel free to send more asks and i will reply when i have thoughts !! thanks for the ask :)

[deepwithintheabyss]

abyss I need Slade doing the am I the asshole but with his relationship with Dick. And he’s like “his father is younger than me. And disapproves. Problematic? Also my boyfriend is 23 and pregnant. Thanks.”

Tim would obviously find the account and flip his shit

This had me cackling, very specific request. (fuck how old is Slade again?), also this would probably be something he gets advised for going to the relationships thread (okay not anymore after I edited my first idea) (I'm talking like I know and use reddit xD I just see some screenshots)

fullfilled the first part of the prompt but not the second, hope you're happy anyways

AITA threatening to whisk my partner away after his father threatened to make us break up?

I'm gonna be frank, I only am writing this because my boyfriend thinks it's a funny idea.

Aparently the fact that I was a teenager while my partners adopted father was just a child is one of the man's main concerns and he tries to bring it up ever single time we see each other. If it's not that it's about my job and what I do and the rules he tries to impose upon me for being "part of the family now" or when I'm in his home city.

I think he's being unreasonable and needlessly concerned. It's not like the he is much older than my partner, age-wise they're more like brothers than father and son (not to mention that the whole family relationships are a mess anyway, I swear they change it every few months just to fuck with me)

After he learned my partner was pregnant he threatened me with several bodily harm and a promise to ensure that I would never be able to touch my partner again or be able to come near him, much less see my child. He even tried to imply that he would try to convince my partner to abort but we are all aware that my partner wants to have children and wouldn't listen to such a request. (Also the Bastard is weak for children as well so that was most likely a bluff to begin with).

Upon this I told him that if he even tried to seperate me and my partner I would flee the country and move somewhere where even the bastard wouldn't be able to find us.

He took this very seriously and got even more problematic, instead of backing down (not that that was to be expected). His... there is no good word to describe that person, my partners adopted grandparent disapproved of my choice of words and tried to tell me I was very out of line for it.

I do not think I am in the wrong whatsoever, nor does my partner. We are both allowed to do what we want with our own lives and I think it would actually be helpful if my partner left the controlling clutches of his father, at least for long enough to raise our child.

While the rest of the family is a bit wary of me it is for very different reasons and no one else has opposed our relationship yet. (Ignoring my partners youngest brother but that's more childish jealousy from suddenly having to share my partners attention with me.)

So am I the asshole for threatening to distance myself and my partner from his adoptive father until he learns to calm down about our relationship?

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lillypads98 WAit wait wait wait we need more information, you are how old??? and you think it's just okay to be together with your patner? and whats up with the fmaily anyway??? hello is no one questioning this??

TforTimeSpentThinkingAboutSpleens lmao if this is who i think it is and i dont think im wrong then im going to make sure all the others see this too also i would NEVER let him vanish like that nice try

neoforhero NTA for sure, sounds like your partners father has some serious control issues, while I think you might have reacted a bit extreme it seems to be something that has been building up for a while. (He tries to control your behaviour when you enter the city??? Who does he think he is? Fricking Batman?

[hldjpg]

I'm really REALLY obsessed with how you colours!! Do you have spesific steps or you just wing it? What would be a good tip you'd recommend if one want to replicate the colouring style you're doing?

Sorry if I asked too much, I just admire how you colours but I had no idea how you do it, it's so cool!!

Honestly if we talking about how I shade/ render then I have no idea. I do what god tells me to

But to pick my colors I can tell a few!

Disclaimer: this isn’t a tutorial, it’s just a v bad explanation of how I do my stuff, please don’t attack me with professional color theories bc I don’t know what I’m doing

1) obvs I don’t use default eye straining colors for the whole drawings. Colors that I want to use I always bring ‘em down a few shades darker, so it’s more pleasing to look at

2) don’t use pure black & white (Well maybe you can I don’t make the rules)!! If you’re gonna use duller colors like I do then it’s definitely gonna look weird. With black simply just use darker tones of any hues, personal favorites are green & brown

3) go crazy with it, desaturated colors are nice but it’s not as striking if I don’t add sth that grasp the attention of others eyes. When I color I always keep balanced colors. If you want smaller details to be noticeable then slap brightness to it. If your drawing is alr very saturated you can just replace darker shades to places you don’t want people to pay attention to 🤷 same stuff goes with warm and cool colors

4) complementary, triadic, tetradic, etc are the goats. Basically they’re hues that sit opposite or near to each other in a color wheel, you can search more of that on Google. Some colors may look shit together but when you find the right values/ brightness they’ll be the one for each other

So in conclusion im not sure what you’re asking for in my coloring style. Normally in doodles I just eyeball it until it looks good, but in serious drawings I pick colors like that, you can still apply that to how you shade your art so I don’t think I need to explain that since I shade the majority with black beforehand 💀

Hope this helps! Somehow………..

[s0dium]

SODS CONGRATS ON 15K!! You deserve all of it and more ml mwah <3

Your event is soso cute n' if possible I'd like either a matchup with either a Haikyuu boy hehe.

