#i just finished a test and now im like???
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I hate getting an insanely high number when doing a calculation on a test bc I like??? Cannot figure out what I did wrong and I got the same answer both ways I did it but I know KNOW it's wrong screams
#i just finished a test and now im like???#i did my best and yet i feel as tho i was definitely wrong???#anyway its fine
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Super Mega Ultrawatch!Symmetra is Vishkar's failed kaiju experiment. She's become more aggressive towards people, but doesn't particularly seem interested in fighting either. They have to provoke her into turning into her kaiju form to fight the heroes
She really likes Lifeweaver's biolight plants though, it's one of the few things that snaps her out of her rampages. In this au, he takes her with him when he leaves the company
#symweaver#symmetra#lifeweaver#overwatch#overwatch 2#i just made a messy doodle because im feeling lazy today#her wings are usually folded behind her but she flares them out when she feels threatened#the butterfly brain makes her territorial but her brain says that getting involved with senseless violence is a no go so it cancels out#She had no idea they were going to use her as a test subject so it wasnt a consensual procedure. Niran was equally as shocked#After the initial transformation she was incredibly hostile towards anything that came near her but she's neutral about being a kaiju now#her vocal cords were affected so she mostly communicates with body language and only niran can accurately guess what shes trying to say#they keep her in an observation room behind glass but sometimes she finds ways to get out. Or Niran just lets her out#she just likes sitting in the sunlight and eating salty foods but they keep trying to make her fight the ultrawatch heroes instead#Also no he never does finish that report
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How 2 do well in school, which is starting soon, no glue no borax
#i think im smart. maybe. cuz my finals last uear were aparently AWESOME for some fucking reason#i was failing allll my classes tho#except like. gym. but the rest were legit all Fs#idk how i passed.....#im just godly#but fr ive gyat no motivation to do anything ever and honestly id rather kms than be there BUT i have a gf now and also the convergence ->#-> reboot hasnt come out so i cant die yet#ive lost most motivation for my hobbies at this point and now i gotta go back to that freakshow#SIGH#the ppl there are MEAN and some of the things they tey to teach us with suck ASS#PLEASE. IM SUPPOSED TO BE GOOD AT ENGLISH. IT USED TO BE MY BEST SUBJECT#😭😭😭😭😭#the thing we have to do stuff on tho SUCKS bc i can barely ever finish it in class cuz theres not enough time and i dont have the motivation#to do it at home so eventually i just stopped bothering with it#like i just stopped#honestly halfway through last year i just gave tf up in general 😭💀and they literally pulled me away and were like “r u ok....”#i dont remember where i was going with this#im eepy everything hurrts i dont wanna go back#i wanna be silly i wanna make straight As and Bs like when i was an little kid i want to make the ppl that care about me happy but.augh#vent post#I GUESS#mother get me tested + medicated challeng e level IMPOSSIBLE😭😭😭😭😭#ganvg im starting to think i may have smth besides the adhd.... hmmm.......
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i switch canvases too much...i cannot change...
