#i just haven't told you yet bc i feel like you'd think it's weird but i love it so much

[sleepys-sunny-garden]

@slavetomints

back hugs?? hugs from behind?? gently resting your chin on their shoulder??

[maknaeswrld]

here | h.js

wc: 3.7k

genre: childhood best friends to strangers to lovers; gn!reader; idiots in love; fluff; angst.

cw: mentions of marriage; in depth-ish depictions of panic attack; I think that's really it, please let me know

a/n: The Hannie POV nobody asked for and I wrote anyways bc I missed my first fic dumbass babies. if you'd like to experience the full story and haven't yet, start here

roadmap: starts in present; gives his perspective on the time just before and after losing contact; ends back in present (The SOUND + 5 Star era) ((yes it's been that long since I released the original story))

Felix comes bounding in, practically shaking in excitement as he grabs Jeongin and disappears just as fast. Jisung blinks at it, not really paying much attention, his younger members are always up to stuff, but curious about what had garnered Felix’s attention.

He chose not to think about it too much as he fiddled with his mic pack.

Until Jeongin and Felix came back with Jeongin buzzing with just as much excitement.

“Y/n’s here!” Felix shouts. “I just had Innie confirm it for me, they’re actually here! They’re sitting-” Jisung lost all ability to pay attention as his head whipped toward Chan, who was already pulling his shirt back on.

“Go inform the band, I’ll tell production.” Chan says, looking directly at Han as the others seem to fade to the background. “And do not do anything stupid.” Han nods and all but runs out of the room, grabbing band members as he sees them.

“We’re gonna do There during intermission.” He says, sounding as breathless as he feels. “And don’t worry, this isn’t gonna be a regular thing I just, I really need to perform it tonight.” His drummer just pats his shoulder encouragingly. 

“Don’t worry man, we’ve got your back.”

As the spotlight hits his face, he’s smacked with the realization that he has no idea where you even are. There’s hundreds of people in the stadium, thousands of eyes watching him curiously as he nervously clears his throat. The crowds have never affected him quite like they were in that moment.

“This wasn’t exactly scheduled, and I’m sorry about that, but I just talked it over with the others and with the band and we’re going to perform There for all of you tonight. This song is, well it’s really important to me.”

As the opening chords start, Jisung feels his heart in his throat as he prepares to sing, eyes scanning the crowd for any sign of you.

He hadn’t written this particular song, though there were plenty he had written for you, but when Changbin and Chan showed it to him, he knew without a shadow of a doubt that it was one that would resonate with you. He knew, or at least he very deeply hoped, that if you ever heard it, you’d think of him. When he had told them this, they agreed they’d perform it live should they ever find you in the crowd, should Jisung ever get the second chance they all wanted for him. 

They all knew he was in love with you, they knew before they ever even met you. Han Jisung has never been good at hiding his emotions, and when it came to you, it was almost as if there was nothing to hide because when they met you they could all see you felt the exact same way. 

What none of them could ever figure out was why you never told each other and how Jisung let you slip away so easily. It was like one day you were there as you always had been and the next you didn’t exist. No one knew why Jisung let communication dwindle to nothing, but they had all felt the loss when you fully exited their lives.

***

For as long as he could remember, Jisung had you by his side. He remembers playing in puddles and bathing together before it was considered weird. He remembers you hitting his bullies and getting suspended in elementary school, he remembers when puberty hit and he realized you were hot, and then later when he came to the conclusion you weren’t just hot you were also exactly who he wanted to spend his whole life with, in a non platonic way.

That realization hadn’t freaked him out as much as he thought it should have, he already knew he had never wanted you to leave him, so the addition of emotions his young mind couldn’t fully comprehend wasn’t that big of a deal. Not really. 

You supported him like no one else. You took care of him, helped him through his anxiety attacks, protected him even if he didn’t necessarily need it. He was young, he knew it’d likely mess up your friendship if he said anything, but he knew without a shadow of a doubt that you would be his fairy tale ending,,, one day. If you felt the same. 

So instead of outright telling you how he felt, he started fishing for how you might feel. The joke of ‘are you in love with me or something’ quickly became an ongoing thing that you would both use when the other did something that resembled even the smallest bit of possible affection. It went from a way for him to see if you felt the same to a safety net for you both to use to say it without actually saying it. 

It was obvious to everyone, including the both of you, that the relationship went beyond friendship, but he never acted on it, too terrified of being wrong to risk it; and then later too afraid of pulling you into a world that you didn’t want to be a part of. 

As Jisungs fame grew, his need to keep you by his side both intensified and dwindled. 

In all reality, he was terrified of rising to fame alone, of having the spotlight on him and not being able to look to his side and see you. The thought of you not supporting him every step of the way, of not being with him, of losing touch and never being able to find his way back to you scared him more than anything he’d ever faced. But on the same hand, he wanted you nowhere near the spotlight. 

He knew the risks that come with the industry, and he knew how much worse it could potentially be if people thought you were romantically involved. The music industry isn’t always the most pleasant and he knew it, you knew it, so as much as he despised the idea of losing you, the thought of you losing yourself by following him seemed so much worse. 

Jisung wanted to always protect you, keep you from the dangers and toxicity of relations of any kind with an idol. He was torn in half about it. He wanted to be selfish and keep you close, but he needed to keep you away. He knew the boys would take care of you if he had tried to keep you close, he knew Bang Chan would never let the company dictate your life in any way, but the risk far outweighed the reward at the time. Jisung didn’t know what he would do should he ever have to watch you get dragged into a lifestyle you never wanted.

When you told him you were moving to America for your promotion, it was as if it were the answer he didn’t know he needed. Between the timezones, him and the members getting busier, and your new work schedule, losing communication all together wouldn’t be too difficult.

The thought of purposely losing contact with you made his stomach twist horribly, guilt riddling him, but he had to, it was the only way to keep you safe. The only way to keep you untainted by the dark side of the world he threw himself into. 