Name - Tony

Likes/hobbies - animanga, anything that gives me a thrill like late night drives and escapades with friends, writing, the rain.

Dislikes - tomatoes, ignorant people, small spaces, and the type of people that put others down just to seem cool.

Relationship ONs and turn offs - I think banter and arguments as a love language is my biggest relationship turn on, along with nerdy discussions and touch. Turns OFFs are miscommunication and long distance.

Ideal traits in a partner - humor, intellect, understanding when I need my space.

Love language - acts of service and words of affirmation!!

Description of personality - I'm an ENFJ, so I'm very unserious but I get told a lot that I'm calming. I love learning things so I WILL spiral down rabbit holes, and I tease. A LOT.

What makes you laugh and what makes you cry - being with friends and looking at my disastrous photo gallery makes me laugh. Banana Fish and the simplest acts of kindness from others make me cry ahaha.

Ideal date - going someplace interesting like an aquarium or a flea market, just walking and talking honestly.

Hope this wasn't too long!! Again, congrats on 15k lovely <33

Oikawa tooru

"Hmmm, not bad," you reply as you pull away slightly, a teasing smile curving your lips. "Excuse me?" His tone mirrors his bemused expression, eyebrows raised. "It was nice enough." "Nice enough?" Oikawa echoes, his shock feigned and overly dramatic. "Tony, did you just call my kiss 'nice enough'?" "I think you'll have to try again, I barely felt—" Your words are abruptly cut off as his lips crash against yours, literally making you swallow any words leaving you only to melt in his lips.

Im so dead ass yall seem like such a good couple omg

To get this out of the way, you stated you hate long-distance relationships, so duh, Oikawa is bringing your ass to Brazil

Oikawa is the late night drive type of guy, he would love exploring the city with you playing loud music and bantering back and forth.

Even though Oikawa is very serious about volleyball, he invites you to his practice sessions and parades you around. His volley ball probably gets better when you are watching

Calls you stupid overly sweet names to tease you and embarss you in public like "Honey bunches of oats", "Bunny wubby"

Oikawa def matches your love for nerdy discussions and intellectual banter. Whether it's debating theories or discussing about your writing (which I imagine he would love reading ;)) he's engaged and always brings interesting points to the conversation, keeping you on your toes.

King of teasing. Like its none stop.

When he asked you to be his girlfriend the man LOCKED IN, he's dated a few girls but your the first he wants to take seriously, as much as volleyball

Although he's usually smug, Oikawa shows his softer side with you, especially when you share moments of vulnerability. Watching "Banana Fish" together, the man is BALLING his eyes out.

When he starts to get popular nationwide, he is always reminding the press and media that you two are together

"The fangirls are dying to know, whats your type?" "My girlfriend, Tony." He winks to the camera "Hi babe."

Hope you enjoyed!

MATCHUP RULES AND INFO

[snailythefan]

Hi Snaily! How have you been? Im here for a pretty serious ask.

My boyfriend has been drawing for a while, I honestly think he's doing real good. But recently he's been feeling down about his art, he doesn't know why he should bother improving his art if his style is *basic* to some people, and it hurts a lot for him. He knows he should be drawing for fun and not force improvement to stress him out, but there's only so much I can do as his loving partner who doesn't draw at all.

So... what was it like for you, Snaily? When you started drawing many years back, how did you not feel like shit looking at how it could be better but you don't know how? What advice can you give to a beginner artist?

(You can answer this privately if you want btw, and ask me for his art if you need to see them. Much love <3)

hi peng!! always nice to hear from u! I'm gonna reply to this publicly because to be honest i can't resist to give this kind of advice to any and all beginner artists (but i am putting it under a readmore because as you know i love to ramble and this will get LOOONNNGGG and will Truly be The Ramblings of a Mad Man (gender neutral))

firstly, since I hear that he feels hurt by the idea that people out there might find his style "basic". That's a rookie mistake (that literally everyone makes when they start getting Serious about Art). The mistake being Caring Profoundly About an Outside Audience that's Ever Watching and Judging.

Which I literally cannot blame him or anyone for it, ESPECIALLY in this modern social media landscape where newer artists feel like they gotta get GOOD at the VIRAL RAT RACE so you gotta get that sweet, sweet validation in the form of likes, reblogs, retweets etc etc.

So that's my first tip I suppose: don't fall for the entrapment of being obsessed with getting any and all sorts of SWEET VALIDATION during your art process. This is hard to condition yourself to! I myself fall prone to it! It's actually kind of natural. Even if the validation you seek isn't online, surely you're expecting it from your peers or teachers or family members or whoever gets to look at your sketchbook (or you know, your medium of choice).

You want people to notice your art and all the effort you put into it. It's okay! DO welcome those who do!! But never NEVERRRRRR NEVERRRRRR commit the mistake of placing the value of your art on how much praise it gets from others. That's a one trip road on having an Absolute Bad Time. THE ONLY PERSON you should be looking to make happy with your art is YOURSELF first and foremost!!! Always!!! This is the Golden Rule!!!