#yeoodles#sometimes i stress about not being able to finish a wip#then when I compile them like this i realize im just clowning myself#there's a mixture of genderbent jmkl and og jmkl#i also started testing out a different brush...hee h ee e#wrestling with my art style too...i can draw cute things automatically but i want to have range!!#i love many things...now how do i. mimic and produce those very things hHAHFIUAUFHAIU#sweating...this doesn't feature all of my canvases;;
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Ash how is the fated watching going rn?? You’re braver than most
godd wampus im fucking THRIVING right now. this campaign sucks so bad it's genuinely unwatchable at times and I think that's the appeal to me <3 they spent like 10 minutes just describing and figuring out how the money system works and literally none of them sound like they've ever played dnd before and i don't think it will ever pass the bechdel test once the entire campaign even with velrissa trying her hardest but it goes crazy anyway
br'aad is my favorite character by a lot right now,, he's my FREAKK i love him and his idiot swagger so much. he's supposed to be charismatic but he sucks so bad at it everyone hates him but sticks around with him anyway. he's a warlock and his patron stops time and gives him insight on things/danger to come and kicked off the main plot in the sickest sequence I've ever seen. also his gayboy ass really did walk so every other gayboy slimecicle character could run !! they were so right !! and the party spent the first and second session hating everything he said and did . Took them sooooo long to be normal about him but they got it eventually when mountain (MY MAANNNNNN) defended him. Also he says everything with ^_^ . Just outloud you can hear it in his voice
for the rest I think the only other character that's talking enough to form an opinion on is taxi. and that opinion is STRONGLY a good one o(-( ! his banter with br'aad is so fun they're the only characters that feel Real and In The World so far and I love it so much. the names bit where br'aad kept getting his name wrong and calling him "saxi" and whenever he corrected him br'aad would just go "I know saxi. Nice to meet you im br'aad!" actually had me in tears at a certain point they're the only ones that have gotten me to laugh fr fr so far
sadly velrissa mountain and sylnan just Don't Fucking Talk so i don't have any real concrete opinions on them yet other than "hmm. Interesting ^_^" velrissa and her necromancy stuff is so neat so far I hope we get to see it in action soon instead of just small mentions here and there. same with the dynamic between sylnan and br'aad I NEEED to see more snockers scenes like their sibling scamming bullshit seems so cool I can't wait for them to emotionally rip my heart out through my throat. I can feel it coming
honestly the main appeal of it all is the characters and the characters alone. them slowly becoming friends and trusting each other will fuck with my brain permanently. I already cheered out loud when they so much as INSINUATED that they could stand br'aad and his charisma and they don't actually hate being around each other like that made me so happy. their meeting makes no sense but that's okay the Shenanigans with the solid snake box and br'aad trying and failing to stealth was so fun and "nice forearms, and a nicer staff!" and the little weirdo gremlin goblin following them around they're all very scared of and creeped out by (except for br'aad. he is strongly sexually attracted to goblins. this is canon and brought up over and over again) all make up for it. the story really doesn't matter to me here at all ^_^ all i care about are the characters being happy and traveling together and that's what makes the campaign enjoyable for me
#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍#we have mail :]#if this makes no sense sorry its 2:30 am#cayden's dms are getting the brunt of my liveblogs otherwise inwould just be transcribing whole episodes on here#every time a character talks my ears perk up like a dog and i get excited. i feeeeeel the fixation forming#why cant i stay hyperfixated on good campaigns and media man why is it always shit that ended a long time ago#and sucks soooososo bad#as im writing this im finishing episode 2 so ill take a break for the night i think then start again tomorrow morning ^_^#WHICH I AM SETTING AN ALARM FOR SO I WAKE UP AT A NORMAL HOUR. I FORGOT TO DO THAT THIS MORNING LMAO#anyway thank you for letting me just Talk because this fucking campaign has me FUCKEDDDD UP#i love them so much... i am deeply invested in br'aaxi and i Get It Now#currently taxi has a whole girlfriend but its okay shes said like 2 lines and thats it because again. Never passing the bechdel test#wait okay episode 3 started they are doing a real and proper intro where they explain what characters they play#for the First Time#this is so cool woag
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knock knock let me in let me be your secret sin ; left right straight ahead theres no way out youre dead
#neros art tag#kny sabito#sabito#fratboy sabito posting#halloween au#labyrinth(oomph!)#sorry giyuu... muse replaced lmao#i love this song sm#anyways im adding this to the halloween au#another fic i started and never finished. concept is fun tho#the hashira work for an organization that rescues & protects magical creatures and helps whoever they find in unethical experiments#the fic starts with giyuu and kyojuro being a team in a raid on some place that got their hands on an ookami- they find sanemi & genya#whove been medically altered with its body parts in an attempt to make. something. they didnt get info on that before the raid#sanemi got its limbs and genya got some of its organs & they like literally just finished the surgery when the raid started so they were#real fucked up. sanemi's limbs were in a fucking box in the corner. anyways i ditched it at the point when shinobu came to see if they#were okay for transportation#i was just drawing to the song bc i like it sm but now im thinking they find some place that made a monster labyrinth to gamble off of#they trick poor people into trying to survive for prize money and they have other ppl bet on who'll win. winner's prize money goes to the#people who bet on them & they get to be the next test subject for monsterfication and subsequently tossed in the labyrinth#no one wins here. its all life or death and theres a lot of death.#giyuu thought sabito died long ago but he was actually taken and attempted to be mashed-up with a kitsune- it didnt work- he got tossed in#the labyrinth. corrupted memories and temperment due to the kitsune's powers- hes learned to survive against the other monsters#giyuu infiltrates as a contestant while some other hashira do so as workers/gamblers and giyuu has a run in with sabito & freaks th fuck out#especially since sabito's trying to Kill Him#i should add more body horror to this au. sanemis not enough for me
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this project im working on is being held back by a single drawing of a single person that ive resketched probably well over 100 times now because i just can't get it right. if it's not done by the end of thanksgiving break....it's so over.