He didn’t bank on his members caring for you so much, making it drag out longer than he anticipated, asking when he was going to call you so they could steal his phone to talk to you themselves. They would ask him why you stopped calling every night, to which he’d shrug and pretend he hadn’t silenced your number. As they got busier, the thought of you slipped further and further from everyone's minds, and by the end of your first year in America, it was as if you didn’t even exist.

His heart ached at every little thing that would bring a reminder of you to his mind, from seeing your favorite flower to trying a new restaurant and wishing he could share it with you. You were a ghost that haunted him in everything he did. Every song he wrote was a story of you or to you. 

The members never pushed him to try and contact you, but he sometimes wished they would, that they’d force his hand and call the number he wasn’t even positive belonged to you anymore. The closest anyone ever got into making him remember you was when one of the members would buy something that reminded them of you. Between the eight of them, there was an entire bookshelf in each dorm dedicated to gifts they should have been giving you throughout the years, although not a single one of them ever acknowledged that being the case.

Han wished they’d bring you up, he wished they’d force him into remembering you and everything he had, everything he could have had. 

It was shortly after the release of NoEasy that he’d bought the ring. He was out shopping with Jeongin and Hyunjin when he saw it, and all he could see was it resting on your hand. He’d purchased it and stashed the small box carefully away so there could be no possible pictures spread, and therefore no rumors. 

Jisung never truly believed he’d see you again, part of him might’ve even hoped he’d never see you again, it’d be easier to suffer in his choices than it’d be to try explaining them to you. 

But a much bigger part of him couldn’t leave his apartment without that ring. After buying it that day, it’d taken up permanent residence in his bag, never once separating from his side. Changbin had laughed after seeing it the first time.

“What, do you plan to just drop to one knee and pop the question the second you reunite?”

Jisung’s cheeks turned bright red at the teasing. 

“And what if I do?”

Changbin just looked at him like he was his own special kind of stupid and was wearing a giant sign that announced the fact. 

Sometimes, when the studio was empty and the hour too late for any human being, Jisung would let himself dwell in the memories of the past, trying to remember how it felt to have you in his orbit, your gravity keeping him on his axis. He’d let his mind drift through the memories that he typically kept tucked away. 

Thinking of your smile, your shared inside jokes, the way you’d loved him so hesitantly for so many years, both eased his heart and made it contract with regret every single time, but it’s also where so many of his songs started. He was an emotion writer and you were his favorite emotion.

As the years passed, he grew more confident in the fact that he’d successfully run you off. The ring remained in his bag, but was handled less. The songs were still written, but not as often. He was comfortable in the fact that you were good and gone, that he would never see you again.