So people (imagined or otherwise) think his style is """Basic""". Okay! That's literally not a crime anyone can arrest you for!! So what if you're LITERALLY starting and your art looks """basic"""!!!!!!! WHAT IS THE CRIME HERE!!!! CAN'T MY MAN JUST CREATE IN PEACE!!!! LET HIM COOK!!!!!

If he's starting out, i think it's pretty expected of him to just have a "basic" style you know? He shouldn't be ashamed of it! The best chef in the entire world right now didn't start making The Most Delicious Food To Ever Grace Anyone's Plate on DAY 1. They probably started with a goshdang sandwich. Many of them maybe. Until they could make the Perfect Sandwich even in their Sleep and only until then they felt ready enough to explore Further Possibilities In The Kitchen.

(Is this metaphor working? I sure hope it is!)

Anyway.

"How did you not feel like shit looking at how it could be better but you don't know how?"

Well that's a fun question because to this day I get extremely frustrated whenever I realize my Art Level isn't up to my standards. But THAT'S OKAY- even in my case!

If you're Serious About Art (as in, you LOVE making art) you'll constantly feel like you're having to catch up to artists that are doing MILES better than you. Which happens to everyone. Truly it's only the curse of having A Good Taste In Art (so you automatically Set Standards For Yourself based on what you personally consider Great Art).

So again, something to not be ashamed of. But also something to Learn To Live with. I get it!! I truly do!! You see some guy online who apparently is only 14 and they're already making compositions with complex perspectives and an amazing sense of color theory and you'll want to bite off your hands!!!! But you can't let that stop you!!

You're just gonna have to learn to Fail, Constantly. Failing Gracefully! Sucking At Art Again and Again!

You might think this conflicts with the Golden Rule (i mean, if you're not happy with your own art- then what's the point yeah?)

But it's all about Love babey. Loving the process of failing constantly, because deep down you REALIZE you're learning how not to suck little by little.

It's also an exercise in letting Spite guide you. So what if you're bad!!!!!! What if you've somehow committed the crime of being A Bad Artist!!!!!! The cops will never catch me fucker!!!!! SEE HOW I DESECRATE THE HOLY ACT OF "CREATING GOOD ART" AHAHAHAHA!!!! LITERALLY NOBODY CAN STOP ME!!!!! <- the attitude to Have. Yes you gotta be prepared to be Unhinged and to have active Disdain towards 4th Plane Entities that are probably judging your art quality. (Unless my experiences aren't universal and nobody else feels a salacious self-satisfaction whenever they draw something that looks like an affront to The Universe, knowing they can just Try Again).

Anyway those are the benefits of sprinkling a little Spite alongside all the Love for the process of Making Art.

At the start you might feel like you're only making bad art. So! Own it! unironically my life philosophy is that everyone should make more BAD ART!!! ARTISTS OF THE WORLD UNITE TO MAKE MORE BAD ART, YOU HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE BUT YOUR CHAINS!

that's for the mental approach at least.

So, what about the technical side? How do you actually take all those feelings of inadequacy and wrangle them into something productive that will help YOU get better at the art you want to make?

with the warning that i am a self taught artist so i might not the the perfect person to ask, but truly the most IMPORTANT skill you want to hone is OBSERVATION and COPYING WHAT YOU OBSERVE.

Basically you're gonna study the artists you like! You're gonna stare REAL HARD at the details in the art they make! And THEN. You're gonna try to copy THAT! Hell, you might even want to TRACE what they do at first** (**THIS ADVICE IS FOR PRACTICING. DO NOT TRACE AND THEN POST ONLINE FOR OTHERS TO GO "hey man wtf this is just you tracing X Artist" DO NOT!!! DO THAT!!!) just so you get a feel for what they have in their art that You Don't and learning how to slowly replicate that.

That's how I learned the ropes at least. Literally printing manga panels and then tracing over them during my Peak Weeb Years. Ah little snaily, how time flies. Another thing i liked to do was watch speedpaints of artists i liked but at like -2x speed. So it was a slowpaint and i could STEAL THEIR SECRETS <- another valuable art skill

Anyway, that's what I think it's the most important (to observe!)

...but also you might want to either take art classes OR watch a buuuuunch of tutorials on youtube for The Basics (basic anatomy! shading! values! color theory! perspective! gesture drawing!!!)

You feel like shit about your art? Fine! Then realize your life is your own and you have the absolute power to change that directly!! GO ON YOUTUBE AND LEARN THOSE BASICS!!!!!! don't be like me and struggle this much with perspective after years of making art!!!! (Though in all fairness, even those good at it struggle with it lol)

So! I am all out of advice for a newer artist.

TL,DR: YOU WILL SUCK A LOT AT FIRST BUT THE MORE YOU PRACTICE AND LEARN ABOUT YOUR FAILURES, THE MORE YOU'LL LOVE TO SEE YOUR IMPROVEMENT AND EVENTUALLY YOU'LL BE ABLE TO DO THE ART YOU WANT TO MAKE.