#the fool speaks#ive already hit the point where im losing my confidence and starting to be very self deprecating about this#but ive been working too hard to give up now so it will be done#like it is i would say 90% completed. there are other things other than this drawing but this drawing is essentially the last hurdle#there are other complicated pieces but honestly if i have trouble with them ill just not include them because they are not crucial#i have a test this week and my professor decided to double my hw for no reason. there's no way im finishing that anyway though....#like straight up if i had time management skills it wouldnt get done anyway because its too much work for too little points.
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aurum alley my fucking beloathed free me from your mission notifications!!!!!!!!!!!!
#prince's talk tag#ughhhhhhhh i hate having to do these tedious missions but i need creditsssssssssss#and this one is the most tedious bc up until i ranked high enough to do an equilibrium test this was the mission the game pushed on me#and its just. not fun. for me to do. at all#i humiliated an arrogant ipc schmuck and make him bark like a dog and that was a little fun but thats it#i finished that part but now they want me to continue helping#you guys cant figure it out yourself?? you really need a guy born from a computer to do it??#buddy im an arts major. thats like the exact opposite of whatever the fuck is going on here#so opposite a good chunk of us dont have the expertise in it and was encouraged by some profs to get some exp in it
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I think that. When you are on 2 hours of sleep. You shouldn't have any other bad experiences. As a rule
I got half frozen on my way home today. And I feel quite significantly awful. Want to just crawl into my bed and shiver away in my blankets. But I have to shower and eat first. I'm warming up, but my fingers are still kind of burning. I feel Not Good.
#speculation nation#negative/#it was colder than it was this morning bc the wind picked up#so imagine 15 mph wind in 40 some F nonstop for like half an hour#In Your Face. and youre just wearing a hoodie.#thick hoodie. but a hoodie nonetheless.#i was literally fuckin whimpering while biking man it was miserable and it hurt.#and i plopped down on my couch with my head Swimming. im recovering slightly but i still feel quite bad.#the good news is that i have a sandwich. i will eat the sandwich. and then i will sleep.#thank god my essay exam is done with. done and turned in.#i also managed to finish the other assignment due today. somehow. literally turned it in in the last minute.#my professor had us doing a lot of in class work today. which was miserable.#but ive been so brave and i stuck through it all.#and now im home. i will recover some. and then i have to do. more work.#gotta fill out my driving log sheet and also fill out my stupid fucking portfolio for my UX design class.#since apparently we're having 'gallery showing' of everyone's portfolios 😃😃😃 in class 😃😃😃 for everyone to see 😃😃😃#ive got Something but i will be honest i half assed it. so i have to fill it out more.#so fucking frustrated. whyd she spring this on us so suddenly. i want to kick things. i just want to fucking Sleep.#tomorrows driving skills test too. very important for me to be rested. im trying to not be nervous. im so very nervous.