Until that was no longer the case.

~~~

As the song came to an end and Jisung still hadn’t been able to find you, he tried to keep his shoulders straight. Tried with all his might to keep a semblance of a smile on his face. But he knew he wasn’t successful when Chan grabbed him and gently directed him backstage once again.

“Sungie, I really need you to come back to us, okay? Y/n or no Y/n, we’ve still got a job to do and getting into your head is just going to take you further away.” Chan, always the voice of reason, could hardly hide the concern clouding his eyes and voice. Han hated making Chan worry about him, especially in the middle of shows.

“You’re never gonna find them and get them back if you don’t get out there and keep trying.” Seungmin smacked him on the back, shoving a bottle of water into his hand and continuing past.

Taking a few anchoring breaths, Jisung quickly changed into the next stage's outfit, let the make-up staff do their job, and finally found his way back out on the stage. 

He never stopped searching. His eyes constantly looking over every single face he could see from the stage, begging his eyes to finally pick you out of the crowd. Stomach moving further and further up into his throat the longer he went without laying eyes on you. And then Minho laughed.

There weren’t many sounds that drew Jisung’s attention quite as fast as a genuine laugh from Minho, the noise caught him off guard and pulled him in his direction instantly, a genuine smile already making its way onto Jisungs face.

Han threw an arm over Minho’s shoulder, a grin splitting his lips as he lifted his mic for his upcoming part, before Minho shoved him into a downward spiral of losing all track of his surroundings.

“Straight ahead, about eighth row maybe.” His friend nodded slightly, and Jisung’s eyes were scanning the direction, instantly finding yours. 

The world didn’t stop, it didn’t go quiet or fade away entirely, but Jisung felt like it should have, like finally seeing you again was everything he needed in that moment and the rest of the world could find something else to do as long as you kept looking at him.

Minho’s hand squeezing Jisung’s side roughly snapped him back into the reality of the situation though. The rest of the world wasn’t going to just leave right now and the major choreography was coming up. He couldn’t help smiling at you again before getting ready to continue doing his job, barely recognizing that he completely missed his part.

After having finally found you, he couldn’t stomach losing sight of you, fearing the second he stopped looking at you, you’d vanish. As if he’d made you up. It caused plenty of mess ups in both choreography and lines, but by the time the concert came to an end, he was convinced you really, truly were right there.

After saying his goodbyes to Stay, he rushed to the closest member of security he could find and begged for him to go get you, giving him your name and approximate location. The energy of a good show was an adrenaline high unlike any other Jisung had ever experienced, the excitement coursing through the group aided with the joy of knowing you’d been in the crowd. 

Jisung realizes maybe too late that he should’ve asked if his members were okay with him pulling you backstage, if they wanted to see you and get to know you again as much as he did. He hunts down Chan to ask, albeit too late for his no to have any real effect. 

“If you hadn’t sent someone to find them, I would’ve done it myself. You’re crazy if you think we were going to let them leave without trying to reconnect. We all missed Y/n too, you know.”

Chan meant to be comforting, but it had the reverse effect. Jisung knew his members cared about you too but he’d never really stopped to think about how much him pushing you away may have affected each of them. 

Had the decision been completely selfish? Had he caused pain to everyone important to him for nothing if you accept the invitation and come backstage? In the end, Jisung knew blocking you out had been selfish, he knew that he should have left it to be your decision to make, that if you were going to leave it should have been because you wanted to not because he made you. If he hadn’t, would you be on tour with them right now? What would be different if he had talked to you about his fears instead of just choosing to act on them?

The further his brain went down that thought, the more he had to pace to try and keep his heart rate somewhat steady. He avoided messing with his hair, knowing that his stylist would chew him out for pulling it again, but damn it did he want to. The air felt too thin, the lights too bright, he hadn’t just hurt you, he’d hurt his band too. He hurt every single person he wanted to be the best version of himself for, every person he never, ever wanted to hurt.

“I need you to breathe for me Sungie, deep breaths. Can you follow my breathing?” Chan didn’t try to touch him, just hoped he listened while watching his friend spiral. “That’s it, there you go.” Chan could feel his whole body shake with relief as Jisung remembered his breathing techniques and started to calm down, even if only slightly.

He slowly reached into his pocket, fishing out the box Jisung insisted on taking with him everywhere. Gently, he reached out to place the box in Jisung’s shaky hands.

“I’m gonna go in there now. If you need me, you can send one of the guards in for me, okay? But remember, that is your best friend in this whole world in there. You’re going to be okay.”

Jiusng hugged him tightly before letting him go. He opened the box slowly, staring at the ring he’d picked out so many years before, his heart in his throat looking at it.

He snapped the box shut again, shoving it deep into his pocket, out of sight as if the box had burned him, eyes moving to the ground as his pacing started back up, Chan’s last words on repeat in his head. 

“It’s fine, it’s fine, it’s just your best friend. Your best friend in the whole world that you’ve been out of touch with for years. You’ll be okay. It’s not like they wouldn’t want to see you. Oh my god, what if they don’t want to see me.”

“Han Jisung, would you stop rambling under your breath and hug me already?”

Han’s head whipped up, eyes wide, and for a moment all he could do was stare at you in shock, all he could think was that you are really here, truly in front of him and actually demanding a hug. 

And then he rushes towards you, pulling you into a hug so tight, as if he’s afraid you’ll disappear if he lets go. He sort of is.

“I missed you so much.” Jisung whispers, his voice watery even to his own ears, likely from his earlier breakdown.

You hug him back with just as much strength, clinging to him and willing away tears of your own.

“Careful, it almost sounds like you’re in love with me or something.” You try to joke, your voice just as unsteady as his.

Everything Jisung had ever thought and never said, every song he’s ever written and every night he’d stayed up remembering you and all the times he could have told you flash through his mind. His heart ached. 

“And what if I am?” He whispers. He could feel your breath catch in your throat. Tears still threatening his lash line.

Before you can say anything, he starts fumbling for his pocket before pulling out a small black box. He takes a deep breath, not bothering to try and decipher if it was a good idea before sinking down onto one knee, his mind fearful but determined as your eyes widen in shock.