Peng if you could forward this to your bf i would be very grateful. Good luck to you two!!! Thank you for reaching out!! And remember!! Never give up!!!!!

[callibones]

uhhh hh ..... hello! this is the same anon who sent in that ask about object camps. the camps you suggested sound really interesting! im a little too scared to join them for now haha but they sound really cool. they will rotate in my mind for a while i think HGFDSFGHJGFDSDFGH other than that .. 1 . i came across the wiki camp two and it looked so creative and interesting to me! i dont program in css that often anymore but the site makes me wanna go over and put in a bunch of pages. problem is.. i don't know how to Apply? or Do Anything? rn the site is locked for voting but just in general i tried reading the rules but still couldn't understand how it worked. if you knew anything about it that'd be nice. it also seems to have a discord server..? again im scared to check myself but if youre in it i wanna know whether it's a nice space to be in.

2 . uhhghgfdghj i peered through the rest of the blog and found the shelled one blaseball fic you posted ? and i think im really Normal about it. So after reading that i now trust your fanfic opinions. are there any other blaseball fics you'd strongly recommend? and uh general.. uh, evil mind controlly fics would be really nice too (the book of bill is also sort of ruining me along with this so i am truly looking for ANYTHING and like omg hbdxszexrdcfdsxrctvdxszaf) and thats all i wanted to ask you! sorry this is getting REALLY LONG i wish you well and i am So Sorry for bothering you!

HELLO AGAIN! not botherin me at all. :-] i was hopin youd find that answer.... i made sure to answer it at the same time u sent the question so you'd have a MAXIMUM CHANCE of findin it, and u Did! so Yay! welcome back. im going to tag my answers to your Post's with 🩸🟪 so we Never Get Separated Again. but i want you to know.... i don't bite! i literally can't on account of my face is a monitor. so if you wanna chat, feel free to dm me! you seem like a really fun person and we clearly have a lotta interest's in common so Consider That: An Option.

ANYHOO.

1) the wiki camp 2 is ABSOLUTELY a welcoming community. in fact, check this out: here's an index of plainly written explanations of various community in-jokes, to ensure nobody's left confused! while i'm not super active on the discord due to hyperfixating on single spaces at a time like some sort of cryptid, i have a lot of wonderful friends in the community and i'd wholeheartedly call it nice.

you don't have to apply to write, either! while i don't think there's an ETA yet on when the wiki's re-opening, whenever it does you'll be able to make an account for free and start creating to your heart's content! sometimes people who do that even get roped into the camp due to Token Shenanigans....

2) look. i get it. how much do i get it? the post you're talking about was written by my bill cipher fictive. and guess what book made me pick THAT thing up? we're in the same boat. i'm (RELATIVELY) normal 'round these parts, but if you do end up dropping me a line, maybe you'll happen upon some of my stuff? just sayin'. but as for what i can do for ya at the desk here...

thing is, i actually haven't read that much blaseball fanfic. i know! i WANT to. i have a list, which i'll reblog with your special tag right after this. but my brain doesn't let me read a lotta long stuff these days, which is SUCKS! i might poke around some tags and see what i can find, but that spectacular shelled one fic's the only one of its kind i know.

if you wanna read something Long and Serious and Really Really Good that's haunted me for years, put your eyes on Oil and Water, the shoe thieves disaster marriage classic about grief and autism and family and other such things.

then read everything else that catches your fancy, and send me your picks! and hey. if anyone reading this wants to help a cute anon out and knows some fics (or wrote some fics) that fit the Bill i mean the bill, PLEASE lemme know!! i Understand wanting more evil mind control. it's kind of my whole thing. PLUS i'm literally the shelled one's favorite

[gay-kurapika]

My boss gave me a $20 gift card for no discernable reason and I'm still trying to figure out why he did that. It was on the night we did inventory, a night he also ordered pizza because it's miserable and he was trying to make it less miserable, which I appreciate, but he didn't give my coworker a gift card so I don't know why I was special that night. Maybe he feels bad for me about the medical stuff? Idk. I really don't, he doesn't know details, just that I was gone for 9 days because of a medical emergency. If he knew what it was for don't think he'd be nice about it, so that's basically ruled out. Like he's definitely one of those kinds of people who don't understand that I'm literally an insane person pretending to he normal and a suicide attempt is not out of the realm of possibility for me, he wouldn't think it's a real problem, he'd think I was faking it. I'm definitely not, but like for whatever reason for some people its more comfortable to believe people arent serious when they say they want to die and im definitely serious if im saying that. When I'm off meds, that's not something I'm joking about its for real. So if it isn't pity, what was it? He also told me to apply for a managerial position that I'm not going to apply for because it's daytime and I'm just Not Doing That. Like is this him just trying to be my friend or something? He lost that opportunity a long time ago, I don't think he should keep trying. I'm not friends with people who intentionally screw me over

[zerobaseonefics]

Salut venom 🤙

Technically you weren't within the last 10 people who reblogged my posts but I'm a badass who likes to break rules and I want to stalk learn more about you 🫶 P.S I hope you're doing better and feeling alright.