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wanted to work on my sketch today but i felt sooooo bad today. for a number of reasons, im sick (nothing contagious) and also i have worked TOO MANY DAMN DAYS IN A ROW !!! i work tomorrow too someone save me
i'd like to actually "finish" this drawing, idk if that means lineart or just cleaning it up a bit, so i dont wanna share it yet even tho it's nothing too special. i'll share this instead
#if i share it then it ruins the fun of the finished piece bc the only cool thing about it is the concept itself#so there really isnt a difference in sketch vs final other than presentation :V#anyways i might call in tbh. i cant sleep bc i've just worked too much#i get home and it's like im starved for relaxation. so much that i cant fall asleep bc my brain is like ''PLEEEEEEEEASE DO SOMETHING FUN''#i do like work dont get me wrong but jesus christ this last week was so busy#inspection and high work load and [other random stuff that says too much about my job] augh..#and CAN SOMEONE PLEASE GIVE ME BACK MY MONEY FOR PASSING MY TEST#IT'S BEEN A MONTH NOW PAY ME BACK BITCH#can you tell im talkative today#dash is active and i havent been Actually Online in a while hiiiii#and bye :( i need to lay down. 2am and i get up at 10am#i will probably be up till like 4 tbh#friday night i slept for like 3 hours bc i just. never got tired#really gotta talk to my doctor about getting new sleep meds.......#chat
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i also have been testing pngtuber+ vs veadotubemini and heres rhe fruit of a 49 layer model
#not all the emotes are shown in this lil demo theres one i keep forgetting where it is lmao#return of the coke heartthrob#i like that i made a pngtuber despite the fact that i am extremelt averse to being percieved in video formats. i used to stream more#n would do drawing streams specifically while working on projects but. ive been outta the game so long im not. too sure how i feel about#like. going back#i also did yt for like. 2 videos during lockdown to try and chronicle that whole art school mess and ended up exploding#this boy is not made for audio/video formats 💔#this is actually to test run how efficient i could be if i were to make pngtuber a commission option when i open those#this took 5 hours and all his psrts including clothing are separate and he has skin under there (i dont save the images like thst tho)#so i can swap out outfits n stuff n not have over 49 moving parts#the ONE issue with this lineless style though. is recoloring parts#i tried to do recolored mouths for s paragon model and it was a pain so i didnt rlly finish or save it.#i think i still prefer veadotubemini tbh. the blinks feel more natural in it than in pngtuber+#but i rlly like the bounce that pngtuber+ provides for just Talking#so. hit or miss#and before anyone asks no i will not be learning live2d vtubing and will not make a 3d vtuber#all of that is just too scary for me i respect everyone i see who does it WAY more now that ive like. LOOKED it over#scary shit. leaving that to the professionals#my 3d model is strictly for fun and because i like vr and vrchat. but i do not think ill ever make a vtuber in 3d.
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gonna finish my starters from this call first but I also want to post a starter call from my muses found on this page. if you don't specify who you'd like & how many starters you want, I'll spin the wheel of those muses & generate how many starters you'll get ( only between one to three of them this time ). Lengths will vary.