“Because I am, ya know? I always have been. You’ve always been my ending, Y/n/n. And I had promised you once that you’d be stuck with me for the rest of your miserable life, and that I’d put a ring on it if it meant never losing you. Well, then I did lose you, and now that you’re here, I don’t intend on ever letting you slip away again. So, marry me, and let me spend the rest of my life by your side, because I joke about your miserable life a lot, but I know for a fact how miserable life is without you and I don’t want it.”

Jisung knows you better than he knows himself sometimes, but he’s never been good at dealing with you crying. But before he could put the ring up to attempt to console you instead, you drop to your knees in front of him, nodding as you grab his face and pull him in for a kiss.

Your lips are salty, likely from your shared tears, and his are a little chapped, but they meet yours just as eagerly. His heart swells with the utter completeness of it all, as if this is how it always should have been.

You both pull apart for air, Jisung leans his forehead against yours as he grabs your hand to slide the ring into place, the sounds of whooping and hollering not too far off. 

Jisung is unsurprised to see all of the Kids watching, but he can’t help but blush at the four strangers grinning from ear to ear accompanying them.

He blushes and you grin, tears still flowing as he wraps you up into his embrace, thrilled to finally have his best friend in the whole wide world back and beaming proudly as you showed off your ring to two of your apparent friends.

“I love you.” Jisung whispers as he helps you stand up after a few moments to recollect himself.

“I love you too.” You whisper back, leaning further into him and he swears he could live off of just hearing those words from you and feeling you in his arms.

“Sweetie, you’ve got some major explaining to do.” The tiny blonde girl glared at you.

“And so do we. Thanks Hannie.” Seungmin grumbled, being unable to hide his smile even as he said it.

Jisung looked at you, wearing his ring, back in his life where you should have always been, and despite the exhaustingly long conversations and apologies to come, as well as the amount of explaining Chan is probably looking forward to with the company, Jisung couldn’t find himself to feel anything but pure, unadulterated joy right in that moment.

thank you for reading! reblogs and comments are always always appreciated, I love to hear thoughts and opinions!🫶

[menlove]

wait enlighten me on the i’m so tired being about paul grind i don’t know if i see it

ofc! it's just interpretation obviously but it's one of those that makes me eye it a bit. but. it's one of those that every beatles wiki will be like "it's about yoko" but he's never said that and honestly the song doesn't fit with their relationship at the time like at all. she WAS writing him a lot of telegrams and their relationship was certainly getting Weirder at the time, but I wouldn't think it would inspired sleepless, tortured nights yet

the song is very much like. a sort of rising anger/irritation with the situation and the person in the song which is very much where paul and john were at at the time. I'm not a "something happened in india" truther, but I do think things between them were going south. had been since brian died and only got worse with paul getting engaged.

this part particularly To Me reads as very paul

bc at the point john and YOKO were at if he called her and was like "hey I'm in love with you and I'm going insane and can't sleep over it" I don't even know that HE'D be scared she'd say he was joking and turn him down. like she was very much the one doing the chasing there for a while and her telegrams seem pretty damn confident about where that relationship was headed. where they were at just didn't seem like the tortured, aching, harm that he talks about in this song. it was the beginning obsession of new love which is a TOTALLY different feeling than this song gives off.

paul on the other hand. I think it would be incredibly reasonable to assume that if he told paul "yeah I haven't been able to sleep because you're driving me insane, I'm in love with you, and it's like actually genuinely hurting me" paul would go "that's a hilarious one john thanks" like 💀 way more in character for paul to brush something like that off than yoko

also as just a further lil reach lol in the esher demo there's this:

obviously john was just misspeaking and meant to say my arms but. interesting especially bc at this point him and yoko had never slept together or been intimate at all. that's USUALLY something I'd call bullshit on with affairs, but they've been pretty open about their relationship timeline. she's also. I mean. yoko isn't very charming lmao I'm not dogging on her she just isn't and she knows that, john knew that, the world knows that. she's just a very blunt person who at the time this was written was just coming off as sort of strange and mysterious to him.

so saying yknow "when I hold you (/fuck you) I wonder if I should get up and lock myself in a mental institution" would again just be a really weird and nonsensical thing to say about yoko. about the notoriously charming man who in this scenario you'd be fucking, though.......... homosexuality was BARELY legal let alone smth john had come to grips with so this whole doom spiral around this person & fucking them & what that means for you, well! very interesting, anyway

anyway that's it! I just am super unconvinced this song is about yoko. and there's really only 3 sort of romantic interest options in his life at the time it could be about and it just wouldn't fit for yoko or cynthia imo. so that leaves paul. and their quickly crumbling relationship.

[bell4lan]

Tighnari x amab reader smut at the forest bc his heat came unexpectedly sooner ?

In the Forest

Genre: Smut

DNI: NON-MLM/NBLM, fujoshis, mlm/nblm fetishizers

CW: Public sex, unprotected sex, creampie, heats (obviously), first time with each other ^^, idk if this counts but I use the term hybrid to describe Tighnari lol

Character(s)/Reader: Top Tighnari x Bottom Male Reader

Tighnari rummaged through his bag as you were occupied with the plants you had found. He couldn't find his supressants and was starting to panic. He knew he didn't have them, he knew he didn't pack them, but he was hoping that they miraculously were in his bag. He didn't pack them because his heat was always on time. However, this time it came a week and a half early.

Shit. He was doomed. He didn't want to tell you you guys have to go back since you've been wanting to do this with him for a while. He'd feel awful making you wait again because of him, plus you two were already too far into the forest. By the time you guys would make it back he'd be attracting too much unwanted attention.

"Are you alright Tighnari?" You asked, finally noticing his frantic movements. What would he say? How could he explain this? He could just say he's in heat, but it may be difficult for you to understand how serious it is because you aren't a hybrid like him. You also might be weirded out by it.

No, you wouldn't be weirded out by it. You'd be understanding. You weren't rude or judgmental, he could go to you for this...could he? You both had only been dating for two months, and you guys have never done it. He'd hate for the first time to be because of his recklessness and not a romantic occasion.

"I-I'm alright, just feeling a bit under the weather." He replied trying to avoid your gaze. His ears were down and his face was noticeably red, to you it looked like he was completely flustered.

"Oh no, we can go back if you need. I wouldn't want you to push yourself." You said as you walked up to him, brushing some hair out of his face. He couldn't look you in the eye as you did and clenched his fists around the strap of his satchel.