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List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who reblogged something from you. learn to know your mutuals and followers :)

okay so there's like 6 person who sent me this but i'll only answer to yours since you were the first one to send it to me 👅 you even broke the rules for me 🫶🏼

first, thanks for checking up on me ily <3 i'm doing fine dw!

second, to all the ppl who sent me the same message, thanks for thinking abt me, i also love u 🫶🏼

third, i'm a creature made of hate and acerbity so nothing makes me happy /hj

no but fr. 5 things that make me happy :

1. the beach 🫶🏼 it's like my number one safe place. i was born in a city by the sea so i used to go there a lot when i was a kid. it makes me forget abt all my worries

2. sport in general. trying not to kill myself? i'll do sports 🙏🏼 it could be anything but most of the time i go to the gym or to run when i need to clear my head, and i feel great whenever i go to one of my dance classes or karate 👍🏼

3. my friends and family. i mean yeah that's a basic ass answer but i never claimed to be original nor special ✋🏼 im a basic bitch ✋🏼 it could be friends irl or ivl (love you bbygirls bbyboys and bbythem)

4. i love creating. it could be anything, i do music, i sew, i paint, i write (actual serious writings, not fanfictions), i cook,,,, i just love doing things with my own hands. if i see a pretty dress then i'd rather sew it myself than to buy it. that's how i ended up doing all my friends' dresses for prom last year 😭 i just feel happy about the process, the idea of creating something, but i feel even more happy once the creation is done

5. talking to ppl there <3 even the weird ask are making me happy cuz what are you mad for? i love the idea of someone's day being so bad they rely on hating on me to feel better /j 🫶🏼 but honestly i mostly receive love here, everyone is so nice and funny and i love talking to yall <3

[kozykricket]

Pinned Post (Updated: 06/07/2024)

Hiya! I'm Jake (or occasionally Julia, because gender is a suggestion anyways) pronouns: he/him (but with they/them vibes) I mostly use this blog to ramble about my fav viddygames, ramble about my life (sorry not sorry), and reblog cool art or funnies

I really like posting minecraft ideas or concepts here, because I'm a big nerd for the game, and ... well, is it fitting to say I'm an aspiring game designer? Game design fascinates me.

I'm also a big nerd about writing and stories in general, particularly in games. I'm that one person who'll probably interact with every npc before moving on. I enjoy theories... lore... all that stuff. very tasty

My fav games include minecraft, terraria, undertale/deltarune, pokemon, stardew valley, risk of rain, celeste, oneshot, and much more! i also love music and animals. ive had many cats over the course of my life, and i love them all!!

While I also sometimes vent quite a lot here, I try to tag my different types of posts, so you can filter them out or just browse specific tags on my page. tags are ahead, though as of updating this I am soon going to attempt to mass change many of my posts tags and my tagging conventions:

#jake post - a new tag, just a generic post tag for non-reblog posts (will include self reblogs) #reblog - reblogs.

#jake ramblings - general ramblings of mine, if you care to hear about them. May mostly be me appreciating my friends and cats.

I try to tag games that I talk about, but if it's a big post, I'll tend to also tag... #[game name] ramblings (i.e a minecraft idea, cassette beasts ramblings of how awesome it is, pokemon idea, any fixation really) - because I love thinking up ideas for games like minecraft... or just talking about how much i appreciate game design or just. may be having fun. I sometimes use #[game name] idea(s)

Things you may wish to filter out:

#[game name] spoilers - for if a post contains spoilers or leaks for a game, although any spoilers will also be behind a "keep reading" line.

#vent - a vent post, which I will always include a "keep reading" line in. Don't feel the need to read these, I just like getting them out there sometimes.

#mild vent - similar to the above, but more casual frustrations or woes than serious topics. Same rules apply

#toxicity mention - if you just wanna have a nice time, you can like. mute this. if theres anyone being rude or annoying that im responding to or. yknow. im feeding the trolls. ill probably tag it with this. i.e someone calling game devs stupid and dumb with no good reason (cough minecraft)

[gyuswhore]

rules: you're going to pick 10 of your biases (or as many biases as you have and then fill in the rest of the spots with idols you like) and number them 1-10. then answer the questions below! try not to look at the questions before you make your list!

thank you for the tag @cheolhub <3

bias list:

Mingyu

Jaehyun

Chan

Jeongguk

Seungcheol

Soonyoung

Jeno

Kai

Juyeon

Jake

1. between 7 and 5, who did you bias first?

Jeno! didn't really notice Cheol too much despite stanning svt fjkgjk

2. between 2 and 6, who are you more attached to?

maybe jaehyun? its pretty even im ngl but if i had to pick

3. if you were to spend the day with either 3 or 1, who would you choose and what would you do?