#⸻ ❛ 𝐁𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐨𝐦 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐧𝐨𝐰 » ooc.#// starter call.#// i want to test writing these muses after all#// but now i'm gonna finish the stuff from the other call really fast so i can work on any likes for starters i get on this post#// i just want a bunch of new threads and stuff sorry im being so chaotic lately
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working demo of a good % of my app working...all data automatically grabbed from WikiData, network data is showing "Members of same trade bloc" (but the data's structured enough where this can defacto be any grouping), timeline showing date of state foundation
#obv far from perfect but its sorta working which im happy abt :)#plenty of bugs to work thru & still need to finish making the dashboard customizable on the fly#but I think im at a stage where I can start focusing on adding tests that make sure I dont break things during refactor - then speed up#my prev post when i had like red & green lines was mostly hardcoded data - this now derives the connectivity#before I also hadnt rly formalized a process for nabbing geojson outlines so i had just pre-formatted them manually#im very much a 'make it work then make it pretty' person
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me on my way 2 bug all of u
#guess who now knows how to extract ffvii og files :eyes:#i finished work had a nap woke up and was like im fuckin modding ffvii istg#starting with extracting models to edit them#but i just had to fuck around w/heid as a test owo#im headin on now homies B)#(ooc)#(tbd)
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UNTUNED and barely mixed wip of cover #5986304534948053425433 i am working on, another one with genby, ,, benbu.,,, benby,,.... bgbgbgbbgbgbgbgbg lite (passes away forever)
song is Watashi to Aruite iru to Hazukashii no by watashinokoko (offvocal in desc) and here's the program files if u want em HOPEFULLY i have not made any lyric mistakes. hopefully
#vocal synth wip#since it'll take me a while to actually tune this thang and make a video my dearest tumblrites will get hashtag early access#to svp's of songs that only i was asking for files of. <3#there's the two svps (the normal range and one octave down that im using for genbu) and also a voisona file in kana#with the cl phonemes changed to work because i was testing it there#and also some ust/ustx's also in kana but still with the synthv cl phoneme because like#every other bank has theyre own way of dealing with glottal stops <3 most of the ones i use dont have any way at all so the silence of#the cl still works to the same effect LOL but yeah. all untuned - maybe i'll add a tuned version if i finish it later#although i am using genbu lite specifically (i like his raspy tone for songs like this) so i dunno how useful my tuning will be LOL#YOU can do like anything you want with these files like redistribution of edited versions is A-OK just credit me somewhere <3#now i have to figure out what i wanna do with the. laughing? crying? in the bg of the original song thats not in the offvocal#do i just wanna put whatever or leave it blank... or maybe mash up the full song with the off vocal at parts to get those noises...hmmmmm
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What do you love most about the children of the watch? I only found your profile recently and I see you talk about them a lot (LOVE how you defend them against begin called a cult)- and I was just wondering what parts are the coolest for you?
ohhgg hello, i'm so glad you're enjoying my blog! and man the i LOVE the cotw, so many aspects of it is so interesting. i guess i really liked seeing them as a perservering religious group, iykwim. i'm muslim, i live in america, i've faced the struggles of being the minority here. i'm also palestinian, i've faced genocide before as well, so seeing the children of the watch, an orthodox religious group that perserveres as a community even after they lost their homes... it just really connected with me. i understood what the cotw were going through, i understood how the world saw them as "dangerous" and as crazy extremists and all that shit. and really i realized how much that affected ME in real life. how much i could relate to them in so many aspects, it just really resonated with me how similar my identity was shaped like how their identity was too.
i love their culture, i love how it was influenced by polynesian culture, i love how so many aspects of their religion can relate to real life religions. i struggled (and am still struggling) with my hijabi identity for a very long time. seeing this group of people, a religious and cultural minority wearing religious head coverings... i just felt seen. i felt like it was so amazing how normalized it was seeing this on tv, with millions of viewers from all different backgrounds. it was just special.
i guess another reason is just the culture they built off of adapting to the helmet and armor. i'm very active in the Deaf community around my area (i say, 5 minutes after i just interviewed a Deaf community leader) and so much of communication depends on non-manual signals, like facial expressions, so seeing how the cotw adapted their mannerisms to communicate without their facial expressions is SO interesting to me. they must have an entire love language based off of certain movements and that's so insanely interesting to explore.
i also really love the way they hold foundlings and their children to the highest importance. i love familial bonds and i love found family and the cotw embody that SO well. clan of two have my HEART. father and child bonds are so important to me, and the cotw focus so much on that.
i think there's an endless list of reasons why i love the children of the watch so much, but these are just some of my favorite reasons. if you or anyone else has anything to add i'd love to hear!
#star wars#the mandalorian#oil.#anon im sorry this took me like the entire day to respond#i was doing set up for a special news broadcast#and then i was doing testing all day#and i just now finished doing an interview w/ that Deaf community leader#i am SO.#Busy. sobs.
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