"We can't- we can't go back.." He said softly, ears fully flat on his head from how embarrassed he was.

"Why not? Are you too sick?" You asked, worry present in your voice.

"No- well, technically yes. (Name) I-" Tighnari paused to take a deep breath before continuing, "-i'm in heat..." He finished with a whisper. Your eyes widened as he told you and you couldn't help but blush.

"O-Oh....is there any way I could help out?" You asked hesitantly. You knew what it sounded like you were implying by saying that, but you really did just want to help! He was your boyfriend, so even if you had to help in that way you wouldn't mind. You would be extremely embarrassed and nervous because it would be your first time with him, but it's him, you're comfortable with him.

"Not really. There's only one way to help at this point and I couldn't ask that of you." Tighnari replied, his face a deep shade of red just from thinking about how you could help him.

There was an awkward silence as you tried to muster up the courage to reply. You didn't want to make him uncomfortable, or rush him into having sex with you when he isn't ready, but he couldn't stay out here and wait off his heat. He needed help, your help.

"Tighnari, I will help you in any way I can. I know we haven't done that yet, but I don't want you to suffer out here. And...i'm ready to take things further with you." You said, voice shaking from embarrassment. You saw his ears perk up and his eyes widen at your confession.

"I hope you're not just saying that because of the state i'm in." Tighnari whispers. You cupped his face with your hands, making him look into your eyes. You could feel him stiffen under your gentle touch.

"I'm not. I really am ready to take things further with you." You reassured.

"What if I hurt you?" Tighnari whispered.

"You won't." You were confident he wouldn't. No matter what state Tighnari was in, you knew he'd take good care of you.

Tighnari pulled your hands off his face and held them before kissing you. It was a gentle, yet urgent kiss. You could tell he was holding back. To show him you're comfortable with more, you deepened the kiss, feeling as Tighnari shivered ever so slightly from your touch. He could feel the lust clouding his mind as you kissed him, his dick stiffening from the feeling of your lips on his. He had completely forgotten just how sensitive he was when in heat, he was hoping you didn't think he was this easy to turn on all the time.

You pulled away from the kiss to catch your breath, though you couldn't do it for long since Tighnari immediately latched onto your neck. He sucked and nipped at your skin, his sharp teeth making small marks. The hybrid's hands went down to your shirt to rip it open, a smirk forming on his face when he heard you gasp.

"Tighnari!!" You exclaimed, a feeling of shame and embarrassment washing over you from being exposed.

"I'll lend you my jacket once we're finished." He said before kissing down your chest, teasing your nipples with his hands and mouth. You could feel your cock harden in your bottoms from the stimulation. Being out in the forest doing something so erotic had you feeling both scared and excited, making you extra sensitive to your boyfriend's touch.

Tighnari reached the hem of your bottoms, seeing a slight tent in them. He moved his hand to cup your hard on and squeezed lightly. You whimpered, feeling so embarrassed from all the attention you were getting. Tighnari moved to slide off your bottoms along with his, both of your cocks now visible to each other. You blushed when seeing his, it was the perfect length for you, making you want it inside you as soon as possible.

"Turn around." Tighnari instructed as he opened his satchel. You did as he said and saw him holding a small bottle of what looked to be slime condensate. He squeezed some of the liquid onto his fingers before bringing one to your hole, pushing into you carefully. You tensed up from the intrusion, having never felt his long and slender fingers inside you before made you unprepared for how it'd feel.

"Are you alright?" He asked, not moving his finger. You nodded and pushed your ass out a little to encourage him to keep going, making his dick twitch. He moved his finger in and out, inserting another one when he felt you were ready for it.

Tighnari now had 3 fingers inside of you, and he didn't know if he could hold back any longer. He had been holding back this entire time, but watching your hole take his fingers was pushing him to his limits.

He took out his fingers and put some slime condensate onto his hand, lathering it on his dick so it would go in smoothly.

"C-Can we lay down? I think I might fall if we continue standing up." You asked with a blush on your face. Tighnari said yes and let you get into a comfortable position on the ground. The lush grass felt weird against your bare skin, but you didn't focus on the feeling for long.

Tighnari grabbed your leg pushing it up so it's bent before pushing his tip into you. He waited for a moment before pushing more of his cock in. He was so tempted to shove it all in and fuck you until he was fully satisfied, but he wouldn't do that.

"S-So big." You whimpered after he was fully inside you. He felt bigger than he looked, but it was amazing regardless. Tighnari held onto your hips and started thrusting into you, wanting nothing more than to whimper at the feeling of your tight walls around him.

He soon started thrusting faster, unable to hold back as much as before. All he could think about was fucking into you over, and over, and over until he couldn't cum anymore.

The sound of skin against skin and your sweet moans filled the area of the forest you both were in. You had forgotten where you were, only able to focus on your boyfriends dick inside you. Your cock bounced against your stomach with every thrust, making said boyfriend blush.

"You look adorable (Name)." He panted. He couldn't stop admiring your flushed face and teary eyes, archons he loved making you feel so good.

"N-Nari i'm-" You couldn't finish your sentence as Tighnari started to thrust into your prostate. Your moans got even louder than before, tears now streaming down your face from the intense pleasure you were feeling.

"Cum for me (Name)." He said as he thrusted faster, dick pounding into you harder than ever before. You whined loudly as your cum shot onto your chest and face, feeling utterly embarrassed from finishing without him even touching your cock.

Your cum covered body made Tighnari finish soon after you, his cum filling you up. You both stopped to catch your breaths, staying connected to each other.

After a bit, Tighnari leaned down and kissed your face, before whispering.

"C-Can we go another round?"

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Hey guys! I'm so sorry for not posting lately and taking almost 4 months to get this out. I've been super busy and exhausted lately. I haven't been feeling a lot of motivation to write, so just know that posting will be slower than before.

I honestly don't know how to feel about this story. It feels like it has a different vibe from my usual ones...in a bad way :/. I hope you guys like it though!! ^^ Maybe it's just in my head...

[pupyuj]

what if....jock yuj with short hair KANSKAJSKSKSKS IM SORRY IM O B S E S S E D WITH HER SHORT HAIR U DONT UNDERSTAND I LOVE IT SM IM GNA COMBUST

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ACK . LISTEN 🥺🥺