AAAAAAFNVKJFNVKFJ. i refuse to choose bc i would actively be holding back tears with both of them id want to go to an art gallery with mingyu and take pics of each other and talk about art idk imfvjksnvojgvn and id so want to go to a food street with chan like i just wanna stuff my face i just know its gonna be so fun with him

4. what is your favorite physical feature about 9?

his eyes are really nice ive been wanting to draw them for a while too

5. what is your favorite part of 6's personality?

I really like how he's goofy but knows when to get serious like he's passionate but that doesn't take away from how he's genuinely such a fun person

6. if you were to tell 8 anything you wanted, what would you tell them?

bro idk will i be able to form words like even thinking about it I'm blanking out

7. between 1 and 2, whose closet would you raid?

HONESTLY BOTH I want all of jaehyuns Prada pieces and I want all of Mingyus hoodies and sweatshirts its even

8. what is a style that you want to see 3 try?

id love to see chan in like 'old money' style idk I feel like it'd suit him

9. between 5 and 4, who are you closer to in height?

idk how tall I am but I think im closer to Cheol

10. between 10 and 9, whose music do you like the best?

Enhypen?? i guess. im yet to explore tbz music in depth so I'm gonna go with what i know rn kfvnfkjv

tagging (no pressure): @toruro @fairyhaos @shuadrive and anyone else who wants to try!!!

[arenabreadandbiscuits]

Me rn because I accepted a writing commission that I will in fact finish but annoying me a bit because

1. My cycle decided to start so my mood is up and down

2. The story has been changed like three times right now (as of typing this...), mainly due to misunderstandings (most on my side I guess but my commission list LITERALLY has rules though after this commission I see I'll have to highlight things)

3. The story has a character that's supposed to be from a whole other fandom so basically this is a split fic which wouldn't be an issue except for the fact that the other fandom is a manwha that I've NEVER heard of...

I know this really makes me seem like the one not prepared but this is why I have my posts, so that everyone can actually read through them and know what I'm all about. Bonus note: commissioner seems to be in a rush for the work though I mentioned that 10k words could at least take a week. At least. It's only been a day..

I'm having to continue off a story that was already started but not finished which I also wasn't expecting.. I don't mind finishing work other's started but let's just say that none of this was expected because I had assumed my commission post said everything it needed to. I'll have to make tweaks later...

One being that if you ask for a fandom that I DON'T have listed I will tell you to be just a bit more patient than someone who did pick off the list. I write commissions yes but ANY commission wasn't noted. Two being that I'm serious about taking in consideration my timing on posts, I don't like feeling rushed and I don't mind people checking on me but have mercy. I am still disabled and out of school for such with major levels of depression and mental health like that so not being rushed definitely helps me. I don't mind being checked on but breathing down my neck makes this harder for both of us.

Finally, I don't mind you ASKING about fandoms that's not in the list but just assume it'll be better if you just commission what's on the list.

Anyway, the list is HERE!.

Edit:

Hi! I'm pissed off! :3

So they said that basically what they asked for wasn't included in their story and decided to report me to PayPal. (I'll have to delete it because of course I don't have that money to give back.) PayPal isn't even letting me give my side of the story which was total bullshit.

You gave me a story that had already been started by someone else and based off of how you responded I can see why it wasn't finished. Especially if you were as needy for things as you were with me.

2 you ADDED A FANDOM IM NOT IN and though that's more on my I sent you a template! I asked you questions! And not once until up to the point of later in the story did you mention anything wrong with how it was going. I say in the original COMMISSIONS POST what fandoms I write for and though I'm nice enough to accept other fandoms I wasn't even aware that you were mentioning a second fandom until AFTER I had the money transaction with you.

You rushed me the first couple days which made me feel like I had to get everything done at a certain time.

I also didn't like your tone and I would have liked you to say something sooner if you weren't liking the story and no not things you prefer but instead things you WANT. It's like you've never done a writing commission before.

To this person I hope you have the day you deserve and I hope you're reading this rn even though I got your silly ass blocked. All I could think while working on your commission was how GRATEFUL id be once I got it done and over with and boy was I right. I mention my situation, I mention my case and the last thing you choose to do is be understanding. I have NEVER had an issue with a customer before you because the ones before you knew how to LISTEN.

Finally having you gone is the slightest my shoulders have been in a week, since the moment you showed up in my life and my dms. Thank you for finally leaving me alone. I don't even wish you any bad will or anything like that, I just wish you never came to me to begin with.

Edit2:

They made it a claim. I take back not wishing ill but ffs. Ugh this is why I if you want a commission to read the commission rules. I'm actually frustrated, I'm not dealing with this tonight. Imma go smoke and call it a day. 😒

[pesterloglog]

Kanaya Maryam, Rose Lalonde

Act 5, page 3045-3047

-- grimAuxiliatrix [GA] began trolling tentacleTherapist [TT] --

GA: Since The Gap Between Your Present Moment And The Implementation Of Your Mystifying Self Destruction Continues To Narrow

GA: This Will Be The Last Conversation In Which I Attempt To Talk You Out Of It Nicely

TT: I explained this.

TT: The intent isn't true self sacrifice.