so this is like, sfw for the most part i hope that's okay cuz i feel very soft for short hair yuj ☹️ yuj being a nice jock here for once and having the biggest crush on cheerleader reader ,, you're both super popular so you know of each other, but you're not that close! poor baby thinking that you don't really see her as anything more than just being the captain of the basketball team but she was so wrong!!! yuj talking to her teammates about cutting her hair short one day and all of them making jokes about how it would look weird on her,,, BUT LIKE... you and your friend happened to be passing by and one of yuj's jock friends asked you if you think she would look fine with short hair SJDHCKD POOR YUJ BLUSHING SO HARD.. and she's so nervous abt your answer she couldn't look at you properly :((( and her friends knew about her crush on you so they were just giggling.. meanies 😭😭

"i think you'd look very pretty, yujin." ACK yujinnie almost fainting on the spot sjfbfjdkcsk bcs your smile was so pretty and you sounded so genuine 🥺 ofc she couldn't keep her eyes off of you as you walked away w your friend,, and her heart almost leaped out of her mouth when you looked back and smiled at her again,,, YUJ'S FRIENDS PUSHING HER AROUND AND TEASING HER... AND SHE'S SO HOPELESS SHE'S KICKING HER FEET N SHIT... 😭😭

omgomg yuj coming to practice w her fresh cut,, head down n cheeks super red bcs everybody has been looking at her the entire school day,, unfortunately you've been running around somewhere else so you haven't seen her hair yet... but would you look at that! you're sitting on the bleachers w some other cheerleaders and ofc you take notice of yujin's hair 🥺🥺🥺

sjdbjfksc the baby smiling at you cutely while she was walking by where you were sitting.. "looking good, ahn." you told her, laughing when she looked away bashfully STOP SHE'S SO WHIPPED 😩😩 she was full of energy the entire practice!! her shots were perfect too, she had to impress her crush after all! 🥰

okay now here's the fun part 🤭 yujinnie being left behind in the court bcs she had to talk to her coach about stuff,, going to the changing rooms to finally take a nice shower before she goes home.. and then there's you entering right after her... yuj being so surprised to see you she kind of freezes up on the spot 😭😭😭 you truly did have a reason to be there though! you forgot one of your cheer uniforms in your locker, which happened to be right next to yuj's 🫢

ehehdjdkffj yujin's brain literally shutting down when you take the towel from her hands and start wiping the sweat off her forehead and neck yourself,,, "you're doing a really good job as captain. i don't think you get told that enough." you were saying, reminding yujin of the reason she fell in love with you in the first place :(( "i knew i was right when i said you'd look pretty like this." god, how hasn't yujin evaporated yet????? especially when you brushed her now short hair through your fingers so gently :(((

"can i kiss you, yujin?"

EEEEEK LOVESICK YUJ NOT EVEN HESITATING TO JUST GRAB YOUR WAIST AND PULL YOU INTO HER 🥺🥺🥺🥺 she kisses you so desperately but softly!!!! this definitely leads to the two of you fucking on the benches but not before yuj asks if that was what you wanted 🥺🥺 she would be so gentle,, but not to the point of it all being boring, she wants to savour this moment!! 😵‍💫 very very good with her fingers, and she'd get addicted to your moans... hitting all the good spots that she learned just to hear her name fall from your lips again, not really caring if there was someone outside that then hear the two of you omg...

and then the two of you shower together where you're just making out and getting to know each other's bodies, nothing sexual at all just soft touches and even softer kisses 🥹💞���

[harryconcepts]

part 51

in my feels tonight thinking about how harry would be so good if he knew you'd had some bad relationships in the past 😔 maybe it's not something you outright told him, but he can kind of just tell, there's lots of little things that make him piece together that you haven't always been treated well 😔 and ofc he's always been sweet with you, but now he makes an even bigger point to be careful with everything he says and does bc he always wants you to feel safe with him 😔 he's always gently letting you know that he wants to hear your opinions, and that it's okay to tell him how you're feeling, and he'll never be upset with you for that 😔 always telling you how much he loves you, and he shows it with his actions too 😔 and someday when you do feel comfortable opening up to him, he's so attentive and respectful while you talk 😔 he keeps his hands to himself, not knowing if you need space right now, and he doesn't make any moves until you lean against him 😔 if you cry a little he doesn't say anything, he just gently wipes the tears away while you keep talking 😔 and when you're done saying everything you need to say you're exhausted, so you lean your head on his chest to listen to his heartbeat, and after a while you realize that you're not scared to be vulnerable around him at all because he only ever makes you feel safe 😔

he would be so so so sneaky about it too, I can see him making a fake Pinterest account to follow you and find exactly what you want so when he proposes it's with the ring you've dreamed of having your whole life 🥹 and ofc he talks to your mom and sisters and best friends to make sure it's 100% perfect for you 🥹only the best for the love of his life 🥹

or one night when he's really tired after a show but you're just feeling 😋 after watching him, but you don't want to bug him so you just grab your vibrator with the intentions of heading to the shower, but he turns over as you're quietly going through your drawers to find it, and as your fingers close around he he's like "what are you doing baby?" in his sleepy voice 😋 and you're like "oh i didn't mean to wake you up, I was just going to go take a shower" and he's all "mhmm, at 2 in the morning?" bc he knooooows what you're looking for in the bedside table 😋 and you're just like "...yeah?" and he says "a shower with your vibrator?" and you're blushing so hard but you say "didn't want to bother you, I know you need to sleep" and he's quiet for a moment before he flips onto his back and throws the covers off saying "have at it babe" and you roll your eyes but he's like "I'm serious, you can use me any way you need, just want to see you get off" and you're like 😶 but not about to say no to him 😋 so you start to close the drawer but he's all "now hang on... didn't tell you to put that away" and you're like 😶😶😶😶 even more but you do what he says, pulling it back out of the drawer and moving to straddle him 😋 you can tell he's tired from how heavy his eyelids are but he grips onto your hips and says "I'll take this little guy..." taking the vibrator from your hands and he says "I'm a bit worn out, so we're going to have to work together on this" while he looks at the toy bc he's a moron like that 😭 he guides you to sink down onto him and he pushes the vibrator into your clit at the same time, and you're close already 😋

he would suck on your vibrator to clean it off after he uses it on you no offense though

after you cum you're laying there with your eyes closed and your chest heaving and when you finally look over at him your jaw drops when you see him sucking on it 😌 you have to look away bc you physically can't cum again yet but if you keep watching this you'll be ready to try 😌

harry rlly just loves to get you off 🤕any time of the day or night he's coming into your room, pulling on your legs so you're laying flat, and saying "be a good girl and let me take care of you now 😌" and who are you to object to your man 🤕

this might be weird but like I find the human body so..... aesthetically pleasing ???? i have no idea how to put this but something about like shoulders and collarbones and hips are just so so beautiful and lovely and i feel like harry shares this fascination with me and he loves to trace his fingers over the lines of your body bc you're just so nice to look at 😌

thinking about being an influencer who's dating harry secretly, as in no one knows, and it's just fun to keep it that way 😌 one day you make one of those aesthetic little morning routine videos and you have a short little clip of you smiling in bed, and you can very clearly see Harry's arm in the shot 😌 ofc you never include anything that would let people know that it's him, but he says he's fine with you posting that, and within seconds your comments are blowing up with nosy people 😌 but it doesn't matter bc you have Harry and the two of you just do your own thing 😌

or one day you post a selfie and you're sitting with your back to his chest, he has his head turned so you can only see the very edge of his chin but you're clearly with someone, and everyone is going insane trying to figure it out 😌

im obsessed with these first bf concepts ..... the first time he kisses you you get soooo blushy and you're just not sure what to do with yourself, and he's always sweet with you but he just can't help teasing a little bit 😌 he runs his finger over your cheek and says "you must really like me, hm?" and you manage to stammer out "I've, i've just never done that before" and the teasing look drops off his face immediately, and he's all "you haven't?" and you shake your head, but then he just smiles and says "well now you have 😌 did you want to do it again?" and you're nodding, before you can even say yes he's taking your face in your hands and kissing you for the second time ever 😌 and maybe you're shaking a little bit and who can blame you, there's a lot of nerves and adrenaline going on right now, but it's okay because you know Harry's got you 😌

usually the name babe is kind of annoying to me but when i think of harry saying it 😮‍💨😟😩🙂🥰😍🤩🤪🤭 like anon said you're kissing him, you're pretty inexperienced and not really sure what to do but he's just all "don't worry about it, I've got you babe" just telling you to follow his lead and do whatever feels right 😮‍💨😟😩🙂🥰😍🤩🤪🤭

and the first time you're more intimate and he gently pulls your shirt over your head, he has to take a deep breath to calm himself down bc he's realizing he's the first person who has ever seen you like this and you trust him enough to be this vulnerable with him and he's feeling absolutely feral🤕and you see him close his eyes and tip his head back, and you get nervous and a little insecure so you're crossing your arms over your chest and shuffling the blankets around to cover you, but he hears and looks down and is all "no, no baby you don't have to cover yourself- not at all, you're so fucking hot i just needed a minute to breathe" and he almost looks embarrassed to admit that 🤕 you're like "really?" and he nods, moving to lay over you again and he gently takes your arms away from your chest, moving them above your head so he can pin them there 🤕 you're breathing so fast bc you're so turned on and he leans closer, glancing down at your lips when he murmurs "this okay?" and you nod before he even finishes talking, and finally he closes the gap and kisses you 🤕

harry just loves to please you 🤕 his favorite favorite thing is spreading your legs and licking you until your legs are shaking and you're pushing him away 🤕

exactly Harry would be so good if you'd had bad relationships in the past 😭he knows you get anxious really easily, so he always sends you text like "I'm gonna be really busy today and won't have my phone, but i'm okay and i will text you whenever I can ���️" and he does stuff like ordering your food for you bc he knows you get scared and going with you to doctors appointments so you won't be alone ☹️ he knows you haven't always been treated right so he does everything he can to show you how you deserve to be treated ☹️ or things like being in your space with you, he knows you get jumpy and don't like loud or sudden noises so he's always careful to close the door gently, and not sneak up on you bc he never wants to scare you ☹️ aaaalways asking permission before he touches you, even in nonsexual ways, bc he wants to make sure you know that he respects you and your body and your decisions, always ☹️☹️☹️ and sometimes you'll be set off by a situation that reminds you of something bad that happened a while ago, and he's always so good about it 😔 talking to you gently and letting you know that he's not mad at you, that you're okay and you're safe 😔 giving you a tight hug to help ground you, and basically so he can be your weighted blanket for a minute bc he knows it calms you down 😔 always reassuring you that he loves you, and he'll tell you as many times as you need to hear it 😔

want to talk about the first time Harry fucks you all the way 👹like usually he can't push all the way in because it's too much for you, it starts to hurt just a little and your face scrunches up so much that he stops, you shake your head and say "it's okay, I can take it, just give me a second-" and he kisses your forehead, saying "it's okay baby, promise it's okay" and then he's gentle for the rest of the night, so scared to hurt you 😔 but then one day you're just feeling absolutely feral, you've already had sex twice but that evening you're coming onto him again, and he's jokingly like 😧again??😧 and you're whining because you're not kidding, but he says "I'm just teasing baby, you know I'll give you anything you want" and you nod, then take a deep breath and say "I want to feel you all the way" and he raises his eyebrows, you know what he's about to say but you whine "I just want to feel you so deep, want you to make me sore tomorrow" and he buries his face in your neck because he can't look at you when he's so turned on 😌 then he flips you over so he's on top, and says "you'll let me know if it hurts?" and his voice is all stern and in charge 👹 you nod, clutching his shoulders to get him to move, and finally he starts to push in, groaning at how you're still wet from earlier 😌 you're gasping, trying so hard to keep relaxed and let him in, but soon he feels you clenching too hard and he lets out a little sigh, saying "have to relax, love, can't get inside if you're all tense" and you nod, trying so hard to be good for him but it's so much 🤕 he's pushing in a tiny bit more, your face is scrunching up and he slows down, saying "maybe we should-" and you wrap your legs around his waist, huffing out "don't you dare stop" and well he can't say no to his girl 🤕 he keeps leaving tiny kissies on your neck, whispering "relax, calm down for me" and finally finally he's all the way in 🤕you've never felt so full in your life and you're breathing in short little gasps bc it feels so good, and when he reaches down to press on your tummy you nearly scream 🤕 you're clutching at his wrist and he's so mean, pushing a little harder and saying "you like that? feel me allll the way in your tummy, don't you" 🤕then he leaves one last kiss on your neck and says "I'm gonna make sure my girl is sore tomorrow just like she wanted" 🤕then he would be so mean about it, holding you down by your hips while he drives inside over and over 🤕 you're so whiny bc it's so intense, but he just shushes you and says "thought this was what you wanted? said you wanted me to fuck you all the way, so how come you're whining so much?" and his voice is a little mocking 🤕he even pulls your hips up so it feels like he nudges a little deeper with each thrust, and you're crying from how good it feels 🤕 he's all "aw, is it too much for you? poor thing can't handle taking me all the way, hm?" 🤕 and then "but I know you'll be a good girl for me, won't you?" and you nod so fast, not wanting him to stop any time soon 🤕