GA: First Of All Youre Underestimating The Gravity Of A Dream Death

GA: Its A Pretty Serious Thing Okay

GA: And Dream Selves Are Important To A Person In Ways That Arent Always Obvious

GA: I Think Youre Being Frivolous But Thats Not Really The Sentiment Reinforcing The Exoskeleton Of My Argument

GA: Soon You Will Be Blacked Out Of Trollians Viewport

GA: And I Have No Explanation For This

GA: And Neither Do You

GA: So Ill Just Assume The Worst And You Should Too

TT: Are you sure it's not because I'm sleeping?

GA: Ive Seen You Sleep Before

GA: You Are Just

GA: Asleep

GA: On Screen

GA: Peaceful And Harmless And Posing No Threat To Anyone

GA: Unless I Guess You Are Up To Mischief In Your Dreams Which I Cannot Rule Out

GA: Actually Thats Probably What You Do In Your Sleep What Was I Thinking

TT: Shh...

GA: Uh

GA: What

TT: Blah blah blah!

GA: Right Sorry

GA: Im Saying This Is A Special Case

GA: It Is Foreboding And Disconcerting And You Are Being Reckless

TT: You're right, I can't explain why I go dark on your monitor.

TT: But I'm confident in my plan. I have it under control.

GA: Your Hubris Is Really Astonishing

GA: Easily Twice The Mass Of A Universe I Think

GA: That It Hasnt Collapsed Upon Itself Into A Tiny Lavender Singularity Is The Most Striking Marvel Paradox Space Has Coughed Up Yet

TT: Maybe it did?

TT: Maybe that's what went wrong.

TT: We figured it out!

GA: No Please Stop

GA: Humor Wont Deflect My Really Big And Important Tirade Okay

GA: You Are Investing Too Much Confidence In Evil Gods Who Oppose Skaia And Your True Purpose And

GA: I Cant Abide That

GA: And

GA: As Difficult As This Is For Me To Confess

GA: I Think Your Plan Is Very Dangerous

GA: And So Are You

TT: Oh?

GA: Yes

GA: And

GA: Im Afraid I Am Going To Have To Devote All My Efforts To Stopping You

TT: I'm sorry to hear that, Kanaya.

TT: What did you have in mind for this new and exciting adversarial phase of our relationship?

GA: Im So Glad You Asked

GA: You See

GA: I Have Been Training A Powerful Wizard

TT: !

GA: Yes Your Shout Pole Is Like A Tower Broadcasting Your Fear Across The Ring And You Are Right To Be Afraid

GA: I Have Commissioned None Other Than The Legendary Prince Of Hope And I Am Teaching Him The Ways Of White Sorcery

GA: I Have Observed Your Methods And You Will Come To The Most Unwelcome Realization That All Of Your Guile And Cunning Has Finally Backfired

GA: This Noble Magician Of Pure Light Will Serve As The Counterpoint To Your Arcane Debauchery

GA: He Will Hunt You Down And Goodness And Hope Will Prevail

TT: Is it too late to throw myself at your mercy?

GA: Yes Its Much Too Late For That

TT: I see.

TT: Then clearly I will have to prepare for this soul sundering duel, whilst making my own funeral arrangements.

GA: Oh Yes I Do Believe Securing A Corpse Box Would Be Prudent

GA: Fitted To Dimensions Suited To Your Myriad Of Unassembled Leaky Body Parts In Aggregate

TT: What will herald the arrival of this swift and righteous thaumaturge?

TT: Will I be blinded by the fearsome lashes of light ribboning from the incandescent coastline of his beauteous aura?

TT: Should I borrow my friend's sunglasses?

GA: Yes Definitely

GA: Definitely Do That

GA: Wait I Hope That Wasnt Too Emphatic

GA: Maybe At This Point I Should Clarify This Is All A Big Joke

TT: Yeah.

TT: I was getting that.

TT: You don't always have to tip your hand, Kanaya. You were doing well.

GA: I Was

TT: Mm-hm.

GA: Okay Great

GA: I Think What I Find Most Challenging About Human Insincerity Based Humor Is The Degree Of Commitment To The Fantasy Which Is Apparently Requisite

TT: We take it very seriously.

GA: I Mean To Say

GA: The Gesture Of Hostility In This Case Was The Joke

GA: I Did In Fact "Train" This Character

GA: I Made Him A Wand To Shut Him Up

TT: Wait, you did? Really?

GA: He Wouldnt Stop Harassing Me For Your "Secrets"

TT: That's incredible. Well done.

GA: Hes The One With The Royalty Complex And Speaks With All The Extra Vees And Doubleyous

TT: Oh, I knew exactly who you were talking about from the start.

GA: Okay

TT: I must say, this little project pleases me.

TT: Do keep me apprised of all further developments.

GA: Okay I Will

TT: At least until my looming grimdarkdeath steals me away.

GA: Uh

GA: Yeah That

GA: Is Still Something That I Dont Really Want To Joke About

GA: I Hope That Came Across As A Sincere Statement

[catnherthoughts]

rg 11/8/2023

i am a bit mad. this does not feel like right at all. i have learned from my experiences to go about things a certain way. don't be completely loyal in the talking stage because when exclusivity is not defined there is a chance the other party is also talking to other people. i thought this was common knowledge.

but no, for once ever in my life this was not what a man thought. i didn't even think that he thought we were that serious. i liked him. i still like him. i was excited for when he was gonna talk about our exclusivity and we would just be together and i'd finally be free from single college party life. but no, he had to see the text i sent to ym friend ab a cute guy in comm. like wat the flip. sorry in class but like. i even tried to apologize and explain why i did that but he just said that he thought i should just know that you shouldn't say those things at a certain point of a situation.

my thing is, he is not my boyfriend and we did not have any sort of conversation saying that we were gonna be exclusive. i did not know thats he he felt. if he said that i wouldn't care bc i wouldn't expect him to adhere to some rule that i didn't even tell him about. relationships don't work without COMMUNICATION and i told him this and he said that some things should just be common knowledge and it didn't need to be discussed. he said that he was not in the place mentally for what we have going on. maybe he just isn't emotionally mature enough to have a conversation and learn from an argument. he can't come to an understanding w me. that's so stupid. i said sorry, i won't do it again, and that we can talk about exclusivity adn things of that sort. he said that i just should have known and that somehow i disrespected him bc i knew he had "trust issues'

he has no idea about what i've been through because I do not like to tell him about my past and i have grown and have learned from it. I am mature enough to realize how my past affects my current relationships and learn from it. therapize and ball out. i'm not a bad person. i really did like him. im not very emotionally available as a person at the moment but i was more than usually with him. it was just a misunderstanding on where we stood. we could work past it. i wanna be with him. i feel so bad. im in class and i cant breathe. this is so dumb. i felt so nice and we were so close and now its over. he posted something ab a drinking gc w a lot of girls. i think its over.

I'm feeling alot of emotions right now. oh yeah he's so cool he thinks he can out hoe me? i have so many men omd. i can post me kissing another man. but would i be seen as a slut? am i already seen as a Slut? i didn't even like do much. i hate this. he shouldn't have this much control over me. but he was so sweet to me and i liked talking to him and im just so tired of bieng in this cycke. if im being honest when this all unrolled i wanted to relapse on sh. its always the relationship things that make me wanna sh. class is over and so is my joy for rn. depressive episode and starve. bye.

[misguidedasgardian]

I'm seeing so many comments about Aemma, Jace and Aemond that I started thinking... I think it would help Aemma run away to secretly marry Aemond, I mean, they are so perfect together... And having Vhagar on the black side (are we still on the black team???) wouldn't be bad at all. But then I remembered that Aemma is still very young, if she was at least 16 or 17 I would super help her run away with her uncle. And a part of me firmly believes that Daemon would be helping me, because come on, we all know how much that man LOVES a secret, forbidden marriage. he got married twice like that.

I would also like to say that "where the hell is Alicent in all this shit????" I mean, she always has something to say about everything Rhaenyra does and now she has nothing to say about breaking Aemma's betrothal to Aemond? Didn't this unhappy woman want my daughter on her side in the war? ALICENT OPEN YOUR FUCKING MOUTH

And since we're talking about Alicent, I wanted to say that you're a witch. Yes, you. Why only witchcraft could make me put up with Alicent. Yes, sometimes she tries to steal my daughter to turn her into an Alicent in future, but what the hell?? I'm not finding this woman so horrible in this fic. Are she and the reader even friends??? ALICENT. Jesus.

This is just another opportunity to say that your writing is amazing because it's making me like Alicent. And I'm not sure if that was your intention... And maybe I'm just going crazy, but that's it.

I also wanted to apologize for some of my questions being sent in Portuguese... I have to write in Portuguese and then write in English and I think my cell phone is having some kind of problem because they always end up being sent in Portuguese... I'll try to pay more attention to that, but it was nice to know that you speak Spanish.

Yeah baby Aemma is too little, that´s why I´m doing one more time jump before everything goes to shit 😂😂😅😅 Daemon would be like, "go go go go now, the coast is clear!" and the three of them flying away, and he will be the one who delivers her in the altar of course 😅 so his raena could marry Jace

Yes Alicent scaped me in the last chapter... but she is there, great element for the next one.

They tolerate eachother... they aren´t friends. Helping out with defending Aemma´s virtue worked in her benefit too, and they are both mothers... so they have that in common. Reader learned to where to yield and where to fight her in matters of the realm, in the small council...so she is somewhat... content with Reader. Is not that they play each other, they respect each other

I started writing this to prove how the existence of one person could chance the history. So im putting my money that Alicent wouldn´t be so defensive dealing with more of a "serious" person. She believes Rhaenyra to be this spoiled child that gets away with toying with the faith, and family, and improper behaviour... and reader isn´t like that, she plays by Alicent´s rules so that´s why she is so... meek, with reader.

yeah I encountered problems with tumblr posting too so its perfectly fine love! ❤️❤️

thanks for the love and communication!