being someone who usually has a hard time having an orgasm with someone else, the second you let harry know that he would be all in 😌 he wants to sit down with you and have a serious conversation about it, so that's exactly what you do 😌 he makes it clear that your pleasure is important to him, and he wants to do everything he can to make you feel good, whatever that takes for you 😌 telling you he's okay to do anything you want or need, he just wants you to have fun and feel good 😌 and maybe there's a few times in the beginning where he doesn't get you there, you're really upset and he can tell you're beating yourself up over it but he makes sure to calm you down and tell you it's okay 😔 that he's not mad or upset with you at all, he just wants to make sure you're okay 😔 then when it finally does happen he's sooooo excited, he's so happy he could make you feel so good and that you trust him enough to relax and let go 😌 and ofc he's a big fan of the way you immediately cuddle into him afterwards... that has him immediately ready to try again 😌

I need to talk about harry fucking you so good you're trying to push his hands away bc you don't know how to deal with how intense everything is 😮‍💨 he keeps trying to rub circles on your clit and you keep crying out and grabbing for his hands, not sure whether you're trying to tell him to stop or to please please keep going 😮‍💨 and he knows that if you really wanted him to stop you would let him know right away, so for now he just whispers in your ear "I know, baby, feels good hm?" and by now you're crying from how overwhelmed you are and he just reaches down to brush the tears away with his thumb 😮‍💨 whispering "i know, I know" as he puts more pressure on your clit 😮‍💨 he's hitting all the right spots inside and out, and you're clutching his wrist so hard bc it just feels so good 😮‍💨 and when you cum he doesn't stop, you're a sensitive and sticky mess but he's nowhere near done with you 😮‍💨

harry teasing you and edging you until you're losing your mind, saying "please, it hurts i just need to cum, please stop teasing" and he's acting like he feels bad he's pouting and cooing "ohh I'm so sorry baby, just need to cum, hm?" and you nod, thinking he's finally gonna let you, but he just says "but i know you're a good girl for me, and you'll keep being good, and take what i give you, right?" and his voice is so soft and sweet even as he says the meanest things 😣 you shut your eyes as you nod, and he runs his knuckle along your cheek saying "such a sweet girl" before his fingers on his other hand sink inside you again 😣

he has his head between your thighs and he moans softly saying "smell so good... i could stay here forever, just wanna fall asleep here and wake up and still be between your legs" and you're like welllll maybe don't fall asleep but I'm not opposed to you spending a bit of time down there 😌

the baby boy harry would text you for your coffee order one time and then he would tease you so bad for how confusing it is, he gets home and kisses you saying "two and a half pumps of carmel? don't you think that's a little extreme?" and you're like 😌no😌 and he just shakes his head at you 😔 then the next time hes picking up drinks he asks if you want some and you say yes, then ask if he needs your order and he says "nope I have it memorized" and you're like 🥹

harry loves kissing you after he goes down on you🤕 he likes to lick into your mouth and he's obsessed with the way you moan when you taste yourself on his tongue 🤕he's such a slut and so are you 🤕 two whores in love 🤕the thought of him kissing you after that... he says "you're so sweet, baby, have a taste" and kisses you 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

he's always grabbing your jaw to make you turn your head and kiss him 🤕 holding you in place there just bc he can 🤕 oh my god I need him to completely physically control me atp 🤕

he knows how much his voice and his words turn you on so he's always torturing you 🤕saying the absolute filthiest things right in your ear while he's holding your hips down so you can't grind on him like he knows you so desperately want to 🤕telling you exactly what he's going to do to you while he's holding you still and you can't do anything but lay there and take it 🤕 he even presses his forehead against yours so you're so overwhelmed by his presence and how close he is and how he's just surrounding you 🤕when he finally reaches down between your thighs you're nearly crying from how worked up you are and how badly you just want him to touch you but he's not done teasing yet 🤕 he says "yeah? you want my fingers so bad, don't you? can feel how warm you are down here, you must be so ready for me" and you nod, trying to move your hips closer but he just clicks his tongue and says "none of that now, you know only good girls get what they want" meaning you have to be good and let him do his thing before he'll even consider making you cum 🤕

harry shushing you 🤕 it's been a while since you were together, he was away on business so you didn't see him for a few weeks and when he finally gets home he's dragging you to the bedroom immediately 🤕 he has you on his lap while he kisses you, and you're whining and rolling your hips against his because you just need more but he's all "shhh sh sh baby, you know I'm gonna give you what you need, just need to kiss you a bit first" 🤕

you're whining about how deep he is and he presses one of his big hands down on your tummy to say "feel me right here? so deep, hm?" and all you can do is nod and grab his arm to keep him there 🤕he smirks, so cocky about how he can get you so worked up so easily 🤕

no if I dated Harry he would never know peace bc he would be like "look at this cute little interview that just came out 🥺" and i would take one look and then be like...... take your pants off I'm not playing with you take them OFF

harry is obsessed with how wet you get just from kissing 🤕he lifts you off his lap and sinks to his knees to spread your legs apart, then uses his thumbs to spread you open all the way 🤕 he can't help but shiver at the wet sound when he does that, and you close your eyes bc it's embarrassing to have him staring like this but he just wants to look 🤕

thinking about making out with Harry and his mustache is scratching your face a little bit and he keeps wincing and apologizing thinking it probably hurts but actually you like it so whenever it happens you just grind on him a little harder bc it turns you on and you whisper "stop apologizing, it feels good" and his head tips back bc he just can't handle how much he likes you 😌or the first time he goes down on you with some scruff and the next morning your thighs are all red and he's all 😟😟 kissing them so gently saying how sorry he is and that he's gonna go shave right away but you're like ummmm you better not bc it was hot

and on those nights when he's so proud of you he really really does give it to you good 😮‍💨doing all the things you like to make sure his girls cums hard 😮‍💨 multiple times 😮‍💨 ok I can't that's so.... 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨 he's saying "my good girl, my best girl, gonna make you feel so good like you deserve baby" making you cum with his tongue at least twice 😮‍💨 probably trying to get you to squirt too bc he knows how intense it is and that's what he wants for you 😮‍💨 moving you into all your favorite positions and doing everything he can to make you scream 😮‍💨